Howeverthismightbe,hewasunquestionablytroubledbysomesecretannoyanceoranxiety,which,withallhispowersofdeception,hewasnotableentirelytoconceal。ThroughthewholeofdinnerhewasalmostassilentasSirPercivalhimself,andhe,everynowandthen,lookedathiswifewithanexpressionoffurtiveuneasinesswhichwasquitenewinmyexperienceofhim。Theonesocialobligationwhichheseemedtobeself-possessedenoughtoperformascarefullyaseverwastheobligationofbeingpersistentlycivilandattentivetome。WhatvileobjecthehasinviewIcannotstilldiscover,butbethedesignwhatitmay,invariablepolitenesstowardsmyself,invariablehumilitytowardsLaura,andinvariablesuppressionatanycostofSirPercival’sclumsyviolence,havebeenthemeanshehasresolutelyandimpenetrablyusedtogettohisendeversincehesetfootinthishouse。Isuspecteditwhenhefirstinterferedinourfavour,onthedaywhenthedeedwasproducedinthelibrary,andIfeelcertainofitnow。
WhenMadameFoscoandIrosetoleavethetable,theCountrosealsotoaccompanyusbacktothedrawing-room。
`Whatareyougoingawayfor?’askedSirPercival——`Imeanyou,Fosco。’
`IamgoingawaybecauseIhavehaddinnerenough,andwineenough,’
answeredtheCount。`Besokind,Percival,astomakeallowancesformyforeignhabitofgoingoutwiththeladies,aswellascominginwiththem。’
`Nonsense!Anotherglassofclaretwon’thurtyou。SitdownagainlikeanEnglishman。Iwanthalfanhour’squiettalkwithyouoverourwine。’
`Aquiettalk,Percival,withallmyheart,butnotnow,andnotoverthewine。Laterintheevening,ifyouplease——laterintheevening。’
`Civil!’saidSirPercivalsavagely。`Civilbehaviour,uponmysoul,toamaninhisownhouse!’
IhadmorethanonceseenhimlookattheCountuneasilyduringdinner-time,andhadobservedthattheCountcarefullyabstainedfromlookingathiminreturn。Thiscircumstance,coupledwiththehost’sanxietyforalittlequiettalkoverthewine,andtheguest’sobstinateresolutionnottositdownagainatthetable,revivedinmymemorytherequestwhichSirPercivalhadvainlyaddressedtohisfriendearlierintheday,tocomeoutofthelibraryandspeaktohim。TheCounthaddeferredgrantingthatprivateinterview,whenitwasfirstaskedforintheafternoon,andhadagaindeferredgrantingit,whenitwasasecondtimeaskedforatthedinner-table。
Whateverthecomingsubjectofdiscussionbetweenthemmightbe,itwasclearlyanimportantsubjectinSirPercival’sestimation——andperhapsjudgingfromhisevidentreluctancetoapproachitadangeroussubjectaswell,intheestimationoftheCount。
Theseconsiderationsoccurredtomewhilewewerepassingfromthedining-roomtothedrawing-room。SirPercival’sangrycommentaryonhisfriend’sdesertionofhimhadnotproducedtheslightesteffect。TheCountobstinatelyaccompaniedustothetea-table——waitedaminuteortwointheroom——wentoutintothehall——andreturnedwiththepost-baginhishands。Itwastheneighto’clock——thehouratwhichtheletterswerealwaysdespatchedfromBlackwaterPark。
`Haveyouanyletterforthepost,MissHalcombe?’heasked,approachingmewiththebag。
IsawMadameFosco,whowasmakingthetea,pause,withthesugar-tongsinherhand,tolistenformyanswer。
`No,Count,thankyou。Noletterstoday。’
Hegavethebagtotheservant,whowasthenintheroom;satdownatthepiano,andplayedtheairofthelivelyNeapolitanstreet-song,`LamiaCarolina,’twiceover。Hiswife,whowasusuallythemostdeliberateofwomeninallhermovements,madeteaasquicklyasIcouldhavemadeitmyself——finishedherowncupintwominutes,andquietlyglidedoutoftheroom。
Irosetofollowherexample——partlybecauseIsuspectedherofattemptingsometreacheryupstairswithLaura,partlybecauseIwasresolvednottoremainaloneinthesameroomwithherhusband。
BeforeIcouldgettothedoortheCountstoppedme,byarequestforacupoftea。Igavehimthecupoftea,andtriedasecondtimetogetaway。Hestoppedmeagain——thistimebygoingbacktothepiano,andsuddenlyappealingtomeonamusicalquestioninwhichhedeclaredthatthehonourofhiscountrywasconcerned。
Ivainlypleadedmyowntotalignoranceofmusic,andtotalwantoftasteinthatdirection。Heonlyappealedtomeagainwithavehemencewhichsetallfurtherprotestonmypartatdefiance。`TheEnglishandtheGermansheindignantlydeclaredwerealwaysrevilingtheItaliansfortheirinabilitytocultivatethehigherkindsofmusic。WewereperpetuallytalkingofourOratorios,andtheywereperpetuallytalkingoftheirSymphonies。
Didweforgetanddidtheyforgethisimmortalfriendandcountryman,Rossini?
WhatwasMosesinEgyptbutasublimeoratorio,whichwasactedonthestageinsteadofbeingcoldlysunginaconcert-room?WhatwastheoverturetoGuillaumeTellbutasymphonyunderanothername?HadIheardMosesinEgypt?WouldIlistentothis,andthis,andthis,andsayifanythingmoresublimelysacredandgrandhadeverbeencomposedbymortalman?’——
Andwithoutwaitingforawordofassentordissentonmypart,lookingmehardinthefaceallthetime,hebeganthunderingonthepiano,andsingingtoitwithloudandloftyenthusiasm——onlyinterruptinghimself,atintervals,toannouncetomefiercelythetitlesofthedifferentpiecesofmusic:`ChorusofEgyptiansinthePlagueofDarkness,MissHalcombe!’——
`RecitativoofMoseswiththetablesoftheLaw。’——`PrayerofIsraelites,atthepassageoftheRedSea。Aha!Aha!Isthatsacred?isthatsublime?’
Thepianotrembledunderhispowerfulhands,andtheteacupsonthetablerattled,ashisbigbassvoicethunderedoutthenotes,andhisheavyfootbeattimeonthefloor。
Therewassomethinghorrible——somethingfierceanddevilish——intheoutburstofhisdelightathisownsingingandplaying,andinthetriumphwithwhichhewatcheditseffectuponmeasIshranknearerandnearertothedoor。Iwasreleasedatlast,notbymyownefforts,butbySirPercival’sinterposition。Heopenedthedining-roomdoor,andcalledoutangrilytoknowwhat`thatinfernalnoise’meant。TheCountinstantlygotupfromthepiano。`AhIifPercivaliscoming,’hesaid,`harmonyandmelodyarebothatanend。TheMuseofMusic,MissHalcombe,desertsusindismay,andI,thefatoldminstrel,exhaletherestofmyenthusiasmintheopenair!’Hestalkedoutintotheverandah,puthishandsinhispockets,andresumedtheRecitativoofMoses,sottovoce,inthegarden。
IheardSirPercivalcallafterhimfromthedining-roomwindow。Buthetooknonotice——heseemeddeterminednottohear。Thatlong-deferredquiettalkbetweenthemwasstilltobeputoff,wasstilltowaitfortheCount’sabsolutewillandpleasure。
Hehaddetainedmeinthedrawing-roomnearlyhalfanhourfromthetimewhenhiswifeleftus。Wherehadshebeen,andwhathadshebeendoinginthatinterval?
Iwentupstairstoascertain,butImadenodiscoveries,andwhenI
questionedLaura,Ifoundthatshehadnotheardanything。Nobodyhaddisturbedher,nofaintrustlingofthesilkdresshadbeenaudible,eitherintheante-roomorinthepassage。
Itwasthentwentyminutestonine。Aftergoingtomyroomtogetmyjournal,Ireturned,andsatwithLaura,sometimeswriting,sometimesstoppingtotalkwithher。Nobodycamenearus,andnothinghappened。Weremainedtogethertillteno’clock。Ithenrose,saidmylastcheeringwords,andwishedhergoodnight。ShelockedherdooragainafterwehadarrangedthatIshouldcomeinandseeherthefirstthinginthemorning。
Ihadafewsentencesmoretoaddtomydiarybeforegoingtobedmyself,andasIwentdownagaintothedrawing-roomafterleavingLauraforthelasttimethatwearyday,Iresolvedmerelytoshowmyselfthere,tomakemyexcuses,andthentoretireanhourearlierthanusualforthenight。
SirPercival,andtheCountandhiswife,weresittingtogether。SirPercivalwasyawninginaneasy-chair,theCountwasreading,MadameFoscowasfanningherself。Strangetosay,herfacewasflushednow。She。whohadneversufferedfromtheheat,wasmostundoubtedlysufferingfromittonight。
`Iamafraid,Countess,youarenotquitesowellasusual?’Isaid。
`TheveryremarkIwasabouttomaketoyou,’shereplied。`Youarelookingpale,mydear。’
Mydear!Itwasthefirsttimeshehadeveraddressedmewiththatfamiliarity!
Therewasaninsolentsmiletooonherfacewhenshesaidthewords。
`Iamsufferingfromoneofmybadheadaches,’Iansweredcoldly。
`Ah,indeed?Wantofexercise,Isuppose?Awalkbeforedinnerwouldhavebeenjustthethingforyou。’Shereferredtothe`walk’withastrangeemphasis。Hadsheseenmegoout?Nomatterifshehad。ThelettersweresafenowinFanny’shands。
`Comeandhaveasmoke,Fosco,’saidSirPercival,rising,withanotheruneasylookathisfriend。
`Withpleasure,Percival,whentheladieshavegonetobed,’repliedtheCount。
`Excuseme,Countess,ifIsetyoutheexampleofretiring,’Isaid。
`Theonlyremedyforsuchaheadacheasmineisgoingtobed。’
Itookmyleave。Therewasthesameinsolentsmileonthewoman’sfacewhenIshookhandswithher。SirPercivalpaidnoattentiontome。HewaslookingimpatientlyatMadameFosco,whoshowednosignsofleavingtheroomwithme。TheCountsmiledtohimselfbehindhisbook。TherewasyetanotherdelaytothatquiettalkwithSirPercival——andtheCountesswastheimpedimentthistime。
June19th——Oncesafelyshutintomyownroom,Iopenedthesepages,andpreparedtogoonwiththatpartoftheday’srecordwhichwasstilllefttowrite。
FortenminutesormoreIsatidle,withthepeninmyhand,thinkingovertheeventsofthelasttwelvehours。WhenIatlastaddressedmyselftomytask,IfoundadifficultyinproceedingwithitwhichIhadneverexperiencedbefore。Inspiteofmyeffortstofixmythoughtsonthematterinhand,theywanderedawaywiththestrangestpersistencyintheonedirectionofSirPercivalandtheCount,andalltheinterestwhichItriedtoconcentrateonmyjournalcentredinsteadinthatprivateinterviewbetweenthemwhichhadbeenputoffallthroughtheday,andwhichwasnowtotakeplaceinthesilenceandsolitudeofthenight。