HowwasitthatDeanAlfordforexamplewhohadmadetheNewTestamenthisspeciality,couldnotorwouldnotseewhatwassoobvioustoErnesthimself?Coulditbeforanyotherreasonthanthathedidnotwanttoseeit,andifsowashenotatraitortothecauseoftruth?Yes,butwashenotalsoarespectableandsuccessfulman,andwerenotthevastmajorityofrespectableandsuccessfulmen,suchforexample,asallthebishopsandarchbishops,doingexactlyasDeanAlforddid,anddidnotthismaketheiractionright,nomatterthoughithadbeencannibalismorinfanticide,orevenhabitualuntruthfulnessofmind?
Monstrous,odiousfalsehood!Ernest’sfeeblepulsequickenedandhispalefaceflushedasthishatefulviewoflifepresenteditselftohiminallitslogicalconsistency。Itwasnotthefactofmostmenbeingliarsthatshockedhim——thatwasallrightenough;buteventhemomentarydoubtwhetherthefewwhowerenotliarsoughtnottobecomeliarstoo。Therewasnohopeleftifthiswereso;ifthiswereso,lethimdie,thesoonerthebetter。“Lord。”heexclaimedinwardly,“Idon’tbelieveonewordofit。StrengthenThouandconfirmmydisbelief。”Itseemedtohimthathecouldneverhenceforthseeabishopgoingtoconsecrationwithoutsayingtohimself:“There,butforthegraceofGod,wentErnestPontifex。”Itwasnodoingofhis。Hecouldnotboast;ifhehadlivedinthetimeofChristhemighthimselfhavebeenanearlyChristian,orevenanApostleforaughtheknew。Onthewholehefeltthathehadmuchtobethankfulfor。
Theconclusion,then,thatitmightbebettertobelieveerrorthantruthshouldbeorderedoutofcourtatonce,nomatterbyhowclearalogicithadbeenarrivedat;butwhatwasthealternative?Itwasthis,thatourcriterionoftruth——i。e。thattruthiswhatcommendsitselftothegreatmajorityofsensibleandsuccessfulpeople——isnotinfallible。Theruleissound,andcoversbyfarthegreaternumberofcases,butithasitsexceptions。
Heaskedhimself,whatwerethey?Ah!thatwasadifficultmatter;
thereweresomany,andtheruleswhichgovernedthemweresometimessosubtle,thatmistakesalwayshadandalwayswouldbemade;itwasjustthisthatmadeitimpossibletoreducelifetoanexactscience。Therewasaroughandreadyrule-of-thumbtestoftruth,andanumberofrulesasregardsexceptionswhichcouldbemasteredwithoutmuchtrouble,yettherewasaresidueofcasesinwhichdecisionwasdifficult——sodifficultthatamanhadbetterfollowhisinstinctthanattempttodecidethembyanyprocessofreasoning。
Instinctthenistheultimatecourtofappeal。Andwhatisinstinct?Itisamodeoffaithintheevidenceofthingsnotactuallyseen。Andsomyheroreturnedalmosttothepointfromwhichhehadstartedoriginally,namelythatthejustshalllivebyfaith。
Andthisiswhatthejust——thatistosayreasonablepeople——doasregardsthosedailyaffairsoflifewhichmostconcernthem。Theysettlesmallermattersbytheexerciseoftheirowndeliberation。
Moreimportantones,suchasthecureoftheirownbodiesandthebodiesofthosewhomtheylove,theinvestmentoftheirmoney,theextricationoftheiraffairsfromanyseriousmess——thesethingstheygenerallyentrusttoothersofwhosecapacitytheyknowlittlesavefromgeneralreport;theyactthereforeonthestrengthoffaith,notofknowledge。SotheEnglishnationentruststhewelfareofitsfleetandnavaldefencestoaFirstLordoftheAdmiralty,who,notbeingasailorcanknownothingaboutthesemattersexceptbyactsoffaith。Therecanbenodoubtaboutfaithandnotreasonbeingtheultimaratio。
EvenEuclid,whohaslaidhimselfaslittleopentothechargeofcredulityasanywriterwhoeverlived,cannotgetbeyondthis。Hehasnodemonstrablefirstpremise。Herequirespostulatesandaxiomswhichtranscenddemonstration,andwithoutwhichhecandonothing。Hissuperstructureindeedisdemonstration,buthisgroundisfaith。Noragaincanhegetfurtherthantellingamanheisafoolifhepersistsindifferingfromhim。Hesays“whichisabsurd。”anddeclinestodiscussthematterfurther。Faithandauthority,therefore,provetobeasnecessaryforhimasforanyoneelse。“Byfaithinwhat,then。”askedErnestofhimself,“shallajustmanendeavourtoliveatthispresenttime?”Heansweredtohimself,“AtanyratenotbyfaithinthesupernaturalelementoftheChristianreligion。”
Andhowshouldhebestpersuadehisfellow-countrymentoleaveoffbelievinginthissupernaturalelement?LookingatthematterfromapracticalpointofviewhethoughttheArchbishopofCanterburyaffordedthemostpromisingkeytothesituation。ItlaybetweenhimandthePope。ThePopewasperhapsbestintheory,butinpracticetheArchbishopofCanterburywoulddosufficientlywell。
Ifhecouldonlymanagetosprinkleapinchofsalt,asitwere,ontheArchbishop’stail,hemightconvertthewholeChurchofEnglandtofreethoughtbyacoupdemain。TheremustbeanamountofcogencywhichevenanArchbishop——anArchbishopwhoseperceptionshadneverbeenquickenedbyimprisonmentforassault——wouldnotbeabletowithstand。Whenbroughtfacetofacewiththefacts,ashe,Ernest,couldarrangethem;hisGracewouldhavenoresourcebuttoadmitthem;beinganhonourablemanhewouldatonceresignhisArchbishopric,andChristianitywouldbecomeextinctinEnglandwithinafewmonths’time。This,atanyrate,washowthingsoughttobe。ButallthetimeErnesthadnoconfidenceintheArchbishop’snothoppingoffjustasthepinchwasabouttofallonhim,andthisseemedsounfairthathisbloodboiledatthethoughtofit。Ifthiswastobeso,hemusttryifhecouldnotfixhimbythejudicioususeofbird-limeorasnare,orthrowthesaltonhistailfromanambuscade。
Todohimjusticeitwasnothimselfthathegreatlycaredabout。
Heknewhehadbeenhumbugged,andheknewalsothatthegreaterpartoftheillswhichhadafflictedhimweredue,indirectly,inchiefmeasuretotheinfluenceofChristianteaching;still,ifthemischiefhadendedwithhimself,heshouldhavethoughtlittleaboutit,buttherewashissister,andhisbrotherJoey,andthehundredsandthousandsofyoungpeoplethroughoutEnglandwhoseliveswerebeingblightedthroughtheliestoldthembypeoplewhosebusinessitwastoknowbetter,butwhoscampedtheirworkandshirkeddifficultiesinsteadoffacingthem。Itwasthiswhichmadehimthinkitworthwhiletobeangry,andtoconsiderwhetherhecouldnotatleastdosomethingtowardssavingothersfromsuchyearsofwasteandmiseryashehadhadtopasshimself。IftherewasnotruthinthemiraculousaccountsofChrist’sDeathandResurrection,thewholeofthereligionfoundeduponthehistorictruthofthoseeventstumbledtotheground。“My。”heexclaimed,withallthearroganceofyouth,“theyputagipsyorfortune-tellerintoprisonforgettingmoneyoutofsillypeoplewhothinktheyhavesupernaturalpower;whyshouldtheynotputaclergymaninprisonforpretendingthathecanabsolvesins,orturnbreadandwineintothefleshandbloodofOnewhodiedtwothousandyearsago?What。”
heaskedhimself,“couldbemorepure’hanky-panky’thanthatabishopshouldlayhishandsuponayoungmanandpretendtoconveytohimthespiritualpowertoworkthismiracle?Itwasallverywelltotalkabouttoleration;toleration,likeeverythingelse,haditslimits;besides,ifitwastoincludethebishopletitincludethefortune-tellertoo。”HewouldexplainallthistotheArchbishopofCanterburybyandby,butashecouldnotgetholdofhimjustnow,itoccurredtohimthathemightexperimentaliseadvantageouslyuponthevilersouloftheprisonchaplain。Itwasonlythosewhotookthefirstandmostobviousstepintheirpowerwhoeverdidgreatthingsintheend,sooneday,whenMrHughes——
forthiswasthechaplain’sname——wastalkingwithhim,ErnestintroducedthequestionofChristianevidences,andtriedtoraiseadiscussionuponthem。MrHugheshadbeenverykindtohim,buthewasmorethantwicemyhero’sage,andhadlongtakenthemeasureofsuchobjectionsasErnesttriedtoputbeforehim。IdonotsupposehebelievedintheactualobjectivetruthofthestoriesaboutChrist’sResurrectionandAscensionanymorethanErnestdid,butheknewthatthiswasasmallmatter,andthattherealissuelaymuchdeeperthanthis。
MrHugheswasamanwhohadbeeninauthorityformanyyears,andhebrushedErnestononesideasifhehadbeenafly。Hediditsowellthatmyheroneverventuredtotacklehimagain,andconfinedhisconversationwithhimforthefuturetosuchmattersaswhathehadbetterdowhenhegotoutofprison;andhereMrHugheswaseverreadytolistentohimwithsympathyandkindness。
Ernestwasnowsofarconvalescentastobeabletositupforthegreaterpartoftheday。Hehadbeenthreemonthsinprison,and,thoughnotstrongenoughtoleavetheinfirmary,wasbeyondallfearofarelapse。HewastalkingonedaywithMrHughesabouthisfuture,andagainexpressedhisintentionofemigratingtoAustraliaorNewZealandwiththemoneyheshouldrecoverfromPryer。
WheneverhespokeofthishenoticedthatMrHugheslookedgraveandwassilent:hehadthoughtthatperhapsthechaplainwantedhimtoreturntohisprofession,anddisapprovedofhisevidentanxietytoturntosomethingelse;now,however,heaskedMrHughespointblankwhyitwasthathedisapprovedofhisideaofemigrating。
MrHughesendeavouredtoevadehim,butErnestwasnottobeputoff。Therewassomethinginthechaplain’smannerwhichsuggestedthatheknewmorethanErnestdid,butdidnotliketosayit。Thisalarmedhimsomuchthathebeggedhimnottokeephiminsuspense;
afteralittlehesitationMrHughes,thinkinghimnowstrongenoughtostandit,brokethenewsasgentlyashecouldthatthewholeofErnest’smoneyhaddisappeared。
ThedayaftermyreturnfromBattersbyIcalledonmysolicitor,andwastoldthathehadwrittentoPryer,requiringhimtorefundthemoniesforwhichhehadgivenhisI。O。U。’s。Pryerrepliedthathehadgivenorderstohisbrokertoclosehisoperations,whichunfortunatelyhadresultedsofarinheavyloss,andthatthebalanceshouldbepaidtomysolicitoronthefollowingsettlingday,thenaboutaweekdistant。Whenthetimecame,weheardnothingfromPryer,andgoingtohislodgingsfoundthathehadleftwithhisfeweffectsontheverydayafterhehadheardfromus,andhadnotbeenseensince。
IhadheardfromErnestthenameofthebrokerwhohadbeenemployed,andwentatoncetoseehim。HetoldmePryerhadclosedallhisaccountsforcashonthedaythatErnesthadbeensentenced,andhadreceived2315pounds,whichwasallthatremainedofErnest’soriginal5000pounds。Withthishehaddecamped,norhadweenoughclueastohiswhereaboutstobeabletotakeanystepstorecoverthemoney。Therewasinfactnothingtobedonebuttoconsiderthewholeaslost。ImaysayherethatneitherInorErnesteverheardofPryeragain,norhaveanyideawhatbecameofhim。
Thisplacedmeinadifficultposition。Iknew,ofcourse,thatinafewyearsErnestwouldhavemanytimesoverasmuchmoneyashehadlost,butIknewalsothathedidnotknowthis,andfearedthatthesupposedlossofallhehadintheworldmightbemorethanhecouldstandwhencoupledwithhisothermisfortunes。
TheprisonauthoritieshadfoundTheobald’saddressfromaletterinErnest’spocket,andhadcommunicatedwithhimmorethanonceconcerninghisson’sillness,butTheobaldhadnotwrittentome,andIsupposedmygodsontobeingoodhealth。Hewouldbejusttwenty-fouryearsoldwhenheleftprison,andifIfollowedouthisaunt’sinstructions,wouldhavetobattlewithfortuneforanotherfouryearsaswellashecould。Thequestionbeforemewaswhetheritwasri(丁香书院小说)ghttolethimrunsomuchrisk,orwhetherIshouldnottosomeextenttransgressmyinstructions——whichtherewasnothingtopreventmydoingifIthoughtMissPontifexwouldhavewishedit——
andlethimhavethesamesumthathewouldhaverecoveredfromPryer。