Valuablerowsofbookslookeddownupontheplaceoftorture;
andIcouldhearsparrowschirpinginthegarden,andmysprightlycousinalreadybangingthepianoandpouringforthanacidstreamofsongfromthedrawing-roomoverhead。
Itwasinthesecircumstancesthat,withallbrevityofspeechandacertainboyishsullennessofmanner,lookingthewhileuponthefloor,Iinformedmyrelativesofmyfinancialsituation:theamountIowedPinkerton;thehopelessnessofanymaintenancefromsculpture;thecareerofferedmeintheStates;andhow,beforebecomingmorebeholdentoastranger,Ihadjudgeditrighttolaythecasebeforemyfamily。
“Iamonlysorryyoudidnotcometomeatfirst。”saidUncleAdam。“Itakethelibertytosayitwouldhavebeenmoredecent。”
“Ithinksotoo,UncleAdam。”Ireplied;“butyoumustbearinmindIwasignorantinwhatlightyoumightregardmyapplication。”
“IhopeIwouldneverturnmybackonmyownfleshandblood。”hereturnedwithemphasis;buttomyanxiousear,withmoreoftemperthanaffection。“Icouldneverforgetyouweremysister’sson。Iregardthisasamanifestduty。Ihavenochoicebuttoaccepttheentireresponsibilityofthepositionyouhavemade。”
Ididnotknowwhatelsetodobutmurmur“thankyou。”
“Yes。”hepursued,“andthereissomethingprovidentialinthecircumstancethatyoucomeattherighttime。Inmyoldfirmthereisavacancy;theycallthemselvesItalianWarehousemennow。”hecontinued,regardingmewithatwinkleofhumour;
“soyoumaythinkyourselfinluck:wewereonlygrocersinmyday。Ishallplaceyouthereto-morrow。”
“Stopamoment,UncleAdam。”Ibrokein。“ThisisnotatallwhatIamasking。IaskyoutopayPinkerton,whoisapoorman。Iaskyoutoclearmyfeetofdebt,nottoarrangemylifeoranypartofit。”
“IfIwishedtobeharsh,Imightremindyouthatbeggarscannotbechoosers。”saidmyuncle;“andastomanagingyourlife,youhavetriedyourownwayalready,andyouseewhatyouhavemadeofit。Youmustnowaccepttheguidanceofthoseolderandwhateveryoumaythinkofitwiserthanyourself。AlltheseschemesofyourfriendofwhomIknownothing,bythebyandtalkofopeningsintheWest,Isimplydisregard。Ihavenoideawhateverofyourgoingtrokingacrossacontinentonawild-goosechase。Inthissituation,whichI
amfortunatelyabletoplaceatyourdisposal,andwhichmanyawell-conductedyoungmanwouldbegladtojumpat,youwillreceive,tobeginwith,eighteenshillingsaweek。”
“Eighteenshillingsaweek!”Icried。“Why,mypoorfriendgavememorethanthatfornothing!”
“AndIthinkitisthisveryfriendyouarenowtryingtorepay?”
observedmyuncle,withanairofoneadvancingastrongargument。
“Aadam!”saidmygrandfather。
“I’mvexedyoushouldbepresentatthisbusiness。”quothUncleAdam,swingingratherobsequiouslytowardsthestonemason;
“butImustremindyouitisofyourownseeking。”
“Aadam!”repeatedtheoldman。
“Well,sir,Iamlistening。”saysmyuncle。
Mygrandfathertookapuffortwoinsilence;andthen,“Ye’remakin’anawfu’poorappearance,Aadam。”saidhe。
Myunclevisiblyrearedattheaffront。“I’msorryyoushouldthinkso。”saidhe,“andstillmoresorryyoushouldsaysobeforepresentcompany。”
“Abelievethat;Akenthat,Aadam。”returnedoldLoudon,dryly;“andthecuriisthingis,I’mnoverycarin’。Seehere,maman。”hecontinued,addressinghimselftome。“A’myourgrandfaither,amn’tInot?NeveryoumindwhatAadamsays。
A’llseejusticedinye。A’mrich。”
“Father。”saidUncleAdam,“Iwouldlikeonewordwithyouinprivate。”
Irosetogo。
“Setdownuponyourhinderlands。”criedmygrandfather,almostsavagely。“IfAadamhasanythingtosay,lethimsayit。
It’smethathasthemoneyhere;andbyGravy!I’mgoin’tobeobeyed。”
Uponthisscurvyencouragement,itappearedthatmyunclehadnoremarktooffer:twicechallengedto“speakoutandbedonewithit。”hetwicesullenlydeclined;andImaymentionthataboutthisperiodoftheengagement,Ibegantobesorryforhim。
“Seehere,then,Jeannie’syin!”resumedmygrandfather。“A’mgoin’togiveyeaset-off。Yourmitherwasalwaysmyfav’rite,forAnevercouldagreewithAadam。Alikeyefineyoursel’;
there’snaenoansenseabootye;ye’veafinenayteralideeofbuilder’swork;ye’vebeentoFrance,wheretheytellmethey’regrandatthestuccy。Asplendidthingforceilin’s,thestuccy!
andit’savailyabledisguise,too;Adon’tbelievethere’sabuilderinScotlandhasusedmorestuccythanme。ButasA
wassayin’,ifye’llfolliethattrade,withthecapitalthatA’mgoin’togiveye,yemayliveyettobeasrichasmysel’。Yesee,yewouldhavealwayshadashareofitwhenAwasgone;itappearsye’reneedin’itnow;well,ye’llgettheless,asisonlyjustandproper。”
UncleAdamclearedhisthroat。“Thisisveryhandsome,father。”saidhe;“andIamsureLoudonfeelsitso。Veryhandsome,andasyousay,veryjust;butwillyouallowmetosaythatithadbetter,perhaps,beputinblackandwhite?”
Theenmityalwayssmoulderingbetweenthetwomenatthisill-judgedinterruptionalmostburstinflame。Thestonemasonturneduponhisoffspring,hislongupperlippulleddown,foralltheworld,likeamonkey’s。Hestaredawhileinvirulentsilence;andthen“GetGregg!”saidhe。
Theeffectofthesewordswasveryvisible。“Hewillbegonetohisoffice。”stammeredmyuncle。
“GetGregg!”repeatedmygrandfather。
“Itellyou,hewillbegonetohisoffice。”reiteratedAdam。
“AndItellye,he’stakin’hissmoke。”retortedtheoldman。
“Verywell,then。”criedmyuncle,gettingtohisfeetwithsomealacrity,asuponasuddenchangeofthought,“Iwillgethimmyself。”
“Yewillnot!”criedmygrandfather。“Yewillsitthereuponyourhinderland。”
“ThenhowthedevilamItogethim?”myunclebrokeforth,withnotunnaturalpetulance。
Mygrandfatherhavingnopossibleanswergrinnedathissonwiththemaliceofaschoolboy;thenherangthebell。
“Takethegardenkey。”saidUncleAdamtotheservant;“goovertothegarden,andifMr。Greggthelawyeristherehegenerallysitsundertheredhawthorn,givehimoldMr。
Loudon’scompliments,andwillhestepinhereforamoment?”
“Mr。Greggthelawyer!”AtonceIunderstoodwhathadbeenpuzzlingmethesignificanceofmygrandfatherandthealarmofmypooruncle:thestonemason’swill,itwassupposed,hungtremblinginthebalance。
“Lookhere,grandfather。”Isaid,“Ididn’twantanyofthis。AllIwantedwasaloanofsaytwohundredpounds。Icantakecareofmyself;Ihaveprospectsandopportunities,goodfriendsintheStates——“
Theoldmanwavedmedown。“It’smethatspeakshere。”hesaidcurtly;andwewaitedthecomingofthelawyerinatriplesilence。Heappearedatlast,themaidusheringhimin——aspectacled,dry,butnotungeniallookingman。
“Here,Gregg。”criedmygrandfather。“Justaquestion:WhathasAadamgottodowithmywill?”
“I’mafraidIdon’tquiteunderstand。”saidthelawyer,staring。
“Whathashegottodowithit?”repeatedtheoldman,smitingwithhisfistuponthearmofhischair。“Ismymoneymine’s,orisitAadam’s?CanAadaminterfere?”
“O,Isee。”saidMr。Gregg。“Certainlynot。Onthemarriageofbothofyourchildrenacertainsumwaspaiddownandacceptedinfulloflegitim。Youhavesurelynotforgottenthecircumstance,Mr。Loudon?”
“Sothat,ifIlike。”concludedmygrandfather,hammeringouthiswords,“IcanleaveeverydoitIdiepossessedoftotheGreatMagunn?”——meaningprobablytheGreatMogul。
“Nodoubtofit。”repliedGregg,withashadowofasmile。
“Yehearthat,Aadam?”askedmygrandfather。
“ImaybeallowedtosayIhadnoneedtohearit。”saidmyuncle。
“Verywell。”saysmygrandfather。“YouandJeannie’syincangoforabitwalk。MeandGregghasbusiness。”
WhenonceIwasinthehallalonewithUncleAdam,Iturnedtohim,sickatheart。“UncleAdam。”Isaid,“youcanunderstand,betterthanIcansay,howverypainfulallthisistome。”
“Yes,Iamsorryyouhaveseenyourgrandfatherinsounamiablealight。”repliedthisextraordinaryman。“Youshouldn’tallowittoaffectyourmindthough。Hehassterlingqualities,quiteanextraordinarycharacter;andIhavenofearbuthemeanstobehavehandsomelytoyou。”
Hiscomposurewasbeyondmyimitation:thehousecouldnotcontainme,norcouldIevenpromisetoreturntoit:inconcessiontowhichweakness,itwasagreedthatIshouldcallinaboutanhourattheofficeofthelawyer,whomasheleftthelibraryUncleAdamshouldwaylayandinformofthearrangement。Isupposetherewasneveramoretopsy-turvysituation:youwouldhavethoughtitwasIwhohadsufferedsomerebuff,andthatiron-sidedAdamwasagenerousconquerorwhoscornedtotakeadvantage。
ItwasplainenoughthatIwastobeendowed:towhatextentanduponwhatconditionsIwasnowleftforanhourtomeditateinthewideandsolitarythoroughfaresofthenewtown,takingcounselwithstreet-cornerstatuesofGeorgeIV。
andWilliamPitt,improvingmymindwiththepicturesinthewindowofamusic-shop,andrenewingmyacquaintancewithEdinburgheastwind。BytheendofthehourImademywaytoMr。Gregg’soffice,whereIwasplaced,withafewappropriatewords,inpossessionofachequefortwothousandpoundsandasmallparcelofarchitecturalworks。
“Mr。Loudonbidsmeadd。”continuedthelawyer,consultingalittlesheetofnotes,“thatalthoughthesevolumesareveryvaluabletothepracticalbuilder,youmustbecarefulnottoloseoriginality。Hetellsyoualsonottobe’haddendoun’——hisownexpression——bythetheoryofstrains,andthatPortlandcement,properlysanded,willgoalongway。”
Ismiled,andremarkedthatIsupposeditwould。
“Ioncelivedinoneofmyexcellentclient’shouses。”observedthelawyer;“andIwastempted,inthatcase,tothinkithadgonefarenough。”
“Underthesecircumstances,sir。”saidI,“youwillberatherrelievedtohearthatIhavenointentionofbecomingabuilder。”
Atthis,hefairlylaughed;and,theicebeingbroken,Iwasabletoconsulthimastomyconduct。HeinsistedImustreturntothehouse,atleast,forluncheon,andoneofmywalkswithMr。
Loudon。“Fortheevening,Iwillfurnishyouwithanexcuse,ifyouplease。”saidhe,“byaskingyoutoabachelordinnerwithmyself。Buttheluncheonandthewalkareunavoidable。Heisanoldman,and,Ibelieve,reallyfondofyou;hewouldnaturallyfeelaggrievediftherewereanyappearanceofavoidinghim;andasforMr。Adam,doyouknow,Ithinkyourdelicacyoutofplace。Andnow,Mr。Dodd,whatareyoutodowiththismoney?”
Ay,therewasthequestion。Withtwothousandpounds——fiftythousandfrancs——ImightreturntoParisandthearts,andbeaprinceandmillionaireinthatthriftyLatinQuarter。IthinkI
hadthegrace,withonecornerofmymind,tobegladthatIhadsenttheLondonletter:Iknowverywellthatwiththerestandworstofme,Irepentedbitterlyofthatprecipitateact。Ononepoint,however,mywholemultiplexestateofmanwasunanimous:theletterbeinggone,therewasnohelpbutImustfollow。Themoneywasaccordinglydividedintwounequalshares:forthefirst,Mr。GregggotmeabillinthenameofDijontomeetmyliabilitiesinParis;forthesecond,asIhadalreadycashinhandfortheexpensesofmyjourney,hesuppliedmewithdraftsonSanFrancisco。
TherestofmybusinessinEdinburgh,nottodwellonaveryagreeabledinnerwiththelawyerorthehorrorsofthefamilyluncheon,tooktheformofanexcursionwiththestonemason,wholedmethistimetonosuburborworkofhisoldhands,butwithanimpulsebothnaturalandpretty,tothatmoreenduringhomewhichhehadchosenforhisclay。Itwasinacemetery,bysomestrangechance,immuredwithinthebulwarksofaprison;standing,besides,onthemarginofacliff,crowdedwithelderlystonememorials,andgreenwithturfandivy。TheeastwindwhichIthoughttooharshfortheoldman
continuallyshooktheboughs,andthethinsunofaScottishsummerdrewtheirdancingshadows。