Ilikedtofeelherheartyindignationflashoutonmeinthatway。
  Weseesomuchmaliceandsolittleindignationinmyprofession。
  `Inthatcase,’Isaid,`excusemeifItellyou,inourlegalphrase,thatyouaretravellingoutoftherecord。Whatevertheconsequencesmaybe,SirPercivalhasarighttoexpectthatyoursistershouldcarefullyconsiderherengagementfromeveryreasonablepointofviewbeforesheclaimsherreleasefromit。Ifthatunluckyletterhasprejudicedheragainsthim,goatonce,andtellherthathehasclearedhimselfinyoureyesandinmine。Whatobjectioncansheurgeagainsthimafterthat?Whatexcusecanshepossiblyhaveforchanginghermindaboutamanwhomshehadvirtuallyacceptedforherhusbandmorethantwoyearsago?’
  `Intheeyesoflawandreason,MrGilmore,noexcuse,Idaresay。Ifshestillhesitates,andifIstillhesitate,youmustattributeourstrangeconduct,ifyoulike,tocapriceinbothcases,andwemustbeartheimputationaswellaswecan。’
  Withthosewordsshesuddenlyroseandleftme。Whenasensiblewomanhasaseriousquestionputtoher,andevadesitbyaflippantanswer,itisasuresign,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,thatshehassomethingtoconceal。Ireturnedtotheperusalofthenewspaper,stronglysuspectingthatMissHalcombeandMissFairliehadasecretbetweenthemwhichtheywerekeepingfromSirPercival,andkeepingfromme。Ithoughtthishardonbothofus,especiallyonSirPercival。
  Mydoubts——ortospeakmorecorrectly,myconvictions——wereconfirmedbyMissHalcombe’slanguageandmannerwhenIsawheragainlaterintheday。Shewassuspiciouslybriefandreservedintellingmetheresultofherinterviewwithhersister。MissFairlie,itappeared,hadlistenedquietlywhiletheaffairoftheletterwasplacedbeforeherintherightpointofview,butwhenMissHalcombenextproceededtosaythattheobjectofSirPercival’svisitatLimmeridgewastoprevailonhertoletadaybefixedforthemarriage,shecheckedallfurtherreferencetothesubjectbybeggingfortime。IfSirPercivalwouldconsenttospareherforthepresent,shewouldundertaketogivehimhisfinalanswerbeforetheendoftheyear。Shepleadedforthisdelaywithsuchanxietyandagitation,thatMissHalcombehadpromisedtouseherinfluence,ifnecessary,toobtainit,andthere,atMissFairlie’searnestentreaty,allfurtherdiscussionofthemarriagequestionhadended。
  Thepurelytemporaryarrangementthusproposedmighthavebeenconvenientenoughtotheyounglady,butitprovedsomewhatembarrassingtothewriteroftheselines。Thatmorning’sposthadbroughtaletterfrommypartner,whichobligedmetoreturntotownthenextdaybytheafternoontrain。
  ItwasextremelyprobablethatIshouldfindnosecondopportunityofpresentingmyselfatLimmeridgeHouseduringtheremainderoftheyear。Inthatcase,supposingMissFairlieultimatelydecidedonholdingtoherengagement,mynecessarypersonalcommunicationwithher,beforeIdrewhersettlement,wouldbecomesomethinglikeadownrightimpossibility,andweshouldbeobligedtocommittowritingquestionswhichoughtalwaystobediscussedonbothsidesbywordofmouth。IsaidnothingaboutthisdifficultyuntilSirPercivalhadbeenconsultedonthesubjectofthedesireddelay。Hewastoogallantagentlemannottogranttherequestimmediately。WhenMissHalcombeinformedmeofthisItoldherthatImustabsolutelyspeaktohersisterbeforeIleftLimmeridge,anditwas,therefore,arrangedthatIshouldseeMissFairlieinherownsitting-roomthenextmorning。
  Shedidnotcomedowntodinner,orjoinusintheevening。Indispositionwastheexcuse,andIthoughtSirPercivallooked,aswellhemight,alittleannoyedwhenheheardofit。
  Thenextmorning,assoonasbreakfastwasover,IwentuptoMissFairlie’ssitting-room。Thepoorgirllookedsopaleandsad,andcameforwardtowelcomemesoreadilyandprettily,thattheresolutiontolectureheronhercapriceandindecision,whichIhadbeenformingallthewayupstairs,failedmeonthespot。Iledherbacktothechairfromwhichshehadrisen,andplacedmyselfoppositetoher。Hercross-grainedpetgreyhoundwasintheroom,andIfullyexpectedabarkingandsnappingreception。Strangetosay,thewhimsicallittlebrutefalsifiedmyexpectationsbyjumpingintomylapandpokingitssharpmuzzlefamiliarlyintomyhandthemomentIsatdown。
  `Youusedoftentositonmykneewhenyouwereachild,mydear,’I
  said,`andnowyourlittledogseemsdeterminedtosucceedyouinthevacantthrone。Isthatprettydrawingyourdoing?’
  Ipointedtoalittlealbumwhichlayonthetablebyherside,andwhichshehadevidentlybeenlookingoverwhenIcamein。Thepagethatlayopenhadasmallwater-colourlandscapeveryneatlymountedonit。
  Thiswasthedrawingwhichhadsuggestedmyquestion——anidlequestionenough——buthowcouldIbegintotalkofbusinesstoherthemomentI
  openedmylips?
  `No,’shesaid,lookingawayfromthedrawingratherconfusedly,`itisnotmydoing。’
  Herfingershadarestlesshabit,whichIrememberedinherasachild,ofalwaysplayingwiththefirstthingthatcametohandwheneveranyonewastalkingtoher-Onthisoccasiontheywanderedtothealbum,andtoyedabsentlyaboutthemarginofthelittlewater-colourdrawing。Theexpressionofmelancholydeepenedonherface。Shedidnotlookatthedrawing,orlookatme。Hereyesmoveduneasilyfromobjecttoobjectintheroom,betrayingplainlythatshesuspectedwhatmypurposewasincomingtospeaktoher。Seeingthat,Ithoughtitbesttogettothepurposewithaslittledelayaspossible。
  `Oneoftheerrands,mydear,whichbringsmehereistobidyougood-bye,’
  Ibegan。`ImustgetbacktoLondontoday:and,beforeIleave,Iwanttohaveawordwithyouonthesubjectofyourownaffairs。’
  `Iamverysorryyouaregoing,MrGilmore,’shesaid,lookingatmekindly。`Itislikethehappyoldtimestohaveyouhere。’
  `IhopeImaybeabletocomebackandrecallthosepleasantmemoriesoncemore,’Icontinued;`butasthereissomeuncertaintyaboutthefuture,ImusttakemyopportunitywhenIcangetit,andspeaktoyounow。Iamyouroldlawyerandyouroldfriend,andImayremindyou,Iamsure,withoutoffence,ofthepossibilityofyourmarryingSirPercivalGlyde。’
  Shetookherhandoffthelittlealbumassuddenlyasifithadturnedhotandburnther。Herfingerstwinedtogethernervouslyinherlap,hereyeslookeddownagainatthefloor,andanexpressionofconstraintsettledonherfacewhichlookedalmostlikeanexpressionofpain。
  `Isitabsolutelynecessarytospeakofmymarriageengagement?’sheaskedinlowtones。
  `Itisnecessarytorefertoit,’Ianswered,`butnottodwellonit。
  Letusmerelysaythatyoumaymarry,orthatyoumaynotmarry。Inthefirstcase,Imustbeprepared,beforehand,todrawyoursettlement,andIoughtnottodothatwithout,asamatterofpoliteness,firstconsultingyou。Thismaybemyonlychanceofhearingwhatyourwishesare。Letus,therefore,supposethecaseofyourmarrying,andletmeinformyou,inasfewwordsaspossible,whatyourpositionisnow,andwhatyoumaymakeit,ifyouplease,inthefuture。’
  Iexplainedtohertheobjectofamarriage-settlement,andthentoldherexactlywhatherprospectswere——inthefirstplace,onhercomingofage,andinthesecondplace,onthedeceaseofheruncle——markingthedistinctionbetweenthepropertyinwhichshehadalife-interestonly,andthepropertywhichwasleftatherowncontrol。Shelistenedattentively,withtheconstrainedexpressionstillonherface,andherhandsstillnervouslyclaspedtogetherinherlap。
  `Andnow,’Isaidinconclusion,`tellmeifyoucanthinkofanyconditionwhich,inthecasewehavesupposed,youwouldwishmetomakeforyou——subject,ofcourse,toyourguardian’sapproval,asyouarenotyetofage。’
  Shemoveduneasilyinherchair,thenlookedinmyfaceonasuddenveryearnestly。
  `Ifitdoeshappen,’shebeganfaintly,`ifIam——’
  `Ifyouaremarried,’Iadded,helpingherout。
  `Don’tlethimpartmefromMarian,’shecried,withasuddenoutbreakofenergy。`Oh,MrGilmore,praymakeitlawthatMarianistolivewithme!’
  UnderothercircumstancesImight,perhaps,havebeenamusedatthisessentiallyfeminineinterpretationofmyquestion,andofthelongexplanationwhichhadprecededit。Butherlooksandtones,whenshespoke,wereofakindtomakememorethanserious——theydistressedme。Herwords,fewastheywere,betrayedadesperateclingingtothepastwhichbodedillforthefuture。
  `YourhavingMarianHalcombetolivewithyoucaneasilybesettledbyprivatearrangement,’Isaid。`Youhardlyunderstoodmyquestion,I
  think。Itreferredtoyourownproperty——tothedisposalofyourmoney。
  Supposingyouweretomakeawillwhenyoucomeofage,whowouldyoulikethemoneytogoto?’
  `Marianhasbeenmotherandsisterbothtome,’saidthegood,affectionategirl,herprettyblueeyesglisteningwhileshespoke。`MayIleaveittoMarian,MrGilmore?’
  `Certainly,mylove,’Ianswered。`Butrememberwhatalargesumitis-WouldyoulikeitalltogotoMissHalcombe?’
  Shehesitated;hercolourcameandwent,andherhandstolebackagaintothelittlealbum。
  `Notallofit,’shesaid。`ThereissomeoneelsebesidesMarian——’
  Shestopped;hercolourheightened,andthefingersofthehandthatresteduponthealbumbeatgentlyonthemarginofthedrawing,asifhermemoryhadsetthemgoingmechanicallywiththeremembranceofafavouritetune。
  `YoumeansomeothermemberofthefamilybesidesMissHalcombe?’I
  suggested,seeingheratalosstoproceed,Theheighteningcolourspreadtoherforeheadandherneck,andthenervousfingerssuddenlyclaspedthemselvesfastroundtheedgeofthebook。
  `Thereissomeoneelse,’shesaid,notnoticingmylastwords,thoughshehadevidentlyheardthem;`thereissomeoneelsewhomightlikealittlekeepsakeif——ifImightleaveit。TherewouldbenoharmifI