CaptainRawdongotanextensionofleaveonhisaunt’sillness,andremaineddutifullyathome。Hewasalwaysinherantechamber。Shelaysickinthestatebedroom,intowhichyouenteredbythelittlebluesaloon。Hisfatherwasalwaysmeetinghimthere;orifhecamedownthecorridoreversoquietly,hisfather’sdoorwassuretoopen,andthehyenafaceoftheoldgentlemantoglareout。Whatwasitsetonetowatchtheotherso?Agenerousrivalry,nodoubt,astowhichshouldbemostattentivetothedearsuffererinthestatebedroom。Rebeccausedtocomeoutandcomfortbothofthem;oroneortheotherofthemrather。Bothoftheseworthygentlemenweremostanxioustohavenewsoftheinvalidfromherlittleconfidentialmessenger。
Atdinner——towhichmealshedescendedforhalfanhour——shekeptthepeacebetweenthem:afterwhichshedisappearedforthenight;whenRawdonwouldrideovertothedepotofthe150thatMudbury,leavinghispapatothesocietyofMr。Horrocksandhisrumandwater。
ShepassedaswearyafortnightasevermortalspentinMissCrawley’ssick-room;butherlittlenervesseemedtobeofiron,asshewasquiteunshakenbythedutyandthetediumofthesick-chamber。
Shenevertolduntillongafterwardshowpainfulthatdutywas;howpeevishapatientwasthejovialoldlady;
howangry;howsleepless;inwhathorrorsofdeath;
duringwhatlongnightsshelaymoaning,andinalmostdeliriousagoniesrespectingthatfutureworldwhichshequiteignoredwhenshewasingoodhealth——Picturetoyourself,ohfairyoungreader,aworldly,selfish,graceless,thankless,religionlessoldwoman,writhinginpainandfear,andwithoutherwig。Picturehertoyourself,andereyoubeold,learntoloveandpray!
Sharpwatchedthisgracelessbedsidewithindomitablepatience。Nothingescapedher;and,likeaprudentsteward,shefoundauseforeverything。ShetoldmanyagoodstoryaboutMissCrawley’sillnessinafterdays——
storieswhichmadetheladyblushthroughherartificialcarnations。Duringtheillnessshewasneveroutoftemper;alwaysalert;shesleptlight,havingaperfectlyclearconscience;andcouldtakethatrefreshmentatalmostanyminute’swarning。Andsoyousawveryfewtracesoffatigueinherappearance。Herfacemightbeatriflepaler,andthecirclesroundhereyesalittleblackerthanusual;butwhenevershecameoutfromthesick-roomshewasalwayssmiling,fresh,andneat,andlookedastriminherlittledressing-gownandcap,asinhersmartesteveningsuit。
TheCaptainthoughtso,andravedaboutherinuncouthconvulsions。Thebarbedshaftoflovehadpenetratedhisdullhide。Sixweeks——appropinquity——
opportunity——hadvictimisedhimcompletely。HemadeaconfidanteofhisauntattheRectory,ofallpersonsintheworld。Sheralliedhimaboutit;shehadperceivedhisfolly;shewarnedhim;shefinishedbyowningthatlittleSharpwasthemostclever,droll,odd,good-natured,simple,kindlycreatureinEngland。Rawdonmustnottriflewithheraffections,though——dearMissCrawleywouldneverpardonhimforthat;forshe,too,wasquiteovercomebythelittlegoverness,andlovedSharplikeadaughter。Rawdonmustgoaway——gobacktohisregimentandnaughtyLondon,andnotplaywithapoorartlessgirl’sfeelings。
Manyandmanyatimethisgood-naturedlady,compassionatingtheforlornlife-guardsman’scondition,gavehimanopportunityofseeingMissSharpattheRectory,andofwalkinghomewithher,aswehaveseen。Whenmenofacertainsort,ladies,areinlove,thoughtheyseethehookandthestring,andthewholeapparatuswithwhichtheyaretobetaken,theygorgethebaitnevertheless——theymustcometoit——theymustswallowit——andarepresentlystruckandlandedgasping。RawdonsawtherewasamanifestintentiononMrs。Bute’sparttocaptivatehimwithRebecca。Hewasnotverywise;
buthewasamanabouttown,andhadseenseveralseasons。Alightdawneduponhisduskysoul,ashethought,throughaspeechofMrs。Bute’s。
“Markmywords,Rawdon。”shesaid。”YouwillhaveMissSharponedayforyourrelation。”
“Whatrelation——mycousin,hey,Mrs。Bute?Jamessweetonher,hey?”inquiredthewaggishofficer。
“Morethanthat。”Mrs。Butesaid,withaflashfromherblackeyes。
“NotPitt?Hesha’n’thaveher。Thesneaka’n’tworthyofher。He’sbookedtoLadyJaneSheepshanks。”
“Youmenperceivenothing。Yousilly,blindcreature——ifanythinghappenstoLadyCrawley,MissSharpwillbeyourmother-in-law;andthat’swhatwillhappen。”
RawdonCrawley,Esquire,gaveventtoaprodigiouswhistle,intokenofastonishmentatthisannouncement。
Hecouldn’tdenyit。Hisfather’sevidentlikingforMissSharphadnotescapedhim。Heknewtheoldgentleman’scharacterwell;andamoreunscrupulousold——whyou——
hedidnotconcludethesentence,butwalkedhome,curlinghismustachios,andconvincedhehadfoundacluetoMrs。Bute’smystery。
“ByJove,it’stoobad。”thoughtRawdon,“toobad,byJove!Idobelievethewomanwantsthepoorgirltoberuined,inorderthatsheshouldn’tcomeintothefamilyasLadyCrawley。”
WhenhesawRebeccaalone,heralliedherabouthisfather’sattachmentinhisgracefulway。Sheflungupherheadscornfully,lookedhimfullintheface,andsaid。”Well,supposeheisfondofme。Iknowheis,andotherstoo。Youdon’tthinkIamafraidofhim,CaptainCrawley?Youdon’tsupposeIcan’tdefendmyownhonour。”saidthelittlewoman,lookingasstatelyasaqueen。
“Oh,ah,why——giveyoufairwarning——lookout,youknow——that’sall。”saidthemustachio-twiddler。
“Youhintatsomethingnothonourable,then?”saidshe,flashingout。
“OGad——really——MissRebecca。”theheavydragooninterposed。
“DoyousupposeIhavenofeelingofself-respect,becauseIampoorandfriendless,andbecauserichpeoplehavenone?Doyouthink,becauseIamagoverness,I
havenotasmuchsense,andfeeling,andgoodbreedingasyougentlefolksinHampshire?I’maMontmorency。
DoyousupposeaMontmorencyisnotasgoodasaCrawley?”
WhenMissSharpwasagitated,andalludedtohermaternalrelatives,shespokewitheversoslightaforeignaccent,whichgaveagreatcharmtoherclearringingvoice。”No。”shecontinued,kindlingasshespoketotheCaptain;“Icanendurepoverty,butnotshame——
neglect,butnotinsult;andinsultfrom——fromyou。”
Herfeelingsgaveway,andsheburstintotears。
“Hangit,MissSharp——Rebecca——byJove——uponmysoul,Iwouldn’tforathousandpounds。Stop,Rebecca!”
Shewasgone。ShedroveoutwithMissCrawleythatday。Itwasbeforethelatter’sillness。Atdinnershewasunusuallybrilliantandlively;butshewouldtakenonoticeofthehints,orthenods,ortheclumsyexpostulationsofthehumiliated,infatuatedguardsman。Skirmishesofthissortpassedperpetuallyduringthelittlecampaign——tedioustorelate,andsimilarinresult。TheCrawleyheavycavalrywasmaddenedbydefeat,androutedeveryday。
IftheBaronetofQueen’sCrawleyhadnothadthefearoflosinghissister’slegacybeforehiseyes,heneverwouldhavepermittedhisdeargirlstolosetheeducationalblessingswhichtheirinvaluablegovernesswasconferringuponthem。Theoldhouseathomeseemedadesertwithouther,sousefulandpleasanthadRebeccamadeherselfthere。SirPitt’sletterswerenotcopiedandcorrected;hisbooksnotmadeup;hishouseholdbusinessandmanifoldschemesneglected,nowthathislittlesecretarywasaway。Anditwaseasytoseehownecessarysuchanamanuensiswastohim,bythetenorandspellingofthenumerousletterswhichhesenttoher,entreatingherandcommandinghertoreturn。AlmosteverydaybroughtafrankfromtheBaronet,enclosingthemosturgentprayerstoBeckyforherreturn,orconveyingpatheticstatementstoMissCrawley,regardingtheneglectedstateofhisdaughters’education;ofwhichdocumentsMissCrawleytookverylittleheed。
MissBriggswasnotformallydismissed,butherplaceascompanionwasasinecureandaderision;andhercompanywasthefatspanielinthedrawing-room,oroccasionallythediscontentedFirkininthehousekeeper’scloset。NorthoughtheoldladywouldbynomeanshearofRebecca’sdeparture,wasthelatterregularlyinstalledinofficeinParkLane。Likemanywealthypeople,itwasMissCrawley’shabittoacceptasmuchserviceasshecouldgetfromherinferiors;andgood-naturedlytotakeleaveofthemwhenshenolongerfoundthemuseful。Gratitudeamongcertainrichfolksisscarcelynaturalortobethoughtof。Theytakeneedypeople’sservicesastheirdue。Norhaveyou,Opoorparasiteandhumblehanger-on,muchreasontocomplain!YourfriendshipforDivesisaboutassincereasthereturnwhichitusuallygets。Itismoneyyoulove,andnottheman;andwereCroesusandhisfootmantochangeplacesyouknow,youpoorrogue,whowouldhavethebenefitofyourallegiance。
AndIamnotsurethat,inspiteofRebecca’ssimplicityandactivity,andgentlenessanduntiringgoodhumour,theshrewdoldLondonlady,uponwhomthesetreasuresoffriendshipwerelavished,hadnotalurkingsuspicionallthewhileofheraffectionatenurseandfriend。
ItmusthaveoftencrossedMissCrawley’smindthatnobodydoesanythingfornothing。Ifshemeasuredherownfeelingtowardstheworld,shemusthavebeenprettywellabletogaugethoseoftheworldtowardsherself;
andperhapsshereflectedthatitistheordinarylotofpeopletohavenofriendsiftheythemselvescarefornobody。
Well,meanwhileBeckywasthegreatestcomfortandconveniencetoher,andshegaveheracoupleofnewgowns,andanoldnecklaceandshawl,andshowedherfriendshipbyabusingallherintimateacquaintancestohernewconfidantethanwhichtherecan’tbeamoretouchingproofofregard,andmeditatedvaguelysomegreatfuturebenefit——tomarryherperhapstoClump,theapothecary,ortosettleherinsomeadvantageouswayoflife;oratanyrate,tosendherbacktoQueen’sCrawleywhenshehaddonewithher,andthefullLondonseasonhadbegun。
WhenMissCrawleywasconvalescentanddescendedtothedrawing-room,Beckysangtoher,andotherwiseamusedher;whenshewaswellenoughtodriveout,Beckyaccompaniedher。Andamongstthedriveswhichtheytook,whither,ofallplacesintheworld,didMissCrawley’sadmirablegood-natureandfriendshipactuallyinducehertopenetrate,buttoRussellSquare,Bloomsbury,andthehouseofJohnSedley,Esquire。
Erethatevent,manynoteshadpassed,asmaybeimagined,betweenthetwodearfriends。DuringthemonthsofRebecca’sstayinHampshire,theeternalfriendshiphadmustitbeowned?sufferedconsiderablediminution,andgrownsodecrepitandfeeblewitholdageastothreatendemisealtogether。Thefactis,bothgirlshadtheirownrealaffairstothinkof:Rebeccaheradvancewithheremployers——Ameliaherownabsorbingtopic。Whenthetwogirlsmet,andflewintoeachother’sarmswiththatimpetuositywhichdistinguishesthebehaviourofyoungladiestowardseachother,Rebeccaperformedherpartoftheembracewiththemostperfectbrisknessandenergy。PoorlittleAmeliablushedasshekissedherfriend,andthoughtshehadbeenguiltyofsomethingverylikecoldnesstowardsher。
Theirfirstinterviewwasbutaveryshortone。Ameliawasjustreadytogooutforawalk。MissCrawleywaswaitinginhercarriagebelow,herpeoplewonderingatthelocalityinwhichtheyfoundthemselves,andgazinguponhonestSambo,theblackfootmanofBloomsbury,asoneofthequeernativesoftheplace。ButwhenAmeliacamedownwithherkindsmilinglooksRebeccamustintroducehertoherfriend,MissCrawleywaslongingtoseeher,andwastooilltoleavehercarriage——when,Isay,Ameliacamedown,theParkLaneshoulder-knotaristocracywonderedmoreandmorethatsuchathingcouldcomeoutofBloomsbury;andMissCrawleywasfairlycaptivatedbythesweetblushingfaceoftheyoungladywhocameforwardsotimidlyandsogracefullytopayherrespectstotheprotectorofherfriend。
“Whatacomplexion,mydear!Whatasweetvoice!”
MissCrawleysaid,astheydroveawaywestwardafterthelittleinterview。”MydearSharp,youryoungfriendischarming。SendforhertoParkLane,doyouhear?”
MissCrawleyhadagoodtaste。Shelikednaturalmanners——alittletimidityonlysetthemoff。Shelikedprettyfacesnearher;asshelikedprettypicturesandnicechina。ShetalkedofAmeliawithrapturehalfadozentimesthatday。ShementionedhertoRawdonCrawley,whocamedutifullytopartakeofhisaunt’schicken。
Ofcourse,onthisRebeccainstantlystatedthatAmeliawasengagedtobemarried——toaLieutenantOsborne——
averyoldflame。
“Isheamaninaline-regiment?”CaptainCrawleyasked,rememberingafteraneffort,asbecameaguardsman,thenumberoftheregiment,the——th。
Rebeccathoughtthatwastheregiment。”TheCaptain’sname。”shesaid,“wasCaptainDobbin。”