Theinteriorwasnoble,andtherewasanairofscholarlyquietandofletteredeleganceinthelibrary,wherethehostreceivedhisguests,whichseemedtopervadethewholehouse,andwhichmadeitsappealtotheimaginationofoneofthemmostpotently。Itseemedtomethattobemasterofsuchcircumstanceandkeepingwouldbeenoughoflifeinacertainway;anditalllingersinmymemoryyet,asifitwereonewiththegentlecourtesywhichwelcomedme。
Amongmyfellow—guestsonenightwasGeorgeS。Hillard,nowafadedreputation,andeventhenalifedefeatedofthehighexpectationofitsyouth。Idonotknowwhetherhis’SixMonthsinItaly’stillkeepsitselfinprint;butitwasabookonceverywellknown;andhewasperhapsthemoregracioustome,asourhostwas,becauseofourcommonItalianbackground。HewasoftheoldSilver—grayWhigsocietytoo,andIsupposethatorderofthingsimparteditstonetowhatIfeltandsawinthatplace。Thecivilwarhadcomeandgone,andthatorderacceptedtheresultifnotwithfaith,thenwithpatience。ThereweretwoyoungEnglishnoblementherethatnight,whohadbeentravellingintheSouth,andwhosestoriesofthewretchedconditionstheyhadseenmovedourhosttosomeopenmisgiving。ButtheEnglishmenhadnoquestion;inspiteofall,theydefendedtheaccomplishedfact,andwhenIventuredtosaythatnowatleasttherecouldbeahopeofbetterthings,whiletheoldorderwasonlytheperpetuationofdespair,hemildlyassented,withagestureofthehandthatwaivedthepoint,andadeeplysighed,"Perhaps;
perhaps。"
Hewasapresenceofgreatdignity,whichseemedtorecallthepastwithasteadfastallegiance,andyettorelaxitselftowardsthepresentinthewisdomoftheaccumulatedyears。Hiswholelifehadbeenpassedindevotiontopoliteliteratureandinthesocietyofthepoliteworld;andhewasatypeofscholarsuchasonlythecircumstancesofBostoncouldform。ThosecircumstancescouldaloneformsuchanothertypeasQuincy;
andIwishIcouldhavefeltthenasIdonowtheadvantageofmeetingthemsocontemporaneously。
VII。
ThehistorianofSpanishliteraturewasanoldmannearereightythanseventywhenIsawhim,andIrecallofhimpersonallyhisdarktint,andthescholarlyrefinementofhisclean—shavenface,whichseemedtomeratherEnglishthanAmericanincharacter。HewasquiteexteriortotheAtlanticgroupofwriters,andhadnointerestinmeasoneofit。
LiteraryBostonofthatdaywasnotasolidarity,asIsoonperceived;
andIunderstoodthatitwasonlyinmyqualityofstrangerthatIsawthedifferentphasesofit。IshouldnotbejusttoavividphaseifI
failedtospeakofMrs。JuliaWardHoweandtheimpulseofreformwhichshepersonified。IdidnotsympathizewiththisthensomuchasIdonow,butIcouldappreciateitontheintellectualside。Once,manyyearslater,IheardMrs。Howespeakinpublic,anditseemedtomethatshemadeoneofthebestspeechesIhadeverheard。Itgavemeforthefirsttimeanotionofwhatwomenmightdointhatsortiftheyenteredpubliclife;butwhenwemetinthoseearlierdaysIwasinterestedinherasperhapsourchiefpoetess。Ibelieveshedidnotcaremuchtospeakofliterature;shewasalertforothermeaningsinlife,andI
rememberhowsheoncebroughttobookayouthfulmatronwhohadperhapsundulylamentedthehardshipsofhousekeeping,withthesharpdemand,"Child,whereisyourreligion?"Afterthemanyyearsofanacquaintancewhichhadnotnearlysomanymeetingsasyears,itwaspleasanttofindher,atthelatest,asstrenuousaseverforthefaithofworks,andaseagertoaidStepniakasJohnBrown。InherbeautifuloldageshesurvivesacertainliteraryimpulseofBoston,butastillhigherimpulseofBostonshewillnotsurvive,forthatwilllastwhilethecityendures。
VIII。
TheCambridgemenwerecuriouslyapartfromothersthatformedthegreatNewEnglandgroup,andwithwhominmyearlierignoranceIhadalwaysfanciedthemmingling。NowandthenImetDoctorHolmesatLongfellow’stable,butnotoftenerthannowandthen,andIneversawEmersoninCambridgeatallexceptatLongfellow’sfuneral。InmyfirstyearsontheAtlanticIsometimessawhim,whenhewouldaddressmesomegrave,ratherretrorsivecivilities,afterIhadbeennewlyintroducedtohim,asIhadalwaystobeontheseoccasions。Iformedthebeliefthathedidnotcareforme,eitherinmybeingordoing,andIamfarfromblaminghimforthat:onsuchpointstheremighteasilybetwoopinions,andIwasmyselfoftenofthemindIimaginedinhim。
IfEmersonforgotme,itwasperhapsbecauseIwasnotofthosequalitiesofthingswhicheventhen,itwassaid,hecouldremembersomuchbetterthanthingsthemselves。InhislateryearsIsometimessawhimintheBostonstreetswithhisbeautifulfacedreamilyset,ashemovedlikeonetowhosevision"Heavenopensinward,chasmsyawn,Vastimagesinglimmeringdawn,Halfshown,arebrokenandwithdrawn。"
Itisknownhowbeforetheendtheeclipsebecametotalandfrommomenttomomenttherecordinscribeduponhismindwaserased。SomeyearsbeforehediedIsatbetweenhimandMrs。RoseTerryCooke,atan’AtlanticBreakfast’whereitwaspartofmyeditorialfunctiontopreside。Whenhewasnotaskingmewhoshewas,IcouldhearhimaskingherwhoIwas。Hisgreatsoulworkedsoindependentlyofmemoryasweconceiveit,andsopowerfullyandessentially,thatonecouldnothelpwonderingif;afterall,ourpersonalcontinuity,ouridentityhereafter,wasnecessarilytrammeledupwithourenduringknowledgeofwhathappenshere。Hisremembranceabsolutelyceasedwithanevent,andyethischaracter,hispersonality,hisidentityfullypersisted。
Idonotknow,whetherthethingsthatweprintedforEmersonafterhismemorybegantofailsoutterlyweretheworkofearlieryearsornot,butIknowthattheywereofhisbest。Therewerecertainpoemswhichcouldnothavebeenmoreelectly,moreexquisitelyhis,orfashionedwithakeenerandjusterself—criticism。Hisvisiontranscendedhistimesofarthatsomewhohavetiredthemselvesoutintryingtocatchupwithhimhavenowbeguntosaythathewasnoseeratall;butIdoubtiftheseformthelastcourtofappealinhiscase。Inmanner,hewasverygentle,likeallthosegreatNewEnglandmen,buthewascold,likemanyofthem,tothenew—comer,ortotheold—comerwhocamenewly。AsIhaveelsewhererecorded,IonceheardhimspeakcriticallyofHawthorne,andonceheexpressedhissurpriseatthelatefloweringbrilliancyofHolmes’sgiftintheAutocratpapersafterallhisfriendssupposedithadborneitsbestfruit。ButIrecallnomentionofLongfellow,orLowell,orWhittierfromhim。AtadinnerwherethetalkglanceduponWaltWhitmanheturnedtomeasperhapsrepresentingtheinterestposteritymighttakeinthematter,andreferredtoWhitman’spublicuseofhisprivatelywrittenpraiseassomethingaltogetherunexpected。Hedidnotdisownitorwithdrawit,butseemedtofeel(notindignantly)
thattherehadbeenanabuseofit。
IX。
ThefirsttimeIsawWhittierwasinFields’sroomatthepublishingoffice,whereIhadcomeuponsomeeditorialerrandtomychief。Heintroducedmetothepoet:atall,sparefigureinblackofQuakercut,withakeen,clean—shavenface,blackhair,andvividblackeyes。Itwasjustafterhispoem,’SnowBound’,hadmadeitsgreatsuccess,inthemodestfashionofthosedays,andhadsoldnottwohundredthousandbuttwentythousand,andItriedtomakehimmycompliment。IcontrivedtosaythatIcouldnottellhimhowmuchIlikedit;andhereceivedtheinadequateexpressionofmyfeelingwithdoubtlessasmucheffusionashewouldhavemetsomethingmoreexplicitandabundant。Ifhehadjudgedfittotakemycontractoffmyhandsinanyway,IthinkhewouldhavebeenlessabletodosothananyofhisNewEnglandcontemporaries。
Inhim,asIhavesuggested,theQuakercalmwasboundbythefrostyPuritanicair,andhewasdoublycoldtothetouchofthestranger,thoughhewouldthawouttooldfriends,andsparkleinlaughandjoke。
Imyselfnevergotsofarwithhimastoexperiencethisgeniality,thoughafterwardswebecamesuchfriendsasanoldmanandayoungmancouldbewhorarelymet。Ourbetteracquaintancebeganwithsometalk,atasecondmeeting,aboutBayardTaylor’s’StoryofKennett’,whichhadthenlatelyappeared,andwhichhepraisedforitsfidelitytoQuakercharacterinitslessamiableaspects。NodoubtIhadmademuchofmyownQuakerdescent(whichIfeltwasoneofthefewthingsIhadtobeproudof),andhethereforespokethemorefranklyofthosetraitsofbrutalityintowhichtheprimitivesincerityofthesectsometimesdegenerated。Hethoughtthehabitofplain—speakinghadtobejealouslyguardedtokeepitfrombecomingrude—speaking,andhematchedwithstoriesofhisownsomethingsIhadheardmyfathertellofFriendsinthebackwoodswhowereFoestogoodmanners。
Whittierwasoneofthemostgenerousofmentowardstheworkofothers,especiallytheworkofanewman,andifIdidanythingthatheliked,Icouldcountuponhimforcordialrecognition。InthequietofhiscountryhomeatDanversheapparentlyreadallthemagazines,andkepthimselffullyabreastoftheliterarymovement,butIdoubtifhesofullyappreciatedtheimportanceofthesocialmovement。Likesomeothersofthegreatanti—slaverymen,heseemedtoimaginethatmankindhadwonitselfaclearfieldbydestroyingchattelslavery,andhehad。
nosympathywiththosewhothinkthatthemanwhomayanymomentbeoutofworkisindustriallyaslave。Thisisnotstrange;sofewmenlastoverfromonereformtoanotherthatthewonderisthatanyshould,notthatoneshouldnot。Whittierwasprophetforonegreatneedofthedivinetoman,andhespokehismessagewithafervorthatattimeswaslikethetremblingofaflame,orthequiveringofmidsummersunshine。
Itwashardtoassociatewiththemanasonesawhim,still,shy,stiff,thepassionofhisverse。Thisimbuednotonlyhisantislaveryutterances,butequallyhisballadsoftheoldwitchandQuakerpersecution,andflashedafarlightintothedimnesswherehisinterrogationsofMysterypierced。WhateverdoubttherecanbeofthefateofotherNewEnglandpoetsinthegreatandfinalaccount,itseemstomethatcertainofthesepiecesmakehisplacesecure。
Thereisgreatinequalityinhiswork,andIfeltthissostronglythatwhenIcametohavefullchargeoftheMagazine,Iventuredoncetodistinguish。Hesentmeapoem,andIhadthetemeritytoreturnit,andbeghimforsomethingelse。Hemagnanimouslyrefrainedfromallshowofoffence,andafterawhile,whenhehadprintedthepoemelsewhere,hegavemeanother。Bythistime,IperceivedthatIhadbeenwrong,notastothepoemreturned,butastomyfunctionregardinghimandsuchashe。Ihadmademyreflections,andneveragaindidIventuretopassuponwhatcontributorsofhisqualitysentme。Itookitandprintedit,andpraisedthegods;,andevennowIthinkthatwithsuchmenitwasnotmydutytoplaythecensorintheperiodicalwhichtheyhadmadewhatitwas。TheyhadsetitinauthorityoverAmericanliterature,anditwasnotformetoputmyselfinauthorityoverthem。Theirfamewasintheirownkeeping,anditwasnotmyparttoguarditagainstthem。
AfterthatexperienceInotonlypractisedaneageracquiescenceintheirwishtoreachthepublicthroughtheAtlantic,butIusedallthedelicacyIwasmasterofinbowingthewaytothem。Sometimesmyutmostdidnotavail,ormorestrictlyspeakingitdidnotavailinoneinstancewithEmerson。Hehadgivenmeuponmuchentreatyapoemwhichwasoneofhisgreatestandbest,buttheproof—readerfoundanominativeatoddswithitsverb。Wehadsometroubleinreconcilingthem,andsomeotherdelays,andmeanwhileDoctorHolmesofferedmeapoemforthesamenumber。InowdoubtedwhetherIshouldgetEmerson’spoembackintimeforit,butunluckilytheproofdidcomebackintime,andthenIhadtochoosebetweenmypoets,oracquaintthemwiththestateofthecase,andletthemchoosewhatIshoulddo。IreallyfeltthatDoctorHolmeshadtherighttoprecedence,sinceEmersonhadwithheldhisproofsolongthatIcouldnotcountuponit;butIwrotetoEmerson,andasked(asnearlyasIcanremember)whetherhewouldconsenttoletmeputhispoemovertothenextnumber,orwouldprefertohaveitappearinthesamenumberwithDoctorHolmes’s;thesubjectswerecognate,andIhadmymisgivings。Hewrotemebackto"returntheproofsandbreakuptheforms。"Icouldnotgotothisiconoclasticextremewiththeelectrotypesofthemagazine,butIcouldreturntheproofs。Ididso,feelingthatIhaddonemypossible,andsilentlygrievingthattherecouldbesuchireinheavenlyminds。
X。
Emerson,asIsay,IhadoncemetinCambridge,butWhittiernever;
andIhaveafeelingthatpoetasCambridgefelthimtobe,shehadherreservationsconcerninghim。Icannotputtheseintowordswhichwouldnotoversaythem,buttheywereakintothoseshemighthaverefineduponinregardtoMrs。Stowe。NeitherofthesegreatwriterswouldhaveappearedtoCambridgeofthelastliteraryquality;theirfamewaswithaworldtoovasttobethe,testthatherown"Oneentireandperfectcrysolite"
wouldhaveformed。Whittierinfacthadnotarrivedattheclearsplendorofhislaterworkwithoutsomeearlierturbidity;hewasstillfromtimetotimecapableofafalserhyme,likemornanddawn。Asfortheauthorof’UncleTom’sCabin’hersyntaxwassuchasnaretoherthatitsometimesneededthecombinedskillofalltheproof—readersandtheassistanteditortoextricateher。Ofcourse,nothingwaseverwrittenintoherwork,butinchangesofdiction,incorrectionofsolecisms,intranspositionofphrases,thetextwaslargelyrewrittenonthemarginofherproofs。Thesoulofherartwaspresent,buttheformwassooftenabsent,thatwhenitwasclothedonanew,itwouldhavebeenhardtosaywhosecutthegarmentwasofinmanyplaces。Infact,theproof—readingofthe’AtlanticMonthly’wassomethingalmostfearfullyscrupulousandperfect。Theproofswerefirstreadbytheunderproof—readerintheprinting—office;thentheheadreaderpassedthemtomeperfectlycleanastotypography,withhisownabundantandmostintelligentcommentsontheliterature;andthenIreadthem,makingwhatchangesIchose,andverifyingeveryquotation,everydate,everygeographicalandbiographicalname,everyforeignwordtothelastaccent,everytechnicalandscientificterm。Whereitwaspossibleoratalldesirabletheproofwasnextsubmittedtotheauthor。Whenitcamebacktome,Irevisedit,acceptingorrejectingtheauthor’sjudgmentaccordingashewasentitledbyhisabilityandknowledgeornottohavethem。Theproofnowwenttotheprintersforcorrection;theysentitagaintotheheadreader,whocarefullyreviseditandreturneditagaintome。Ireaditasecondtime,anditwasagaincorrected。Afterthisitwasrevisedintheofficeandsenttothestereotyper,fromwhomitcametotheheadreaderforalastrevisionintheplates。
ItwouldnotdotosayhowmanyofthefirstAmericanwritersowedtheircorrectnessinprinttothezealofourproof—reading,butImaysaythattherewereveryfewwhodidnotowesomething。Thewisestandablestwerethemostpatientandgrateful,likeMrs。Stowe,undercorrection;
itwasonlythebeginnersandthemoreignorantwhowereangry;andalmostalwaystheproof—readingeditorhadhiswayondisputedpoints。
Ilookbacknow,withrespectfulamazementatmyproficiencyindetectingtheerrorsofthegreataswellasthelittle。IwasabletodiscovermistakesevenintheclassicalquotationsofthedeeplyletteredSumner,andIremember,intheearliestyearsofmyserviceontheAtlantic,waitinginthisstatesman’sstudyamidsttheprintsandengravingsthatattestedhispersonalresemblancetoEdmundBurke,withhisproofsinmyhandandmyheartinmymouth,tosubmitmydoubtsofhisLatinity。I
forgethowhereceivedthem;buthewasnotaverygraciousperson。
Mrs。Stowewasagraciousperson,andcarriedintoagetheinalienablecharmofawomanwhomusthavebeenvery,charmingearlier。ImetheronlyattheFieldses’inBoston,whereonenightIwitnessedacontroversybetweenherandDoctorHolmesconcerninghomoeopathyandallopathywhichlastedwellthroughdinner。Afterthislapseoftime,Icannottellhowtheaffairended,butIfeelsureofthelikingwithwhichMrs。Stoweinspiredme。There,wassomethingverysimple,verymotherlyinher,andsomethingdivinelysincere。Shewasquitethepersontotake’augrandserieux’themonstrousimaginationsofLadyByron’sjealousyandtofeelitonherconsciencetomakepublicreportofthemwhensheconceivedthatthetimehadcometodoso。
InFrancisParkmanIknewmuchlaterthaninsomeothersadifferentiationoftheNewEnglandtypewhichwasnotlesscharacteristic。He,likesomanyotherBostonmenofletters,wasofpatricianfamily,andofthoseeasyfortuneswhichClioprefershersonstobeof;buthepaidfortheseadvantagesbythesufferinginwhichhewroughtatwhatis,Isuppose,ourgreatesthistory。Hewroughtatitpiecemeal,andsometimesonlybymoments,whentheterribleheadacheswhichtormentedhim,andthedisorderoftheheartwhichthreatenedhislife,allowedhimabriefrespiteforthetaskwhichwasdeartohim。
Hemusthavebeenmorethanaquarterofacenturyincompletingit,andinthistime,asheoncetoldme,ithadgivenhimaday—laborer’swages;
butofcoursemoneywastheleastreturnhewishedfromit。Ireadtheregularlysuccessivevolumesof’TheJesuitsinNorthAmerica,TheOldRegimeinCanada’,the’WolfeandMontcalm’,andtheothersthatwenttomakeupthewholehistorywithasufficientlynoisyenthusiasm,andouracquaintancebeganbyhisexpressinghisgratificationwiththepraisesofthemthatIhadputinprint。Weenteredintorelationsascontributorandeditor,andIknowthathewaspleasedwithmyeagernesstogetasmanydetachablechaptersfromthebookinhandashecouldgivemeforthemagazine,buthewasoftoofineapolitenesstomakethistheoccasionofhisfirstcomingtoseeme。HehadwalkedouttoCambridge,whereIthenlived,inpursuanceofaregimenwhich,Ibelieve,finallybuiltuphishealth;thatitwasunsparing,IcantestifyfrommyownshareinoneofhisconstitutionalsinBoston,manyyearslater。
Hisexperienceinlayingthegroundworkforhishistory,andhisresearchesinmakingitthorough,weresuchastohaveliberatedhimtotheknowledgeofothermannersandideals,butheremainedstrictlyaBostonian,andasimmutablyoftheBostonsocialandliteraryfaithasanyIknewinthatcapitalofaccomplishedfacts。HehadlivedlikeanIndianamongthewildWesterntribes;heconsortedwiththeCanadianarchaeologistsintheirmousingsamongthecolonialarchivesoftheirfallenstate;everyyearhewenttoQuebecorParistostudythehistoryofNewFranceintheoriginaldocuments;Europeansocietywasopentohimeverywhere;buthehadthoselimitationswhichInearlyalwaysfoundintheBostonmen,Irememberhistalkingtomeof’TheRiseofSilasLapham’,inasomewhattroubledanduncertainstrain,andinterpretinghisriseastheachievementofsocialrecognition,withoutmuchoratalllikingitormeforit。IdidnotthinkitmyparttopointoutthatI
hadsupposedtherisetobeamoralone;andlaterIfellunderhiscondemnationforcertainhighcrimesandmisdemeanorsIhadbeenguiltyofagainstawell—knownidealinfiction。Theseinfactconstitutedlese—majestyofromanticism,whichseemedtobedisproportionatelydeartoamanwhowasinhisownwaytryingtotellthetruthofhumannatureasIwasinmine。Hisdispleasurespassed,however,andmylastmeetingwithourgreatesthistorian,asIthinkhim,wasofunalloyedfriendliness。HecametomeduringmyfinalyearinBostonfornothingapparentlybuttotellmeofhislikingforabookofminedescribingboy—lifeinSouthernOhioahalf—centuryago。Hewishedtotalkaboutmanypointsofthis,whichhefoundthesameashisownboylifeintheneighborhoodofBoston;andwecouldagreethatthelifeoftheAnglo—
Saxonboywasprettymuchthesameeverywhere。Hehadhelpedhimselfintomyapartmentwithacrutch,butIdonotrememberhowhehadfallenlame。Itwastheendofhislongwalks,Ibelieve,andnotlongafterwardsIhadthegrieftoreadofhisdeath。Inoticedthatperhapsthroughhisenforcedquiet,hehadputonweight;hisfinefacewasfull;
whereaswhenIfirstknewhimhewasalmostdelicatelythinoffigureandfeature。Hewasalwaysofadistinguishedpresence,andhisfacehadagreatdistinction。
IthadnottheappealingcharmIfoundinthefaceofJamesParton,anotherhistorianIknewearlierinmyBostondays。Icannotsayhowmuchhisbooks,oncesoworthilypopular,arenowknownbutIhaveanabidingsenseoftheirexcellence。Ihavenotreadthe’LifeofVoltaire’,whichwasthelast,butalltherest,fromthefirst,Ihaveread,andiftherearebetterAmericanbiographiesthanthoseofFranklinorofJefferson,Icouldnotsaywheretofindthem。TheGreeleyandtheBurrwereyoungerbooks,andsowastheJackson,andtheywerenotnearlysogood;buttoalltheauthorhadimpartedthevaluablehumanityinwhichheabounded。Hewasneverofthefineworldofliterature,theworldthatsniffsandsneers,andabashesthesimpler—heartedreader。
Buthewasatrueartist,andEnglishbornashewas,hedivinedAmericancharacterasfewAmericanshavedone。Hewasamanofeminentcourage,andinthedayswhentobeanagnosticwastobealmostanoutcast,hehadthehearttosayoftheMysteries,thathedidnotknow。Heoutlivedthecondemnationthatthisbrought,andIthinkthatnomanevercamenearhimwithoutinsomemeasurelovinghim。Tomehewasofamostwinningpersonality,whichhisstrong,gentlefaceexpressed,andacastintheeyewhichhecouldnotbringtobeardirectlyuponhisvis—a—vis,endeared。Inevermethimwithoutwishingmoreofhiscompany,forheseldomfailedtosaysomethingtowhateverwasmosthumaneandmostmoderninme。OurlastmeetingwasatNewburyport,whitherhehadlongbeforeremovedfromNewYork,andwhereinthesereneatmosphereoftheancientPuritantownhefoundleisureandinspirationforhiswork。
Hewasnotthenengageduponanyconsiderabletask,andhehadagedandbrokensomewhat。Buttheoldgeniality,theoldwarmthglowedinhim,andmadeasummeramidstthestormofsnowthatblindedthewintryairwithout。Anewlighthadthenlatelycomeintomylife,bywhichIsawallthingsthatdidnotsomehowtellforhumanbrotherhooddwarfishandugly,andhelistened,asIimagined,towhatIhadtosaywiththetolerantsympathyofamanwhohasbeenalongtimethinkingthosethings,andviewswithacertainamusementthezealofthefreshdiscoverer。
TherewasyetanotherhistorianinBoston,whoseacquaintanceImadelaterthaneitherParkman’sorParton’s,andwhoseveryrecentdeathleavesmewiththegriefofafriend。Noonesindeed,couldmeetJohnCodmanRopeswithoutwishingtobehisfriend,orwithoutfindingafriendinhim。Hehadhislikesandhisdislikes,buthecouldhavehadnoenmitiesexceptforevilandmeanness。Ineverknewamanofhighersoul,ofsweeternature,andhiswholelifewasamonumentofcharacter。
Itcannotwoundhimnowtospeakofthecrueldeformitywhichcameuponhiminhisboyhood,andhauntedallhisafterdayswithsuffering。Hisgentlefaceshowedthepainwhichisalwaysthepartofthehunchback,butnothingelseinhimconfessedasenseofhisaffliction,andtheresoluteactivityofhisminddenieditineveryway。Hewas,asiswellknown,averyablelawyer,infullpractice,whilehewasmakinghisstudiesofmilitaryhistory,andwinningrecognitionforalmostuniqueinsightandthoroughnessinthatdirection,thoughIbelievethatwhenhecametoembodytheresultsinthoseextraordinaryvolumesrecordingthebattlesofourcivilwar,heretiredfromthelawinsomemeasure。Heknewthesebattlesmoreaccuratelythanthegeneralswhofoughtthem,andhewasofalikeproficiencyintheEuropeanwarsfromthetimeofNapoleondowntoourowntime。Ihaveheardastory,whichIcannotvouchfor,thatwhenforeknowledgeofhisafliiction,attheoutbreakofourcivilwar,forbadehimtobeasoldier,hebecameastudentofsoldiership,andwreakedinthatsortthepassionofhismostgallantspirit。Butwhetherthiswastrueornot,itiscertainthathepursuedthestudywithadevotionwhichneverblindedhimtotheatrocityofwar。
Somewarshecouldexcuseandevenjustify,butforanywarthatseemedwantonoraggressive,hehadonlyabhorrence。
ThelastsummerofascorethatIhadknownhim,wesatontheverandaofhiscottageatYorkHarbor,andlookedoutoverthemoonlitsea,andhetalkedofthehighandtruethings,withtheinextinguishablezestfortheinquirywhichIalwaysfoundinhim,thoughhewasthenfeelingtheapproachesofthemaladywhichwassosoontoendallgropingintheseshadowsforhim。Hemusthavefacedthefactwiththesamecourageandthesametrustwithwhichhefacedallfacts。FromthefirstIfoundhimadeeplyreligiousman,notonlyintheecclesiasticalsense,butinthemoremysticalmeaningsoftheword,andhekepthisfaithashekepthisyouthtothelast。Everyonewhoknewhim,knowshowyounghewasinheart,andhowhelikedtohavethosethatwereyounginyearsabouthim。
HewishedtohavehishouseinBoston,aswellashiscottageatYork,fullofyoungmenandyounggirls,whosejoyoflifehemadehisown,andwhosesocietyhepreferredtohiscontemporaries’。Onecouldnotblamehimforthat,orforseekingthesun,whereverhecould,butitwouldbeafalsenotionofhimtosupposethathissympathiesweresolelyorchieflywiththehappy。Ineverysort,asIknewhim,hewasfineandgood。Thewordisnotworthyofhim,aftersomeofitsusesandassociations,butifitwereunsmutchedbythese,andwhitenedtoitsprimitivesignificance,IshouldsayhewasoneofthemostperfectgentlemenIeverknew。