Nemoregulas,seuconstitutionesnostras,externiscommunicabit。
Thepupilsonedaysucceededingettingpossessionofthisbook,andsettoreadingitwithavidity,areadingwhichwasofteninterruptedbythefearofbeingcaught,whichcausedthemtoclosethevolumeprecipitately。
Fromthegreatdangerthusincurredtheyderivedbutaverymoderateamountofpleasure。Themost"interestingthing"theyfoundweresomeunintelligiblepagesaboutthesinsofyoungboys。
Theyplayedinanalleyofthegardenborderedwithafewshabbyfruit—trees。Inspiteoftheextremesurveillanceandtheseverityofthepunishmentsadministered,whenthewindhadshakenthetrees,theysometimessucceededinpickingupagreenappleoraspoiledapricotoraninhabitedpearonthesly。Iwillnowcedetheprivilegeofspeechtoaletterwhichliesbeforeme,aletterwrittenfiveandtwentyyearsagobyanoldpupil,nowMadamelaDuchessede————
oneofthemostelegantwomeninParis。Iquoteliterally:
"Onehidesone’spearorone’sappleasbestonemay。
Whenonegoesupstairstoputtheveilonthebedbeforesupper,onestuffsthemunderone’spillowandatnightoneeatstheminbed,andwhenonecannotdothat,oneeatstheminthecloset。"
Thatwasoneoftheirgreatestluxuries。
Once——itwasattheepochofthevisitfromthearchbishoptotheconvent——
oneoftheyounggirls,MademoiselleBouchard,whowasconnectedwiththeMontmorencyfamily,laidawagerthatshewouldaskforaday’sleaveofabsence——anenormityinsoaustereacommunity。
Thewagerwasaccepted,butnotoneofthosewhobetbelievedthatshewoulddoit。Whenthemomentcame,asthearchbishopwaspassinginfrontofthepupils,MademoiselleBouchard,totheindescribableterrorofhercompanions,steppedoutoftheranks,andsaid,"Monseigneur,aday’sleaveofabsence。"MademoiselleBouchardwastall,blooming,withtheprettiestlittlerosyfaceintheworld。
M。deQuelensmiledandsaid,"What,mydearchild,aday’sleaveofabsence!Threedaysifyoulike。Igrantyouthreedays。"
Theprioresscoulddonothing;thearchbishophadspoken。
Horroroftheconvent,butjoyofthepupil。Theeffectmaybeimagined。
Thissterncloisterwasnotsowellwalledoff,however,butthatthelifeofthepassionsoftheoutsideworld,drama,andevenromance,didnotmaketheirwayin。Toprovethis,wewillconfineourselvestorecordinghereandtobrieflymentioningarealandincontestablefact,which,however,bearsnoreferenceinitselfto,andisnotconnectedbyanythreadwhateverwiththestorywhichwearerelating。Wementionthefactforthesakeofcompletingthephysiognomyoftheconventinthereader’smind。
Aboutthistimetherewasintheconventamysteriouspersonwhowasnotanun,whowastreatedwithgreatrespect,andwhowasaddressedasMadameAlbertine。Nothingwasknownabouther,savethatshewasmad,andthatintheworldshepassedfordead。
Beneaththishistoryitwassaidtherelaythearrangementsoffortunenecessaryforagreatmarriage。
Thiswoman,hardlythirtyyearsofage,ofdarkcomplexionandtolerablypretty,hadavaguelookinherlargeblackeyes。
Couldshesee?Therewassomedoubtaboutthis。Sheglidedratherthanwalked,sheneverspoke;itwasnotquiteknownwhethershebreathed。Hernostrilswerelividandpinchedasafteryieldinguptheirlastsigh。Totouchherhandwasliketouchingsnow。
Shepossessedastrangespectralgrace。Whereversheentered,peoplefeltcold。Onedayasister,onseeingherpass,saidtoanothersister,"Shepassesforadeadwoman。""Perhapssheisone,"
repliedtheother。
AhundredtalesweretoldofMadameAlbertine。Thisarosefromtheeternalcuriosityofthepupils。InthechapeltherewasagallerycalledL’OEildeBoeuf。Itwasinthisgallery,whichhadonlyacircularbay,anoeildeboeuf,thatMadameAlbertinelistenedtotheoffices。Shealwaysoccupieditalonebecausethisgallery,beingonthelevelofthefirststory,thepreacherortheofficiatingpriestcouldbeseen,whichwasinterdictedtothenuns。
Onedaythepulpitwasoccupiedbyayoungpriestofhighrank,M。LeDucdeRohan,peerofFrance,officeroftheRedMusketeersin1815whenhewasPrincedeLeon,andwhodiedafterward,in1830,ascardinalandArchbishopofBesancon。ItwasthefirsttimethatM。deRohanhadpreachedatthePetit—Picpusconvent。
MadameAlbertineusuallypreservedperfectcalmnessandcompleteimmobilityduringthesermonsandservices。Thatday,assoonasshecaughtsightofM。deRohan,shehalfrose,andsaid,inaloudvoice,amidthesilenceofthechapel,"Ah!Auguste!"Thewholecommunityturnedtheirheadsinamazement,thepreacherraisedhiseyes,butMadameAlbertinehadrelapsedintoherimmobility。
Abreathfromtheouterworld,aflashoflife,hadpassedforaninstantacrossthatcoldandlifelessfaceandhadthenvanished,andthemadwomanhadbecomeacorpseagain。
Thosetwowords,however,hadseteveryoneintheconventwhohadtheprivilegeofspeechtochattering。Howmanythingswerecontainedinthat"Ah!Auguste!"whatrevelations!M。deRohan’snamereallywasAuguste。ItwasevidentthatMadameAlbertinebelongedtotheveryhighestsociety,sincesheknewM。deRohan,andthatherownranktherewasofthehighest,sinceshespokethusfamiliarlyofsogreatalord,andthatthereexistedbetweenthemsomeconnection,ofrelationship,perhaps,butaverycloseoneinanycase,sincesheknewhis"petname。"
Twoverysevereduchesses,MesdamesdeChoiseulanddeSerent,oftenvisitedthecommunity,whithertheypenetrated,nodoubt,invirtueoftheprivilegeMagnatesmulieres,andcausedgreatconsternationintheboarding—school。Whenthesetwooldladiespassedby,allthepooryounggirlstrembledanddroppedtheireyes。
Moreover,M。deRohan,quiteunknowntohimself,wasanobjectofattentiontotheschool—girls。Atthatepochhehadjustbeenmade,whilewaitingfortheepiscopate,vicar—generaloftheArchbishopofParis。ItwasoneofhishabitstocometolerablyoftentocelebratetheofficesinthechapelofthenunsofthePetit—Picpus。Notoneoftheyoungreclusescouldseehim,becauseofthesergecurtain,buthehadasweetandrathershrillvoice,whichtheyhadcometoknowandtodistinguish。Hehadbeenamousquetaire,andthen,hewassaidtobeverycoquettish,thathishandsomebrownhairwasverywelldressedinarollaroundhishead,andthathehadabroadgirdleofmagnificentmoire,andthathisblackcassockwasofthemostelegantcutintheworld。Heheldagreatplaceinalltheseimaginationsofsixteenyears。
Notasoundfromwithoutmadeitswayintotheconvent。Buttherewasoneyearwhenthesoundofaflutepenetratedthither。
Thiswasanevent,andthegirlswhowereatschoolthereatthetimestillrecallit。
Itwasaflutewhichwasplayedintheneighborhood。Thisflutealwaysplayedthesameair,anairwhichisveryfarawaynowadays,——"MyZetulbe,comereigno’ermysoul,"——anditwasheardtwoorthreetimesaday。Theyounggirlspassedhoursinlisteningtoit,thevocalmotherswereupsetbyit,brainswerebusy,punishmentsdescendedinshowers。Thislastedforseveralmonths。
Thegirlswereallmoreorlessinlovewiththeunknownmusician。
EachonedreamedthatshewasZetulbe。ThesoundofthefluteproceededfromthedirectionoftheRueDroit—Mur;andtheywouldhavegivenanything,compromisedeverything,attemptedanythingforthesakeofseeing,ofcatchingaglance,ifonlyforasecond,ofthe"youngman"whoplayedthatflutesodeliciously,andwho,nodoubt,playedonallthesesoulsatthesametime。Thereweresomewhomadetheirescapebyabackdoor,andascendedtothethirdstoryontheRueDroit—Murside,inordertoattempttocatchaglimpsethroughthegaps。Impossible!Oneevenwentsofarastothrustherarmthroughthegrating,andtowaveherwhitehandkerchief。
Twowerestillbolder。Theyfoundmeanstoclimbonaroof,andriskedtheirlivesthere,andsucceededatlastinseeing"theyoungman。"
Hewasanoldemigregentleman,blindandpenniless,whowasplayinghisfluteinhisattic,inordertopassthetime。
CHAPTERVI
THELITTLECONVENT
InthisenclosureofthePetit—Picpustherewerethreeperfectlydistinctbuildings,——theGreatConvent,inhabitedbythenuns,theBoarding—school,wherethescholarswerelodged;andlastly,whatwascalledtheLittleConvent。Itwasabuildingwithagarden,inwhichlivedallsortsofagednunsofvariousorders,therelicsofcloistersdestroyedintheRevolution;areunionofalltheblack,gray,andwhitemedleysofallcommunitiesandallpossiblevarieties;
whatmightbecalled,ifsuchacouplingofwordsispermissible,asortofharlequinconvent。
WhentheEmpirewasestablished,allthesepoorolddispersedandexiledwomenhadbeenaccordedpermissiontocomeandtakeshelterunderthewingsoftheBernardines—Benedictines。Thegovernmentpaidthemasmallpension,theladiesofthePetit—Picpusreceivedthemcordially。Itwasasingularpell—mell。Eachfollowedherownrule,Sometimesthepupilsoftheboarding—schoolwereallowed,asagreatrecreation,topaythemavisit;theresultis,thatallthoseyoungmemorieshaveretainedamongothersouvenirsthatofMotherSainte—Bazile,MotherSainte—Scolastique,andMotherJacob。
Oneoftheserefugeesfoundherselfalmostathome。ShewasanunofSainte—Aure,theonlyoneofherorderwhohadsurvived。
TheancientconventoftheladiesofSainte—Aureoccupied,atthebeginningoftheeighteenthcentury,thisveryhouseofthePetit—Picpus,whichbelongedlatertotheBenedictinesofMartinVerga。Thisholywoman,toopoortowearthemagnificenthabitofherorder,whichwasawhiterobewithascarletscapulary,hadpiouslyputitonalittlemanikin,whichsheexhibitedwithcomplacencyandwhichshebequeathedtothehouseatherdeath。
In1824,onlyonenunofthisorderremained;to—day,thereremainsonlyadoll。
Inadditiontotheseworthymothers,someoldsocietywomenhadobtainedpermissionoftheprioress,likeMadameAlbertine,toretireintotheLittleConvent。AmongthenumberwereMadameBeaufortd’HautpoulandMarquiseDufresne。Anotherwasneverknownintheconventexceptbytheformidablenoisewhichshemadewhensheblewhernose。ThepupilscalledherMadameVacarmini(hubbub)。
About1820or1821,MadamedeGenlis,whowasatthattimeeditingalittleperiodicalpublicationcalledl’Intrepide,askedtobeallowedtoentertheconventofthePetit—Picpusasladyresident。
TheDucd’Orleansrecommendedher。Uproarinthehive;thevocal—motherswereallinaflutter;MadamedeGenlishadmaderomances。
Butshedeclaredthatshewasthefirsttodetestthem,andthen,shehadreachedherfiercestageofdevotion。WiththeaidofGod,andofthePrince,sheentered。Shedepartedattheendofsixoreightmonths,allegingasareason,thattherewasnoshadeinthegarden。Thenunsweredelighted。Althoughveryold,shestillplayedtheharp,anddiditverywell。
Whenshewentawayshelefthermarkinhercell。MadamedeGenliswassuperstitiousandaLatinist。Thesetwowordsfurnishatolerablygoodprofileofher。Afewyearsago,therewerestilltobeseen,pastedintheinsideofalittlecupboardinhercellinwhichshelockeduphersilverwareandherjewels,thesefivelinesinLatin,writtenwithherownhandinredinkonyellowpaper,andwhich,inheropinion,possessedthepropertyoffrighteningawayrobbers:——
Imparibusmeritispendenttriacorporaramis:[15]
DismasetGesmas,mediaestdivinapotestas;
AltapetitDismas,infelix,infima,Gesmas;
Nosetresnostrasconservetsummapotestas。
Hosversusdicas,netufurtotuaperdas。
[15]Ontheboughshangthreebodiesofunequalmerits:
DismasandGesmas,betweenisthedivinepower。Dismasseekstheheights,Gesmas,unhappyman,thelowestregions;thehighestpowerwillpreserveusandoureffects。Ifyourepeatthisverse,youwillnotloseyourthingsbytheft。
TheseversesinsixthcenturyLatinraisethequestionwhetherthetwothievesofCalvarywerenamed,asiscommonlybelieved,DismasandGestas,orDismasandGesmas。ThisorthographymighthaveconfoundedthepretensionsputforwardinthelastcenturybytheVicomtedeGestas,ofadescentfromthewickedthief。
However,theusefulvirtueattachedtotheseversesformsanarticleoffaithintheorderoftheHospitallers。
Thechurchofthehouse,constructedinsuchamannerastoseparatetheGreatConventfromtheBoarding—schoollikeaveritableintrenchment,was,ofcourse,commontotheBoarding—school,theGreatConvent,andtheLittleConvent。Thepublicwasevenadmittedbyasortoflazarettoentranceonthestreet。Butallwassoarranged,thatnoneoftheinhabitantsofthecloistercouldseeafacefromtheoutsideworld。Supposeachurchwhosechoirisgraspedinagigantichand,andfoldedinsuchamannerastoform,not,asinordinarychurches,aprolongationbehindthealtar,butasortofhall,orobscurecellar,totherightoftheofficiatingpriest;
supposethishalltobeshutoffbyacurtainsevenfeetinheight,ofwhichwehavealreadyspoken;intheshadowofthatcurtain,pileuponwoodenstallsthenunsinthechoirontheleft,theschool—girlsontheright,thelay—sistersandthenovicesatthebottom,andyouwillhavesomeideaofthenunsofthePetit—Picpusassistingatdivineservice。Thatcavern,whichwascalledthechoir,communicatedwiththecloisterbyalobby。Thechurchwaslightedfromthegarden。Whenthenunswerepresentatserviceswheretheirruleenjoinedsilence,thepublicwaswarnedoftheirpresenceonlybythefoldingseatsofthestallsnoisilyrisingandfalling。
CHAPTERVII
SOMESILHOUETTESOFTHISDARKNESS
Duringthesixyearswhichseparate1819from1825,theprioressofthePetit—PicpuswasMademoiselledeBlemeur,whosename,inreligion,wasMotherInnocente。ShecameofthefamilyofMargueritedeBlemeur,authorofLivesoftheSaintsoftheOrderofSaint—Benoit。Shehadbeenre—elected。Shewasawomanaboutsixtyyearsofage,short,thick,"singinglikeacrackedpot,"saystheletterwhichwehavealreadyquoted;anexcellentwoman,moreover,andtheonlymerryoneinthewholeconvent,andforthatreasonadored。
Shewaslearned,erudite,wise,competent,curiouslyproficientinhistory,crammedwithLatin,stuffedwithGreek,fullofHebrew,andmoreofaBenedictinemonkthanaBenedictinenun。
Thesub—prioresswasanoldSpanishnun,MotherCineres,whowasalmostblind。
ThemostesteemedamongthevocalmotherswereMotherSainte—Honorine;
thetreasurer,MotherSainte—Gertrude,thechiefmistressofthenovices;
Mother—Saint—Ange,theassistantmistress;MotherAnnonciation,thesacristan;MotherSaint—Augustin,thenurse,theonlyoneintheconventwhowasmalicious;thenMotherSainte—Mechtilde(MademoiselleGauvain),veryyoungandwithabeautifulvoice;
MotherdesAnges(MademoiselleDrouet),whohadbeenintheconventoftheFilles—Dieu,andintheconventduTresor,betweenGisorsandMagny;MotherSaint—Joseph(MademoiselledeCogolludo),MotherSainte—Adelaide(Mademoiselled’Auverney),MotherMisericorde(MademoiselledeCifuentes,whocouldnotresistausterities),MotherCompassion(MademoiselledelaMiltiere,receivedattheageofsixtyindefianceoftherule,andverywealthy);
MotherProvidence(MademoiselledeLaudiniere),MotherPresentation(MademoiselledeSiguenza),whowasprioressin1847;andfinally,MotherSainte—Celigne(sisterofthesculptorCeracchi),whowentmad;
MotherSainte—Chantal(MademoiselledeSuzon),whowentmad。
Therewasalso,amongtheprettiestofthem,acharminggirlofthreeandtwenty,whowasfromtheIsledeBourbon,adescendantoftheChevalierRoze,whosenamehadbeenMademoiselleRoze,andwhowascalledMotherAssumption。
MotherSainte—Mechtilde,intrustedwiththesingingandthechoir,wasfondofmakinguseofthepupilsinthisquarter。Sheusuallytookacompletescaleofthem,thatistosay,seven,fromtentosixteenyearsofage,inclusive,ofassortedvoicesandsizes,whomshemadesingstanding,drawnupinaline,sidebyside,accordingtoage,fromthesmallesttothelargest。Thispresentedtotheeye,somethinginthenatureofareed—pipeofyounggirls,asortoflivingPan—pipemadeofangels。
Thoseofthelay—sisterswhomthescholarslovedmostwereSisterEuphrasie,SisterSainte—Marguerite,SisterSainte—Marthe,whowasinherdotage,andSisterSainte—Michel,whoselongnosemadethemlaugh。
Allthesewomenweregentlewiththechildren。Thenunsweresevereonlytowardsthemselves。Nofirewaslightedexceptintheschool,andthefoodwaschoicecomparedtothatintheconvent。
Moreover,theylavishedathousandcaresontheirscholars。Only,whenachildpassednearanunandaddressedher,thenunneverreplied。
Thisruleofsilencehadhadthiseffect,thatthroughoutthewholeconvent,speechhadbeenwithdrawnfromhumancreatures,andbestowedoninanimateobjects。Nowitwasthechurch—bellwhichspoke,nowitwasthegardener’sbell。Averysonorousbell,placedbesidetheportress,andwhichwasaudiblethroughoutthehouse,indicatedbyitsvariedpeals,whichformedasortofacoustictelegraph,alltheactionsofmateriallifewhichweretobeperformed,andsummonedtotheparlor,incaseofneed,suchorsuchaninhabitantofthehouse。Eachpersonandeachthinghaditsownpeal。Theprioresshadoneandone,thesub—prioressoneandtwo。Six—fiveannouncedlessons,sothatthepupilsneversaid"togotolessons,"but"togotosix—five。"Four—fourwasMadamedeGenlis’ssignal。Itwasveryoftenheard。"C’estlediableaquatre,——it’stheverydeuce——saidtheuncharitable。
Tenninestrokesannouncedagreatevent。Itwastheopeningofthedoorofseclusion,afrightfulsheetofironbristlingwithboltswhichonlyturnedonitshingesinthepresenceofthearchbishop。
Withtheexceptionofthearchbishopandthegardener,nomanenteredtheconvent,aswehavealreadysaid。Theschoolgirlssawtwoothers:one,thechaplain,theAbbeBanes,oldandugly,whomtheywerepermittedtocontemplateinthechoir,throughagrating;
theotherthedrawing—master,M。Ansiaux,whomtheletter,ofwhichwehaveperusedafewlines,callsM。Anciot,anddescribesasafrightfuloldhunchback。
Itwillbeseenthatallthesemenwerecarefullychosen。
Suchwasthiscurioushouse。
CHAPTERVIII
POSTCORDALAPIDES
Afterhavingsketcheditsmoralface,itwillnotproveunprofitabletopointout,inafewwords,itsmaterialconfiguration。
Thereaderalreadyhassomeideaofit。
TheconventofthePetit—Picpus—Sainte—AntoinefilledalmostthewholeofthevasttrapeziumwhichresultedfromtheintersectionoftheRuePolonceau,theRueDroit—Mur,theRuePetit—Picpus,andtheunusedlane,calledRueAumaraisonoldplans。
Thesefourstreetssurroundedthistrapeziumlikeamoat。
Theconventwascomposedofseveralbuildingsandagarden。
Theprincipalbuilding,takeninitsentirety,wasajuxtapositionofhybridconstructionswhich,viewedfromabird’s—eyeview,outlined,withconsiderableexactness,agibbetlaidflatontheground。
ThemainarmofthegibbetoccupiedthewholeofthefragmentoftheRueDroit—MurcomprisedbetweentheRuePetit—PicpusandtheRuePolonceau;thelesserarmwasalofty,gray,severegratedfacadewhichfacedtheRuePetit—Picpus;thecarriageentranceNo。62
markeditsextremity。Towardsthecentreofthisfacadewasalow,archeddoor,whitenedwithdustandashes,wherethespiderswovetheirwebs,andwhichwasopenonlyforanhourortwoonSundays,andonrareoccasions,whenthecoffinofanunlefttheconvent。
Thiswasthepublicentranceofthechurch。Theelbowofthegibbetwasasquarehallwhichwasusedastheservants’hall,andwhichthenunscalledthebuttery。Inthemainarmwerethecellsofthemothers,thesisters,andthenovices。Inthelesserarmlaythekitchens,therefectory,backedupbythecloistersandthechurch。BetweenthedoorNo。62andthecorneroftheclosedlaneAumarais,wastheschool,whichwasnotvisiblefromwithout。
Theremainderofthetrapeziumformedthegarden,whichwasmuchlowerthantheleveloftheRuePolonceau,whichcausedthewallstobeverymuchhigherontheinsidethanontheoutside。
Thegarden,whichwasslightlyarched,hadinitscentre,onthesummitofahillock,afinepointedandconicalfir—tree,whenceran,asfromthepeakedbossofashield,fourgrandalleys,and,rangedbytwosinbetweenthebranchingsofthese,eightsmallones,sothat,iftheenclosurehadbeencircular,thegeometricalplanofthealleyswouldhaveresembledacrosssuperposedonawheel。
Asthealleysallendedintheveryirregularwallsofthegarden,theywereofunequallength。Theywereborderedwithcurrantbushes。
Atthebottom,analleyoftallpoplarsranfromtheruinsoftheoldconvent,whichwasattheangleoftheRueDroit—MurtothehouseoftheLittleConvent,whichwasattheangleoftheAumaraislane。
InfrontoftheLittleConventwaswhatwascalledthelittlegarden。
Tothiswhole,letthereaderaddacourtyard,allsortsofvariedanglesformedbytheinteriorbuildings,prisonwalls,thelongblacklineofroofswhichborderedtheothersideoftheRuePolonceauforitssoleperspectiveandneighborhood,andhewillbeabletoformforhimselfacompleteimageofwhatthehouseoftheBernardinesofthePetit—Picpuswasfortyyearsago。
Thisholyhousehadbeenbuiltontheprecisesiteofafamoustennis—groundofthefourteenthtothesixteenthcentury,whichwascalledthe"tennis—groundoftheeleventhousanddevils。"
Allthesestreets,moreover,weremoreancientthanParis。Thesenames,Droit—MurandAumarais,areveryancient;thestreetswhichbearthemareverymuchmoreancientstill。AumaraisLanewascalledMaugoutLane;theRueDroit—MurwascalledtheRuedesEglantiers,forGodopenedflowersbeforemancutstones。
CHAPTERIX
ACENTURYUNDERAGUIMPE
SinceweareengagedingivingdetailsastowhattheconventofthePetit—Picpuswasinformertimes,andsincewehaveventuredtoopenawindowonthatdiscreetretreat,thereaderwillpermitusoneotherlittledigression,utterlyforeigntothisbook,butcharacteristicanduseful,sinceitshowsthatthecloisterevenhasitsoriginalfigures。
IntheLittleConventtherewasacentenarianwhocamefromtheAbbeyofFontevrault。ShehadevenbeeninsocietybeforetheRevolution。
ShetalkedagreatdealofM。deMiromesnil,KeeperoftheSealsunderLouisXVI。andofaPresidentessDuplat,withwhomshehadbeenveryintimate。Itwasherpleasureandhervanitytodraginthesenamesoneverypretext。ShetoldwondersoftheAbbeyofFontevrault,——
thatitwaslikeacity,andthattherewerestreetsinthemonastery。
ShetalkedwithaPicardaccentwhichamusedthepupils。Everyyear,shesolemnlyrenewedhervows,andatthemomentoftakingtheoath,shesaidtothepriest,"MonseigneurSaint—FrancoisgaveittoMonseigneurSaint—Julien,MonseigneurSaint—JuliengaveittoMonseigneurSaint—Eusebius,MonseigneurSaint—EusebiusgaveittoMonseigneurSaint—Procopius,etc。,etc。;andthusIgiveittoyou,father。"Andtheschool—girlswouldbegintolaugh,notintheirsleeves,butundertheirveils;charminglittlestifledlaughswhichmadethevocalmothersfrown。
Onanotheroccasion,thecentenarianwastellingstories。ShesaidthatinheryouththeBernardinemonkswereeverywhitasgoodasthemousquetaires。Itwasacenturywhichspokethroughher,butitwastheeighteenthcentury。Shetoldaboutthecustomofthefourwines,whichexistedbeforetheRevolutioninChampagneandBourgogne。
Whenagreatpersonage,amarshalofFrance,aprince,aduke,andapeer,traversedatowninBurgundyorChampagne,thecityfatherscameouttoharanguehimandpresentedhimwithfoursilvergondolasintowhichtheyhadpouredfourdifferentsortsofwine。
Onthefirstgobletthisinscriptioncouldberead,monkeywine;
onthesecond,lionwine;onthethird,sheepwine;onthefourth,hogwine。Thesefourlegendsexpressthefourstagesdescendedbythedrunkard;thefirst,intoxication,whichenlivens;thesecond,thatwhichirritates;thethird,thatwhichdulls;andthefourth,thatwhichbrutalizes。
Inacupboard,underlockandkey,shekeptamysteriousobjectofwhichshethoughtagreatdeal。TheruleofFontevraultdidnotforbidthis。Shewouldnotshowthisobjecttoanyone。
Sheshutherselfup,whichherruleallowedhertodo,andhidherself,everytimethatshedesiredtocontemplateit。
Ifsheheardafootstepinthecorridor,sheclosedthecupboardagainashastilyasitwaspossiblewithheragedhands。Assoonasitwasmentionedtoher,shebecamesilent,shewhowassofondoftalking。Themostcuriouswerebaffledbyhersilenceandthemosttenaciousbyherobstinacy。Thusitfurnishedasubjectofcommentforallthosewhowereunoccupiedorboredintheconvent。
Whatcouldthattreasureofthecentenarianbe,whichwassopreciousandsosecret?Someholybook,nodoubt?Someuniquechaplet?
Someauthenticrelic?Theylostthemselvesinconjectures。
Whenthepooroldwomandied,theyrushedtohercupboardmorehastilythanwasfitting,perhaps,andopenedit。Theyfoundtheobjectbeneathatriplelinencloth,likesomeconsecratedpaten。
ItwasaFaenzaplatterrepresentinglittleLovesflittingawaypursuedbyapothecaryladsarmedwithenormoussyringes。
Thechaseaboundsingrimacesandincomicalpostures。OneofthecharminglittleLovesisalreadyfairlyspitted。Heisresisting,flutteringhistinywings,andstillmakinganefforttofly,butthedancerislaughingwithasatanicalair。Moral:Loveconqueredbythecolic。Thisplatter,whichisverycurious,andwhichhad,possibly,thehonoroffurnishingMolierewithanidea,wasstillinexistenceinSeptember,1845;itwasforsalebyabric—a—bracmerchantintheBoulevardBeaumarchais。
Thisgoodoldwomanwouldnotreceiveanyvisitsfromoutsidebecause,saidshe,theparloristoogloomy。
CHAPTERX
ORIGINOFTHEPERPETUALADORATION
However,thisalmostsepulchralparlor,ofwhichwehavesoughttoconveyanidea,isapurelylocaltraitwhichisnotreproducedwiththesameseverityinotherconvents。AttheconventoftheRueduTemple,inparticular,whichbelonged,intruth,toanotherorder,theblackshutterswerereplacedbybrowncurtains,andtheparloritselfwasasalonwithapolishedwoodfloor,whosewindowsweredrapedinwhitemuslincurtainsandwhosewallsadmittedallsortsofframes,aportraitofaBenedictinenunwithunveiledface,paintedbouquets,andeventheheadofaTurk。
ItisinthatgardenoftheTempleconvent,thatstoodthatfamouschestnut—treewhichwasrenownedasthefinestandthelargestinFrance,andwhichborethereputationamongthegoodpeopleoftheeighteenthcenturyofbeingthefatherofallthechestnuttreesoftherealm。
Aswehavesaid,thisconventoftheTemplewasoccupiedbyBenedictinesofthePerpetualAdoration,BenedictinesquitedifferentfromthosewhodependedonCiteaux。ThisorderofthePerpetualAdorationisnotveryancientanddoesnotgobackmorethantwohundredyears。
In1649theholysacramentwasprofanedontwooccasionsafewdaysapart,intwochurchesinParis,atSaint—SulpiceandatSaint—JeanenGreve,arareandfrightfulsacrilegewhichsetthewholetowninanuproar。M。thePriorandVicar—GeneralofSaint—GermaindesPresorderedasolemnprocessionofallhisclergy,inwhichthePope’sNuncioofficiated。Butthisexpiationdidnotsatisfytwosaintedwomen,MadameCourtin,MarquisedeBoucs,andtheComtessedeChateauvieux。Thisoutragecommittedon"themostholysacramentofthealtar,"thoughbuttemporary,wouldnotdepartfromtheseholysouls,anditseemedtothemthatitcouldonlybeextenuatedbya"PerpetualAdoration"insomefemalemonastery。
Bothofthem,onein1652,theotherin1653,madedonationsofnotablesumstoMotherCatherinedeBar,calledoftheHolySacrament,aBenedictinenun,forthepurposeoffounding,tothispiousend,amonasteryoftheorderofSaint—Benoit;thefirstpermissionforthisfoundationwasgiventoMotherCatherinedeBarbyM。deMetz,AbbeofSaint—Germain,"onconditionthatnowomancouldbereceivedunlessshecontributedthreehundredlivresincome,whichamountstosixthousandlivres,totheprincipal。"
AftertheAbbeofSaint—Germain,thekingaccordedletters—patent;
andalltherest,abbatialcharter,androyalletters,wasconfirmedin1654bytheChamberofAccountsandtheParliament。
SuchistheoriginofthelegalconsecrationoftheestablishmentoftheBenedictinesofthePerpetualAdorationoftheHolySacramentatParis。Theirfirstconventwas"anewbuilding"intheRueCassette,outofthecontributionsofMesdamesdeBoucsanddeChateauvieux。
Thisorder,asitwillbeseen,wasnottobeconfoundedwiththeBenedictinenunsofCiteaux。ItmountedbacktotheAbbeofSaint—GermaindesPres,inthesamemannerthattheladiesoftheSacredHeartgobacktothegeneraloftheJesuits,andthesistersofcharitytothegeneraloftheLazarists。
ItwasalsototallydifferentfromtheBernardinesofthePetit—Picpus,whoseinteriorwehavejustshown。In1657,PopeAlexanderVII。
hadauthorized,byaspecialbrief,theBernardinesoftheRuePetit—Picpus,topractisethePerpetualAdorationliketheBenedictinenunsoftheHolySacrament。Butthetwoordersremaineddistinctnonetheless。
CHAPTERXI
ENDOFTHEPETIT—PICPUS
AtthebeginningoftheRestoration,theconventofthePetit—Picpuswasinitsdecay;thisformsapartofthegeneraldeathoftheorder,which,aftertheeighteenthcentury,hasbeendisappearinglikeallthereligiousorders。Contemplationis,likeprayer,oneofhumanity’sneeds;but,likeeverythingwhichtheRevolutiontouched,itwillbetransformed,andfrombeinghostiletosocialprogress,itwillbecomefavorabletoit。
ThehouseofthePetit—Picpuswasbecomingrapidlydepopulated。
In1840,theLittleConventhaddisappeared,theschoolhaddisappeared。
Therewerenolongeranyoldwomen,noryounggirls;thefirstweredead,thelatterhadtakentheirdeparture。Volaverunt。
TheruleofthePerpetualAdorationissorigidinitsnaturethatitalarms,vocationsrecoilbeforeit,theorderreceivesnorecruits。In1845,itstillobtainedlay—sistershereandthere。
Butofprofessednuns,noneatall。Fortyyearsago,thenunsnumberednearlyahundred;fifteenyearsagotherewerenotmorethantwenty—eightofthem。Howmanyarethereto—day?In1847,theprioresswasyoung,asignthatthecircleofchoicewasrestricted。
Shewasnotfortyyearsold。Inproportionasthenumberdiminishes,thefatigueincreases,theserviceofeachbecomesmorepainful;
themomentcouldthenbeseendrawingnearwhentherewouldbebutadozenbentandachingshoulderstobeartheheavyruleofSaint—Benoit。Theburdenisimplacable,andremainsthesameforthefewasforthemany。Itweighsdown,itcrushes。Thustheydie。
AttheperiodwhentheauthorofthisbookstilllivedinParis,twodied。Onewastwenty—fiveyearsold,theothertwenty—three。
Thislattercansay,likeJuliaAlpinula:"Hicjaceo。Vixiannosvigintiettres。"Itisinconsequenceofthisdecaythattheconventgaveuptheeducationofgirls。
Wehavenotfeltabletopassbeforethisextraordinaryhousewithoutenteringit,andwithoutintroducingthemindswhichaccompanyus,andwhicharelisteningtoourtale,totheprofitofsome,perchance,ofthemelancholyhistoryofJeanValjean。
Wehavepenetratedintothiscommunity,fullofthoseoldpracticeswhichseemsonovelto—day。Itistheclosedgarden,hortusconclusus。
Wehavespokenofthissingularplaceindetail,butwithrespect,insofar,atleast,asdetailandrespectarecompatible。
Wedonotunderstandall,butweinsultnothing。WeareequallyfarremovedfromthehosannaofJosephdeMaistre,whowoundupbyanointingtheexecutioner,andfromthesneerofVoltaire,whoevengoessofarastoridiculethecross。
AnillogicalactonVoltaire’spart,wemayremark,bytheway;
forVoltairewouldhavedefendedJesusashedefendedCalas;
andevenforthosewhodenysuperhumanincarnations,whatdoesthecrucifixrepresent?Theassassinatedsage。
Inthisnineteenthcentury,thereligiousideaisundergoingacrisis。Peopleareunlearningcertainthings,andtheydowell,providedthat,whileunlearningthemtheylearnthis:Thereisnovacuuminthehumanheart。Certaindemolitionstakeplace,anditiswellthattheydo,butonconditionthattheyarefollowedbyreconstructions。
Inthemeantime,letusstudythingswhicharenomore。Itisnecessarytoknowthem,ifonlyforthepurposeofavoidingthem。Thecounterfeitsofthepastassumefalsenames,andgladlycallthemselvesthefuture。
Thisspectre,thispast,isgiventofalsifyingitsownpassport。
Letusinformourselvesofthetrap。Letusbeonourguard。
Thepasthasavisage,superstition,andamask,hypocrisy。Letusdenouncethevisageandletustearoffthemask。
Asforconvents,theypresentacomplexproblem,——aquestionofcivilization,whichcondemnsthem;aquestionofliberty,whichprotectsthem。
BOOKSEVENTH。——PARENTHESIS
CHAPTERI
THECONVENTASANABSTRACTIDEA
Thisbookisadrama,whoseleadingpersonageistheInfinite。
Manisthesecond。
Suchbeingthecase,andaconventhavinghappenedtobeonourroad,ithasbeenourdutytoenterit。Why?Becausetheconvent,whichiscommontotheOrientaswellastotheOccident,toantiquityaswellastomoderntimes,topaganism,toBuddhism,toMahometanism,aswellastoChristianity,isoneoftheopticalapparatusesappliedbymantotheInfinite。
Thisisnottheplaceforenlargingdisproportionatelyoncertainideas;nevertheless,whileabsolutelymaintainingourreserves,ourrestrictions,andevenourindignations,wemustsaythateverytimeweencountermanintheInfinite,eitherwellorillunderstood,wefeelourselvesoverpoweredwithrespect。
Thereis,inthesynagogue,inthemosque,inthepagoda,inthewigwam,ahideoussidewhichweexecrate,andasublimeside,whichweadore。Whatacontemplationforthemind,andwhatendlessfoodforthought,isthereverberationofGoduponthehumanwall!
CHAPTERII
THECONVENTASANHISTORICALFACT
Fromthepointofviewofhistory,ofreason,andoftruth,monasticismiscondemned。Monasteries,whentheyaboundinanation,areclogsinitscirculation,cumbrousestablishments,centresofidlenesswherecentresoflaborshouldexist。Monasticcommunitiesaretothegreatsocialcommunitywhatthemistletoeistotheoak,whatthewartistothehumanbody。Theirprosperityandtheirfatnessmeantheimpoverishmentofthecountry。Themonasticregime,goodatthebeginningofcivilization,usefulinthereductionofthebrutalbythespiritual,isbadwhenpeopleshavereachedtheirmanhood。Moreover,whenitbecomesrelaxed,andwhenitentersintoitsperiodofdisorder,itbecomesbadfortheveryreasonswhichrendereditsalutaryinitsperiodofpurity,becauseitstillcontinuestosettheexample。
Claustrationhashaditsday。Cloisters,usefulintheearlyeducationofmoderncivilization,haveembarrasseditsgrowth,andareinjurioustoitsdevelopment。Sofarasinstitutionandformationwithrelationtomanareconcerned,monasteries,whichweregoodinthetenthcentury,questionableinthefifteenth,aredetestableinthenineteenth。
Theleprosyofmonasticismhasgnawednearlytoaskeletontwowonderfulnations,ItalyandSpain;theonethelight,theotherthesplendorofEuropeforcenturies;and,atthepresentday,thesetwoillustriouspeoplesarebutjustbeginningtoconvalesce,thankstothehealthyandvigoroushygieneof1789alone。
Theconvent——theancientfemaleconventinparticular,suchasitstillpresentsitselfonthethresholdofthiscentury,inItaly,inAustria,inSpain——isoneofthemostsombreconcretionsoftheMiddleAges。
Thecloister,thatcloister,isthepointofintersectionofhorrors。
TheCatholiccloister,properlyspeaking,iswhollyfilledwiththeblackradianceofdeath。
TheSpanishconventisthemostfunerealofall。Thererise,inobscurity,beneathvaultsfilledwithgloom,beneathdomesvaguewithshadow,massivealtarsofBabel,ashighascathedrals;
thereimmensewhitecrucifixeshangfromchainsinthedark;
thereareextended,allnudeontheebony,greatChristsofivory;
morethanbleeding,——bloody;hideousandmagnificent,withtheirelbowsdisplayingthebones,theirknee—pansshowingtheirinteguments,theirwoundsshowingtheirflesh,crownedwithsilverthorns,nailedwithnailsofgold,withblooddropsofrubiesontheirbrows,anddiamondtearsintheireyes。Thediamondsandrubiesseemwet,andmakeveiledbeingsintheshadowbelowweep,theirsidesbruisedwiththehairshirtandtheiriron—tippedscourges,theirbreastscrushedwithwickerhurdles,theirkneesexcoriatedwithprayer;
womenwhothinkthemselveswives,spectreswhothinkthemselvesseraphim。
Dothesewomenthink?No。Havetheyanywill?No。Dotheylove?
No。Dotheylive?No。Theirnerveshaveturnedtobone;theirboneshaveturnedtostone。Theirveilisofwovennight。Theirbreathundertheirveilresemblestheindescribablytragicrespirationofdeath。Theabbess,aspectre,sanctifiesthemandterrifiesthem。
Theimmaculateoneisthere,andveryfierce。SucharetheancientmonasteriesofSpain。Liarsofterribledevotion,cavernsofvirgins,ferociousplaces。
CatholicSpainismoreRomanthanRomeherself。TheSpanishconventwas,aboveallothers,theCatholicconvent。TherewasaflavoroftheOrientaboutit。Thearchbishop,thekislar—agaofheaven,lockedupandkeptwatchoverthisseraglioofsoulsreservedforGod。Thenunwastheodalisque,thepriestwastheeunuch。
TheferventwerechosenindreamsandpossessedChrist。
Atnight,thebeautiful,nudeyoungmandescendedfromthecrossandbecametheecstasyofthecloisteredone。Loftywallsguardedthemysticsultana,whohadthecrucifiedforhersultan,fromalllivingdistraction。Aglanceontheouterworldwasinfidelity。
Theinpacereplacedtheleathersack。ThatwhichwascastintotheseaintheEastwasthrownintothegroundintheWest。
Inbothquarters,womenwrungtheirhands;thewavesforthefirst,thegraveforthelast;herethedrowned,theretheburied。
Monstrousparallel。
To—daytheupholdersofthepast,unabletodenythesethings,haveadoptedtheexpedientofsmilingatthem。Therehascomeintofashionastrangeandeasymannerofsuppressingtherevelationsofhistory,ofinvalidatingthecommentariesofphilosophy,ofelidingallembarrassingfactsandallgloomyquestions。Amatterfordeclamations,saytheclever。Declamations,repeatthefoolish。
Jean—Jacquesadeclaimer;Diderotadeclaimer;VoltaireonCalas,Labarre,andSirven,declaimers。IknownotwhohasrecentlydiscoveredthatTacituswasadeclaimer,thatNerowasavictim,andthatpityisdecidedlydueto"thatpoorHolofernes。"
Facts,however,areawkwardthingstodisconcert,andtheyareobstinate。
Theauthorofthisbookhasseen,withhisowneyes,eightleaguesdistantfromBrussels,——therearerelicsoftheMiddleAgestherewhichareattainableforeverybody,——attheAbbeyofVillers,theholeoftheoubliettes,inthemiddleofthefieldwhichwasformerlythecourtyardofthecloister,andonthebanksoftheThil,fourstonedungeons,halfunderground,halfunderthewater。
Theywereinpace。Eachofthesedungeonshastheremainsofanirondoor,avault,andagratedopeningwhich,ontheoutside,istwofeetabovetheleveloftheriver,andontheinside,sixfeetabovetheleveloftheground。Fourfeetofriverflowpastalongtheoutsidewall。Thegroundisalwayssoaked。
Theoccupantoftheinpacehadthiswetsoilforhisbed。
Inoneofthesedungeons,thereisafragmentofanironneckletrivetedtothewall;inanother,therecanbeseenasquareboxmadeoffourslabsofgranite,tooshortforapersontoliedownin,toolowforhimtostanduprightin。Ahumanbeingwasputinside,withacoverlidofstoneontop。Thisexists。Itcanbeseen。
Itcanbetouched。Theseinpace,thesedungeons,theseironhinges,thesenecklets,thatloftypeep—holeonalevelwiththeriver’scurrent,thatboxofstoneclosedwithalidofgranitelikeatomb,withthisdifference,thatthedeadmanherewasalivingbeing,thatsoilwhichisbutmud,thatvaulthole,thoseoozingwalls,——
whatdeclaimers!
CHAPTERIII
ONWHATCONDITIONSONECANRESPECTTHEPAST
Monasticism,suchasitexistedinSpain,andsuchasitstillexistsinThibet,isasortofphthisisforcivilization。Itstopslifeshort。Itsimplydepopulates。Claustration,castration。
IthasbeenthescourgeofEurope。Addtothistheviolencesooftendonetotheconscience,theforcedvocations,feudalismbolsteredupbythecloister,therightofthefirst—bornpouringtheexcessofthefamilyintomonasticism,theferocitiesofwhichwehavejustspoken,theinpace,theclosedmouths,thewalled—upbrains,somanyunfortunatemindsplacedinthedungeonofeternalvows,thetakingofthehabit,theintermentoflivingsouls。
Addindividualtorturestonationaldegradations,and,whoeveryoumaybe,youwillshudderbeforethefrockandtheveil,——thosetwowinding—sheetsofhumandevising。Nevertheless,atcertainpointsandincertainplaces,inspiteofphilosophy,inspiteofprogress,thespiritofthecloisterpersistsinthemidstofthenineteenthcentury,andasingularasceticrecrudescenceis,atthismoment,astonishingthecivilizedworld。Theobstinacyofantiquatedinstitutionsinperpetuatingthemselvesresemblesthestubbornnessoftherancidperfumewhichshouldclaimourhair,thepretensionsofthespoiledfishwhichshouldpersistinbeingeaten,thepersecutionofthechild’sgarmentwhichshouldinsistonclothingtheman,thetendernessofcorpseswhichshouldreturntoembracetheliving。
"Ingrates!"saysthegarment,"Iprotectedyouininclementweather。
Whywillyouhavenothingtodowithme?""Ihavejustcomefromthedeepsea,"saysthefish。"Ihavebeenarose,"saystheperfume。
"Ihavelovedyou,"saysthecorpse。"Ihavecivilizedyou,"
saystheconvent。
Tothisthereisbutonereply:"Informerdays。"
Todreamoftheindefiniteprolongationofdefunctthings,andofthegovernmentofmenbyembalming,torestoredogmasinabadcondition,toregildshrines,topatchupcloisters,toreblessreliquaries,torefurnishsuperstitions,torevictualfanaticisms,toputnewhandlesonholywaterbrushesandmilitarism,toreconstitutemonasticismandmilitarism,tobelieveinthesalvationofsocietybythemultiplicationofparasites,toforcethepastonthepresent,——
thisseemsstrange。Still,therearetheoristswhoholdsuchtheories。
Thesetheorists,whoareinotherrespectspeopleofintelligence,haveaverysimpleprocess;theyapplytothepastaglazingwhichtheycallsocialorder,divineright,morality,family,therespectofelders,antiqueauthority,sacredtradition,legitimacy,religion;
andtheygoaboutshouting,"Look!takethis,honestpeople。"
Thislogicwasknowntotheancients。Thesoothsayerspractiseit。
Theyrubbedablackheiferoverwithchalk,andsaid,"Sheiswhite,Boscretatus。"
Asforus,werespectthepasthereandthere,andwespareit,aboveall,providedthatitconsentstobedead。Ifitinsistsonbeingalive,weattackit,andwetrytokillit。
Superstitions,bigotries,affecteddevotion,prejudices,thoseformsallformsastheyare,aretenaciousoflife;theyhaveteethandnailsintheirsmoke,andtheymustbeclaspedclose,bodytobody,andwarmustbemadeonthem,andthatwithouttruce;foritisoneofthefatalitiesofhumanitytobecondemnedtoeternalcombatwithphantoms。Itisdifficulttoseizedarknessbythethroat,andtohurlittotheearth。
AconventinFrance,inthebroaddaylightofthenineteenthcentury,isacollegeofowlsfacingthelight。Acloister,caughtintheveryactofasceticism,intheveryheartofthecityof’89andof1830andof1848,RomeblossomingoutinParis,isananachronism。
Inordinarytimes,inordertodissolveananachronismandtocauseittovanish,onehasonlytomakeitspelloutthedate。
Butwearenotinordinarytimes。
Letusfight。
Letusfight,butletusmakeadistinction。Thepeculiarpropertyoftruthisnevertocommitexcesses。Whatneedhasitofexaggeration?Thereisthatwhichitisnecessarytodestroy,andthereisthatwhichitissimplynecessarytoelucidateandexamine。Whataforceiskindlyandseriousexamination!
Letusnotapplyaflamewhereonlyalightisrequired。
So,giventhenineteenthcentury,weareopposed,asageneralproposition,andamongallpeoples,inAsiaaswellasinEurope,inIndiaaswellasinTurkey,toasceticclaustration。
Whoeversayscloister,saysmarsh。Theirputrescenceisevident,theirstagnationisunhealthy,theirfermentationinfectspeoplewithfever,andetiolatesthem;theirmultiplicationbecomesaplagueofEgypt。Wecannotthinkwithoutaffrightofthoselandswherefakirs,bonzes,santons,Greekmonks,marabouts,talapoins,anddervishesmultiplyevenlikeswarmsofvermin。
Thissaid,thereligiousquestionremains。Thisquestionhascertainmysterious,almostformidablesides;maywebepermittedtolookatitfixedly。
CHAPTERIV
THECONVENTFROMTHEPOINTOFVIEWOFPRINCIPLES
Menunitethemselvesanddwellincommunities。Byvirtueofwhatright?
Byvirtueoftherightofassociation。
Theyshutthemselvesupathome。Byvirtueofwhatright?
Byvirtueoftherightwhicheverymanhastoopenorshuthisdoor。
Theydonotcomeforth。Byvirtueofwhatright?Byvirtueoftherighttogoandcome,whichimpliestherighttoremainathome。
There,athome,whatdotheydo?
Theyspeakinlowtones;theydroptheireyes;theytoil。
Theyrenouncetheworld,towns,sensualities,pleasures,vanities,pride,interests。Theyareclothedincoarsewoollenorcoarselinen。
Notoneofthempossessesinhisownrightanythingwhatever。
Onenteringthere,eachonewhowasrichmakeshimselfpoor。
Whathehas,hegivestoall。Hewhowaswhatiscallednoble,agentlemanandalord,istheequalofhimwhowasapeasant。
Thecellisidenticalforall。Allundergothesametonsure,wearthesamefrock,eatthesameblackbread,sleeponthesamestraw,dieonthesameashes。Thesamesackontheirbacks,thesameropearoundtheirloins。Ifthedecisionhasbeentogobarefoot,allgobarefoot。Theremaybeaprinceamongthem;thatprinceisthesameshadowastherest。Notitles。Evenfamilynameshavedisappeared。Theybearonlyfirstnames。Allarebowedbeneaththeequalityofbaptismalnames。Theyhavedissolvedthecarnalfamily,andconstitutedintheircommunityaspiritualfamily。
Theyhavenootherrelativesthanallmen。Theysuccorthepoor,theycareforthesick。Theyelectthosewhomtheyobey。Theycalleachother"mybrother。"
Youstopmeandexclaim,"Butthatistheidealconvent!"
Itissufficientthatitmaybethepossibleconvent,thatI
shouldtakenoticeofit。
Thenceitresultsthat,intheprecedingbook,Ihavespokenofaconventwithrespectfulaccents。TheMiddleAgescastaside,Asiacastaside,thehistoricalandpoliticalquestionheldinreserve,fromthepurelyphilosophicalpointofview,outsidetherequirementsofmilitantpolicy,onconditionthatthemonasteryshallbeabsolutelyavoluntarymatterandshallcontainonlyconsentingparties,Ishallalwaysconsideracloisteredcommunitywithacertainattentive,and,insomerespects,adeferentialgravity。
Whereverthereisacommunity,thereisacommune;wherethereisacommune,thereisright。Themonasteryistheproductoftheformula:Equality,Fraternity。Oh!howgrandisliberty!
Andwhatasplendidtransfiguration!Libertysufficestotransformthemonasteryintoarepublic。
Letuscontinue。
Butthesemen,orthesewomenwhoarebehindthesefourwalls。
Theydressthemselvesincoarsewoollen,theyareequals,theycalleachotherbrothers,thatiswell;buttheydosomethingelse?
Yes。
What?
Theygazeonthedarkness,theykneel,andtheyclasptheirhands。
Whatdoesthissignify?
CHAPTERV
PRAYER
Theypray。
Towhom?
ToGod。
TopraytoGod,——whatisthemeaningofthesewords?
Isthereaninfinitebeyondus?Isthatinfinitethere,inherent,permanent;necessarilysubstantial,sinceitisinfinite;andbecause,ifitlackedmatteritwouldbebounded;necessarilyintelligent,sinceitisinfinite,andbecause,ifitlackedintelligence,itwouldendthere?Doesthisinfiniteawakeninustheideaofessence,whilewecanattributetoourselvesonlytheideaofexistence?
Inotherterms,isitnottheabsolute,ofwhichweareonlytherelative?
Atthesametimethatthereisaninfinitewithoutus,istherenotaninfinitewithinus?Arenotthesetwoinfinites(whatanalarmingplural!)superposed,theoneupontheother?Isnotthissecondinfinite,sotospeak,subjacenttothefirst?Isitnotthelatter’smirror,reflection,echo,anabysswhichisconcentricwithanotherabyss?Isthissecondinfinityintelligentalso?
Doesitthink?Doesitlove?Doesitwill?Ifthesetwoinfinitiesareintelligent,eachofthemhasawillprinciple,andthereisan_I_intheupperinfinityasthereisan_I_inthelowerinfinity。
The_I_belowisthesoul;the_I_onhighisGod。
Toplacetheinfinityherebelowincontact,bythemediumofthought,withtheinfinityonhigh,iscalledpraying。
Letustakenothingfromthehumanmind;tosuppressisbad。
Wemustreformandtransform。CertainfacultiesinmanaredirectedtowardstheUnknown;thought,revery,prayer。TheUnknownisanocean。Whatisconscience?ItisthecompassoftheUnknown。
Thought,revery,prayer,——thesearegreatandmysteriousradiations。
Letusrespectthem。Whithergothesemajesticirradiationsofthesoul?Intotheshadow;thatistosay,tothelight。
Thegrandeurofdemocracyistodisownnothingandtodenynothingofhumanity。Closetotherightoftheman,besideit,attheleast,thereexiststherightofthesoul。
Tocrushfanaticismandtoveneratetheinfinite,suchisthelaw。
Letusnotconfineourselvestoprostratingourselvesbeforethetreeofcreation,andtothecontemplationofitsbranchesfullofstars。
Wehaveadutytolaboroverthehumansoul,todefendthemysteryagainstthemiracle,toadoretheincomprehensibleandrejecttheabsurd,toadmit,asaninexplicablefact,onlywhatisnecessary,topurifybelief,toremovesuperstitionsfromabovereligion;
toclearGodofcaterpillars。
CHAPTERVI
THEABSOLUTEGOODNESSOFPRAYER
Withregardtothemodesofprayer,allaregood,providedthattheyaresincere。Turnyourbookupsidedownandbeintheinfinite。
Thereis,asweknow,aphilosophywhichdeniestheinfinite。
Thereisalsoaphilosophy,pathologicallyclassified,whichdeniesthesun;thisphilosophyiscalledblindness。
Toerectasensewhichwelackintoasourceoftruth,isafineblindman’sself—sufficiency。
Thecuriousthingisthehaughty,superior,andcompassionateairswhichthisgropingphilosophyassumestowardsthephilosophywhichbeholdsGod。Onefancieshehearsamolecrying,"Ipitythemwiththeirsun!"
Thereare,asweknow,powerfulandillustriousatheists。Atbottom,ledbacktothetruthbytheirveryforce,theyarenotabsolutelysurethattheyareatheists;itiswiththemonlyaquestionofdefinition,andinanycase,iftheydonotbelieveinGod,beinggreatminds,theyproveGod。
Wesalutethemasphilosophers,whileinexorablydenouncingtheirphilosophy。
Letusgoon。
Theremarkablethingaboutitis,also,theirfacilityinpayingthemselvesoffwithwords。AmetaphysicalschooloftheNorth,impregnatedtosomeextentwithfog,hasfanciedthatithasworkedarevolutioninhumanunderstandingbyreplacingthewordForcewiththewordWill。
Tosay:"theplantwills,"insteadof:"theplantgrows":
thiswouldbefecundinresults,indeed,ifweweretoadd:
"theuniversewills。"Why?Becauseitwouldcometothis:
theplantwills,thereforeithasan_I_;theuniversewills,thereforeithasaGod。
Asforus,who,however,incontradistinctiontothisschool,rejectnothingapriori,awillintheplant,acceptedbythisschool,appearstousmoredifficulttoadmitthanawillintheuniversedeniedbyit。
Todenythewilloftheinfinite,thatistosay,God,isimpossibleonanyotherconditionsthanadenialoftheinfinite。Wehavedemonstratedthis。
Thenegationoftheinfiniteleadsstraighttonihilism。
Everythingbecomes"amentalconception。"
Withnihilism,nodiscussionispossible;forthenihilistlogicdoubtstheexistenceofitsinterlocutor,andisnotquitesurethatitexistsitself。
Fromitspointofview,itispossiblethatitmaybeforitself,only"amentalconception。"
Only,itdoesnotperceivethatallwhichithasdenieditadmitsinthelump,simplybytheutteranceoftheword,mind。
Inshort,nowayisopentothethoughtbyaphilosophywhichmakesallendinthemonosyllable,No。
ToNothereisonlyonereply,Yes。
Nihilismhasnopoint。
Thereisnosuchthingasnothingness。Zerodoesnotexist。
Everythingissomething。Nothingisnothing。
Manlivesbyaffirmationevenmorethanbybread。
Eventoseeandtoshowdoesnotsuffice。Philosophyshouldbeanenergy;
itshouldhaveforeffortandeffecttoamelioratetheconditionofman。SocratesshouldenterintoAdamandproduceMarcusAurelius;
inotherwords,themanofwisdomshouldbemadetoemergefromthemanoffelicity。EdenshouldbechangedintoaLyceum。
Scienceshouldbeacordial。Toenjoy,——whatasadaim,andwhatapaltryambition!Thebruteenjoys。Toofferthoughttothethirstofmen,togivethemallasanelixirthenotionofGod,tomakeconscienceandsciencefraternizeinthem,torenderthemjustbythismysteriousconfrontation;suchisthefunctionofrealphilosophy。
Moralityisablossomingoutoftruths。Contemplationleadstoaction。
Theabsoluteshouldbepracticable。Itisnecessarythattheidealshouldbebreathable,drinkable,andeatabletothehumanmind。
Itistheidealwhichhastherighttosay:Take,thisismybody,thisismyblood。Wisdomisaholycommunion。
Itisonthisconditionthatitceasestobeasterileloveofscienceandbecomestheoneandsovereignmodeofhumanrallying,andthatphilosophyherselfispromotedtoreligion。
Philosophyshouldnotbeacorbelerectedonmysterytogazeuponitatitsease,withoutanyotherresultthanthatofbeingconvenienttocuriosity。
Forourpart,adjourningthedevelopmentofourthoughttoanotheroccasion,wewillconfineourselvestosayingthatweneitherunderstandmanasapointofdeparturenorprogressasanend,withoutthosetwoforceswhicharetheirtwomotors:faithandlove。
Progressisthegoal,theidealisthetype。
Whatisthisideal?ItisGod。
Ideal,absolute,perfection,infinity:identicalwords。
CHAPTERVII
PRECAUTIONSTOBEOBSERVEDINBLAME
Historyandphilosophyhaveeternalduties,whichare,atthesametime,simpleduties;tocombatCaiphastheHigh—priest,DracotheLawgiver,TrimalciontheLegislator,TiberiustheEmperor;
thisisclear,direct,andlimpid,andoffersnoobscurity。
Buttherighttoliveapart,evenwithitsinconveniencesanditsabuses,insistsonbeingstatedandtakenintoaccount。
Cenobitismisahumanproblem。
Whenonespeaksofconvents,thoseabodesoferror,butofinnocence,ofaberrationbutofgood—will,ofignorancebutofdevotion,oftorturebutofmartyrdom,italwaysbecomesnecessarytosayeitheryesorno。
Aconventisacontradiction。Itsobject,salvation;itsmeansthereto,sacrifice。
Theconventissupremeegoismhavingforitsresultsupremeabnegation。
Toabdicatewiththeobjectofreigningseemstobethedeviceofmonasticism。
Inthecloister,onesuffersinordertoenjoy。Onedrawsabillofexchangeondeath。Onediscountsinterrestrialgloomcelestiallight。
Inthecloister,hellisacceptedinadvanceasapostobitonparadise。
Thetakingoftheveilorthefrockisasuicidepaidforwitheternity。
Itdoesnotseemtous,thatonsuchasubjectmockeryispermissible。
Allaboutitisserious,thegoodaswellasthebad。
Thejustmanfrowns,butneversmileswithamalicioussneer。
Weunderstandwrath,butnotmalice。
CHAPTERVIII
FAITH,LAW
Afewwordsmore。
Weblamethechurchwhensheissaturatedwithintrigues,wedespisethespiritualwhichisharshtowardthetemporal;
butweeverywherehonorthethoughtfulman。
Wesalutethemanwhokneels。
Afaith;thisisanecessityforman。Woetohimwhobelievesnothing。
Oneisnotunoccupiedbecauseoneisabsorbed。Thereisvisiblelaborandinvisiblelabor。
Tocontemplateistolabor,tothinkistoact。
Foldedarmstoil,claspedhandswork。Agazefixedonheavenisawork。
Thalesremainedmotionlessforfouryears。Hefoundedphilosophy。
Inouropinion,cenobitesarenotlazymen,andreclusesarenotidlers。
TomeditateontheShadowisaseriousthing。
Withoutinvalidatinganythingthatwehavejustsaid,webelievethataperpetualmemoryofthetombisproperfortheliving。
Onthispoint,thepriestandthephilosopheragree。Wemustdie。
TheAbbedelaTrapperepliestoHorace。
Tominglewithone’slifeacertainpresenceofthesepulchre,——
thisisthelawofthesage;anditisthelawoftheascetic。
Inthisrespect,theasceticandthesageconverge。Thereisamaterialgrowth;weadmitit。Thereisamoralgrandeur;weholdtothat。Thoughtlessandvivaciousspiritssay:——
"Whatisthegoodofthosemotionlessfiguresonthesideofmystery?
Whatpurposedotheyserve?Whatdotheydo?"
Alas!Inthepresenceofthedarknesswhichenvironsus,andwhichawaitsus,inourignoranceofwhattheimmensedispersionwillmakeofus,wereply:"Thereisprobablynoworkmoredivinethanthatperformedbythesesouls。"Andweadd:
"Thereisprobablynoworkwhichismoreuseful。"
Therecertainlymustbesomewhoprayconstantlyforthosewhoneverprayatall。
Inouropinionthewholequestionliesintheamountofthoughtthatismingledwithprayer。
Leibnitzprayingisgrand,Voltaireadoringisfine。DeoerexitVoltaire。
Weareforreligionasagainstreligions。
Weareofthenumberwhobelieveinthewretchednessoforisons,andthesublimityofprayer。
Moreover,atthisminutewhichwearenowtraversing,——aminutewhichwillnot,fortunately,leaveitsimpressonthenineteenthcentury,——
atthishour,whensomanymenhavelowbrowsandsoulsbutlittleelevated,amongsomanymortalswhosemoralityconsistsinenjoyment,andwhoarebusiedwiththebriefandmisshapenthingsofmatter,whoeverexileshimselfseemsworthyofvenerationtous。
Themonasteryisarenunciation。Sacrificewronglydirectedisstillsacrifice。Tomistakeagraveerrorforadutyhasagrandeurofitsown。
Takenbyitself,andideally,andinordertoexaminethetruthonallsidesuntilallaspectshavebeenimpartiallyexhausted,themonastery,thefemaleconventinparticular,——forinourcenturyitiswomanwhosuffersthemost,andinthisexileofthecloisterthereissomethingofprotestation,——thefemaleconventhasincontestablyacertainmajesty。
Thiscloisteredexistencewhichissoaustere,sodepressing,afewofwhosefeatureswehavejusttraced,isnotlife,foritisnotliberty;itisnotthetomb,foritisnotplenitude;
itisthestrangeplacewhenceonebeholds,asfromthecrestofaloftymountain,ononesidetheabysswhereweare,ontheother,theabysswhitherweshallgo;itisthenarrowandmistyfrontierseparatingtwoworlds,illuminatedandobscuredbybothatthesametime,wheretherayoflifewhichhasbecomeenfeebledismingledwiththevaguerayofdeath;itisthehalfobscurityofthetomb。
We,whodonotbelievewhatthesewomenbelieve,butwho,likethem,livebyfaith,——wehaveneverbeenabletothinkwithoutasortoftenderandreligiousterror,withoutasortofpity,thatisfullofenvy,ofthosedevoted,tremblingandtrustingcreatures,ofthesehumbleandaugustsouls,whodaretodwellontheverybrinkofthemystery,waitingbetweentheworldwhichisclosedandheavenwhichisnotyetopen,turnedtowardsthelightwhichonecannotsee,possessingthesolehappinessofthinkingthattheyknowwhereitis,aspiringtowardsthegulf,andtheunknown,theireyesfixedmotionlessonthedarkness,kneeling,bewildered,stupefied,shuddering,halflifted,attimes,bythedeepbreathsofeternity。
BOOKEIGHTH。——CEMETERIESTAKETHATWHICHISCOMMITTEDTHEM