Shelefttheroom。Iturnedawaytowardsthewindow,wherenothingfacedmebutthelonelyautumnlandscape——Iturnedawaytomastermyself,beforeItoolefttheroominmyturn,andleftitforever。
Aminutepassed——itcouldhardlyhavebeenmore——whenIheardthedooropenagainsoftly,andtherustlingofawoman’sdressonthecarpetmovedtowardsme。MyheartbeatviolentlyasIturnedround。MissFairliewasapproachingmefromthefartherendoftheroom。
Shestoppedandhesitatedwhenoureyesmet,andwhenshesawthatwewerealone。Then,withthatcouragewhichwomenlosesoofteninthesmallemergency,andsoseldominthegreat,shecameonnearertome,strangelypaleandstrangelyquiet,drawingonehandafterheralongthetablebywhichshewalked,andholdingsomethingathersideintheother,whichwashiddenbythefoldsofherdress。
`Ionlywentintothedrawing-room,’shesaid,`tolookforthis。Itmayremindyouofyourvisithere,andofthefriendsyouleavebehindyou。YoutoldmeIhadimprovedverymuchwhenIdidit,andIthoughtyoumightlike——’
Sheturnedherheadaway,andofferedmealittlesketch,drawnthroughoutbyherownpencil,ofthesummer-houseinwhichwehadfirstmet。Thepapertrembledinherhandasshehelditouttome——trembledinmineasI
tookitfromher。
IwasafraidtosaywhatIfelt——Ionlyanswered,`Itshallneverleaveme——allmylifelongitshallbethetreasurethatIPrizemost。
Iamverygratefulforit——verygratefultoyou,fornotlettingmegoawaywithoutbiddingyougood-bye。’
`Oh!’shesaidinnocently,`howcouldIletyougo,afterwehavepassedsomanyhappydaystogether!’
`Thosedaysmayneverreturn,MissFairlie——mywayoflifeandyoursareveryfarapart。Butifatimeshouldcome,whenthedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrengthwillgiveyouamoment’shappiness,orspareyouamoment’ssorrow,willyoutrytorememberthepoordrawing-masterwhohastaughtyou?MissHalcombehaspromisedtotrustme——willyoupromisetoo?’
Thefarewellsadnessinthekindblueeyesshonedimlythroughhergatheringtears。
`Ipromiseit,’shesaidinbrokentones。`Oh,don’tlookatmelikethat!Ipromiseitwithallmyheart。’
Iventuredalittlenearertoher,andheldoutmyhand。
`Youhavemanyfriendswholoveyou,MissFairlie。Yourhappyfutureisthedearobjectofmanyhopes。MayIsay,atparting,thatitisthedearobjectofmyhopestoo?’
Thetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks-Sherestedonetremblinghandonthetabletosteadyherselfwhileshegavemetheother。Itookitinmine——Ihelditfast。Myheaddroopedoverit,mytearsfellonit,mylipspressedit——notinlove;oh,notinlove,atthatlastmoment,butintheagonyandtheself-abandonmentofdespair。
`ForGod’ssake,leaveme!’shesaidfaintly。
Theconfessionofherheart’ssecretburstfromherinthosepleadingwords。Ihadnorighttohearthem,norighttoanswerthem——theywerethewordsthatbanishedme,inthenameofhersacredweakness,fromtheroom。Itwasallover。Idroppedherhand,Isaidnomore。Theblindingtearsshutheroutfrommyeyes,andIdashedthemawaytolookatherforthelasttime。Onelookasshesankintoachair,asherarmsfellonthetable,asherfairheaddroppedonthemwearily。Onefarewelllook,andthedoorhadcloseduponher——thegreatgulfofseparationhadopenedbetweenus——theimageofLauraFairliewasamemoryofthepastalready。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter8[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter8THESTORYCONTINUEDBYVINCENTGILMOREofChanceryLane,SolicitorIIWRITEtheselinesattherequestofmyfriend,MrWalterHartright。TheyareintendedtoconveyadescriptionofcertaineventswhichseriouslyaffectedMissFairlie’sinterests,andwhichtookplaceaftertheperiodofMrHartright’sdeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。
Thereisnoneedformetosaywhethermyownopiniondoesordoesnotsanctionthedisclosureoftheremarkablefamilystory,ofwhichmynarrativeformsanimportantcomponentpart。MrHartrighthastakenthatresponsibilityonhimself,andcircumstancesyettoberelatedwillshowthathehasamplyearnedtherighttodoso,ifhechoosestoexerciseit。Theplanhehasadoptedforpresentingthestorytoothers,inthemosttruthfulandmostvividmanner,requiresthatitshouldbetold,ateachsuccessivestageinthemarchofevents,bythepersonswhoweredirectlyconcernedinthoseeventsatthetimeoftheiroccurrence。Myappearancehere,asnarrator,isthenecessaryconsequenceofthisarrangement。IwaspresentduringthesojournofSirPercivalGlydeinCumberland,andwaspersonallyconcernedinoneimportantresultofhisshortresidenceunderMrFairlie’sroof。
Itismyduty,therefore,toaddthesenewlinkstothechainofevents,andtotakeupthechainitselfatthepointwhere,forthepresentonly,MrHartrighthasdroppedit。
IarrivedatLimmeridgeHouseonFridaythesecondofNovember。
MyobjectwastoremainatMrFairlie’suntilthearrivalofSirPercivalGlyde。IfthateventledtotheappointmentofanygivendayforSirPercival’sunionwithMissFairlie,IwastotakethenecessaryinstructionsbackwithmetoLondon,andtooccupymyselfindrawingthelady’smarriage-settlement。
OntheFridayIwasnotfavouredbyMrFairliewithaninterview。Hehadbeen,orhadfanciedhimselftobe,aninvalidforyearspast,andhewasnotwellenoughtoreceiveme。MissHalcombewasthefirstmemberofthefamilywhomIsaw。Shemetmeatthehousedoor,andintroducedmetoMrHartright,whohadbeenstayingatLimmeridgeforsometimepast。
IdidnotseeMissFairlieuntillaterintheday,atdinner-time。Shewasnotlookingwell,andIwassorrytoobserveit。Sheisasweetlovablegirl,asamiableandattentivetoeveryoneaboutherasherexcellentmotherusedtobe——though,personallyspeaking,shetakesafterherfather。
MrsFairliehaddarkeyesandhair,andherelderdaughter,MissHalcombe,stronglyremindsmeofher。MissFairlieplayedtousintheevening——
notsowellasusual,Ithought。Wehadarubberatwhist,amereprofanation,sofarasplaywasconcerned,ofthatnoblegame。IhadbeenfavourablyimpressedbyMrHartrightonourfirstintroductiontooneanother,butIsoondiscoveredthathewasnotfreefromthesocialfailingsincidentaltohisage。Therearethreethingsthatnoneoftheyoungmenofthepresentgenerationcando。Theycan’tsitovertheirwine,theycan’tplayatwhist,andtheycan’tpayaladyacompliment。MrHartrightwasnoexceptiontothegeneralrule。Otherwise,eveninthoseearlydaysandonthatshortacquaintance,hestruckmeasbeingamodestandgentlemanlikeyoungman。
SotheFridaypassed。Isaynothingaboutthemoreseriousmatterswhichengagedmyattentiononthatday——theanonymouslettertoMissFairlie,themeasuresIthoughtitrighttoadoptwhenthematterwasmentionedtome,andtheconvictionIentertainedthateverypossibleexplanationofthecircumstanceswouldbereadilyaffordedbySirPercivalGlyde,havingallbeenfullynoticed,asIunderstand,inthenarrativewhichprecedesthis。
OntheSaturdayMrHartrighthadleftbeforeIgotdowntobreakfast。
MissFairliekeptherroomallday,andMissHalcombeappearedtometobeoutofspirits。ThehousewasnotwhatitusedtobeinthetimeofMrandMrsPhilipFairlie。Itookawalkbymyselfintheforenoon,andlookedaboutatsomeoftheplaceswhichIfirstsawwhenIwasstayingatLimmeridgetotransactfamilybusiness,morethanthirtyyearssince。
Theywerenotwhattheyusedtobeeither。
Attwoo’clockMrFairliesenttosayhewaswellenoughtoseeme。
Hehadnotaltered,atanyrate,sinceIfirstknewhim。Histalkwastothesamepurposeasusual——allabouthimselfandhisailments,hiswonderfulcoins,andhismatchlessRembrandtetchings。ThemomentItriedtospeakofthebusinessthathadbroughtmetohishouse,heshuthiseyesandsaidI`upset’him。Ipersistedinupsettinghimbyreturningagainandagaintothesubject。AllIcouldascertainwasthathelookedonhisniece’smarriageasasettledthing,thatherfatherhadsanctionedit,thathesanctionedithimself,thatitwasadesirablemarriage,andthatheshouldbepersonallyrejoicedwhentheworryofitwasover。Astothesettlements,ifIwouldconsulthisniece,andafterwardsdiveasdeeplyasIpleasedintomyownknowledgeofthefamilyaffairs,andgeteverythingready,andlimithisshareinthebusiness,asguardian,tosayingYes,attherightmoment——why,ofcoursehewouldmeetmyviews,andeverybodyelse’sviews,withinfinitepleasure。Inthemeantime,thereIsawhim,ahelplesssufferer,confinedtohisroom。DidIthinkhelookedasifhewantedteasing?
No。Thenwhyteasehim?
Imight,perhaps,havebeenalittleastonishedatthisextraordinaryabsenceofallself-assertiononMrFairlie’spart,inthecharacterofguardian,ifmyknowledgeofthefamilyaffairshadnotbeensufficienttoremindmethathewasasingleman,andthathehadnothingmorethanalife-interestintheLimmeridgeproperty。Asmattersstood,therefore,Iwasneithersurprisednordisappointedattheresultoftheinterview。
MrFairliehadsimplyjustifiedmyexpectations——andtherewasanendofit。
Sundaywasadullday,outofdoorsandin。AletterarrivedformefromSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitor,acknowledgingthereceiptofmycopyoftheanonymousletterandmyaccompanyingstatementofthecase。MissFairliejoinedusintheafternoon,lookingTaleanddepressed,andaltogetherunlikeherself。Ihadsometalkwithher,andventuredonadelicateallusiontoSirPercival。Shelistenedandsaidnothing。Allothersubjectsshepursuedwillingly,butthissubjectsheallowedtodrop。Ibegantodoubtwhethershemightnotberepentingofherengagement——justasyoungladiesoftendo,whenrepentancecomestoolate。
OnMondaySirPercivalGlydearrived。
Ifoundhimtobeamostprepossessingman,sofarasmannersandappearancewereconcerned。HelookedratherolderthanIhadexpected,hisheadbeingbaldovertheforehead,andhisfacesomewhatmarkedandworn,buthismovementswereasactiveandhisspiritsashighasayoungman’s。HismeetingwithMissHalcombewasdelightfullyheartyandunaffected,andhisreceptionofme,uponmybeingpresentedtohim,wassoeasyandpleasantthatwegotontogetherlikeoldfriends。MissFairliewasnotwithuswhenhearrived,butsheenteredtheroomabouttenminutesafterwards。