spectbeforehim,heatlengtharrivednearthecascade,where,asFergushadaugured,hefoundFloraseated。
Shewasquitealone;and,assoonassheobservedhisapproach,shearose,andcametomeethim。Edwardattemptedtosaysomethingwithinthevergeofordinarycomplimentandconversation,butfoundhimselfunequaltothetask。Floraseemedatfirstequallyembarrassed,butrecoveredherselfmorespeedily,andanunfavourableauguryforWaverley’ssuitwasthefirsttoenteruponthesubjectoftheirlastinterview。Itistooimportant,ineverypointofview,Mr。Waverley,topermitmetoleaveyouindoubtonmysentiments。’’
Donotspeakthemspeedily,’’saidWaverley,muchagitated,unlesstheyaresuchas,Ifearfromyourmanner,Imustnotdaretoanticipate。Lettime-letmyfutureconduct-letyourbrother’sinfluence’’
Forgiveme,Mr。Waverley,’’saidFlora,hercomplexionalittleheightened,buthervoicefirmandcomposed。Ishouldincurmyownheavycensure,didIdelayexpressingmysincereconvictionthatIcanneverregardyouotherwisethanasavaluedfriend。IshoulddoyouthehighestinjusticedidI
concealmysentimentsforamoment。IseeIdistressyou,andIgrieveforit,butbetternowthanlater;andO,betterathousandtimes,Mr。Waverley,thatyoushouldfeelapresentmomentarydisappointment,thanthelongandheart-sickeninggriefswhichattendarashandill-assortedmarriage!’’
GoodGod!’’exclaimedWaverley,whyshouldyouanticipatesuchconsequencesfromaunionwherebirthisequal,wherefortuneisfavourable,where,ifImayventuretosayso,thetastesaresimilar,whereyouallegenopreferenceforanother,whereyouevenexpressafavourableopinionofhimwhomyoureject?’’
Mr。Waverley,I_have_thatfavourableopinion,’’answeredFlora;andsostrongly,thatthoughIwouldratherhavebeensilentonthegroundsofmyresolution,youshallcommandthem,ifyouexactsuchamarkofmyesteemandconfidence。’’
Shesatdownuponafragmentofrock,andWaverley,placinghimselfnearher,anxiouslypressedfortheexplanationsheoffered。
Idarehardly,’’shesaid,tellyouthesituationofmyfeelings,theyaresodifferentfromthoseusuallyascribedtoyoungwomenatmyperiodoflife;andIdarehardlytouchuponwhatIconjecturetobethenatureofyours,lestIshouldgiveoffencewhereIwouldwillinglyadministerconsolation。
Formyself,frommyinfancytillthisday,Ihavehadbutonewish-therestorationofmyroyalbenefactorstotheirrightfulthrone。Itisimpossibletoexpresstoyouthedevotionofmyfeelingstothissinglesubject;andIwillfranklyconfess,thatithassooccupiedmymindastoexcludeeverythoughtrespectingwhatiscalledmyownsettlementinlife。Letmebutlivetoseethedayofthathappyrestoration,andaHighlandcottage,aFrenchconvent,oranEnglishpalace,willbealikeindifferenttome。’’
But,dearestFlora,howisyourenthusiasticzealfortheexiledfamilyinconsistentwithmyhappiness?’’
Becauseyouseek,oroughttoseekintheobjectofyourattachment,aheartwhoseprincipaldelightshouldbeinaugmentingyourdomesticfelicity,andreturningyouraffection,eventotheheightofromance。Toamanoflesskeensensibility,andlessenthusiastictendernessofdisposition,FloraMac-Ivormightgivecontent,ifnothappiness;forweretheirrevocablewordsspoken,neverwouldshebedeficientinthedutieswhichshevowed。’’
Andwhy-why,MissMac-Ivor,shouldyouthinkyourselfamorevaluabletreasuretoonewhoislesscapableofloving,ofadmiringyou,thantome?’’
Simplybecausethetoneofouraffectionswouldbemoreinunison,andbecausehismorebluntedsensibilitywouldnotrequirethereturnofenthusiasmwhichIhavenottobestow。
Butyou,Mr。Waverley,wouldforeverrefertotheideaofdomestichappinesswhichyourimaginationiscapableofpainting,andwhateverfellshortofthatidealrepresentationwouldbeconstruedintocoolnessandindifference,whileyoumightconsidertheenthusiasmwithwhichIregardedthesuccessoftheroyalfamilyasdefraudingyouraffectionofitsduereturn。’’
Inotherwords,MissMac-Ivor,youcannotloveme?’’saidhersuitordejectedly。
Icouldesteemyou,Mr。Waverley,asmuch,perhapsmore,thananymanIhaveeverseen;butIcannotloveyouasyououghttobeloved。O!donot,foryourownsake,desiresohazardousanexperiment!Thewomanwhomyoumarryoughttohaveaffectionsandopinionsmouldeduponyours。Herstudiesoughttobeyourstudies;-herwishes,herfeelings,herhopes,herfears,shouldallminglewithyours。Sheshouldenhanceyourpleasures,shareyoursorrows,andcheeryourmelancholy。’’
Andwhywillnotyou,MissMac-Ivor,whocansowelldescribeahappyunion-whywillnotyoubeyourselfthepersonyoudescribe?’’
Isitpossibleyoudonotyetcomprehendme?’’answeredFlora。HaveInottoldyouthateverykeenersensationofmymindisbentexclusivelytowardsanevent,uponwhich,indeed,Ihavenopowerbutthoseofmyearnestprayers?’’
AndmightnotthegrantingthesuitIsolicit,’’saidWaverley,tooearnestonhispurposetoconsiderwhathewasabouttosay,evenadvancetheinteresttowhichyouhavedevotedyourself?Myfamilyiswealthyandpowerful,inclinedinprinciplestotheStuartrace,andshouldafavourableopportunity’’
Afavourableopportunity!’’saidFlorasomewhatscornfullyinclinedinprinciples!-Cansuchlukewarmadherencebehonourabletoyourselves,orgratifyingtoyourlawfulsovereign?-
Think,frommypresentfeelings,whatIshouldsufferwhenIheldtheplaceofmemberinafamilywheretherightswhichIholdmostsacredaresubjectedtocolddiscussion,andonlydeemedworthyofsupportwhentheyshallappearonthepointoftriumphingwithoutit!’’
Yourdoubts,’’quicklyrepliedWaverley,areunjustasfarasconcernsmyself。ThecausethatIshallassertIdaresupportthrougheverydanger,asundauntedlyastheboldestwhodrawsswordinitsbehalf。’’
Ofthat,’’answeredFlora,Icannotdoubtforamoment。
Butconsultyourowngoodsenseandreasonratherthanaprepossessionhastilyadopted,probablyonlybecauseyouhavemetayoungwomanpossessedoftheusualaccomplishmentsinasequesteredandromanticsituation。Letyourpartinthisgreatandperilousdramarestuponconviction,andnotonahurried,andprobablyatemporaryfeeling。’’
Waverleyattemptedtoreply,buthiswordsfailedhim。
EverysentimentthatFlorahadutteredvindicatedthestrengthofhisattachment;forevenherloyalty,althoughwildlyenthusiastic,wasgenerousandnoble,anddisdainedtoavailitselfofanyindirectmeansofsupportingthecausetowhichshewasdevoted。
Afterwalkingalittlewayinsilencedownthepath,Florathusresumedtheconversation-Onewordmore,Mr。Waverley,erewebidfarewelltothistopicforever;andforgivemyboldnessifthatwordhavetheairofadvice。MybrotherFergusisanxiousthatyoushouldjoinhiminhispresententerprise。
Butdonotconsenttothis;youcouldnotbyyoursingleexertionsfurtherhissuccess,andyouwouldinevitablysharehisfall,ifitbeGod’spleasurethatfallhemust。Yourcharacterwouldalsosufferirretrievably。Letmebegyouwillreturntoyourowncountry;andhavingpubliclyfreedyourselffromeverytietotheusurpinggovernment,Itrustyouwillseecause,andfindopportunity,toserveyourinjuredsovereignwitheffect,andstandforth,asyourloyalancestors,attheheadofyournaturalfollowersandadherents,aworthyrepresentativeofthehouseofWaverley。’’
AndshouldIbesohappyasthustodistinguishmyself,mightInothope’’
Forgivemyinterruption,’’saidFlora。Thepresenttimeonlyisours,andIcanbutexplaintoyouwithcandourthefeelingswhichInowentertain;howtheymightbealteredbyatrainofevents,toofavourableperhapstobehopedfor,itwereinvaineventoconjecture;onlybeassured,Mr。Waverley,thataftermybrother’shonourandhappinessthereisnonewhichI
shallmoresincerelyprayforthanforyours。’’
Withthesewordsshepartedfromhim,fortheywerenowarrivedwheretwopathsseparated。Waverleyreachedthecastleamidstamedleyofconflictingpassions。HeavoidedanyprivateinterviewwithFergus,ashedidnotfindhimselfableeithertoencounterhisrailleryorreplytohissolicitations。Thewildrevelryofthefeast,forMac-Ivorkeptopentableforhisclan,servedinsomedegreetostunreflection。WhentheirfestivitywasendedhebegantoconsiderhowheshouldagainmeetMissMac-Ivorafterthepainfulandinterestingexplanationofthemorning。ButFloradidnotappear。Fergus,whoseeyesflashedwhenhewastoldbyCathleenthathermistressdesignedtokeepherapartmentthatevening,wenthimselfinquestofher;butapparentlyhisremonstranceswereinvain,forhereturnedwithaheightenedcomplexion,andmanifestsymptomsofdispleasure。Therestoftheeveningpassedonwithoutanyallusion,ontheparteitherofFergusorWaverley,tothesubjectwhichengrossedthereflectionsofthelatter,andperhapsofboth。
Whenretiredtohisownapartment,Edwardendeavouredtosumupthebusinessoftheday。ThattherepulsehehadreceivedfromFlorawouldbepersistedinforthepresenttherewasnodoubt。Butcouldhehopeforultimatesuccessincasecircumstancespermittedtherenewalofhissuit?Wouldtheenthusiasticloyalty,whichatthisanimatingmomentleftnoroomforasofterpassion,survive,atleastinitsengrossingforce,thesuccessorthefailureofthepresentpoliticalmachinations?
Andifso,couldhehopethattheinterestwhichshehadacknowledgedhimtopossessinherfavourmightbeimprovedintoawarmerattachment?Hetaxedhismemorytorecalleverywordshehadused,withtheappropriatelooksandgestureswhichhadenforcedthem,andendedbyfindinghimselfinthesamestateofuncertainty。Itwasverylatebeforesleepbroughtrelieftothetumultofhismind,afterthemostpainfulandagitatingdaywhichhehadeverpassed。
InthemorningwhenWaverley’stroubledreflectionshadforsometimegivenwaytorepose,therecamemusictohisdreams,butnotthevoiceofSelma。HeimaginedhimselftransportedbacktoTully-Veolan,andthatheheardDavieGellatleysinginginthecourtthosematinswhichusedgenerallytobethefirstsoundsthatdisturbedhisreposewhileaguestoftheBaronofBradwardine。Thenoteswhichsuggestedthisvisioncontinued,andwaxedlouder,untilEdwardawokeinearnest。Theillusion,however,didnotseementirelydispelled。
TheapartmentwasinthefortressofIannanChaistel,butitwasstillthevoiceofDavieGellatleythatmadethefollowinglinesresoundunderthewindow:-
Myheart’sintheHighlands,myheartisnothere,Myheart’sintheHighlandsa-chasingthedeer;
Achasingthewilddeer,andfollowingtheroe,Myheart’sintheHighlandswhereverIgo。
TheselinesformtheburdenofanoldsongtowhichBurnswroteadditionalverses。
CurioustoknowwhatcouldhavedeterminedMr。Gellatleyonanexcursionofsuchunwontedextent,Edwardbegantodresshimselfinallhaste,duringwhichoperationtheminstrelsyofDaviechangeditstunemorethanonce:-
There’snoughtintheHighlandsbutsyboesandleeks,Andlang-leggitcallantsgaunwantingthebreeks;
Wantingthebreeks,andwithouthoseandshoon,Butwe’lla’winthebreekswhenKingJamiecomeshame。
Theselinesarealsoancient,andIbelievetothetuneof
We’llneverhaepeacetillJamiecomeshame。’’
towhichBurnslikewisewrotesomeverses。
BythetimeWaverleywasdressedandhadissuedforth,DavidhadassociatedhimselfwithtwoorthreeofthenumerousHighlandloungerswhoalwaysgracedthegatesofthecastlewiththeirpresence,andwascaperinganddancingfullmerrilyinthedoublesandfullcareerofaScotchfoursomereel,tothemusicofhisownwhistling。Inthisdoublecapacityofdancerandmusician,hecontinued,untilanidlepiper,whoobservedhiszeal,obeyedtheunanimouscallof_Seidsuas__i。e。,_blowup,andrelievedhimfromthelatterpartofhistrouble。Youngandoldthenmingledinthedanceastheycouldfindpartners。
TheappearanceofWaverleydidnotinterruptDavid’sexercise,thoughhecontrivedbygrinning,nodding,andthrowingoneortwoinclinationsofthebodyintothegraceswithwhichheperformedtheHighlandfling,toconveytoourherosymptomsofrecognition。Then,whilebusilyemployedinsetting,whoopingallthewhile,andsnappinghisfingersoverhishead,heofasuddenprolongedhisside-stepuntilitbroughthimtotheplacewhereEdwardwasstanding,and,stillkeepingtimetothemusiclikeHarlequininapantomime,hethrustaletterintoourhero’shand,andcontinuedhissaltationwithoutpauseorintermission。Edward,whoperceivedthattheaddresswasinRose’shandwriting,retiredtoperuseit,leavingthefaithfulbearertocontinuehisexerciseuntilthepiperorheshouldbetiredout。
Thecontentsofthelettergreatlysurprisedhim。Ithadoriginallycommencedwith_DearSir;_butthesewordshadbeencarefullyerased,andthemonosyllable,_Sir,_substitutedintheirplace。TherestofthecontentsshallbegiveninRose’sownlanguage。
IfearIamusinganimproperfreedombyintrudinguponyou,yetIcannottrusttoanyoneelsetoletyouknowsomethingswhichhavehappenedhere,withwhichitseemsnecessaryyoushouldbeacquainted。ForgivemeifIamwronginwhatIamdoing;for,alas!Mr。Waverley,Ihavenobetteradvicethanthatofmyownfeelings;-mydearfatherisgonefromthisplace,andwhenhecanreturntomyassistanceandprotection,Godaloneknows。Youhaveprobablyheard,thatinconsequenceofsometroublesomenewsfromtheHighlands,warrantsweresentoutforapprehendingseveralgentlemenintheseparts,and,amongothers,mydearfather。InspiteofallmytearsandentreatiesthathewouldsurrenderhimselftotheGovernment,hejoinedwithMr。Falconerandsomeothergentlemen,andtheyhaveallgonenorthwards,withabodyofaboutfortyhorsemen。SoIamnotsoanxiousconcerninghisimmediatesafety,asaboutwhatmayfollowafterwards,forthesetroublesareonlybeginning。Butallthisisnothingtoyou,Mr。Waverley,onlyIthoughtyouwouldbegladtolearnthatmyfatherhasescaped,incaseyouhappentohaveheardthathewasindanger。
Thedayaftermyfatherwentoff,therecameapartyofsoldierstoTully-Veolan,andbehavedveryrudelytoBailieMacwheeble;buttheofficerwasveryciviltome,onlysaidhisdutyobligedhimtosearchforarmsandpapers。Myfatherhadprovidedagainstthisbytakingawayallthearmsexcepttheolduselessthingswhichhunginthehall;andhehadputallhispapersoutoftheway。ButO!Mr。Waverley,howshallItellyouthattheymadestrictinquiryafteryou,andaskedwhenyouhadbeenatTully-Veolan,andwhereyounowwere。
Theofficerisgonebackwithhisparty,butanon-commissionedofficerandfourmenremainasasortofgarrisoninthehouse。