“IexpectYOU,dear。”Mrs。Bullockwouldsay,“forofcoursemyshareofourPapa’spropertymustgototheheadofthehouse,youknow。DearRhodaMcMullwilldisengagethewholeoftheCastletoddypropertyassoonaspoordearLordCastletoddydies,whoisquiteepileptic;andlittleMacduffMcMullwillbeViscountCastletoddy。BoththeMr。BludyersofMincingLanehavesettledtheirfortunesonFannyBludyer’slittleboy。MydarlingFrederickmustpositivelybeaneldestson;and——
anddoaskPapatobringusbackhisaccountinLombardStreet,willyou,dear?Itdoesn’tlookwell,hisgoingtoStumpyandRowdy’s。”Afterwhichkindofspeeches,inwhichfashionandthemainchancewereblendedtogether,andafterakiss,whichwaslikethecontactofanoyster——Mrs。FrederickBullockwouldgatherherstarchednurslingsandsimperbackintohercarriage。
Everyvisitwhichthisleaderoftonpaidtoherfamilywasmoreunluckyforher。HerfatherpaidmoremoneyintoStumpyandRowdy’s。Herpatronagebecamemoreandmoreinsufferable。ThepoorwidowinthelittlecottageatBrompton,guardinghertreasurethere,littleknewhoweagerlysomepeoplecovetedit。
OnthatnightwhenJaneOsbornehadtoldherfatherthatshehadseenhisgrandson,theoldmanhadmadehernoreply,buthehadshownnoanger——andhadbadehergood-nightongoinghimselftohisroominratherakindlyvoice。AndhemusthavemeditatedonwhatshesaidandhavemadesomeinquiriesoftheDobbinfamilyregardinghervisit,forafortnightafterittookplace,heaskedherwherewasherlittleFrenchwatchandchainsheusedtowear?
“Iboughtitwithmymoney,sir。”shesaidinagreatfright。
“Goandorderanotherlikeit,orabetterifyoucangetit。”saidtheoldgentlemanandlapsedagainintosilence。
OflatetheMissesDobbinmorethanoncerepeatedtheirentreatiestoAmelia,toallowGeorgetovisitthem。
Hisaunthadshownherinclination;perhapshisgrandfatherhimself,theyhinted,mightbedisposedtobereconciledtohim。Surely,Ameliacouldnotrefusesuchadvantageouschancesfortheboy。Norcouldshe,butsheaccededtotheirovertureswithaveryheavyandsuspiciousheart,wasalwaysuneasyduringthechild’sabsencefromher,andwelcomedhimbackasifhewasrescuedoutofsomedanger。Hebroughtbackmoneyandtoys,atwhichthewidowlookedwithalarmandjealousy;
sheaskedhimalwaysifhehadseenanygentleman——
“OnlyoldSirWilliam,whodrovehimaboutinthefour-
wheeledchaise,andMr。Dobbin,whoarrivedonthebeautifulbayhorseintheafternoon——inthegreencoatandpinkneck-cloth,withthegold-headedwhip,whopromisedtoshowhimtheTowerofLondonandtakehimoutwiththeSurreyhounds。”Atlast,hesaid,“Therewasanoldgentleman,withthickeyebrows,andabroadhat,andlargechainandseals。”HecameonedayasthecoachmanwaslungingGeorgyroundthelawnonthegraypony。”Helookedatmeverymuch。Heshookverymuch。Isaid’MynameisNorval’afterdinner。Myauntbegantocry。Sheisalwayscrying。”SuchwasGeorge’sreportonthatnight。
ThenAmeliaknewthattheboyhadseenhisgrandfather;andlookedoutfeverishlyforaproposalwhichshewassurewouldfollow,andwhichcame,infact,inafewdaysafterwards。Mr。Osborneformallyofferedtotaketheboyandmakehimheirtothefortunewhichhehadintendedthathisfathershouldinherit。HewouldmakeMrs。GeorgeOsborneanallowance,suchastoassureheradecentcompetency。IfMrs。GeorgeOsborneproposedtomarryagain,asMr。O。heardwasherintention,hewouldnotwithdrawthatallowance。ButitmustbeunderstoodthatthechildwouldliveentirelywithhisgrandfatherinRussellSquare,oratwhateverotherplaceMr。O。shouldselect,andthathewouldbeoccasionallypermittedtoseeMrs。GeorgeOsborneatherownresidence。Thismessagewasbroughtorreadtoherinaletteroneday,whenhermotherwasfromhomeandherfatherabsentasusualintheCity。
Shewasneverseenangrybuttwiceorthriceinherlife,anditwasinoneofthesemoodsthatMr。Osborne’sattorneyhadthefortunetobeholdher。Sheroseuptremblingandflushingverymuchassoonas,afterreadingtheletter,Mr。Poehandedittoher,andshetorethepaperintoahundredfragments,whichshetrodon。”I
marryagain!Itakemoneytopartfrommychild!Whodaresinsultmebyproposingsuchathing?TellMr。
Osborneitisacowardlyletter,sir——acowardlyletter——
Iwillnotanswerit。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir——andshebowedmeoutoftheroomlikeatragedyQueen。”
saidthelawyerwhotoldthestory。
Herparentsneverremarkedheragitationonthatday,andshenevertoldthemoftheinterview。Theyhadtheirownaffairstointerestthem,affairswhichdeeplyinterestedthisinnocentandunconsciouslady。Theoldgentleman,herfather,wasalwaysdabblinginspeculation。
Wehaveseenhowthewinecompanyandthecoalcompanyhadfailedhim。But,prowlingabouttheCityalwayseagerlyandrestlesslystill,helighteduponsomeotherscheme,ofwhichhethoughtsowellthatheembarkedinitinspiteoftheremonstrancesofMr。Clapp,towhomindeedheneverdaredtotellhowfarhehadengagedhimselfinit。AndasitwasalwaysMr。Sedley’smaximnottotalkaboutmoneymattersbeforewomen,theyhadnoinklingofthemisfortunesthatwereinstoreforthemuntiltheunhappyoldgentlemanwasforcedtomakegradualconfessions。
Thebillsofthelittlehousehold,whichhadbeensettledweekly,firstfellintoarrear。TheremittanceshadnotarrivedfromIndia,Mr。Sedleytoldhiswifewithadisturbedface。Asshehadpaidherbillsveryregularlyhitherto,oneortwoofthetradesmentowhomthepoorladywasobligedtogoroundaskingfortimewereveryangryatadelaytowhichtheywereperfectlyusedfrommoreirregularcustomers。Emmy’scontribution,paidovercheerfullywithoutanyquestions,keptthelittlecompanyinhalf-rationshowever。Andthefirstsixmonthspassedawayprettyeasily,oldSedleystillkeepingupwiththenotionthathissharesmustriseandthatallwouldbewell。
Nosixtypounds,however,cametohelpthehouseholdattheendofthehalfyear,anditfelldeeperanddeeperintotrouble——Mrs。Sedley,whowasgrowinginfirmandwasmuchshaken,remainedsilentorweptagreatdealwithMrs。Clappinthekitchen。Thebutcherwasparticularlysurly,thegrocerinsolent:onceortwicelittleGeorgyhadgrumbledaboutthedinners,andAmelia,whostillwouldhavebeensatisfiedwithasliceofbreadforherowndinner,couldnotbutperceivethathersonwasneglectedandpurchasedlittlethingsoutofherprivatepursetokeeptheboyinhealth。
Atlasttheytoldher,ortoldhersuchagarbledstoryaspeopleindifficultiestell。Oneday,herownmoneyhavingbeenreceived,andAmeliaabouttopayitover,she,whohadkeptanaccountofthemoneysexpendedbyher,proposedtokeepacertainportionbackoutofherdividend,havingcontractedengagementsforanewsuitforGeorgy。
ThenitcameoutthatJos’sremittanceswerenotpaid,thatthehousewasindifficulties,whichAmeliaoughttohaveseenbefore,hermothersaid,butshecaredfornothingornobodyexceptGeorgy。Atthisshepassedallhermoneyacrossthetable,withoutaword,tohermother,andreturnedtoherroomtocryhereyesout。
Shehadagreataccessofsensibilitytoothatday,whenobligedtogoandcountermandtheclothes,thedarlingclothesonwhichshehadsetherheartforChristmasDay,andthecutandfashionofwhichshehadarrangedinmanyconversationswithasmallmilliner,herfriend。
Hardestofall,shehadtobreakthemattertoGeorgy,whomadealoudoutcry。EverybodyhadnewclothesatChristmas。Theotherswouldlaughathim。Hewouldhavenewclothes。Shehadpromisedthemtohim。Thepoorwidowhadonlykissestogivehim。Shedarnedtheoldsuitintears。Shecastaboutamongherlittleornamentstoseeifshecouldsellanythingtoprocurethedesirednovelties。TherewasherIndiashawlthatDobbinhadsenther。SherememberedinformerdaysgoingwithhermothertoafineIndiashoponLudgateHill,wheretheladieshadallsortsofdealingsandbargainsinthesearticles。Hercheeksflushedandhereyesshonewithpleasureasshethoughtofthisresource,andshekissedawayGeorgetoschoolinthemorning,smilingbrightlyafterhim。Theboyfeltthattherewasgoodnewsinherlook。
PackinguphershawlinahandkerchiefanotherofthegiftsofthegoodMajor,shehidthemunderhercloakandwalkedflushedandeagerallthewaytoLudgateHill,trippingalongbytheparkwallandrunningoverthecrossings,sothatmanyamanturnedasshehurriedbyhimandlookedafterherrosyprettyface。Shecalculatedhowsheshouldspendtheproceedsofhershawl——how,besidestheclothes,shewouldbuythebooksthathelongedfor,andpayhishalf-year’sschooling;andhowshewouldbuyacloakforherfatherinsteadofthatoldgreat-coatwhichhewore。ShewasnotmistakenastothevalueoftheMajor’sgift。Itwasaveryfineandbeautifulweb,andthemerchantmadeaverygoodbargainwhenhegavehertwentyguineasforhershawl。
SheranonamazedandflurriedwithherrichestoDarton’sshop,inSt。Paul’sChurchyard,andtherepurchasedtheParents’AssistantandtheSandfordandMertonGeorgylongedfor,andgotintothecoachtherewithherparcel,andwenthomeexulting。Andshepleasedherselfbywritinginthefly-leafinherneatestlittlehand,“GeorgeOsborne,AChristmasgiftfromhisaffectionate-mother。”Thebooksareextanttothisday,withthefairdelicatesuperscription。
ShewasgoingfromherownroomwiththebooksinherhandtoplacethemonGeorge’stable,wherehemightfindthemonhisreturnfromschool,wheninthepassage,sheandhermothermet。Thegiltbindingsofthesevenhandsomelittlevolumescaughttheoldlady’seye。
“Whatarethose?”shesaid。
“SomebooksforGeorgy。”Ameliareplied——I——I
promisedthemtohimatChristmas。”
“Books!”criedtheelderladyindignantly,“Books,whenthewholehousewantsbread!Books,whentokeepyouandyoursoninluxury,andyourdearfatheroutofgaol,I’vesoldeverytrinketIhad,theIndiashawlfrommybackevendowntotheveryspoons,thatourtradesmenmightn’tinsultus,andthatMr。Clapp,whichindeedheisjustlyentitled,beingnotahardlandlord,andacivilman,andafather,mighthavehisrent。Oh,Amelia!
youbreakmyheartwithyourbooksandthatboyofyours,whomyouareruining,thoughpartwithhimyouwillnot。Oh,Amelia,mayGodsendyouamoredutifulchildthanIhavehad!There’sJos,desertshisfatherinhisoldage;andthere’sGeorge,whomightbeprovidedfor,andwhomightberich,goingtoschoollikealord,withagoldwatchandchainroundhisneck——whilemydear,dearoldmaniswithoutash——shilling。”HystericsobsandcriesendedMrs。Sedley’sspeech——itechoedthrougheveryroominthesmallhouse,whereoftheotherfemaleinmatesheardeverywordofthecolloquy。
“Oh,Mother,Mother!”criedpoorAmeliainreply。
“Youtoldmenothing——I——Ipromisedhimthebooks。
I——Ionlysoldmyshawlthismorning。Takethemoney——takeeverything“——andwithquiveringhandsshetookouthersilver,andhersovereigns——herpreciousgoldensovereigns,whichshethrustintothehandsofhermother,whencetheyoverflowedandtumbled,rollingdownthestairs。
Andthenshewentintoherroom,andsankdownindespairanduttermisery。Shesawitallnow。Herselfishnesswassacrificingtheboy。Butforherhemighthavewealth,station,education,andhisfather’splace,whichtheelderGeorgehadforfeitedforhersake。Shehadbuttospeakthewords,andherfatherwasrestoredtocompetencyandtheboyraisedtofortune。Oh,whataconvictionitwastothattenderandstrickenheart!
CHAPTERXLVII
GauntHouseAlltheworldknowsthatLordSteyne’stownpalacestandsinGauntSquare,outofwhichGreatGauntStreetleads,whitherwefirstconductedRebecca,inthetimeofthedepartedSirPittCrawley。PeeringovertherailingsandthroughtheblacktreesintothegardenoftheSquare,youseeafewmiserablegovernesseswithwan-facedpupilswanderingroundandroundit,androundthedrearygrass-plotinthecentreofwhichrisesthestatueofLordGaunt,whofoughtatMinden,inathree-tailedwig,andotherwisehabitedlikeaRomanEmperor。GauntHouseoccupiesnearlyasideoftheSquare。