`Youareafraid?’
  `DoIlookasifIwas?’
  `YouareafraidofSirPercivalGlyde。’
  `AmI?’
  Hercolourwasrising,andherhandswereatworkagainsmoothinghergown。Ipressedthepointfartherandfartherhome,Iwentonwithoutallowingheramomentofdelay。
  `SirPercivalhasahighpositionintheworld,’Isaid;`itwouldbenowonderifyouwereafraidofhim。SirPercivalisapowerfulman,abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily——’
  Sheamazedmebeyondexpressionbysuddenlyburstingoutlaughing。
  `Yes,’sherepeated,intonesofthebitterest,steadiestcontempt。
  `Abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily。
  Yes,indeed!agreatfamily——especiallybythemother’sside。’
  Therewasnotimetoreflectonthewordsthathadjustescapedher,therewasonlytimetofeelthattheywerewellworththinkingoverthemomentIleftthehouse。
  `Iamnotheretodisputewithyouaboutfamilyquestions,’Isaid。
  `IknownothingofSirPercival’smother——’
  `AndyouknowaslittleofSirPercivalhimself,’sheinterposedsharply,`Iadviseyounottobetoosureofthat,’Irejoined。`Iknowsomethingsabouthim,andIsuspectmanymore。’
  `Whatdoyoususpect?’
  `I’lltellyouwhatIdon’tsuspect。Idon’tsuspecthimofbeingAnne’sfather。’
  Shestartedtoherfeet,andcamecloseuptomewithalookoffury。
  `HowdareyoutalktomeaboutAnne’sfather!Howdareyousaywhowasherfather,orwhowasn’t!’shebrokeout,herfacequivering,hervoicetremblingwithpassion。
  `ThesecretbetweenyouandSirPercivalisnotthatsecret,’Ipersisted。
  `ThemysterywhichdarkensSirPercival’slifewasnotbornwithyourdaughter’sbirth,andhasnotdiedwithyourdaughter’sdeath。’
  Shedrewbackastep。`Go!’shesaid,andpointedsternlytothedoor。
  `Therewasnothoughtofthechildinyourheartorinhis,’Iwenton,determinedtopressherbacktoherlastdefences。`Therewasnobondofguiltylovebetweenyouandhimwhenyouheldthosestolenmeetings,whenyourhusbandfoundyouwhisperingtogetherunderthevestryofthechurch。’
  Herpointinghandinstantlydroppedtoherside,andthedeepflushofangerfadedfromherfacewhileIspoke。Isawthechangepassoverher——Isawthathard,firm,fearless,self-possessedwomanquailunderaterrorwhichherutmostresolutionwasnotstrongenoughtoresistwhenIsaidthosefivelastwords,`thevestryofthechurch。’
  Foraminuteormorewestoodlookingateachotherinsilence。Ispokefirst。
  `Doyoustillrefusetotrustme?’Iasked。
  Shecouldnotcallthecolourthathadleftitbacktoherface,butshehadsteadiedhervoice,shehadrecoveredthedefiantself-possessionofhermannerwhensheansweredme。
  `Idorefuse,’shesaid。
  `Doyoustilltellmetogo?’
  `Yes。Go——andnevercomeback。’
  Iwalkedtothedoor,waitedamomentbeforeIopenedit,andturnedroundtolookatheragain。
  `ImayhavenewstobrineyouofSirPercivalwhichyoudon’texpect,’
  Isaid,`andinthatcaseIshallcomeback。’
  `ThereisnonewsofSirPercivalthatIdon’texpect,except——’
  Shestopped,herpalefacedarkened,andshestolebackwithaquiet,stealthy,cat-likesteptoherchair。
  `Exceptthenewsofhisdeath,’shesaid,sittingdownagain,withthemockeryofasmilejusthoveringonhercruellips,andthefurtivelightofhatredlurkingdeepinhersteadyeyes。
  AsIopenedthedooroftheroomtogoout,shelookedroundatmequickly。
  Thecruelsmileslowlywidenedherlips——sheeyedme,withastrangestealthyinterest,fromheadtofoot——anunutterableexpectationshoweditselfwickedlyalloverherface。Wasshespeculating,inthesecrecyofherownheart,onmyyouthandstrength,ontheforceofmysenseofinjuryandthelimitsofmyself-control,andwassheconsideringthelengthstowhichtheymightcarryme,ifSirPercivalandIeverchancedtomeet?
  Thebaredoubtthatitmightbesodrovemefromherpresence,andsilencedeventhecommonformsoffarewellonmylips。Withoutawordmore,onmysideoronhers,Ilefttheroom。
  AsIopenedtheouterdoor,Isawthesameclergymanwhohadalreadypassedthehouseonce,abouttopassitagain,onhiswaybackthroughthesquare。Iwaitedonthedoor-steptolethimgoby,andlookedround,asIdidso,attheparlourwindow。
  MrsCatherickhadheardhisfootstepsapproaching,inthesilenceofthatlonelyplace,andshewasonherfeetatthewindowagain,waitingforhim。NotallthestrengthofalltheterriblepassionsIhadrousedinthatwoman’sheart,couldloosenherdesperateholdontheonefragmentofsocialconsiderationwhichyearsofresoluteefforthadjustdraggedwithinhergrasp。Thereshewasagain,notaminuteafterIhadlefther,placedpurposelyinapositionwhichmadeitamatterofcommoncourtesyonthepartoftheclergymantobowtoherforasecondtime。Heraisedhishatoncemore。Isawthehardghastlyfacebehindthewindowsoften,andlightupwithgratifiedpride——Isawtheheadwiththegrimblackcapbendceremoniouslyinreturn。Theclergymanhadbowedtoher,andinmypresence,twiceinoneday!
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter33[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter33VIIIIleftthehouse,feelingthatMrsCatherickhadhelpedmeastepforward,inspiteofherself。BeforeIhadreachedtheturningwhichledoutofthesquare,myattentionwassuddenlyarousedbythesoundofaclosingdoorbehindme。
  Ilookedround,andsawanundersizedmaninblackonthedoor-stepofahouse,which,aswellasIcouldjudge,stoodnexttoMrsCatherick’splaceofabode——nexttoit,onthesidenearesttome。Themandidnothesitateamomentaboutthedirectionheshouldtake。HeadvancedrapidlytowardstheturningatwhichIhadstopped。Irecognisedhimasthelawyer’sclerk,whohadprecededmeinmyvisittoBlackwaterPark,andwhohadtriedtopickaquarrelwithme,whenIaskedhimifIcouldseethehouse。
  IwaitedwhereIwas,toascertainwhetherhisobjectwastocometoclosequartersandspeakonthisoccasion。Tomysurprisehepassedonrapidly,withoutsayingaword,withoutevenlookingupinmyfaceashewentby。ThiswassuchacompleteinversionofthecourseofproceedingwhichIhadeveryreasontoexpectonhispart,thatmycuriosity,orrathermysuspicion,wasaroused,andIdeterminedonmysidetokeephimcautiouslyinview,andtodiscoverwhatthebusinessmightbeinwhichhewasnowemployed。Withoutcaringwhetherhesawmeornot,Iwalkedafterhim。
  Heneverlookedback,andheledmestraightthroughthestreetstotherailwaystation。
  Thetrainwasonthepointofstarting,andtwoorthreepassengerswhowerelatewereclusteringroundthesmallopeningthroughwhichtheticketswereissued。Ijoinedthem,anddistinctlyheardthelawyer’sclerkdemandaticketfortheBlackwaterstation。IsatisfiedmyselfthathehadactuallyleftbythetrainbeforeIcameaway。
  TherewasonlyoneinterpretationthatIcouldplaceonwhatIhadjustseenandheard。IhadunquestionablyobservedthemanleavingahousewhichcloselyadjoinedMrsCatherick’sresidence。Hehadbeenprobablyplacedthere,bySirPercival’sdirections,asalodger,inanticipationofmyinquiriesleadingme,soonerorlater,tocommunicatewithMrsCatherick。
  Hehaddoubtlessseenmegoinandcomeout,andhehadhurriedawaybythefirsttraintomakehisreportatBlackwaterPark,towhichplaceSirPercivalwouldnaturallybetakehimselfknowingwhatheevidentlyknewofmymovements,inordertobereadyonthespot,ifIreturnedtoHampshire。
  Beforemanydayswereover,thereseemedeverylikelihoodnowthatheandImightmeet。
  Whateverresulteventsmightbedestinedtoproduce,Iresolvedtopursuemyowncourse,straighttotheendinview,withoutstoppingorturningasideforSirpercivalorforanyone。ThegreatresponsibilitywhichweighedonmeheavilyinLondon——theresponsibilityofsoguidingmyslightestactionsastopreventthemfromleadingaccidentallytothediscoveryofLaura’splaceofrefuge——wasremoved,nowthatIwasinHampshire。I
  couldgoandcomeasIpleasedatWelmingham,andifIchancedtofailinobservinganynecessaryprecautions,theimmediateresults,atleast,wouldaffectnoonebutmyself。
  WhenIleftthestationthewintereveningwasbeginningtoclosein。
  Therewaslittlehopeofcontinuingmyinquiriesafterdarktoanyusefulpurposeinaneighbourhoodthatwasstrangetome。Accordingly,Imademywaytothenearesthotel,andorderedmydinnerandmybed。Thisdone,IwrotetoMarian,totellherthatIwassafeandwell,andthatIhadfairprospectsofsuccess。Ihaddirectedher,onleavinghome,toaddressthefirstlettershewrotetometheletterIexpectedtoreceivethenextmorningto`ThePost-Office,Welmingham,’andInowbeggedhertosendhersecondday’slettertothesameaddress。IcouldeasilyreceiveitbywritingtothepostmasterifIhappenedtobeawayfromthetownwhenitarrived。