butheturnedamerryfacetoher,andcaughtherroundthemiddleandstrainedhertohisbosom,andthentookthebowandarrowsandrandowntheslopeandoverthestream,intothethicketofthevalley。
Hewentfurtherthanhehadlookedfor,erehefoundapreytohismind,andthenhesmotearoewithashaftandslewher,andbrokeupthecarcaseanddightitduly,andsowenthiswaysback。
Whenhecametothestreamhelookedupandsawalittlefireglitteringnotfarfromthecave,buthadnoclearsightoftheLady,thoughhethoughthesawhergownflutteringnighoneofthethorn-bushes。
Thenhedidoffhisraimentandenteredthatpoolofthestream,andwasgladtobathehiminthesameplacewhereherbodyhadbeenbutoflate;forhehadnotedthatthestonesofthelittleshorewerestillwetwithherfeetwhereshehadgoneupfromthewater。
Butnow,asheswamandsportedinthesun-warmedpoolhedeemedheheardthewhinnyingofahorse,butwasnotsure,soheheldhimselfstilltolisten,andheardnomore。
ThenhelaughedandbethoughthimofFalconhisownsteed,anddiveddownunderthewater;butashecameup,laughingstillandgasping,heheardanoiseoftheclatterofhorsehoofs,asifsomeonewereridingswiftlyupthefurthersideofthegrassytable,whereitwasstony,ashehadnotedwhentheypassedby。
Adeadlyfearfelluponhisheartashethoughtofhisloveleftallalone;
sohegathimatonceoutofthewaterandcasthisshirtoverhishead;
butwhilehisarmswereyetentangledinthesleevesthereof,cametohisearsagreatandawfulsoundofaman’svoiceroaringout,thoughtherewerenoshapenwordsintheroar。Thenwerehisarmsfreethroughthesleeves,andhetookupthebowandfelltobendingit,andeventherewithheheardagreatwailingofawoman’svoice,andshecriedout,piteously:“Helpme,Ohelp,lovelycreatureofGod!”
Yetmustheneedsfinishbendingthebowhowsoeverhisheartdiedwithinhim;orwhathelpwouldtherebeofanakedandunarmedman?
Atlastitwasbentandanarrownockedonthestring,asheleaptovertheriveranduptheslope。
Butevenashecameuptothatpleasantplacehesawallinamomentoftime;
thattherestoodSilverfaxanightheCave’smouth,andtheLadylyingontheearthanighthehorse;andbetwixtherandhimtheKnightoftheSunstoodupstark,hisshininghelmonhishead,thelastraysofthesettingsunflashinginthebroideredimageofhisarmouries。
HeturnedatonceuponRalph,shakinghisswordintheairandtherewasblooduponthebladeandhecriedoutinterriblevoice:“Thewitchisdead,thewhoreisdead!
Andthou,thief,whohaststolenherfromme,andlainbyherinthewilderness,nowshaltthoudie,thou!”
ScarcehadhespokenthanRalphdrewhisbowtothearrow-headandloosed;
therewasbutsometwentypacesbetwixtthem,andtheshaft,spedbythatfellarcher,smotethehugemanthroughtheeyeintothebrain,andhefelldownalongclattering,deadwithoutawordmore。
ButRalphgaveforthagreatwailofwoe,andranforwardandkneltbytheLady,wholayallhuddledupfacedownuponthegrass,andheliftedherupandlaidhergentlyonherback。
Thebloodwasflowingfastfromagreatwoundinherbreast,andhetoreoffapieceofhisshirttostaunchit,butshewithoutknowledgeofhimbreathedforthherlastbreatherehecouldtouchthehurt,andhestillkneltbyher,staringonherasifheknewnotwhatwastoward。
Shehaddightherwhatshecouldtowelcomehisreturnfromthehunting,andhadsetawreathofmeadow-sweetonherredhair,andagarlandofeglantineabouthergirdlestead,andleftherfeetnakedafterthepoolofthestream,andhadturnedthebezelsofherfinger-ringsoutward,forjoyofthatmeeting。
Afterawhileheroseupwithamostbittercry,andrandownthegreenslopeandoverthewater,andhitherandthitheramongstthebusheslikeonemad,tillhebecamesowearythathemightscarcegoorstandforweariness。ThenhecreptbackagaintothatChamberofLove,andsatdownbesidehisnew-wonmate,callingtomindallthewastedwordsofthedaygoneby;
forthesummernightwascomenow,mostfairandfragrant。
Buthewithheldthesobbingpassionofhisheartandputforthhishand,andtouchedher,andshewasstill,andhishandfeltherfleshthatitwascoldasmarble。
Andhecriedoutaloudinthenightandthewilderness,wheretherewasnonetohearhim,andaroseandwentawayfromher,passingbySilverfaxwhowasstandingnearby,stretchingouthishead,andwhinnyingatwhiles。
Andhesatontheedgeofthegreentable,andtherecameintohisminddespitehimselfthoughtsofthepleasantfieldsofUpmeads,andhissportsandpleasuresthere,andtheeven-songoftheHighHouse,andthefolkofhisfellowshipandhislove。
Andtherewithhisbreastaroseandhisfacewaswryed,andheweptloudandlong,andasifheshouldnevermakeanendofit。
Butsowearywashe,thatatlasthelaybackandfellasleep,andwokenottillthesunwashighintheheavens。
Andsoitwas,thathisslumberhadbeensoheavy,thatheknewnotatfirstwhathadbefallen;andonemomenthefeltglad,andthenextasifheshouldneverbegladagain,thoughwhyhewottednot。ThenheturnedaboutandsawSilverfaxcroppingthegrassnearby,andtheLadylyingtherelikeanimagethatcouldmovenowhit,thoughtheworldawokeabouther。
Thenheremembered,yetscarceall,sothatwildhopesswelledhisheart,andherosetohiskneesandturnedtoher,andcalledtomindthatheshouldneverseeheraliveagain,andsobbingandwailingbrokeoutfromhim,forhewasyoungandstrong,andsorrowdealthardlywithhim。
Butpresentlyhearosetohisfeetandwenthitherandthither,andcameuponthequenchedcoalsofthecooking-fire:shehadbakedcakesforhiseating,andhesawthemlyingthereby,andhungerconstrainedhim,sohetookandateofthemwhilethetearsrandownhisfaceandmingledwiththebreadheate。
Andwhenhehadeaten,hefeltstrongerandthereforewaslifemoregrievoustohim,andwhenhethoughtwhatheshoulddo,stillonethingseemedmoreirksomethantheother。
Hewentdowntothewatertodrink,andpassedbythebodyoftheKnightoftheSun,andwrathwasfierceinhisheartagainsthimwhohadoverthrownhishappiness。
Butwhenhehaddrunkandwashedhandsandfacehecamebackagain,andhardenedhishearttodowhathemustneedsdo。
HetookupthebodyoftheLadyandwithgriefthatmaynotbetoldof,hedrewitintothecave,andcutboughsoftreesandlaidthemoverherfaceandallherbody,andthentookgreatstonesfromthescreeatthatotherendofthelittleplain,andheapedthemuponhertillshewasutterlyhiddenbythem。
Thenhecameoutontothegreenplaceandlookedonthebodyofhisfoe,andsaidtohimselfthatallmustbedecentandinorderabouttheplacewhereaslayhislove。
Andhecameandstoodoverthebodyandsaid:
“Ihavenaughttodotohatehimnow:ifhehatedme,itwasbutforalittlewhile,andheknewnaughtofme。
Solethisbonesbecoveredupfromthewolfandthekite。
Yetshalltheynotliealongsideofher。Iwillraiseacairnabovehimhereonthisfairlittleplainwhichhespoiltofalljoy。”
Therewithhefellto,andstraightenedhisbody,andlaidhishugelimbstogetherandclosedhiseyesandfoldedhisarmsoverhisbreast;andthenhepiledthestonesabovehim,andwentoncastingthemontheheapalongwhileaftertherewasneedthereof。
Ralphhadtakenhisraimentfromthestream-sideanddonethemonbeforethis,andnowhedidonhelmandhauberk,andgirthisswordtohisside。
Thenashewasaboutleavingthesorrowfulplace,helookedonSilverfax,whohadnotstrayedfromthelittleplain,andcameuptohimanddidoffsaddleandbridle,andlaidthemwithinthecave,andbadethebeastgowhitherhewould。Heyetlingeredabouttheplace,andlookedallaroundhimandfoundnaughttohelphim,andcouldframeinhismindnointentofadeedthen,noranytaleofadeedheshoulddothereafter。
Yetbelikeinhismindweretwothoughts,andthoughneithersoftenedhisgriefsavealittle,hedidnotshrinkfromthemashedidfromallothers;
andthesetwowereofhishomeatUpmeads,whichwassofamiliartohim,andoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whichwasbutaword。
RalphComethOutoftheWildernessLonghestoodlettingthesethoughtsrunthroughhismind,butatlastwhenitwasnowmidmorning,hestirredandgathimslowlydownthegreenslope,andforverypityofhimselfthetearsbrakeoutfromhimashecrossedthestreamandcameintothebushyvalley。Therehestayedhisfeetalittle,andsaidtohimself:“AndwhitherthenamIgoing?”
HethoughtoftheCastleofAbundanceandtheChampionsoftheDryTree,ofHigham,andthenoblewarriorswhosatattheLordAbbot’sboard,andofUpmeadsandhisownfolk:butallseemednaughttohim,andhethought:“AndhowcanIgobackandbearfolkaskingmecuriouslyofmywayfarings,andwhetherIwilldothis,that,ortheotherthing。”
WithalhethoughtofthatfairdamselandhersweetmouthinthehostelryatBourtonAbbas,andgroanedwhenhethoughtofloveanditsending,andhesaidwithinhimself:“andnowsheisawandererabouttheearthasIam;“andhethoughtofherquest,andthechapletofdameKatherine,hisgossip,whichheyetboreonhisneck,andhedeemedthathehadnaughttochoosebuttogoforwardandseekthathewasdoomedto;
andnowitseemedtohimthattherewasthatonethingtodoandnoother。
Andthoughthisalsoseemedtohimbutwearinessandgrief,yetwhereashehadeverlightlyturnedhimtodoingwhatworklayreadytohand;
sonowheknewthathemustfirstofallgethimoutofthatwilderness,thathemighthearthetalkoffolkconcerningtheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whichhedoubtednottohearagainwhenhecameintothepartsinhabited。
Sonow,withhiswillorwithoutit,hisfeetborehimon,andhefollowedupthestreamwhichtheLadyhadsaidranintothebroadrivercalledtheSwellingFlood;“for。”thoughthe,“whenIcomethereaboutIshallpresentlyfindsomecastleorgoodtown,anditislikethateitherIshallhavesometidingsofthefolkthereof,orelsetheywillcompelmetodosomething,andthatwillirkmelessthandoingdeedsofmineownwill。”
Hewenthiswaystillhecametowherethewoodandthetreesended,andthehillswerelowerandlonger,wellgrassedwithshortgrass,adowncountryfitforthefeedingofsheep;andindeedsomesheephesaw,andashepherdortwo,butfaroff。Atlast,afterhehadleftthestreamawhile,becauseitseemedtohimtoturnandwindroundovermuchtothenorthward,hecameuponaroadrunningathwartthedowncountry,sothathedeemedthatitmustleadonewaydowntotheSwellingFlood;
sohefolloweditup,andafterawhilebegantofallinwithfolk;
andfirsttwoCompanionsarmedandbearinglongswordsovertheirshoulders:
hestoppedastheymet,andstaredatthemintheface,butanswerednottheirgreeting;andtheyhadnowilltomeddlewithhim,seeinghisinchesandthathewaswellarmed,andlookednocraven:
sotheywenton。
Nexthecameontwowomenwhohadwiththemanassbetweentwopanniers,ladenwithcountrystuff;andtheyweresittingbythewayside,oneoldandtheotheryoung。Hemadenostayforthem,andthoughheturnedhisfacetheirway,tooknoheedofthemmorethaniftheyweretrees;
thoughthedamsel,whowaswell-likingandsomewhatgailyclad,stoodupwhenshesawhisfaceanigh,anddrewhergownskirtaboutherandmoveddaintily,andsighedandlookedafterhimashewenton,forshelongedforhim。
Yetagaincametwomena-horseback,merchantscladgoodly,withthreecarles,theirservants,ridingbehindthem;andallthesehadweaponsandgavelittlemoreheedtohimthanhetothem。
Butalittleaftertheyweregone,hestoppedandsaidwithinhimself:
“MaybeIhadbetterhavegonetheirway,andthisroaddoubtlessleadethtosomeplaceofresort。”
Buteventherewithheheardhorsehoofsbehindhim,andanoncameupamana-horseback,armedwithjackandsallet,alongspearinhishand,andbudgetsathissaddle-bow,wholookedlikesomelord’smangoingamessage。
HenoddedtoRalph,whogavehimgood-day;forseeingthesefolkandtheirwayshadbynowsomewhatamendedhismind;andnowheturnednot,butwentonasbefore。
Atlastthewayclombahilllongerandhigherthananyhehadyetcrossed,andwhenhehadcometothebrowandlookeddown,hesawthebigriverclosebelowrunningthroughthewidevalleywhichhehadcrossedwithRogeronthatotherday。
Thenhesatdownonthegreenbankabovetheway,soheavyofheartthatnotoneofthethingshesawgavehimanyjoy,andtheworldwasnaughttohim。Butwithinawhilehecamesomewhattohimself,and,lookingdowntowardtheriver,hesawthatwheretheroadmetit,itwasverywide,andshallowwithal,forthewavesrippledmerrilyandglitteredintheafternoonsun,thoughtherewasnowind;moreovertheroadwentupwhitefromthewaterontheotherside,sohesawclearlythatthiswasthefordofahighway。Thevalleywaspeopledwithal:
ontheothersideoftheriverwasalittlethorp,andtherewerecartsandshedsscatteredaboutthehitherside,andsheepandneatfeedinginthemeadows,andinshortitwasanotherworldfromthedesert。