TheCorsicanvendettahaspenetratedtocertainlowerstrataandhasbecomethelawthere;itissosimplethatitdoesnotastonishsoulswhicharebuthalfturnedtowardsgood;andthoseheartsaresoconstitutedthatacriminal,whoisinthepathofrepentance,maybescrupulousinthematteroftheftandunscrupulousinthematterofvengeance。JeanValjeanhadkilledJavert。Atleast,thatseemedtobeevident。
Thiswasthefinalquestion,tobesure;buttothistherewasnoreply。ThisquestionMariusfeltlikepincers。HowhaditcometopassthatJeanValjean’sexistencehadelbowedthatofCosetteforsolongaperiod?
WhatmelancholysportofProvidencewasthatwhichhadplacedthatchildincontactwiththatman?Aretherethenchainsfortwowhichareforgedonhigh?anddoesGodtakepleasureincouplingtheangelwiththedemon?Soacrimeandaninnocencecanberoom—matesinthemysteriousgalleysofwretchedness?
Inthatdefilingofcondemnedpersonswhichiscalledhumandestiny,cantwobrowspasssidebyside,theoneingenuous,theotherformidable,theoneallbathedinthedivinewhitenessofdawn,theotherforeverblemishedbytheflashofaneternallightning?
Whocouldhavearrangedthatinexplicablepairingoff?Inwhatmanner,inconsequenceofwhatprodigy,hadanycommunityoflifebeenestablishedbetweenthiscelestiallittlecreatureandthatoldcriminal?
Whocouldhaveboundthelambtothewolf,and,whatwasstillmoreincomprehensible,haveattachedthewolftothelamb?
Forthewolflovedthelamb,forthefiercecreatureadoredthefeebleone,for,duringthespaceofnineyears,theangelhadhadthemonsterasherpointofsupport。Cosette’schildhoodandgirlhood,heradventinthedaylight,hervirginalgrowthtowardslifeandlight,hadbeenshelteredbythathideousdevotion。
Herequestionsexfoliated,sotospeak,intoinnumerableenigmas,abyssesyawnedatthebottomsofabysses,andMariuscouldnolongerbendoverJeanValjeanwithoutbecomingdizzy。Whatwasthisman—precipice?
TheoldsymbolsofGenesisareeternal;inhumansociety,suchasitnowexists,anduntilabroaderdayshalleffectachangeinit,therewillalwaysbetwomen,theonesuperior,theothersubterranean;
theonewhichisaccordingtogoodisAbel;theotherwhichisaccordingtoevilisCain。WhatwasthistenderCain?Whatwasthisruffianreligiouslyabsorbedintheadorationofavirgin,watchingoverher,rearingher,guardingher,dignifyingher,andenvelopingher,impureashewashimself,withpurity?
Whatwasthatcess—poolwhichhadveneratedthatinnocencetosuchapointasnottoleaveuponitasinglespot?WhatwasthisJeanValjeaneducatingCosette?Whatwasthisfigureoftheshadowswhichhadforitsonlyobjectthepreservationoftherisingofastarfromeveryshadowandfromeverycloud?
ThatwasJeanValjean’ssecret;thatwasalsoGod’ssecret。
Inthepresenceofthisdoublesecret,Mariusrecoiled。Theone,insomesort,reassuredhimastotheother。GodwasasvisibleinthisaffairaswasJeanValjean。Godhashisinstruments。
Hemakesuseofthetoolwhichhewills。Heisnotresponsibletomen。DoweknowhowGodsetsaboutthework?JeanValjeanhadlaboredoverCosette。Hehad,tosomeextent,madethatsoul。
Thatwasincontestable。Well,whatthen?Theworkmanwashorrible;
buttheworkwasadmirable。Godproduceshismiraclesasseemsgoodtohim。HehadconstructedthatcharmingCosette,andhehademployedJeanValjean。Ithadpleasedhimtochoosethisstrangecollaboratorforhimself。Whataccounthavewetodemandofhim?
Isthisthefirsttimethatthedung—heaphasaidedthespringtocreatetherose?
Mariusmadehimselfthesereplies,anddeclaredtohimselfthattheyweregood。HehadnotdaredtopressJeanValjeanonallthepointswhichwehavejustindicated,buthedidnotconfesstohimselfthathedidnotdaretodoit。HeadoredCosette,hepossessedCosette,Cosettewassplendidlypure。Thatwassufficientforhim。
Whatenlightenmentdidheneed?Cosettewasalight。Doeslightrequireenlightenment?Hehadeverything;whatmorecouldhedesire?All,——
isnotthatenough?JeanValjean’spersonalaffairsdidnotconcernhim。
Andbendingoverthefatalshadowofthatman,heclungfast,convulsively,tothesolemndeclarationofthatunhappywretch:
"IamnothingtoCosette。TenyearsagoIdidnotknowthatshewasinexistence。"
JeanValjeanwasapasser—by。Hehadsaidsohimself。
Well,hehadpassed。Whateverhewas,hispartwasfinished。
Henceforth,thereremainedMariustofulfilthepartofProvidencetoCosette。Cosettehadsoughttheazureinapersonlikeherself,inherlover,herhusband,hercelestialmale。Cosette,asshetookherflight,wingedandtransfigured,leftbehindherontheearthherhideousandemptychrysalis,JeanValjean。
InwhatevercircleofideasMariusrevolved,healwaysreturnedtoacertainhorrorforJeanValjean。Asacredhorror,perhaps,for,aswehavejustpointedout,hefeltaquiddivinuminthatman。
Butdowhathewould,andseekwhatextenuationhewould,hewascertainlyforcedtofallbackuponthis:themanwasaconvict;
thatistosay,abeingwhohasnotevenaplaceinthesocialladder,sinceheislowerthantheverylowestrung。Aftertheverylastofmencomestheconvict。Theconvictisnolonger,sotospeak,inthesemblanceoftheliving。Thelawhasdeprivedhimoftheentirequantityofhumanityofwhichitcandepriveaman。
Marius,onpenalquestions,stillheldtotheinexorablesystem,thoughhewasademocratandheentertainedalltheideasofthelawonthesubjectofthosewhomthelawstrikes。Hehadnotyetaccomplishedallprogress,weadmit。HehadnotyetcometodistinguishbetweenthatwhichiswrittenbymanandthatwhichiswrittenbyGod,betweenlawandright。Hehadnotexaminedandweighedtherightwhichmantakestodisposeoftheirrevocableandtheirreparable。
Hewasnotshockedbythewordvindicte。Hefounditquitesimplethatcertainbreachesofthewrittenlawshouldbefollowedbyeternalsuffering,andheaccepted,astheprocessofcivilization,socialdamnation。Hestillstoodatthispoint,thoughsafetoadvanceinfalliblylateron,sincehisnaturewasgood,and,atbottom,whollyformedoflatentprogress。
Inthisstageofhisideas,JeanValjeanappearedtohimhideousandrepulsive。Hewasamanreproved,hewastheconvict。
ThatwordwasforhimlikethesoundofthetrumpontheDayofJudgment;and,afterhavingreflecteduponJeanValjeanforalongtime,hisfinalgesturehadbeentoturnawayhishead。
Vaderetro。
Marius,ifwemustrecognizeandeveninsistuponthefact,whileinterrogatingJeanValjeantosuchapointthatJeanValjeanhadsaid:"Youareconfessingme,"hadnot,nevertheless,puttohimtwoorthreedecisivequestions。
Itwasnotthattheyhadnotpresentedthemselvestohismind,butthathehadbeenafraidofthem。TheJondretteattic?
Thebarricade?Javert?Whoknowswheretheserevelationswouldhavestopped?JeanValjeandidnotseemlikeamanwhowoulddrawback,andwhoknowswhetherMarius,afterhavingurgedhimon,wouldnothavehimselfdesiredtoholdhimback?
Hasitnothappenedtoallofus,incertainsupremeconjunctures,tostopourearsinorderthatwemaynothearthereply,afterwehaveaskedaquestion?Itisespeciallywhenonelovesthatonegiveswaytotheseexhibitionsofcowardice。Itisnotwisetoquestionsinistersituationstothelastpoint,particularlywhentheindissolublesideofourlifeisfatallyintermingledwiththem。WhataterriblelightmighthaveproceededfromthedespairingexplanationsofJeanValjean,andwhoknowswhetherthathideousglarewouldnothavedartedforthasfarasCosette?Whoknowswhetherasortofinfernalglowwouldnothavelingeredbehinditonthebrowofthatangel?
Thespatteringofalightning—flashisofthethunderalso。
Fatalityhaspointsofjuncturewhereinnocenceitselfisstampedwithcrimebythegloomylawofthereflectionswhichgivecolor。
Thepurestfiguresmayforeverpreservethereflectionofahorribleassociation。Rightlyorwrongly,Mariushadbeenafraid。
Healreadyknewtoomuch。Hesoughttodullhissensesratherthantogainfurtherlight。
IndismayheboreoffCosetteinhisarmsandshuthiseyestoJeanValjean。
Thatmanwasthenight,thelivingandhorriblenight。
Howshouldhedaretoseekthebottomofit?Itisaterriblethingtointerrogatetheshadow。Whoknowswhatitsreplywillbe?
Thedawnmaybeblackenedforeverbyit。
Inthisstateofmindthethoughtthatthatmanwould,henceforth,comeintoanycontactwhateverwithCosettewasaheartrendingperplexitytoMarius。
Henowalmostreproachedhimselffornothavingputthoseformidablequestions,beforewhichhehadrecoiled,andfromwhichanimplacableanddefinitivedecisionmighthavesprung。
Hefeltthathewastoogood,toogentle,tooweak,ifwemustsaytheword。Thisweaknesshadledhimtoanimprudentconcession。
Hehadallowedhimselftobetouched。Hehadbeeninthewrong。
HeoughttohavesimplyandpurelyrejectedJeanValjean。JeanValjeanplayedthepartoffire,andthatiswhatheshouldhavedone,andhavefreedhishousefromthatman。
Hewasvexedwithhimself,hewasangrywiththatwhirlwindofemotionswhichhaddeafened,blinded,andcarriedhimaway。
Hewasdispleasedwithhimself。
Whatwashetodonow?JeanValjean’svisitswereprofoundlyrepugnanttohim。Whatwastheuseinhavingthatmaninhishouse?Whatdidthemanwant?Here,hebecamedismayed,hedidnotwishtodigdown,hedidnotwishtopenetratedeeply;hedidnotwishtosoundhimself。
Hehadpromised,hehadallowedhimselftobedrawnintoapromise;
JeanValjeanheldhispromise;onemustkeepone’swordeventoaconvict,abovealltoaconvict。Still,hisfirstdutywastoCosette。
Inshort,hewascarriedawaybytherepugnancewhichdominatedhim。
Mariusturnedoverallthisconfusionofideasinhismind,passingfromonetotheother,andmovedbyallofthem。
Hencearoseaprofoundtrouble。
ItwasnoteasyforhimtohidethistroublefromCosette,butloveisatalent,andMariussucceededindoingit。
However,withoutanyapparentobject,hequestionedCosette,whowasascandidasadoveiswhiteandwhosuspectednothing;
hetalkedofherchildhoodandheryouth,andhebecamemoreandmoreconvincedthatthatconvicthadbeeneverythinggood,paternalandrespectablethatamancanbetowardsCosette。
AllthatMariushadcaughtaglimpseofandhadsurmisedwasreal。
Thatsinisternettlehadlovedandprotectedthatlily。
BOOKEIGHTH。——FADINGAWAYOFTHETWILIGHT
CHAPTERI
THELOWERCHAMBER
Onthefollowingday,atnightfall,JeanValjeanknockedatthecarriagegateoftheGillenormandhouse。ItwasBasquewhoreceivedhim。
Basquewasinthecourtyardattheappointedhour,asthoughhehadreceivedhisorders。Itsometimeshappensthatonesaystoaservant:
"YouwillwatchforMr。SoandSo,whenhearrives。"
BasqueaddressedJeanValjeanwithoutwaitingforthelattertoapproachhim:
"MonsieurleBaronhaschargedmetoinquirewhethermonsieurdesirestogoupstairsortoremainbelow?"
"Iwillremainbelow,"repliedJeanValjean。
Basque,whowasperfectlyrespectful,openedthedoorofthewaiting—roomandsaid:
"IwillgoandinformMadame。"
TheroomwhichJeanValjeanenteredwasadamp,vaultedroomonthegroundfloor,whichservedasacellaronoccasion,whichopenedonthestreet,waspavedwithredsquaresandwasbadlylightedbyagratedwindow。
Thischamberwasnotoneofthosewhichareharassedbythefeather—duster,thepope’sheadbrush,andthebroom。
Thedustrestedtranquillythere。Persecutionofthespiderswasnotorganizedthere。Afineweb,whichspreadfarandwide,andwasveryblackandornamentedwithdeadflies,formedawheelononeofthewindow—panes。Theroom,whichwassmallandlow—ceiled,wasfurnishedwithaheapofemptybottlespiledupinonecorner。
Thewall,whichwasdaubedwithanochreyellowwash,wasscalingoffinlargeflakes。Atoneendtherewasachimney—piecepaintedinblackwithanarrowshelf。Afirewasburningthere;
whichindicatedthatJeanValjean’sreply:"Iwillremainbelow,"
hadbeenforeseen。
Twoarm—chairswereplacedatthetwocornersofthefireplace。
Betweenthechairsanoldbedsiderug,whichdisplayedmorefoundationthreadthanwool,hadbeenspreadbywayofacarpet。
Thechamberwaslightedbythefireonthehearthandthetwilightfallingthroughthewindow。
JeanValjeanwasfatigued。Fordayshehadneithereatennorslept。
Hethrewhimselfintooneofthearm—chairs。
Basquereturned,setalightedcandleonthechimney—pieceandretired。
JeanValjean,hisheaddroopingandhischinrestingonhisbreast,perceivedneitherBasquenorthecandle。
Allatonce,hedrewhimselfupwithastart。Cosettewasstandingbesidehim。
Hehadnotseenherenter,buthehadfeltthatshewasthere。
Heturnedround。Hegazedather。Shewasadorablylovely。
Butwhathewascontemplatingwiththatprofoundgazewasnotherbeautybuthersoul。
"Well,"exclaimedCosette,"father,Iknewthatyouwerepeculiar,butInevershouldhaveexpectedthis。Whatanidea!Mariustoldmethatyouwishmetoreceiveyouhere。"
"Yes,itismywish。"
"Iexpectedthatreply。Good。IwarnyouthatIamgoingtomakeasceneforyou。Letusbeginatthebeginning。Embraceme,father。"
Andsheofferedhimhercheek。
JeanValjeanremainedmotionless。
"Youdonotstir。Itakenoteofit。Attitudeofguilt。
Butnevermind,Ipardonyou。JesusChristsaid:Offertheothercheek。Hereitis。"
Andshepresentedherothercheek。
JeanValjeandidnotmove。Itseemedasthoughhisfeetwerenailedtothepavement。
"Thisisbecomingserious,"saidCosette。"WhathaveIdonetoyou?
IdeclarethatIamperplexed。Youowemereparation。Youwilldinewithus。"
"Ihavedined。"
"Thatisnottrue。IwillgetM。Gillenormandtoscoldyou。
Grandfathersaremadetoreprimandfathers。Come。Goupstairswithmetothedrawing—room。Immediately。"
"Impossible。"
HereCosettelostgroundalittle。Sheceasedtocommandandpassedtoquestioning。
"Butwhy?andyouchoosetheugliestchamberinthehouseinwhichtoseeme。It’shorriblehere。"
"Thouknowest……"
JeanValjeancaughthimselfup。
"Youknow,madame,thatIampeculiar,Ihavemyfreaks。"
Cosettestruckhertinyhandstogether。
"Madame!……Youknow!……morenovelties!Whatisthemeaningofthis?"
JeanValjeandirecteduponherthatheartrendingsmiletowhichheoccasionallyhadrecourse:
"YouwishedtobeMadame。Youareso。"
"Notforyou,father。"
"Donotcallmefather。"
"What?"
"Callme`MonsieurJean。’`Jean,’ifyoulike。"
"Youarenolongermyfather?IamnolongerCosette?
`MonsieurJean’?Whatdoesthismean?why,thesearerevolutions,aren’tthey?whathastakenplace?come,lookmeintheface。
Andyouwon’tlivewithus!Andyouwon’thavemychamber!
WhathaveIdonetoyou?Hasanythinghappened?"
"Nothing。"
"Wellthen?"
"Everythingisasusual。"
"Whydoyouchangeyourname?"
"Youhavechangedyours,surely。"
Hesmiledagainwiththesamesmileasbeforeandadded:
"SinceyouareMadamePontmercy,IcertainlycanbeMonsieurJean。"
"Idon’tunderstandanythingaboutit。Allthisisidiotic。
Ishallaskpermissionofmyhusbandforyoutobe`MonsieurJean。’
Ihopethathewillnotconsenttoit。Youcausemeagreatdealofpain。Onedoeshavefreaks,butonedoesnotcauseone’slittleCosettegrief。Thatiswrong。Youhavenorighttobewicked,youwhoaresogood。"
Hemadenoreply。
Sheseizedhishandswithvivacity,andraisingthemtoherfacewithanirresistiblemovement,shepressedthemagainstherneckbeneathherchin,whichisagestureofprofoundtenderness。
"Oh!"shesaidtohim,"begood!"
Andshewenton:
"ThisiswhatIcallbeinggood:beingniceandcomingandlivinghere,——
therearebirdshereasthereareintheRuePlumet,——livingwithus,quittingthatholeofaRuedel’HommeArme,notgivingusriddlestoguess,beinglikealltherestoftheworld,diningwithus,breakfastingwithus,beingmyfather。"
Heloosedherhands。
"Younolongerneedafather,youhaveahusband。"
Cosettebecameangry。
"Inolongerneedafather!Onereallydoesnotknowwhattosaytothingslikethat,whicharenotcommonsense!"
"IfToussaintwerehere,"resumedJeanValjean,likeapersonwhoisdriventoseekauthorities,andwhoclutchesateverybranch,"shewouldbethefirsttoagreethatitistruethatIhavealwayshadwaysofmyown。Thereisnothingnewinthis。Ialwayshavelovedmyblackcorner。"
"Butitiscoldhere。Onecannotseedistinctly。Itisabominable,thatitis,towishtobeMonsieurJean!Iwillnothaveyousay`you’tome。
"Justnow,asIwascominghither,"repliedJeanValjean,"IsawapieceoffurnitureintheRueSaintLouis。Itwasatacabinet—maker’s。IfIwereaprettywoman,Iwouldtreatmyselftothatbitoffurniture。Averyneattoilettableinthereigningstyle。Whatyoucallrosewood,Ithink。Itisinlaid。
Themirrorisquitelarge。Therearedrawers。Itispretty。"
"Hou!thevillainousbear!"repliedCosette。
Andwithsupremegrace,settingherteethanddrawingbackherlips,sheblewatJeanValjean。ShewasaGracecopyingacat。
"Iamfurious,"sheresumed。"Eversinceyesterday,youhavemademerage,allofyou。Iamgreatlyvexed。Idon’tunderstand。YoudonotdefendmeagainstMarius。Mariuswillnotupholdmeagainstyou。
Iamallalone。Iarrangeachamberprettily。IfIcouldhaveputthegoodGodthereIwouldhavedoneit。Mychamberisleftonmyhands。
Mylodgersendsmeintobankruptcy。IorderanicelittledinnerofNicolette。Wewillhavenothingtodowithyourdinner,Madame。
AndmyfatherFaucheleventwantsmetocallhim`MonsieurJean,’
andtoreceivehiminafrightful,old,uglycellar,wherethewallshavebeards,andwherethecrystalconsistsofemptybottles,andthecurtainsareofspiders’webs!Youaresingular,Iadmit,thatisyourstyle,butpeoplewhogetmarriedaregrantedatruce。
Yououghtnottohavebegunbeingsingularagaininstantly。
SoyouaregoingtobeperfectlycontentedinyourabominableRuedel’HommeArme。Iwasverydesperateindeedthere,thatIwas。
Whathaveyouagainstme?Youcausemeagreatdealofgrief。
Fi!"
And,becomingsuddenlyserious,shegazedintentlyatJeanValjeanandadded:
"AreyouangrywithmebecauseIamhappy?"
Ingenuousnesssometimesunconsciouslypenetratesdeep。Thisquestion,whichwassimpleforCosette,wasprofoundforJeanValjean。
Cosettehadmeanttoscratch,andshelacerated。
JeanValjeanturnedpale。
Heremainedforamomentwithoutreplying,then,withaninexpressibleintonation,andspeakingtohimself,hemurmured:
"Herhappinesswastheobjectofmylife。NowGodmaysignmydismissal。Cosette,thouarthappy;mydayisover。"
"Ah,youhavesaidthoutome!"exclaimedCosette。
Andshesprangtohisneck。
JeanValjean,inbewilderment,strainedherwildlytohisbreast。
Italmostseemedtohimasthoughheweretakingherback。
"Thanks,father!"saidCosette。
ThisenthusiasticimpulsewasonthepointofbecomingpoignantforJeanValjean。HegentlyremovedCosette’sarms,andtookhishat。
"Well?"saidCosette。
"Ileaveyou,Madame,theyarewaitingforyou。"
And,fromthethreshold,headded:
"Ihavesaidthoutoyou。Tellyourhusbandthatthisshallnothappenagain。Pardonme。"
JeanValjeanquittedtheroom,leavingCosettestupefiedatthisenigmaticalfarewell。
CHAPTERII
ANOTHERSTEPBACKWARDS
Onthefollowingday,atthesamehour,JeanValjeancame。
Cosetteaskedhimnoquestions,wasnolongerastonished,nolongerexclaimedthatshewascold,nolongerspokeofthedrawing—room,sheavoidedsayingeither"father"or"MonsieurJean。"Sheallowedherselftobeaddressedasyou。SheallowedherselftobecalledMadame。Only,herjoyhadundergoneacertaindiminution。
Shewouldhavebeensad,ifsadnesshadbeenpossibletoher。
ItisprobablethatshehadhadwithMariusoneofthoseconversationsinwhichthebelovedmansayswhathepleases,explainsnothing,andsatisfiesthebelovedwoman。Thecuriosityofloversdoesnotextendveryfarbeyondtheirownlove。
Thelowerroomhadmadealittletoilet。Basquehadsuppressedthebottles,andNicolettethespiders。
AllthedayswhichfollowedbroughtJeanValjeanatthesamehour。
Hecameeveryday,becausehehadnotthestrengthtotakeMarius’
wordsotherwisethanliterally。MariusarrangedmatterssoastobeabsentatthehourswhenJeanValjeancame。ThehousegrewaccustomedtothenovelwaysofM。Fauchelevent。Toussainthelpedinthisdirection:"Monsieurhasalwaysbeenlikethat,"sherepeated。
Thegrandfatherissuedthisdecree:——"He’sanoriginal。"Andallwassaid。Moreover,attheageofninety—six,nobondisanylongerpossible,allismerelyjuxtaposition;anewcomerisintheway。
Thereisnolongeranyroom;allhabitsareacquired。M。Fauchelevent,M。Tranchelevent,FatherGillenormandaskednothingbetterthantoberelievedfrom"thatgentleman。"Headded:——"Nothingismorecommonthanthoseoriginals。Theydoallsortsofqueerthings。
Theyhavenoreason。TheMarquisdeCanapleswasstillworse。
Heboughtapalacethathemightlodgeinthegarret。Thesearefantasticappearancesthatpeopleaffect。"
Noonecaughtaglimpseofthesinisterfoundation。Andmoreover,whocouldhaveguessedsuchathing?TherearemarshesofthisdescriptioninIndia。Thewaterseemsextraordinary,inexplicable,ripplingthoughthereisnowind,andagitatedwhereitshouldbecalm。Onegazesatthesurfaceofthesecauselessebullitions;
onedoesnotperceivethehydrawhichcrawlsonthebottom。
Manymenhaveasecretmonsterinthissamemanner,adragonwhichgnawsthem,adespairwhichinhabitstheirnight。Suchamanresemblesothermen,hegoesandcomes。Nooneknowsthathebearswithinhimafrightfulparasiticpainwithathousandteeth,whichliveswithintheunhappyman,andofwhichheisdying。
Nooneknowsthatthismanisagulf。Heisstagnantbutdeep。
Fromtimetotime,atroubleofwhichtheonlookerunderstandsnothingappearsonhissurface。Amysteriouswrinkleisformed,thenvanishes,thenre—appears;anair—bubblerisesandbursts。
Itisthebreathingoftheunknownbeast。
Certainstrangehabits:arrivingatthehourwhenotherpeoplearetakingtheirleave,keepinginthebackgroundwhenotherpeoplearedisplayingthemselves,preservingonalloccasionswhatmaybedesignatedasthewall—coloredmantle,seekingthesolitarywalk,preferringthedesertedstreet,avoidinganyshareinconversation,avoidingcrowdsandfestivals,seemingatone’seaseandlivingpoorly,havingone’skeyinone’spocket,andone’scandleattheporter’slodge,howeverrichonemaybe,enteringbythesidedoor,ascendingtheprivatestaircase,——alltheseinsignificantsingularities,fugitivefoldsonthesurface,oftenproceedfromaformidablefoundation。
Manyweekspassedinthismanner。AnewlifegraduallytookpossessionofCosette:therelationswhichmarriagecreates,visits,thecareofthehouse,pleasures,greatmatters。Cosette’spleasureswerenotcostly,theyconsistedinonething:beingwithMarius。Thegreatoccupationofherlifewastogooutwithhim,toremainwithhim。
Itwasforthemajoythatwasalwaysfresh,togooutarminarm,inthefaceofthesun,intheopenstreet,withouthidingthemselves,beforethewholeworld,bothofthemcompletelyalone。
Cosettehadonevexation。ToussaintcouldnotgetonwithNicolette,thesolderingoftwoelderlymaidsbeingimpossible,andshewentaway。
Thegrandfatherwaswell;Mariusarguedacasehereandthere;
AuntGillenormandpeacefullyledthatlifeasidewhichsufficedforher,besidethenewhousehold。JeanValjeancameeveryday。
Theaddressasthoudisappeared,theyou,the"Madame,"the"MonsieurJean,"renderedhimanotherpersontoCosette。Thecarewhichhehadhimselftakentodetachherfromhimwassucceeding。
Shebecamemoreandmoregayandlessandlesstender。Yetshestilllovedhimsincerely,andhefeltit。
Onedayshesaidtohimsuddenly:"Youusedtobemyfather,youarenolongermyfather,youweremyuncle,youarenolongermyuncle,youwereMonsieurFauchelevent,youareJean。Whoareyouthen?
Idon’tlikeallthis。IfIdidnotknowhowgoodyouare,Ishouldbeafraidofyou。"
HestilllivedintheRuedel’HommeArme,becausehecouldnotmakeuphismindtoremovetoadistancefromthequarterwhereCosettedwelt。
Atfirst,heonlyremainedafewminuteswithCosette,andthenwentaway。
Littlebylittleheacquiredthehabitofmakinghisvisitslessbrief。
Onewouldhavesaidthathewastakingadvantageoftheauthorizationofthedayswhichwerelengthening,hearrivedearlieranddepartedlater。
OnedayCosettechancedtosay"father"tohim。AflashofjoyilluminatedJeanValjean’smelancholyoldcountenance。
Hecaughtherup:"SayJean。"——"Ah!truly,"sherepliedwithaburstoflaughter,"MonsieurJean。"——"Thatisright,"saidhe。
Andheturnedasidesothatshemightnotseehimwipehiseyes。
CHAPTERIII
THEYRECALLTHEGARDENOFTHERUEPLUMET
Thiswasthelasttime。Afterthatlastflashoflight,completeextinctionensued。Nomorefamiliarity,nomoregood—morningwithakiss,nevermorethatwordsoprofoundlysweet:"Myfather!"
Hewasathisownrequestandthroughhisowncomplicitydrivenoutofallhishappinessesoneaftertheother;andhehadthissorrow,thatafterhavinglostCosettewhollyinoneday,hewasafterwardsobligedtoloseheragainindetail。
Theeyeeventuallybecomesaccustomedtothelightofacellar。
Inshort,itsufficedforhimtohaveanapparitionofCosetteeveryday。Hiswholelifewasconcentratedinthatonehour。
Heseatedhimselfclosetoher,hegazedatherinsilence,orhetalkedtoherofyearsgoneby,ofherchildhood,oftheconvent,ofherlittlefriendsofthosebygonedays。
Oneafternoon,——itwasononeofthoseearlydaysinApril,alreadywarmandfresh,themomentofthesun’sgreatgayety,thegardenswhichsurroundedthewindowsofMariusandCosettefelttheemotionofwaking,thehawthornwasonthepointofbudding,ajewelledgarnitureofgillyflowersspreadovertheancientwalls,snapdragonsyawnedthroughthecrevicesofthestones,amidthegrasstherewasacharmingbeginningofdaisies,andbuttercups,thewhitebutterfliesoftheyearweremakingtheirfirstappearance,thewind,thatminstreloftheeternalwedding,wastryinginthetreesthefirstnotesofthatgrand,auroralsymphonywhichtheoldpoetscalledthespringtide,——MariussaidtoCosette:——"WesaidthatwewouldgobacktotakealookatourgardenintheRuePlumet。
Letusgothither。Wemustnotbeungrateful。"——Andawaytheyflitted,liketwoswallowstowardsthespring。ThisgardenoftheRuePlumetproducedonthemtheeffectofthedawn。Theyalreadyhadbehindtheminlifesomethingwhichwaslikethespringtimeoftheirlove。ThehouseintheRuePlumetbeingheldonalease,stillbelongedtoCosette。Theywenttothatgardenandthathouse。
Theretheyfoundthemselvesagain,theretheyforgotthemselves。
Thatevening,attheusualhour,JeanValjeancametotheRuedesFilles—du—Calvaire。——"MadamewentoutwithMonsieurandhasnotyetreturned,"Basquesaidtohim。Heseatedhimselfinsilence,andwaitedanhour。Cosettedidnotreturn。Hedepartedwithdroopinghead。
Cosettewassointoxicatedwithherwalkto"theirgarden,"
andsojoyousathaving"livedawholedayinherpast,"thatshetalkedofnothingelseonthemorrow。ShedidnotnoticethatshehadnotseenJeanValjean。
"Inwhatwaydidyougothither?"JeanValjeanaskedher。"
"Onfoot。"
"Andhowdidyoureturn?"
"Inahackneycarriage。"
Forsometime,JeanValjeanhadnoticedtheeconomicallifeledbytheyoungpeople。Hewastroubledbyit。Marius’economywassevere,andthatwordhaditsabsolutemeaningforJeanValjean。
Hehazardedaquery:
"Whydoyounothaveacarriageofyourown?Aprettycoupewouldonlycostyoufivehundredfrancsamonth。Youarerich。"
"Idon’tknow,"repliedCosette。
"ItislikeToussaint,"resumedJeanValjean。"Sheisgone。
Youhavenotreplacedher。Why?"
"Nicolettesuffices。"
"Butyououghttohaveamaid。"
"HaveInotMarius?"
"Yououghttohaveahouseofyourown,yourownservants,acarriage,aboxatthetheatre。Thereisnothingtoofineforyou。
Whynotprofitbyyourriches?Wealthaddstohappiness。"
Cosettemadenoreply。
JeanValjean’svisitswerenotabridged。Farfromit。Whenitistheheartwhichisslipping,onedoesnothaltonthedownwardslope。
WhenJeanValjeanwishedtoprolonghisvisitandtoinduceforgetfulnessofthehour,hesangthepraisesofMarius;hepronouncedhimhandsome,noble,courageous,witty,eloquent,good。Cosetteoutdidhim。
JeanValjeanbeganagain。Theywereneverweary。Marius——thatwordwasinexhaustible;thosesixletterscontainedvolumes。
Inthismanner,JeanValjeancontrivedtoremainalongtime。
ItwassosweettoseeCosette,toforgetbyherside!Italleviatedhiswounds。ItfrequentlyhappenedthatBasquecametwicetoannounce:
"M。GillenormandsendsmetoremindMadamelaBaronnethatdinnerisserved。"
Onthosedays,JeanValjeanwasverythoughtfulonhisreturnhome。
Wasthere,then,anytruthinthatcomparisonofthechrysaliswhichhadpresenteditselftothemindofMarius?WasJeanValjeanreallyachrysaliswhowouldpersist,andwhowouldcometovisithisbutterfly?
Onedayheremainedstilllongerthanusual。Onthefollowingdayheobservedthattherewasnofireonthehearth。——"Hello!"hethought。
"Nofire。"——Andhefurnishedtheexplanationforhimself。——"Itisperfectlysimple。ItisApril。Thecoldweatherhasceased。"
"Heavens!howcolditishere!"exclaimedCosettewhensheentered。
"Why,no,"saidJeanValjean。
"WasityouwhotoldBasquenottomakeafirethen?"
"Yes,sincewearenowinthemonthofMay。"
"ButwehaveafireuntilJune。Oneisneededalltheyearinthiscellar。"
"Ithoughtthatafirewasunnecessary。"
"Thatisexactlylikeoneofyourideas!"retortedCosette。
Onthefollowingdaytherewasafire。Butthetwoarm—chairswerearrangedattheotherendoftheroomnearthedoor。
"——Whatisthemeaningofthis?"thoughtJeanValjean。
Hewentforthearm—chairsandrestoredthemtotheirordinaryplacenearthehearth。
Thisfirelightedoncemoreencouragedhim,however。Heprolongedtheconversationevenbeyonditscustomarylimits。Asherosetotakehisleave,Cosettesaidtohim:
"Myhusbandsaidaqueerthingtomeyesterday。"
"Whatwasit?"
"Hesaidtome:`Cosette,wehaveanincomeofthirtythousandlivres。
Twenty—seventhatyouown,andthreethatmygrandfathergivesme。’Ireplied:`Thatmakesthirty。’Hewenton:
`Wouldyouhavethecouragetoliveonthethreethousand?’
Ianswered:`Yes,onnothing。Providedthatitwaswithyou。’
AndthenIasked:`Whydoyousaythattome?’Hereplied:
`Iwantedtoknow。’"
JeanValjeanfoundnotawordtoanswer。Cosetteprobablyexpectedsomeexplanationfromhim;helistenedingloomysilence。
HewentbacktotheRuedel’HommeArme;hewassodeeplyabsorbedthathemistookthedoorandinsteadofenteringhisownhouse,heenteredtheadjoiningdwelling。Itwasonlyafterhavingascendednearlytwostoriesthatheperceivedhiserrorandwentdownagain。
Hismindwasswarmingwithconjectures。ItwasevidentthatMariushadhisdoubtsastotheoriginofthesixhundredthousandfrancs,thathefearedsomesourcethatwasnotpure,whoknows?thathehadeven,perhaps,discoveredthatthemoneycamefromhim,JeanValjean,thathehesitatedbeforethissuspiciousfortune,andwasdisinclinedtotakeitashisown,——preferringthatbothheandCosetteshouldremainpoor,ratherthanthattheyshouldberichwithwealththatwasnotclean。
Moreover,JeanValjeanbeganvaguelytosurmisethathewasbeingshownthedoor。
Onthefollowingday,heunderwentsomethinglikeashockonenteringtheground—floorroom。Thearm—chairshaddisappeared。
Therewasnotasinglechairofanysort。
"Ah,what’sthis!"exclaimedCosetteassheentered,"nochairs!
Wherearethearm—chairs?"
"Theyarenolongerhere,"repliedJeanValjean。
"Thisistoomuch!"
JeanValjeanstammered:
"ItwasIwhotoldBasquetoremovethem。"
"Andyourreason?"
"Ihaveonlyafewminutestostayto—day。"
"Abriefstayisnoreasonforremainingstanding。"
"IthinkthatBasqueneededthechairsforthedrawing—room。
"Why?"
"Youhavecompanythisevening,nodoubt。"
"Weexpectnoone。"
JeanValjeanhadnotanotherwordtosay。
Cosetteshruggedhershoulders。
"Tohavethechairscarriedoff!Theotherdayyouhadthefireputout。Howoddyouare!"
"Adieu!"murmuredJeanValjean。
Hedidnotsay:"Adieu,Cosette。"Buthehadnotthestrengthtosay:
"Adieu,Madame。"
Hewentawayutterlyoverwhelmed。
Thistimehehadunderstood。
Onthefollowingdayhedidnotcome。Cosetteonlyobservedthefactintheevening。
"Why,"saidshe,"MonsieurJeanhasnotbeenheretoday。"
Andshefeltaslighttwingeatherheart,butshehardlyperceivedit,beingimmediatelydivertedbyakissfromMarius。
Onthefollowingdayhedidnotcome。
Cosettepaidnoheedtothis,passedhereveningandsleptwellthatnight,asusual,andthoughtofitonlywhenshewoke。
Shewassohappy!ShespeedilydespatchedNicolettetoM。Jean’shousetoinquirewhetherhewereill,andwhyhehadnotcomeonthepreviousevening。NicolettebroughtbackthereplyofM。Jeanthathewasnotill。Hewasbusy。Hewouldcomesoon。
Assoonashewasable。Moreover,hewasonthepointoftakingalittlejourney。Madamemustrememberthatitwashiscustomtotaketripsfromtimetotime。Theywerenottoworryabouthim。
Theywerenottothinkofhim。
NicoletteonenteringM。Jean’shadrepeatedtohimhermistress’
verywords。ThatMadamehadsenthertoinquirewhyM。Jeanbadnotcomeontheprecedingevening。"——ItistwodayssinceIhavebeenthere,"saidJeanValjeangently。
ButtheremarkpassedunnoticedbyNicolette,whodidnotreportittoCosette。
CHAPTERIV
ATTRACTIONANDEXTINCTION
Duringthelastmonthsofspringandthefirstmonthsofsummerin1833,therarepassersbyintheMarais,thepettyshopkeepers,theloungersonthresholds,noticedanoldmanneatlycladinblack,whoemergedeverydayatthesamehour,towardsnightfall,fromtheRuedel’HommeArme,onthesideoftheRueSainte—Croix—de—la—Bretonnerie,passedinfrontoftheBlancsManteaux,gainedtheRueCulture—Sainte—Catherine,and,onarrivingattheRuedel’Echarpe,turnedtotheleft,andenteredtheRueSaint—Louis。
Therehewalkedataslowpace,withhisheadstrainedforward,seeingnothing,hearingnothing,hiseyeimmovablyfixedonapointwhichseemedtobeastartohim,whichnevervaried,andwhichwasnootherthanthecorneroftheRuedesFilles—du—Calvaire。Thenearerheapproachedthecornerofthestreetthemorehiseyelightedup;
asortofjoyilluminatedhispupilslikeaninwardaurora,hehadafascinatedandmuchaffectedair,hislipsindulgedinobscuremovements,asthoughheweretalkingtosomeonewhomhedidnotsee,hesmiledvaguelyandadvancedasslowlyaspossible。
Onewouldhavesaidthat,whiledesirousofreachinghisdestination,hefearedthemomentwhenheshouldbecloseathand。Whenonlyafewhousesremainedbetweenhimandthatstreetwhichappearedtoattracthimhispaceslackened,tosuchadegreethat,attimes,onemighthavethoughtthathewasnolongeradvancingatall。
Thevacillationofhisheadandthefixityofhiseyeballssuggestedthethoughtofthemagneticneedleseekingthepole。
Whatevertimehespentonarriving,hewasobligedtoarriveatlast;
hereachedtheRuedesFilles—du—Calvaire;thenhehalted,hetrembled,hethrusthisheadwithasortofmelancholytimidityroundthecornerofthelasthouse,andgazedintothatstreet,andtherewasinthattragiclooksomethingwhichresembledthedazzlinglightoftheimpossible,andthereflectionfromaparadisethatwasclosedtohim。Thenatear,whichhadslowlygatheredinthecornerofhislids,andhadbecomelargeenoughtofall,trickleddownhischeek,andsometimesstoppedathismouth。
Theoldmantasteditsbitterflavor。Thusheremainedforseveralminutesasthoughmadeofstone,thenhereturnedbythesameroadandwiththesamestep,and,inproportionasheretreated,hisglancediedout。
Littlebylittle,thisoldmanceasedtogoasfarasthecorneroftheRuedesFilles—du—Calvaire;hehaltedhalfwayintheRueSaint—Louis;
sometimesalittlefurtheroff,sometimesalittlenearer。
OnedayhestoppedatthecorneroftheRueCulture—Sainte—CatherineandlookedattheRuedesFilles—du—Calvairefromadistance。
Thenheshookhisheadslowlyfromrighttoleft,asthoughrefusinghimselfsomething,andretracedhissteps。
SoonhenolongercameasfarastheRueSaint—Louis。HegotasfarastheRuePavee,shookhisheadandturnedback;thenhewentnofurtherthantheRuedesTrois—Pavillons;thenhedidnotoversteptheBlancs—Manteaux。Onewouldhavesaidthathewasapendulumwhichwasnolongerwoundup,andwhoseoscillationsweregrowingshorterbeforeceasingaltogether。
Everydayheemergedfromhishouseatthesamehour,heundertookthesametrip,buthenolongercompletedit,and,perhapswithouthimselfbeingawareofthefact,heconstantlyshortenedit。
Hiswholecountenanceexpressedthissingleidea:Whatistheuse?——
Hiseyewasdim;nomoreradiance。Histearswerealsoexhausted;
theynolongercollectedinthecornerofhiseye—lid;thatthoughtfuleyewasdry。Theoldman’sheadwasstillcranedforward;hischinmovedattimes;thefoldsinhisgauntneckwerepainfultobehold。
Sometimes,whentheweatherwasbad,hehadanumbrellaunderhisarm,butheneveropenedit。
Thegoodwomenofthequartersaid:"Heisaninnocent。"
Thechildrenfollowedhimandlaughed。BOOKNINTH。——SUPREMESHADOW,SUPREMEDAWNCHAPTERIPITYFORTHEUNHAPPY,BUTINDULGENCEFORTHEHAPPY
Itisaterriblethingtobehappy!Howcontentoneis!
Howall—sufficientonefindsit!How,beinginpossessionofthe
falseobjectoflife,happiness,oneforgetsthetrueobject,duty!
Letussay,however,thatthereaderwoulddowrongwerehe
toblameMarius。
Marius,aswehaveexplained,beforehismarriage,hadputnoquestions
toM。Fauchelevent,and,sincethattime,hehadfearedtoputanyto
JeanValjean。Hehadregrettedthepromiseintowhichhehadallowed
himselftobedrawn。Hehadoftensaidtohimselfthathehaddone
wronginmakingthatconcessiontodespair。Hehadconfinedhimself
tograduallyestrangingJeanValjeanfromhishouseandtoeffacinghim,
asmuchaspossible,fromCosette’smind。Hehad,inamanner,
alwaysplacedhimselfbetweenCosetteandJeanValjean,surethat,
inthisway,shewouldnotperceivenorthinkofthelatter。
Itwasmorethaneffacement,itwasaneclipse。
Mariusdidwhatheconsiderednecessaryandjust。Hethought
thathehadseriousreasonswhichthereaderhasalreadyseen,
andotherswhichwillbeseenlateron,forgettingridofJean
Valjeanwithoutharshness,butwithoutweakness。
Chancehavingordainedthatheshouldencounter,inacasewhichhe
hadargued,aformeremployeeoftheLaffitteestablishment,hehad
acquiredmysteriousinformation,withoutseekingit,whichhehad
notbeenable,itistrue,toprobe,outofrespectforthesecret
whichhehadpromisedtoguard,andoutofconsiderationforJean
Valjean’sperilousposition。Hebelievedatthatmomentthathehad
agravedutytoperform:therestitutionofthesixhundredthousand
francstosomeonewhomhesoughtwithallpossiblediscretion。
Inthemeanwhile,heabstainedfromtouchingthatmoney。
AsforCosette,shehadnotbeeninitiatedintoanyofthesesecrets;
butitwouldbeharshtocondemnheralso。
ThereexistedbetweenMariusandheranall—powerfulmagnetism,
whichcausedhertodo,instinctivelyandalmostmechanically,
whatMariuswished。ShewasconsciousofMarius’willinthedirection
of"MonsieurJean,"sheconformedtoit。Herhusbandhadnotbeen
obligedtosayanythingtoher;sheyieldedtothevaguebutclear
pressureofhistacitintentions,andobeyedblindly。Herobedience
inthisinstanceconsistedinnotrememberingwhatMariusforgot。
Shewasnotobligedtomakeanyefforttoaccomplishthis。
Withoutherknowingwhyherself,andwithouthishavinganycause
toaccuseherofit,hersoulhadbecomesowhollyherhusband’s
thatthatwhichwasshroudedingloominMarius’mindbecameovercast
inhers。
Letusnotgotoofar,however;inwhatconcernsJeanValjean,
thisforgetfulnessandobliterationweremerelysuperficial。
Shewasratherheedlessthanforgetful。Atbottom,shewassincerely
attachedtothemanwhomshehadsolongcalledherfather;
butshelovedherhusbandstillmoredearly。Thiswaswhathad
somewhatdisturbedthebalanceofherheart,whichleanedtoone
sideonly。
ItsometimeshappenedthatCosettespokeofJeanValjeanandexpressed
hersurprise。ThenMariuscalmedher:"Heisabsent,Ithink。
Didnothesaythathewassettingoutonajourney?"——"Thatistrue,"
thoughtCosette。"Hehadahabitofdisappearinginthisfashion。
Butnotforsolong。"TwoorthreetimesshedespatchedNicolette
toinquireintheRuedel’HommeArmewhetherM。Jeanhadreturnedfrom
hisjourney。JeanValjeancausedtheanswer"no"tobegiven。Cosetteaskednothingmore,sinceshehadbutoneneedonearth,Marius。
Letusalsosaythat,ontheirside,CosetteandMariushadalso
beenabsent。TheyhadbeentoVernon。MariushadtakenCosette
tohisfather’sgrave。MariusgraduallywonCosetteawayfromJeanValjean。Cosetteallowedit。
Moreoverthatwhichiscalled,fartooharshlyincertaincases,
theingratitudeofchildren,isnotalwaysathingsodeserving
ofreproachasitissupposed。Itistheingratitudeofnature。
Nature,aswehaveelsewheresaid,"looksbeforeher。"Naturedivides
livingbeingsintothosewhoarearrivingandthosewhoaredeparting。
Thosewhoaredepartingareturnedtowardstheshadows,thosewho
arearrivingtowardsthelight。Henceagulfwhichisfatalon
thepartoftheold,andinvoluntaryonthepartoftheyoung。
Thisbreach,atfirstinsensible,increasesslowly,likeallseparations
ofbranches。Theboughs,withoutbecomingdetachedfromthetrunk,
growawayfromit。Itisnofaultoftheirs。Youthgoeswherethere
isjoy,festivals,vividlights,love。Oldagegoestowardstheend。
Theydonotlosesightofeachother,butthereisnolonger
acloseconnection。Youngpeoplefeelthecoolingoffoflife;
oldpeople,thatofthetomb。Letusnotblamethesepoorchildren。CHAPTERIILASTFLICKERINGSOFALAMPWITHOUTOIL
Oneday,JeanValjeandescendedhisstaircase,tookthreesteps
inthestreet,seatedhimselfonapost,onthatsamestonepost
whereGavrochehadfoundhimmeditatingonthenightbetweenthe5th
andthe6thofJune;heremainedthereafewmoments,thenwent
upstairsagain。Thiswasthelastoscillationofthependulum。
Onthefollowingdayhedidnotleavehisapartment。Ontheday
afterthat,hedidnotleavehisbed。
Hisportress,whopreparedhisscantyrepasts,afewcabbages
orpotatoeswithbacon,glancedatthebrownearthenwareplate
andexclaimed:"Butyouatenothingyesterday,poor,dearman!""CertainlyIdid,"repliedJeanValjean。"Theplateisquitefull。""Lookatthewaterjug。Itisempty。"
"Thatprovesthatyouhavedrunk;itdoesnotprovethatyou
haveeaten。""Well,"saidJeanValjean,"whatifIfelthungryonlyforwater?"
"Thatiscalledthirst,and,whenonedoesnoteatatthesametime,
itiscalledfever。""Iwilleatto—morrow。"
"OratTrinityday。Whynotto—day?Isitthethingtosay:
`Iwilleatto—morrow’?Theideaofleavingmyplatterwithouteven
touchingit!Myladyfingerpotatoesweresogood!"JeanValjeantooktheoldwoman’shand:"IpromiseyouthatIwilleatthem,"hesaid,inhisbenevolentvoice。"Iamnotpleasedwithyou,"repliedtheportress。
JeanValjeansawnootherhumancreaturethanthisgoodwoman。
TherearestreetsinParisthroughwhichnooneeverpasses,
andhousestowhichnooneevercomes。Hewasinoneofthosestreets
andoneofthosehouses。
Whilehestillwentout,hehadpurchasedofacoppersmith,
forafewsous,alittlecoppercrucifixwhichhehadhungup
onanailoppositehisbed。Thatgibbetisalwaysgoodtolookat。
Aweekpassed,andJeanValjeanhadnottakenastepinhisroom。
Hestillremainedinbed。Theportresssaidtoherhusband:——"The
goodmanupstairsyonderdoesnotgetup,henolongereats,
hewillnotlastlong。Thatmanhashissorrows,thathehas。
Youwon’tgetitoutofmyheadthathisdaughterhasmadea
badmarriage。"Theporterreplied,withthetoneofmaritalsovereignty:
"Ifhe’srich,lethimhaveadoctor。Ifheisnotrich,lethim
gowithout。Ifhehasnodoctorhewilldie。""Andifhehasone?""Hewilldie,"saidtheporter。
Theportresssettoscrapingawaythegrassfromwhatshecalled
herpavement,withanoldknife,and,asshetoreouttheblades,
shegrumbled:"It’sashame。Suchaneatoldman!He’saswhiteasachicken。"
Shecaughtsightofthedoctorofthequarterashepassedtheend
ofthestreet;shetookituponherselftorequesthimtocome
upstairs。
"It’sonthesecondfloor,"saidshe。"Youhaveonlytoenter。
Asthegoodmannolongerstirsfromhisbed,thedooris
alwaysunlocked。"ThedoctorsawJeanValjeanandspokewithhim。Whenhecamedownagaintheportressinterrogatedhim:"Well,doctor?""Yoursickmanisveryillindeed。""Whatisthematterwithhim?"
"Everythingandnothing。Heisamanwho,toallappearances,
haslostsomepersonwhoisdeartohim。Peopledieofthat。""Whatdidhesaytoyou?""Hetoldmethathewasingoodhealth。""Shallyoucomeagain,doctor?""Yes,"repliedthedoctor。"Butsomeoneelsebesidesmustcome。"CHAPTERIIIAPENISHEAVYTOTHEMANWHOLIFTEDTHEFAUCHELEVENT’SCART
OneeveningJeanValjeanfounddifficultyinraisinghimself
onhiselbow;hefeltofhiswristandcouldnotfindhispulse;
hisbreathwasshortandhaltedattimes;herecognizedthefact
thathewasweakerthanhehadeverbeenbefore。Then,nodoubt
underthepressureofsomesupremepreoccupation,hemadeaneffort,
drewhimselfupintoasittingpostureanddressedhimself。
Heputonhisoldworkingman’sclothes。Ashenolongerwentout,
hehadreturnedtothemandpreferredthem。Hewasobligedtopause
manytimeswhiledressinghimself;merelyputtinghisarmsthroughhis
waistcoatmadetheperspirationtricklefromhisforehead。
Sincehehadbeenalone,hehadplacedhisbedintheantechamber,
inordertoinhabitthatdesertedapartmentaslittleaspossible。HeopenedthevaliseanddrewfromitCosette’soutfit。Hespreaditoutonhisbed。
TheBishop’scandlestickswereintheirplaceonthechimney—piece。He
tookfromadrawertwowaxcandlesandputtheminthecandlesticks。
Then,althoughitwasstillbroaddaylight,——itwassummer,——
helightedthem。Inthesamewaycandlesaretobeseenlighted
inbroaddaylightinchamberswherethereisacorpse。
Everystepthathetookingoingfromonepieceoffurniture
toanotherexhaustedhim,andhewasobligedtositdown。Itwas
notordinaryfatiguewhichexpendsthestrengthonlytorenewit;
itwastheremnantofallmovementpossibletohim,itwaslife
drainedwhichflowsawaydropbydropinoverwhelmingefforts
andwhichwillneverberenewed。
Thechairintowhichheallowedhimselftofallwasplacedinfront
ofthatmirror,sofatalforhim,soprovidentialforMarius,
inwhichhehadreadCosette’sreversedwritingontheblottingbook。
Hecaughtsightofhimselfinthismirror,anddidnotrecognizehimself。
Hewaseightyyearsold;beforeMarius’marriage,hewouldhavehardly
beentakenforfifty;thatyearhadcountedforthirty。Whathebore
onhisbrowwasnolongerthewrinklesofage,itwasthemysteriousmark
ofdeath。Thehollowingofthatpitilessnailcouldbefeltthere。
Hischeekswerependulous;theskinofhisfacehadthecolor
whichwouldleadonetothinkthatitalreadyhadearthuponit;
thecornersofhismouthdroopedasinthemaskwhichtheancients
sculpturedontombs。Hegazedintospacewithanairofreproach;
onewouldhavesaidthathewasoneofthosegrandtragicbeings
whohavecausetocomplainofsomeone。
Hewasinthatcondition,thelastphaseofdejection,
inwhichsorrownolongerflows;itiscoagulated,sotospeak;
thereissomethingonthesoullikeaclotofdespair。
Nighthadcome。Helaboriouslydraggedatableandtheold
arm—chairtothefireside,andplaceduponthetableapen,
someinkandsomepaper。
Thatdone,hehadafaintingfit。Whenherecoveredconsciousness,
hewasthirsty。Ashecouldnotliftthejug,hetippeditover
painfullytowardshismouth,andswallowedadraught。
Asneitherthepennortheinkhadbeenusedforalongtime,
thepointofthepenhadcurledup,theinkhaddriedaway,hewas
forcedtoriseandputafewdropsofwaterintheink,whichhedid
notaccomplishwithoutpausingandsittingdowntwoorthreetimes,
andhewascompelledtowritewiththebackofthepen。Hewiped
hisbrowfromtimetotime。
Thenheturnedtowardsthebed,and,stillseated,forhecouldnotstand,
hegazedatthelittleblackgownandallthosebelovedobjects。Thesecontemplationslastedforhourswhichseemedminutes。
Allatonceheshivered,hefeltthatachildwastakingpossession
ofhim;herestedhiselbowsonthetable,whichwasilluminated
bytheBishop’scandlesandtookupthepen。Hishandtrembled。
Hewroteslowlythefewfollowinglines:
"Cosette,Iblessthee。Iamgoingtoexplaintothee。Thyhusband
wasrightingivingmetounderstandthatIoughttogoaway;
butthereisalittleerrorinwhathebelieved,thoughhewasin
theright。Heisexcellent。LovehimwellevenafterIamdead。
MonsieurPontmercy,lovemydarlingchildwell。Cosette,thispaper
willbefound;thisiswhatIwishtosaytothee,thouwiltsee
thefigures,ifIhavethestrengthtorecallthem,listenwell,
thismoneyisreallythine。Hereisthewholematter:Whitejet
comesfromNorway,blackjetcomesfromEngland,blackglassjewellery
comesfromGermany。Jetisthelightest,themostprecious,
themostcostly。ImitationscanbemadeinFranceaswellasinGermany。
Whatisneededisalittleanviltwoinchessquare,andalamp
burningspiritsofwinetosoftenthewax。Thewaxwasformerly
madewithresinandlampblack,andcostfourlivresthepound。
Iinventedawayofmakingitwithgumshellacandturpentine。
Itdoesnotcostmorethanthirtysous,andismuchbetter。
Bucklesaremadewithavioletglasswhichisstuckfast,bymeans
ofthiswax,toalittleframeworkofblackiron。Theglassmust
bevioletforironjewellery,andblackforgoldjewellery。
Spainbuysagreatdealofit。Itisthecountryofjet……"
Herehepaused,thepenfellfromhisfingers,hewasseizedbyoneof
thosesobswhichattimeswelledupfromtheverydepthsofhisbeing;
thepoormanclaspedhisheadinbothhands,andmeditated。
"Oh!"heexclaimedwithinhimself[lamentablecries,heardbyGod
alone],"allisover。Ishallneverseehermore。Sheisasmile
whichpassedoverme。Iamabouttoplungeintothenightwithout
evenseeingheragain。Oh!oneminute,oneinstant,tohearhervoice,
totouchherdress,togazeuponher,uponher,theangel!andthen
todie!Itisnothingtodie,whatisfrightfulistodiewithout
seeingher。Shewouldsmileonme,shewouldsayawordtome,
wouldthatdoanyharmtoanyone?No,allisover,andforever。
HereIamallalone。MyGod!MyGod!Ishallneverseeheragain!"
Atthatmomenttherecameaknockatthedoor。CHAPTERIVABOTTLEOFINKWHICHONLYSUCCEEDEDINWHITENING
Thatsameday,ortospeakmoreaccurately,thatsameevening,asMarius
leftthetable,andwasonthepointofwithdrawingtohisstudy,
havingacasetolookover,Basquehandedhimalettersaying:
"Thepersonwhowrotetheletterisintheantechamber。"Cosettehadtakenthegrandfather’sarmandwasstrollinginthegarden。
Aletter,likeaman,mayhaveanunprepossessingexterior。
Coarsepaper,coarselyfolded——theverysightofcertainmissives
isdispleasing。TheletterwhichBasquehadbroughtwasofthissort。
Mariustookit。Itsmelledoftobacco。Nothingevokesamemory
likeanodor。Mariusrecognizedthattobacco。Helookedat
thesuperscription:"ToMonsieur,MonsieurleBaronPommerci。
Athishotel。"Therecognitionofthetobaccocausedhimto
recognizethewritingaswell。Itmaybesaidthatamazement
hasitslightningflashes。Mariuswas,asitwere,illuminatedbyoneoftheseflashes。
Thesenseofsmell,thatmysteriousaidtomemory,hadjust
revivedawholeworldwithinhim。Thiswascertainlythepaper,
thefashionoffolding,thedulltintofink;itwascertainly
thewell—knownhandwriting,especiallywasitthesametobacco。TheJondrettegarretrosebeforehismind。
Thus,strangefreakofchance!oneofthetwoscentswhichhehad
sodiligentlysought,theoneinconnectionwithwhichhehadlately
againexertedsomanyeffortsandwhichhesupposedtobeforeverlost,
hadcomeandpresenteditselftohimofitsownaccord。Heeagerlybroketheseal,andread:
"MonsieurleBaron:——IftheSupremeBeinghadgivenmethetalents,
ImighthavebeenbaronThenard,memberoftheInstitute[academy
ofciences],butIamnot。Ionlybearthesameashim,happyif
thismemoryrecommendsmetotheeccellenceofyourkindnesses。
Thebenefitwithwhichyouwillhonormewillbereciprocle。
Iaminpossessionofasecretconcerninganindividual。
Thisindividualconcernsyou。Iholdthesecretatyourdisposal
desiringtohavethehonortobehusefultoyou。Iwillfurnish
youwiththesimplemeansofdrivingfromyourhonorabelfamily
thatindividualwhohasnorightthere,madamelabaronnebeing
ofloftybirth。Thesanctuaryofvirtuecannotcohabitlonger
withcrimewithoutabdicating。
Iawateintheentichambertheordersofmonsieurlebaron。
"Withrespect。"Theletterwassigned"Thenard。"Thissignaturewasnotfalse。Itwasmerelyatrifleabridged。
Moreover,therigmaroleandtheorthographycompletedtherevelation。
Thecertificateoforiginwascomplete。
Marius’emotionwasprofound。Afterastartofsurprise,
heunderwentafeelingofhappiness。Ifhecouldnow
butfindthatothermanofwhomhewasinsearch,theman
whohadsavedhim,Marius,therewouldbenothingleftforhimtodesire。
Heopenedthedrawerofhissecretary,tookoutseveralbank—notes,put
theminhispocket,closedthesecretaryagain,andrangthebell。
Basquehalfopenedthedoor。"Showthemanin,"saidMarius。Basqueannounced:"MonsieurThenard。"Amanentered。
AfreshsurpriseforMarius。Themanwhoenteredwasanutter
strangertohim。
Thisman,whowasold,moreover,hadathicknose,hischinswathed
inacravat,greenspectacleswithadoublescreenofgreentaffeta
overhiseyes,andhishairwasplasteredandflatteneddownonhis
browonalevelwithhiseyebrowslikethewigsofEnglishcoachmen
in"highlife。"Hishairwasgray。Hewasdressedinblackfrom
headtofoot,ingarmentsthatwereverythreadbarebutclean;
abunchofsealsdependingfromhisfobsuggestedtheideaofawatch。
Heheldinhishandanoldhat!Hewalkedinabentattitude,
andthecurveinhisspineaugmentedtheprofundityofhisbow。
Thefirstthingthatstrucktheobserverwas,thatthis
personage’scoat,whichwastooamplealthoughcarefullybuttoned,
hadnotbeenmadeforhim。Hereashortdigressionbecomesnecessary。
TherewasinParisatthatepoch,inalow—livedoldlodging
intheRueBeautreillis,neartheArsenal,aningeniousJewwhose
professionwastochangevillainsintohonestmen。Notfortoolong,
whichmighthaveprovedembarrassingforthevillain。Thechange
wasonsight,foradayortwo,attherateofthirtysousaday,
bymeansofacostumewhichresembledthehonestyoftheworld
ingeneralasnearlyaspossible。Thiscostumerwascalled
"theChanger";thepickpocketsofParishadgivenhimthisname
andknewhimbynoother。Hehadatolerablycompletewardrobe。
Theragswithwhichhetrickedoutpeoplewerealmostprobable。
Hehadspecialtiesandcategories;oneachnailofhisshophung
asocialstatus,threadbareandworn;herethesuitofamagistrate,
theretheoutfitofaCure,beyondtheoutfitofabanker,inone
cornerthecostumeofaretiredmilitaryman,elsewherethehabiliments
ofamanofletters,andfurtheronthedressofastatesman。
Thiscreaturewasthecostumeroftheimmensedramawhichknavery
playsinParis。Hislairwasthegreen—roomwhencetheftemerged,
andintowhichrogueryretreated。Atatteredknavearrivedatthis
dressing—room,depositedhisthirtysousandselected,accordingto
thepartwhichhewishedtoplay,thecostumewhichsuitedhim,
andondescendingthestairsoncemore,theknavewasasomebody。
Onthefollowingday,theclotheswerefaithfullyreturned,
andtheChanger,whotrustedthethieveswitheverything,
wasneverrobbed。Therewasoneinconvenienceabouttheseclothes,
they"didnotfit";nothavingbeenmadeforthosewhoworethem,
theyweretootightforone,toolooseforanotheranddidnotadjust
themselvestoanyone。Everypickpocketwhoexceededorfellshort
ofthehumanaveragewasillathiseaseintheChanger’scostumes。