’Goanddesigndecorativemedallionsforrichbrewers’houses。
Youarethoroughlygoodatthat。’Dickwassickandsavage。
’Betterthingsthanmedallions,Dick,’wastheanswer,intonesthatrecalledagray-eyedatom’sfearlessspeechtoMrsJennettDickwouldhaveabasedhimselfutterly,butthatothergirltrailedin。
NextSundayhelaidatMaisie’sfeetsmallgiftsofpencilsthatcouldalmostdrawofthemselvesandcoloursinwhosepermanencehebelieved,andhewasostentatiouslyattentivetotheworkinhandItdemanded,amongotherthings,anexpositionofthefaiththatwasinhim。
Torpenhow’shairwouldhavestoodonendhadheheardthefluencywithwhichDickpreachedhisowngospelofArt。
Amonthbefore,Dickwouldhavebeenequallyastonished;butitwasMaisie’swillandpleasure,andhedraggedhiswordstogethertomakeplaintohercomprehensionallthathadbeenhiddentohimselfofthewhysandwhereforesofworkThereisnottheleastdifficultyindoingathingifyouonlyknowhowtodoit;thetroubleistoexplainyourmethod。
’IcouldputthisrightifIhadabrushinmyhand,’saidDick,despairingly,overthemodellingofachinthatMaisiecomplainedwouldnot’lookflesh,’——itwasthesamechinthatshehadscrapedoutwiththepaletteknife,——’butIfinditalmostimpossibletoteachyouThere’saqueergrin,DutchtouchaboutyourpaintingthatIlike;butI’veanotionthatyou’reweakindrawingYouforeshortenasthoughyouneverusedthemodel,andyou’vecaughtKami’spastywayofdealingwithfleshinshadowThen,again,thoughyoudon’tknowityourself,youshirkhardworkSupposeyouspendsomeofyourtimeonlineloneLinedoesn’tallowofshirkingOilsdo,andthreesquareinchesofflashy,trickystuffinthecornerofapicsometimescarryabadthingoff,——asIknow。
That’simmoralDoline-workforalittlewhile,andthenIcantellmoreaboutyourpowers,asoldKamiusedtosay。’
Maisieprotested;shedidnotcareforthepureline。
’Iknow,’saidDick’Youwanttodoyourfancyheadswithabunchofflowersatthebaseofthenecktohidebadmodelling。’Thered-hairedgirllaughedalittle’Youwanttodolandscapeswithcattleknee-deepingrasstohidebaddrawingYouwanttodoagreatdealmorethanyoucandoYouhavesenseofcolour,butyouwantformColour’sagift,——putitasideandthinknomoreaboutit,——butformyoucanbedrilledinto。
Now,allyourfancyheads——andsomeofthemareverygood——willkeepyouexactlywhereyouareWithlineyoumustgoforwardorbackward,anditwillshowupallyourweaknesses。’
’Butotherpeople——’beganMaisie。
’Youmustn’tmindwhatotherpeopledoIftheirsoulswereyoursoul,itwouldbedifferentYoustandandfallbyyourownwork,remember,andit’swasteoftimetothinkofanyoneelseinthisbattle。’
Dickpaused,andthelongingthathadbeensoresolutelyputawaycamebackintohiseyesHelookedatMaisie,andthelookaskedasplainlyaswords,WasitnottimetoleaveallthisbarrenwildernessofcanvasandcounselandjoinhandswithLifeandLove?
MaisieassentedtothenewprogrammeofschoolingsoadorablythatDickcouldhardlyrestrainhimselffrompickingherupthenandthereandcarryingherofftothenearestregistrar’sofficeItwastheimplicitobediencetothespokenwordandtheblankindifferencetotheunspokendesirethatbaffledandbuffetedhissoulHeheldauthorityinthathouse,——authoritylimited,indeed,toone-halfofoneafternooninseven,butveryrealwhileitlastedMaisiehadlearnedtoappealtohimonmanysubjects,fromtheproperpackingofpicturestotheconditionofasmokychimneyThered-hairedgirlneverconsultedhimaboutanything。
Ontheotherhand,sheacceptedhisappearanceswithoutprotest,andwatchedhimalwaysHediscoveredthatthemealsoftheestablishmentwereirregularandfragmentaryTheydependedchieflyontea,pickles,andbiscuit,ashehadsuspectedfromthebeginningThegirlsweresupposedtomarketweekandweekabout,buttheylived,withthehelpofacharwoman,ascasuallyastheyoungravensMaisiespentmostofherincomeonmodels,andtheothergirlrevelledinapparatusasrefinedasherworkwasroughArmedwithknowledge,dear-boughtfromtheDocks,DickwarnedMaisiethattheendofsemi-starvationmeantthecripplingofpowertowork,whichwasconsiderablyworsethandeath。
Maisietookthewarning,andgavemorethoughttowhatsheateanddrankWhenhistroublereturneduponhim,asitgenerallydidinthelongwintertwilights,theremembranceofthatlittleactofdomesticauthorityandhiscoercionwithahearth-brushofthesmokydrawing-roomchimneystungDicklikeawhip-lash。
Heconceivedthatthismemorywouldbetheextremeofhissufferings,tilloneSunday,thered-hairedgirlannouncedthatshewouldmakeastudyofDick’shead,andthathewouldbegoodenoughtositstill,and——quiteasanafterthought——lookatMaisieHesat,becausehecouldnotwellrefuse,andforthespaceofhalfanhourhereflectedonallthepeopleinthepastwhomhehadlaidopenforthepurposesofhisowncraftHerememberedBinatmostdistinctly,——thatBinatwhohadoncebeenanartistandtalkedaboutdegradation。
Itwasthemerestmonochromeroughinginofahead,butitpresentedthedumbwaiting,thelonging,and,aboveall,thehopelessenslavementoftheman,inaspiritofbittermockery。
’I’llbuyit,’saidDick,promptly,’atyourownprice。’
’Mypriceistoohigh,butIdaresayyou’llbeasgratefulif——’Thewetsketch,flutteredfromthegirl’shandandfellintotheashesofthestudiostoveWhenshepickeditupitwashopelesslysmudged。
’Oh,it’sallspoiled!’saidMaisie’AndIneversawitWasitlike?’
’Thankyou,’saidDickunderhisbreathtothered-hairedgirl,andheremovedhimselfswiftly。
’Howthatmanhatesme!’saidthegirl’Andhowhelovesyou,Maisie!’
’Whatnonsense?IknewDick’sveryfondofme,buthehadhisworktodo,andIhavemine。’
’Yes,heisfondofyou,andIthinkheknowsthereissomethinginimpressionism,afterallMaisie,can’tyousee?’
’See?Seewhat?’
’Nothing;only,IknowthatifIcouldgetanymantolookatmeasthatmanlooksatyou,I’d——Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoButhehatesme。
Oh,howhehatesme!’
ShewasnotaltogethercorrectDick’shatredwastemperedwithgratitudeforafewmoments,andthenheforgotthegirlentirely。
Onlythesenseofshameremained,andhewasnursingitacrosstheParkinthefog’There’llbeanexplosiononeofthesedays,’hesaidwrathfully。
’Butitisn’tMaisie’sfault;she’sright,quiteright,asfarassheknows,andI
can’tblameherThisbusinesshasbeengoingonforthreemonthsnearly。
Threemonths!——anditcostmetenyears’knockingabouttogetatthenotion,themerestrawnotion,ofmyworkThat’strue;butthenI
didn’thavepins,drawing-pins,andpalette-knives,stuckintomeeverySunday。
Oh,mylittledarling,ifeverIbreakyou,somebodywillhaveaverybadtimeofitNo,shewon’tI’dbeasbigafoolaboutherasIamnow。
I’llpoisonthatred-hairedgirlonmywedding-day,——she’sunwholesome,——andnowI’llpassonthesepresentbadtimestoTorp。’
TorpenhowhadbeenmovedtolectureDickmorethanoncelatelyonthesinoflevity,andDickandlistenedandrepliednotawordIntheweeksbetweenthefirstfewSundaysofhisdisciplinehehadflunghimselfsavagelyintohiswork,resolvedthatMaisieshouldatleastknowthefullstretchofhispowersThenhehadtaughtMaisiethatshemustnotpaytheleastattentiontoanyworkoutsideherown,andMaisiehadobeyedhimalltoowellShetookhiscounsels,butwasnotinterestedinhispictures。
’Yourthingssmelloftobaccoandblood,’shesaidonce’Can’tyoudoanythingexceptsoldiers?’
’Icoulddoaheadofyouthatwouldstartleyou,’thoughtDick,——thiswasbeforethered-hairedgirlhadbroughthimundertheguillotine,——butheonlysaid,’Iamverysorry,’andharrowedTorpenhow’ssoulthateveningwithblasphemiesagainstArtLater,insensiblyandtoalargeextentagainsthisownwill,heceasedtointeresthimselfinhisownwork。
ForMaisie’ssake,andtosoothetheself-respectthatitseemedtohimhelosteachSunday,hewouldnotconsciouslyturnoutbadstuff,but,sinceMaisiedidnotcareevenforhisbest,itwerebetternottodoanythingatallsavewaitandmarktimebetweenSundayandSunday。
Torpenhowwasdisgustedastheweekswentbyfruitless,andthenattackedhimoneSundayeveningwhenDickfeltutterlyexhaustedafterthreehours’
bitingself-restraintinMaisie’spresenceTherewasLanguage,andTorpenhowwithdrewtoconsulttheNilghai,whohadcomeittotalkcontinentalpolitics。
’Bone-idle,ishe?Careless,andtouchedinthetemper?’saidtheNilghai。
’Itisn’tworthworryingoverDickisprobablyplayingthefoolwithawoman。’
’Isn’tthatbadenough?’
’NoShemaythrowhimoutofgearandknockhisworktopiecesforawhileShemayeventurnupheresomedayandmakeasceneonthestaircase:oneneverknowsButuntilDickspeaksofhisownaccordyouhadbetternottouchhimHeisnoeasy-temperedmantohandle。’
’No;IwishhewereHeissuchanaggressive,cocksure,you-be-damnedfellow。’
’He’llgetthatknockedoutofhimintimeHemustlearnthathecan’tstormupanddowntheworldwithaboxofmoisttubesandaslickbrush。
You’refondofhim?’
’I’dtakeanypunishmentthat’sinstoreforhimifIcould;buttheworstofitis,nomancansavehisbrother。’
’No,andtheworserofitis,thereisnodischargeinthiswarDickmustlearnhislessonliketherestofusTalkingofwar,there’llbetroubleintheBalkansinthespring。’
’ThattroubleislongcomingIwonderifwecoulddragDickouttherewhenitcomesoff?’
Dickenteredtheroomsoonafterwards,andthequestionwasputtohim。
’Notgoodenough,’hesaidshortly’I’mtoocomf’ywhereIam。’
’Surelyyouaren’ttakingallthestuffinthepapersseriously?’saidtheNilghai’Yourvoguewillbeendedinlessthansixmonths,——thepublicwillknowyourtouchandgoontosomethingnew,——andwherewillyoubethen?’
’Here,inEngland。’
’Whenyoumightbedoingdecentworkamongusoutthere?
Nonsense!I
shallgo,theKeneuwillbethere,Torpwillbethere,Cassavettiwillbethere,andthewholelotofuswillbethere,andweshallhaveasmuchaseverwecando,withunlimitedfightingandthechanceforyouofseeingthingsthatwouldmakethereputationofthreeVerestchagins。’
’Um!’saidDick,pullingathispipe。
’Youprefertostayhereandimaginethatalltheworldisgapingatyourpictures?Justthinkhowfullanaverageman’slifeisofhisownpursuitsandpleasuresWhentwentythousandofhimfindtimetolookupbetweenmouthfulsandgruntsomethingaboutsomethingtheyaren’ttheleastinterestedin,thenetresultiscalledfame,reputation,ornotoriety,accordingtothetasteandfancyofthespellermylord。’
’IknowthataswellasyoudoGivemecreditforalittlegumption。’
’BehangedifIdo!’
’Behanged,then;youprobablywillbe,——foraspy,byexcitedTurks。
Heigh-ho!I’mweary,deadweary,andvirtuehasgoneoutofme。’
Dickdroppedintoachair,andwasfastasleepinaminute。
’That’sabadsign,’saidtheNilghai,inanundertone。
Torpenhowpickedthepipefromthewaistcoatwhereitwasbeginningtoburn,andputapillowbehindthehead’Wecan’thelp;wecan’thelp,’hesaid’It’sagooduglysortofoldcocoanut,andI’mfondofit。
There’sthescarofthewipehegotwhenhewascutoverinthesquare。’
’Shouldn’twonderifthathasmadehimatriflemad。’
’IshouldHe’samostbusinesslikemadman。’
ThenDickbegantosnorefuriously。
’Oh,here,noaffectioncanstandthissortofthingWakeup,Dick,andgoandsleepsomewhereelse,ifyouintendtomakeanoiseaboutit。’
’Whenacathasbeenoutonthetilesallnight,’saidtheNilghai,inhisbeard,’InoticethatsheusuallysleepsalldayThisisnaturalhistory。’
DickstaggeredawayrubbinghiseyesandyawningInthenight-watcheshewasovertakenwithanidea,sosimpleandsoluminousthathewonderedhehadneverconceiveditbeforeItwasfullofcraftHewouldseekMaisieonaweek-day,——wouldsuggestanexcursion,andwouldtakeherbytraintoFortKeeling,overtheverygroundthattheytwohadtroddentogethertenyearsago。
’Asageneralrule,’heexplainedtohischin-latheredreflectioninthemorning,’itisn’tsafetocrossanoldtrailtwiceThingsremindoneofthings,andacoldwindgetsup,andyoufeelsaid;butthisisanexceptiontoeveryrulethateverwasI’llgotoMaisieatonce。’