Leftbyherself,shehadfeltinherbosomIregretthenecessityofreferringtothispartofthesubjectasecondtime,andhadfoundthetwoletterstherequitesafe,butstrangelycrumpled。Shehadbeengiddyinthenight,buthadgotupwellenoughtotravelinthemorning。Shehadputtheletteraddressedtothatobtrusivestranger,thegentlemaninLondon,intothepost,andhadnowdeliveredtheotherletterintomyhandsasshewastold。Thiswastheplaintruth,andthoughshecouldnotblameherselfforanyintentionalneglect,shewassadlytroubledinhermind,andsadlyinwantofawordofadvice。AtthispointLouisthinksthesecretionsappearedagain。Perhapstheydid,butitisofinfinitelygreaterimportancetomentionthatatthispointalsoIlostmypatience,openedmyeyes,andinterfered。
`Whatisthepurportofallthis?’Iinquired。
Myniece’sirrelevantmaidstared,andstoodspeechless。
`Endeavourtoexplain,’Isaidtomyservant。`Translateme,Louis。’
Louisendeavouredandtranslated。Inotherwords,hedescendedimmediatelyintoabottomlesspitofconfusion,andtheYoungPersonfollowedhimdown。
Ireallydon’tknowwhenIhavebeensoamused。Ileftthematthebottomofthepitaslongastheydivertedme。Whentheyceasedtodivertme,Iexertedmyintelligence,andpulledthemupagain。
Itisunnecessarytosaythatmyinterferenceenabledme,induecourseoftime,toascertainthepurportoftheYoungPerson’sremarks。
Idiscoveredthatshewasuneasyinhermind,becausethetrainofeventsthatshehadjustdescribedtomehadpreventedherfromreceivingthosesupplementarymessageswhichMissHalcombehadintrustedtotheCountesstodeliver。Shewasafraidthemessagesmighthavebeenofgreatimportancetohermistress’sinterests。HerdreadofSirPercivalhaddeterredherfromgoingtoBlackwaterParklateatnighttoinquireaboutthem,andMissHalcombe’sowndirectionstoher,onnoaccounttomissthetraininthemorning,hadpreventedherfromwaitingattheinnthenextday。
Shewasmostanxiousthatthemisfortuneofherfainting-fitshouldnotleadtothesecondmisfortuneofmakinghermistressthinkherneglectful,andshewouldhumblybegtoaskmewhetherIwouldadvisehertowriteherexplanationsandexcusestoMissHalcombe,requestingtoreceivethemessagesbyletter,ifitwasnottoolate。Imakenoapologiesforthisextremelyprosyparagraph。Ihavebeenorderedtowriteit。Therearepeople,unaccountableasitmayappear,whoactuallytakemoreinterestinwhatmyniece’smaidsaidtomeonthisoccasionthaninwhatIsaidtomyniece’smaid。Amusingperversity!
`Ishouldfeelverymuchobligedtoyou,sir,ifyouwouldkindlytellmewhatIhadbetterdo,remarkedtheYoungPerson。
`Letthingsstopastheyare,’Isaid,adaptingmylanguagetomylistener。
`Iinvariablyletthingsstopastheyare。Yes。Isthatall?’
`Ifyouthinkitwouldbealibertyinme,sir,towrite,ofcourseIwouldn’tventuretodoso。ButIamsoveryanxioustodoallIcantoservemymistressfaithfully——’
Peopleinthelowerclassoflifeneverknowwhenorhowtogooutofaroom。Theyinvariablyrequiretobehelpedoutbytheirbetters。IthoughtithightimetohelptheYoungPersonout。Ididitwithtwojudiciouswords——
`Goodmorning。’
Somethingoutsideorinsidethissingulargirlsuddenlycreaked。Louis,whowaslookingatherwhichIwasnot,saysshecreakedwhenshecurtseyed。
Curious。Wasithershoes,herstays,orherbones?Louisthinksitwasherstays。Mostextraordinary!
AssoonasIwasleftbymyselfIhadalittlenap——Ireallywantedit。WhenIawokeagainInoticeddearMarian’sletter。IfIhadhadthelastideaofwhatitcontainedIshouldcertainlynothaveattemptedtoopenit。Being,unfortunatelyformyself,quiteinnocentofallsuspicion,Ireadtheletter。Itimmediatelyupsetmefortheday。
Iam,bynature,oneofthemosteasy-temperedcreaturesthateverlived——Imakeallowancesforeverybody,andItakeoffenceatnothing。ButasIhavebeforeremarked,therearelimitstomyendurance。IlaiddownMarian’sletter,andfeltmyself——justlyfeltmyself——aninjuredman。
Iamabouttomakearemark。Itis,ofcourse,applicabletotheveryseriousmatternowundernotice,orIshouldnotallowittoappearinthisplace。
Nothing,inmyopinion,setstheodiousselfishnessofmankindinsucharepulsivelyvividlightasthetreatment,inallclassesofsociety,whichtheSinglepeoplereceiveatthehandsoftheMarriedpeople。Whenyouhaveonceshownyourselftooconsiderateandself-denyingtoaddafamilyofyourowntoanalreadyovercrowdedpopulation,youarevindictivelymarkedoutbyyourmarriedfriends,whohavenosimilarconsiderationandnosimilarself-denial,astherecipientofhalftheirconjugaltroubles,andthebornfriendofalltheirchildren。Husbandsandwivestalkofthecaresofmatrimony,andbachelorsandspinstersbearthem。Takemyowncase。Iconsideratelyremainsingle,andmypoordearbrotherPhilipinconsideratelymarries。Whatdoeshedowhenhedies?Heleaveshisdaughtertome。Sheisasweetgirl——sheisalsoadreadfulresponsibility。Whylayheronmyshoulders?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Idomybestwithmybrother’sresponsibility——Imarrymyniece,withinfinitefussanddifficulty,tothemanherfatherwantedhertomarry-Sheandherhusbanddisagree,andunpleasantconsequencesfollow。Whatdoesshedowiththoseconsequences?Shetransfersthemtome。Whytransferthemtome?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Poorsinglepeople!
Poorhumannature!
ItisquiteunnecessarytosaythatMarian’sletterthreatenedme。Everybodythreatensme。AllsortsofhorrorsweretofallonmydevotedheadifI
hesitatedtoturnLimmeridgeHouseintoanasylumformynieceandhermisfortunes。Ididhesitate,nevertheless。
Ihavementionedthatmyusualcourse,hitherto,hadbeentosubmittodearMarian,andsavenoise。Butonthisoccasion,theconsequencesinvolvedinherextremelyinconsiderateproposalwereofanaturetomakemepause。IfIopenedLimmeridgeHouseasanasylumtoLadyGlyde,whatsecurityhadIagainstSirPercivalGlyde’sfollowingherhereinastateofviolentresentmentagainstmeforharbouringhiswife?IsawsuchaperfectlabyrinthoftroublesinvolvedinthisproceedingthatIdeterminedtofeelmyground,asitwere。Iwrote,therefore,todearMariantobegasshehadnohusbandtolayclaimtoherthatshewouldcomeherebyherself,first,andtalkthematteroverwithme。Ifshecouldanswermyobjectionstomyownperfectsatisfaction,thenIassuredherthatIwouldreceiveoursweetLaurawiththegreatestpleasure,butnototherwise。
Ifelt,ofcourse,atthetime,thatthistemporisingonmypartwouldprobablyendinbringingMarianhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoors。Butthen,theothercourseofproceedingmightendinbringingSirPercivalhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoorsalso,andofthetwoindignationsandbangingsIpreferredMarian’s,becauseIwasusedtoher。AccordinglyIdespatchedtheletterbyreturnofpost。
Itgainedmetime,atallevents——and,ohdearme!whatapointthatwastobeginwith。
WhenIamtotallyprostrateddidImentionthatIwastotallyprostratedbyMarian’sletter?italwaystakesmethreedaystogetupagain。Iwasveryunreasonable——Iexpectedthreedaysofquiet。OfcourseIdidn’tgetthem。
Thethirdday’spostbroughtmeamostimpertinentletterfromapersonwithwhomIwastotallyunacquainted。Hedescribedhimselfastheactingpartnerofourmanofbusiness——ourdear,pig-headedoldGilmore——andheinformedmethathehadlatelyreceived,bythepost,aletteraddressedtohiminMissHalcombe’shandwriting。
Onopeningtheenvelope,hehaddiscovered,tohisastonishment,thatitcontainednothingbutablanksheetofnotepaper。ThiscircumstanceappearedtohimsosuspiciousassuggestingtohisrestlesslegalmindthattheletterhadbeentamperedwiththathehadatoncewrittentoMissHalcombe,andhadreceivednoanswerbyreturnofpost。Inthisdifficulty,insteadofactinglikeasensiblemanandlettingthingstaketheirpropercourse,hisnextabsurdproceeding,onhisownshowing,wastopestermebywritingtoinquireifIknewanythingaboutit。WhatthedeuceshouldIknowaboutit?Whyalarmmraswellashimself?Iwrotebacktothateffect。Itwasoneofmykeenestletters。IhaveproducednothingwithasharperepistolaryedgetoitsinceItenderedhisdismissalinwritingtothatextremelytroublesomeperson,MrWalterHartright。
Myletterproduceditseffect。Iheardnothingmorefromthelawyer。
Thisperhapswasnotaltogethersurprising。ButitwascertainlyaremarkablecircumstancethatnosecondletterreachedmefromMarian,andthatnowarningsignsappearedofherarrival。Herunexpectedabsencedidmeamazinggood。ItwassoverysoothingandpleasanttoinferasIdidofcourse
thatmymarriedconnectionshadmadeitupagain。Fivedaysofundisturbedtranquillity,ofdelicioussingleblessedness,quiterestoredme。OnthesixthdayIfeltstrongenoughtosendformyphotographer,andtosethimatworkagainonthepresentationcopiesofmyart-treasures,withaview,asIhavealreadymentioned,totheimprovementoftasteinthisbarbarousneighbourhood。Ihadjustdismissedhimtohisworkshop,andhadjustbeguncoquettingwithmycoins,whenLouissuddenlymadehisappearancewithacardinhishand。
`AnotherYoungPerson?’Isaid。`Iwon’tseeher。InmystateofhealthYoungpersonsdisagreewithme。Notathome。’
`Itisagentlemanthistime,sir。’
Agentlemanofcoursemadeadifference。Ilookedatthecard。
GraciousHeaven!mytiresomesister’sforeignhusband,CountFosco。
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OfcoursetheCounthadcometoborrowmoneyofme。
`Louis,’Isaid,`doyouthinkhewouldgoawayifyougavehimfiveshillings?’