Leftbyherself,shehadfeltinherbosomIregretthenecessityofreferringtothispartofthesubjectasecondtime,andhadfoundthetwoletterstherequitesafe,butstrangelycrumpled。Shehadbeengiddyinthenight,buthadgotupwellenoughtotravelinthemorning。Shehadputtheletteraddressedtothatobtrusivestranger,thegentlemaninLondon,intothepost,andhadnowdeliveredtheotherletterintomyhandsasshewastold。Thiswastheplaintruth,andthoughshecouldnotblameherselfforanyintentionalneglect,shewassadlytroubledinhermind,andsadlyinwantofawordofadvice。AtthispointLouisthinksthesecretionsappearedagain。Perhapstheydid,butitisofinfinitelygreaterimportancetomentionthatatthispointalsoIlostmypatience,openedmyeyes,andinterfered。
  `Whatisthepurportofallthis?’Iinquired。
  Myniece’sirrelevantmaidstared,andstoodspeechless。
  `Endeavourtoexplain,’Isaidtomyservant。`Translateme,Louis。’
  Louisendeavouredandtranslated。Inotherwords,hedescendedimmediatelyintoabottomlesspitofconfusion,andtheYoungPersonfollowedhimdown。
  Ireallydon’tknowwhenIhavebeensoamused。Ileftthematthebottomofthepitaslongastheydivertedme。Whentheyceasedtodivertme,Iexertedmyintelligence,andpulledthemupagain。
  Itisunnecessarytosaythatmyinterferenceenabledme,induecourseoftime,toascertainthepurportoftheYoungPerson’sremarks。
  Idiscoveredthatshewasuneasyinhermind,becausethetrainofeventsthatshehadjustdescribedtomehadpreventedherfromreceivingthosesupplementarymessageswhichMissHalcombehadintrustedtotheCountesstodeliver。Shewasafraidthemessagesmighthavebeenofgreatimportancetohermistress’sinterests。HerdreadofSirPercivalhaddeterredherfromgoingtoBlackwaterParklateatnighttoinquireaboutthem,andMissHalcombe’sowndirectionstoher,onnoaccounttomissthetraininthemorning,hadpreventedherfromwaitingattheinnthenextday。
  Shewasmostanxiousthatthemisfortuneofherfainting-fitshouldnotleadtothesecondmisfortuneofmakinghermistressthinkherneglectful,andshewouldhumblybegtoaskmewhetherIwouldadvisehertowriteherexplanationsandexcusestoMissHalcombe,requestingtoreceivethemessagesbyletter,ifitwasnottoolate。Imakenoapologiesforthisextremelyprosyparagraph。Ihavebeenorderedtowriteit。Therearepeople,unaccountableasitmayappear,whoactuallytakemoreinterestinwhatmyniece’smaidsaidtomeonthisoccasionthaninwhatIsaidtomyniece’smaid。Amusingperversity!
  `Ishouldfeelverymuchobligedtoyou,sir,ifyouwouldkindlytellmewhatIhadbetterdo,remarkedtheYoungPerson。
  `Letthingsstopastheyare,’Isaid,adaptingmylanguagetomylistener。
  `Iinvariablyletthingsstopastheyare。Yes。Isthatall?’
  `Ifyouthinkitwouldbealibertyinme,sir,towrite,ofcourseIwouldn’tventuretodoso。ButIamsoveryanxioustodoallIcantoservemymistressfaithfully——’
  Peopleinthelowerclassoflifeneverknowwhenorhowtogooutofaroom。Theyinvariablyrequiretobehelpedoutbytheirbetters。IthoughtithightimetohelptheYoungPersonout。Ididitwithtwojudiciouswords——
  `Goodmorning。’
  Somethingoutsideorinsidethissingulargirlsuddenlycreaked。Louis,whowaslookingatherwhichIwasnot,saysshecreakedwhenshecurtseyed。
  Curious。Wasithershoes,herstays,orherbones?Louisthinksitwasherstays。Mostextraordinary!
  AssoonasIwasleftbymyselfIhadalittlenap——Ireallywantedit。WhenIawokeagainInoticeddearMarian’sletter。IfIhadhadthelastideaofwhatitcontainedIshouldcertainlynothaveattemptedtoopenit。Being,unfortunatelyformyself,quiteinnocentofallsuspicion,Ireadtheletter。Itimmediatelyupsetmefortheday。
  Iam,bynature,oneofthemosteasy-temperedcreaturesthateverlived——Imakeallowancesforeverybody,andItakeoffenceatnothing。ButasIhavebeforeremarked,therearelimitstomyendurance。IlaiddownMarian’sletter,andfeltmyself——justlyfeltmyself——aninjuredman。
  Iamabouttomakearemark。Itis,ofcourse,applicabletotheveryseriousmatternowundernotice,orIshouldnotallowittoappearinthisplace。
  Nothing,inmyopinion,setstheodiousselfishnessofmankindinsucharepulsivelyvividlightasthetreatment,inallclassesofsociety,whichtheSinglepeoplereceiveatthehandsoftheMarriedpeople。Whenyouhaveonceshownyourselftooconsiderateandself-denyingtoaddafamilyofyourowntoanalreadyovercrowdedpopulation,youarevindictivelymarkedoutbyyourmarriedfriends,whohavenosimilarconsiderationandnosimilarself-denial,astherecipientofhalftheirconjugaltroubles,andthebornfriendofalltheirchildren。Husbandsandwivestalkofthecaresofmatrimony,andbachelorsandspinstersbearthem。Takemyowncase。Iconsideratelyremainsingle,andmypoordearbrotherPhilipinconsideratelymarries。Whatdoeshedowhenhedies?Heleaveshisdaughtertome。Sheisasweetgirl——sheisalsoadreadfulresponsibility。Whylayheronmyshoulders?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Idomybestwithmybrother’sresponsibility——Imarrymyniece,withinfinitefussanddifficulty,tothemanherfatherwantedhertomarry-Sheandherhusbanddisagree,andunpleasantconsequencesfollow。Whatdoesshedowiththoseconsequences?Shetransfersthemtome。Whytransferthemtome?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Poorsinglepeople!
  Poorhumannature!
  ItisquiteunnecessarytosaythatMarian’sletterthreatenedme。Everybodythreatensme。AllsortsofhorrorsweretofallonmydevotedheadifI
  hesitatedtoturnLimmeridgeHouseintoanasylumformynieceandhermisfortunes。Ididhesitate,nevertheless。
  Ihavementionedthatmyusualcourse,hitherto,hadbeentosubmittodearMarian,andsavenoise。Butonthisoccasion,theconsequencesinvolvedinherextremelyinconsiderateproposalwereofanaturetomakemepause。IfIopenedLimmeridgeHouseasanasylumtoLadyGlyde,whatsecurityhadIagainstSirPercivalGlyde’sfollowingherhereinastateofviolentresentmentagainstmeforharbouringhiswife?IsawsuchaperfectlabyrinthoftroublesinvolvedinthisproceedingthatIdeterminedtofeelmyground,asitwere。Iwrote,therefore,todearMariantobegasshehadnohusbandtolayclaimtoherthatshewouldcomeherebyherself,first,andtalkthematteroverwithme。Ifshecouldanswermyobjectionstomyownperfectsatisfaction,thenIassuredherthatIwouldreceiveoursweetLaurawiththegreatestpleasure,butnototherwise。
  Ifelt,ofcourse,atthetime,thatthistemporisingonmypartwouldprobablyendinbringingMarianhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoors。Butthen,theothercourseofproceedingmightendinbringingSirPercivalhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoorsalso,andofthetwoindignationsandbangingsIpreferredMarian’s,becauseIwasusedtoher。AccordinglyIdespatchedtheletterbyreturnofpost。
  Itgainedmetime,atallevents——and,ohdearme!whatapointthatwastobeginwith。
  WhenIamtotallyprostrateddidImentionthatIwastotallyprostratedbyMarian’sletter?italwaystakesmethreedaystogetupagain。Iwasveryunreasonable——Iexpectedthreedaysofquiet。OfcourseIdidn’tgetthem。
  Thethirdday’spostbroughtmeamostimpertinentletterfromapersonwithwhomIwastotallyunacquainted。Hedescribedhimselfastheactingpartnerofourmanofbusiness——ourdear,pig-headedoldGilmore——andheinformedmethathehadlatelyreceived,bythepost,aletteraddressedtohiminMissHalcombe’shandwriting。
  Onopeningtheenvelope,hehaddiscovered,tohisastonishment,thatitcontainednothingbutablanksheetofnotepaper。ThiscircumstanceappearedtohimsosuspiciousassuggestingtohisrestlesslegalmindthattheletterhadbeentamperedwiththathehadatoncewrittentoMissHalcombe,andhadreceivednoanswerbyreturnofpost。Inthisdifficulty,insteadofactinglikeasensiblemanandlettingthingstaketheirpropercourse,hisnextabsurdproceeding,onhisownshowing,wastopestermebywritingtoinquireifIknewanythingaboutit。WhatthedeuceshouldIknowaboutit?Whyalarmmraswellashimself?Iwrotebacktothateffect。Itwasoneofmykeenestletters。IhaveproducednothingwithasharperepistolaryedgetoitsinceItenderedhisdismissalinwritingtothatextremelytroublesomeperson,MrWalterHartright。
  Myletterproduceditseffect。Iheardnothingmorefromthelawyer。
  Thisperhapswasnotaltogethersurprising。ButitwascertainlyaremarkablecircumstancethatnosecondletterreachedmefromMarian,andthatnowarningsignsappearedofherarrival。Herunexpectedabsencedidmeamazinggood。ItwassoverysoothingandpleasanttoinferasIdidofcourse
  thatmymarriedconnectionshadmadeitupagain。Fivedaysofundisturbedtranquillity,ofdelicioussingleblessedness,quiterestoredme。OnthesixthdayIfeltstrongenoughtosendformyphotographer,andtosethimatworkagainonthepresentationcopiesofmyart-treasures,withaview,asIhavealreadymentioned,totheimprovementoftasteinthisbarbarousneighbourhood。Ihadjustdismissedhimtohisworkshop,andhadjustbeguncoquettingwithmycoins,whenLouissuddenlymadehisappearancewithacardinhishand。
  `AnotherYoungPerson?’Isaid。`Iwon’tseeher。InmystateofhealthYoungpersonsdisagreewithme。Notathome。’
  `Itisagentlemanthistime,sir。’
  Agentlemanofcoursemadeadifference。Ilookedatthecard。
  GraciousHeaven!mytiresomesister’sforeignhusband,CountFosco。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter23[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter23IsitnecessarytosaywhatmyfirstimpressionwaswhenIlookedatmyvisitor’scard?Surelynot!Mysisterhavingmarriedaforeigner,therewasbutoneimpressionthatanymaninhissensescouldpossiblyfeel。
  OfcoursetheCounthadcometoborrowmoneyofme。
  `Louis,’Isaid,`doyouthinkhewouldgoawayifyougavehimfiveshillings?’