wish,withallmyheart,theresponsibilitywasoffmyshoulders;butheisobstinate——orletmerathersay,resolute——andhewon’ttakeitoff。``Merriman,Ileavedetailstoyou。Dowhatyouthinkrightformyinterests,andconsidermeashavingpersonallywithdrawnfromthebusinessuntilitisallover。’’ThosewereSirPercival’swordsafortnightago,andallIcangethimtodonowistorepeatthem。Iamnotahardman,MrGilmore,asyouknow。Personallyandprivately,Idoassureyou,Ishouldliketospongeoutthatnoteofmineatthisverymoment。ButifSirPercivalwon’tgointothematter,ifSirPercivalwillblindlyLeaveallhisinterestsinmysolecare,whatcoursecanIpossiblytakeexceptthecourseofassertingthem?Myhandsarebound——don’tyousee,mydearsir?——myhandsarebound。’
`Youmaintainyournoteontheclause,then,totheletter?’Isaid。
`Yes——deucetakeit!Ihavenootheralternative。’Hewalkedtothefireplaceandwarmedhimself,hummingthefagendofatuneinarichconvivialbassvoice。`Whatdoesyoursidesay?’hewenton;`nowpraytellme——
whatdoesyoursidesay?’
Iwasashamedtotellhim。Iattemptedtogaintime——nay,Ididworse。
Mylegalinstinctsgotthebetterofme,andIeventriedtobargain。
`Twentythousandpoundsisratheralargesumtobegivenupbythelady’sfriendsattwodays’notice,’Isaid。
`Verytrue,’repliedMrMerriman,lookingdownthoughtfullyathisboots。
`Properlyput,sir——mostproperlyput!’
`Acompromise,recognisingtheinterestsofthelady’sfamilyaswellastheinterestsofthehusband,mightnotperhapshavefrightenedmyclientquitesomuch,’Iwenton。`Come,come!thiscontingencyresolvesitselfintoamatterofbargainingafterall。Whatistheleastyouwilltake?’
`Theleastwewilltake,’saidMrMerriman,`isnineteen-thousand——
nine——hundred——and——ninety——nine——pounds——nineteen-shillings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings。
Ha!haIha!Excuseme,MrGilmore。Imusthavemylittlejoke。’
`Littleenough,’Iremarked。`Thejokeisjustworththeoddfarthingitwasmadefor。’
MrMerrimanwasdelighted。Helaughedovermyretorttilltheroomrangagain。Iwasnothalfsogood-humouredonmyside;Icamebacktobusiness,andclosedtheinterview。
`ThisisFriday,’Isaid。`GiveustillTuesdaynextforourfinalanswer。’
`Byallmeans,’repliedMrMerriman。`Longer,mydearsir,ifyoulike。’
Hetookuphishattogo,andthenaddressedmeagain。`Bytheway,’hesaid,`yourclientsinCumberlandhavenotheardanythingmoreofthewomanwhowrotetheanonymousletter,havethey?’
`Nothingmore,’Ianswered。`Haveyoufoundnotraceofher?’
`Notyet,’saidmylegalfriend。`Butwedon’tdespair。SirPercivalhashissuspicionsthatSomebodyiskeepingherinhiding,andwearehavingthatSomebodywatched。’
`YoumeantheoldwomanwhowaswithherinCumberland,’Isaid。
`Quiteanotherparty,sir,’answeredMrMerriman。`Wedon’thappentohavelaidhandsontheoldwomanyet。OurSomebodyisaman。WehavegothimcloseunderoureyehereinLondon,andwestronglysuspecthehadsomethingtodowithhelpingherinthefirstinstancetoescapefromtheAsylum。SirPercivalwantedtoquestionhimatonce,butIsaid,``No。
Questioninghimwillonlyputhimonhisguard——watchhim,andwait。’’
Weshallseewhathappens。Adangerouswomantobeatlarge,MrGilmore;
nobodyknowswhatshemaydonext。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir。OnTuesdaynextIshallhopeforthepleasureofhearingfromyou。’Hesmiledamiablyandwentout。
Mymindhadbeenratherabsentduringthelatterpartoftheconversationwithmylegalfriend。IwassoanxiousaboutthematterofthesettlementthatIhadlittleattentiontogivetoanyothersubject,andthemomentIwasleftaloneagainIbegantothinkoverwhatmynextproceedingoughttobe。
InthecaseofanyotherclientIshouldhaveactedonmyinstructions,howeverpersonallydistastefultome,andhavegivenupthepointaboutthetwentythousandpoundsonthespot。ButIcouldnotactwiththisbusiness-likeindifferencetowardsMissFairlie。Ihadanhonestfeelingofaffectionandadmirationforher——Irememberedgratefullythatherfatherhadbeenthekindestpatronandfriendtomethatevermanhad——IhadfelttowardsherwhileIwasdrawingthesettlementasImighthavefelt,ifIhadnotbeenanoldbachelor,towardsadaughterofmyown,andIwasdeterminedtosparenopersonalsacrificeinherserviceandwhereherinterestswereconcerned。WritingasecondtimetoMrFairliewasnottobethoughtof——itwouldonlybegivinghimasecondopportunityofslippingthroughmyfingers。Seeinghimandpersonallyremonstratingwithhimmightpossiblybeofmoreuse。ThenextdaywasSaturday。IdeterminedtotakeareturnticketandjoltmyoldbonesdowntoCumberland,onthechanceofpersuadinghimtoadoptthejust,theindependent,andthehonourablecourse。Itwasapoorchanceenough,nodoubt,butwhenIhadtrieditmyconsciencewouldbeatease。Ishouldthenhavedoneallthatamaninmypositioncoulddotoservetheinterestsofmyoldfriend’sonlychild。
TheweatheronSaturdaywasbeautiful,awestwindandabrightsun。
Havingfeltlatterlyareturnofthatfulnessandoppressionofthehead,againstwhichmydoctorwarnedmesoseriouslymorethantwoyearssince,IresolvedtotaketheopportunityofgettingalittleextraexercisebysendingmybagonbeforemeandwalkingtotheterminusinEustonSquare。
AsIcameoutintoHolbornagentlemanwalkingbyrapidlystoppedandspoketome。ItwasMrWalterHartright。
IfhehadnotbeenthefirsttogreetmeIshouldcertainlyhavepassedhim。HewassochangedthatIhardlyknewhimagain。Hisfacelookedpaleandhaggard——hismannerwashurriedanduncertain——andhisdress,whichIrememberedasneatandgentleman-likewhenIsawhimatLimmeridge,wassoslovenlynowthatIshouldreallyhavebeenashamedoftheappearanceofitononeofmyownclerks。
`HaveyoubeenlongbackfromCumberland?’heasked。`IheardfromMissHalcombelately。IamawarethatSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanationhasbeenconsideredsatisfactory。Willthemarriagetakeplacesoon?Doyouhappentoknow,MrGilmore?’
Hespokesofast,andcrowdedhisquestionstogethersostrangelyandconfusedly,thatIcouldhardlyfollowhim。HoweveraccidentallyintimatehemighthavebeenwiththefamilyatLimmeridge,Icouldnotseethathehadanyrighttoexpectinformationontheirprivateaffairs,andI
determinedtodroPhim,aseasilyasmightbe,onthesubjectofMissFairlie’smarriage。
`Timewillshow,MrHartright,’Isaid——`timewillshow。Idaresayifwelookoutforthemarriageinthepapersweshallnotbefarwrong。
Excusemynoticingit,butIamsorrytoseeyounotlookingsowellasyouwerewhenwelastmet。’
Amomentarynervouscontractionquiveredabouthislipsandeyes,andmademehalfreproachmyselfforhavingansweredhiminsuchasignificantlyguardedmanner。
`Ihadnorighttoaskabouthermarriage,’hesaidbitterly。`Imustwaittoseeitinthenewspaperslikeotherpeople。Yes,’——hewentonbeforeIcouldmakeanyapologies——`Ihavenotbeenwelllately。Iamgoingtoanothercountrytotryachangeofsceneandoccupation。MissHalcombehaskindlyassistedmewithherinfluence,andmytestimonialshavebeenfoundsatisfactory。Itisalongdistanceoff,butIdon’tcarewhereIgo,whattheclimateis,orhowlongIamaway。’Helookedabouthimwhilehesaidthisatthethrongofstrangerspassingusbyoneitherside,inastrange,suspiciousmanner,asifhethoughtthatsomeofthemmightbewatchingus。
`Iwishyouwellthroughit,andsafebackagain,’Isaid,andthenadded,soasnottokeephimaltogetheratarm’slengthonthesubjectoftheFairlies,`IamgoingdowntoLimmeridgetodayonbusiness-MissHalcombeandMissFairlieareawayjustnowonavisittosomefriendsinYorkshire。’
Hiseyesbrightened,andheseemedabouttosaysomethinginanswer,butthesamemomentarynervousspasmcrossedhisfaceagain。Hetookmyhand,pressedithard,anddisappearedamongthecrowdwithoutsayinganotherword。Thoughhewaslittlemorethanastrangertome,Iwaitedforamoment,lookingafterhimalmostwithafeelingofregret。Ihadgainedinmyprofessionsufficientexperienceofyoungmentoknowwhattheoutwardsignsandtokenswereoftheirbeginningtogowrong,andwhenIresumedmywalktotherailwayIamsorrytosayIfeltmorethandoubtfulaboutMrHartright’sfuture。IVLeavingbyanearlytrain,IgottoLimmeridgeintimefordinner。Thehousewasoppressivelyemptyanddull。IhadexpectedthatgoodMrsVeseywouldhavebeencompanyformeintheabsenceoftheyoungladies,butshewasconfinedtoherroombyacold。Theservantsweresosurprisedatseeingmethattheyhurriedandbustledabsurdly,andmadeallsortsofannoyingmistakes。Eventhebutler,whowasoldenoughtohaveknownbetter,broughtmeabottleofportthatwaschilled。ThereportsofMrFairlie’shealthwerejustasusual,andwhenIsentupamessagetoannouncemyarrival,Iwastoldthathewouldbedelightedtoseemethenextmorning,butthatthesuddennewsofmyappearancehadprostratedhimwithpalpitationsfortherestoftheevening。Thewindhowleddismallyallnight,andstrangecrackingandgroaningnoisessoundedhere,there,andeverywhereintheemptyhouse。Isleptaswretchedlyaspossible,andgotupinamightybadhumourtobreakfastbymyselfthenextmorning。
Atteno’clockIwasconductedtoMrFairlie’sapartments。Hewasinhisusualroom,hisusualchair,andhisusualaggravatingstateofmindandbody。WhenIwentin,hisvaletwasstandingbeforehim,holdingupforinspectionaheavyvolumeofetchings,aslongandasbroadasmyofficewriting-desk。Themiserableforeignergrinnedinthemostabjectmanner,andlookedreadytodropwithfatigue,whilehismastercomposedlyturnedovertheetchings,andbroughttheirhiddenbeautiestolightwiththehelpofamagnifyingglass。
`Youverybestofgoodoldfriends,’saidMrFairlie,leaningbacklazilybeforehecouldlookatme,`areyouquitewell?Howniceofyoutocomehereandseemeinmysolitude。DearGilmore!’