Sheknewhoweachtenantofthecottagespaidorowedhislittlerent。ShesteppedasidewhenMrs。
Rougemonttheactresspassedwithherdubiousfamily。SheflungupherheadwhenMrs。Pestler,theapothecary’slady,drovebyinherhusband’sprofessionalone-horsechaise。ShehadcolloquieswiththegreengroceraboutthepennorthofturnipswhichMr。Sedleyloved;shekeptaneyeuponthemilkmanandthebaker’sboy;andmadevisitationstothebutcher,whosoldhundredsofoxenverylikelywithlessadothanwasmadeaboutMrs。Sedley’sloinofmutton:andshecountedthepotatoesunderthejointonSundays,onwhichdays,dressedinherbest,shewenttochurchtwiceandreadBlair’sSermonsintheevening。
Onthatday,for“business“preventedhimonweekdaysfromtakingsuchapleasure,itwasoldSedley’sdelighttotakeouthislittlegrandsonGeorgytotheneighbouringparksorKensingtonGardens,toseethesoldiersortofeedtheducks。Georgylovedtheredcoats,andhisgrandpapatoldhimhowhisfatherhadbeenafamoussoldier,andintroducedhimtomanysergeantsandotherswithWaterloomedalsontheirbreasts,towhomtheoldgrandfatherpompouslypresentedthechildasthesonofCaptainOsborneofthe——th,whodiedgloriouslyonthegloriouseighteenth。Hehasbeenknowntotreatsomeofthesenon-commissionedgentlementoaglassofporter,and,indeed,intheirfirstSundaywalkswasdisposedtospoillittleGeorgy,sadlygorgingtheboywithapplesandparliament,tothedetrimentofhishealth——
untilAmeliadeclaredthatGeorgeshouldnevergooutwithhisgrandpapaunlessthelatterpromisedsolemnly,andonhishonour,nottogivethechildanycakes,lollipops,orstallproducewhatever。
BetweenMrs。Sedleyandherdaughtertherewasasortofcoolnessaboutthisboy,andasecretjealousy——foroneeveninginGeorge’sveryearlydays,Amelia,whohadbeenseatedatworkintheirlittleparlourscarcelyremarkingthattheoldladyhadquittedtheroom,ranupstairsinstinctivelytothenurseryatthecriesofthechild,whohadbeenasleepuntilthatmoment——andtherefoundMrs。SedleyintheactofsurreptitiouslyadministeringDaffy’sElixirtotheinfant。Amelia,thegentlestandsweetestofeverydaymortals,whenshefoundthismeddlingwithhermaternalauthority,thrilledandtrembledalloverwithanger。Hercheeks,ordinarilypale,nowflushedup,untiltheywereasredastheyusedtobewhenshewasachildoftwelveyearsold。Sheseizedthebabyoutofhermother’sarmsandthengraspedatthebottle,leavingtheoldladygapingather,furious,andholdingtheguiltytea-spoon。
Ameliaflungthebottlecrashingintothefire-place。
“IwillNOThavebabypoisoned,Mamma。”criedEmmy,rockingtheinfantaboutviolentlywithbothherarmsroundhimandturningwithflashingeyesathermother。
“Poisoned,Amelia!”saidtheoldlady;“thislanguagetome?”
“HeshallnothaveanymedicinebutthatwhichMr。
Pestlersendsforhin。HetoldmethatDaffy’sElixirwaspoison。”
“Verygood:youthinkI’mamurderessthen。”repliedMrs。Sedley。”Thisisthelanguageyouusetoyourmother。
Ihavemetwithmisfortunes:Ihavesunklowinlife:I
havekeptmycarriage,andnowwalkonfoot:butIdidnotknowIwasamurderessbefore,andthankyoufortheNEWS。”
“Mamma。”saidthepoorgirl,whowasalwaysreadyfortears——“youshouldn’tbeharduponme。I——Ididn’tmean——Imean,Ididnotwishtosayyouwouldtoanywrongtothisdearchild,only——“
“Oh,no,mylove,——onlythatIwasamurderess;inwhichcaseIhadbettergototheOldBailey。ThoughI
didn’tpoisonYOU,whenyouwereachild,butgaveyouthebestofeducationandthemostexpensivemastersmoneycouldprocure。Yes;I’venursedfivechildrenandburiedthree;andtheoneIlovedthebestofall,andtendedthroughcroup,andteething,andmeasles,andhooping-cough,andbroughtupwithforeignmasters,regardlessofexpense,andwithaccomplishmentsatMinervaHouse——whichIneverhadwhenIwasagirl——whenIwastoogladtohonourmyfatherandmother,thatImightlivelongintheland,andtobeuseful,andnottomopealldayinmyroomandactthefinelady——saysI’mamurderess。Ah,Mrs。Osborne!mayYOUnevernourishaviperinyourbosom,that’sMYprayer。”
“Mamma,Mamma!”criedthebewilderedgirl;andthechildinherarmssetupafranticchorusofshouts。
“Amurderess,indeed!GodownonyourkneesandpraytoGodtocleanseyourwickedungratefulheart,Amelia,andmayHeforgiveyouasIdo。”AndMrs。
Sedleytossedoutoftheroom,hissingoutthewordpoisononcemore,andsoendinghercharitablebenediction。
Tilltheterminationofhernaturallife,thisbreachbetweenMrs。Sedleyandherdaughterwasneverthoroughlymended。Thequarrelgavetheelderladynumberlessadvantageswhichshedidnotfailtoturntoaccountwithfemaleingenuityandperseverance。Forinstance,shescarcelyspoketoAmeliaformanyweeksafterwards。
Shewarnedthedomesticsnottotouchthechild,asMrs。
Osbornemightbeoffended。SheaskedherdaughtertoseeandsatisfyherselfthattherewasnopoisonpreparedinthelittledailymessesthatwereconcoctedforGeorgy。
Whenneighboursaskedaftertheboy’shealth,shereferredthempointedlytoMrs。Osborne。SHEneverventuredtoaskwhetherthebabywaswellornot。SHE
wouldnottouchthechildalthoughhewashergrandson,andownpreciousdarling,forshewasnotUSEDtochildren,andmightkillit。AndwheneverMr。Pestlercameuponhishealinginquisition,shereceivedthedoctorwithsuchasarcasticandscornfuldemeanour,asmadethesurgeondeclarethatnotLadyThistlewoodherself,whomhehadthehonourofattendingprofessionally,couldgiveherselfgreaterairsthanoldMrs。Sedley,fromwhomhenevertookafee。AndverylikelyEmmywasjealoustoo,uponherownpart,aswhatmotherisnot,ofthosewhowouldmanageherchildrenforher,orbecomecandidatesforthefirstplaceintheiraffections。Itiscertainthatwhenanybodynursedthechild,shewasuneasy,andthatshewouldnomoreallowMrs。Clapporthedomestictodressortendhimthanshewouldhaveletthemwashherhusband’sminiaturewhichhungupoverherlittlebed——thesamelittlebedfromwhichthepoorgirlhadgonetohis;andtowhichsheretirednowformanylong,silent,tearful,buthappyyears。
InthisroomwasallAmelia’sheartandtreasure。Hereitwasthatshetendedherboyandwatchedhimthroughthemanyillsofchildhood,withaconstantpassionoflove。TheelderGeorgereturnedinhimsomehow,onlyimproved,andasifcomebackfromheaven。Inahundredlittletones,looks,andmovements,thechildwassolikehisfatherthatthewidow’sheartthrilledassheheldhimtoit;andhewouldoftenaskthecauseofhertears。Itwasbecauseofhislikenesstohisfather,shedidnotscrupletotellhim。Shetalkedconstantlytohimaboutthisdeadfather,andspokeofherloveforGeorgetotheinnocentandwonderingchild;muchmorethansheeverhaddonetoGeorgehimself,ortoanyconfidanteofheryouth。Toherparentsshenevertalkedaboutthismatter,shrinkingfrombaringherhearttothem。LittleGeorgeverylikelycouldunderstandnobetterthanthey,butintohisearsshepouredhersentimentalsecretsunreservedly,andintohisonly。Theveryjoyofthiswomanwasasortofgrief,orsotender,atleast,thatitsexpressionwastears。Hersensibilitiesweresoweakandtremulousthatperhapstheyoughtnottobetalkedaboutinabook。IwastoldbyDr。Pestlernowamostflourishinglady’sphysician,withasumptuousdarkgreencarriage,aprospectofspeedyknighthood,andahouseinManchesterSquarethathergriefatweaningthechildwasasightthatwouldhaveunmannedaHerod。Hewasverysoft-heartedmanyyearsago,andhiswifewasmortallyjealousofMrs。Amelia,thenandlongafterwards。
Perhapsthedoctor’sladyhadgoodreasonforherjealousy:mostwomensharedit,ofthosewhoformedthesmallcircleofAmelia’sacquaintance,andwerequiteangryattheenthusiasmwithwhichtheothersexregardedher。Foralmostallmenwhocamenearherlovedher;thoughnodoubttheywouldbeatalosstotellyouwhy。Shewasnotbrilliant,norwitty,norwiseovermuch,norextraordinarilyhandsome。Butwherevershewentshetouchedandcharmedeveryoneofthemalesex,asinvariablyassheawakenedthescornandincredulityofherownsisterhood。Ithinkitwasherweaknesswhichwasherprincipalcharm——akindofsweetsubmissionandsoftness,whichseemedtoappealtoeachmanshemetforhissympathyandprotection。Wehaveseenhowintheregiment,thoughshespokebuttofewofGeorge’scomradesthere,alltheswordsoftheyoungfellowsatthemess-tablewouldhaveleaptfromtheirscabbardstofightroundher;andsoitwasinthelittlenarrowlodging-houseandcircleatFulham,sheinterestedandpleasedeverybody。IfshehadbeenMrs。
Mangoherself,ofthegreathouseofMango,Plantain,andCo。,CrutchedFriars,andthemagnificentproprietressofthePineries,Fulham,whogavesummerdejeunersfrequentedbyDukesandEarls,anddroveabouttheparishwithmagnificentyellowliveriesandbayhorses,suchastheroyalstablesatKensingtonthemselvescouldnotturnout——IsayhadshebeenMrs。Mangoherself,orherson’swife,LadyMaryMangodaughteroftheEarlofCastlemouldy,whocondescendedtomarrytheheadofthefirm,thetradesmenoftheneighbourhoodcouldnotpayhermorehonourthantheyinvariablyshowedtothegentleyoungwidow,whenshepassedbytheirdoors,ormadeherhumblepurchasesattheirshops。
ThusitwasnotonlyMr。Pestler,themedicalman,butMr。Lintontheyoungassistant,whodoctoredtheservantmaidsandsmalltradesmen,andmightbeseenanydayreadingtheTimesinthesurgery,whoopenlydeclaredhimselftheslaveofMrs。Osborne。Hewasapersonableyounggentleman,morewelcomeatMrs。Sedley’slodgingsthanhisprincipal;andifanythingwentwrongwithGeorgy,hewoulddropintwiceorthriceinthedaytoseethelittlechap,andwithoutsomuchasthethoughtofafee。Hewouldabstractlozenges,tamarinds,andotherproducefromthesurgery-drawersforlittleGeorgy’sbenefit,andcompoundeddraughtsandmixturesforhimofmiraculoussweetness,sothatitwasquiteapleasuretothechildtobeailing。HeandPestler,hischief,satuptwowholenightsbytheboyinthatmomentousandawfulweekwhenGeorgyhadthemeasles;andwhenyouwouldhavethought,fromthemother’sterror,thattherehadneverbeenmeaslesintheworldbefore。
Wouldtheyhavedoneasmuchforotherpeople?DidtheysitupforthefolksatthePineries,whenRalphPlantagenet,andGwendoline,andGuineverMangohadthesamejuvenilecomplaint?DidtheysitupforlittleMaryClapp,thelandlord’sdaughter,whoactuallycaughtthediseaseoflittleGeorgy?Truthcompelsonetosay,no。
Theysleptquiteundisturbed,atleastasfarasshewasconcerned——pronouncedherstobeaslightcase,whichwouldalmostcureitself,sentherinadraughtortwo,andthrewinbarkwhenthechildrallied,withperfectindifference,andjustforform’ssake。
Again,therewasthelittleFrenchchevalieropposite,whogavelessonsinhisnativetongueatvariousschoolsintheneighbourhood,audwhomightbeheardinhisapartmentofnightsplayingtremulousoldgavottesandminuetsonawheezyoldfiddle。Wheneverthispowderedandcourteousoldman,whonevermissedaSundayattheconventchapelatHammersmith,andwhowasinallrespects,thoughts,conduct,andbearingutterlyunlikethebeardedsavagesofhisnation,whocurseperfidiousAlbion,andscowlatyoufromovertheircigars,intheQuadrantarcadesatthepresentday——whenevertheoldChevalierdeTalonrougespokeofMistressOsborne,hewouldfirstfinishhispinchofsnuff,flickawaytheremainingparticlesofdustwithagracefulwaveofhishand,gatheruphisfingersagainintoabunch,and,bringingthemuptohismouth,blowthemopenwithakiss,exclaiming,Ah!ladivinecreature!HevowedandprotestedthatwhenAmeliawalkedintheBromptonLanesflowersgrewinprofusionunderherfeet。HecalledlittleGeorgyCupid,andaskedhimnewsofVenus,hismamma;
andtoldtheastonishedBettyFlanaganthatshewasoneoftheGraces,andthefavouriteattendantoftheReinedesAmours。
Instancesmightbemultipliedofthiseasilygainedandunconsciouspopularity。DidnotMr。Binny,themildandgenteelcurateofthedistrictchapel,whichthefamilyattended,callassiduouslyuponthewidow,dandlethelittleboyonhisknee,andoffertoteachhimLatin,totheangeroftheelderlyvirgin,hissister,whokepthouseforhim?“Thereisnothinginher,Beilby。”thelatterladywouldsay。”Whenshecomestoteahereshedoesnotspeakawordduringthewholeevening。Sheisbutapoorlackadaisicalcreature,anditismybeliefhasnoheartatall。Itisonlyherprettyfacewhichallyougentlemenadmireso。MissGrits,whohasfivethousandpounds,andexpectationsbesides,hastwiceasmuchcharacter,andisathousandtimesmoreagreeabletomytaste;andifsheweregood-lookingIknowthatyouwouldthinkherperfection。"m.kanbaapp点com"”
VerylikelyMissBinnywasrighttoagreatextent。ItIStheprettyfacewhichcreatessympathyintheheartsofmen,thosewickedrogues。AwomanmaypossessthewisdomandchastityofMinerva,andwegivenoheedtoher,ifshehasaplainface。Whatfollywillnotapairofbrighteyesmakepardonable?Whatdulnessmaynotredlipsandsweetaccentsrenderpleasant?Andso,withtheirusualsenseofjustice,ladiesarguethatbecauseawomanishandsome,thereforesheisafool。Oladies,ladies!therearesomeofyouwhoareneitherhandsomenorwise。