`Iamsorrytohearhermothersayso。’
`Hermotherdoessayso。Howdoyouknowsheisdead?’
`IamnotatlibertytosayhowIknowit-butIdoknowit。’
`Areyouatlibertytosayhowyoufoundoutmyaddress?’
`Certainly。IgotyouraddressfromMrsClements。’
`MrsClementsisafoolishwoman。Didshetellyoutocomehere?’
`Shedidnot。’
`Then,Iaskyouagain,whydidyoucome?’
Asshewasdeterminedtohaveheranswer,Igaveittoherintheplainestpossibleform。
`Icame,’Isaid,`becauseIthoughtAnneCatherick’smothermighthavesomenaturalinterestinknowingwhethershewasaliveordead。’
`Justso,’saidMrsCatherick,withadditionalself-possession。`Hadyounoothermotive?’
Ihesitated。Therightanswertothatquestionwasnoteasytofindatamoment’snotice。
`Ifyouhavenoothermotive,’shewenton,deliberatelytakingoffherslate-colouredmittens,androllingthemup,`Ihaveonlytothankyouforyourvisit,andtosaythatIwillnotdetainyouhereanylonger。
Yourinformationwouldbemoresatisfactoryifyouwerewillingtoexplainhowyoubecamepossessedofit。However,itjustifiesme,Isuppose,ingoingintomourning。Thereisnotmuchalterationnecessaryinmydress,asyousee。WhenIhavechangedmymittens,Ishallbeallinblack。’
Shesearchedinthepocketofhergown,drewoutapairofblacklacemittens,putthemonwiththestoniestandsteadiestcomposure,andthenquietlycrossedherhandsinherlap。
`Iwishyougoodmorning,’shesaid。
Thecoolcontemptofhermannerirritatedmeintodirectlyavowingthatthepurposeofmyvisithadnotbeenansweredyet。
`Ihaveanothermotiveincominghere,’Isaid。
`Ah!Ithoughtso,’remarkedMrsCatherick。
`Yourdaughter’sdeath——’
`Whatdidshedieof?’
`Ofdiseaseoftheheart。’
`Yes。Goon。’
`Yourdaughter’sdeathhasbeenmadethepretextforinflictingseriousinjuryonapersonwhoisverydeartome。Twomenhavebeenconcerned,tomycertainknowledge,indoingthatwrong。OneofthemisSirPercivalGlyde。’
`Indeed!’
Ilookedattentivelytoseeifsheflinchedatthesuddenmentionofthatname。Notamuscleofherstirred——thehard,defiant,implacablestareinhereyesneverwaveredforaninstant。
`Youmaywonder,’Iwenton,`howtheeventofyourdaughter’sdeathcanhavebeenmadethemeansofinflictinginjuryonanotherperson。’
`No。’saidMrsCatherick;`Idon’twonderatall。Thisappearstobeyouraffair。Youareinterestedinmyaffairs。Iamnotinterestedinyours。’
`Youmayask,then,’Ipersisted,`whyImentionthematterinyourpresence。’
`Yes,Idoaskthat。’
`ImentionitbecauseIamdeterminedtobringSirPercivalGlydetoaccountforthewickednesshehascommitted。’
`WhathaveItodowithyourdetermination?’
`Youshallhear。TherearecertaineventsinSirPercival’spastlifewhichitisnecessaryformypurposetobefullyacquaintedwith。Youknowthem——andforthatreasonIcometoyou。’
`Whateventsdoyoumean?’
`EventsthatoccurredatOldWelminghamwhenyourhusbandwasparish-clerkatthatplace,andbeforethetimewhenyourdaughterwasborn。’
Ihadreachedthewomanatlastthroughthebarrierofimpenetrablereservethatshehadtriedtosetupbetweenus。Isawhertempersmoulderinginhereyes——asplainlyasIsawherhandsgrowrestless,thenunclaspthemselves,andbeginmechanicallysmoothingherdressoverherknees。
`Whatdoyouknowofthoseevents?’sheasked。
`AllthatMrsClementscouldtellme,’Ianswered。
Therewasamomentaryflushonherfirmsquareface,amomentarystillnessinherrestlesshands,whichseemedtobetokenacomingoutburstofangerthatmightthrowheroffherguard。Butno——shemasteredtherisingirritation,leanedbackinherchair,crossedherarmsonherbroadbosom,andwithasmileofgrimsarcasmonherthicklips,lookedatmeassteadilyasever。
`Ah!Ibegintounderstanditallnow,’shesaid,hertamedanddisciplinedangeronlyexpressingitselfintheelaboratemockeryofhertoneandmanner。
`YouhavegotagrudgeofyourownagainstSirPercivalGlyde,andImusthelpyoutowreakit。Imusttellyouthis,that,andtheotheraboutSirPercivalandmyself,mustI?Yes,indeed?Youhavebeenpryingintomyprivateaffairs。Youthinkyouhavefoundalostwomantodealwith,wholiveshereonsufferance,andwhowilldoanythingyouaskforfearyoumayinjureherintheopinionsofthetown’speople。Iseethroughyouandyourpreciousspeculation——Ido!anditamusesme。Ha!ha!’
Shestoppedforamoment,herarmstightenedoverherbosom,andshelaughedtoherself——ahard,harsh,angrylaugh。
`Youdon’tknowhowIhavelivedinthisplace,andwhatIhavedoneinthisplace,MrWhat’s-your-name,’shewenton。`I’lltellyou,beforeIringthebellandhaveyoushownout。Icamehereawrongedwoman——
Icamehererobbedofmycharacteranddeterminedtoclaimitback。I’vebeenyearsandyearsaboutIt——andIhaveclaimeditback。Ihavematchedtherespectablepeoplefairlyandopenlyontheirownground。Iftheysayanythingagainstmenowtheymustsayitinsecret——theycan’tsayit,theydaren’tsayit,openly。Istandhighenoughinthistowntobeoutofyourreach。Theclergymanbowstome。Aha!youdidn’tbargainforthatwhenyoucamehere。Gotothechurchandinquireaboutme——youwillfindMrsCatherickhashersittingliketherestofthem,andpaystherentonthedayit’sdue。Gotothetown-hall。There’sapetitionlyingthere——apetitionoftherespectableinhabitantsagainstallowingacircustocomeandperformhereandcorruptourmorals——yes!ourmorals。Isignedthatpetitionthismorning。Gotothebookseller’sshop。Theclergyman’sWednesdayeveningLecturesonJustificationbyFaitharepublishingtherebysubscription——I’mdownonthelist。Thedoctor’swifeonlyputashillingintheplateatourlastcharitysermon——Iputhalf-a-crown。MrChurchwardenSowardheldthePlate,andbowedtome。TenyearsagohetoldPigrumthechemistIoughttobewhippedoutofthetownatthecart’stail。Isyourmotheralive?HasshegotabetterBibleonhertablethanIhavegotonmine?Doesshestandbetterwithhertrades-peoplethanIdowithmine?
Hasshealwayslivedwithinherincome?Ihavealwayslivedwithinmine。
Ah!thereistheclergymancomingalongthesquare。Look,MrWhat’s-your-name——look,ifyouplease!’
Shestartedupwiththeactivityofayoungwoman,wenttothewindow,waitedtilltheclergymanpassed,andbowedtohimsolemnly。Theclergymanceremoniouslyraisedhishat,andwalkedon。MrsCatherickreturnedtoherchair,andlookedatmewithagrimmersarcasmthanever。
`There!’shesaid。`Whatdoyouthinkofthatforawomanwithalostcharacter?Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’
Thesingularmannerinwhichshehadchosentoassertherself,theextraordinarypracticalvindicationofherpositioninthetownwhichshehadjustoffered,hadsoperplexedmethatIlistenedtoherinsilentsurprise。Iwasnotthelessresolved,however,tomakeanotherefforttothrowheroffherguard。Ifthewoman’sfiercetemperoncegotbeyondhercontrol,andonceflamedoutonme,shemightyetsaythewordswhichwouldputtheclueinmyhands。
`Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’sherepeated。
`ExactlyasitlookedwhenIfirstcamein,’Ianswered。`Idon’tdoubtthepositionyouhavegainedinthetown,andIdon’twishtoassailitevenifIcould。IcameherebecauseSirPercivalGlydeis,tomycertainknowledge,yourenemy,aswellasmine。IfIhaveagrudgeagainsthim,youhaveagrudgeagainsthimtoo。Youmaydenyitifyoulike,youmaydistrustmeasmuchasyouplease,youmaybeasangryasyouwill——but,ofallthewomeninEngland,you,ifyouhaveanysenseofinjury,arethewomanwhooughttohelpmetocrushthatman。’
`Crushhimforyourself,’shesaid;`thencomebackhere,andseewhatIsaytoyou。’
Shespokethosewordsasshehadnotspokenyet,quickly,fiercely,vindictively。Ihadstirredinitslairtheserpent-hatredofyears,butonlyforamoment。LikealurkingreptileitleapedupatmeassheeagerlybentforwardtowardstheplaceinwhichIwassitting。Likealurkingreptileitdroppedoutofsightagainassheinstantlyresumedherformerpositioninthechair。
`Youwon’ttrustme?’Isaid。
`No。’