`Youareafraid?’
`DoIlookasifIwas?’
`YouareafraidofSirPercivalGlyde。’
`AmI?’
Hercolourwasrising,andherhandswereatworkagainsmoothinghergown。Ipressedthepointfartherandfartherhome,Iwentonwithoutallowingheramomentofdelay。
`SirPercivalhasahighpositionintheworld,’Isaid;`itwouldbenowonderifyouwereafraidofhim。SirPercivalisapowerfulman,abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily——’
Sheamazedmebeyondexpressionbysuddenlyburstingoutlaughing。
`Yes,’sherepeated,intonesofthebitterest,steadiestcontempt。
`Abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily。
Yes,indeed!agreatfamily——especiallybythemother’sside。’
Therewasnotimetoreflectonthewordsthathadjustescapedher,therewasonlytimetofeelthattheywerewellworththinkingoverthemomentIleftthehouse。
`Iamnotheretodisputewithyouaboutfamilyquestions,’Isaid。
`IknownothingofSirPercival’smother——’
`AndyouknowaslittleofSirPercivalhimself,’sheinterposedsharply,`Iadviseyounottobetoosureofthat,’Irejoined。`Iknowsomethingsabouthim,andIsuspectmanymore。’
`Whatdoyoususpect?’
`I’lltellyouwhatIdon’tsuspect。Idon’tsuspecthimofbeingAnne’sfather。’
Shestartedtoherfeet,andcamecloseuptomewithalookoffury。
`HowdareyoutalktomeaboutAnne’sfather!Howdareyousaywhowasherfather,orwhowasn’t!’shebrokeout,herfacequivering,hervoicetremblingwithpassion。
`ThesecretbetweenyouandSirPercivalisnotthatsecret,’Ipersisted。
`ThemysterywhichdarkensSirPercival’slifewasnotbornwithyourdaughter’sbirth,andhasnotdiedwithyourdaughter’sdeath。’
Shedrewbackastep。`Go!’shesaid,andpointedsternlytothedoor。
`Therewasnothoughtofthechildinyourheartorinhis,’Iwenton,determinedtopressherbacktoherlastdefences。`Therewasnobondofguiltylovebetweenyouandhimwhenyouheldthosestolenmeetings,whenyourhusbandfoundyouwhisperingtogetherunderthevestryofthechurch。’
Herpointinghandinstantlydroppedtoherside,andthedeepflushofangerfadedfromherfacewhileIspoke。Isawthechangepassoverher——Isawthathard,firm,fearless,self-possessedwomanquailunderaterrorwhichherutmostresolutionwasnotstrongenoughtoresistwhenIsaidthosefivelastwords,`thevestryofthechurch。’
Foraminuteormorewestoodlookingateachotherinsilence。Ispokefirst。
`Doyoustillrefusetotrustme?’Iasked。
Shecouldnotcallthecolourthathadleftitbacktoherface,butshehadsteadiedhervoice,shehadrecoveredthedefiantself-possessionofhermannerwhensheansweredme。
`Idorefuse,’shesaid。
`Doyoustilltellmetogo?’
`Yes。Go——andnevercomeback。’
Iwalkedtothedoor,waitedamomentbeforeIopenedit,andturnedroundtolookatheragain。
`ImayhavenewstobrineyouofSirPercivalwhichyoudon’texpect,’
Isaid,`andinthatcaseIshallcomeback。’
`ThereisnonewsofSirPercivalthatIdon’texpect,except——’
Shestopped,herpalefacedarkened,andshestolebackwithaquiet,stealthy,cat-likesteptoherchair。
`Exceptthenewsofhisdeath,’shesaid,sittingdownagain,withthemockeryofasmilejusthoveringonhercruellips,andthefurtivelightofhatredlurkingdeepinhersteadyeyes。
AsIopenedthedooroftheroomtogoout,shelookedroundatmequickly。
Thecruelsmileslowlywidenedherlips——sheeyedme,withastrangestealthyinterest,fromheadtofoot——anunutterableexpectationshoweditselfwickedlyalloverherface。Wasshespeculating,inthesecrecyofherownheart,onmyyouthandstrength,ontheforceofmysenseofinjuryandthelimitsofmyself-control,andwassheconsideringthelengthstowhichtheymightcarryme,ifSirPercivalandIeverchancedtomeet?
Thebaredoubtthatitmightbesodrovemefromherpresence,andsilencedeventhecommonformsoffarewellonmylips。Withoutawordmore,onmysideoronhers,Ilefttheroom。
AsIopenedtheouterdoor,Isawthesameclergymanwhohadalreadypassedthehouseonce,abouttopassitagain,onhiswaybackthroughthesquare。Iwaitedonthedoor-steptolethimgoby,andlookedround,asIdidso,attheparlourwindow。
MrsCatherickhadheardhisfootstepsapproaching,inthesilenceofthatlonelyplace,andshewasonherfeetatthewindowagain,waitingforhim。NotallthestrengthofalltheterriblepassionsIhadrousedinthatwoman’sheart,couldloosenherdesperateholdontheonefragmentofsocialconsiderationwhichyearsofresoluteefforthadjustdraggedwithinhergrasp。Thereshewasagain,notaminuteafterIhadlefther,placedpurposelyinapositionwhichmadeitamatterofcommoncourtesyonthepartoftheclergymantobowtoherforasecondtime。Heraisedhishatoncemore。Isawthehardghastlyfacebehindthewindowsoften,andlightupwithgratifiedpride——Isawtheheadwiththegrimblackcapbendceremoniouslyinreturn。Theclergymanhadbowedtoher,andinmypresence,twiceinoneday!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter33[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter33VIIIIleftthehouse,feelingthatMrsCatherickhadhelpedmeastepforward,inspiteofherself。BeforeIhadreachedtheturningwhichledoutofthesquare,myattentionwassuddenlyarousedbythesoundofaclosingdoorbehindme。
Ilookedround,andsawanundersizedmaninblackonthedoor-stepofahouse,which,aswellasIcouldjudge,stoodnexttoMrsCatherick’splaceofabode——nexttoit,onthesidenearesttome。Themandidnothesitateamomentaboutthedirectionheshouldtake。HeadvancedrapidlytowardstheturningatwhichIhadstopped。Irecognisedhimasthelawyer’sclerk,whohadprecededmeinmyvisittoBlackwaterPark,andwhohadtriedtopickaquarrelwithme,whenIaskedhimifIcouldseethehouse。
IwaitedwhereIwas,toascertainwhetherhisobjectwastocometoclosequartersandspeakonthisoccasion。Tomysurprisehepassedonrapidly,withoutsayingaword,withoutevenlookingupinmyfaceashewentby。ThiswassuchacompleteinversionofthecourseofproceedingwhichIhadeveryreasontoexpectonhispart,thatmycuriosity,orrathermysuspicion,wasaroused,andIdeterminedonmysidetokeephimcautiouslyinview,andtodiscoverwhatthebusinessmightbeinwhichhewasnowemployed。Withoutcaringwhetherhesawmeornot,Iwalkedafterhim。
Heneverlookedback,andheledmestraightthroughthestreetstotherailwaystation。
Thetrainwasonthepointofstarting,andtwoorthreepassengerswhowerelatewereclusteringroundthesmallopeningthroughwhichtheticketswereissued。Ijoinedthem,anddistinctlyheardthelawyer’sclerkdemandaticketfortheBlackwaterstation。IsatisfiedmyselfthathehadactuallyleftbythetrainbeforeIcameaway。
TherewasonlyoneinterpretationthatIcouldplaceonwhatIhadjustseenandheard。IhadunquestionablyobservedthemanleavingahousewhichcloselyadjoinedMrsCatherick’sresidence。Hehadbeenprobablyplacedthere,bySirPercival’sdirections,asalodger,inanticipationofmyinquiriesleadingme,soonerorlater,tocommunicatewithMrsCatherick。
Hehaddoubtlessseenmegoinandcomeout,andhehadhurriedawaybythefirsttraintomakehisreportatBlackwaterPark,towhichplaceSirPercivalwouldnaturallybetakehimselfknowingwhatheevidentlyknewofmymovements,inordertobereadyonthespot,ifIreturnedtoHampshire。
Beforemanydayswereover,thereseemedeverylikelihoodnowthatheandImightmeet。
Whateverresulteventsmightbedestinedtoproduce,Iresolvedtopursuemyowncourse,straighttotheendinview,withoutstoppingorturningasideforSirpercivalorforanyone。ThegreatresponsibilitywhichweighedonmeheavilyinLondon——theresponsibilityofsoguidingmyslightestactionsastopreventthemfromleadingaccidentallytothediscoveryofLaura’splaceofrefuge——wasremoved,nowthatIwasinHampshire。I
couldgoandcomeasIpleasedatWelmingham,andifIchancedtofailinobservinganynecessaryprecautions,theimmediateresults,atleast,wouldaffectnoonebutmyself。
WhenIleftthestationthewintereveningwasbeginningtoclosein。
Therewaslittlehopeofcontinuingmyinquiriesafterdarktoanyusefulpurposeinaneighbourhoodthatwasstrangetome。Accordingly,Imademywaytothenearesthotel,andorderedmydinnerandmybed。Thisdone,IwrotetoMarian,totellherthatIwassafeandwell,andthatIhadfairprospectsofsuccess。Ihaddirectedher,onleavinghome,toaddressthefirstlettershewrotetometheletterIexpectedtoreceivethenextmorningto`ThePost-Office,Welmingham,’andInowbeggedhertosendhersecondday’slettertothesameaddress。IcouldeasilyreceiveitbywritingtothepostmasterifIhappenedtobeawayfromthetownwhenitarrived。