`Aboutbusinessthatverymuchconcernsyou。’
Ilingeredlongenoughinpassingthroughthehall-doortohearthisquestionandanswer,andtoseeSirPercivalthrusthishandsintohispocketsinsullenhesitation。
`Ifyouwanttobadgermewithanymoreofyourinfernalscruples,’
hesaid,`Iforonewon’thearthem。Iwantmylunch。’
`Comeouthereandspeaktome,’repeatedtheCount,stillperfectlyuninfluencedbytherudestspeechthathisfriendcouldmaketohim。
SirPercivaldescendedthesteps。TheCounttookhimbythearm,andwalkedhimawaygently。The`business,’Iwassure,referredtothequestionofthesignature。TheywerespeakingofLauraandofmebeyondadoubt。
Ifeltheart-sickandfaintwithanxiety。Itmightbeofthelastimportancetobothofustoknowwhattheyweresayingtoeachotheratthatmoment,andnotonewordofitcouldbyanypossibilityreachmyears。
Iwalkedaboutthehouse,fromroomtoroom,withthelawyer’sletterinmybosomIwasafraidbythistimeeventotrustitunderlockandkey,tilltheoppressionofmysuspensehalfmaddenedme。TherewerenosignsofLaura’sreturn,andIthoughtofgoingouttolookforher。Butmystrengthwassoexhaustedbythetrialsandanxietiesofthemorningthattheheatofthedayquiteoverpoweredme,andafteranattempttogettothedoorIwasobligedtoreturntothedrawing-roomandliedownonthenearestsofatorecover。
IwasjustcomposingmyselfwhenthedooropenedsoftlyandtheCountlookedin。
`Athousandpardons,MissHalcombe,’hesaid:`IonlyventuretodisturbyoubecauseIamthebearerofgoodnews。Percival——whoiscapriciousineverything,asyouknow——hasseenfittoalterhismindatthelastmoment,andthebusinessofthesignatureisputoffforthepresent。A
greatrelieftoallofus,MissHalcombe,asIseewithpleasureinyourface。Praypresentmybestrespectsandfelicitations,whenyoumentionthispleasantchangeofcircumstancestoLadyGlyde。’
HeleftmebeforeIhadrecoveredmyastonishment。Therecouldbenodoubtthatthisextraordinaryalterationofpurposeinthematterofthesignaturewasduetohisinfluence,andthathisdiscoveryofmyapplicationtoLondonyesterday,andofmyhavingreceivedananswertoittoday,hadofferedhimthemeansofinterferingwithcertainsuccess。
Ifelttheseimpressions,butmymindseemedtosharetheexhaustionofmybody,andIwasinnoconditiontodwellonthemwithanyusefulreferencetothedoubtfulpresentorthethreateningfuture。ItriedasecondtimetorunoutandfindLaura,butmyheadwasgiddyandmykneestrembledunderme。Therewasnochoicebuttogiveitupagainandreturntothesofa,sorelyagainstmywill。
Thequietinthehouse,andthelowmurmuringhumofsummerinsectsoutsidetheopenwindow,soothedme。Myeyesclosedofthemselves,andIpassedgraduallyintoastrangecondition,whichwasnotwaking——forIknewnothingofwhatwasgoingonaboutme,andnotsleeping——forI
wasconsciousofmyownrepose。Inthisstatemyfeveredmindbrokeloosefromme,whilemywearybodywasatrest,andinatrance,orday-dreamofmyfancy——Iknownotwhattocallit——IsawWalterHartright。I
hadnotthoughtofhimsinceIrosethatmorning——Laurahadnotsaidonewordtomeeitherdirectlyorindirectlyreferringtohim——andyetIsawhimnowasplainlyasifthepasttimehadreturned,andwewerebothtogetheragainatLimmeridgeHouse。
Heappearedtomeasoneamongmanyothermen,noneofwhosefacesI
couldplainlydiscern。Theywerealllyingonthestepsofanimmenseruinedtemple。Colossaltropicaltrees——withrankcreeperstwiningendlesslyabouttheirtrunks,andhideousstoneidolsglimmeringandgrinningatintervalsbehindleavesandstalksandbranches——surroundedthetempleandshutoutthesky,andthrewadismalshadowovertheforlornbandofmenonthesteps。Whiteexhalationstwistedandcurledupstealthilyfromtheground,approachedthemeninwreathslikesmoke,touchedthem,andstretchedthemoutdead,onebyone,intheplaceswheretheylay。AnagonyofpityandfearforWalterloosenedmytongue,andIimploredhimtoescape。
`Comeback,comeback!’Isaid。`Rememberyourpromisetoherandtome。
Comebacktousbeforethepestilencereachesyouandlaysyoudeadliketherest!’
Helookedatmewithanunearthlyquietinhisface。`Wait,’hesaid,`Ishallcomeback。ThenightwhenImetthelostWomanonthehighwaywasthenightwhichsetmylifeaparttobetheinstrumentofaDesignthatisyetunseen。Here,lostinthewilderness,orthere,welcomedbackinthelandofmybirth,Iamstillwalkingonthedarkroadwhichleadsme,andyou,andthesisterofyourloveandmine,totheunknownRetributionandtheinevitableEnd。Waitandlook。Thepestilencewhichtouchestherestwillpassme。’
Isawhimagain。Hewasstillintheforest,andthenumbersofhislostcompanionshaddwindledtoveryfew。Thetemplewasgone,andtheidolsweregone——andintheirplacethefiguresofdark,dwarfishmenlurkedmurderouslyamongthetrees,withbowsintheirhands,andarrowsfittedtothestring。OncemoreIfearedforWalter,andcriedouttowarnhim。Oncemoreheturnedtome,withtheimmovablequietinhisface。
`Anotherstep,’hesaid,`onthedarkroad。Waitandlook。Thearrowsthatstriketherestwillspareme。’
Isawhimforthethirdtimeinawreckedship,strandedonawild,sandyshore。Theoverloadedboatsweremakingawayfromhimfortheland,andhealonewaslefttosinkwiththeship。Icriedtohimtohailthehindmostboat,andtomakealasteffortforhislife。Thequietfacelookedatmeinreturn,andtheunmovedvoicegavemebackthechangelessreply`Anothersteponthejourney。Waitandlook。TheSeawhichdrownstherestwillspareme。’
Isawhimforthelasttime。Hewaskneelingbyatombofwhitemarble,andtheshadowofaveiledwomanroseoutofthegravebeneathandwaitedbyhisside。Theunearthlyquietofhisfacehadchangedtoanunearthlysorrow。Buttheterriblecertaintyofhiswordsremainedthesame。`Darkeranddarker,’hesaid;`fartherandfartheryet。Deathtakesthegood,thebeautiful,andtheyoung——andsparesme。Thepestilencethatwastes,theArrowthatstrikes,theSeathatdrowns,theGravethatclosesoverLoveandHope,arestepsofmyjourney,andtakemenearerandnearertotheEnd。’
Myheartsankunderadreadbeyondwords,underagriefbeyondtears。
Thedarknessclosedroundthepilgrimatthemarbletomb——closedroundtheveiledwomanfromthegrave——closedroundthedreamerwholookedonthem。Isawandheardnomore。
Iwasarousedbyahandlaidonmyshoulder。ItwasLaura’s。
Shehaddroppedonherkneesbythesideofthesofa。Herfacewasflushedandagitated,andhereyesmetmineinawildbewilderedmanner。IstartedtheinstantIsawher。
`Whathashappened?’Iasked。`Whathasfrightenedyou?’
Shelookedroundatthehalf-opendoor,putherlipsclosetomyear,andansweredinawhisper——
`Marian!——thefigureatthelake——thefootstepslastnight——I’vejustseenher!I’vejustspokentoher!’
`Who,forHeaven’ssake?’
`AnneCatherick。’
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18IwassostartledbythedisturbanceinLaura’sfaceandmanner,andsodismayedbythefirstwakingimpressionsofmydream,thatIwasnotfittobeartherevelationwhichburstuponmewhenthatnamepassedherlips。
Icouldonlystandrootedtothefloor,lookingatherinbreathlesssilence。
Shewastoomuchabsorbedbywhathadhappenedtonoticetheeffectwhichherreplyhadproducedonme。`IhaveseenAnneCatherick!IhavespokentoAnneCatherick!’sherepeatedasifIhadnotheardher。`Oh,Marian,Ihavesuchthingstotellyou!Comeaway——wemaybeinterruptedhere——comeatonceintomyroom。’
Withthoseeagerwordsshecaughtmebythehand,andledmethroughthelibrary,totheendroomonthegroundfloor,whichhadbeenfittedupforherownespecialuse。Nothirdperson,excepthermaid,couldhaveanyexcuseforsurprisingushere。Shepushedmeinbeforeher,lockedthedoor,anddrewthechintzcurtainsthathungovertheinside。
Thestrange,stunnedfeelingwhichhadtakenpossessionofmestillremained。Butagrowingconvictionthatthecomplicationswhichhadlongthreatenedtogatherabouther,andtogatheraboutme,hadsuddenlyclosedfastroundusboth,wasnowbeginningtopenetratemymind。Icouldnotexpressitinwords——Icouldhardlyevenrealiseitdimlyinmyownthoughts。
`AnneCatherick!’Iwhisperedtomyself,withuseless,helplessreiteration——`AnneCatherick!’
Lauradrewmetothenearestseat,anottomaninthemiddleoftheroom。
`Look!’shesaid,`lookhere!’——andpointedtothebosomofherdress。
Isaw,forthefirsttime。thatthelostbroochwaspinnedinitsplaceagain。Therewassomethingrealinthesightofit,somethingrealinthetouchingofitafterwards,whichseemedtosteadythewhirlandconfusioninmythoughts,andtohelpmetocomposemyself。
`Wheredidyoufindyourbrooch?’ThefirstwordsIcouldsaytoherwerethewordswhichputthattrivialquestionatthatimportantmoment。
`Shefoundit,Marian。’
`Where?’
`Ontheflooroftheboat-house。Oh,howshallIbegin——howshallItellyouaboutit!Shetalkedtomesostrangely——shelookedsofearfullyill——sheleftmesosuddenly——!’