``Whatisityouhavetotellme?’’Iasked。``TheSecretthatyourcruelhusbandisafraidof,’’sheanswered。``IoncethreatenedhimwiththeSecret,andfrightenedhim。YoushallthreatenhimwiththeSecret,andfrightenhimtoo。’’Herfacedarkened,andahard,angrystarefixeditselfinhereyes。Shebeganwavingherhandatmeinavacant,unmeaningmanner。
``MymotherknowstheSecret,’’shesaid。``MymotherhaswastedundertheSecrethalfherlifetime。Oneday,whenIwasgrownup,shesaidsomethingtome。Andthenextdayyourhusband——’’’
`Yes!yes!Goon。Whatdidshetellyouaboutyourhusband?’
`Shestoppedagain,Marian,atthatpoint——’
`Andsaidnomore?’
`Andlistenedeagerly。``Hush!’’shewhispered,stillwavingherhandatme。`Hush!’’Shemovedasideoutofthedoorway,movedslowlyandstealthily,stepbystep,tillIlostherpasttheedgeoftheboat-house。’
`Surelyyoufollowedher?’
`Yes,myanxietymademeboldenoughtoriseandfollowher。rustasIreachedtheentrance,sheappearedagainsuddenly,roundthesideoftheboat-house。``TheSecret,’’Iwhisperedtoher——``waitandtellmetheSecret!’’Shecaughtholdofmyarm,andlookedatmewithwildfrightenedeyes。``Notnow,’’shesaid,``wearenotalone——wearewatched。Comeheretomorrowatthistime——byyourself——mind——byyourself。’’ShePushedmeroughlyintotheboat-houseagain,andIsawhernomore。’
`Oh,Laura,Laura,anotherchancelost!IfIhadonlybeennearyousheshouldnothaveescapedus。Onwhichsidedidyoulosesightofher?’
`Ontheleftside,wherethegroundsinksandthewoodisthickest。’
`Didyourunoutagain?didyoucallafterher?’
`HowcouldI?Iwastooterrifiedtomoveorspeak。’
`Butwhenyoudidmove——whenyoucameout——?’
`Iranbackhere,totellyouwhathadhappened。’
`Didyouseeanyone,orhearanyone,intheplantation?’
`No,itseemedtobeallstillandquietwhenIpassedthroughit。’
Iwaitedforamomenttoconsider。Wasthisperson,supposedtohavebeensecretlypresentattheinterview,areality,orthecreatureofAnneCatherick’sexcitedfancy?Itwasimpossibletodetermine。Theonethingcertainwas,thatwehadfailedagainontheverybrinkofdiscovery——
failedutterlyandirretrievably,unlessAnneCatherickkeptherappointmentattheboat-houseforthenextday。
`Areyouquitesureyouhavetoldmeeverythingthatpassed?Everywordthatwassaid?’Iinquired。
`Ithinkso,’sheanswered。`Mypowersofmemory,Marian,arenotlikeyours。ButIwassostronglyimpressed,sodeeplyinterested,thatnothingofanyimportancecanpossiblyhaveescapedme。’
`MydearLaura,themeresttriflesareofimportancewhereAnneCatherickisconcerned。Thinkagain。Didnochancereferenceescapeherastotheplaceinwhichsheislivingatthepresenttime?’
`NonethatIcanremember。’
`Didshenotmentionacompanionandfriend——awomannamedMrsClements?’
`Ohyes!yes!Iforgotthat。ShetoldmeMrsClementswantedsadlytogowithhertothelakeandtakecareofher,andbeggedandprayedthatshewouldnotventureintothisneighbourhoodalone。’
`WasthatallshesaidaboutMrsClements?’
`Yes,thatwasall。’
`ShetoldyounothingabouttheplaceinwhichshetookrefugeafterleavingTodd’sCorner?’
`Nothing——Iamquitesure。’
`Norwhereshehaslivedsince?Norwhatherillnesshadbeen?’
`No,Marian,notaword。Tellme,praytellme,whatyouthinkaboutit。Idon’tknowwhattothink,orwhattodonext。’
`Youmustdothis,mylove:Youmustcarefullykeeptheappointmentattheboat-housetomorrow。Itisimpossibletosaywhatinterestsmaynotdependonyourseeingthatwomanagain。Youshallnotbelefttoyourselfasecondtime。Iwillfollowyouatasafedistance。Nobodyshallseeme,butIwillkeepwithinhearingofyourvoice,ifanythinghappens。AnneCatherickhasescapedWalterHartright,andhasescapedyou。Whateverhappens,sheshallnotescapeme。’
Laura’seyesreadmineattentively。
`Youbelieve,’shesaid,`inthissecretthatmyhusbandisafraidof?
Suppose,Marian,itshouldonlyexistafterallinAnneCatherick’sfancy?
Supposesheonlywantedtoseemeandtospeaktome,forthesakeofoldremembrances?Hermannerwassostrange——Ialmostdoubtedher。Wouldyoutrustherinotherthings?’
`Itrustnothing,Laura,butmyownobservationofyourhusband’sconduct。
IjudgeAnneCatherick’swordsbyhisactions,andIbelievethereisasecret。’
Isaidnomore,andgotuptoleavetheroom。ThoughtsweretroublingmewhichImighthavetoldherifwehadspokentogetherlonger,andwhichitmighthavebeendangerousforhertoknow。Theinfluenceoftheterribledreamfromwhichshehadawakenedmehungdarklyandheavilyovereveryfreshimpressionwhichtheprogressofhernarrativeproducedonmymind。
Ifelttheominousfuturecomingclose,chillingmewithanunutterableawe,forcingonmetheconvictionofanunseendesigninthelongseriesofcomplicationswhichhadnowfastenedroundus。IthoughtofHartright——asIsawhiminthebodywhenhesaidfarewell;asIsawhiminthespiritinmydream——andItoobegantodoubtnowwhetherwewerenotadvancingblindfoldtoanappointedandaninevitableend。
LeavingLauratogoupstairsalone,Iwentouttolookaboutmeinthewalksnearthehouse。ThecircumstancesunderwhichAnneCatherickhadpartedfromherhadmademesecretlyanxioustoknowhowCountFoscowaspassingtheafternoon,andhadrenderedmesecretlydistrustfuloftheresultsofthatsolitaryjourneyfromwhichSirPercivalhadreturnedbutafewhourssince。
Afterlookingforthemineverydirectionanddiscoveringnothing,I
returnedtothehouse,andenteredthedifferentroomsonthegroundflooroneafteranother。Theywereallempty。Icaneoutagainintothehall,andwentupstairstoreturntoLaura。MadameFoscoopenedherdoorasI
passeditonmywayalongthepassage,andIstoppedtoseeifshecouldinformmeofthewhereaboutsofherhusbandandSirPercival。Yes,shehadseenthembothfromherwindowmorethananhoursince。TheCounthadlookedupwithhiscustomarykindness,andhadmentionedwithhishabitualattentiontoherinthesmallesttrifles,thatheandhisfriendweregoingouttogetherforalongwalk。
Foralongwalk!Theyhadneveryetbeenineachother’scompanywiththatobjectinmyexperienceofthem。SirPercivalcaredfornoexercisebutriding,andtheCountexceptwhenhewaspoliteenoughtobemyescort
caredfornoexerciseatall。
WhenIjoinedLauraagain,Ifoundthatshehadcalledtomindinmyabsencetheimpendingquestionofthesignaturetothedeed,which,intheinterestofdiscussingherinterviewwithAnneCatherick,wehadhithertooverlooked。HerfirstwordswhenIsawherexpressedhersurpriseattheabsenceoftheexpectedsummonstoattendSirPercivalinthelibrary。
`Youmaymakeyourmindeasyonthatsubject,’Isaid。`Forthepresent,atleast,neitheryourresolutionnorminewillbeexposedtoanyfurthertrial。SirPercivalhasalteredhisplans——thebusinessofthesignatureisputoff。’
`Putoff?’Laurarepeatedamazedly。`Whotoldyouso?’
`MyauthorityisCountFosco。Ibelieveitistohisinterferencethatweareindebtedforyourhusband’ssuddenchangeofpurpose。’
`Itseemsimpossible,Marian。Iftheobjectofmysigningwas,aswesuppose,toobtainmoneyforSirpercivalthatheurgentlywanted,howcanthematterbeputoff?’
`Ithink,Laura,wehavethemeansathandofsettingthatdoubtatrest。HaveyouforgottentheconversationthatIheardbetweenSirPercivalandthelawyerastheywerecrossingthehall?’
`No,butIdon’tremember——’
`Ido。Thereweretwoalternativesproposed。Onewastoobtainyoursignaturetotheparchment。Theotherwastogaintimebygivingbillsatthreemonths。Thelastresourceisevidentlytheresourcenowadopted,andwemayfairlyhopetoberelievedfromourshareinSirPercival’sembarrassmentsforsometimetocome。’
`Oh,Marian,itsoundstoogoodtobetrue!’
`Doesit,mylove?Youcomplimentedmeonmyreadymemorynotlongsince,butyouseemtodoubtitnow。Iwillgetmyjournal,andyoushallseeifIamrightorwrong。’
Iwentawayandgotthebookatonce。
Onlookingbacktotheentryreferringtothelawyer’svisit,wefoundthatmyrecollectionofthetwoalternativespresentedwasaccuratelycorrect。