Therewereintheroomachild’scot,twoboxes,twoarmchairs,atable,achild’stable,andthelittlechaironwhichPrinceAndrewwassitting。Thecurtainsweredrawn,andasinglecandlewasburningonthetable,screenedbyaboundmusicbooksothatthelightdidnotfallonthecot。
  "Mydear,"saidPrincessMary,addressingherbrotherfrombesidethecotwhereshewasstanding,"betterwaitabit……later……"
  "Oh,leaveoff,youalwaystalknonsenseandkeepputtingthingsoff—andthisiswhatcomesofit!"saidPrinceAndrewinanexasperatedwhisper,evidentlymeaningtowoundhissister。
  "Mydear,really……it’sbetternottowakehim……he’sasleep,"
  saidtheprincessinatoneofentreaty。
  PrinceAndrewgotupandwentontiptoeuptothelittlebed,wineglassinhand。
  "Perhapswe’dreallybetternotwakehim,"hesaidhesitating。
  "Asyouplease……really……Ithinkso……butasyouplease,"saidPrincessMary,evidentlyintimidatedandconfusedthatheropinionhadprevailed。Shedrewherbrother’sattentiontothemaidwhowascallinghiminawhisper。
  Itwasthesecondnightthatneitherofthemhadslept,watchingtheboywhowasinahighfever。Theselastdays,mistrustingtheirhouseholddoctorandexpectinganotherforwhomtheyhadsenttotown,theyhadbeentryingfirstoneremedyandthenanother。Wornoutbysleeplessnessandanxietytheythrewtheirburdenofsorrowononeanotherandreproachedanddisputedwitheachother。
  "Petrushahascomewithpapersfromyourfather,"whisperedthemaid。
  PrinceAndrewwentout。
  "Deviltakethem!"hemuttered,andafterlisteningtotheverbalinstructionshisfatherhadsentandtakingthecorrespondenceandhisfather’sletter,hereturnedtothenursery。
  "Well?"heasked。
  "Stillthesame。Wait,forheaven’ssake。KarlIvanichalwayssaysthatsleepismoreimportantthananything,"whisperedPrincessMarywithasigh。
  PrinceAndrewwentuptothechildandfelthim。Hewasburninghot。
  "ConfoundyouandyourKarlIvanich!"Hetooktheglasswiththedropsandagainwentuptothecot。
  "Andrew,don’t!"saidPrincessMary。
  Buthescowledatherangrilythoughalsowithsufferinginhiseyes,andstoopedglassinhandovertheinfant。
  "ButIwishit,"hesaid。"Ibegyou—giveithim!"
  PrincessMaryshruggedhershouldersbuttooktheglasssubmissivelyandcallingthenursebegangivingthemedicine。Thechildscreamedhoarsely。PrinceAndrewwincedand,clutchinghishead,wentoutandsatdownonasofainthenextroom。
  Hestillhadallthelettersinhishand。Openingthemmechanicallyhebeganreading。Theoldprince,nowandthenusingabbreviations,wroteinhislargeelongatedhandonbluepaperasfollows:
  Havejustthismomentreceivedbyspecialmessengerveryjoyfulnews—ifit’snotfalse。BennigsenseemstohaveobtainedacompletevictoryoverBuonaparteatEylau。InPetersburgeveryoneisrejoicing,andtherewardssenttothearmyareinnumerable。ThoughheisaGerman—Icongratulatehim!Ican’tmakeoutwhatthecommanderatKorchevo—acertainKhandrikov—isupto;tillnowtheadditionalmenandprovisionshavenotarrived。GallopofftohimatonceandsayI’llhavehisheadoffifeverythingisnothereinaweek。HavereceivedanotherletteraboutthePreussisch—EylaubattlefromPetenka—hetookpartinit—andit’salltrue。Whenmischief—makersdon’tmeddleevenaGermanbeatsBuonaparte。Heissaidtobefleeingingreatdisorder。MindyougallopofftoKorchevowithoutdelayandcarryoutinstructions!
  PrinceAndrewsighedandbrokethesealofanotherenvelope。ItwasacloselywrittenletteroftwosheetsfromBilibin。Hefoldeditupwithoutreadingitandrereadhisfather’sletter,endingwiththewords:"GallopofftoKorchevoandcarryoutinstructions!"
  "No,pardonme,Iwon’tgonowtillthechildisbetter,"thoughthe,goingtothedoorandlookingintothenursery。
  PrincessMarywasstillstandingbythecot,gentlyrockingthebaby。
  "Ahyes,andwhatelsedidhesaythat’sunpleasant?"thoughtPrinceAndrew,recallinghisfather’sletter。"Yes,wehavegainedavictoryoverBonaparte,justwhenI’mnotserving。Yes,yes,he’salwayspokingfunatme……Ah,well!Lethim!"AndhebeganreadingBilibin’sletterwhichwaswritteninFrench。Hereadwithoutunderstandinghalfofit,readonlytoforget,ifbutforamoment,whathehadtoolongbeenthinkingofsopainfullytotheexclusionofallelse。
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  Bilibinwasnowatarmyheadquartersinadiplomaticcapacity,andthoughhewroteinFrenchandusedFrenchjestsandFrenchidioms,hedescribedthewholecampaignwithafearlessself—censureandself—derisiongenuinelyRussian。Bilibinwrotethattheobligationofdiplomaticdiscretiontormentedhim,andhewashappytohaveinPrinceAndrewareliablecorrespondenttowhomhecouldpouroutthebilehehadaccumulatedatthesightofallthatwasbeingdoneinthearmy。Theletterwasold,havingbeenwrittenbeforethebattleatPreussisch—Eylau。
  "SincethedayofourbrilliantsuccessatAusterlitz,"wroteBilibin,"asyouknow,mydearprince,Ineverleaveheadquarters。I
  havecertainlyacquiredatasteforwar,anditisjustaswellforme;whatIhaveseenduringtheselastthreemonthsisincredible。
  "Ibeginabovo。’Theenemyofthehumanrace,’asyouknow,attacksthePrussians。ThePrussiansareourfaithfulallieswhohaveonlybetrayedusthreetimesinthreeyears。Wetakeuptheircause,butitturnsoutthat’theenemyofthehumanrace’paysnoheedtoourfinespeechesandinhisrudeandsavagewaythrowshimselfonthePrussianswithoutgivingthemtimetofinishtheparadetheyhadbegun,andintwotwistsofthehandhebreaksthemtosmithereensandinstallshimselfinthepalaceatPotsdam。
  "’Imostardentlydesire,’writestheKingofPrussiatoBonaparte,’thatYourMajestyshouldbereceivedandtreatedinmypalaceinamanneragreeabletoyourself,andinsofarascircumstancesallowed,Ihavehastenedtotakeallstepstothatend。MayIhavesucceeded!’ThePrussiangeneralspridethemselvesonbeingpolitetotheFrenchandlaydowntheirarmsatthefirstdemand。
  "TheheadofthegarrisonatGlogau,withtenthousandmen,askstheKingofPrussiawhatheistodoifheissummonedtosurrender……
  Allthisisabsolutelytrue。
  "Inshort,hopingtosettlemattersbytakingupawarlikeattitude,itturnsoutthatwehavelandedourselvesinwar,andwhatismore,inwaronourownfrontiers,withandfortheKingofPrussia。Wehaveeverythinginperfectorder,onlyonelittlethingislacking,namely,acommanderinchief。AsitwasconsideredthattheAusterlitzsuccessmighthavebeenmoredecisivehadthecommanderinchiefnotbeensoyoung,allouroctogenarianswerereviewed,andofProzorovskiandKamenskithelatterwaspreferred。Thegeneralcomestous,Suvorov—like,inakibitka,andisreceivedwithacclamationsofjoyandtriumph。
  "Onthe4th,thefirstcourierarrivesfromPetersburg。Themailsaretakentothefieldmarshal’sroom,forhelikestodoeverythinghimself。Iamcalledintohelpsortthelettersandtakethosemeantforus。Thefieldmarshallooksonandwaitsforlettersaddressedtohim。Wesearch,butnonearetobefound。ThefieldmarshalgrowsimpatientandsetstoworkhimselfandfindslettersfromtheEmperortoCountT。,PrinceV。,andothers。Thenheburstsintooneofhiswildfuriesandragesateveryoneandeverything,seizestheletters,opensthem,andreadsthosefromtheEmperoraddressedtoothers。’Ah!Sothat’sthewaytheytreatme!Noconfidenceinme!Ah,orderedtokeepaneyeonme!Verywellthen!
  Getalongwithyou!’SohewritesthefamousorderofthedaytoGeneralBennigsen:
  ’Iamwoundedandcannotrideandconsequentlycannotcommandthearmy。YouhavebroughtyourarmycorpstoPultusk,routed:hereitisexposed,andwithoutfuelorforage,sosomethingmustbedone,and,asyouyourselfreportedtoCountBuxhowdenyesterday,youmustthinkofretreatingtoourfrontier—whichdotoday。’
  "’Fromallmyriding,’hewritestotheEmperor,’Ihavegotasaddlesorewhich,comingafterallmypreviousjourneys,quitepreventsmyridingandcommandingsovastanarmy,soIhavepassedonthecommandtothegeneralnextinseniority,CountBuxhowden,havingsenthimmywholestaffandallthatbelongstoit,advisinghimifthereisalackofbread,tomovefartherintotheinteriorofPrussia,foronlyoneday’srationofbreadremains,andinsomeregimentsnoneatall,asreportedbythedivisioncommanders,OstermannandSedmoretzki,andallthatthepeasantshadhasbeeneatenup。ImyselfwillremaininhospitalatOstrolenkatillI
  recover。InregardtowhichIhumblysubmitmyreport,withtheinformationthatifthearmyremainsinitspresentbivouacanotherfortnighttherewillnotbeahealthymanleftinitbyspring。
  "’Grantleavetoretiretohiscountryseattoanoldmanwhoisalreadyinanycasedishonoredbybeingunabletofulfillthegreatandglorioustaskforwhichhewaschosen。Ishallawaityourmostgraciouspermissionhereinhospital,thatImaynothavetoplaythepartofasecretaryratherthancommanderinthearmy。Myremovalfromthearmydoesnotproducetheslighteststir—ablindmanhasleftit。TherearethousandssuchasIinRussia。’
  "ThefieldmarshalisangrywiththeEmperorandhepunishesusall,isn’titlogical?
  "Thisisthefirstact。Thosethatfollowarenaturallyincreasinglyinterestingandentertaining。Afterthefieldmarshal’sdepartureitappearsthatwearewithinsightoftheenemyandmustgivebattle。
  Buxhowdeniscommanderinchiefbyseniority,butGeneralBennigsendoesnotquiteseeit;moreparticularlyasitisheandhiscorpswhoarewithinsightoftheenemyandhewishestoprofitbytheopportunitytofightabattle’onhisownhand’astheGermanssay。Hedoesso。ThisisthebattleofPultusk,whichisconsideredagreatvictorybutinmyopinionwasnothingofthekind。Wecivilians,asyouknow,haveaverybadwayofdecidingwhetherabattlewaswonorlost。Thosewhoretreatafterabattlehavelostitiswhatwesay;
  andaccordingtothatitiswewholostthebattleofPultusk。Inshort,weretreatafterthebattlebutsendacouriertoPetersburgwithnewsofavictory,andGeneralBennigsen,hopingtoreceivefromPetersburgthepostofcommanderinchiefasarewardforhisvictory,doesnotgiveupthecommandofthearmytoGeneralBuxhowden。Duringthisinterregnumwebeginaveryoriginalandinterestingseriesofmaneuvers。Ouraimisnolonger,asitshouldbe,toavoidorattacktheenemy,butsolelytoavoidGeneralBuxhowdenwhobyrightofseniorityshouldbeourchief。Soenergeticallydowepursuethisaimthataftercrossinganunfordableriverweburnthebridgestoseparateourselvesfromourenemy,whoatthemomentisnotBonapartebutBuxhowden。GeneralBuxhowdenwasallbutattackedandcapturedbyasuperiorenemyforceasaresultofoneofthesemaneuversthatenabledustoescapehim。Buxhowdenpursuesus—wescuttle。Hehardlycrossestherivertooursidebeforewerecrosstotheother。Atlastourenemy。
  Buxhowden,catchesusandattacks。Bothgeneralsareangry,andtheresultisachallengeonBuxhowden’spartandanepilepticfitonBennigsen’s。ButatthecriticalmomentthecourierwhocarriedthenewsofourvictoryatPultusktoPetersburgreturnsbringingourappointmentascommanderinchief,andourfirstfoe,Buxhowden,isvanquished;wecannowturnourthoughtstothesecond,Bonaparte。Butasitturnsout,justatthatmomentathirdenemyrisesbeforeus—
  namelytheOrthodoxRussiansoldiers,loudlydemandingbread,meat,biscuits,fodder,andwhatnot!Thestoresareempty,theroadsimpassable。TheOrthodoxbeginlooting,andinawayofwhichourlastcampaigncangiveyounoidea。Halftheregimentsformbandsandscourthecountrysideandputeverythingtofireandsword。Theinhabitantsaretotallyruined,thehospitalsoverflowwithsick,andfamineiseverywhere。Twicethemaraudersevenattackourheadquarters,andthecommanderinchiefhastoaskforabattaliontodispersethem。Duringoneoftheseattackstheycarriedoffmyemptyportmanteauandmydressinggown。TheEmperorproposestogiveallcommandersofdivisionstherighttoshootmarauders,butImuchfearthiswillobligeonehalfthearmytoshoottheother。"
  AtfirstPrinceAndrewreadwithhiseyesonly,butafterawhile,inspiteofhimselfalthoughheknewhowfaritwassafetotrustBilibin,whathehadreadbegantointeresthimmoreandmore。Whenhehadreadthusfar,hecrumpledtheletterupandthrewitaway。
  Itwasnotwhathehadreadthatvexedhim,butthefactthatthelifeoutthereinwhichhehadnownopartcouldperturbhim。Heshuthiseyes,rubbedhisforeheadasiftoridhimselfofallinterestinwhathehadread,andlistenedtowhatwaspassinginthenursery。Suddenlyhethoughtheheardastrangenoisethroughthedoor。Hewasseizedwithalarmlestsomethingshouldhavehappenedtothechildwhilehewasreadingtheletter。Hewentontiptoetothenurserydoorandopenedit。
  JustashewentinhesawthatthenursewashidingsomethingfromhimwithascaredlookandthatPrincessMarywasnolongerbythecot。
  "Mydear,"heheardwhatseemedtohimherdespairingwhisperbehindhim。
  Asoftenhappensafterlongsleeplessnessandlonganxiety,hewasseizedbyanunreasoningpanic—itoccurredtohimthatthechildwasdead。Allthathesawandheardseemedtoconfirmthisterror。
  "Allisover,"hethought,andacoldsweatbrokeoutonhisforehead。Hewenttothecotinconfusion,surethathewouldfinditemptyandthatthenursehadbeenhidingthedeadbaby。Hedrewthecurtainasideandforsometimehisfrightened,restlesseyescouldnotfindthebaby。Atlasthesawhim:therosyboyhadtossedabouttillhelayacrossthebedwithhisheadlowerthanthepillow,andwassmackinghislipsinhissleepandbreathingevenly。
  PrinceAndrewwasasgladtofindtheboylikethat,asifhehadalreadylosthim。Hebentoverhimand,ashissisterhadtaughthim,triedwithhislipswhetherthechildwasstillfeverish。Thesoftforeheadwasmoist。PrinceAndrewtouchedtheheadwithhishand;
  eventhehairwaswet,soprofuselyhadthechildperspired。Hewasnotdead,butevidentlythecrisiswasoverandhewasconvalescent。
  PrinceAndrewlongedtosnatchup,tosqueeze,toholdtohisheart,thishelplesslittlecreature,butdarednotdoso。Hestoodoverhim,gazingathisheadandatthelittlearmsandlegswhichshowedundertheblanket。Heheardarustlebehindhimandashadowappearedunderthecurtainofthecot。Hedidnotlookround,butstillgazingattheinfant’sfacelistenedtohisregularbreathing。
  ThedarkshadowwasPrincessMary,whohadcomeuptothecotwithnoiselesssteps,liftedthecurtain,anddroppeditagainbehindher。PrinceAndrewrecognizedherwithoutlookingandheldouthishandtoher。Shepressedit。
  "Hehasperspired,"saidPrinceAndrew。
  "Iwascomingtotellyouso。"
  Thechildmovedslightlyinhissleep,smiled,andrubbedhisforeheadagainstthepillow。
  PrinceAndrewlookedathissister。Inthedimshadowofthecurtainherluminouseyesshonemorebrightlythanusualfromthetearsofjoythatwereinthem。Sheleanedovertoherbrotherandkissedhim,slightlycatchingthecurtainofthecot。Eachmadetheotherawarninggestureandstoodstillinthedimlightbeneaththecurtainasifnotwishingtoleavethatseclusionwheretheythreewereshutofffromalltheworld。PrinceAndrewwasthefirsttomoveaway,rufflinghishairagainstthemuslinofthecurtain。
  "Yes,thisistheonethingleftmenow,"hesaidwithasigh。
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  SoonafterhisadmissiontotheMasonicBrotherhood,PierrewenttotheKievprovince,wherehehadthegreatestnumberofserfs,takingwithhimfulldirectionswhichhehadwrittendownforhisownguidanceastowhatheshoulddoonhisestates。
  WhenhereachedKievhesentforallhisstewardstotheheadofficeandexplainedtothemhisintentionsandwishes。Hetoldthemthatstepswouldbetakenimmediatelytofreehisserfs—andthattillthentheywerenottobeoverburdenedwithlabor,womenwhilenursingtheirbabieswerenottobesenttowork,assistancewastobegiventotheserfs,punishmentsweretobeadmonitoryandnotcorporal,andhospitals,asylums,andschoolsweretobeestablishedonalltheestates。Someofthestewardsthereweresemiliterateforemenamongthemlistenedwithalarm,supposingthesewordstomeanthattheyoungcountwasdispleasedwiththeirmanagementandembezzlementofmoney,someaftertheirfirstfrightwereamusedbyPierre’slispandthenewwordstheyhadnotheardbefore,otherssimplyenjoyedhearinghowthemastertalked,whilethecleverestamongthem,includingthechiefsteward,understoodfromthisspeechhowtheycouldbesthandlethemasterfortheirownends。
  ThechiefstewardexpressedgreatsympathywithPierre’sintentions,butremarkedthatbesidesthesechangesitwouldbenecessarytogointothegeneralstateofaffairswhichwasfarfromsatisfactory。
  DespiteCountBezukhov’senormouswealth,sincehehadcomeintoanincomewhichwassaidtoamounttofivehundredthousandrublesayear,Pierrefelthimselffarpoorerthanwhenhisfatherhadmadehimanallowanceoftenthousandrubles。Hehadadimperceptionofthefollowingbudget:
  About80,000wentinpaymentsonalltheestatestotheLandBank,about30,000wentfortheupkeepoftheestatenearMoscow,thetownhouse,andtheallowancetothethreeprincesses;about15,000wasgiveninpensionsandthesameamountforasylums;150,000alimonywassenttothecountess;about70,00wentforinterestondebts。Thebuildingofanewchurch,previouslybegun,hadcostabout10,000ineachofthelasttwoyears,andhedidnotknowhowtherest,about100,000rubles,wasspent,andalmosteveryyearhewasobligedtoborrow。Besidesthisthechiefstewardwroteeveryyeartellinghimoffiresandbadharvests,orofthenecessityofrebuildingfactoriesandworkshops。SothefirsttaskPierrehadtofacewasoneforwhichhehadverylittleaptitudeorinclination—practicalbusiness。
  Hediscussedestateaffairseverydaywithhischiefsteward。Buthefeltthatthisdidnotforwardmattersatall。Hefeltthattheseconsultationsweredetachedfromrealaffairsanddidnotlinkupwiththemormakethemmove。Ontheonehand,thechiefstewardputthestateofthingstohimintheveryworstlight,pointingoutthenecessityofpayingoffthedebtsandundertakingnewactivitieswithserflabor,towhichPierredidnotagree。Ontheotherhand,Pierredemandedthatstepsshouldbetakentoliberatetheserfs,whichthestewardmetbyshowingthenecessityoffirstpayingofftheloansfromtheLandBank,andtheconsequentimpossibilityofaspeedyemancipation。
  Thestewarddidnotsayitwasquiteimpossible,butsuggestedsellingtheforestsintheprovinceofKostroma,thelandlowerdowntheriver,andtheCrimeanestate,inordertomakeitpossible:allofwhichoperationsaccordingtohimwereconnectedwithsuchcomplicatedmeasures—theremovalofinjunctions,petitions,permits,andsoon—thatPierrebecamequitebewilderedandonlyreplied:
  "Yes,yes,doso。"
  Pierrehadnoneofthepracticalpersistencethatwouldhaveenabledhimtoattendtothebusinesshimselfandsohedislikeditandonlytriedtopretendtothestewardthathewasattendingtoit。Thestewardforhisparttriedtopretendtothecountthatheconsideredtheseconsultationsveryvaluablefortheproprietorandtroublesometohimself。
  InKievPierrefoundsomepeopleheknew,andstrangershastenedtomakehisacquaintanceandjoyfullywelcomedtherichnewcomer,thelargestlandowneroftheprovince。TemptationstoPierre’sgreatestweakness—theonetowhichhehadconfessedwhenadmittedtotheLodge—weresostrongthathecouldnotresistthem。Againwholedays,weeks,andmonthsofhislifepassedinasgreatarushandwereasmuchoccupiedwitheveningparties,dinners,lunches,andballs,givinghimnotimeforreflection,asinPetersburg。
  Insteadofthenewlifehehadhopedtoleadhestilllivedtheoldlife,onlyinnewsurroundings。
  OfthethreepreceptsofFreemasonryPierrerealizedthathedidnotfulfilltheonewhichenjoinedeveryMasontosetanexampleofmorallife,andthatofthesevenvirtueshelackedtwo—moralityandtheloveofdeath。Heconsoledhimselfwiththethoughtthathefulfilledanotheroftheprecepts—thatofreformingthehumanrace—
  andhadothervirtues—loveofhisneighbor,andespeciallygenerosity。
  Inthespringof1807hedecidedtoreturntoPetersburg。OnthewayheintendedtovisitallhisestatesandseeforhimselfhowfarhisordershadbeencarriedoutandinwhatstateweretheserfswhomGodhadentrustedtohiscareandwhomheintendedtobenefit。
  Thechiefsteward,whoconsideredtheyoungcount’sattemptsalmostinsane—unprofitabletohimself,tothecount,andtotheserfs—madesomeconcessions。Continuingtorepresenttheliberationoftheserfsasimpracticable,hearrangedfortheerectionoflargebuildings—schools,hospitals,andasylums—onalltheestatesbeforethemasterarrived。EverywherepreparationsweremadenotforceremoniouswelcomeswhichheknewPierrewouldnotlike,butforjustsuchgratefullyreligiousones,withofferingsoficonsandthebreadandsaltofhospitality,as,accordingtohisunderstandingofhismaster,wouldtouchanddeludehim。
  Thesouthernspring,thecomfortablerapidtravelinginaViennacarriage,andthesolitudeoftheroad,allhadagladdeningeffectonPierre。Theestateshehadnotbeforevisitedwereeachmorepicturesquethantheother;theserfseverywhereseemedthrivingandtouchinglygratefulforthebenefitsconferredonthem。Everywherewerereceptions,whichthoughtheyembarrassedPierreawakenedajoyfulfeelinginthedepthofhisheart。InoneplacethepeasantspresentedhimwithbreadandsaltandaniconofSaintPeterandSaintPaul,askingpermission,asamarkoftheirgratitudeforthebenefitshehadconferredonthem,tobuildanewchantrytothechurchattheirownexpenseinhonorofPeterandPaul,hispatronsaints。Inanotherplacethewomenwithinfantsinarmsmethimtothankhimforreleasingthemfromhardwork。Onathirdestatethepriest,bearingacross,cametomeethimsurroundedbychildrenwhom,bythecount’sgenerosity,hewasinstructinginreading,writing,andreligion。OnallhisestatesPierresawwithhisowneyesbrickbuildingserectedorincourseoferection,allononeplan,forhospitals,schools,andalmshouses,whichweresoontobeopened。
  Everywherehesawthestewards’accounts,accordingtowhichtheserfs’manoriallaborhadbeendiminished,andheardthetouchingthanksofdeputationsofserfsintheirfull—skirtedbluecoats。
  WhatPierredidnotknowwasthattheplacewheretheypresentedhimwithbreadandsaltandwishedtobuildachantryinhonorofPeterandPaulwasamarketvillagewhereafairwasheldonSt。Peter’sday,andthattherichestpeasantswhoformedthedeputationhadbegunthechantrylongbefore,butthatninetenthsofthepeasantsinthatvillageswereinastateofthegreatestpoverty。Hedidnotknowthatsincethenursingmotherswerenolongersenttoworkonhisland,theydidstillharderworkontheirownland。Hedidnotknowthatthepriestwhomethimwiththecrossoppressedthepeasantsbyhisexactions,andthatthepupils’parentsweptathavingtolethimtaketheirchildrenandsecuredtheirreleasebyheavypayments。
  Hedidnotknowthatthebrickbuildings,builttoplan,werebeingbuiltbyserfswhosemanoriallaborwasthusincreased,thoughlessenedonpaper。Hedidnotknowthatwherethestewardhadshownhimintheaccountsthattheserfs’paymentshadbeendiminishedbyathird,theirobligatorymanorialworkhadbeenincreasedbyahalf。AndsoPierrewasdelightedwithhisvisittohisestatesandquiterecoveredthephilanthropicmoodinwhichhehadleftPetersburg,andwroteenthusiasticletterstohis"brother—instructor"
  ashecalledtheGrandMaster。
  "Howeasyitis,howlittleeffortitneeds,todosomuchgood,"
  thoughtPierre,"andhowlittleattentionwepaytoit!"
  Hewaspleasedatthegratitudehereceived,butfeltabashedatreceivingit。Thisgratituderemindedhimofhowmuchmorehemightdoforthesesimple,kindlypeople。
  Thechiefsteward,averystupidbutcunningmanwhosawperfectlythroughthenaiveandintelligentcountandplayedwithhimaswithatoy,seeingtheeffecttheseprearrangedreceptionshadonPierre,pressedhimstillharderwithproofsoftheimpossibilityandabovealltheuselessnessoffreeingtheserfs,whowerequitehappyasitwas。
  Pierreinhissecretsoulagreedwiththestewardthatitwouldbedifficulttoimaginehappierpeople,andthatGodonlyknewwhatwouldhappentothemwhentheywerefree,butheinsisted,thoughreluctantly,onwhathethoughtright。Thestewardpromisedtodoallinhispowertocarryoutthecount’swishes,seeingclearlythatnotonlywouldthecountneverbeabletofindoutwhetherallmeasureshadbeentakenforthesaleofthelandandforestsandtoreleasethemfromtheLandBank,butwouldprobablynevereveninquireandwouldneverknowthatthenewlyerectedbuildingswerestandingemptyandthattheserfscontinuedtogiveinmoneyandworkallthatotherpeople’sserfsgave—thatistosay,allthatcouldbegotoutofthem。
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  ReturningfromhisjourneythroughSouthRussiainthehappieststateofmind,PierrecarriedoutanintentionhehadlonghadofvisitinghisfriendBolkonski,whomhehadnotseenfortwoyears。
  Bogucharovolayinaflatuninterestingpartofthecountryamongfieldsandforestsoffirandbirch,whichwerepartlycutdown。Thehouselaybehindanewlydugpondfilledwithwatertothebrinkandwithbanksstillbareofgrass。Itwasattheendofavillagethatstretchedalongthehighroadinthemidstofayoungcopseinwhichwereafewfirtrees。
  Thehomesteadconsistedofathreshingfloor,outhouses,stables,abathhouse,alodge,andalargebrickhousewithsemicircularfacadestillincourseofconstruction。Roundthehousewasagardennewlylaidout。Thefencesandgateswerenewandsolid;twofirepumpsandawatercart,paintedgreen,stoodinashed;thepathswerestraight,thebridgeswerestrongandhadhandrails。Everythingboreanimpressoftidinessandgoodmanagement。SomedomesticserfsPierremet,inreplytoinquiriesastowheretheprincelived,pointedoutasmallnewlybuiltlodgeclosetothepond。Anton,amanwhohadlookedafterPrinceAndrewinhisboyhood,helpedPierreoutofhiscarriage,saidthattheprincewasathome,andshowedhimintoacleanlittleanteroom。
  PierrewasstruckbythemodestyofthesmallthoughcleanhouseafterthebrilliantsurroundingsinwhichhehadlastmethisfriendinPetersburg。
  Hequicklyenteredthesmallreceptionroomwithitsstill—unplasteredwoodenwallsredolentofpine,andwouldhavegonefarther,butAntonranaheadontiptoeandknockedatadoor。
  "Well,whatisit?"cameasharp,unpleasantvoice。
  "Avisitor,"answeredAnton。
  "Askhimtowait,"andthesoundwasheardofachairbeingpushedback。
  PierrewentwithrapidstepstothedoorandsuddenlycamefacetofacewithPrinceAndrew,whocameoutfrowningandlookingold。Pierreembracedhimandliftinghisspectacleskissedhisfriendonthecheekandlookedathimclosely。
  "Well,Ididnotexpectyou,Iamveryglad,"saidPrinceAndrew。
  Pierresaidnothing;helookedfixedlyathisfriendwithsurprise。Hewasstruckbythechangeinhim。Hiswordswerekindlyandtherewasasmileonhislipsandface,buthiseyesweredullandlifelessandinspiteofhisevidentwishtodosohecouldnotgivethemajoyousandgladsparkle。PrinceAndrewhadgrownthinner,paler,andmoremanly—looking,butwhatamazedandestrangedPierretillhegotusedtoitwerehisinertiaandawrinkleonhisbrowindicatingprolongedconcentrationonsomeonethought。
  Asisusuallythecasewithpeoplemeetingafteraprolongedseparation,itwaslongbeforetheirconversationcouldsettleonanything。Theyputquestionsandgavebriefrepliesaboutthingstheyknewoughttobetalkedoveratlength。Atlasttheconversationgraduallysettledonsomeofthetopicsatfirstlightlytouchedon:theirpastlife,plansforthefuture,Pierre’sjourneysandoccupations,thewar,andsoon。ThepreoccupationanddespondencywhichPierrehadnoticedinhisfriend’slookwasnowstillmoreclearlyexpressedinthesmilewithwhichhelistenedtoPierre,especiallywhenhespokewithjoyfulanimationofthepastorthefuture。ItwasasifPrinceAndrewwouldhavelikedtosympathizewithwhatPierrewassaying,butcouldnot。Thelatterbegantofeelthatitwasinbadtastetospeakofhisenthusiasms,dreams,andhopesofhappinessorgoodness,inPrinceAndrew’spresence。HewasashamedtoexpresshisnewMasonicviews,whichhadbeenparticularlyrevivedandstrengthenedbyhislatetour。Hecheckedhimself,fearingtoseemnaive,yethefeltanirresistibledesiretoshowhisfriendassoonaspossiblethathewasnowaquitedifferent,andbetter,PierrethanhehadbeeninPetersburg。
  "Ican’ttellyouhowmuchIhavelivedthroughsincethen。Ihardlyknowmyselfagain。"
  "Yes,wehavealteredmuch,verymuch,sincethen,"saidPrinceAndrew。
  "Well,andyou?Whatareyourplans?"
  "Plans!"repeatedPrinceAndrewironically。"Myplans?"hesaid,asifastonishedattheword。"Well,yousee,I’mbuilding。Imeantosettleherealtogethernextyear……"
  PierrelookedsilentlyandsearchinglyintoPrinceAndrew’sface,whichhadgrownmucholder。
  "No,Imeanttoask……"Pierrebegan,butPrinceAndrewinterruptedhim。
  "Butwhytalkofme?……Talktome,yes,tellmeaboutyourtravelsandallyouhavebeendoingonyourestates。"
  Pierrebegandescribingwhathehaddoneonhisestates,tryingasfaraspossibletoconcealhisownpartintheimprovementsthathadbeenmade。PrinceAndrewseveraltimespromptedPierre’sstoryofwhathehadbeendoing,asthoughitwereallanold—timestory,andhelistenednotonlywithoutinterestbutevenasifashamedofwhatPierrewastellinghim。
  Pierrefeltuncomfortableandevendepressedinhisfriend’scompanyandatlastbecamesilent。
  "I’lltellyouwhat,mydearfellow,"saidPrinceAndrew,whoevidentlyalsofeltdepressedandconstrainedwithhisvisitor,"I
  amonlybivouackinghereandhavejustcometolookround。Iamgoingbacktomysistertoday。Iwillintroduceyoutoher。Butofcourseyouknowheralready,"hesaid,evidentlytryingtoentertainavisitorwithwhomhenowfoundnothingincommon。"Wewillgoafterdinner。Andwouldyounowliketolookroundmyplace?"
  Theywentoutandwalkedabouttilldinnertime,talkingofthepoliticalnewsandcommonacquaintanceslikepeoplewhodonotknoweachotherintimately。PrinceAndrewspokewithsomeanimationandinterestonlyofthenewhomesteadhewasconstructinganditsbuildings,butevenhere,whileonthescaffolding,inthemidstofatalkexplainingthefuturearrangementsofthehouse,heinterruptedhimself:
  "However,thisisnotatallinteresting。Letushavedinner,andthenwe’llsetoff。"
  Atdinner,conversationturnedonPierre’smarriage。
  "IwasverymuchsurprisedwhenIheardofit,"saidPrinceAndrew。
  Pierreblushed,ashealwaysdidwhenitwasmentioned,andsaidhurriedly:"Iwilltellyousometimehowitallhappened。Butyouknowitisallover,andforever。"
  "Forever?"saidPrinceAndrew。"Nothing’sforever。"
  "Butyouknowhowitallended,don’tyou?Youheardoftheduel?"
  "Andsoyouhadtogothroughthattoo!"
  "OnethingIthankGodforisthatIdidnotkillthatman,"saidPierre。
  "Whyso?"askedPrinceAndrew。"Tokillaviciousdogisaverygoodthingreally。"
  "No,tokillamanisbad—wrong。"
  "Whyisitwrong?"urgedPrinceAndrew。"Itisnotgiventomantoknowwhatisrightandwhatiswrong。Menalwaysdidandalwayswillerr,andinnothingmorethaninwhattheyconsiderrightandwrong。"
  "Whatdoesharmtoanotheriswrong,"saidPierre,feelingwithpleasurethatforthefirsttimesincehisarrivalPrinceAndrewwasroused,hadbeguntotalk,andwantedtoexpresswhathadbroughthimtohispresentstate。
  "Andwhohastoldyouwhatisbadforanotherman?"heasked。
  "Bad!Bad!"exclaimedPierre。"Weallknowwhatisbadforourselves。"
  "Yes,weknowthat,buttheharmIamconsciousofinmyselfissomethingIcannotinflictonothers,"saidPrinceAndrew,growingmoreandmoreanimatedandevidentlywishingtoexpresshisnewoutlooktoPierre。HespokeinFrench。"Ionlyknowtwoveryrealevilsinlife:remorseandillness。Theonlygoodistheabsenceofthoseevils。Toliveformyselfavoidingthosetwoevilsismywholephilosophynow。"
  "Andloveofone’sneighbor,andself—sacrifice?"beganPierre。"No,Ican’tagreewithyou!Toliveonlysoasnottodoevilandnottohavetorepentisnotenough。Ilivedlikethat,Ilivedformyselfandruinedmylife。AndonlynowwhenIamliving,oratleasttrying"
  Pierre’smodestymadehimcorrecthimself"toliveforothers,onlynowhaveIunderstoodallthehappinessoflife。No,Ishallnotagreewithyou,andyoudonotreallybelievewhatyouaresaying。"PrinceAndrewlookedsilentlyatPierrewithanironicsmile。
  "Whenyouseemysister,PrincessMary,you’llgetonwithher,"
  hesaid。"Perhapsyouarerightforyourself,"headdedafterashortpause,"buteveryonelivesinhisownway。Youlivedforyourselfandsayyounearlyruinedyourlifeandonlyfoundhappinesswhenyoubeganlivingforothers。Iexperiencedjustthereverse。Ilivedforglory。—Andafterallwhatisglory?Thesameloveofothers,adesiretodosomethingforthem,adesirefortheirapproval。—SoIlivedforothers,andnotalmost,butquite,ruinedmylife。AndIhavebecomecalmersinceIbegantoliveonlyformyself。"
  "Butwhatdoyoumeanbylivingonlyforyourself?"askedPierre,growingexcited。"Whataboutyourson,yoursister,andyourfather?"
  "Butthat’sjustthesameasmyself—theyarenotothers,"explainedPrinceAndrew。"Theothers,one’sneighbors,leprochain,asyouandPrincessMarycallit,arethechiefsourceofallerrorandevil。
  Leprochain—yourKievpeasantstowhomyouwanttodogood。"
  AndhelookedatPierrewithamocking,challengingexpression。Heevidentlywishedtodrawhimon。
  "Youarejoking,"repliedPierre,growingmoreandmoreexcited。
  "Whaterrororevilcantherebeinmywishingtodogood,andevendoingalittle—thoughIdidverylittleanddiditverybadly?Whatevilcantherebeinitifunfortunatepeople,ourserfs,peoplelikeourselves,weregrowingupanddyingwithnoideaofGodandtruthbeyondceremoniesandmeaninglessprayersandarenowinstructedinacomfortingbeliefinfuturelife,retribution,recompense,andconsolation?Whatevilanderrorarethereinit,ifpeopleweredyingofdiseasewithouthelpwhilematerialassistancecouldsoeasilyberendered,andIsuppliedthemwithadoctor,ahospital,andanasylumfortheaged?Andisitnotapalpable,unquestionablegoodifapeasant,orawomanwithababy,hasnorestdayornightandIgivethemrestandleisure?"saidPierre,hurryingandlisping。"AndIhavedonethatthoughbadlyandtoasmallextent;butIhavedonesomethingtowarditandyoucannotpersuademethatitwasnotagoodaction,andmorethanthat,youcan’tmakemebelievethatyoudonotthinksoyourself。Andthemainthingis,"hecontinued,"thatI
  know,andknowforcertain,thattheenjoymentofdoingthisgoodistheonlysurehappinessinlife。"
  "Yes,ifyouputitlikethatit’squiteadifferentmatter,"saidPrinceAndrew。"Ibuildahouseandlayoutagarden,andyoubuildhospitals。Theoneandtheothermayserveasapastime。Butwhat’srightandwhat’sgoodmustbejudgedbyonewhoknowsall,butnotbyus。Well,youwantanargument,"headded,comeonthen。"
  Theyrosefromthetableandsatdownintheentranceporchwhichservedasaveranda。
  "Come,let’sarguethen,"saidPrinceAndrew,"Youtalkofschools,"
  hewenton,crookingafinger,"educationandsoforth;thatis,youwanttoraisehim"pointingtoapeasantwhopassedbythemtakingoffhiscap"fromhisanimalconditionandawakeninhimspiritualneeds,whileitseemstomethatanimalhappinessistheonlyhappinesspossible,andthatisjustwhatyouwanttodeprivehimof。Ienvyhim,butyouwanttomakehimwhatIam,withoutgivinghimmymeans。Thenyousay,’lightenhistoil。’ButasIseeit,physicallaborisasessentialtohim,asmuchaconditionofhisexistence,asmentalactivityistoyouorme。Youcan’thelpthinking。Igotobedaftertwointhemorning,thoughtscomeandI
  can’tsleepbuttossabouttilldawn,becauseIthinkandcan’thelpthinking,justashecan’thelpplowingandmowing;ifhedidn’t,hewouldgotothedrinkshoporfallill。JustasIcouldnotstandhisterriblephysicallaborbutshoulddieofitinaweek,sohecouldnotstandmyphysicalidleness,butwouldgrowfatanddie。
  Thethirdthing—whatelsewasityoutalkedabout?"andPrinceAndrewcrookedathirdfinger。"Ah,yes,hospitals,medicine。Hehasafit,heisdying,andyoucomeandbleedhimandpatchhimup。Hewilldragaboutasacripple,aburdentoeverybody,foranothertenyears。Itwouldbefareasierandsimplerforhimtodie。Othersarebeingbornandthereareplentyofthemasitis。Itwouldbedifferentifyougrudgedlosingalaborer—that’showIregardhim—butyouwanttocurehimfromloveofhim。Andhedoesnotwantthat。Andbesides,whatanotionthatmedicineevercuredanyone!Killedthem,yes!"saidhe,frowningangrilyandturningawayfromPierre。
  PrinceAndrewexpressedhisideassoclearlyanddistinctlythatitwasevidenthehadreflectedonthissubjectmorethanonce,andhespokereadilyandrapidlylikeamanwhohasnottalkedforalongtime。Hisglancebecamemoreanimatedashisconclusionsbecamemorehopeless。
  "Oh,thatisdreadful,dreadful!"saidPierre。"Idon’tunderstandhowonecanlivewithsuchideas。Ihadsuchmomentsmyselfnotlongago,inMoscowandwhentraveling,butatsuchtimesIcollapsedsothatIdon’tliveatall—everythingseemshatefultome……myselfmostofall。ThenIdon’teat,don’twash……andhowisitwithyou?……"
  "Whynotwash?Thatisnotcleanly,"saidPrinceAndrew;"onthecontraryonemusttrytomakeone’slifeaspleasantaspossible。
  I’malive,thatisnotmyfault,soImustliveoutmylifeasbestIcanwithouthurtingothers。"
  "Butwithsuchideaswhatmotivehaveyouforliving?Onewouldsitwithoutmoving,undertakingnothing……"
  "Lifeasitisleavesonenopeace。Ishouldbethankfultodonothing,buthereontheonehandthelocalnobilityhavedonemethehonortochoosemetobetheirmarshal;itwasallIcoulddotogetoutofit。TheycouldnotunderstandthatIhavenotthenecessaryqualificationsforit—thekindofgood—natured,fussyshallownessnecessaryfortheposition。Thenthere’sthishouse,whichmustbebuiltinordertohaveanookofone’sowninwhichtobequiet。Andnowthere’sthisrecruiting。"
  "Whyaren’tyouservinginthearmy?"
  "AfterAusterlitz!"saidPrinceAndrewgloomily。"No,thankyouverymuch!IhavepromisedmyselfnottoserveagainintheactiveRussianarmy。AndIwon’t—notevenifBonapartewerehereatSmolenskthreateningBaldHills—eventhenIwouldn’tserveintheRussianarmy!Well,asIwassaying,"hecontinued,recoveringhiscomposure,"nowthere’sthisrecruiting。MyfatherischiefincommandoftheThirdDistrict,andmyonlywayofavoidingactiveserviceistoserveunderhim。"
  "Thenyouareserving?"
  "Iam。"
  Hepausedalittlewhile。
  "Andwhydoyouserve?"
  "Why,forthisreason!Myfatherisoneofthemostremarkablemenofhistime。Butheisgrowingold,andthoughnotexactlycruelhehastooenergeticacharacter。Heissoaccustomedtounlimitedpowerthatheisterrible,andnowhehasthisauthorityofacommanderinchiefoftherecruiting,grantedbytheEmperor。IfIhadbeentwohourslateafortnightagohewouldhavehadapaymaster’sclerkatYukhnovnahanged,"saidPrinceAndrewwithasmile。"SoI
  amservingbecauseIalonehaveanyinfluencewithmyfather,andnowandthencansavehimfromactionswhichwouldtormenthimafterwards。"
  "Well,thereyousee!"
  "Yes,butitisnotasyouimagine,"PrinceAndrewcontinued。"Ididnot,anddonot,intheleastcareaboutthatscoundrelofaclerkwhohadstolensomebootsfromtherecruits;Ishouldevenhavebeenverygladtoseehimhanged,butIwassorryformyfather—thatagainisformyself。"
  PrinceAndrewgrewmoreandmoreanimated。HiseyesglitteredfeverishlywhilehetriedtoprovetoPierrethatinhisactionstherewasnodesiretodogoodtohisneighbor。
  "Therenow,youwishtoliberateyourserfs,"hecontinued;"thatisaverygoodthing,butnotforyou—Idon’tsupposeyoueverhadanyonefloggedorsenttoSiberia—andstilllessforyourserfs。Iftheyarebeaten,flogged,orsenttoSiberia,Idon’tsupposetheyareanytheworseoff。InSiberiatheyleadthesameanimallife,andthestripesontheirbodiesheal,andtheyarehappyasbefore。Butitisagoodthingforproprietorswhoperishmorally,bringremorseuponthemselves,stiflethisremorseandgrowcallous,asaresultofbeingabletoinflictpunishmentsjustlyandunjustly。ItisthosepeopleIpity,andfortheirsakeIshouldliketoliberatetheserfs。Youmaynothaveseen,butIhaveseen,howgoodmenbroughtupinthosetraditionsofunlimitedpower,intimewhentheygrowmoreirritable,becomecruelandharsh,areconsciousofit,butcannotrestrainthemselvesandgrowmoreandmoremiserable。"
  PrinceAndrewspokesoearnestlythatPierrecouldnothelpthinkingthatthesethoughtshadbeensuggestedtoPrinceAndrewbyhisfather’scase。
  Hedidnotreply。
  "Sothat’swhatI’msorryfor—humandignity,peaceofmind,purity,andnottheserfs’backsandforeheads,which,beatandshaveasyoumay,alwaysremainthesamebacksandforeheads。"
  "No,no!Athousandtimesno!Ishallneveragreewithyou,"saidPierre。
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  CHAPTERXII
  IntheeveningAndrewandPierregotintotheopencarriageanddrovetoBaldHills。PrinceAndrew,glancingatPierre,brokethesilencenowandthenwithremarkswhichshowedthathewasinagoodtemper。
  Pointingtothefields,hespokeoftheimprovementshewasmakinginhishusbandry。
  Pierreremainedgloomilysilent,answeringinmonosyllablesandapparentlyimmersedinhisownthoughts。
  HewasthinkingthatPrinceAndrewwasunhappy,hadgoneastray,didnotseethetruelight,andthathe,Pierre,oughttoaid,enlighten,andraisehim。Butassoonashethoughtofwhatheshouldsay,hefeltthatPrinceAndrewwithoneword,oneargument,wouldupsetallhisteaching,andheshrankfrombeginning,afraidofexposingtopossibleridiculewhattohimwaspreciousandsacred。
  "No,butwhydoyouthinkso?"Pierresuddenlybegan,loweringhisheadandlookinglikeabullabouttocharge,"whydoyouthinkso?
  Youshouldnotthinkso。"
  "Think?Whatabout?"askedPrinceAndrewwithsurprise。
  "Aboutlife,aboutman’sdestiny。Itcan’tbeso。Imyselfthoughtlikethat,anddoyouknowwhatsavedme?Freemasonry!No,don’tsmile。Freemasonryisnotareligiousceremonialsect,asIthoughtitwas:Freemasonryisthebestexpressionofthebest,theeternal,aspectsofhumanity。"
  AndhebegantoexplainFreemasonryasheunderstoodittoPrinceAndrew。HesaidthatFreemasonryistheteachingofChristianityfreedfromthebondsofStateandChurch,ateachingofequality,brotherhood,andlove。
  "Onlyourholybrotherhoodhastherealmeaningoflife,alltherestisadream,"saidPierre。"Understand,mydearfellow,thatoutsidethisunionallisfilledwithdeceitandfalsehoodandIagreewithyouthatnothingisleftforanintelligentandgoodmanbuttoliveouthislife,likeyou,merelytryingnottoharmothers。Butmakeourfundamentalconvictionsyourown,joinourbrotherhood,giveyourselfuptous,letyourselfbeguided,andyouwillatoncefeelyourself,asIhavefeltmyself,apartofthatvastinvisiblechainthebeginningofwhichishiddeninheaven,"saidPierre。
  PrinceAndrew,lookingstraightinfrontofhim,listenedinsilencetoPierre’swords。Morethanonce,whenthenoiseofthewheelspreventedhiscatchingwhatPierresaid,heaskedhimtorepeatit,andbythepeculiarglowthatcameintoPrinceAndrew’seyesandbyhissilence,PierresawthathiswordswerenotinvainandthatPrinceAndrewwouldnotinterrupthimorlaughatwhathesaid。
  Theyreachedariverthathadoverfloweditsbanksandwhichtheyhadtocrossbyferry。Whilethecarriageandhorseswerebeingplacedonit,theyalsosteppedontheraft。
  PrinceAndrew,leaninghisarmsontheraftrailing,gazedsilentlyatthefloodingwatersglitteringinthesettingsun。
  "Well,whatdoyouthinkaboutit?"Pierreasked。"Whyareyousilent?"
  "WhatdoIthinkaboutit?Iamlisteningtoyou。It’sallverywell……Yousay:joinourbrotherhoodandwewillshowyoutheaimoflife,thedestinyofman,andthelawswhichgoverntheworld。Butwhoarewe?Men。Howisityouknoweverything?WhydoIalonenotseewhatyousee?Youseeareignofgoodnessandtruthonearth,butI
  don’tseeit。"
  Pierreinterruptedhim。
  "Doyoubelieveinafuturelife?"heasked。
  "Afuturelife?"PrinceAndrewrepeated,butPierre,givinghimnotimetoreply,tooktherepetitionforadenial,themorereadilyasheknewPrinceAndrew’sformeratheisticconvictions。
  "Yousayyoucan’tseeareignofgoodnessandtruthonearth。NorcouldI,anditcannotbeseenifonelooksonourlifehereastheendofeverything。Onearth,hereonthisearth"Pierrepointedtothefields,"thereisnotruth,allisfalseandevil;butintheuniverse,inthewholeuniversethereisakingdomoftruth,andwewhoarenowthechildrenofearthare—eternally—childrenofthewholeuniverse。Don’tIfeelinmysoulthatIampartofthisvastharmoniouswhole?Don’tIfeelthatIformonelink,onestep,betweenthelowerandhigherbeings,inthisvastharmoniousmultitudeofbeingsinwhomtheDeity—theSupremePowerifyouprefertheterm—ismanifest?IfIsee,clearlysee,thatladderleadingfromplanttoman,whyshouldIsupposeitbreaksoffatmeanddoesnotgofartherandfarther?IfeelthatIcannotvanish,sincenothingvanishesinthisworld,butthatIshallalwaysexistandalwayshaveexisted。Ifeelthatbeyondmeandabovemetherearespirits,andthatinthisworldthereistruth。"
  "Yes,thatisHerder’stheory,"saidPrinceAndrew,"butitisnotthatwhichcanconvinceme,dearfriend—lifeanddeatharewhatconvince。Whatconvincesiswhenoneseesabeingdeartoone,boundupwithone’sownlife,beforewhomonewastoblameandhadhopedtomakeitright"PrinceAndrew’svoicetrembledandheturnedaway,"andsuddenlythatbeingisseizedwithpain,suffers,andceasestoexist……Why?Itcannotbethatthereisnoanswer。AndIbelievethereis……That’swhatconvinces,thatiswhathasconvincedme,"
  saidPrinceAndrew。
  "Yes,yes,ofcourse,"saidPierre,"isn’tthatwhatI’msaying?"
  "No。AllIsayisthatitisnotargumentthatconvincesmeofthenecessityofafuturelife,butthis:whenyougohandinhandwithsomeoneandallatoncethatpersonvanishesthere,intonowhere,andyouyourselfareleftfacingthatabyss,andlookin。AndIhavelookedin……"
  "Well,that’sitthen!YouknowthatthereisathereandthereisaSomeone?Thereisthefuturelife。TheSomeoneis—God。"
  PrinceAndrewdidnotreply。Thecarriageandhorseshadlongsincebeentakenoff,ontothefartherbank,andreharnessed。Thesunhadsunkhalfbelowthehorizonandaneveningfrostwasstarringthepuddlesneartheferry,butPierreandAndrew,totheastonishmentofthefootmen,coachmen,andferrymen,stillstoodontheraftandtalked。
  "IfthereisaGodandfuturelife,thereistruthandgood,andman’shighesthappinessconsistsinstrivingtoattainthem。Wemustlive,wemustlove,andwemustbelievethatwelivenotonlytodayonthisscrapofearth,buthavelivedandshallliveforever,there,intheWhole,"saidPierre,andhepointedtothesky。
  PrinceAndrewstoodleaningontherailingoftheraftlisteningtoPierre,andhegazedwithhiseyesfixedontheredreflectionofthesungleamingonthebluewaters。Therewasperfectstillness。
  Pierrebecamesilent。Therafthadlongsincestoppedandonlythewavesofthecurrentbeatsoftlyagainstitbelow。PrinceAndrewfeltasifthesoundofthewaveskeptuparefraintoPierre’swords,whispering:
  "Itistrue,believeit。"
  Hesighed,andglancedwitharadiant,childlike,tenderlookatPierre’sface,flushedandrapturous,butyetshybeforehissuperiorfriend。
  "Yes,ifitonlywereso!"saidPrinceAndrew。"However,itistimetogeton,"headded,and,steppingofftheraft,helookedupattheskytowhichPierrehadpointed,andforthefirsttimesinceAusterlitzsawthathigh,everlastingskyhehadseenwhilelyingonthatbattlefield;andsomethingthathadlongbeenslumbering,somethingthatwasbestwithinhim,suddenlyawoke,joyfulandyouthful,inhissoul。Itvanishedassoonashereturnedtothecustomaryconditionsofhislife,butheknewthatthisfeelingwhichhedidnotknowhowtodevelopexistedwithinhim。HismeetingwithPierreformedanepochinPrinceAndrew’slife。Thoughoutwardlyhecontinuedtoliveinthesameoldway,inwardlyhebegananewlife。
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  CHAPTERXIII
  ItwasgettingduskwhenPrinceAndrewandPierredroveuptothefrontentranceofthehouseatBaldHills。Astheyapproachedthehouse,PrinceAndrewwithasmiledrewPierre’sattentiontoacommotiongoingonatthebackporch。Awoman,bentwithage,withawalletonherback,andashort,long—haired,youngmaninablackgarmenthadrushedbacktothegateonseeingthecarriagedrivingup。
  Twowomenranoutafterthem,andallfour,lookingroundatthecarriage,ranindismayupthestepsofthebackporch。
  "ThoseareMary’s’God’sfolk,’"saidPrinceAndrew。"Theyhavemistakenusformyfather。Thisistheonematterinwhichshedisobeyshim。Heordersthesepilgrimstobedrivenaway,butshereceivesthem。"
  "Butwhatare’God’sfolk’?"askedPierre。
  PrinceAndrewhadnotimetoanswer。Theservantscameouttomeetthem,andheaskedwheretheoldprincewasandwhetherhewasexpectedbacksoon。
  Theoldprincehadgonetothetownandwasexpectedbackanyminute。
  PrinceAndrewledPierretohisownapartments,whichwerealwayskeptinperfectorderandreadinessforhiminhisfather’shouse;
  hehimselfwenttothenursery。
  "Letusgoandseemysister,"hesaidtoPierrewhenhereturned。
  "Ihavenotfoundheryet,sheishidingnow,sittingwithher’God’sfolk。’Itwillserveherright,shewillbeconfused,butyouwillseeher’God’sfolk。’It’sreallyverycurious。"
  "Whatare’God’sfolk’?"askedPierre。
  "Come,andyou’llseeforyourself。"
  PrincessMaryreallywasdisconcertedandredpatchescameonherfacewhentheywentin。Inhersnugroom,withlampsburningbeforetheiconstand,ayoungladwithalongnoseandlonghair,wearingamonk’scassock,satonthesofabesideher,behindasamovar。Nearthem,inanarmchair,satathin,shriveled,oldwoman,withameekexpressiononherchildlikeface。
  "Andrew,whydidn’tyouwarnme?"saidtheprincess,withmildreproach,asshestoodbeforeherpilgrimslikeahenbeforeherchickens。
  "Charmeedevousvoir。Jesuistrescontentedevousvoir,"*shesaidtoPierreashekissedherhand。Shehadknownhimasachild,andnowhisfriendshipwithAndrew,hismisfortunewithhiswife,andaboveallhiskindly,simplefacedisposedherfavorablytowardhim。Shelookedathimwithherbeautifulradianteyesandseemedtosay,"Ilikeyouverymuch,butpleasedon’tlaughatmypeople。"
  Afterexchangingthefirstgreetings,theysatdown。
  *"Delightedtoseeyou。Iamverygladtoseeyou。"
  "Ah,andIvanushkaisheretoo!"saidPrinceAndrew,glancingwithasmileattheyoungpilgrim。
  "Andrew!"saidPrincessMary,imploringly。"Ilfautquevoussachiezquec’estunefemme,"*saidPrinceAndrewtoPierre。
  "Andrew,aunomdeDieu!"*[2]PrincessMaryrepeated。
  *"Youmustknowthatthisisawoman。"
  *[2]"Forheaven’ssake。"
  ItwasevidentthatPrinceAndrew’sironicaltonetowardthepilgrimsandPrincessMary’shelplessattemptstoprotectthemweretheircustomarylong—establishedrelationsonthematter。
  "Mais,mabonneamie,"saidPrinceAndrew,"vousdevriezaucontrairem’etrereconnaissantedecequej’expliqueaPierrevotreintimiteaveccejeunehomme。"*
  *"But,mydear,yououghtonthecontrarytobegratefultomeforexplainingtoPierreyourintimacywiththisyoungman。"
  "Really?"saidPierre,gazingoverhisspectacleswithcuriosityandseriousnessforwhichPrincessMarywasspeciallygratefultohim
  intoIvanushka’sface,who,seeingthatshewasbeingspokenabout,lookedroundatthemallwithcraftyeyes。
  PrincessMary’sembarrassmentonherpeople’saccountwasquiteunnecessary。Theywerenotintheleastabashed。Theoldwoman,loweringhereyesbutcastingsideglancesatthenewcomers,hadturnedhercupupsidedownandplacedanibbledbitofsugarbesideit,andsatquietlyinherarmchair,thoughhopingtobeofferedanothercupoftea。Ivanushka,sippingoutofhersaucer,lookedwithslywomanisheyesfromunderherbrowsattheyoungmen。
  "Wherehaveyoubeen?ToKiev?"PrinceAndrewaskedtheoldwoman。
  "Ihave,goodsir,"sheansweredgarrulously。"JustatChristmastimeIwasdeemedworthytopartakeoftheholyandheavenlysacramentattheshrineofthesaint。AndnowI’mfromKolyazin,master,whereagreatandwonderfulblessinghasbeenrevealed。"
  "AndwasIvanushkawithyou?"
  "Igobymyself,benefactor,"saidIvanushka,tryingtospeakinabassvoice。"IonlycameacrossPelageyainYukhnovo……"
  Pelageyainterruptedhercompanion;sheevidentlywishedtotellwhatshehadseen。
  "InKolyazin,master,awonderfulblessinghasbeenrevealed。"
  "Whatisit?Somenewrelics?"askedPrinceAndrew。
  "Andrew,doleaveoff,"saidPrincessMary。"Don’ttellhim,Pelageya。"
  "No……whynot,mydear,whyshouldn’tI?Ilikehim。Heiskind,heisoneofGod’schosen,he’sabenefactor,heoncegavemetenrubles,Iremember。WhenIwasinKiev,CrazyCyrilsaystomehe’soneofGod’sownandgoesbarefootsummerandwinter,hesays,’Whyareyounotgoingtotherightplace?GotoKolyazinwhereawonder—workingiconoftheHolyMotherofGodhasbeenrevealed。’OnhearingthosewordsIsaidgood—bytotheholyfolkandwent。"
  Allweresilent,onlythepilgrimwomanwentoninmeasuredtones,drawinginherbreath。
  "SoIcome,master,andthepeoplesaytome:’Agreatblessinghasbeenrevealed,holyoiltricklesfromthecheeksofourblessedMother,theHolyVirginMotherofGod’……"
  "Allright,allright,youcantellusafterwards,"saidPrincessMary,flushing。
  "Letmeaskher,"saidPierre。"Didyouseeityourselves?"heinquired。
  "Oh,yes,master,Iwasfoundworthy。Suchabrightnessonthefacelikethelightofheaven,andfromtheblessedMother’scheekitdropsanddrops……"
  "But,dearme,thatmustbeafraud!"saidPierre,naively,whohadlistenedattentivelytothepilgrim。
  "Oh,master,whatareyousaying?"exclaimedthehorrifiedPelageya,turningtoPrincessMaryforsupport。
  "Theyimposeonthepeople,"herepeated。
  "LordJesusChrist!"exclaimedthepilgrimwoman,crossingherself。"Oh,don’tspeakso,master!Therewasageneralwhodidnotbelieve,andsaid,’Themonkscheat,’andassoonashe’dsaidithewentblind。AndhedreamedthattheHolyVirginMotheroftheKievcatacombscametohimandsaid,’BelieveinmeandIwillmakeyouwhole。’Sohebegged:’Takemetoher,takemetoher。’It’stherealtruthI’mtellingyou,Isawitmyself。Sohewasbrought,quiteblind,straighttoher,andhegoesuptoherandfallsdownandsays,’Makemewhole,’sayshe,’andI’llgivetheewhattheTsarbestowedonme。’Isawitmyself,master,thestarisfixedintotheicon。Well,andwhatdoyouthink?Hereceivedhissight!It’sasintospeakso。Godwillpunishyou,"shesaidadmonishingly,turningtoPierre。
  "Howdidthestargetintotheicon?"Pierreasked。
  "AndwastheHolyMotherpromotedtotherankofgeneral?"saidPrinceAndrew,withasmile。
  Pelageyasuddenlygrewquitepaleandclaspedherhands。
  "Oh,master,master,whatasin!Andyouwhohaveason!"shebegan,herpallorsuddenlyturningtoavividred。"Master,whathaveyousaid?Godforgiveyou!"Andshecrossedherself。"Lordforgivehim!Mydear,whatdoesitmean?……"sheasked,turningtoPrincessMary。
  Shegotupand,almostcrying,begantoarrangeherwallet。Sheevidentlyfeltfrightenedandashamedtohaveacceptedcharityinahousewheresuchthingscouldbesaid,andwasatthesametimesorrytohavenowtoforgothecharityofthishouse。
  "Now,whyneedyoudoit?"saidPrincessMary。"Whydidyoucometome?……"
  "Come,Pelageya,Iwasjoking,"saidPierre。"Princesse,maparole,jen’aipasvoulul’offenser。*Ididnotmeananything,I
  wasonlyjoking,"hesaid,smilingshylyandtryingtoeffacehisoffense。"Itwasallmyfault,andAndrewwasonlyjoking。"
  *"Princess,onmyword,Ididnotwishtooffendher。"
  Pelageyastoppeddoubtfully,butinPierre’sfacetherewassuchalookofsincerepenitence,andPrinceAndrewglancedsomeeklynowatherandnowatPierre,thatshewasgraduallyreassured。
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  Thepilgrimwomanwasappeasedand,beingencouragedtotalk,gavealongaccountofFatherAmphilochus,wholedsoholyalifethathishandssmelledofincense,andhowonherlastvisittoKievsomemonkssheknewletherhavethekeysofthecatacombs,andhowshe,takingsomedriedbreadwithher,hadspenttwodaysinthecatacombswiththesaints。"I’dprayawhiletoone,ponderawhile,thengoontoanother。I’dsleepabitandthenagaingoandkisstherelics,andtherewassuchpeaceallaround,suchblessedness,thatonedon’twanttocomeout,evenintothelightofheavenagain。"
  Pierrelistenedtoherattentivelyandseriously。PrinceAndrewwentoutoftheroom,andthen,leaving"God’sfolk"tofinishtheirtea,PrincessMarytookPierreintothedrawingroom。
  "Youareverykind,"shesaidtohim。
  "Oh,Ireallydidnotmeantohurtherfeelings。Iunderstandthemsowellandhavethegreatestrespectforthem。"
  PrincessMarylookedathimsilentlyandsmiledaffectionately。
  "Ihaveknownyoualongtime,yousee,andamasfondofyouasofabrother,"shesaid。"HowdoyoufindAndrew?"sheaddedhurriedly,notgivinghimtimetoreplytoheraffectionatewords。
  "Iamveryanxiousabouthim。Hishealthwasbetterinthewinter,butlastspringhiswoundreopenedandthedoctorsaidheoughttogoawayforacure。AndIamalsoverymuchafraidforhimspiritually。Hehasnotacharacterlikeuswomenwho,whenwesuffer,canweepawayoursorrows。Hekeepsitallwithinhim。Todayheischeerfulandingoodspirits,butthatistheeffectofyourvisit—heisnotoftenlikethat。Ifyoucouldpersuadehimtogoabroad。Heneedsactivity,andthisquietregularlifeisverybadforhim。Othersdon’tnoticeit,butIseeit。"
  Towardteno’clockthemenservantsrushedtothefrontdoor,hearingthebellsoftheoldprince’scarriageapproaching。PrinceAndrewandPierrealsowentoutintotheporch。
  "Who’sthat?"askedtheoldprince,noticingPierreashegotoutof,thecarriage。
  "Ah!Veryglad!Kissme,"hesaid,havinglearnedwhotheyoungstrangerwas。
  TheoldprincewasinagoodtemperandverygracioustoPierre。
  Beforesupper,PrinceAndrew,comingbacktohisfather’sstudy,foundhimdisputinghotlywithhisvisitor。Pierrewasmaintainingthatatimewouldcomewhentherewouldbenomorewars。Theoldprincedisputeditchaffingly,butwithoutgettingangry。
  "Drainthebloodfrommen’sveinsandputinwaterinstead,thentherewillbenomorewar!Oldwomen’snonsense—oldwomen’snonsense!"herepeated,butstillhepattedPierreaffectionatelyontheshoulder,andthenwentuptothetablewherePrinceAndrew,evidentlynotwishingtojoinintheconversation,waslookingoverthepapershisfatherhadbroughtfromtown。Theoldprincewentuptohimandbegantotalkbusiness。
  "Themarshal,aCountRostov,hasn’tsenthalfhiscontingent。Hecametotownandwantedtoinvitemetodinner—Igavehimaprettydinner!……Andthere,lookatthis……Well,myboy,"theoldprincewenton,addressinghissonandpattingPierreontheshoulder。"A
  finefellow—yourfriend—Ilikehim!Hestirsmeup。Anothersayscleverthingsandonedoesn’tcaretolisten,butthisonetalksrubbishyetstirsanoldfellowup。Well,go!Getalong!PerhapsI’llcomeandsitwithyouatsupper。We’llhaveanotherdispute。Makefriendswithmylittlefool,PrincessMary,"heshoutedafterPierre,throughthedoor。
  Onlynow,onhisvisittoBaldHills,didPierrefullyrealizethestrengthandcharmofhisfriendshipwithPrinceAndrew。Thatcharmwasnotexpressedsomuchinhisrelationswithhimaswithallhisfamilyandwiththehousehold。Withthesternoldprinceandthegentle,timidPrincessMary,thoughhehadscarcelyknownthem,Pierreatoncefeltlikeanoldfriend。Theywereallfondofhimalready。
  NotonlyPrincessMary,whohadbeenwonbyhisgentlenesswiththepilgrims,gavehimhermostradiantlooks,buteventheone—year—old"PrinceNicholas"ashisgrandfathercalledhimsmiledatPierreandlethimselfbetakeninhisarms,andMichaelIvanovichandMademoiselleBouriennelookedathimwithpleasantsmileswhenhetalkedtotheoldprince。
  Theoldprincecameintosupper;thiswasevidentlyonPierre’saccount。Andduringthetwodaysoftheyoungman’svisithewasextremelykindtohimandtoldhimtovisitthemagain。
  WhenPierrehadgoneandthemembersofthehouseholdmettogether,theybegantoexpresstheiropinionsofhimaspeoplealwaysdoafteranewacquaintancehasleft,butasseldomhappens,noonesaidanythingbutwhatwasgoodofhim。
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  Whenreturningfromhisleave,Rostovfelt,forthefirsttime,howclosewasthebondthatunitedhimtoDenisovandandthewholeregiment。
  Onapproachingit,RostovfeltashehaddonewhenapproachinghishomeinMoscow。Whenhesawthefirsthussarwiththeunbuttoneduniformofhisregiment,whenherecognizedred—hairedDementyevandsawthepicketropesoftheroanhorses,whenLavrushkagleefullyshoutedtohismaster,"Thecounthascome!"andDenisov,whohadbeenasleeponhisbed,ranalldisheveledoutofthemudhuttoembracehim,andtheofficerscollectedroundtogreetthenewarrival,Rostovexperiencedthesamefeelinghismother,hisfather,andhissisterhadembracedhim,andtearsofjoychokedhimsothathecouldnotspeak。Theregimentwasalsoahome,andasunalterablydearandpreciousashisparents’house。
  Whenhehadreportedhimselftothecommanderoftheregimentandhadbeenreassignedtohisformersquadron,hadbeenondutyandhadgoneoutforaging,whenhehadagainenteredintoallthelittleinterestsoftheregimentandfelthimselfdeprivedoflibertyandboundinonenarrow,unchangingframe,heexperiencedthesamesenseofpeace,ofmoralsupport,andthesamesensebeingathomehereinhisownplace,ashehadfeltundertheparentalroof。Butherewasnoneofallthatturmoiloftheworldatlarge,wherehedidnotknowhisrightplaceandtookmistakendecisions;herewasnoSonyawithwhomheought,oroughtnot,tohaveanexplanation;herewasnopossibilityofgoingthereornotgoingthere;heretherewerenottwenty—fourhoursinthedaywhichcouldbespentinsuchavarietyofways;therewasnotthatinnumerablecrowdofpeopleofwhomnotonewasnearertohimorfartherfromhimthananother;therewerenoneofthoseuncertainandundefinedmoneyrelationswithhisfather,andnothingtorecallthatterriblelosstoDolokhov。Here,intheregiment,allwasclearandsimple。Thewholeworldwasdividedintotwounequalparts:one,ourPavlogradregiment;theother,alltherest。Andtherestwasnoconcernofhis。Intheregiment,everythingwasdefinite:whowaslieutenant,whocaptain,whowasagoodfellow,whoabadone,andmostofall,whowasacomrade。Thecanteenkeepergaveonecredit,one’spaycameeveryfourmonths,therewasnothingtothinkoutordecide,youhadonlytodonothingthatwasconsideredbadinthePavlogradregimentand,whengivenanorder,todowhatwasclearly,distinctly,anddefinitelyordered—andallwouldbewell。
  Havingoncemoreenteredintothedefiniteconditionsofthisregimentallife,Rostovfeltthejoyandreliefatiredmanfeelsonlyingdowntorest。Lifeintheregiment,duringthiscampaign,wasallthepleasanterforhim,because,afterhislosstoDolokhovforwhich,inspiteofallhisfamily’seffortstoconsolehim,hecouldnotforgivehimself,hehadmadeuphismindtoatoneforhisfaultbyserving,notashehaddonebefore,butreallywell,andbybeingaperfectlyfirst—ratecomradeandofficer—inaword,asplendidmanaltogether,athingwhichseemedsodifficultoutintheworld,butsopossibleintheregiment。
  Afterhislosses,hehaddeterminedtopaybackhisdebttohisparentsinfiveyears。Hereceivedtenthousandrublesayear,butnowresolvedtotakeonlytwothousandandleavetheresttorepaythedebttohisparents。
  Ourarmy,afterrepeatedretreatsandadvancesandbattlesatPultuskandPreussisch—Eylau,wasconcentratednearBartenstein。ItwasawaitingtheEmperor’sarrivalandthebeginningofanewcampaign。
  ThePavlogradregiment,belongingtothatpartofthearmywhichhadservedinthe1805campaign,hadbeenrecruitinguptostrengthinRussia,andarrivedtoolatetotakepartinthefirstactionsofthecampaign。IthadbeenneitheratPultusknoratPreussisch—Eylauand,whenitjoinedthearmyinthefieldinthesecondhalfofthecampaign,wasattachedtoPlatov’sdivision。
  Platov’sdivisionwasactingindependentlyofthemainarmy。SeveraltimespartsofthePavlogradregimenthadexchangedshotswiththeenemy,hadtakenprisoners,andoncehadevencapturedMarshalOudinot’scarriages。InAprilthePavlogradswerestationedimmovablyforsomeweeksnearatotallyruinedanddesertedGermanvillage。
  Athawhadsetin,itwasmuddyandcold,theiceontheriverbroke,andtheroadsbecameimpassable。Fordaysneitherprovisionsforthemennorfodderforthehorseshadbeenissued。Asnotransportscouldarrive,themendispersedabouttheabandonedanddesertedvillages,searchingforpotatoes,butfoundfewevenofthese。
  Everythinghadbeeneatenupandtheinhabitantshadallfled—ifanyremained,theywereworsethanbeggarsandnothingmorecouldbetakenfromthem;eventhesoldiers,usuallypitilessenough,insteadoftakinganythingfromthem,oftengavethemthelastoftheirrations。
  ThePavlogradregimenthadhadonlytwomenwoundedinaction,buthadlostnearlyhalfitsmenfromhungerandsickness。Inthehospitals,deathwassocertainthatsoldierssufferingfromfever,ortheswellingthatcamefrombadfood,preferredtoremainonduty,andhardlyabletodragtheirlegswenttothefrontratherthantothehospitals。Whenspringcameon,thesoldiersfoundaplantjustshowingoutofthegroundthatlookedlikeasparagus,which,forsomereason,theycalled"Mashka’ssweetroot。"Itwasverybitter,buttheywanderedaboutthefieldsseekingitanddugitoutwiththeirsabersandateit,thoughtheywereorderednottodoso,asitwasanoxiousplant。Thatspringanewdiseasebrokeoutbrokeoutamongthesoldiers,aswellingofthearms,legs,andface,whichthedoctorsattributedtoeatingthisroot。Butinspiteofallthis,thesoldiersofDenisov’ssquadronfedchieflyon"Mashka’ssweetroot,"becauseitwasthesecondweekthatthelastofthebiscuitswerebeingdoledoutattherateofhalfapoundamanandthelastpotatoesreceivedhadsproutedandfrozen。
  Thehorsesalsohadbeenfedforafortnightonstrawfromthethatchedroofsandhadbecometerriblythin,thoughstillcoveredwithtuftsoffeltywinterhair。
  Despitethisdestitution,thesoldiersandofficerswentonlivingjustasusual。Despitetheirpaleswollenfacesandtattereduniforms,thehussarsformedlineforrollcall,keptthingsinorder,groomedtheirhorses,polishedtheirarms,broughtinstrawfromthethatchedroofsinplaceoffodder,andsatdowntodineroundthecaldronsfromwhichtheyroseuphungry,jokingabouttheirnastyfoodandtheirhunger。Asusual,intheirsparetime,theylitbonfires,steamedthemselvesbeforethemnaked;smoked,pickedoutandbakedsproutingrottenpotatoes,toldandlistenedtostoriesofPotemkin’sandSuvorov’scampaigns,ortolegendsofAleshatheSly,orthepriest’slaborerMikolka。