Whateverthouhastbeen,whatartthounow?Artthougoodorevil?
Wiltthoublessmeorbanme?ForitisthetruththatI
haveheardtalesandtalesofthee:manyweregood,thoughitmaybestrange;butsome,theyseemedtowarnmeofevilinthee。
Olookatme,andseeifIlovetheeornot!andImaynothelpit。
Sayonceforall,shallthatbeformyruinormybliss?
Ifthouhastbeenevil,thenbegoodthisonetimeandtellme。”
Sheneitherreddenednow,norpaledathiswords,buthereyesfilledwithtears,andranover,andshelookeddownonhimasawomanlooksonamanthatshelovesfromtheheart’sroot,andshesaid:“Omylordandlove,mayitbethatthoushaltfindmenoworsetotheethanthebestofallthosetales。
ForsoothhowshallItelltheeofmyself,when,whateverIsay,thoushaltbelieveeverywordItellthee?ButOmyheart,howshouldestthou,sosweetandfairandgood,betakenwiththeloveofanevilthing?AttheleastIwillsaythis,thatwhatsoeverIhavebeen,Iamgoodtothee——Iamgoodtothee,andwillbetruetothee。”
Hedrewherdowntohimashekneltthere,andtookhisarmsabouther,andthoughsheyetshrankfromhimalittleandtheeagerflameofhislove,hemightnotbegainsayed,andshegaveherselftohimandletherbodyglideintohisarms,andlovedhimnolessthanhelovedher。
Andtherebetweentheminthewildernesswasallthejoyoflovethatmightbe。
CHAPTER2
TheyBreakTheirFastintheWildwoodNowwhenitwashardonnoon,andtheyhadlainlonginthatgrassyplace,Ralphroseupandstooduponhisfeet,andmadeasonelistening。ButtheLadylookedonhimandsaid:
“Itisnaughtsaveahartandhishindrunninginthewood;
yetmayhappenwewerebestontheroad,foritisyetlong。”
“Yea。”saidRalph,“anditmaybethatmymasterwillgatherfolkandpursueus。”“Nay,nay。”shesaid,“thatweretowronghim,todeemthathewouldgatherfolktofollowoneman;ifhecome,hewillbebyhimselfalone。
WhenhefoundusgonehedoubtlesscasthimselfonSilverfax,myhorse,intrustofthebeastfollowingaftermyfeet。”
“Well。”saidRalph,“andifhecomealone,thereisyetaswordbetwixthimandthee。”
Shewasstandingupbyhimnowwithherhandonhisshoulder,“Hearnowthedarling,thechampion!howhetrustethwellinhisheartandhisrighthand。Butnay,Ihavecaredfortheewell。
Hearken,ifthouwiltnottakeitamissthatItelltheeallIdo,goodorevil。IsaidawordintheearofSilverfaxoreverIdeparted,andnowthegoodbeastknowsmymind,andwillleadthefiercelordalittleastray,butnottoomuch,lesthefollowuswithhiseagerheartandbeledbyhisownkeenwoodcraft。
Indeed,Ileftthehorsebehindtothatend,elsehadstthouriddenthewoodlandwayswithme,insteadofmywearyingtheebyourgoingafoot;andthouwiththyweaponsandwargear。”
Helookeduponhertenderly,andsaidsmiling:“Andthou,mydear,artthounotalittleweariedbywhatshouldwearyaknightandonebredafield?”“Nay。”shesaid,“seestthounothowIwalklightlyclad,whereasIhaveleftbehindmymantleandcote-hardie?”
Thereatshegathereduphergownintohergirdlereadyfortheway,andsmiledasshesawhiseyesembracethelovelinessofherfeet;
andshespakeasshemovedthemdaintilyontheflowerygrass:
“Soothtosay,Knight,Iamnoweaklingdame,whocannotmoveherlimbssaveinthedance,ortobackthewhitepalfreyandridethemeadows,goshawkonwrist;Iambothwell-knitandlight-footastheWood-wifeandGoddessofyoreagone。Manyatoilhathgonetothat,whereofImaytelltheepresently;butnowwewerebestonourway。
Yetbeforewego,Iwillatleasttelltheethis,thatinmyknowingofthesewoods,thereisnosorceryatall;forinthewoods,thoughnotinthesewoods,wasIbred;andherealsoIamathome,asImaysay。”
Handinhandthentheywentlightlythroughthehazelcopse,andsoonwasthewoodthickaboutthem,but,asbefore,theLadyledunfalteringlythroughthethicketpaths。NowRalphspakeandsaid:
“Itisgoodthatthouleadmewhitherthouwilt;butthisImaysay,thatitiscleartomethatwearenotonthewaytotheCastleofAbundance。”
“Evenso。”saidshe;“indeedhadIcometotheethere,asIwasminded,Ishouldpresentlyhavebroughttheeonthewaywhichwearewendingnow,oronenightoit;andthatisthatwhichleadethtoHamptonunderScaur,andtheFellowshipofChampionswhodwellontherock。”
SaidRalph:“Itiswell;yetwillItelltheethetruth,thatalittlesojourninthatfairhousehadlikedmebetter。
FainhadIbeentoseetheesittinginthineivorychairinthychamberofdaiswiththewallshungroundwiththeewoveninpictures——wiltthounottellmeinwordsthestoryofthosepictures?andalsoconcerningthebookwhichIread,whichwasalsoofthee?”
“Ah。”shesaid,“thouhastreadinthebook——well,Iwilltelltheethestoryverysoon,andthatthemoresincetherearematterswrittenwronginthebook。”Therewithshehurriedhimon,andherfeetseemednevertired,thoughnow,tosaysooth,hebegantogosomewhatheavily。
Thenshestayedhim,andlaughedsweetlyinhisface,andsaid:
“ItisalongwhilenowsincethebeginningoftheJuneday,andmeseemsIknowthylack,andtheslakingofitliethsomewhatnearerthanHamptonunderScaur,whichweshallnotreachthesetwodaysifwegoafootalltheway。”
“Mylack?”saidhe;“Ilacknoughtnow,thatImaynothavewhenIwill。”
Andheputhisarmsabouthershouldersandstrainedhertohisbosom。
Butshestrovewithhim,andfreedherselfandlaughedoutright,andsaid:“Thouartaboldman,andrash,myknight,evenuntome。
YetmustIseetoitthatthoudienotofhunger。”Hesaidmerrily:
“Yea,bySt。Nicholas,trueitis:awhileagoIfeltnohunger,andhadforgottenthatmeneat;forIwastroubledwithmuchlonging,andindoubtconcerningmylife;butnowamIfreeandhappy,andhungrytherewithal。”
“Look。”shesaid,pointinguptotheheavens,“itisnowpasttwohoursafternoon;thatisnightwohourssinceweleftthelawnamidstthehazels,andthoulongesttoeat,asisbutright,solovelyasthouartandyoung;andIwithallongtotelltheesomethingofthatwhereofthouhastaskedme;
andlastly,itisthehottestoftheday,yea,sohot,thatevenDiana,theWood-wifeofyoreagone,mighthavefaintedsomewhat,ifshehadbeengoingafootaswetwainhavebeen,andlittleistheriskofourrestingawhile。
Andherebyisaplacewhererestisgoodasregardstheplace,whatevertherestersmaybe;itisalittleasidethestraightestway,butmeseemswemayborrowanhourorsoofourjourney,andhopetopayitbackerenightfall。Come,champion!”
TherewithshelednorththroughathicketofmingledtreestillRalphheardwaterrunning,andanontheycametoalittlespaceaboutabrook,grassyandclearoftreessaveafewbigthorn-bushes,withagreenridgeorbankontheotherside。
Thereshestayedhimandsaid:“Dooffthywar-gear,knight。
Thereisnaughttofearhere,lessthantherewasamidstthehazels。”
Sodidhe,andshekneeleddownanddrankoftheclearwater,andwashedherfaceandhandstherein,andthencameandkissedhimandsaid:“LovelyimpofUpmeads,Ihavesomebreadoflastnight’smealinmyscriphere,andunderthebankIshallfindsomewoodlandmeatwithal;abidealittleandthetaleandthefoodshallcomebacktotheetogether。”
Therewithshesteppedlightlyintothestream,andstoodthereinaminutetolethernakedfeetfeelthecoldrippleforshehadstrippedoffherfoot-gearasshefirstcametothewater,andthenwenthitherandthithergatheringstrawberriesaboutthebank,whilehewatchedher,blessingher,tillhewellnighweptatthethoughtofhishappiness。
Backshecameinalittlewhilewithgoodstoreofstrawberriesinthelapofhergown,andtheysatdownonthegreenlipofthebrook,andshedrewthebreadfromherscripandtheyatetogether,andshemadehimdrinkfromthehollowofherhands,andkissedhimandweptoverhimforjoy,andtheeagernessofherlove。
Soatlastshesatdownquietlybesidehim,andfelltospeakingtohim,asataleistoldintheinglenookonanevenofYule-tide。
CHAPTER3
TheLadyTellethRalphofthePastDaysofHerLife“Nowshaltthouhearofmesomewhatmorethanthearrasandthebookcouldtellthee;andyetnotall,fortimewouldfailustherefor——
andmoreovermyheartwouldfailme。IcannottellwhereIwasbornnorofwhatlineage,norofwhoweremyfatherandmother;
forthisIhaveknownnotofmyself,norhasanytoldme。
ButwhenIfirstrememberanything,Iwasplayingaboutagarden,whereinwasalittlehousebuiltoftimberandthatchedwithreed,andthegreattreesoftheforestwereallaboutthegardensaveforalittlecroftwhichwasgrownoverwithhighgrassandanothersomewhatbigger,whereinweregoats。Therewasawomanatthedoorofthehouseandshespinning,yetcladinglitteringraiment,andwithjewelsonherneckandfingers;thiswasthefirstthingthatIremember,butallasitwereamatterofeveryday,anduseandwont,asitgoeswiththememoriesofchildren。
OfsuchmattersIwillnottelltheeatlarge,forthouknowesthowitwillbe。Nowthewoman,whoaslcametoknowwasneitheroldnoryounginthosedays,butofmiddleage,Icalledmother;butnowIknowthatshewasnotmymother。
Shewashardandsternwithme,butneverbeatmeinthosedays,savetomakemedowhatIwouldnothavedoneunbeaten;andastomeatIateanddrankwhatIcouldget,asshedid,andindeedwaswell-fedwithsimplemeatsasthoumayestsupposefromtheaspectofmeto-day。Butasshewasnotfiercebutrathersourtomeinherdailywontinmyyoungestdayssoalsoshewasnevertender,oreverkissedmeorcaressedme,foraslittleasIwas。
AndIlovedhernaught,nordiditevercomeintomymindthatI
shouldloveher,thoughIlovedawhitegoatofoursanddeemeditdearandlovely;andafterwardsotherthingsalsothatcametomefromtimetotime,asasquirrelthatIsavedfromaweasel,andajackdawthatfellfromatallash-treenighourhousebeforehehadlearnedhowtofly,andahouse-mousethatwouldrunupanddownmyhandandarm,andothersuch-likethings;
andshortlyImaysaythatthewildthings,eventotheconiesandfawnslovedme,andhadbutlittlefearofme,andmademehappy,andIlovedthem。
“Further,asIgrewup,thewomansetmetodosuchworkasI
hadstrengthforasneedswas;fortherewasnomandweltanighusandseldomdidIeverseemanorwomanthere,andheldnoconversewithany,saveasIshalltelltheepresently:
thoughnowandagainamanorawomanpassedby;whattheywereI
knewnot,northeirwhenceandwhither,butbyseeingthemIcametoknowthattherewereotherfolkintheworldbesidesustwo。
NoughtelseIknewsavehowtospin,andtotendourgoatsandmilkthem,andtosetsnaresforbirdsandsmalldeer:
thoughwhenIhadcaughtthem,itirkedmesoretokillthem,andIhadletthemgoagainhadInotfearedthecarline。
EverydayearlyIwasputforthfromthehouseandgarth,andforbiddentogobackthithertilldusk。Whilethedayswerelongandthegrasswasgrowing,Ihadtoleadourgoatstopastureinthewood-lawns,andmusttakewithmerockandspindle,andspinsomuchofflaxorhairasthewomangaveme,orbebeaten。
Butwhenthewintercameandthesnowwasontheground,thenthatwatchingandsnaringofwildthingswasmybusiness。
“AtlastonedayoflatesummerwhenI,nowofsomefifteensummers,waspasturingthegoatsnotfarfromthehouse,theskydarkened,andtherecameupsogreatastormofthunderandlightning,andhugedriftofrain,thatIwasafraid,andbeingsoneartothehouse,Ihastenedthither,drivingthegoats,andwhenIhadtetheredthemintheshedofthecroft,Icrepttremblinguptothehouse,andwhenI
wasatthedoor,heardtheclackoftheloomintheweaving-chamber,anddeemedthatthewomanwasweavingthere,butwhenIlooked,beholdtherewasnooneonthebench,thoughtheshuttlewasflyingfromsidetoside,andtheshedopeningandchanging,andthesleycominghomeindueorder。TherewithalIheardasoundasofonesingingasonginalowvoice,butthewordsIcouldnotunderstand: