Thereasongivenformakingthisdemandonmeis,thatmytestimonyiswantedintheinterestsoftruth。AsthewidowofaclergymanoftheChurchofEnglandreducedbymisfortunetothenecessityofacceptingasituation,Ihavebeentaughttoplacetheclaimsoftruthaboveallotherconsiderations。IthereforecomplywitharequestwhichImightotherwise。
throughreluctancetoconnectmyselfwithdistressingfamilyaffairs,havehesitatedtogrant。
Imadenomemorandumatthetime,andIcannotthereforebesuretoadayofthedate,butIbelieveIamcorrectinstatingthatMissHalcombe’sseriousillnessbeganduringthelastfortnightortendaysinJune。ThebreakfasthourwaslateatBlackwaterPark——sometimesaslateasten,neverearlierthanhalf-pastnine。OnthemorningtowhichIamnowreferring,MissHalcombewhowasusuallythefirsttocomedowndidnotmakeherappearanceatthetable。Afterthefamilyhadwaitedaquarterofanhour,theupperhousemaidwassenttoseeafterher,andcamerunningoutoftheroomdreadfullyfrightened。Imettheservantonthestairs,andwentatoncetoMissHalcombetoseewhatwasthematter。Thepoorladywasincapableoftellingme。Shewaswalkingaboutherroomwithapeninherhand,quitelightheaded,inastateofburningfever。
LadyGlydebeingnolongerinSirPercival’sservice,Imay,withoutimpropriety,mentionmyformermistressbyhername,insteadofcallinghermyladywasthefirsttocomeinfromherownbedroom。Shewassodreadfullyalarmedanddistressedthatshewasquiteuseless。TheCountFosco,andhislady,whocameupstairsimmediatelyafterwards,werebothmostserviceableandkind。HerladyshipassistedmetogetMissHalcombetoherbed。HislordshiptheCountremainedinthesitting-room,andhavingsentformymedicine-chest,madeamixtureforMissHalcombe,andacoolinglotiontobeappliedtoherhead,soastolosenotimebeforethedoctorcame。Weappliedthelotion,butwecouldnotgethertotakethemixture。
SirPercivalundertooktosendforthedoctor。Hedespatchedagroom,onhorseback,forthenearestmedicalman,MrDawson,ofOakLodge。
MrDawsonarrivedinlessthananhour’stime。Hewasarespectableelderlyman,wellknownallroundthecountry,andweweremuchalarmedwhenwefoundthatheconsideredthecasetobeaveryseriousone。
HislordshiptheCountaffablyenteredintoconversationwithMrDawson,andgavehisopinionswithajudiciousfreedom。MrDawson,notover-courteously,inquiredifhislordship’sadvicewastheadviceofadoctor,andbeinginformedthatitwastheadviceofonewhohadstudiedmedicineunprofessionally,repliedthathewasnotaccustomedtoconsultwithamateurphysicians。
TheCount,withtrulyChristianmeeknessoftemper,smiledandlefttheroom。Beforehewentouthetoldmethathemightbefound,incasehewaswantedinthecourseoftheday,attheboat-houseonthebanksofthelake。Whyheshouldhavegonethere,Icannotsay。Buthedidgo,remainingawaythewholedaytillseveno’clock,whichwasdinner-time。Perhapshewishedtosettheexampleofkeepingthehouseasquietaspossible。Itwasentirelyinhischaractertodoso。Hewasamostconsideratenobleman。
MissHalcombepassedaverybadnight,thefevercomingandgoing,andgettingworsetowardsthemorninginsteadofbetter。Nonursefittowaitonherbeingathandintheneighbourhood,herladyshiptheCountessandmyselfundertooktheduty,relievingeachother。LadyGlyde,mostunwisely,insistedonsittingupwithus。ShewasmuchtoonervousandtoodelicateinhealthtobeartheanxietyofMissHalcombe’sillnesscalmly。Sheonlydidherselfharm,withoutbeingoftheleastrealassistance。Amoregentleandaffectionateladyneverlived——butshecried,andshewasfrightened,twoweaknesseswhichmadeherentirelyunfittobepresentinasick-room。
SirPercivalandtheCountcameinthemorningtomaketheirinquiries。
SirPercivalfromdistress。Ipresume,athislady’saffliction。andatHissHalcombe’sillnessappearedmuchconfusedandunsettledinhismind。Hislordshiptestified,onthecontrary,abecomingcomposureandinterest。Hehadhisstrawhatinonehand,andhisbookintheother,andhementionedtoSirPercivalinmyhearingthathewouldgooutagainandstudyatthelake。`Letuskeepthehousequiet,’hesaid。`Letusnotsmokeindoors,myfriend,nowMissHalcombeisill。Yougoyourway,andIwillgomine。WhenIstudyIliketobealone。Goodmorning,MrsMichelson。’
SirPercivalwasnotcivilenough——perhapsIoughtinjusticetosay,notcomposedenough——totakeleaveofmewiththesamePoliteattention。
Theonlypersoninthehouse,indeed,whotreatedme,atthattimeoratanyother,onthefootingofaladyindistressedcircumstances,wastheCount。Hehadthemannersofatruenobleman——hewasconsideratetowardseveryone。EventheyoungpersonFannybynamewhoattendedonLadyGlydewasnotbeneathhisnotice。WhenshewassentawaybySirPercival,hislordshipshowingmehissweetlittlebirdsatthetimewasmostkindlyanxioustoknowwhathadbecomeofher,whereshewastogothedaysheleftBlackwaterPark,andsoon。Itisinsuchlittledelicateattentionsthattheadvantagesofaristocraticbirthalwaysshowthemselves。Imakenoapologyforintroducingtheseparticulars——theyarebroughtforwardinjusticetohislordship,whosecharacter,Ihavereasontoknow,isviewedratherharshlyincertainquarters。Anoblemanwhocanrespectaladyindistressedcircumstances,andcantakeafatherlyinterestinthefortunesofanhumbleservantgirl,showsprinciplesandfeelingsoftoohighanordertobelightlycalledinquestion。Iadvancenoopinions——
Iofferfactsonly。MyendeavourthroughlifeistojudgenotthatIbenotjudged。Oneofmybelovedhusband’sfinestsermonswasonthattext。
Ireaditconstantly——inmyowncopyoftheeditionprintedbysubscription,inthefirstdaysofmywidowhood——andateveryfreshperusalIderiveanincreaseofspiritualbenefitandedification。
TherewasnoimprovementinMissHalcombe,andthesecondnightwasevenworsethanthefirst。MrDawsonwasconstantinhisattendance。ThepracticaldutiesofnursingwerestilldividedbetweentheCountessandmyself,LadyGlydepersistinginsittingupwithus,thoughwebothentreatedhertotakesomerest。`MyplaceisbyMarian’sbedside,’washeronlyanswer。`WhetherIamill,orwell,nothingwillinducemetolosesightofher。’
TowardsmiddayIwentdownstairstoattendtosomeofmyregularduties。
Anhourafterwards,onmywaybacktothesickroom,IsawtheCountwhohadgoneoutagainearly,forthethirdtimeenteringthehall,toallappearanceinthehighestgoodspirits。SirPercival,atthesamemoment,puthisheadoutofthelibrarydoor,andaddressedhisnoblefriend,withextremeeagerness,inthesewords——
`Haveyoufoundher?’
Hislordship’slargefacebecamedimpledalloverwithplacidsmiles,buthemadenoreplyinwords。AtthesametimeSirPercivalturnedhishead,observedthatIwasapproachingthestairs,andlookedatmeinthemostrudelyangrymannerpossible`Comeinhereandtellmeaboutit,’hesaidtotheCount。`Whenevertherearewomeninahousethey’realwayssuretobegoingupordownstairs。’
`MydearPercival,’observedhislordshipkindly,`MrsMichelsonhasduties。PrayrecogniseheradmirableperformanceofthemassincerelyasIdo!Howisthesufferer,MrsMichelson?’
`Nobetter,mylord,Iregrettosay。’
`Sad——mostsad!’remarkedtheCount。`Youlookfatigued,MrsMichelson。
Itiscertainlytimeyouandmywifehadsomehelpinnursing。IthinkImaybethemeansofofferingyouthathelp。CircumstanceshavehappenedwhichwillobligeMadameFoscototraveltoLondoneithertomorroworthedayafter。Shewillgoawayinthemorningandreturnatnight,andshewillbringbackwithher,torelieveyou,anurseofexcellentconductandcapacity,whoisnowdisengaged。Thewomanisknowntomywifeasapersontobetrusted。Beforeshecomesheresaynothingabouther,ifyouplease,tothedoctor,becausehewilllookwithanevileyeonanynurseofmyproviding。Whensheappearsinthishouseshewillspeakforherself,andMrDawsonwillbeobligedtoacknowledgethatthereisnoexcusefornotemployingher。LadyGlydewillsaythesame。PraypresentmybestrespectsandsympathiestoLadyGlyde。’
Iexpressedmygratefulacknowledgmentsforhislordship’skindconsideration。
SirPercivalcutthemshortbycallingtohisnoblefriendusing,regrettosay,aprofaneexpressiontocomeintothelibrary,andnottokeephimwaitingthereanylonger。
Iproceededupstairs。Wearepoorerringcreatures,andhoweverwellestablishedawoman’sprinciplesmaybeshecannotalwayskeeponherguardagainstthetemptationtoexerciseanidlecuriosity。Iamashamedtosaythatanidlecuriosity,onthisoccasion,gotthebetterofmyprinciples,andmademeundulyinquisitiveaboutthequestionwhichSirPercivalhadaddressedtohisnoblefriendatthelibrarydoor。WhowastheCountexpectedtofindinthecourseofhisstudiousmorningramblesatBlackwaterPark?
Awoman,itwastobepresumed,fromthetermsofSirPercival’sinquiry。
IdidnotsuspecttheCountofanyimpropriety——Iknewhismoralcharactertoowell。TheonlyquestionIaskedmyselfwas——Hadhefoundher?
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter24[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter24Toresume。ThenightpassedasusualwithoutproducinganychangeforthebetterinMissHalcombe。Thenextdaysheseemedtoimprovealittle。ThedayafterthatherladyshiptheCountess,withoutmentioningtheobjectofherjourneytoanyoneinmyhearing,proceededbythemorningtraintoLondon——hernoblehusband,withhiscustomaryattention,accompanyinghertothestation。
IwasnowleftinsolechargeofMissHalcombe,witheveryapparentchance,inconsequenceofhersister’sresolutionnottoleavethebedside,ofhavingLadyGlydeherselftonursenext。
TheonlycircumstanceofanyimportancethathappenedinthecourseofthedaywastheoccurrenceofanotherunpleasantmeetingbetweenthedoctorandtheCount。
Hislordship,onreturningfromthestation,steppedupintoMissHalcombe’ssitting-roomtomakehisinquiries。Iwentoutfromthebedroomtospeaktohim,MrDawsonandLadyGlydebeingbothwiththepatientatthetime。
TheCountaskedmemanyquestionsaboutthetreatmentandthesymptoms。
Iinformedhimthatthetreatmentwasofthekinddescribedas`saline,’
andthatthesymptoms,betweentheattacksoffever,werecertainlythoseofincreasingweaknessandexhaustion。rustasIwasmentioningtheselastparticulars,MrDawsoncameoutfromthebedroom。