shoulddiefirst——’
  Shepausedagain。Thecolourthathadspreadoverhercheekssuddenly,assuddenlyleftthem。Thehandonthealbumresigneditshold,trembledalittle,andmovedthebookawayfromher。Shelookedatmeforaninstant——thenturnedherheadasideinthechair。Herhandkerchieffelltothefloorasshechangedherposition,andshehurriedlyhidherfacefrommeinherhands。
  Sad!Torememberher,asIdid,theliveliest,happiestchildthateverlaughedthedaythrough,andtoseehernow,intheflowerofherageandherbeauty,sobrokenandsobroughtdownasthis!
  InthedistressthatshecausedmeIforgottheyearsthathadpassed,andthechangetheyhadmadeinourpositiontowardsoneanother。Imovedmychairclosetoher,andpickedupherhandkerchieffromthecarpet,anddrewherhandsfromherfacegently。`Don’tcry,mylove,’Isaid,anddriedthetearsthatweregatheringinhereyeswithmyownhand,asifshehadbeenthelittleLauraFairlieoftenlongyearsago。
  ItwasthebestwayIcouldhavetakentocomposeher。Shelaidherheadonmyshoulder,andsmiledfaintlythroughhertears。
  `Iamverysorryforforgettingmyself,’shesaidartlessly。`Ihavenotbeenwell——Ihavefeltsadlyweakandnervouslately,andIoftencrywithoutreasonwhenIamalone。Iambetternow——IcanansweryouasIought,MrGilmore,Icanindeed。’
  `No,no,mydear,’Ireplied,`wewillconsiderthesubjectasdonewithforthepresent。Youhavesaidenoughtosanctionmytakingthebestpossiblecareofyourinterests,andwecansettledetailsatanotheropportunity。
  Letushavedonewithbusinessnow,andtalkofsomethingelse。’
  Iledheratonceintospeakingonothertopics。Intenminutes’timeshewasinbetterspirits,andIrosetotakemyleave。
  `Comehereagain,’shesaidearnestly。`Iwilltrytobeworthierofyourkindfeelingformeandformyinterestsifyouwillonlycomeagain。’
  Stillclingingtothepast——thatpastwhichIrepresentedtoher,inmyway,asMissHalcombedidinhers!Ittroubledmesorelytoseeherlookingback,atthebeginningofhercareer,justasIlookbackattheendofmine。
  `IfIdocomeagain,IhopeIshallfindyoubetter,’Isaid;`betterandhappier。Godblessyou,mydear!’
  Sheonlyansweredbyputtinguphercheektometobekissed。Evenlawyershavehearts,andmineachedalittleasItookleaveofher。
  Thewholeinterviewbetweenushadhardlylastedmorethanhalfanhour——shehadnotbreathedaword,inmypresence,toexplainthemysteryofherevidentdistressanddismayattheprospectofhermarriage,andyetshehadcontrivedtowinmeovertohersideofthequestion,Ineitherknewhownorwhy。Ihadenteredtheroom,feelingthatSirPercivalGlydehadfairreasontocomplainofthemannerinwhichshewastreatinghim。
  Ileftit,secretlyhopingthatmattersmightendinhertakinghimathiswordandclaimingherrelease。Amanofmyageandexperienceoughttohaveknownbetterthantovacillateinthisunreasonablemanner。Icanmakenoexcuseformyself;Icanonlytellthetruth,andsay——soitwas。
  Thehourformydeparturewasnowdrawingnear。IsenttoMrFairlietosaythatIwouldwaitonhimtotakeleaveifheliked,butthathemustexcusemybeingratherinahurry。Hesentamessageback,writteninpencilonaslipofpaper:`Kindloveandbestwishes,dearGilmore。
  Hurryofanykindisinexpressiblyinjurioustome。Praytakecareofyourself。
  Goodbye。’
  rustbeforeIleftIsawMissHalcombeforamomentalone。
  `HaveyousaidallyouwantedtoLaura?’sheasked。
  `Yes,’Ireplied。`Sheisveryweakandnervous——Iamgladshehasyoutotakecareofher。’
  MissHalcombe’ssharpeyesstudiedmyfaceattentively。
  `YouarealteringyouropinionaboutLaura,’shesaid。`Youarereadiertomakeallowancesforherthanyouwereyesterday。’
  Nosensiblemaneverengages,unprepared,inafencingmatchofwordswithawoman。Ionlyanswered——
  `Letmeknowwhathappens。IwilldonothingtillIhearfromyou。’
  Shestilllookedhardinmyface。`Iwishitwasallover,andwellover,MrGilmore——andsodoyou。’Withthosewordssheleftme。
  SirPercivalmostpolitelyinsistedonseeingmetothecarriagedoor。
  `Ifyouareeverinmyneighbourhood,’hesaid,`praydon’tforgetthatIamsincerelyanxioustoimproveouracquaintance。Thetriedandtrustedoldfriendofthisfamilywillbealwaysawelcomevisitorinanyhouseofmine。’
  Areallyirresistibleman——courteous,considerate,delightfullyfreefrompride——agentleman,everyinchofhim。AsIdroveawaytothestationIfeltasifIcouldcheerfullydoanythingtopromotetheinterestsofSirPercivalGlyde——anythingintheworld,exceptdrawingthemarriagesettlementofhiswife。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter9[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter9IIIAweekpassed,aftermyreturntoLondon,withoutthereceiptofanycommunicationfromMissHalcombe。
  Ontheeighthdayaletterinherhandwritingwasplacedamongtheotherlettersonmytable。
  ItannouncedthatSirPercivalGlydehadbeendefinitelyaccepted,andthatthemarriagewastotakeplace,ashehadoriginallydesired,beforetheendoftheyear。InallprobabilitytheceremonywouldbeperformedduringthelastfortnightinDecember。MissFairlie’stwenty-firstbirthdaywaslateinMarch。Shewould,therefore,bythisarrangementbecomeSirPercival’swifeaboutthreemonthsbeforeshewasofage。
  Ioughtnottohavebeensurprised,Ioughtnottohavebeensorry,butIwassurprisedandsorry,nevertheless。Somelittledisappointment,causedbytheunsatisfactoryshortnessofMissHalcombe’sletter,mingleditselfwiththesefeelings,andcontributeditssharetowardsupsettingmyserenityfortheday。Insixlinesmycorrespondentannouncedtheproposedmarriage——inthreemore,shetoldmethatSirPercivalhadleftCumberlandtoreturntohishouseinHampshire,andintwoconcludingsentencessheinformedme,first,thatLaurawassadlyinwantofchangeandcheerfulsociety;secondly,thatshehadresolvedtotrytheeffectofsomesuchchangeforthwith,bytakinghersisterawaywithheronavisittocertainoldfriendsinYorkshire。Theretheletterended,withoutawordtoexplainwhatthecircumstanceswerewhichhaddecidedMissFairlietoacceptSirPercivalGlydeinoneshortweekfromthetimewhenIhadlastseenher。
  Atalaterperiodthecauseofthissuddendeterminationwasfullyexplainedtome。Itisnotmybusinesstorelateitimperfectly,onhearsayevidence。
  ThecircumstancescamewithinthepersonalexperienceofMissHalcombe,andwhenhernarrativesucceedsmine,shewilldescribethemineveryparticularexactlyastheyhappened。Inthemeantime,theplaindutyformetoperform——beforeI,inmyturn,laydownmypenandwithdrawfromthestory——
  istorelatetheoneremainingeventconnectedwithMissFairlie’sproposedmarriageinwhichIwasconcerned,namely,thedrawingofthesettlement。
  Itisimpossibletoreferintelligiblytothisdocumentwithoutfirstenteringintocertainparticularsinrelationtothebride’specuniaryaffairs。Iwilltrytomakemyexplanationbrieflyandplainly,andtokeepitfreefromprofessionalobscuritiesandtechnicalities。Thematterisoftheutmostimportance。IwarnallreadersoftheselinesthatMissFairlie’sinheritanceisaveryseriouspartofMissFairlie’sstory,andthatMrGilmore’sexperience,inthisparticular,mustbetheirexperiencealso,iftheywishtounderstandthenarrativeswhichareyettocome。
  MissFairlie’sexpectations,then,wereofatwofoldkind,comprisingherpossibleinheritanceofrealproperty,orland,whenheruncledied,andherabsoluteinheritanceofpersonalproperty,ormoney,whenshecameofage。
  Letustakethelandfirst。
  InthetimeofMissFairlie’spaternalgrandfatherwhomwewillcallMrFairlie,theeldertheentailedsuccessiontotheLimmeridgeestatestoodthus