`Noonecanblameyouforsuchanavowal,’repliedhegravely;
  `noteventhegentlementhemselves,Iimagine。I’lljusttellyou,’hecontinued,asifactuatedbyasuddenresolution,`whatwassaidlastnightinthedining-room,afteryouleftus——perhapsyouwillnotminditasyou’resoveryphilosophicaloncertainpoints,’headdedwithaslightsneer。`TheyweretalkingaboutLordLowboroughandhisdelectablelady,thecauseofwhosesuddendepartureisnosecretamongstthem;andhercharacterissowellknowntothemall,that,nearlyrelatedtomeassheis,Icouldnotattempttodefendit——Godcurseme,’hemuttered,parparenthè;se,`ifIdon’thavevengeanceforthis!Ifthevillainmustdisgracethefamily,mustheblazonitabroadtoeverylow-bredknaveofhisacquaintance?——Ibegyourpardon,Mrs。Huntingdon。
  Well,theyweretalkingofthesethings,andsomeofthemremarkedthat,asshewasseparatedfromherhusband,hemightseeheragainwhenhepleased。’
  `“Thankyou。”saidhe;“I’vehadenoughofherforthepresent:
  I’llnottroubletoseeher,unlessshecomestome。”
  `“Thenwhatdoyoumeantodo,Huntingdon,whenwe’regone?”saidRalphHattersley。“Doyoumeantoturnfromtheerrorofyourways,andbeagoodhusband,agoodfather,andsoforth——asIdo,whenIgetshutofyouandalltheserollickingdevilsyoucallyourfriends?Ithinkit’stime;andyourwifeisfiftytimestoogoodforyou,youknow——“
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  `Andheaddedsomepraiseofyou,whichyouwouldnotthankmeforrepeating——orhimforuttering;proclaimingitaloud,ashedid,withoutdelicacyordiscrimination,inanaudiencewhereitseemedprofanationtoutteryourname——himselfutterlyincapableofunderstandingorappreciatingyourrealexcellencies。Huntingdonmeanwhile,satquietlydrinkinghiswine,orlookingsmilinglyintohisglassandofferingnointerruptionorreply,tillHattersleyshoutedout,——
  `“Doyouhearme,man?”
  `“Yes,goon。”saidhe。
  `“Nay,I’vedone。”repliedtheother:“Ionlywanttoknowifyouintendtotakemyadvice。”
  `“Whatadvice?”
  `“Toturnoveranewleaf,youdouble-dyedscoundrel。”shoutedRalph,“andbegyourwife’spardon,andbeagoodboyforthefuture。”
  `“Mywife!whatwife?Ihavenowife。”repliedHuntingdon,lookinginnocentlyupfromhisglass——“orifIhave,lookyougentlemen,Ivaluehersohighlythatanyoneamongyou,thatcanfancyher,mayhaveherandwelcome——youmay,byJoveandmyblessingintothebargain!”
  `I——hem——someoneaskedifhereallymeantwhathesaid,uponwhich,hesolemnlysworehedid,andnomistake——Whatdoyouthinkofthat,Mrs。Huntingdon?’askedMr。Hargrave,afterashortpause,duringwhichIhadfelthewaskeenlyexaminingmyhalf-avertedface。
  `Isay,’repliedI,calmly,`thatwhatheprizessolightly,willnotbelonginhispossession。’
  `Youcannotmeanthatyouwillbreakyourheartanddieforthedetestableconductofaninfamousvillainlikethat!’
  `Bynomeans:myheartistoothoroughlydriedtobebrokeninahurry,andImeantoliveaslongasIcan。’
  `Willyouleavehimthen?’
  `Yes。’
  `When——andhow?’askedhe,eagerly。
  `WhenIamready,andhowIcanmanageitmosteffectually。’
  `Butyourchild?’
  `Mychildgoeswithme。’
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  `Hewillnotallowit。’
  `Ishallnotaskhim。’
  `Ah,then,itisasecretflightyoumeditate!——butwithwhom,Mrs。Huntingdon?’
  `Withmyson——and,possibly,hisnurse。’
  `Alone——andunprotected!Butwherecanyougo?Whatcanyoudo?
  Hewillfollowyouandbringyouback。’
  `Ihavelaidmyplanstoowellforthat。LetmeoncegetclearofGrassdale,andIshallconsidermyselfsafe。’
  Mr。Hargraveadvancedonesteptowardsme,lookedmeintheface,anddrewinhisbreathtospeak;butthatlook,thatheightenedcolour,thatsuddensparkleoftheeyemademybloodriseinwrath:Iabruptlyturnedaway,and,snatchingupmybrush,begantodashawayatmycanvasswithrathertoomuchenergyforthegoodofthepicture。
  `Mrs。Huntingdon,’saidhewithbittersolemnity,`youarecruel——crueltome——crueltoyourself。’
  `Mr。Hargrave,rememberyourpromise。’
  `Imustspeak——myheartwillburstifIdon’t!Ihavebeensilentlongenough——andyoumusthearme!’criedheboldlyinterceptingmyretreattothedoor。`Youtellmeyouowenoallegiancetoyourhusband;
  heopenlydeclareshimselfwearyofyou,andcalmlygivesyouuptoanybodythatwilltakeyou;youareabouttoleavehim;noonewillbelievethatyougoalone——alltheworldwillsay,“Shehaslefthimatlast,andwhocanwonderatit?Fewcanblameher,fewerstillcanpityhim;butwhoisthecompanionofherflight?”Thusyouwillhavenocreditforyourvirtueifyoucallitsuch:evenyourbestfriendswillnotbelieveinit;because,itismonstrous,andnottobecredited——butbythosewhosufferfromtheeffectsofit,suchcrueltormentsthattheyknowittobeindeedreality——Butwhatcanyoudointhecold,roughworldalone?
  you,ayoungandinexperiencedwoman,delicatelynurtured,andutterly——’
  `Inaword,youwouldadvisemetostaywhereIam,’interruptedI。`Well,I’llseeaboutit。’
  `Byallmeans,leavehim!’criedheearnestly,`butNOT
  alone!Helen!letmeprotectyou!’
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  `Never!——whileHeavensparesmyreason,’repliedI,snatchingawaythehandhehadpresumedtoseizeandpressbetweenhisown。Buthewasinforitnow;hehadfairlybrokenthebarrier:hewascompletelyroused,anddeterminedtohazardallforvictory。
  `Imustnotbedenied!’exclaimedhevehemently;andseizingbothmyhands,heheldthemverytight,butdroppeduponhisknee,andlookedupinmyfacewithahalf-imploring,half-imperiousgaze。`Youhavenoreasonnow:youareflyinginthefaceofHeaven’sdecrees。GodhasdesignedmetobeyourcomfortandProtector——Ifeelit——IknowitascertainlyasifavoicefromHeavendeclared“Yetwainshallbeoneflesh“——andyouspurnmefromyou——
  `Letmego,Mr。Hargrave!’saidIsternly。Butheonlytightenedhisgrasp。
  `Letmego!’Irepeated,quiveringwithindignation。
  Hisfacewasalmostoppositethewindowasheknelt。Withaslightstart,Isawhimglancetowardsit;andthenagleamofmalicioustriumphlituphiscountenance。Lookingovermyshoulder,Ibeheldashadowjustretiringroundthecorner。
  `ThatisGrimsby,’saidhedeliberately。`HewillreportwhathehasseentoHuntingdonandalltherest,withsuchembellishmentsashethinksproper。Hehasnoloveforyou,Mrs。Huntingdon——noreverenceforyoursex——nobeliefinvirtue——noadmirationforitsimage。Hewillgivesuchaversionofthisstoryaswillleavenodoubtatall,aboutyourcharacter,inthemindsofthosewhohearit。Yourfairfameisgone;
  andnothingthatIoryoucansaycaneverretrieveit。Butgivemethepowertoprotectyou,andshowmethevillainthatdarestoinsult!’
  `Noonehaseverdaredtoinsultmeasyouaredoingnow!’saidI,atlengthreleasingmyhands,andrecoilingfromhim。
  `Idonotinsultyou,’criedhe:`Iworshipyou。Youaremyangel——mydivinity!Ilaymypowersatyourfeet——andyoumustandshallacceptthem!’
  heexclaimedimpetuously,startingtohisfeet——Imillbeyourconsoleranddefender!andifyourconscienceupbraidyouforit,sayIovercameyouandyoucouldnotchoosebutyield!’
  Ineversawamansoterriblyexcited。Heprecipitatedhimselftowardsme。Isnatchedupmypalette-knifeandheldit343againsthim。
  Thisstartledhim:hestoodandgazedatmeinastonishment;IdaresayIlookedasfierceandresoluteashe。Imovedtothebellandputmyhanduponthecord。Thistamedhimstillmore。Withahalf-authoritative,half-deprecatingwaveofthehand,hesoughttodetermefromringing。
  `Standoff,then!’saidI。Hesteppedback——`Andlistentome——I
  don’tlikeyou,’Icontinued,asdeliberatelyandemphaticallyasIcould,togivethegreaterefficacytomywords;`andifIweredivorcedfrommyhusband——orifheweredead,Iwouldnotmarryyou。Therenow!Ihopeyou’resatisfied。’
  Hisfacegrewblanchedwithanger。
  `Iamsatisfied,’herepliedwithbitteremphasis,`thatyouarethemostcold-hearted,unnatural,ungratefulwomanIeveryetbeheld!’
  `Ungratefulsir?’
  `Ungrateful。’
  `No,Mr。Hargrave;Iamnot。Forallthegoodyoueverdidme,oreverwishedtodo,Imostsincerelythankyou:foralltheevilyouhavedoneme,andallyouwouldhavedone,IprayGodtopardonyou,andmakeyouofabettermind。’
  Herethedoorwasthrownopen,andMessrs。HuntingdonandHattersleyappearedwithout。Thelatterremainedinthehall,busywithhisram-rodandhisgun;theformerwalkedin,andstoodwithhisbacktothefire,surveyingMr。Hargraveandme,particularlytheformer,withasmileofinsupportablemeaning,accompaniedasitwas,bytheimpudenceofhisbrazenbrowandthesly,malicioustwinkleofhiseye。
  `Well,sir?’saidHargraveinterrogatively,andwiththeairofonepreparedtostandonthedefensive。
  `Well,sir,’returnedhishost。
  `Wewanttoknowifyou’reatlibertytojoinusinagoatthepheasants,Walter,’interposedHattersleyfromwithout。`Come!thereshallbenothingshotbesides,exceptapuss’ortwo;I’llvouchforthat。’
  Walterdidnotanswer,butwalkedtothewindowtocollecthisfaculties,Arthurutteredalowwhistle,andfollowedhimwithhiseyes。
  AslightflushofangerrosetoHargrave’scheek;butinamoment,heturnedcalmlyround,andsaidcarelessly——344
  `IcameheretobidfarewelltoMrs。Huntingdon,andtellherImustgoto-morrow。
  `Humph!You’remightysuddeninyourresolution。Whattakesyouoffsosoon,mayIask?’
  `Business,’returnedhe,repellingtheother’sincreduloussneerwithaglanceofscornfuldefiance。
  `Verygood,’wasthereply;andHargravewalkedaway。Thereupon,Mr。Huntingdon,gatheringhiscoatlapsunderhisarms,andsettinghisshoulderagainstthemantle-piece,turnedtome,and,addressingmeinalowvoice,scarcelyabovehisbreath,pouredforthavolleyofthevilestandgrossestabuseitwaspossiblefortheimaginationtoconceiveorthetonguetoutter。Ididnotattempttointerrupthim;butmyspiritkindledwithinme,andwhenhehaddone,Ireplied——
  `Ifyouraccusationweretrue,Mr。Huntingdon,howdareyoublameme?’
  `She’shitit,byJove!’criedHattersley,rearinghisgunagainstthewall;and,steppingintotheroom,hetookhispreciousfriendbythearm,andattemptedtodraghimaway。`Come,mylad,’hemuttered;`trueorfalse,you’venorighttoblameher,youknow——norhimeither;afterwhatyousaidlastnight。Socomealong。’
  TherewassomethingimpliedherethatIcouldnotendure。
  `Dareyoususpectme,Mr。Hattersley?’saidI,almostbesidemyselfwithfury。
  `Nay,nay,Isuspectnobody。It’sallright——it’sallright。SocomealongHuntingdon,youblackguard。’
  `Shecan’tdenyit!’criedthegentlemanthusaddressed,grinninginmingledrageandtriumph。`Shecan’tdenyitifherlifedependedonit!’andmutteringsomemoreabusivelanguage,hewalkedintothehall,andtookuphishatandgunfromthetable。
  `Iscorntojustifymyselftoyou!’saidI。`Butyou,’turningtoHattersley,`ifyoupresumetohaveanydoubtsonthesubject,askMr。
  Hargrave。’
  Atthis,theysimultaneouslyburstintoarudelaughthatmademywholeframetingletothefinger’sends。
  `Whereishe?I’llaskhimmyself!’saidI,advancingtowardsthem。