Mynarrativeoftheseremarkableevents,writtenunderequallyremarkablecircumstances,closeshere。TheminorprecautionswhichIobservedincommunicatingwithLimmeridgeHousearealreadyknown,soisthemagnificentsuccessofmyenterprise,soarethesolidpecuniaryresultswhichfollowedit。
Ihavetoassert,withthewholeforceofmyconviction,thattheoneweakplaceinmyschemewouldneverhavebeenfoundoutiftheoneweakplaceinmyhearthadnotbeendiscoveredfirst。NothingbutmyfataladmirationforMarianrestrainedmefromsteppingintomyownrescuewhensheeffectedhersister’sescape。Irantherisk,andtrustedinthecompletedestructionofLadyGlyde’sidentity。IfeitherMarianorMrHartrightattemptedtoassertthatidentity,theywouldpubliclyexposethemselvestotheimputationofsustainingarankdeception,theywouldbedistrustedanddiscreditedaccordingly,andtheywouldthereforebepowerlesstoplacemyinterestsorPercival’ssecretinjeopardy。Icommittedoneerrorintrustingmyselftosuchablindfoldcalculationofchancesasthis。IcommittedanotherwhenPercivalhadpaidthepenaltyofhisownobstinacyandviolence,bygrantingLadyGlydeasecondreprievefromthemad-house,andallowingMrHartrightasecondchanceofescapingme。Inbrief,Fosco,atthisseriouscrisis,wasuntruetohimself。Deplorableanduncharacteristicfault!Beholdthecause,inmyheart——behold,intheimageofMarianHalcombe,thefirstandlastweaknessofFosco’slife!
Attheripeageofsixty,Imakethisunparalleledconfession。Youths!
Iinvokeyoursympathy。Maidens!Iclaimyourtears。
Awordmore,andtheattentionofthereaderconcentratedbreathlesslyonmyselfshallbereleased。
Myownmentalinsightinformsmethatthreeinevitablequestionswillheaskedherebypersonsofinquiringminds。Theyshallbestated——theyshallbeanswered。
Firstquestion。WhatisthesecretofMadameFosco’sunhesitatingdevotionofherselftothefulfilmentofmyboldestwishes,tothefurtheranceofmydeepestplans?Imightanswerthisbysimplyreferringtomyowncharacter,andbyasking,inmyturn,Where,inthehistoryoftheworld,hasamanofmyordereverbeenfoundwithoutawomaninthebackgroundself-immolatedonthealtarofhislife?ButIrememberthatIamwritinginEngland,IrememberthatIwasmarriedinEngland,andIaskifawoman’smarriageobligationsinthiscountryprovideforherprivateopinionofherhusband’sprinciples?No!Theychargeherunreservedlytolove,honour,andobeyhim。Thatisexactlywhatmywifehasdone。Istandhereonasuprememoralelevation,andIloftilyassertheraccurateperformanceofherconjugalduties。Silence,Calumny!Yoursympathy,WivesofEngland,forMadameFosco!
Secondquestion。IfAnneCatherickhadnotdiedwhenshedid,whatshouldIhavedone?Ishould,inthatcase,haveassistedworn-outNatureinfindingpermanentrepose。IshouldhaveopenedthedoorsofthePrisonofLife,andhaveextendedtothecaptiveincurablyafflictedinmindandbodybothahappyrelease。
Thirdquestion。Onacalmrevisionofallthecircumstances——Ismyconductworthyofanyseriousblame?Mostemphatically,No!HaveInotcarefullyavoidedexposingmyselftotheodiumofcommittingunnecessarycrime?Withmyvastresourcesinchemistry,ImighthavetakenLadyGlyde’slife。AtimmensepersonalsacrificeIfollowedthedictatesofmyowningenuity,myownhumanity,myowncaution,andtookheridentityinstead。JudgemebywhatImighthavedone。Howcomparativelyinnocent!howindirectlyvirtuousIappearinwhatIreallydid!
Iannouncedonbeginningitthatthisnarrativewouldbearemarkabledocument。Ithasentirelyansweredmyexpectations。Receivethesefervidlines——mylastlegacytothecountryIleaveforever,Theyareworthyoftheoccasion,andworthyofFOSCO。THESTORYCONCLUDEDBYWALTERHARTRIGHTIWHENIclosedthelastleafoftheCount’smanuscriptthehalf-hourduringwhichIhadengagedtoremainatSorestRoadhadexpired。MonsieurRubellelookedathiswatchandbowed。Iroseimmediately,andlefttheagentinpossessionoftheemptyhouse。Ineversawhimagain——Ineverheardmoreofhimorofhiswife。Outofthedarkbywaysofvillainyanddeceittheyhadcrawledacrossourpath——intothesamebywaystheycrawledbacksecretlyandwerelost。
InaquarterofanhourafterleavingForestRoadIwasathomeagain。
ButfewwordssufficedtotellLauraandMarianhowmydesperateventurehadended,andwhatthenexteventinourliveswaslikelytobe。Ileftalldetailstobedescribedlaterintheday,andhastenedbacktoStJohn’sWood,toseethepersonofwhomCountFoscohadorderedthefly,whenhewenttomeetLauraatthestation。
Theaddressinmypossessionledmetosome`liverystables,’aboutaquarterofamiledistantfromSorestRoad。Theproprietorprovedtobeacivilandrespectableman。WhenIexplainedthatanimportantfamilymatterobligedmetoaskhimtorefertohisbooksforthepurposeofascertainingadatewithwhichtherecordofhisbusinesstransactionsmightsupplyme,heofferednoobjectiontograntingmyrequest。Thebookwasproduced,andthere,underthedateof`July26th,1850,’theorderwasenteredinthesewords——
`BroughamtoCountFosco,5SorestRoad。Twoo’clockJohnOwen。’
Ifoundoninquirythatthenameof`JohnOwen,’attachedtotheentryreferredtothemanwhohadbeenemployedtodrivethefly。Hewasthenatworkinthestable-yard,andwassentfortoseemeatmyrequest。
`Doyourememberdrivingagentleman,inthemonthofJulylast,fromNumberFiveForestRoadtotheWaterlooBridgestation?’Iasked`Well,sir,’saidtheman,`Ican’texactlysayIdo。’
`Perhapsyourememberthegentlemanhimself?Canyoucalltominddrivingaforeignerlastsummer——atallgentlemanandremarkablyfat?’Theman’sfacebrighteneddirectly。
`Irememberhim,sir!ThefattestgentlemanaseverIsee,andtheheaviestcustomeraseverIdrove。Yes,yes——Icallhimtomind,sir!Wedidgotothestation,anditwasfromForestRoad。Therewasaparrot,orsummatlikeit,screechinginthewindow。Thegentlemanwasinamortalhurryaboutthelady’sluggage,andhegavemeahandsomepresentforlookingsharpandgettingtheboxes。’
Gettingtheboxes!IrecollectedimmediatelythatLaura’sownaccountofherselfonherarrivalinLondondescribedherluggageasbeingcollectedforherbysomepersonwhomCountFoscobroughtwithhimtothestation。
Thiswastheman。
`Didyouseethelady?’Iasked。`Whatdidshelooklike?Wassheyoungorold?’
`Well,sir,whatwiththehurryandthecrowdofpeoplepushingabout,Ican’trightlysaywhattheladylookedlike。Ican’tcallnothingtomindaboutherthatIknowof——exceptinghername。
`Yourememberhername?’
`Yes,sir。HernamewasLadyGlyde。’
`Howdoyoucometorememberthat,whenyouhaveforgottenwhatshelookedlike?’
Themansmiled,andshiftedhisfeetinsomelittleembarrassment。
`Why,totellyouthetruth,sir,’hesaid,`Ihadn’tbeenlongmarriedatthattime,andmywife’sname,beforeshechangeditformine,wasthesameasthelady’s——meaningthenameofGlyde,sir。Theladymentioneditherself。``ISyournameonyourboxes,ma’am?’’saysI。``Yes,’’saysshe,``mynameisonmyluggage——itisLadyGlyde。’’``Come!’’Isaystomyself,``I’veabadheadforgentlefolks’namesingeneral——butthisonecomeslikeanoldfriend,atanyrate。’’Ican’tsaynothingaboutthetime,sir,itmightbenighonayearago,oritmightn’t。ButIcansweartothestoutgentleman,andsweartothelady’sname。’
Therewasnoneedthatheshouldrememberthetime——thedatewaspositivelyestablishedbyhismaster’sorder-book。Ifeltatoncethatthemeanswerenowinmypowerofstrikingdownthewholeconspiracyatablowwiththeirresistibleweaponofplainfact。Withoutamoment’shesitation,Itooktheproprietoroftheliverystablesasideandtoldhimwhattherealimportancewasoftheevidenceofhisorder-bookandtheevidenceofhisdriver。Anarrangementtocompensatehimforthetemporarylossoftheman’sserviceswaseasilymade,andacopyoftheentryinthebookwastakenbymyself,andcertifiedastruebythemaster’sownsignature。Ilefttheliverystables,havingsettledthatJohnOwenwastoholdhimselfatmydisposalforthenextthreedays,orforalongerperiodifnecessityrequiredit。
InowhadinmypossessionallthepapersthatIwanted——thedistrictregistrar’sowncopyofthecertificateofdeath,andSirPercival’sdatedlettertotheCount,beingsafeinmypocketbook。
Withthisfreshevidenceaboutme,andwiththecoachman’sanswersfreshinmymemory,Inextturnedmysteps,forthefirsttimesincethebeginningofallmyinquiries,inthedirectionofMrKyrle’soffice。Oneofmyobjectsinpayinghimthissecondvisitwas,necessarily,totellhimwhatIhaddone。TheotherwastowarnhimofmyresolutiontotakemywifetoLimmeridgethenextmorning,andtohaveherpubliclyreceivedandrecognisedinheruncle’shouse。IleftittoMrKyrletodecideunderthesecircumstances,andinMrGilmore’sabsence,whetherhewasorwasnotbound,asthefamilysolicitor,tobepresentonthatoccasioninthefamilyinterests。
IwillsaynothingofMrKyrle’samazement,orofthetermsinwhichheexpressedhisopinionofmyconductfromthefirststageoftheinvestigationtothelast。ItisonlynecessarytomentionthatheatoncedecidedonaccompanyingustoCumberland。
Westartedthenextmorningbytheearlytrain。Laura,Marian,MrKyrle,andmyselfinonecarriage,andJohnOwenwithaclerkfromMrKyrle’soffice,occupyingplacesinanother。OnreachingtheLimmeridgestationwewentfirsttothefarmhouseatTodd’sCorner。ItwasmyfirmdeterminationthatLaurashouldnotenterheruncle’shousetillsheappearedtherepubliclyrecognisedashisniece。IleftMariantosettlethequestionofaccommodationwithMrsTodd,assoonasthegoodwomanhadrecoveredfromthebewildermentofhearingwhatourerrandwasinCumberland,andIarrangedwithherhusbandthatJohnOwenwastobecommittedtothereadyhospitalityofthefarm-servants。
Thesepreliminariescompleted,MrKyrleandIsetforthtogetherforLimmeridgeHouse。
IcannotwriteatanylengthofourinterviewwithMrFairlie,forI