Nicholas,thoughhehadneverseenIlagin,withhisusualabsenceofmoderationinjudgment,hatedhimcordiallyfromreportsofhisarbitrarinessandviolence,andregardedhimashisbitterestfoe。
Herodeinangryagitationtowardhim,firmlygraspinghiswhipandfullypreparedtotakethemostresoluteanddesperatestepstopunishhisenemy。
Hardlyhadhepassedanangleofthewoodbeforeastoutgentlemaninabeavercapcameridingtowardhimonahandsomeraven—blackhorse,accompaniedbytwohuntservants。
Insteadofanenemy,NicholasfoundinIlaginastatelyandcourteousgentlemanwhowasparticularlyanxioustomaketheyoungcount’sacquaintance。HavingriddenuptoNicholas,Ilaginraisedhisbeavercapandsaidhemuchregrettedwhathadoccurredandwouldhavethemanpunishedwhohadallowedhimselftoseizeafoxhuntedbysomeoneelse’sborzois。Hehopedtobecomebetteracquaintedwiththecountandinvitedhimtodrawhiscovert。
Natasha,afraidthatherbrotherwoulddosomethingdreadful,hadfollowedhiminsomeexcitement。Seeingtheenemiesexchangingfriendlygreetings,sherodeuptothem。IlaginliftedhisbeavercapstillhighertoNatashaandsaid,withapleasantsmile,thattheyoungcountessresembledDianainherpassionforthechaseaswellasinherbeauty,ofwhichhehadheardmuch。
Toexpiatehishuntsman’soffense,IlaginpressedtheRostovstocometoanuplandofhisaboutamileawaywhichheusuallykeptforhimselfandwhich,hesaid,swarmedwithhares。Nicholasagreed,andthehunt,nowdoubled,movedon。
ThewaytoIligin’suplandwasacrossthefields。Thehuntservantsfellintoline。Themastersrodetogether。"Uncle,"Rostov,andIlaginkeptstealthilyglancingatoneanother’sdogs,tryingnottobeobservedbytheircompanionsandsearchinguneasilyforrivalstotheirownborzois。
Rostovwasparticularlystruckbythebeautyofasmall,pure—bred,red—spottedbitchonIlagin’sleash,slenderbutwithmuscleslikesteel,adelicatemuzzle,andprominentblackeyes。HehadheardoftheswiftnessofIlagin’sborzois,andinthatbeautifulbitchsawarivaltohisownMilka。
InthemiddleofasoberconversationbegunbyIlaginabouttheyear’sharvest,Nicholaspointedtothered—spottedbitch。
"Afinelittlebitch,that!"saidheinacarelesstone。"Issheswift?"
"Thatone?Yes,she’sagooddog,getswhatshe’safter,"answeredIlaginindifferently,ofthered—spottedbitchErza,forwhich,ayearbefore,hehadgivenaneighborthreefamiliesofhouseserfs。"Soinyourparts,too,theharvestisnothingtoboastof,Count?"hewenton,continuingtheconversationtheyhadbegun。Andconsideringitpolitetoreturntheyoungcount’scompliment,IlaginlookedathisborzoisandpickedoutMilkawhoattractedhisattentionbyherbreadth。"Thatblack—spottedoneofyoursisfine—wellshaped!"
saidhe。
"Yes,she’sfastenough,"repliedNicholas,andthought:"Ifonlyafull—grownharewouldcrossthefieldnowI’dshowyouwhatsortofborzoisheis,"andturningtohisgroom,hesaidhewouldgivearubletoanyonewhofoundahare。
"Idon’tunderstand,"continuedIlagin,"howsomesportsmencanbesojealousaboutgameanddogs。Formyself,Icantellyou,Count,I
enjoyridingincompanysuchasthis……whatcouldbebetter?"heagainraisedhiscaptoNatasha"butasforcountingskinsandwhatonetakes,Idon’tcareaboutthat。"
"Ofcoursenot!"
"Orbeingupsetbecausesomeoneelse’sborzoiandnotminecatchessomething。AllIcareaboutistoenjoyseeingthechase,isitnotso,Count?ForIconsiderthat……"
"A—tu!"camethelong—drawncryofoneoftheborzoiwhippers—in,whohadhalted。Hestoodonaknollinthestubble,holdinghiswhipaloft,andagainrepeatedhislong—drawncry,"A—tu!"Thiscallandtheupliftedwhipmeantthathesawasittinghare。
"Ah,hehasfoundone,Ithink,"saidIlagincarelessly。"Yes,wemustrideup……Shallwebothcourseit?"answeredNicholas,seeinginErzaand"Uncle’s"redRugaytworivalshehadneveryethadachanceofpittingagainsthisownborzois。"AndsupposetheyoutdomyMilkaatonce!"hethoughtasherodewith"Uncle"andIlagintowardthehare。
"Afull—grownone?"askedIlaginasheapproachedthewhipwhohadsightedthehare—andnotwithoutagitationhelookedroundandwhistledtoErza。
"Andyou,MichaelNikanorovich?"hesaid,addressing"Uncle。"
Thelatterwasridingwithasullenexpressiononhisface。
"HowcanIjoinin?Why,you’vegivenavillageforeachofyourborzois!That’sit,comeon!Yoursareworththousands。Tryyoursagainstoneanother,youtwo,andI’lllookon!"
"Rugay,hey,hey!"heshouted。"Rugayushka!"headded,involuntarilybythisdiminutiveexpressinghisaffectionandthehopesheplacedonthisredborzoi。Natashasawandfelttheagitationthetwoelderlymenandherbrotherweretryingtoconceal,andwasherselfexcitedbyit。
Thehuntsmanstoodhalfwayuptheknollholdinguphiswhipandthegentlefolkrodeuptohimatafootpace;thehoundsthatwerefaroffonthehorizonturnedawayfromthehare,andthewhips,butnotthegentlefolk,alsomovedaway。Allweremovingslowlyandsedately。
"Howisitpointing?"askedNicholas,ridingahundredpacestowardthewhipwhohadsightedthehare。
Butbeforethewhipcouldreply,thehare,scentingthefrostcomingnextmorning,wasunabletorestandleapedup。Thepackonleashrusheddownhillinfullcryafterthehare,andfromallsidestheborzoisthatwerenotonleashdartedafterthehoundsandthehare。
Allthehunt,whohadbeenmovingslowly,shouted,"Stop!"callinginthehounds,whiletheborzoiwhips,withacryof"A—tu!"gallopedacrossthefieldsettingtheborzoisonthehare。ThetranquilIlagin,Nicholas,Natasha,and"Uncle"flew,recklessofwhereandhowtheywent,seeingonlytheborzoisandthehareandfearingonlytolosesightevenforaninstantofthechase。Theharetheyhadstartedwasastrongandswiftone。Whenhejumpeduphedidnotrunatonce,butprickedhisearslisteningtotheshoutingandtramplingthatresoundedfromallsidesatonce。Hetookadozenbounds,notveryquickly,lettingtheborzoisgainonhim,and,finallyhavingchosenhisdirectionandrealizedhisdanger,laidbackhisearsandrushedoffheadlong。Hehadbeenlyinginthestubble,butinfrontofhimwastheautumnsowingwherethegroundwassoft。Thetwoborzoisofthehuntsmanwhohadsightedhim,havingbeenthenearest,werethefirsttoseeandpursuehim,buttheyhadnotgonefarbeforeIlagin’sred—spottedErzapassedthem,gotwithinalength,flewattheharewithterribleswiftnessaimingathisscut,and,thinkingshehadseizedhim,rolledoverlikeaball。Theharearchedhisbackandboundedoffyetmoreswiftly。FrombehindErzarushedthebroad—haunched,black—spottedMilkaandbeganrapidlygainingonthehare。
"Milashka,dear!"roseNicholas’triumphantcry。ItlookedasifMilkawouldimmediatelypounceonthehare,butsheovertookhimandflewpast。Theharehadsquatted。AgainthebeautifulErzareachedhim,butwhenclosetothehare’sscutpausedasifmeasuringthedistance,soasnottomakeamistakethistimebutseizehishindleg。
"Erza,darling!Ilaginwailedinavoiceunlikehisown。Erzadidnothearkentohisappeal。Attheverymomentwhenshewouldhaveseizedherprey,theharemovedanddartedalongthebalkbetweenthewinterryeandthestubble。AgainErzaandMilkawereabreast,runninglikeapairofcarriagehorses,andbegantoovertakethehare,butitwaseasierfortheharetorunonthebalkandtheborzoisdidnotovertakehimsoquickly。
"Rugay,Rugayushka!That’sit,comeon!"cameathirdvoicejustthen,and"Uncle’s"redborzoi,strainingandcurvingitsback,caughtupwiththetwoforemostborzois,pushedaheadofthemregardlessoftheterriblestrain,putonspeedclosetothehare,knockeditoffthebalkontotheryefield,againputonspeedstillmoreviciously,sinkingtohiskneesinthemuddyfield,andallonecouldseewashow,muddyinghisback,herolledoverwiththehare。Aringofborzoissurroundedhim。Amomentlatereveryonehaddrawnuproundthecrowdofdogs。Onlythedelighted"Uncle"dismounted,andcutoffapad,shakingthehareforthebloodtodripoff,andanxiouslyglancingroundwithrestlesseyeswhilehisarmsandlegstwitched。Hespokewithouthimselfknowingwhomtoorwhatabout。"That’sit,comeon!That’sadog!……There,ithasbeatenthemall,thethousand—rubleaswellastheone—rubleborzois。That’sit,comeon!"saidhe,pantingandlookingwrathfullyaroundasifhewereabusingsomeone,asiftheywereallhisenemiesandhadinsultedhim,andonlynowhadheatlastsucceededinjustifyinghimself。"Thereareyourthousand—rubleones……That’sit,comeon!……"
"Rugay,here’sapadforyou!"hesaid,throwingdownthehare’smuddypad。"You’vedeservedit,that’sit,comeon!"
"She’dtiredherselfout,she’drunitdownthreetimesbyherself,"
saidNicholas,alsonotlisteningtoanyoneandregardlessofwhetherhewereheardornot。
"Butwhatisthereinrunningacrossitlikethat?"saidIlagin’sgroom。
"Onceshehadmisseditandturneditaway,anymongrelcouldtakeit,"Ilaginwassayingatthesametime,breathlessfromhisgallopandhisexcitement。AtthesamemomentNatasha,withoutdrawingbreath,screamedjoyously,ecstatically,andsopiercinglythatitseteveryone’seartingling。Bythatshrieksheexpressedwhattheothersexpressedbyalltalkingatonce,anditwassostrangethatshemustherselfhavebeenashamedofsowildacryandeveryoneelsewouldhavebeenamazedatitatanyothertime。"Uncle"himselftwistedupthehare,threwitneatlyandsmartlyacrosshishorse’sbackasifbythatgesturehemeanttorebukeeverybody,and,withanairofnotwishingtospeaktoanyone,mountedhisbayandrodeoff。Theothersallfollowed,dispiritedandshamefaced,andonlymuchlaterweretheyabletoregaintheirformeraffectationofindifference。ForalongtimetheycontinuedtolookatredRugaywho,hisarchedbackspatteredwithmudandclankingtheringofhisleash,walkedalongjustbehind"Uncle’s"horsewiththesereneairofaconqueror。
"Well,Iamlikeanyotherdogaslongasit’snotaquestionofcoursing。Butwhenitis,thenlookout!"hisappearanceseemtoNicholastobesaying。
When,muchlater,"Uncle"rodeuptoNicholasandbegantalkingtohim,hefeltflatteredthat,afterwhathadhappened,"Uncle"
deignedtospeaktohim。
BK7CH7
CHAPTERVII
TowardeveningIlagintookleaveofNicholas,whofoundthattheyweresofarfromhomethatheaccepted"Uncle’s"offerthatthehuntingpartyshouldspendthenightinhislittlevillageofMikhaylovna。
"Andifyouputupatmyhousethatwillbebetterstill。That’sit,comeon!"said"Uncle。""Youseeit’sdampweather,andyoucouldrest,andthelittlecountesscouldbedrivenhomeinatrap。"
"Uncle’s"offerwasaccepted。AhuntsmanwassenttoOtradnoeforatrap,whileNicholasrodewithNatashaandPetyato"Uncle’s"house。
Somefivemaledomesticserfs,bigandlittle,rushedouttothefrontporchtomeettheirmaster。Ascoreofwomenserfs,oldandyoung,aswellaschildren,poppedoutfromthebackentrancetohavealookatthehunterswhowerearriving。ThepresenceofNatasha—
awoman,alady,andonhorseback—raisedthecuriosityoftheserfstosuchadegreethatmanyofthemcameuptoher,staredherintheface,andunabashedbyherpresencemaderemarksaboutherasthoughsheweresomeprodigyonshowandnotahumanbeingabletohearorunderstandwhatwassaidabouther。
"Arinka!Look,shesitssideways!Thereshesitsandherskirtdangles……See,she’sgotalittlehuntinghorn!"
"Goodnessgracious!Seeherknife?……"
"Isn’tsheaTartar!"
"Howisityoudidn’tgoheadoverheels?"askedtheboldestofall,addressingNatashadirectly。
"Uncle"dismountedattheporchofhislittlewoodenhousewhichstoodinthemidstofanovergrowngardenand,afteraglanceathisretainers,shoutedauthoritativelythatthesuperfluousonesshouldtakethemselvesoffandthatallnecessarypreparationsshouldbemadetoreceivetheguestsandthevisitors。
Theserfsalldispersed。"Uncle"liftedNatashaoffherhorseandtakingherhandledherupthericketywoodenstepsoftheporch。
Thehouse,withitsbare,unplasteredlogwalls,wasnotoverclean—itdidnotseemthatthoselivinginitaimedatkeepingitspotless—butneitherwasitnoticeablyneglected。Intheentrytherewasasmelloffreshapples,andwolfandfoxskinshungabout。
"Uncle"ledthevisitorsthroughtheanteroomintoasmallhallwithafoldingtableandredchairs,thenintothedrawingroomwitharoundbirchwoodtableandasofa,andfinallyintohisprivateroomwheretherewasatatteredsofa,aworncarpet,andportraitsofSuvorov,ofthehost’sfatherandmother,andofhimselfinmilitaryuniform。Thestudysmeltstronglyoftobaccoanddogs。"Uncle"askedhisvisitorstositdownandmakethemselvesathome,andthenwentoutoftheroom。Rugay,hisbackstillmuddy,cameintotheroomandlaydownonthesofa,cleaninghimselfwithhistongueandteeth。
Leadingfromthestudywasapassageinwhichapartitionwithraggedcurtainscouldbeseen。Frombehindthiscamewomen’slaughterandwhispers。Natasha,Nicholas,andPetyatookofftheirwrapsandsatdownonthesofa。Petya,leaningonhiselbow,fellasleepatonce。NatashaandNicholasweresilent。Theirfacesglowed,theywerehungryandverycheerful。Theylookedatoneanothernowthatthehuntwasoverandtheywereinthehouse,Nicholasnolongerconsidereditnecessarytoshowhismanlysuperiorityoverhissister,Natashagavehimawink,andneitherrefrainedlongfromburstingintoapealofringinglaughterevenbeforetheyhadapretextreadytoaccountforit。
Afterawhile"Uncle"camein,inaCossackcoat,bluetrousers,andsmalltopboots。AndNatashafeltthatthiscostume,theveryoneshehadregardedwithsurpriseandamusementatOtradnoe,wasjusttherightthingandnotatallworsethanaswallow—tailorfrockcoat。
"Uncle"toowasinhighspiritsandfarfrombeingoffendedbythebrother’sandsister’slaughteritcouldneverenterhisheadthattheymightbelaughingathiswayoflifehehimselfjoinedinthemerriment。
"That’sright,youngcountess,that’sit,comeon!Ineversawanyonelikeher!"saidhe,offeringNicholasapipewithalongstemand,withapracticedmotionofthreefingers,takingdownanotherthathadbeencutshort。"She’sriddenalldaylikeaman,andisasfreshasever!
Soonafter"Uncle’s"reappearancethedoorwasopened,evidentlyfromthesoundbyabarefootedgirl,andastout,rosy,good—lookingwomanofaboutforty,withadoublechinandfullredlips,enteredcarryingalargeloadedtray。Withhospitabledignityandcordialityinherglanceandineverymotion,shelookedatthevisitorsand,withapleasantsmile,bowedrespectfully。Inspiteofherexceptionalstoutness,whichcausedhertoprotrudeherchestandstomachandthrowbackherhead,thiswomanwhowas"Uncle’s"housekeepertrodverylightly。Shewenttothetable,setdownthetray,andwithherplumpwhitehandsdeftlytookfromitthebottlesandvarioushorsd’oeuvresanddishesandarrangedthemonthetable。Whenshehadfinished,shesteppedasideandstoppedatthedoorwithasmileonherface。"HereIam。Iamshe!Nowdoyouunderstand’Uncle’?"herexpressionsaidtoRostov。Howcouldonehelpunderstanding?NotonlyNicholas,butevenNatashaunderstoodthemeaningofhispuckeredbrowandthehappycomplacentsmilethatslightlypuckeredhislipswhenAnisyaFedorovnaentered。Onthetraywasabottleofherbwine,differentkindsofvodka,pickledmushrooms,ryecakesmadewithbuttermilk,honeyinthecomb,stillmeadandsparklingmead,apples,nutsrawandroasted,andnut—and—honeysweets。Afterwardsshebroughtafreshlyroastedchicken,ham,preservesmadewithhoney,andpreservesmadewithsugar。
AllthiswasthefruitofAnisyaFedorovna’shousekeeping,gatheredandpreparedbyher。ThesmellandtasteofitallhadasmackofAnisyaFedorovnaherself:asavorofjuiciness,cleanliness,whiteness,andpleasantsmiles。
"Takethis,littleLady—Countess!"shekeptsaying,assheofferedNatashafirstonethingandthenanother。
Natashaateofeverythingandthoughtshehadneverseenoreatensuchbuttermilkcakes,sucharomaticjam,suchhoney—and—nutsweets,orsuchachickenanywhere。AnisyaFedorovnalefttheroom。
Aftersupper,overtheircherrybrandy,Rostovand"Uncle"talkedofpastandfuturehunts,ofRugayandIlagin’sdogs,whileNatashasatuprightonthesofaandlistenedwithsparklingeyes。ShetriedseveraltimestowakePetyathathemighteatsomething,butheonlymutteredincoherentwordswithoutwakingup。Natashafeltsolightheartedandhappyinthesenovelsurroundingsthatsheonlyfearedthetrapwouldcomeforhertoosoon。Afteracasualpause,suchasoftenoccurswhenreceivingfriendsforthefirsttimeinone’sownhouse,"Uncle,"answeringathoughtthatwasinhisvisitors’mind,said:
"This,yousee,ishowIamfinishingmydays……Deathwillcome。
That’sit,comeon!Nothingwillremain。Thenwhyharmanyone?"
"Uncle’s"facewasverysignificantandevenhandsomeashesaidthis。InvoluntarilyRostovrecalledallthegoodhehadheardabouthimfromhisfatherandtheneighbors。Throughoutthewholeprovince"Uncle"hadthereputationofbeingthemosthonorableanddisinterestedofcranks。Theycalledhimintodecidefamilydisputes,chosehimasexecutor,confidedsecretstohim,electedhimtobeajusticeandtootherposts;buthealwayspersistentlyrefusedpublicappointments,passingtheautumnandspringinthefieldsonhisbaygelding,sittingathomeinwinter,andlyinginhisovergrowngardeninsummer。
"Whydon’tyouentertheservice,Uncle?"
"Ididonce,butgaveitup。Iamnotfitforit。That’sit,comeon!Ican’tmakeheadortailofit。That’sforyou—Ihaven’tbrainsenough。Now,huntingisanothermatter—that’sit,comeon!
Openthedoor,there!"heshouted。"Whyhaveyoushutit?"
Thedoorattheendofthepassageledtothehuntsmen’sroom,astheycalledtheroomforthehuntservants。
Therewasarapidpatterofbarefeet,andanunseenhandopenedthedoorintothehuntsmen’sroom,fromwhichcametheclearsoundsofabalalaykaonwhichsomeone,whowasevidentlyamasteroftheart,wasplaying。Natashahadbeenlisteningtothosestrainsforsometimeandnowwentoutintothepassagetohearbetter。
"That’sMitka,mycoachman……Ihavegothimagoodbalalayka。
I’mfondofit,"said"Uncle。"
ItwasthecustomforMitkatoplaythebalalaykainthehuntsmen’sroomwhen"Uncle"returnedfromthechase。"Uncle"wasfondofsuchmusic。
"Howgood!Reallyverygood!"saidNicholaswithsomeunintentionalsuperciliousness,asifashamedtoconfessthatthesoundspleasedhimverymuch。
"Verygood?"saidNatashareproachfully,noticingherbrother’stone。"Not’verygood’it’ssimplydelicious!"
Justas"Uncle’s"pickledmushrooms,honey,andcherrybrandyhadseemedtoherthebestintheworld,soalsothatsong,atthatmoment,seemedtohertheacmeofmusicaldelight。
"More,please,more!"criedNatashaatthedoorassoonasthebalalaykaceased。Mitkatunedupafresh,andrecommencedthrummingthebalalaykatotheairofMyLady,withtrillsandvariations。"Uncle"
satlistening,slightlysmiling,withhisheadononeside。Theairwasrepeatedahundredtimes。Thebalalaykawasretunedseveraltimesandthesamenoteswerethrummedagain,butthelistenersdidnotgrowwearyofitandwishedtohearitagainandagain。AnisyaFedorovnacameinandleanedherportlypersonagainstthedoorpost。
"Youlikelistening?"shesaidtoNatasha,withasmileextremelylike"Uncle’s。""That’sagoodplayerofours,"sheadded。
"Hedoesn’tplaythatpartright!"said"Uncle"suddenly,withanenergeticgesture。"Hereheoughttoburstout—that’sit,comeon!—
oughttoburstout。"
"Doyouplaythen?"askedNatasha。
"Uncle"didnotanswer,butsmiled。
"Anisya,goandseeifthestringsofmyguitarareallright。I
haven’ttoucheditforalongtime。That’sit—comeon!I’vegivenitup。"
AnisyaFedorovna,withherlightstep,willinglywenttofulfillhererrandandbroughtbacktheguitar。
Withoutlookingatanyone,"Uncle"blewthedustoffitand,tappingthecasewithhisbonyfingers,tunedtheguitarandsettledhimselfinhisarmchair。Hetooktheguitaralittleabovethefingerboard,archinghisleftelbowwithasomewhattheatricalgesture,and,withawinkatAnisyaFedorovna,struckasinglechord,pureandsonorous,andthenquietly,smoothly,andconfidentlybeganplayinginveryslowtime,notMyLady,butthewell—knownsong:Cameamaidendownthestreet。Thetune,playedwithprecisionandinexacttime,begantothrillintheheartsofNicholasandNatasha,arousinginthemthesamekindofsobermirthasradiatedfromAnisyaFedorovna’swholebeing。AnisyaFedorovnaflushed,anddrawingherkerchiefoverherfacewentlaughingoutoftheroom。"Uncle"continuedtoplaycorrectly,carefully,withenergeticfirmness,lookingwithachangedandinspiredexpressionatthespotwhereAnisyaFedorovnahadjuststood。Somethingseemedtobelaughingalittleononesideofhisfaceunderhisgraymustaches,especiallyasthesonggrewbriskerandthetimequickerandwhen,hereandthere,asheranhisfingersoverthestrings,somethingseemedtosnap。
"Lovely,lovely!Goon,Uncle,goon!"shoutedNatashaassoonashehadfinished。Shejumpedupandhuggedandkissedhim。"Nicholas,Nicholas!"shesaid,turningtoherbrother,asifaskinghim:"Whatisitmovesmeso?"
Nicholastoowasgreatlypleasedby"Uncle’s"playing,and"Uncle"
playedthepieceoveragain。AnisyaFedorovna’ssmilingfacereappearedinthedoorwayandbehindhersotherfaces……
Fetchingwaterclearandsweet,Stop,dearmaiden,Ientreat—
played"Uncle"oncemore,runninghisfingersskillfullyoverthestrings,andthenhestoppedshortandjerkedhisshoulders。
"Goon,Uncledear,"Natashawailedinanimploringtoneasifherlifedependedonit。
"Uncle"rose,anditwasasifthereweretwomeninhim:oneofthemsmiledseriouslyatthemerryfellow,whilethemerryfellowstruckanaiveandpreciseattitudepreparatorytoafolkdance。
"Nowthen,niece!"heexclaimed,wavingtoNatashathehandthathadjuststruckachord。
Natashathrewofftheshawlfromhershoulders,ranforwardtoface"Uncle,"andsettingherarmsakimboalsomadeamotionwithhershouldersandstruckanattitude。
Where,how,andwhenhadthisyoungcountess,educatedbyanemigreeFrenchgoverness,imbibedfromtheRussianairshebreathedthatspiritandobtainedthatmannerwhichthepasdechale*would,onewouldhavesupposed,longagohaveeffaced?ButthespiritandthemovementswerethoseinimitableandunteachableRussianonesthat"Uncle"hadexpectedofher。Assoonasshehadstruckherpose,andsmiledtriumphantly,proudly,andwithslymerriment,thefearthathadatfirstseizedNicholasandtheothersthatshemightnotdotherightthingwasatanend,andtheywerealreadyadmiringher。
*TheFrenchshawldance。
Shedidtherightthingwithsuchprecision,suchcompleteprecision,thatAnisyaFedorovna,whohadatoncehandedherthehandkerchiefsheneededforthedance,hadtearsinhereyes,thoughshelaughedasshewatchedthisslim,gracefulcountess,rearedinsilksandvelvetsandsodifferentfromherself,whoyetwasabletounderstandallthatwasinAnisyaandinAnisya’sfatherandmotherandaunt,andineveryRussianmanandwoman。
"Well,littlecountess;that’sit—comeon!"cried"Uncle,"withajoyouslaugh,havingfinishedthedance。"Welldone,niece!Nowafineyoungfellowmustbefoundashusbandforyou。That’sit—comeon!"
"He’schosenalready,"saidNicholassmiling。
"Oh?"said"Uncle"insurprise,lookinginquiringlyatNatasha,whonoddedherheadwithahappysmile。
"Andsuchaone!"shesaid。Butassoonasshehadsaiditanewtrainofthoughtsandfeelingsaroseinher。"WhatdidNicholas’smilemeanwhenhesaid’chosenalready’?Ishegladofitornot?ItisasifhethoughtmyBolkonskiwouldnotapproveoforunderstandourgaiety。Buthewouldunderstanditall。Whereishenow?"shethought,andherfacesuddenlybecameserious。Butthislastedonlyasecond。
"Don’tdaretothinkaboutit,"shesaidtoherself,andsatdownagainsmilinglybeside"Uncle,"begginghimtoplaysomethingmore。
"Uncle"playedanothersongandavalse;thenafterapauseheclearedhisthroatandsanghisfavoritehuntingsong:
As’twasgrowingdarklastnightFellthesnowsosoftandlight……
"Uncle"sangaspeasantssing,withfullandnaiveconvictionthatthewholemeaningofasongliesinthewordsandthatthetunecomesofitself,andthatapartfromthewordsthereisnotune,whichexistsonlytogivemeasuretothewords。Asaresultofthistheunconsideredtune,likethesongofabird,wasextraordinarilygood。Natashawasinecstasiesover"Uncle’s"singing。Sheresolvedtogiveuplearningtheharpandtoplayonlytheguitar。Sheasked"Uncle"forhisguitarandatoncefoundthechordsofthesong。
Afternineo’clocktwotrapsandthreemountedmen,whohadbeensenttolookforthem,arrivedtofetchNatashaandPetya。Thecountandcountessdidnotknowwheretheywereandwereveryanxious,saidoneofthemen。
Petyawascarriedoutlikealogandlaidinthelargerofthetwotraps。NatashaandNicholasgotintotheother。"Uncle"wrappedNatashaupwarmlyandtookleaveofherwithquiteanewtenderness。
Heaccompaniedthemonfootasfarasthebridgethatcouldnotbecrossed,sothattheyhadtogoroundbytheford,andhesenthuntsmentorideinfrontwithlanterns。
"Good—by,dearniece,"hisvoicecalledoutofthedarkness—notthevoiceNatashahadknownpreviously,buttheonethathadsungAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight。
Inthevillagethroughwhichtheypassedtherewereredlightsandacheerfulsmellofsmoke。
"WhatadarlingUncleis!"saidNatasha,whentheyhadcomeoutontothehighroad。
"Yes,"returnedNicholas。"You’renotcold?"
"No。I’mquite,quiteallright。Ifeelsocomfortable!"answeredNatasha,almostperplexedbyherfeelings。Theyremainedsilentalongwhile。Thenightwasdarkanddamp。Theycouldnotseethehorses,butonlyheardthemsplashingthroughtheunseenmud。
Whatwaspassinginthatreceptivechildlikesoulthatsoeagerlycaughtandassimilatedallthediverseimpressionsoflife?Howdidtheyallfindplaceinher?Butshewasveryhappy。AstheywerenearinghomeshesuddenlystruckuptheairofAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight—thetuneofwhichshehadallthewaybeentryingtogetandhadatlastcaught。
"Gotit?"saidNicholas。
"Whatwereyouthinkingaboutjustnow,Nicholas?"inquiredNatasha。
Theywerefondofaskingoneanotherthatquestion。
"I?"saidNicholas,tryingtoremember。"Well,yousee,firstI
thoughtthatRugay,theredhound,waslikeUncle,andthatifhewereamanhewouldalwayskeepUnclenearhim,ifnotforhisriding,thenforhismanner。WhatagoodfellowUncleis!Don’tyouthinkso?……
Well,andyou?"
"I?Waitabit,wait……Yes,firstIthoughtthatwearedrivingalongandimaginingthatwearegoinghome,butthatheavenknowswherewearereallygoinginthedarkness,andthatweshallarriveandsuddenlyfindthatwearenotinOtradnoe,butinFairyland。AndthenIthought……No,nothingelse。"
"Iknow,Iexpectyouthoughtofhim,"saidNicholas,smilingasNatashaknewbythesoundofhisvoice。
"No,"saidNatasha,thoughshehadinrealitybeenthinkingaboutPrinceAndrewatthesametimeasoftherest,andofhowhewouldhaveliked"Uncle。""AndthenIwassayingtomyselfalltheway,’HowwellAnisyacarriedherself,howwell!’"AndNicholasheardherspontaneous,happy,ringinglaughter。"Anddoyouknow,"shesuddenlysaid,"IknowthatIshallneveragainbeashappyandtranquilasIamnow。"
"Rubbish,nonsense,humbug!"exclaimedNicholas,andhethought:
"HowcharmingthisNatashaofmineis!Ihavenootherfriendlikeherandnevershallhave。Whyshouldshemarry?Wemightalwaysdriveabouttogether!
"WhatadarlingthisNicholasofmineis!"thoughtNatasha。
"Ah,therearestilllightsinthedrawingroom!"shesaid,pointingtothewindowsofthehousethatgleamedinvitinglyinthemoistvelvetydarknessofthenight。
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CountIlyaRostovhadresignedthepositionofMarshaloftheNobilitybecauseitinvolvedhimintoomuchexpense,butstillhisaffairsdidnotimprove。NatashaandNicholasoftennoticedtheirparentsconferringtogetheranxiouslyandprivatelyandheardsuggestionsofsellingthefineancestralRostovhouseandestatenearMoscow。ItwasnotnecessarytoentertainsofreelyaswhenthecounthadbeenMarshal,andlifeatOtradnoewasquieterthaninformeryears,butstilltheenormoushouseanditslodgeswerefullofpeopleandmorethantwentysatdowntotableeveryday。Thesewerealltheirownpeoplewhohadsettleddowninthehousealmostasmembersofthefamily,orpersonswhowere,itseemed,obligedtoliveinthecount’shouse。SuchwereDimmlerthemusicianandhiswife,Vogelthedancingmasterandhisfamily,Belova,anoldmaidenlady,aninmateofthehouse,andmanyotherssuchasPetya’stutors,thegirls’formergoverness,andotherpeoplewhosimplyfounditpreferableandmoreadvantageoustoliveinthecount’shousethanathome。Theyhadnotasmanyvisitorsasbefore,buttheoldhabitsoflifewithoutwhichthecountandcountesscouldnotconceiveofexistenceremainedunchanged。TherewasstillthehuntingestablishmentwhichNicholashadevenenlarged,thesamefiftyhorsesandfifteengroomsinthestables,thesameexpensivepresentsanddinnerpartiestothewholedistrictonnamedays;
therewerestillthecount’sgamesofwhistandboston,atwhich—
spreadingouthiscardssothateverybodycouldseethem—helethimselfbeplunderedofhundredsofrubleseverydaybyhisneighbors,wholookeduponanopportunitytoplayarubberwithCountRostovasamostprofitablesourceofincome。
Thecountmovedinhisaffairsasinahugenet,tryingnottobelievethathewasentangledbutbecomingmoreandmoresoateverystep,andfeelingtoofeebletobreakthemeshesortosettoworkcarefullyandpatientlytodisentanglethem。Thecountess,withherlovingheart,feltthatherchildrenwerebeingruined,thatitwasnotthecount’sfaultforhecouldnothelpbeingwhathewas—thatthoughhetriedtohideithehimselfsufferedfromtheconsciousnessofhisownandhischildren’sruin,andshetriedtofindmeansofremedyingtheposition。Fromherfemininepointofviewshecouldseeonlyonesolution,namely,forNicholastomarryarichheiress。ShefeltthistobetheirlasthopeandthatifNicholasrefusedthematchshehadfoundforhim,shewouldhavetoabandonthehopeofevergettingmattersright。ThismatchwaswithJulieKaragina,thedaughterofexcellentandvirtuousparents,agirltheRostovshadknownfromchildhood,andwhohadnowbecomeawealthyheiressthroughthedeathofthelastofherbrothers。
ThecountesshadwrittendirecttoJulie’smotherinMoscowsuggestingamarriagebetweentheirchildrenandhadreceivedafavorableanswerfromher。Karaginahadrepliedthatforherpartshewasagreeable,andeverythingdependonherdaughter’sinclination。SheinvitedNicholastocometoMoscow。
Severaltimesthecountess,withtearsinhereyes,toldhersonthatnowbothherdaughtersweresettled,heronlywishwastoseehimmarried。Shesaidshecouldliedowninhergravepeacefullyifthatwereaccomplished。Thenshetoldhimthatsheknewofasplendidgirlandtriedtodiscoverwhathethoughtaboutmarriage。
AtothertimesshepraisedJulietohimandadvisedhimtogotoMoscowduringtheholidaystoamusehimself。Nicholasguessedwhathismother’sremarkswereleadingtoandduringoneoftheseconversationsinducedhertospeakquitefrankly。ShetoldhimthatheronlyhopeofgettingtheiraffairsdisentanglednowlayinhismarryingJulieKaragina。
"But,Mamma,supposeIlovedagirlwhohasnofortune,wouldyouexpectmetosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorforthesakeofmoney?"heaskedhismother,notrealizingthecrueltyofhisquestionandonlywishingtoshowhisnoble—mindedness。
"No,youhavenotunderstoodme,"saidhismother,notknowinghowtojustifyherself。"Youhavenotunderstoodme,Nikolenka。ItisyourhappinessIwishfor,"sheadded,feelingthatshewastellinganuntruthandwasbecomingentangled。Shebegantocry。
"Mamma,don’tcry!Onlytellmethatyouwishit,andyouknowI
willgivemylife,anything,toputyouatease,"saidNicholas。"I
wouldsacrificeanythingforyou—evenmyfeelings。"
Butthecountessdidnotwantthequestionputlikethat:shedidnotwantasacrificefromherson,sheherselfwishedtomakeasacrificeforhim。
"No,youhavenotunderstoodme,don’tletustalkaboutit,"shereplied,wipingawayhertears。
"MaybeIdoloveapoorgirl,"saidNicholastohimself。"AmItosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorformoney?IwonderhowMammacouldspeaksotome。BecauseSonyaispoorImustnotloveher,"hethought,"mustnotrespondtoherfaithful,devotedlove?YetIshouldcertainlybehappierwithherthanwithsomedoll—likeJulie。Icanalwayssacrificemyfeelingsformyfamily’swelfare,"hesaidtohimself,"butIcan’tcoercemyfeelings。IfIloveSonya,thatfeelingisformestrongerandhigherthanallelse。"
NicholasdidnotgotoMoscow,andthecountessdidnotrenewtheconversationwithhimaboutmarriage。Shesawwithsorrow,andsometimeswithexasperation,symptomsofagrowingattachmentbetweenhersonandtheportionlessSonya。Thoughsheblamedherselfforit,shecouldnotrefrainfromgrumblingatandworryingSonya,oftenpullingherupwithoutreason,addressingherstifflyas"mydear,"andusingtheformal"you"insteadoftheintimate"thou"inspeakingtoher。ThekindheartedcountesswasthemorevexedwithSonyabecausethatpoor,dark—eyednieceofherswassomeek,sokind,sodevotedlygratefultoherbenefactors,andsofaithfully,unchangingly,andunselfishlyinlovewithNicholas,thattherewerenogroundsforfindingfaultwithher。
Nicholaswasspendingthelastofhisleaveathome。AfourthletterhadcomefromPrinceAndrew,fromRome,inwhichhewrotethathewouldhavebeenonhiswaybacktoRussialongagohadnothiswoundunexpectedlyreopenedinthewarmclimate,whichobligedhimtodeferhisreturntillthebeginningofthenewyear。Natashawasstillasmuchinlovewithherbetrothed,foundthesamecomfortinthatlove,andwasstillasreadytothrowherselfintoallthepleasuresoflifeasbefore;butattheendofthefourthmonthoftheirseparationshebegantohavefitsofdepressionwhichshecouldnotmaster。Shefeltsorryforherself:sorrythatshewasbeingwastedallthistimeandofnousetoanyone—whileshefeltherselfsocapableoflovingandbeingloved。
ThingswerenotcheerfulintheRostovs’home。
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ChristmascameandexceptfortheceremonialMass,thesolemnandwearisomeChristmascongratulationsfromneighborsandservants,andthenewdresseseveryoneputon,therewerenospecialfestivities,thoughthecalmfrostoftwentydegreesReaumur,thedazzlingsunshinebyday,andthestarlightofthewinternightsseemedtocallforsomespecialcelebrationoftheseason。
OnthethirddayofChristmasweek,afterthemiddaydinner,alltheinmatesofthehousedispersedtovariousrooms。Itwasthedullesttimeoftheday。Nicholas,whohadbeenvisitingsomeneighborsthatmorning,wasasleeponthesitting—roomsofa。Theoldcountwasrestinginhisstudy。Sonyasatinthedrawingroomattheroundtable,copyingadesignforembroidery。Thecountesswasplayingpatience。NastasyaIvanovnathebuffoonsatwithasadfaceatthewindowwithtwooldladies。Natashacameintotheroom,wentuptoSonya,glancedatwhatshewasdoing,andthenwentuptohermotherandstoodwithoutspeaking。
"Whyareyouwanderingaboutlikeanoutcast?"askedhermother。
"Whatdoyouwant?"
"Him……Iwanthim……now,thisminute!Iwanthim!"saidNatasha,withglitteringeyesandnosignofasmile。
Thecountessliftedherheadandlookedattentivelyatherdaughter。
"Don’tlookatme,Mamma!Don’tlook;Ishallcrydirectly。"
"Sitdownwithmealittle,"saidthecountess。
"Mamma,Iwanthim。WhyshouldIbewastedlikethis,Mamma?"
Hervoicebroke,tearsgushedfromhereyes,andsheturnedquicklytohidethemandlefttheroom。
Shepassedintothesittingroom,stoodtherethinkingawhile,andthenwentintothemaids’room。Thereanoldmaidservantwasgrumblingatayounggirlwhostoodpanting,havingjustruninthroughthecoldfromtheserfs’quarters。
"Stopplaying—there’satimeforeverything,"saidtheoldwoman。
"Letheralone,Kondratevna,"saidNatasha。"Go,Mavrushka,go。"
HavingreleasedMavrushka,Natashacrossedthedancinghallandwenttothevestibule。Thereanoldfootmanandtwoyoungoneswereplayingcards。Theybrokeoffandroseassheentered。
"WhatcanIdowiththem?"thoughtNatasha。
"Oh,Nikita,pleasego……wherecanIsendhim?……Yes,gototheyardandfetchafowl,please,acock,andyou,Misha,bringmesomeoats。"
"Justafewoats?"saidMisha,cheerfullyandreadily。
"Go,goquickly,"theoldmanurgedhim。
"Andyou,Theodore,getmeapieceofchalk。"
Onherwaypastthebutler’spantryshetoldthemtosetasamovar,thoughitwasnotatallthetimefortea。
Foka,thebutler,wasthemostill—temperedpersoninthehouse。
Natashalikedtotestherpoweroverhim。Hedistrustedtheorderandaskedwhetherthesamovarwasreallywanted。
"Ohdear,whatayounglady!"saidFoka,pretendingtofrownatNatasha。
NooneinthehousesentpeopleaboutorgavethemasmuchtroubleasNatashadid。Shecouldnotseepeopleunconcernedly,buthadtosendthemonsomeerrand。Sheseemedtobetryingwhetheranyofthemwouldgetangryorsulkywithher;buttheserfsfulfillednoone’sorderssoreadilyastheydidhers。"WhatcanIdo,wherecanIgo?"thoughtshe,asshewentslowlyalongthepassage。
"NastasyaIvanovna,whatsortofchildrenshallIhave?"sheaskedthebuffoon,whowascomingtowardherinawoman’sjacket。
"Why,fleas,crickets,grasshoppers,"answeredthebuffoon。
"OLord,OLord,it’salwaysthesame!Oh,whereamItogo?WhatamItodowithmyself?"Andtappingwithherheels,sheranquicklyupstairstoseeVogelandhiswifewholivedontheupperstory。
TwogovernessesweresittingwiththeVogelsatatable,onwhichwereplatesofraisins,walnuts,andalmonds。ThegovernesseswerediscussingwhetheritwascheapertoliveinMoscoworOdessa。Natashasatdown,listenedtotheirtalkwithaseriousandthoughtfulair,andthengotupagain。
"TheislandofMadagascar,"shesaid,"Ma—da—gas—car,"sherepeated,articulatingeachsyllabledistinctly,and,notreplyingtoMadameSchosswhoaskedherwhatshewassaying,shewentoutoftheroom。
HerbrotherPetyawasupstairstoo;withthemaninattendanceonhimhewaspreparingfireworkstoletoffthatnight。
"Petya!Petya!"shecalledtohim。"Carrymedownstairs。"
Petyaranupandofferedherhisback。Shejumpedonit,puttingherarmsroundhisneck,andheprancedalongwithher。
"No,don’t……theislandofMadagascar!"shesaid,andjumpingoffhisbackshewentdownstairs。
Havingasitwerereviewedherkingdom,testedherpower,andmadesurethateveryonewassubmissive,butthatallthesameitwasdull,Natashabetookherselftotheballroom,pickedupherguitar,satdowninadarkcornerbehindabookcase,andbegantorunherfingersoverthestringsinthebass,pickingoutapassagesherecalledfromanoperashehadheardinPetersburgwithPrinceAndrew。
Whatshedrewfromtheguitarwouldhavehadnomeaningforotherlisteners,butinherimaginationawholeseriesofreminiscencesarosefromthosesounds。Shesatbehindthebookcasewithhereyesfixedonastreakoflightescapingfromthepantrydoorandlistenedtoherselfandpondered。Shewasinamoodforbroodingonthepast。
Sonyapassedtothepantrywithaglassinherhand。Natashaglancedatherandatthecrackinthepantrydoor,anditseemedtoherthatsherememberedthelightfailingthroughthatcrackoncebeforeandSonyapassingwithaglassinherhand。"Yesitwasexactlythesame,"thoughtNatasha。
"Sonya,whatisthis?"shecried,twangingathickstring。
"Oh,youarethere!"saidSonyawithastart,andcamenearandlistened。"Idon’tknow。Astorm?"sheventuredtimidly,afraidofbeingwrong。
"There!That’sjusthowshestartedandjusthowshecameupsmilingtimidlywhenallthishappenedbefore,"thoughtNatasha,"andinjustthesamewayIthoughttherewassomethinglackinginher。"
"No,it’sthechorusfromTheWater—Carrier,listen!"andNatashasangtheairofthechorussothatSonyashouldcatchit。"Wherewereyougoing?"sheasked。
"Tochangethewaterinthisglass。Iamjustfinishingthedesign。"
"Youalwaysfindsomethingtodo,butIcan’t,"saidNatasha。"Andwhere’sNicholas?"
"Asleep,Ithink。"
"Sonya,goandwakehim,"saidNatasha。"TellhimIwanthimtocomeandsing。"
Shesatawhile,wonderingwhatthemeaningofitallhavinghappenedbeforecouldbe,andwithoutsolvingthisproblem,oratallregrettingnothavingdoneso,sheagainpassedinfancytothetimewhenshewaswithhimandhewaslookingatherwithalover’seyes。
"Oh,ifonlyhewouldcomequicker!Iamsoafraiditwillneverbe!
And,worstofall,Iamgrowingold—that’sthething!Therewon’tthenbeinmewhatthereisnow。Butperhapshe’llcometoday,willcomeimmediately。Perhapshehascomeandissittinginthedrawingroom。PerhapshecameyesterdayandIhaveforgottenit。"Sherose,putdowntheguitar,andwenttothedrawingroom。
Allthedomesticcircle,tutors,governesses,andguests,werealreadyattheteatable。Theservantsstoodroundthetable—butPrinceAndrewwasnotthereandlifewasgoingonasbefore。
"Ah,heresheis!"saidtheoldcount,whenhesawNatashaenter。
"Well,sitdownbyme。"ButNatashastayedbyhermotherandglancedroundasiflookingforsomething。
"Mamma!"shemuttered,"givehimtome,givehim,Mamma,quickly,quickly!"andsheagainhaddifficultyinrepressinghersobs。
ShesatdownatthetableandlistenedtotheconversationbetweentheeldersandNicholas,whohadalsocometothetable。"MyGod,myGod!Thesamefaces,thesametalk,Papaholdinghiscupandblowinginthesameway!"thoughtNatasha,feelingwithhorrorasenseofrepulsionrisingupinherforthewholehousehold,becausetheywerealwaysthesame。
Aftertea,Nicholas,Sonya,andNatashawenttothesittingroom,totheirfavoritecornerwheretheirmostintimatetalksalwaysbegan。
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Doesiteverhappentoyou,"saidNatashatoherbrother,whentheysettleddowninthesittingroom,"doesiteverhappentoyoutofeelasiftherewerenothingmoretocome—nothing;thateverythinggoodispast?Andtofeelnotexactlydull,butsad?"
"Ishouldthinkso!"hereplied。"Ihavefeltlikethatwheneverythingwasallrightandeveryonewascheerful。ThethoughthascomeintomymindthatIwasalreadytiredofitall,andthatwemustalldie。OnceintheregimentIhadnotgonetosomemerrymakingwheretherewasmusic……andsuddenlyIfeltsodepressed……"
"Ohyes,Iknow,Iknow,Iknow!"Natashainterruptedhim。"WhenI
wasquitelittlethatusedtobesowithme。DoyourememberwhenI
waspunishedonceaboutsomeplums?Youwerealldancing,andIsatsobbingintheschoolroom?Ishallneverforgetit:Ifeltsadandsorryforeveryone,formyself,andforeveryone。AndIwasinnocent—thatwasthechiefthing,"saidNatasha。"Doyouremember?"
"Iremember,"answeredNicholas。"IrememberthatIcametoyouafterwardsandwantedtocomfortyou,butdoyouknow,Ifeltashamedto。Wewereterriblyabsurd。Ihadafunnydollthenandwantedtogiveittoyou。Doyouremember?"
"Anddoyouremember,"Natashaaskedwithapensivesmile,"howonce,long,longago,whenwewerequitelittle,Unclecalledusintothestudy—thatwasintheoldhouse—anditwasdark—wewentinandsuddenlytherestood……"
"ANegro,"chimedinNicholaswithasmileofdelight。"OfcourseIremember。EvennowIdon’tknowwhethertherereallywasaNegro,orifweonlydreameditorweretoldabouthim。"
"Hewasgray,youremember,andhadwhiteteeth,andstoodandlookedatus……"
"Sonya,doyouremember?"askedNicholas。
"Yes,yes,Idoremembersomethingtoo,"Sonyaansweredtimidly。
"YouknowIhaveaskedPapaandMammaaboutthatNegro,"saidNatasha,"andtheysaytherewasnoNegroatall。Butyousee,youremember!"
"OfcourseIdo,IrememberhisteethasifIhadjustseenthem。"
"Howstrangeitis!It’sasifitwereadream!Ilikethat。"
"Anddoyourememberhowwerolledhard—boiledeggsintheballroom,andsuddenlytwooldwomenbeganspinningroundonthecarpet?Wasthatrealornot?Doyourememberwhatfunitwas?"
"Yes,andyourememberhowPapainhisblueovercoatfiredagunintheporch?"
Sotheywentthroughtheirmemories,smilingwithpleasure:notthesadmemoriesofoldage,butpoetic,youthfulones—thoseimpressionsofone’smostdistantpastinwhichdreamsandrealitiesblend—andtheylaughedwithquietenjoyment。
Sonya,asalways,didnotquitekeeppacewiththem,thoughtheysharedthesamereminiscences。
Muchthattheyrememberedhadslippedfromhermind,andwhatsherecalleddidnotarousethesamepoeticfeelingastheyexperienced。
Shesimplyenjoyedtheirpleasureandtriedtofitinwithit。
SheonlyreallytookpartwhentheyrecalledSonya’sfirstarrival。ShetoldthemhowafraidshehadbeenofNicholasbecausehehadonacordedjacketandhernursehadtoldherthatshe,too,wouldbesewnupwithcords。
"AndIremembertheirtellingmethatyouhadbeenbornunderacabbage,"saidNatasha,andIrememberthatIdarednotdisbelieveitthen,butknewthatitwasnottrue,andIfeltsouncomfortable。"
Whiletheyweretalkingamaidthrustherheadinattheotherdoorofthesittingroom。
"Theyhavebroughtthecock,Miss,"shesaidinawhisper。
"Itisn’twanted,Petya。Tellthemtotakeitaway,"repliedNatasha。
Inthemiddleoftheirtalkinthesittingroom,Dimmlercameinandwentuptotheharpthatstoodthereinacorner。Hetookoffitsclothcovering,andtheharpgaveoutajarringsound。
"Mr。Dimmler,pleaseplaymyfavoritenocturnebyField,"cametheoldcountess’voicefromthedrawingroom。
Dimmlerstruckachordand,turningtoNatasha,Nicholas,andSonya,remarked:"Howquietyouyoungpeopleare!"
"Yes,we’rephilosophizing,"saidNatasha,glancingroundforamomentandthencontinuingtheconversation。Theywerenowdiscussingdreams。
Dimmlerbegantoplay;Natashawentontiptoenoiselesslytothetable,tookupacandle,carrieditout,andreturned,seatingherselfquietlyinherformerplace。Itwasdarkintheroomespeciallywheretheyweresittingonthesofa,butthroughthebigwindowsthesilverylightofthefullmoonfellonthefloor。Dimmlerhadfinishedthepiecebutstillsatsoftlyrunninghisfingersoverthestrings,evidentlyuncertainwhethertostoportoplaysomethingelse。
"Doyouknow,"saidNatashainawhisper,movingclosertoNicholasandSonya,"thatwhenonegoesonandonrecallingmemories,oneatlastbeginstorememberwhathappenedbeforeonewasintheworld……"
"Thatismetempsychosis,"saidSonya,whohadalwayslearnedwell,andrememberedeverything。"TheEgyptiansbelievedthatoursoulshavelivedinanimals,andwillgobackintoanimalsagain。"
"No,Idon’tbelieveweeverwereinanimals,"saidNatasha,stillinawhisperthoughthemusichadceased。"ButIamcertainthatwewereangelssomewherethere,andhavebeenhere,andthatiswhyweremember……"
"MayIjoinyou?"saidDimmlerwhohadcomeupquietly,andhesatdownbythem。
"Ifwehavebeenangels,whyhavewefallenlower?"saidNicholas。
"No,thatcan’tbe!"
"Notlower,whosaidwewerelower?……HowdoIknowwhatIwasbefore?"Natasharejoinedwithconviction。"Thesoulisimmortal—wellthen,ifIshallalwaysliveImusthavelivedbefore,livedforawholeeternity。"
"Yes,butitishardforustoimagineeternity,"remarkedDimmler,whohadjoinedtheyoungfolkwithamildlycondescendingsmilebutnowspokeasquietlyandseriouslyasthey。
"Whyisithardtoimagineeternity?"saidNatasha。"Itisnowtoday,anditwillbetomorrow,andalways;andtherewasyesterday,andthedaybefore……"
"Natasha!Nowit’syourturn。Singmesomething,"theyheardthecountesssay。"Whyareyousittingtherelikeconspirators?"
"Mamma,Idon’tatallwantto,"repliedNatasha,butallthesamesherose。
Noneofthem,noteventhemiddle—agedDimmler,wantedtobreakofftheirconversationandquitthatcornerinthesittingroom,butNatashagotupandNicholassatdownattheclavichord。Standingasusualinthemiddleofthehallandchoosingtheplacewheretheresonancewasbest,Natashabegantosinghermother’sfavoritesong。
Shehadsaidshedidnotwanttosing,butitwaslongsinceshehadsung,andlongbeforesheagainsang,asshedidthatevening。Thecount,fromhisstudywherehewastalkingtoMitenka,heardherand,likeaschoolboyinahurrytorunouttoplay,blunderedinhistalkwhilegivingorderstothesteward,andatlaststopped,whileMitenkastoodinfrontofhimalsolisteningandsmiling。
Nicholasdidnottakehiseyesoffhissisteranddrewbreathintimewithher。Sonya,asshelistened,thoughtoftheimmensedifferencetherewasbetweenherselfandherfriend,andhowimpossibleitwasforhertobeanythinglikeasbewitchingashercousin。Theoldcountesssatwithablissfulyetsadsmileandwithtearsinhereyes,occasionallyshakingherhead。ShethoughtofNatashaandofherownyouth,andofhowtherewassomethingunnaturalanddreadfulinthisimpendingmarriageofNatashaandPrinceAndrew。
Dimmler,whohadseatedhimselfbesidethecountess,listenedwithclosedeyes。
"Ah,Countess,"hesaidatlast,"that’saEuropeantalent,shehasnothingtolearn—whatsoftness,tenderness,andstrength……"
"Ah,howafraidIamforher,howafraidIam!"saidthecountess,notrealizingtowhomshewasspeaking。HermaternalinstincttoldherthatNatashahadtoomuchofsomething,andthatbecauseofthisshewouldnotbehappy。BeforeNatashahadfinishedsinging,fourteen—year—oldPetyarushedindelightedly,tosaythatsomemummershadarrived。
Natashastoppedabruptly。
"Idiot!"shescreamedatherbrotherand,runningtoachair,threwherselfonit,sobbingsoviolentlythatshecouldnotstopforalongtime。
"It’snothing,Mamma,reallyit’snothing;onlyPetyastartledme,"shesaid,tryingtosmile,buthertearsstillflowedandsobsstillchokedher。
Themummerssomeofthehouseserfsdressedupasbears,Turks,innkeepers,andladies—frighteningandfunny—bringinginwiththemthecoldfromoutsideandafeelingofgaiety,crowded,atfirsttimidly,intotheanteroom,thenhidingbehindoneanothertheypushedintotheballroomwhere,shylyatfirstandthenmoreandmoremerrilyandheartily,theystartedsinging,dancing,andplayingChristmasgames。Thecountess,whenshehadidentifiedthemandlaughedattheircostumes,wentintothedrawingroom。Thecountsatintheballroom,smilingradiantlyandapplaudingtheplayers。Theyoungpeoplehaddisappeared。
Halfanhourlaterthereappearedamongtheothermummersintheballroomanoldladyinahoopedskirt—thiswasNicholas。ATurkishgirlwasPetya。AclownwasDimmler。AnhussarwasNatasha,andaCircassianwasSonyawithburnt—corkmustacheandeyebrows。
Afterthecondescendingsurprise,nonrecognition,andpraise,fromthosewhowerenotthemselvesdressedup,theyoungpeopledecidedthattheircostumesweresogoodthattheyoughttobeshownelsewhere。
Nicholas,who,astheroadswereinsplendidcondition,wantedtotakethemallforadriveinhistroyka,proposedtotakewiththemaboutadozenoftheserfmummersanddriveto"Uncle’s。"
"No,whydisturbtheoldfellow?"saidthecountess。"Besides,youwouldn’thaveroomtoturnroundthere。Ifyoumustgo,gototheMelyukovs’"
Melyukovawasawidow,who,withherfamilyandtheirtutorsandgovernesses,livedthreemilesfromtheRostovs。
"That’sright,mydear,"chimedintheoldcount,thoroughlyaroused。"I’lldressupatonceandgowiththem。I’llmakePashetteopenhereyes。"
Butthecountesswouldnotagreetohisgoing;hehadhadabadlegalltheselastdays。Itwasdecidedthatthecountmustnotgo,butthatifLouisaIvanovnaMadameSchosswouldgowiththem,theyoungladiesmightgototheMelyukovs’,Sonya,generallysotimidandshy,moreurgentlythananyonebeggingLouisaIvanovnanottorefuse。
Sonya’scostumewasthebestofall。Hermustacheandeyebrowswereextraordinarilybecoming。Everyonetoldhershelookedveryhandsome,andshewasinaspiritedandenergeticmoodunusualwithher。Someinnervoicetoldherthatnoworneverherfatewouldbedecided,andinhermaleattiresheseemedquiteadifferentperson。
LouisaIvanovnaconsentedtogo,andinhalfanhourfourtroykasleighswithlargeandsmallbells,theirrunnerssqueakingandwhistlingoverthefrozensnow,droveuptotheporch。
Natashawasforemostinsettingamerryholidaytone,which,passingfromonetoanother,grewstrongerandstrongerandreacheditsclimaxwhentheyallcameoutintothefrostandgotintothesleighs,talking,callingtooneanother,laughing,andshouting。
Twoofthetroykasweretheusualhouseholdsleighs,thethirdwastheoldcount’swithatrotterfromtheOrlovstudasshafthorse,thefourthwasNicholas’ownwithashortshaggyblackshafthorse。
Nicholas,inhisoldlady’sdressoverwhichhehadbeltedhishussarovercoat,stoodinthemiddleofthesleigh,reinsinhand。
Itwassolightthathecouldseethemoonlightreflectedfromthemetalharnessdisksandfromtheeyesofthehorses,wholookedroundinalarmatthenoisypartyundertheshadowoftheporchroof。
Natasha,Sonya,MadameSchoss,andtwomaidsgotintoNicholas’
sleigh;Dimmler,hiswife,andPetya,intotheoldcount’s,andtherestofthemummersseatedthemselvesintheothertwosleighs。
"Yougoahead,Zakhar!"shoutedNicholastohisfather’scoachman,wishingforachancetoracepasthim。
Theoldcount’stroyka,withDimmlerandhisparty,startedforward,squeakingonitsrunnersasthoughfreezingtothesnow,itsdeep—tonedbellclanging。Thesidehorses,pressingagainsttheshaftsofthemiddlehorse,sankinthesnow,whichwasdryandglitteredlikesugar,andthrewitup。
Nicholassetoff,followingthefirstsleigh;behindhimtheothersmovednoisily,theirrunnerssqueaking。Atfirsttheydroveatasteadytrotalongthenarrowroad。Whiletheydrovepastthegardentheshadowsofthebaretreesoftenfellacrosstheroadandhidthebrilliantmoonlight,butassoonastheywerepastthefence,thesnowyplainbathedinmoonlightandmotionlessspreadoutbeforethemglitteringlikediamondsanddappledwithbluishshadows。Bang,bang!wentthefirstsleighoveracradleholeinthesnowoftheroad,andeachoftheothersleighsjoltedinthesameway,andrudelybreakingthefrost—boundstillness,thetroykasbegantospeedalongtheroad,oneaftertheother。
"Ahare’strack,alotoftracks!"rangoutNatasha’svoicethroughthefrost—boundair。
"Howlightitis,Nicholas!"cameSonya’svoice。
NicholasglancedroundatSonya,andbentdowntoseeherfacecloser。Quiteanew,sweetfacewithblackeyebrowsandmustachespeepedupathimfromhersablefurs—socloseandyetsodistant—
inthemoonlight。
"ThatusedtobeSonya,"thoughthe,andlookedathercloserandsmiled。
"Whatisit,Nicholas?"
"Nothing,"saidheandturnedagaintothehorses。
Whentheycameoutontothebeatenhighroad—polishedbysleighrunnersandcutupbyrough—shodhoofs,themarksofwhichwerevisibleinthemoonlight—thehorsesbegantotugatthereinsoftheirownaccordandincreasedtheirpace。Thenearsidehorse,archinghisheadandbreakingintoashortcanter,tuggedathistraces。Theshafthorseswayedfromsidetoside,movinghisearsasifasking:"Isn’tittimetobeginnow?"Infront,alreadyfaraheadthedeepbellofthesleighringingfartherandfartheroff,theblackhorsesdrivenbyZakharcouldbeclearlyseenagainstthewhitesnow。Fromthatsleighonecouldheartheshouts,laughter,andvoicesofthemummers。
"Geeup,mydarlings!"shoutedNicholas,pullingthereinstoonesideandflourishingthewhip。
Itwasonlybythekeenerwindthatmetthemandthejerksgivenbythesidehorseswhopulledharder—everincreasingtheirgallop—
thatonenoticedhowfastthetroykawasflying。Nicholaslookedback。
Withscreamssqueals,andwavingofwhipsthatcausedeventheshafthorsestogallop—theothersleighsfollowed。Theshafthorseswungsteadilybeneaththebowoveritshead,withnothoughtofslackeningpaceandreadytoputonspeedwhenrequired。
Nicholasovertookthefirstsleigh。Theyweredrivingdownhillandcomingoutuponabroadtroddentrackacrossameadow,nearariver。
"Wherearewe?"thoughthe。"It’stheKosoymeadow,Isuppose。Butno—thisissomethingnewI’veneverseenbefore。Thisisn’ttheKosoymeadownortheDemkinhill,andheavenonlyknowswhatitis!Itissomethingnewandenchanted。Well,whateveritmaybe……"Andshoutingtohishorses,hebegantopassthefirstsleigh。
Zakharheldbackhishorsesandturnedhisface,whichwasalreadycoveredwithhoarfrosttohiseyebrows。
Nicholasgavethehorsestherein,andZakhar,stretchingouthisarms,cluckedhistongueandlethishorsesgo。
"Now,lookout,master!"hecried。
Fasterstillthetwotroykasflewsidebyside,andfastermovedthefeetofthegallopingsidehorses。Nicholasbegantodrawahead。
Zakhar,whilestillkeepinghisarmsextended,raisedonehandwiththereins。
"Noyouwon’t,master!"heshouted。
NicholasputallhishorsestoagallopandpassedZakhar。Thehorsesshoweredthefinedrysnowonthefacesofthoseinthesleigh—
besidethemsoundedquickringingbellsandtheycaughtconfusedglimpsesofswiftlymovinglegsandtheshadowsofthetroykatheywerepassing。Thewhistlingsoundoftherunnersonthesnowandthevoicesofgirlsshriekingwereheardfromdifferentsides。
Againcheckinghishorses,Nicholaslookedaroundhim。Theywerestillsurroundedbythemagicplainbathedinmoonlightandspangledwithstars。
"ZakharisshoutingthatIshouldturntotheleft,butwhytotheleft?"thoughtNicholas。"ArewegettingtotheMelyukovs’?IsthisMelyukovka?Heavenonlyknowswherewearegoing,andheavenknowswhatishappeningtous—butitisverystrangeandpleasantwhateveritis。"Andhelookedroundinthesleigh。
"Look,hismustacheandeyelashesareallwhite!"saidoneofthestrange,pretty,unfamiliarpeople—theonewithfineeyebrowsandmustache。
"IthinkthisusedtobeNatasha,"thoughtNicholas,"andthatwasMadameSchoss,butperhapsit’snot,andthisCircassianwiththemustacheIdon’tknow,butIloveher。"
"Aren’tyoucold?"heasked。
Theydidnotanswerbutbegantolaugh。Dimmlerfromthesleighbehindshoutedsomething—probablysomethingfunny—buttheycouldnotmakeoutwhathesaid。
"Yes,yes!"somevoicesanswered,laughing。
"Butherewasafairyforestwithblackmovingshadows,andaglitterofdiamondsandaflightofmarblestepsandthesilverroofsoffairybuildingsandtheshrillyellsofsomeanimals。AndifthisisreallyMelyukovka,itisstillstrangerthatwedroveheavenknowswhereandhavecometoMelyukovka,"thoughtNicholas。
ItreallywasMelyukovka,andmaidsandfootmenwithmerryfacescamerunning,outtotheporchcarryingcandles。
"Whoisit?"askedsomeoneintheporch。
"Themummersfromthecount’s。Iknowbythehorses,"repliedsomevoices。
BK7CH11
CHAPTERXI
PelageyaDanilovnaMelyukova,abroadlybuilt,energeticwomanwearingspectacles,satinthedrawingroominaloosedress,surroundedbyherdaughterswhomshewastryingtokeepfromfeelingdull。Theywerequietlydroppingmeltedwaxintosnowandlookingattheshadowsthewaxfigureswouldthrowonthewall,whentheyheardthestepsandvoicesofnewarrivalsinthevestibule。
Hussars,ladies,witches,clowns,andbears,afterclearingtheirthroatsandwipingthehoarfrostfromtheirfacesinthevestibule,cameintotheballroomwherecandleswerehurriedlylighted。Theclown—Dimmler—andthelady—Nicholas—startedadance。Surroundedbythescreamingchildrenthemummers,coveringtheirfacesanddisguisingtheirvoices,bowedtotheirhostessandarrangedthemselvesabouttheroom。
"Dearme!there’snorecognizingthem!AndNatasha!Seewhomshelookslike!Shereallyremindsmeofsomebody。ButHerrDimmler—isn’thegood!Ididn’tknowhim!Andhowhedances。Dearme,there’saCircassian。Really,howbecomingitistodearSonya。Andwhoisthat?
Well,youhavecheeredusup!NikitaandVanya—clearawaythetables!
Andweweresittingsoquietly。Ha,ha,ha!……Thehussar,thehussar!
Justlikeaboy!Andthelegs!……Ican’tlookathim……"differentvoicesweresaying。
Natasha,theyoungMelyukovs’favorite,disappearedwiththemintothebackroomswhereacorkandvariousdressinggownsandmalegarmentswerecalledforandreceivedfromthefootmanbybaregirlisharmsfrombehindthedoor。Tenminuteslater,alltheyoungMelyukovsjoinedthemummers。
PelageyaDanilovna,havinggivenorderstocleartheroomsforthevisitorsandarrangedaboutrefreshmentsforthegentryandtheserfs,wentaboutamongthemummerswithoutremovingherspectacles,peeringintotheirfaceswithasuppressedsmileandfailingtorecognizeanyofthem。ItwasnotmerelyDimmlerandtheRostovsshefailedtorecognize,shedidnotevenrecognizeherowndaughters,orherlatehusband’s,dressinggownsanduniforms,whichtheyhadputon。
"Andwhoisisthis?"sheaskedhergoverness,peeringintothefaceofherowndaughterdressedupasaKazan—Tartar。"IsupposeitisoneoftheRostovs!Well,Mr。Hussar,andwhatregimentdoyouservein?"sheaskedNatasha。"Here,handsomefruitjellytotheTurk!"sheorderedthebutlerwhowashandingthingsround。"That’snotforbiddenbyhislaw。"
Sometimes,asshelookedatthestrangebutamusingcaperscutbythedancers,who—havingdecidedonceforallthatbeingdisguised,noonewouldrecognizethem—werenotatallshy,PelageyaDanilovnahidherfaceinherhandkerchief,andherwholestoutbodyshookwithirrepressible,kindly,elderlylaughter。
"MylittleSasha!LookatSasha!"shesaid。
AfterRussiancountrydancesandchorusdances,PelageyaDanilovnamadetheserfsandgentryjoininonelargecircle:aring,astring,andasilverrublewerefetchedandtheyallplayedgamestogether。
Inanhour,allthecostumeswerecrumpledanddisordered。Thecorkedeyebrowsandmustachesweresmearedovertheperspiring,flushed,andmerryfaces。PelageyaDanilovnabegantorecognizethemummers,admiredtheircleverlycontrivedcostumes,andparticularlyhowtheysuitedtheyoungladies,andshethankedthemallforhavingentertainedhersowell。Thevisitorswereinvitedtosupperinthedrawingroom,andtheserfshadsomethingservedtothemintheballroom。
"Nowtotellone’sfortuneintheemptybathhouseisfrightening!"
saidanoldmaidwholivedwiththeMelyukovs,duringsupper。
"Why?"saidtheeldestMelyukovgirl。
"Youwouldn’tgo,ittakescourage……"
"I’llgo,"saidSonya。
"Tellwhathappenedtotheyounglady!"saidthesecondMelyukovgirl。
"Well,"begantheoldmaid,"ayoungladyoncewentout,tookacock,laidthetablefortwo,allproperly,andsatdown。Aftersittingawhile,shesuddenlyhearssomeonecoming……asleighdrivesupwithharnessbells;shehearshimcoming!Hecomesin,justintheshapeofaman,likeanofficer—comesinandsitsdowntotablewithher。"
"Ah!ah!"screamedNatasha,rollinghereyeswithhorror。