Louislookedquiteshocked。Hesurprisedmeinexpressiblybydeclaringthatmysister’sforeignhusbandwasdressedsuperbly,andlookedthepictureofprosperity。Underthesecircumstancesmyfirstimpressionalteredtoacertainextent。InowtookitforgrantedthattheCounthadmatrimonialdifficultiesofhisowntocontendwith,andthathehadcome,liketherestofthefamily,tocastthemallonmyshoulders。
`Didhementionhisbusiness?’Iasked。
`CountFoscosaidhehadcomehere,sir,becauseMissHalcombewasunabletoleaveBlackwaterPark。’
Freshtroubles,apparently。Notexactlyhisown,asIhadsupposed,butdearMarian’s。Troubles,anyway。Ohdear!
`Showhimin,’Isaidresignedly。
TheCount’sfirstappearancereallystartledme。HewassuchanalarminglylargepersonthatIquitetrembled-Ifeltcertainthathewouldshakethefloorandknockdownmyart-treasures。Hedidneithertheonenortheother。Hewasrefreshinglydressedinsummercostume——hismannerwasdelightfullyself-possessedandquiet——hehadacharmingsmile。Myfirstimpressionofhimwashighlyfavourable。Itisnotcreditabletomypenetration——asthesequelwillshow——toacknowledgethis,butIamanaturallycandidman,andIdoacknowledgeitnotwithstanding。
`Allowmetopresentmyself,MrFairlie,’hesaid。`IcomefromBlackwaterPark,andIhavethehonourandthehappinessofbeingMadameFosco’shusband。
Letmetakemyfirstandlastadvantageofthatcircumstancebyentreatingyounottomakeastrangerofme。Ibegyouwillnotdisturbyourself——
Ibegyouwillnotmove。’
`Youareverygood,’Ireplied。`IwishIwasstrongenoughtogetup。
CharmedtoseeyouatLimmeridge。Pleasetakeachair。’
`Iamafraidyouaresufferingtoday,’saidtheCount。
`Asusual,’Isaid。`Iamnothingbutabundleofnervesdresseduptolooklikeaman。’
`Ihavestudiedmanysubjectsinmytime,’remarkedthissympatheticperson。`Amongotherstheinexhaustiblesubjectofnerves。MayImakeasuggestion,atoncethesimplestandthemostprofound?Willyouletmealterthelightinyourroom?’
`Certainly——ifyouwillbesoverykindasnottoletanyofitinonme。’
Hewalkedtothewindow。SuchacontrasttodearMarian!soextremelyconsiderateinallhismovements!
`Light,’hesaid,inthatdelightfulconfidentialtonewhichissosoothingtoaninvalid,`isthefirstessential。Lightstimulates。nourishes,preserves。
Youcannomoredowithoutit,MrFairlie,thanifyouwereaflower。Observe。
Here,whereyousit,Iclosetheshutterstocomposeyou。There,whereyoudonotsit,Idrawuptheblindandletintheinvigoratingsun。Admitthelightintoyourroomifyoucannotbearitonyourself。
Light,sir,isthegranddecreeofProvidence。YouacceptProvidencewithyourownrestrictions。Acceptlightonthesameterms。’
Ithoughtthisveryconvincingandattentive。Hehadtakenmeinuptothatpointaboutthelight,hehadcertainlytakenmein。
`Youseemeconfused,’hesaid。returningtohisplace——`onmywordofhonour,MrFairlie,youseemeconfusedinyourpresence。’
`Shockedtohearit,Iamsure。MayIinquirewhy?’
`Sir,canIenterthisroomwhereyousitasufferer,andseeyousurroundedbytheseadmirableobjectsofArt,withoutdiscoveringthatyouareamanwhosefeelingsareacutelyimpressionable,whosesympathiesareperpetuallyalive?Tellme,canIdothis?’
IfIhadbeenstrongenoughtositupinmychairIshould,ofcourse,havebowed。Notbeingstrongenough,Ismiledmyacknowledgmentsinstead。
Itdidjustaswell,webothunderstoodoneanother。
`Prayfollowmytrainofthought,’continuedtheCount。`Isithere,amanofrefinedsympathiesmyself,inthepresenceofanothermanofrefinedsympathiesalso。Iamconsciousofaterriblenecessityforlaceratingthosesympathiesbyreferringtodomesticeventsofaverymelancholykind。
Whatistheinevitableconsequence?Ihavedonemyselfthehonourofpointingitouttoyoualready。Isitconfused。’
WasitatthispointthatIbegantosuspecthewasgoingtoboreme?
Iratherthinkitwas。
`Isitabsolutelynecessarytorefertotheseunpleasantmatters?’I
inquired。`InourhomelyEnglishphrase,CountFosco,won’ttheykeep?’
TheCount,withthemostalarmingsolemnity,sighedandshookhishead。
`MustIreallyhearthem?’
Heshruggedhisshouldersitwasthefirstforeignthinghehaddonesincehehadbeenintheroom,andlookedatmeinanunpleasantlypenetratingmanner。MyinstinctstoldmethatIhadbetterclosemyeyes。Iobeyedmyinstincts。
`Pleasebreakitgently,’Ipleaded。`Anybodydead?’
`Dead!’criedtheCount,withunnecessaryforeignfierceness。`MrFairlie,yournationalcomposureterrifiesme。InthenameofHeaven,whathaveIsaidordonetomakeyouthinkmethemessengerofdeath?’
`Prayacceptmyapologies,’Ianswered。`Youhavesaidanddonenothing。
Imakeitaruleinthesedistressingcasesalwaystoanticipatetheworst-
Itbreakstheblowbymeetingithalf-way,andsoon。Inexpressiblyrelieved,Iamsure,tohearthatnobodyisdead。Anybodyill?’
Iopenedmyeyesandlookedathim。Washeveryyellowwhenhecamein,orhadheturnedveryyellowinthelastminuteortwo?Ireallycan’tsay,andIcan’taskLouis,becausehewasnotintheroomatthetime。
`Anybodyill?’Irepeated,observingthatmynationalcomposurestillappearedtoaffecthim。
`Thatispartofmybadnews,MrFairlie。Yes。Somebodyisill。’
`Grieved,Iamsure。Whichofthemisit?’
`Tomyprofoundsorrow,MissHalcombe。Perhapsyouwereinsomedegreepreparedtohearthis?PerhapswhenyoufoundthatMissHalcombedidnotcomeherebyherself,asyouproposed,anddidnotwriteasecondtime,youraffectionateanxietymayhavemadeyoufearthatshewasill?’
Ihavenodoubtmyaffectionateanxietyhadledtothatmelancholyapprehensionatsometimeorother,butatthemomentmywretchedmemoryentirelyfailedtoremindmeofthecircumstance。However,Isaidyes,injusticetomyself。
Iwasmuchshocked。ItwassoveryuncharacteristicofsucharobustpersonasdearMariantobeill,thatIcouldonlysupposeshehadmetwithanaccident。Ahorse,orafalsesteponthestairs,orsomethingofthatsort。
`Isitserious?’Iasked。
`Serious——beyondadoubt,’hereplied。`Dangerous——Ihopeandtrustnot。MissHalcombeunhappilyexposedherselftobewettedthroughbyaheavyrain。Thecoldthatfollowedwasofanaggravatedkind,andithasnowbroughtwithittheworstconsequences——fever。’
WhenIheardthewordfever,andwhenIrememberedatthesamemomentthattheunscrupulouspersonwhowasnowaddressingmehadjustcomefromBlackwaterPark,IthoughtIshouldhavefaintedonthespot。
`GoodGod!’Isaid。`Isitinfectious?’
`Notatpresent,’heanswered,withdetestablecomposure。`Itmayturntoinfection——butnosuchdeplorablecomplicationhadtakenplacewhenIleftBlackwaterPark。Ihavefeltthedeepestinterestinthecase,MrFairlie——Ihaveendeavouredtoassisttheregularmedicalattendantinwatchingit——acceptmypersonalassurancesoftheuninfectiousnatureofthefeverwhenIlastsawit。’
Accepthisassurances!Ineverwasfartherfromacceptinganythinginmylife。Iwouldnothavebelievedhimonhisoath。Hewastooyellowtobebelieved。Helookedlikeawalking-West-Indian-epidemic。Hewasbigenoughtocarrytyphusbytheton,andtodyetheverycarpethewalkedonwithscarletfever。Incertainemergenciesmymindisremarkablysoonmadeup。Iinstantlydeterminedtogetridofhim。
`Youwillkindlyexcuseaninvalid,’Isaid——`butlongconferencesofanykindinvariablyupsetme。MayIbegtoknowexactlywhattheobjectistowhichIamindebtedforthehonourofyourvisit?’
Iferventlyhopedthatthisremarkablybroadhintwouldthrowhimoffhisbalance——confusehim——reducehimtopoliteapologies——inshort,gethimoutoftheroom。Onthecontrary,itonlysettledhiminhischair。
Hebecameadditionallysolemn,anddignified,andconfidential。Hehelduptwoofhishorridfingersandgavemeanotherofhisunpleasantlypenetratinglooks。WhatwasItodo?Iwasnotstrongenoughtoquarrelwithhim。Conceivemysituation,ifyouplease。Islanguageadequatetodescribeit?Ithinknot。
`Theobjectsofmyvisit,’hewenton,quiteirrepressibly,`arenumberedonmyfingers。Theyaretwo。First,Icometobearmytestimony,withprofoundsorrow,tothelamentabledisagreementsbetweenSirPercivalandLadyGlyde。
IamSirPercival’soldestfriend——IamrelatedtoLadyGlydebymarriage——Iamaneye-witnessofallthathashappenedatBlackwaterPark。InthosethreecapacitiesIspeakwithauthority,withconfidence,withhonourableregret。Sir,Iinformyou,astheheadofladyGlyde’sfamily,thatMissHalcombehasexaggeratednothingintheletterwhichshewrotetoyouraddress。Iaffirmthattheremedywhichthatadmirableladyhasproposedistheonlyremedythatwillspareyouthehorrorsofpublicscandal。A