confessthatIwenttobedwithoutoneworduponthematterofCarthew,butnotwithouthavingcovenantedwithmyrascalforavisittoChesterthenextday。AtChesterwedidtheCathedral,walkedonthewalls,discussedShakespeareandthemusicalglasses——andmadeafreshengagementforthemorrow。
  Idonotknow,andIamgladtohaveforgotten,howlongthesetravelswerecontinued。Wevisitedatleast,bysingularzigzags,Stratford,Warwick,Coventry,Gloucester,Bristol,Bath,andWells。Ateachstagewespokedutifullyofthesceneanditsassociations;Isketched,theShysterspoutedpoetryandcopiedepitaphs。WhocoulddoubtweweretheusualAmericans,travellingwithadesignofself-improvement?
  Whowastoguessthatonewasablackmailer,tremblingtoapproachthesceneofaction——theotherahelpless,amateurdetective,waitingonevents?
  Itisunnecessarytoremarkthatnoneoccurred,ornonetheleastsuitablewithmydesignofprotectingCarthew。Twotrifles,indeed,completedthoughtheyscarcelychangedmyconceptionoftheShyster。ThefirstwasobservedinGloucester,wherewespentSunday,andIproposedweshouldhearserviceinthecathedral。Tomysurprise,thecreaturehadanISMofhisown,towhichhewasloyal;andheleftmetogoalonetothecathedral——orperhapsnottogoatall——andstoleoffdownadesertedalleytosomeBethelorEbenezerofthepropershade。
  Whenwemetagainatlunch,Iralliedhim,andhegrewrestive。
  “Youneedemploynocircumlocutionswithme,Mr。Dodd。”hesaidsuddenly。“Youregardmybehaviourfromanunfavourablepointofview:youregardme,Imuchfear,ashypocritical。”
  Iwassomewhatconfusedbytheattack。“YouknowwhatI
  thinkofyourtrade。”Ireplied,lamelyandcoarsely。
  “Excuseme,ifIseemtopressthesubject。”hecontinued,“butifyouthinkmylifeerroneous,wouldyouhavemeneglectthemeansofgrace?Becauseyouconsidermeinthewrongononepoint,wouldyouhavemeplacemyselfonthewronginall?
  Surely,sir,thechurchisforthesinner。”
  “Didyouaskablessingonyourpresententerprise?”Isneered。
  HehadabadattackofSt。Vitus,hisfacewaschanged,andhiseyesflashed。“IwilltellyouwhatIdid!”hecried。“Iprayedforanunfortunatemanandawretchedwomanwhomhetriestosupport。”
  IcannotpretendthatIfoundanyrepartee。
  ThesecondincidentwasatBristol,whereIlostsightofmygentlemansomehours。Fromthiseclipse,hereturnedtomewiththickspeech,wanderingfootsteps,andabackallwhitenedwithplaster。Ihadhalfexpected,yetIcouldhavewepttoseeit。Alldisabilitieswerepiledonthatweakback——
  domesticmisfortune,nervousdisease,adispleasingexterior,emptypockets,andtheslaveryofvice。
  Iwillneverdenythatourprolongedconjunctionwastheresultofdoublecowardice。Eachwasafraidtoleavetheother,eachwasafraidtospeak,orknewnotwhattosay。Saveformyill-
  judgedallusionatGloucester,thesubjectuppermostinbothourmindswasburied。Carthew,Stallbridge-le-Carthew,Stallbridge-Minster——whichwehadlongsinceandseverally
  identifiedtobetheneareststation——eventhenameofDorsetshirewasstudiouslyavoided。Andyetweweremakingprogressallthetime,tackingacrossbroadEnglandlikeanunweatherlyvesselonawind;approachingourdestination,notopenly,butbyasortofflyingsap。Andatlength,Icanscarcetellhow,weweresetdownbyadilatorybutt-endoflocaltrainontheuntenantedplatformofStallbridge-Minster。
  Thetownwasancientandcompact:adominooftiledhousesandwalledgardens,dwarfedbythedisproportionatebignessofthechurch。Fromthemidstofthethoroughfarewhichdivideditinhalf,fieldsandtreeswerevisibleateitherend;andthroughthesally-portofeverystreet,thereflowedinfromthecountryasilentinvasionofgreengrass。Beesandbirdsappearedtomakethemajorityoftheinhabitants;everygardenhaditsrowofhives,theeavesofeveryhousewereplasteredwiththenestsofswallows,andthepinnaclesofthechurchwereflickeredaboutalldaylongbyamultitudeofwings。ThetownwasofRomanfoundation;andasIlookedoutthatafternoonfromthelowwindowsoftheinn,Ishouldscarcehavebeensurprisedtoseeacenturioncomingupthestreetwithafatiguedraftoflegionaries。Inshort,Stallbridge-
  MinsterwasoneofthosetownswhichappeartobemaintainedbyEnglandfortheinstructionanddelightoftheAmericanrambler;towhichheseemsguidedbyaninstinctnotlesssurprisingthanthesetter’s;andwhichhevisitsandquitswithequalenthusiasm。
  Iwasnotatallinthehumourofthetourist。Ihadwastedweeksoftimeandaccomplishednothing;wewereontheeveoftheengagement,andIhadneitherplansnorallies。Ihadthrustmyselfintothetradeofprivateprovidenceandamateurdetective;IwasspendingmoneyandIwasreapingdisgrace。
  Allthetime,IkepttellingmyselfthatImustatleastspeak;
  thatthisignominioussilenceshouldhavebeenbrokenlongago,andmustbebrokennow。IshouldhavebrokenitwhenhefirstproposedtocometoStallbridge-Minster;Ishouldhavebrokenitinthetrain;Ishouldbreakitthereandthen,ontheinndoorstep,astheomnibusrolledoff。Iturnedtowardhimatthethought;heseemedtowince,thewordsdiedonmylips,andIproposedinsteadthatweshouldvisittheMinster。
  Whilewewereengageduponthisduty,itcameontoraininamannerworthyofthetropics。Thevaultreverberated;everygargoyleinstantlypoureditsfulldischarge;wewadedbacktotheinn,ankle-deepinimpromptubrooks;andtherestoftheafternoonsatweatherbound,hearkeningtothesonorousdeluge。FortwohoursItalkedofindifferentmatters,laboriouslyfeedingtheconversation;fortwohoursmymindwasquitemadeuptodomydutyinstantly——andateachparticularinstantIpostponedittillthenext。Toscrewupmyfalteringcourage,Icalledatdinnerforsomesparklingwine。Itprovedwhenitcametobedetestable;Icouldnotputittomylips;andBellairs,whohadasmuchpalateasaweevil,waslefttofinishithimself。Doubtlessthewineflushedhim;doubtlesshemayhaveobservedmyembarrassmentoftheafternoon;
  doubtlesshewasconsciousthatwewereapproachingacrisis,andthatthatevening,ifIdidnotjoinwithhim,Imustdeclaremyselfanopenenemy。Atleasthefled。Dinnerwasdone;thiswasthetimewhenIhadboundmyselftobreakmysilence;nomoredelaysweretobeallowed,nomoreexcusesreceived。I
  wentupstairsaftersometobacco;whichIfelttobeamerenecessityinthecircumstances;andwhenIreturned,themanwasgone。Thewaitertoldmehehadleftthehouse。
  Therainstillplumped,likeavastshower-bath,overthedesertedtown。Thenightwasdarkandwindless:thestreetlitglimmeringlyfromendtoend,lamps,housewindows,andthereflectionsintherain-poolsallcontributing。Fromapublic-
  houseontheothersideoftheway,Iheardaharptwangandadolefulvoiceupraisedinthe“LarboardWatch。”“TheAnchor’sWeighed。”andothernavalditties。WherehadmyShysterwandered?Inalllikelihoodtothatlyricaltavern;therewasnochoiceofdiversion;incomparisonwithStallbridge-Minsteronarainynight,asheepfoldwouldseemgay。
  AgainIpassedinreviewthepointsofmyinterview,onwhichI
  wasalwaysconstantlyresolvedsolongasmyadversarywasabsentfromthescene:andagaintheystruckmeasinadequate。
  FromthisdispiritingexerciseIturnedtothenativeamusementsoftheinncoffee-room,andstudiedforsometimethemezzotintsthatfrowneduponthewall。Therailwayguide,aftershowingmehowsoonIcouldleaveStallbridgeandhowquicklyIcouldreachParis,failedtoholdmyattention。Anillustratedadvertisementbookofhotelsbroughtmeverylowindeed;andwhenitcametothelocalpaper,Icouldhavewept。
  Atthispoint,IfoundapassingsolaceinacopyofWhittaker’sAlmanac,andobtainedinfiftyminutesmoreinformationthanI
  haveyetbeenabletouse。
  Thenafreshapprehensionassailedme。SupposeBellairshadgivenmetheslip?supposehewasnowrollingontheroadtoStallbridge-le-Carthew?orperhapstherealreadyandlayingbeforeaverywhite-facedauditorhisthreatsandpropositions?
  Ahastypersonmighthaveinstantlypursued。WhateverIam,I
  amnothasty,andIwasawareofthreegraveobjections。Inthefirstplace,IcouldnotbecertainthatBellairswasgone。Inthesecond,Ihadnotastewhateverforalongdriveatthathourofthenightandinsomercilessarain。Inthethird,IhadnoideahowIwastogetadmittedifIwent,andnoideawhatIshouldsayifIgotadmitted。“Inshort。”Iconcluded,“thewholesituationisthemerestfarce。Youhavethrustyourselfinwhereyouhadnobusinessandhavenopower。YouwouldbequiteasusefulinSanFrancisco;farhappierinParis;andbeingbythewrathofGodatStallbridge-Minster,thewisestthingistogoquietlytobed。”Onthewaytomyroom,Isawinaflash
  thatwhichIoughttohavedonelongago,andwhichitwasnowtoolatetothinkof——writtentoCarthew,Imean,detailingthefactsanddescribingBellairs,lettinghimdefendhimselfifhewereable,andgivinghimtimetofleeifhewerenot。Itwasthelastblowtomyself-respect;andIflungmyselfintomybedwithcontumely。
  Ihavenoguesswhathouritwas,whenIwaswakenedbytheentranceofBellairscarryingacandle。Hehadbeendrunk,forhewasbedaubedwithmirefromheadtofoot;buthewasnowsoberandundertheempireofsomeviolentemotionwhichhecontrolledwithdifficulty。Hetrembledvisibly;andmorethanonce,duringtheinterviewwhichfollowed,tearssuddenlyandsilentlyoverflowedhischeeks。
  “Ihavetoaskyourpardon,sir,forthisuntimelyvisit。”hesaid。
  “Imakenodefence,Ihavenoexcuse,Ihavedisgracedmyself,Iamproperlypunished;Iappearbeforeyoutoappealtoyouinmercyforthemosttriflingaidor,Godhelpme!IfearImaygomad。”
  “Whatonearthiswrong?”Iasked。
  “Ihavebeenrobbed。”hesaid。“Ihavenodefencetooffer;itwasofmyownfault,Iamproperlypunished。”
  “But,graciousgoodnessme!”Icried,“whoistheretorobyouinaplacelikethis?”
  “Icanformnoopinion。”hereplied。“Ihavenoidea。Iwaslyinginaditchinanimate。Thisisadegradingconfession,sir;
  Icanonlysayinself-defencethatperhapsinyourgoodnature
  youhavemadeyourselfpartlyresponsibleformyshame。Iamnotusedtotheserichwines。”
  “Inwhatformwasyourmoney?Perhapsitmaybetraced。”I
  suggested。
  “ItwasinEnglishsovereigns。IchangeditinNewYork;Igotverygoodexchange。”hesaid,andthen,withamomentaryoutbreak,“Godinheaven,howItoiledforit!”hecried。
  “Thatdoesn’tsoundencouraging。”saidI。“Itmaybeworthwhiletoapplytothepolice,butitdoesn’tsoundahopefulcase。”
  “AndIhavenohopeinthatdirection。”saidBellairs。“Myhopes,Mr。Dodd,areallfixeduponyourself。Icouldeasilyconvinceyouthatasmall,averysmalladvance,wouldbeinthenatureofanexcellentinvestment;butIprefertorelyonyourhumanity。Ouracquaintancebeganonanunusualfooting;
  butyouhavenowknownmeforsometime,wehavebeensometime——Iwasgoingtosaywehadbeenalmostintimate。
  Undertheimpulseofinstinctivesympathy,Ihavebaredmyhearttoyou,Mr。Dodd,asIhavedonetofew;andIbelieve——I
  trust——ImaysaythatIfeelsure——youheardmewithakindlysentiment。Thisiswhatbringsmetoyoursideatthismostinexcusablehour。Butputyourselfinmyplace——howcouldI
  sleep——howcouldIdreamofsleeping,inthisblacknessofremorseanddespair?Therewasafriendathand——soIventuredtothinkofyou;itwasinstinctive;Ifledtoyourside,asthedrowningmanclutchesatastraw。Theseexpressionsarenotexaggerated,theyscarcelyservetoexpresstheagitationofmymind。Andthink,sir,howeasilyyoucanrestoremetohopeand,Imaysay,toreason。Asmallloan,whichshallbefaithfullyrepaid。Fivehundreddollarswouldbeample。”Hewatchedmewithburningeyes。“Fourhundredwoulddo。I
  believe,Mr。Dodd,thatIcouldmanagewitheconomyontwo。”
  “AndthenyouwillrepaymeoutofCarthew’spocket?”Isaid。
  “Iammuchobliged。ButIwilltellyouwhatIwilldo:Iwillseeyouonboardasteamer,payyourfarethroughtoSanFrancisco,andplacefiftydollarsinthepurser’shands,tobegivenyouinNewYork。”
  Hedrankinmywords;hisfacerepresentedanecstasyofcunningthought。Icouldreadthere,plainasprint,thathebutthoughttooverreachme。
  “AndwhatamItodoin’Frisco?”heasked。“Iamdisbarred,I
  havenotrade,Icannotdig,tobeg——“hepausedinthecitation。“AndyouknowthatIamnotalone。”headded,“othersdependuponme。”
  “IwillwritetoPinkerton。”Ireturned。“Ifeelsurehecanhelpyoutosomeemployment,andinthemeantime,andforthreemonthsafteryourarrival,heshallpaytoyourselfpersonally,onthefirstandthefifteenth,twenty-fivedollars。”