Orhastthouperchanceheardanyeviltalesconcerningher?”
NowRalphwasconfusedathisword,andknewnotwhattosay;forthoughinhismindhehadbeenpiecingtogetherallthathehadheardoftheladybothforgoodandforevil,hehadnocleartaletotelleventohimself:
soheanswerednothing。
Butthepriestwenton:“Son,IshalltelltheethatsuchtalesIhaveheard,butfromwhosemouthforsooth?Iwilltellthee;
fromasortofidlejades,youngwomenwhowouldbethoughtfairerthantheybe,whoareafraidofeverythingsaveanakedman,andwhocanlieeasierthantheycansaytheirpaternoster:
fromsuchasthesecomethestories;orfromoldcroneswholiveinsourangerwiththemselvesandallelse,becausetheyhavelivednogoodlylifeintheiryouth,andhavenotlearnedthelovelinessofholychurch。Now,son,shallthetalesofsuchwomen,oldandyoung,weighinthymindbesidethewordItelltheeofwhatI
haveseenandknowconcerningthismostexcellentofladies?
Itrownot。AndformypartItellthee,thatthoughsheisverilyasfairasVenusGodsaveusyetissheaschasteasAgnes,aswiseasKatherine,andashumbleandmeekasDorothy。
Shebestowethhergoodsplentifullytothechurch,andismercifultopoormentherewith;andsofarasoccasionmayservehersheisconstantattheHolyOffice;neitherdothshesparetoconfesshersins,andtodoallpenancewhichisbiddenher,yeaandmore。
ForthoughIcannotsaytomyknowledgethatshewearethahair;
yetonceandagainhaveIseenherwendingthiswoodlandtowardthechapelofherfriendSt。Anthonybynightandcloud,sothatfewmightseeher,obedienttotheScripturewhichsayeth,’Letnotthyrighthandknowwhatthylefthanddoeth,’andshebarefootinhersmockamidsttheruggedwood,andsoarrayedfairerthananyqueeninagoldengown。Yea,asfairasthewoodwivesoftheancientheathen。”
Therewiththeprieststayedhiswords,andseemedasifhewerefallenintoadream;andhesighedheavily。
ButRalphwalkedonbyhisbridle-reindreamynoless;
forthewordsthathehadheardheheedednot,saveastheymadepicturesforhimofthewaysofthatwomanoftheforest。
Sotheywentonsoberlytillthepriestlifteduphisheadandlookedaboutlikeonecomeoutofslumber,andsaidinafirmvoice:
“Itellthee,myson,thatthoumayestsetthyloveuponherwithoutsin。”Andtherewithsuddenlyhefella-weeping;
andRalphwasillateaseofhisweeping,andwentalongbyhimsayingnought;tillthepriestpluckedupheartagain,andsaid,turningtoRalph,butnotmeetinghiseye:
“Myson,Iweepbecausemenandwomenaresoevil,andmis-sayeachothersosorely,evenastheydobythisholywoman。”
Ashespakehistearsbrakeoutagain,andRalphstrodeonfast,soastooutgohim,thinkingitunmannerlytoseemasifhenotednothissorrow;yetwithalunabletosayaughttohimthereof。
Moreoveritirkedhimtohearagrownmanweepingforgrief,eventhoughitwerebutapriest。
Withinawhilethepriestcaughtupwithhim,histearsallstaunched,andfelltotalkwithhimcheerfullyconcerningthewood,andtheLittleLandandthedwellersthereinandtheconditionsofthem,andhepraisedthemmuch,savethewomen。
Ralphansweredhimwithgoodcheerinlikewise;andthustheycametothecotoftheoldwoman,andbothsheandthemaidenwerewithoutthehouse,theoldcarlinehitheringandthitheringonsomeerrand,themaidenleaningagainstatreeasifponderingsomematter。
Astheypassedby,thepriestblessedtheminwords,buthiseyesscowledonthem,whereatthecarlinegrinned,butthedamselheededhimnot,butlookedwistfullyonRalph。
Thepriestmutteredsomewhatashepassed,whichRalphcaughtnotthemeaningof,andfellmoodyagain;
andwhenhewasalittlepastthefordhedrewreinandsaid:
“Now,son,Imusttomycellhardbythechurchyonder:
butyetIwillsayonewordtotheeerewesunder;towit,thattomymindtheHolyLadywilllovenoonebutthesaintsofheaven,saveitbesomemanwithwhomallwomenareinlove。”
Therewithheturnedawaysuddenly,androdesmartlytowardshischurch;andRalphdeemedthathewasweepingoncemore。
AsforRalph,hewentquietlyhometowardthecastle,forthesunwassettingnow,andashewentheponderedallthesethingsinhisheart。
RalphWearethAwayThreeDaysUneasilyHereadagaininthebookthatnight,tillhehadgottenthewholetaleintohishead,andhespeciallynotedthisofit,thatittoldnotwhencethatLadycame,norwhatshewas,noraughtelsesavethatthereshewasinthewoodbyherself,andwasfoundthereinbytheking’sson:
neithertoldthetaleinwhatyearoftheworldshewasfoundthere,thoughittoldconcerningallthewarandmiserieswhichshehadbred,andwhichlongendured。Again,hecouldnotgatherfromthatbookwhyshehadgonebacktotheloneplaceinthewoods,whereasshemighthaveweddedoneofthosewarringbaronswhosorelydesiredher:
norwhyshehadyieldedherselftothewitchofthatplaceandenduredwithpatienceherthralldom,withstripesandtormentsofherbody,liketheworstofthethrallsoftheancientheathenmen。
Lastly,hemightnotlearnfromthebookwhereintheworldwasthatloneplace,oraughtoftheroadtotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。
Butamidstallhisthinkinghisheartcamebacktothis:
“WhenImeether,shewilltellmeofitall;Ineedbenowiserthantolearnhowtomeetherandtomakeherloveme;thenshallsheshowmethewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andIshalldrinkthereofandnevergrowold,evenassheendurethinyouth,andsheshalllovemeforever,andIherforever。”
Sohethought;butyetamidstthesehappythoughtscameinthisevilone,thatwhereasallthemen-folkspokewellofherandworshippedher,thewomen-folkfearedherorhatedher;eventothelecherousoldwomanwhohadpraisedthebeautyofherbodyforhistorment。
Sohethoughttillhisheadgrewheavy,andhewentandlaydowninhisbedandslept,anddreamedofthedaysofUpmead;
andthingsforgotteninhiswakingtimecamebetweenhimandanymemoriesofhispresentlongingandthedaysthereof。
Heawokeandarosebetimesinthemorning,andwhenhehadbreakfastedhebadethecarlinebringhimhisweapons。“Wiltthouagaintothewood?”saidshe。
“Didstthounotbidmefarethitheryesterday?”saidhe。“Yea。”shesaid;
“butto-dayIfearlestthoudepartandcomenotback。”Helaughedandsaid:
“Seestthounot,mother,thatIgoafoot,andIinhauberkandhelm?
Icannotrunfarorfastfromthee。Also“andherehebrokeoffhisspeechalittle“whereshouldIbebuthere?”
“Ah。”shesaid,“butwhoknowswhatmayhappen?”Neverthelessshewentandfetchedhiswar-gearandlookedathimfondlyashediditon,andwenthiswaysfromthehall。
Nowheenteredthewoodmoretothesouththanhehaddoneyesterday,andwentsoftlyasbefore,andstillwasheturningoverinhismindthethoughtsoflastnight,andevertheycameback。“MightIbutseeher!
Wouldshebutloveme!OforadraughtoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,thatthelovemightlastlongandlong!”
Sohewentonawhilebetwixtthetreesandthethickets,tillitwasalittlepastnoon。Butallonasuddenapanicfeartookhim,lestsheshouldindeedcometothecastlewhilehewasaway,andnotfindinghim,departagain,whoknowswhither;andwhenthisthoughtcameuponhim,hecriedaloud,andhastenedathisswiftestbackagaintothecastle,andcametherebreathlessandwearied,andrantotheoldwoman,andcriedouttoher;“Isshecome?isshecome?”
Thecarlinelaughedandsaid,“Nay,sheisnot,butthouartcome:
praisebetothesaints!Butwhataileththee?Nay,fearnot,sheshallcomeatlast。”
ThengrewRalphshamefacedandturnedawayfromher,andmiscalledhimselfforafoolandadastardthatcouldnotabidethepleasureofhisladyattheveryplacewheretoshehadletleadhim。
Soheworethroughtheremnantofthedayhowsohemight,withoutgoingout-adoorsagain;andthecarlinecameandspakewithhim;butwhateverheaskedheraboutthelady,shewouldnottellaughtofanyimport,soherefrainedhimfromthattalk,andmadeashowofhearkeningwhenshespakeofothermatters;
astalesconcerningthefolkoftheland,andtheFathersoftheThorn,andsoforth。
Onthenextmorninghearoseandsaidtohimself,thatwhateverbetid,hewouldbideinthecastleandthePlainofAbundancetilltheladycame;
andhewentamongstthehaymakingfolkinthemorningandatehisdinnerwiththem,andstrovetobeofgoodcheer,andbelikethecarlesandqueensthoughthimmerrycompany;buthewasnowwearyinghisheartwithlonging,andmightnotabideanygreatwhileinoneplace;sowhen,dinnerover,theyturnedtotheirworkagain,hewentbacktotheCastle,andreadinthatbook,andlookedatthepicturesthereof,andkeptturninghiswonderandhopeandfearoverandoveragaininhismind,andmakingtohimselfstoriesofhowheshouldmeettheLadyandwhatshewouldsaytohim,andhowheshouldanswerher,tillatlastthenightcame,andhewenttohisbed,andsleptfortheverywearinessofhislonging。
Whenthenewdaycamehearoseandwentintothehall,andfoundthecarlinethere,whosaidtohim,“Fairsir,willthoutothewoodagainto-day?”“Nay。”saidRalph,“Imustnot,Idarenot。”
“Well。”shesaid,“thoumayestifthouwilt;whyshouldstthounotgo?”
SaidRalph,reddeningandstammering:“BecauseIfearto;
thricehaveIbeenawaylongfromthecastleandallhasgonewell;
butthefourthtimeshewillcomeandfindmegone。”
Thecarlinelaughed:“Well。”shesaid,“Ishallbehereifthougoest;
forIpromisetheenottostiroutofthehousewhilesthouartaway。”
SaidRalph:“Nay,Iwillabidehere。”“Yea。”shesaid,“Isee:
thoutrustestmenot。Well,nomatter;andto-dayitwillbehandyifthouabidest。ForIhaveanerrandtomybrotherintheflesh,whoisoneofthebrethrenoftheThornoveryonder。Ifthouwiltgivemeleave,itwillbetomypleasureandgain。”
Ralphwasgladwhenheheardthis,deemingthatifshelefthimalonethere,hewouldbethelesstemptedtostrayintothewoodagain。
Besides,hedeemedthattheLadymightcomethatdaywhenhewasaloneintheCastle,andthathimseemedwouldmakethemeetingsweeteryet。
Soheyea-saidthecarline’saskingjoyously,andinanhour’stimeshewentherwaysandlefthimalonethere。
Ralphsaidtohimself,whenhesawherdepart,thathewouldhavethemorejoyinthecastleofhisLadyifhewerealone,andwouldwearawaythedayinbetterpatiencetherefor。
Butinsooththehoursofthatdaywereworsetowearthananydaytherehadyetbeen。Hewentnotwithoutthehouseatallthatday,forhedeemedthatthefolkabroadwouldnoteofhimthathewassochangedandrestless。
Whileshereadinthatbook,orturnedtheleavesover,notreadingit;whileshewentintotheChamberofEstate,andporedoverthewovenpicturestherewhereintheLadywasfigured。
Whileshewanderedfromchambertochamber,notknowingwhattodo。
Atlast,alittleafterdark,backcomesthecarlineagain,andhemetheratthedoorofthehall,forhewaswearyofhisowncompany,andtheceaselessturningoverandoverofthesamethoughts。
Asforher,shewassojoyousofhimthatshefairlythrewherarmsabouthimandkissedandclippedhim,asthoughshehadbeenhisverymother。
Whereofhehadsomeshame,butnotmuch,forhedeemedthathergoodwilltohimwasabundant,whichindeeditwas。
Nowshelooksonhimandsays:“Trulyitdoesmyheartgoodtoseethee:
butthoupoorboy,thouartwearingthyselfwiththylonging,andthydoubting,andifthouwiltdoaftermyrede,thouwiltcertainlygointothewoodto-morrowandseewhatmaybefall;
andindeedandinsooththouwiltleavebehindtheeatrustyfriend。”
Helookedonherkindly,andsmiled,andsaid,“Insooth,mother,Ideemthouartbutright;thoughitbehardformetoleavethishouse,towhichinawaymyLadyhathbiddenme。
YetIwilldothybiddingherein。”Shethankedhim,andhewenttohisbedandslept;fornowthathehadmadeuphismindtogo,hewassomewhatmoreatrest。