Myinstinctswhichseldomerrsuggestedtome,onreviewingthecircumstances,thatourinvisibleAnnewould,soonerorlater,returntotheboat-houseattheBlackwaterlake。ThereIpostedmyself,previouslymentioningtoMrsMichelson,thehousekeeper,thatImightbefoundwhenwanted,immersedinstudy,inthatsolitaryplace。Itismyrulenevertomakeunnecessarymysteries,andnevertosetpeoplesuspectingmeforwantofalittleseasonablecandouronmypart。MrsMichelsonbelievedinmefromfirsttolast。ThisladylikepersonwidowofaProtestantpriestoverflowedwithfaith。Touchedbysuchsuperfluityofsimpleconfidenceinawomanofhermatureyears,Iopenedtheamplereservoirsofmynatureandabsorbeditall。
Iwasrewardedforpostingmyselfsentinelatthelakebytheappearance——notofAnneCatherickherself,butofthepersoninchargeofher。Thisindividualalsooverflowedwithsimplefaith,whichIabsorbedinmyself,asinthecasealreadymentioned。Ileavehertodescribethecircumstancesifshehasnotdonesoalreadyunderwhichsheintroducedmetotheobjectofhermaternalcare。WhenIfirstsawAnneCatherickshewasasleep。I
waselectrifiedbythelikenessbetweenthisunhappywomanandLadyGlyde。
Thedetailsofthegrandschemewhichhadsuggestedthemselvesinoutlineonly,uptothatperiod,occurredtome,inalltheirmasterlycombination,atthesightofthesleepingface。Atthesametime,myheart,alwaysaccessibletotenderinfluences,dissolvedintearsatthespectacleofsufferingbeforeme。Iinstantlysetmyselftoimpartrelief。Inotherwords,IprovidedthenecessarystimulantforstrengtheningAnneCathericktoperformthejourneytoLondon。
AtthispointIenteranecessaryprotest,andcorrectalamentableerror。
Thebestyearsofmylifehavebeenpassedintheardentstudyofmedicalandchemicalscience。Chemistryespeciallyhasalwayshadirresistibleattractionsformefromtheenormous,theillimitablepowerwhichtheknowledgeofitconfers。Chemists——Iassertitemphatically——mightsway,iftheypleased,thedestiniesofhumanity。LetmeexplainthisbeforeIgofurther。
Mind,theysay,rulestheworld。Butwhatrulesthemind?Thebodyfollowmecloselyhereliesatthemercyofthemostomnipotentofallpotentates——theChemist。Giveme——Fosco——chemistry;andwhenShakespearehasconceivedHamlet,andsitsdowntoexecutetheconception——withafewgrainsofpowderdroppedintohisdailyfood,Iwillreducehismind,bytheactionofhisbody,tillhispenpoursoutthemostabjectdrivelthathaseverdegradedpaper。Undersimilarcircumstances,revivemetheillustriousNewton。Iguaranteethatwhenheseestheapplefallheshalleatit,insteadofdiscoveringtheprincipleofgravitation。Nero’sdinnershalltransformNerointothemildestofmenbeforehehasdonedigestingit,andthemorningdraughtofAlexandertheGreatshallmakeAlexanderrunforhislifeatthefirstsightoftheenemythesameafternoon。OnmysacredwordofhonouritisluckyforSocietythatmodernchemistsare,byincomprehensiblegoodfortune,themostharmlessofmankind。Themassareworthyfathersoffamilies,whokeepshops。Thefewarephilosophersbesottedwithadmirationforthesoundoftheirownlecturingvoices,visionarieswhowastetheirlivesonfantasticimpossibilities,orquackswhoseambitionsoarsnohigherthanourcorns。ThusSocietyescapes,andtheillimitablepowerofChemistryremainstheslaveofthemostsuperficialandthemostinsignificantends。
Whythisoutburst?Whythiswitheringeloquence?
Becausemyconducthasbeenmisrepresented,becausemymotiveshavebeenmisunderstood。IthasbeenassumedthatIusedmyvastchemicalresourcesagainstAnneCatherick,andthatIwouldhaveusedthemifIcouldagainstthemagnificentMarianherself。Odiousinsinuationsboth!AllmyinterestswereconcernedaswillbeseenpresentlyinthepreservationofAnneCatherick’slife。AllmyanxietieswereconcentratedonMarian’srescuefromthehandsofthelicensedimbecilewhoattendedher,andwhofoundmyadviceconfirmedfromfirsttolastbythephysicianfromLondon。Ontwooccasionsonly——bothequallyharmlesstotheindividualonwhomI
practised——didIsummontomyselftheassistanceofchemicalknowledge。
Onthefistofthetwo,afterfollowingMariantotheinnatBlackwaterstudying,behindaconvenientwaggonwhichhidmefromher,thepoetryofmotion,asembodiedinherwalk,Iavailedmyselfoftheservicesofmyinvaluablewife,tocopyoneandtointercepttheotheroftwoletterswhichmyadoredenemyhadentrustedtoadiscardedmaid。Inthiscase,thelettersbeinginthebosomofthegirl’sdress,MadameFoscocouldonlyopenthem,readthem,performherinstructions,sealthem,andputthembackagainbyscientificassistance——whichassistanceIrenderedinahalf-ouncebottle。Thesecondoccasion,whenthesamemeanswereemployed,wastheoccasiontowhichIshallsoonreferofLadyGlyde’sarrivalinLondon。NeveratanyothertimewasIindebtedtomyArtasdistinguishedfrommyself。Toallotheremergenciesandcomplicationsmynaturalcapacityforgrappling,single-handed,withcircumstances,wasinvariablyequal。
Iaffirmtheall-pervadingintelligenceofthatcapacity。AttheexpenseoftheChemistIvindicatetheMan。
Respectthisoutburstofgenerousindignation。IthasinexpressiblyrelievedmeEnroute!Letusproceed。
HavingsuggestedtoMrsClementorClements,IamnotsurewhichthatthebestmethodofkeepingAnneoutofPercival’sreachwastoremovehertoLondon——havingfoundthatmyProposalwaseagerlyreceived,andhavingappointedadaytomeetthetravellersatthestationandtoseethemleaveit,Iwasatlibertytoreturntothehouseandtoconfrontthedifficultieswhichstillremainedtobemet。
Myfirstproceedingwastoavailmyselfofthesublimedevotionofmywife。IhadarrangedwithMrsClementsthatsheshouldcommunicateherLondonaddress,inAnne’sinterests,toLadyGlyde。Butthiswasnotenough。
DesigningpersonsinmyabsencemightshakethesimpleconfidenceofMrsClements,andshemightnotwriteafterall。WhocouldIfindcapableoftravellingtoLondonbythetrainshetravelledby,andofprivatelyseeingherhome?Iaskedmyselfthisquestion。Theconjugalpartofmeimmediatelyanswered——MadameFosco。
Afterdecidingonmywife’smissiontoLondon,Iarrangedthatthejourneyshouldserveadoublepurpose。AnurseforthesufferingMarian,equallydevotedtothepatientandtomyself,wasanecessityofmyposition。Oneofthemosteminentlyconfidentialandcapablewomeninexistencewasbygoodfortuneatmydisposal,Irefertothatrespectablematron,MadameRubelle,towhomIaddressedaletter,atherresidenceinLondon,bythehandsofmywife。
OntheappointeddayMrsClementsandAnneCatherickmetmeatthestation。
Ipolitelysawthemoff。IpolitelysawMadameFoscooffbythesametrain。
ThelastthingatnightmywifereturnedtoBlackwater,havingfollowedherinstructionswiththemostunimpeachableaccuracy。ShewasaccompaniedbyMadameRubelle,andshebroughtmetheLondonaddressofMrsClements。
After-eventsprovedthislastprecautiontohavebeenunnecessary。MrsClementspunctuallyinformedLadyGlydeofherplaceofabode。Withawaryeyeonfutureemergencies,Ikepttheletter。
ThesamedayIhadabriefinterviewwiththedoctor,atwhichIprotested,inthesacredinterestsofhumanity,againsthistreatmentofMarian’scase。Hewasinsolent,asallignorantpeopleare。Ishowednoresentment,Ideferredquarrellingwithhimtillitwasnecessarytoquarreltosomepurpose。
MynextproceedingwastoleaveBlackwatermyself。IhadmyLondonresidencetotakeinanticipationofcomingevents。IhadalsoalittlebusinessofthedomesticsorttotransactwithMrFrederickFairlie。IfoundthehouseIwantedinStJohn’sWood。IfoundMrFairlieatLimmeridge,Cumberland。
MyownprivatefamiliaritywiththenatureofMarian’scorrespondencehadpreviouslyinformedmethatshehadwrittentoMrFairlie,proposing,asarelieftoLadyGlyde’smatrimonialembarrassments,totakeheronavisittoheruncleinCumberland。ThisletterIhadwiselyallowedtoreachitsdestination,feelingatthetimethatitcoulddonoharm,andmightdogood。InowpresentedmyselfbeforeMrFairlietosupportMarian’sownproposal——withcertainmodificationswhich,happilyforthesuccessofmyplans,wererenderedreallyinevitablebyherillness。ItwasnecessarythatLadyGlydeshouldleaveBlackwateralone,byheruncle’sinvitation,andthatsheshouldrestanightonthejourneyatheraunt’shousethehouseIhadinStJohn’sWoodbyheruncle’sexpressadvice。Toachievetheseresults,andtosecureanoteofinvitationwhichcouldbeshowntoLadyGlyde,weretheobjectsofmyvisittoMrFairlie。WhenIhavementionedthatthisgentlemanwasequallyfeebleinmindandbody,andthatIletloosethewholeforceofmycharacteronhim,Ihavesaidenough。
Icame,saw,andconqueredFairlie。
OnmyreturntoBlackwaterParkwiththeletterofinvitationIfoundthatthedoctor’simbeciletreatmentofMarian’scasehadledtothemostalarmingresults。Thefeverhadturnedtotyphus。LadyGlyde,onthedayofmyreturn,triedtoforceherselfintotheroomtonursehersister。
SheandIhadnoaffinitiesofsympathy——shehadcommittedtheunpardonableoutrageonmysensibilitiesofcallingmeaspy——shewasastumbling-blockinmywayandinPercival’s——but,forallthat,mymagnanimityforbademetoputherindangerofinfectionwithmyownhand。AtthesametimeIofferednohindrancetoherputtingherselfindanger。Ifshehadsucceededindoingso,theintricateknotwhichIwasslowlyandpatientlyoperatingonmightperhapshavebeencutbycircumstances。Asitwas,thedoctorinterferedandshewaskeptoutoftheroom。
IhadmyselfpreviouslyrecommendedsendingforadvicetoLondon。Thiscoursehadbeennowtaken。Thephysician,onhisarrival,confirmedmyviewofthecase。Thecrisiswasserious。Butwehadhopeofourcharmingpatientonthefifthdayfromtheappearanceofthetyphus。IwasonlyonceabsentfromBlackwateratthistime——whenIwenttoLondonbythemorningtraintomakethefinalarrangementsatmyhouseinStJohn’sWood,toassuremyselfbyprivateinquirythatMrsClementshadnotmoved,andtosettleoneortwolittlepreliminarymatterswiththehusbandofMadameRubelle。Ireturnedatnight。FivedaysafterwardsthephysicianpronouncedourinterestingMariantobeoutofdanger,andtobeinneedofnothingbutcarefulnursing。ThiswasthetimeIhadwaitedfor。Nowthatmedicalattendancewasnolongerindispensable,Iplayedthefirstmoveinthegamebyassertingmyselfagainstthedoctor。Hewasoneamongmanywitnessesinmywaywhomitwasnecessarytoremove。AlivelyaltercationbetweenusinwhichPercival,previouslyinstructedbyme,refusedtointerfere
servedthepurposeinview。Idescendedonthemiserablemaninanirresistibleavalancheofindignation,andswepthimfromthehouse。
Theservantswerethenextencumbrancestogetridof。AgainIinstructedPercivalwhosemoralcouragerequiredperpetualstimulants,andMrsMichelsonwasamazed,oneday,byhearingfromhermasterthattheestablishmentwastobebrokenup,Weclearedthehouseofalltheservantsbutone,whowaskeptfordomesticpurposes,andwhoselumpishstupiditywecouldtrusttomakenoembarrassingdiscoveries。Whentheyweregone,nothingremainedbuttorelieveourselvesofMrsMichelson——aresultwhichwaseasilyachievedbysendingthisamiableladytofindlodgingsforhermistressatthesea-side。