Isawtheeonceonceonlyyearsago:
Imustnotsayhowmanybutnotmany。
ItwasaJulymidnight;andfromoutAfull-orbedmoon,that,likethineownsoul,soaring,Soughtaprecipitatepathwayupthroughheaven,Therefellasilvery-silkenveiloflight,Withquietude,andsultriness,andslumber,UpontheupturnedfacesofathousandRosesthatgrewinanenchantedgarden,Wherenowinddaredtostir,unlessontiptoe
Fellontheupturn’dfacesoftheserosesThatgaveout,inreturnforthelove-light,Theirodoroussoulsinanecstaticdeath
Fellontheupturn’dfacesoftheserosesThatsmiledanddiedinthisparterre,enchantedBythee,andbythepoetryofthypresence。
Cladallinwhite,uponavioletbankIsawtheehalfreclining;whilethemoonFellontheupturn’dfacesoftheroses,Andonthineown,upturn’d-alas,insorrow!
WasitnotFate,that,onthisJulymidnight-
WasitnotFate,whosenameisalsoSorrow,
Thatbademepausebeforethatgarden-gate,Tobreathetheincenseofthoseslumberingroses?
Nofootstepstirred:thehatedworldanslept,Saveonlytheeandme。Oh,Heaven!-oh,God!
Howmyheartbeatsincouplingthosetwowords!
Saveonlytheeandme。Ipaused-Ilooked-
Andinaninstantallthingsdisappeared。
Ah,bearinmindthisgardenwasenchanted!
Thepearlylustreofthemoonwentout:
Themossybanksandthemeanderingpaths,Thehappyflowersandtherepiningtrees,Wereseennomore:theveryroses’odorsDiedinthearmsoftheadoringairs。
All-allexpiredsavethee-savelessthanthou:
Saveonlythedivinelightinthineeyes-
Savebutthesoulinthineupliftedeyes。
Isawbutthem-theyweretheworldtome!
Isawbutthem-sawonlythemforhours,Sawonlythemuntilthemoonwentdown。
Whatwildheart-historiesseemedtoheenwrittenUponthosecrystalline,celestialspheres!
Howdarkawoe,yethowsublimeahope!
Howsilentlysereneaseaofpride!
Howdaringanambition;yethowdeep-
Howfathomlessacapacityforlove!
Butnow,atlength,dearDiansankfromsight,Intoawesterncouchofthunder-cloud;
Andthou,aghost,amidtheentombingtreesDidstglideaway。Onlythineeyesremained;
Theywouldnotgo-theyneveryethavegone;
Lightingmylonelypathwayhomethatnight,Theyhavenotleftmeasmyhopeshavesince;
Theyfollowme-theyleadmethroughtheyears。
TheyaremyministersyetItheirslave。
Theirofficeistoillumineandenkindle
Myduty,tobesavedbytheirbrightlight,Andpurifiedintheirelectricfire,Andsanctifiedintheirelysianfire。
TheyfillmysoulwithBeautywhichisHope,AndarefarupinHeaventhestarsIkneeltoInthesad,silentwatchesofmynight;
WhileeveninthemeridianglareofdayIseethemstilltwosweetlyscintillantVenuses,unextinguishedbythesun!
Itwasmanyandmanyayearago,Inakingdombythesea,ThatamaidenlivedwhomyoumayknowBythenameofANNABELLEE;-
AndthismaidenshelivedwithnootherthoughtThantoloveandbelovedbyme。
_I_wasachildand_She_wasachild,Inthiskingdombythesea,Butwelovedwithalovethatwasmorethanlove-
IandmyANNABELLEE-
Withalovethatthewing閐seraphsofHeavenCovetedherandme。
Andthiswasthereasonthat,longago,Inthiskingdombythesea,AwindblewoutofacloudbynightChillingmyANNABELLEE;
Sothatherhigh-bornkinsmencameAndboreherawayfromme,Toshutherup,inasepulchreInthiskingdombythesea。
Theangels,nothalfsohappyinHeaven,Wentenvyingherandme;
Yes!thatwasthereasonasallmenknow,Inthiskingdombythesea
Thatthewindcameoutofthecloud,chillingAndkillingmyANNABELLEE。
ButourloveitwasstrongerbyfarthantheloveOfthosewhowereolderthanwe-
Ofmanyfarwiserthanwe-
AndneithertheangelsinHeavenaboveNorthedemonsdownundertheseaCaneverdissevermysoulfromthesoulOfthebeautifulANNABELLEE:-
ForthemoonneverbeamswithoutbringingmedreamsOfthebeautifulANNABELLEE;
AndthestarsneverrisebutIseethebrighteyesOfthebeautifulANNABELLEE;
Andso,allthenight-tide,IliedownbythesideOfmydarling,mydarling,mylifeandmybrideInhersepulchretherebythesea-
Inhertombbythesideofthesea。
Forherthisrhymeispenned,whoseluminouseyes,BrightlyexpressiveasthetwinsofLoeda,Shallfindherownsweetname,that,nestlingliesUponthepage,enwrappedfromeveryreader。
Searchnarrowlythelines!theyholdatreasureDivineatalismananamuletThatmustbeworn_atheart_。Searchwellthemeasure
Thewordsthesyllables!DonotforgetThetrivialestpoint,oryoumayloseyourlabor!
AndyetthereisinthisnoGordianknotWhichonemightnotundowithoutasabre,Ifonecouldmerelycomprehendtheplot。
EnwrittenupontheleafwherenowarepeeringEyesscintillatingsoul,therelie_perdus_
ThreeeloquentwordsoftutteredinthehearingOfpoets,bypoetsasthenameisapoet’s,too。
Itsletters,althoughnaturallylyingLiketheknightPintoMendezFerdinando
StillformasynonymforTruthCeasetrying!
Youwillnotreadtheriddle,thoughyoudothebest_you_cando。
1846。
[Todiscoverthenamesinthisandthefollowingpoemreadthefirstletterofthefirstlineinconnectionwiththesecondletterofthesecondline,thethirdletterofthethirdline,thefourthofthefourthandsoontotheend。]
“Seldomwefind。”saysSolomonDonDunce,“Halfanideaintheprofoundestsonnet。
ThroughalltheflimsythingsweseeatonceAseasilyasthroughaNaplesbonnet-
Trashofalltrash!-how_can_aladydonit?
YetheavierfarthanyourPetrarchanstuff-
Owl-downynonsensethatthefaintestpuffTwirlsintotrunk-paperthewhileyouconit。”
And,veritably,Solisrightenough。
ThegeneraltuckermanitiesarearrantBubbles-ephemeraland_so_transparent-
But_this_is,now,-youmaydependuponit-
Stable,opaque,immortal-allbydintOfthedearnamesthatlieconcealedwithin’t。
BecauseIfeelthat,intheHeavensabove,Theangels,whisperingtooneanother,Canfind,amongtheirburningtermsoflove,Nonesodevotionalasthatof“Mother。”
ThereforebythatdearnameIlonghavecalledyou
Youwhoaremorethanmotheruntome,Andfillmyheartofhearts,whereDeathinstalledyouInsettingmyVirginia’sspiritfree。
Mymothermyownmother,whodiedearly,Wasbutthemotherofmyself;butyouAremothertotheoneIlovedsodearly,AndthusaredearerthanthemotherIknewBythatinfinitywithwhichmywifeWasdearertomysoulthanitssoul-life。
[Theabovewasaddressedtothepoet’smother-in-law,Mrs。ClemmEd。]
ThankHeaven!thecrisis
Thedangerispast,AndthelingeringillnessIsoveratlast
Andthefevercalled“Living“
Isconqueredatlast。
Sadly,IknowIamshornofmystrength,AndnomuscleImoveAsIlieatfulllength
Butnomatter!IfeelIambetteratlength。
AndIrestsocomposedly,Now,inmybed,ThatanybeholderMightfancymedead
Mightstartatbeholdingme,Thinkingmedead。
Themoaningandgroaning,Thesighingandsobbing,Arequietednow,WiththathorriblethrobbingAtheart:ah,thathorrible,Horriblethrobbing!
Thesicknessthenausea
Thepitilesspain
Haveceased,withthefeverThatmaddenedmybrain
Withthefevercalled“Living“
Thatburnedinmybrain。
Andoh!ofalltortures_That_torturetheworstHasabatedtheterribleTortureofthirstForthenaphthalineriverOfPassionaccurst:
IhavedrankofawaterThatquenchesallthirst:
Ofawaterthatflows,Withalullabysound,FromaspringbutaveryfewFeetunderground
FromacavernnotveryfarDownunderground。
Andah!letitneverBefoolishlysaidThatmyroomitisgloomyAndnarrowmybed;
FormanneversleptInadifferentbed
And,to_sleep_,youmustslumberInjustsuchabed。
MytantalizedspiritHereblandlyreposes,Forgetting,orneverRegrettingitsroses
ItsoldagitationsOfmyrtlesandroses:
Fornow,whilesoquietlyLying,itfanciesAholierodorAboutit,ofpansies
Arosemaryodor,Commingledwithpansies
WithrueandthebeautifulPuritanpansies。
Andsoitlieshappily,BathinginmanyAdreamofthetruthAndthebeautyofAnnie
DrownedinabathOfthetressesofAnnie。
Shetenderlykissedme,Shefondlycaressed,AndthenIfellgentlyTosleeponherbreast
DeeplytosleepFromtheheavenofherbreast。
Whenthelightwasextinguished,Shecoveredmewarm,AndsheprayedtotheangelsTokeepmefromharm
TothequeenoftheangelsToshieldmefromharm。
AndIliesocomposedly,Nowinmybed,Knowingherlove
Thatyoufancymedead
AndIrestsocontentedly,Nowinmybed,Withherloveatmybreast
Thatyoufancymedead
Thatyoushuddertolookatme,Thinkingmedead:
ButmyheartitisbrighterThanallofthemanyStarsinthesky,ForitsparkleswithAnnie
ItglowswiththelightOftheloveofmyAnnie
WiththethoughtofthelightOftheeyesofmyAnnie。
BELOVED!amidtheearnestwoesThatcrowdaroundmyearthlypath
Drearpath,alas!wheregrowsNotevenonelonelyrose
MysoulatleastasolacehathIndreamsofthee,andthereinknowsAnEdenofblandrepose。
AndthusthymemoryistomeLikesomeenchantedfar-offisleInsometumultuossea
SomeoceanthrobbingfarandfreeWithstormsbutwheremeanwhileSerenestskiescontinuallyJusto’rethatonebrightislandsmile。
THOUwouldstbeloved?-thenletthyheartFromitspresentpathwaypartnot!
Beingeverythingwhichnowthouart,Benothingwhichthouartnot。
Sowiththeworldthygentleways,Thygrace,thymorethanbeauty,Shallbeanendlessthemeofpraise,Andlove-asimpleduty。