Nicholas,thoughhehadneverseenIlagin,withhisusualabsenceofmoderationinjudgment,hatedhimcordiallyfromreportsofhisarbitrarinessandviolence,andregardedhimashisbitterestfoe。
  Herodeinangryagitationtowardhim,firmlygraspinghiswhipandfullypreparedtotakethemostresoluteanddesperatestepstopunishhisenemy。
  Hardlyhadhepassedanangleofthewoodbeforeastoutgentlemaninabeavercapcameridingtowardhimonahandsomeraven—blackhorse,accompaniedbytwohuntservants。
  Insteadofanenemy,NicholasfoundinIlaginastatelyandcourteousgentlemanwhowasparticularlyanxioustomaketheyoungcount’sacquaintance。HavingriddenuptoNicholas,Ilaginraisedhisbeavercapandsaidhemuchregrettedwhathadoccurredandwouldhavethemanpunishedwhohadallowedhimselftoseizeafoxhuntedbysomeoneelse’sborzois。Hehopedtobecomebetteracquaintedwiththecountandinvitedhimtodrawhiscovert。
  Natasha,afraidthatherbrotherwoulddosomethingdreadful,hadfollowedhiminsomeexcitement。Seeingtheenemiesexchangingfriendlygreetings,sherodeuptothem。IlaginliftedhisbeavercapstillhighertoNatashaandsaid,withapleasantsmile,thattheyoungcountessresembledDianainherpassionforthechaseaswellasinherbeauty,ofwhichhehadheardmuch。
  Toexpiatehishuntsman’soffense,IlaginpressedtheRostovstocometoanuplandofhisaboutamileawaywhichheusuallykeptforhimselfandwhich,hesaid,swarmedwithhares。Nicholasagreed,andthehunt,nowdoubled,movedon。
  ThewaytoIligin’suplandwasacrossthefields。Thehuntservantsfellintoline。Themastersrodetogether。"Uncle,"Rostov,andIlaginkeptstealthilyglancingatoneanother’sdogs,tryingnottobeobservedbytheircompanionsandsearchinguneasilyforrivalstotheirownborzois。
  Rostovwasparticularlystruckbythebeautyofasmall,pure—bred,red—spottedbitchonIlagin’sleash,slenderbutwithmuscleslikesteel,adelicatemuzzle,andprominentblackeyes。HehadheardoftheswiftnessofIlagin’sborzois,andinthatbeautifulbitchsawarivaltohisownMilka。
  InthemiddleofasoberconversationbegunbyIlaginabouttheyear’sharvest,Nicholaspointedtothered—spottedbitch。
  "Afinelittlebitch,that!"saidheinacarelesstone。"Issheswift?"
  "Thatone?Yes,she’sagooddog,getswhatshe’safter,"answeredIlaginindifferently,ofthered—spottedbitchErza,forwhich,ayearbefore,hehadgivenaneighborthreefamiliesofhouseserfs。"Soinyourparts,too,theharvestisnothingtoboastof,Count?"hewenton,continuingtheconversationtheyhadbegun。Andconsideringitpolitetoreturntheyoungcount’scompliment,IlaginlookedathisborzoisandpickedoutMilkawhoattractedhisattentionbyherbreadth。"Thatblack—spottedoneofyoursisfine—wellshaped!"
  saidhe。
  "Yes,she’sfastenough,"repliedNicholas,andthought:"Ifonlyafull—grownharewouldcrossthefieldnowI’dshowyouwhatsortofborzoisheis,"andturningtohisgroom,hesaidhewouldgivearubletoanyonewhofoundahare。
  "Idon’tunderstand,"continuedIlagin,"howsomesportsmencanbesojealousaboutgameanddogs。Formyself,Icantellyou,Count,I
  enjoyridingincompanysuchasthis……whatcouldbebetter?"heagainraisedhiscaptoNatasha"butasforcountingskinsandwhatonetakes,Idon’tcareaboutthat。"
  "Ofcoursenot!"
  "Orbeingupsetbecausesomeoneelse’sborzoiandnotminecatchessomething。AllIcareaboutistoenjoyseeingthechase,isitnotso,Count?ForIconsiderthat……"
  "A—tu!"camethelong—drawncryofoneoftheborzoiwhippers—in,whohadhalted。Hestoodonaknollinthestubble,holdinghiswhipaloft,andagainrepeatedhislong—drawncry,"A—tu!"Thiscallandtheupliftedwhipmeantthathesawasittinghare。
  "Ah,hehasfoundone,Ithink,"saidIlagincarelessly。"Yes,wemustrideup……Shallwebothcourseit?"answeredNicholas,seeinginErzaand"Uncle’s"redRugaytworivalshehadneveryethadachanceofpittingagainsthisownborzois。"AndsupposetheyoutdomyMilkaatonce!"hethoughtasherodewith"Uncle"andIlagintowardthehare。
  "Afull—grownone?"askedIlaginasheapproachedthewhipwhohadsightedthehare—andnotwithoutagitationhelookedroundandwhistledtoErza。
  "Andyou,MichaelNikanorovich?"hesaid,addressing"Uncle。"
  Thelatterwasridingwithasullenexpressiononhisface。
  "HowcanIjoinin?Why,you’vegivenavillageforeachofyourborzois!That’sit,comeon!Yoursareworththousands。Tryyoursagainstoneanother,youtwo,andI’lllookon!"
  "Rugay,hey,hey!"heshouted。"Rugayushka!"headded,involuntarilybythisdiminutiveexpressinghisaffectionandthehopesheplacedonthisredborzoi。Natashasawandfelttheagitationthetwoelderlymenandherbrotherweretryingtoconceal,andwasherselfexcitedbyit。
  Thehuntsmanstoodhalfwayuptheknollholdinguphiswhipandthegentlefolkrodeuptohimatafootpace;thehoundsthatwerefaroffonthehorizonturnedawayfromthehare,andthewhips,butnotthegentlefolk,alsomovedaway。Allweremovingslowlyandsedately。
  "Howisitpointing?"askedNicholas,ridingahundredpacestowardthewhipwhohadsightedthehare。
  Butbeforethewhipcouldreply,thehare,scentingthefrostcomingnextmorning,wasunabletorestandleapedup。Thepackonleashrusheddownhillinfullcryafterthehare,andfromallsidestheborzoisthatwerenotonleashdartedafterthehoundsandthehare。
  Allthehunt,whohadbeenmovingslowly,shouted,"Stop!"callinginthehounds,whiletheborzoiwhips,withacryof"A—tu!"gallopedacrossthefieldsettingtheborzoisonthehare。ThetranquilIlagin,Nicholas,Natasha,and"Uncle"flew,recklessofwhereandhowtheywent,seeingonlytheborzoisandthehareandfearingonlytolosesightevenforaninstantofthechase。Theharetheyhadstartedwasastrongandswiftone。Whenhejumpeduphedidnotrunatonce,butprickedhisearslisteningtotheshoutingandtramplingthatresoundedfromallsidesatonce。Hetookadozenbounds,notveryquickly,lettingtheborzoisgainonhim,and,finallyhavingchosenhisdirectionandrealizedhisdanger,laidbackhisearsandrushedoffheadlong。Hehadbeenlyinginthestubble,butinfrontofhimwastheautumnsowingwherethegroundwassoft。Thetwoborzoisofthehuntsmanwhohadsightedhim,havingbeenthenearest,werethefirsttoseeandpursuehim,buttheyhadnotgonefarbeforeIlagin’sred—spottedErzapassedthem,gotwithinalength,flewattheharewithterribleswiftnessaimingathisscut,and,thinkingshehadseizedhim,rolledoverlikeaball。Theharearchedhisbackandboundedoffyetmoreswiftly。FrombehindErzarushedthebroad—haunched,black—spottedMilkaandbeganrapidlygainingonthehare。
  "Milashka,dear!"roseNicholas’triumphantcry。ItlookedasifMilkawouldimmediatelypounceonthehare,butsheovertookhimandflewpast。Theharehadsquatted。AgainthebeautifulErzareachedhim,butwhenclosetothehare’sscutpausedasifmeasuringthedistance,soasnottomakeamistakethistimebutseizehishindleg。
  "Erza,darling!Ilaginwailedinavoiceunlikehisown。Erzadidnothearkentohisappeal。Attheverymomentwhenshewouldhaveseizedherprey,theharemovedanddartedalongthebalkbetweenthewinterryeandthestubble。AgainErzaandMilkawereabreast,runninglikeapairofcarriagehorses,andbegantoovertakethehare,butitwaseasierfortheharetorunonthebalkandtheborzoisdidnotovertakehimsoquickly。
  "Rugay,Rugayushka!That’sit,comeon!"cameathirdvoicejustthen,and"Uncle’s"redborzoi,strainingandcurvingitsback,caughtupwiththetwoforemostborzois,pushedaheadofthemregardlessoftheterriblestrain,putonspeedclosetothehare,knockeditoffthebalkontotheryefield,againputonspeedstillmoreviciously,sinkingtohiskneesinthemuddyfield,andallonecouldseewashow,muddyinghisback,herolledoverwiththehare。Aringofborzoissurroundedhim。Amomentlatereveryonehaddrawnuproundthecrowdofdogs。Onlythedelighted"Uncle"dismounted,andcutoffapad,shakingthehareforthebloodtodripoff,andanxiouslyglancingroundwithrestlesseyeswhilehisarmsandlegstwitched。Hespokewithouthimselfknowingwhomtoorwhatabout。"That’sit,comeon!That’sadog!……There,ithasbeatenthemall,thethousand—rubleaswellastheone—rubleborzois。That’sit,comeon!"saidhe,pantingandlookingwrathfullyaroundasifhewereabusingsomeone,asiftheywereallhisenemiesandhadinsultedhim,andonlynowhadheatlastsucceededinjustifyinghimself。"Thereareyourthousand—rubleones……That’sit,comeon!……"
  "Rugay,here’sapadforyou!"hesaid,throwingdownthehare’smuddypad。"You’vedeservedit,that’sit,comeon!"
  "She’dtiredherselfout,she’drunitdownthreetimesbyherself,"
  saidNicholas,alsonotlisteningtoanyoneandregardlessofwhetherhewereheardornot。
  "Butwhatisthereinrunningacrossitlikethat?"saidIlagin’sgroom。
  "Onceshehadmisseditandturneditaway,anymongrelcouldtakeit,"Ilaginwassayingatthesametime,breathlessfromhisgallopandhisexcitement。AtthesamemomentNatasha,withoutdrawingbreath,screamedjoyously,ecstatically,andsopiercinglythatitseteveryone’seartingling。Bythatshrieksheexpressedwhattheothersexpressedbyalltalkingatonce,anditwassostrangethatshemustherselfhavebeenashamedofsowildacryandeveryoneelsewouldhavebeenamazedatitatanyothertime。"Uncle"himselftwistedupthehare,threwitneatlyandsmartlyacrosshishorse’sbackasifbythatgesturehemeanttorebukeeverybody,and,withanairofnotwishingtospeaktoanyone,mountedhisbayandrodeoff。Theothersallfollowed,dispiritedandshamefaced,andonlymuchlaterweretheyabletoregaintheirformeraffectationofindifference。ForalongtimetheycontinuedtolookatredRugaywho,hisarchedbackspatteredwithmudandclankingtheringofhisleash,walkedalongjustbehind"Uncle’s"horsewiththesereneairofaconqueror。
  "Well,Iamlikeanyotherdogaslongasit’snotaquestionofcoursing。Butwhenitis,thenlookout!"hisappearanceseemtoNicholastobesaying。
  When,muchlater,"Uncle"rodeuptoNicholasandbegantalkingtohim,hefeltflatteredthat,afterwhathadhappened,"Uncle"
  deignedtospeaktohim。
  BK7CH7
  CHAPTERVII
  TowardeveningIlagintookleaveofNicholas,whofoundthattheyweresofarfromhomethatheaccepted"Uncle’s"offerthatthehuntingpartyshouldspendthenightinhislittlevillageofMikhaylovna。
  "Andifyouputupatmyhousethatwillbebetterstill。That’sit,comeon!"said"Uncle。""Youseeit’sdampweather,andyoucouldrest,andthelittlecountesscouldbedrivenhomeinatrap。"
  "Uncle’s"offerwasaccepted。AhuntsmanwassenttoOtradnoeforatrap,whileNicholasrodewithNatashaandPetyato"Uncle’s"house。
  Somefivemaledomesticserfs,bigandlittle,rushedouttothefrontporchtomeettheirmaster。Ascoreofwomenserfs,oldandyoung,aswellaschildren,poppedoutfromthebackentrancetohavealookatthehunterswhowerearriving。ThepresenceofNatasha—
  awoman,alady,andonhorseback—raisedthecuriosityoftheserfstosuchadegreethatmanyofthemcameuptoher,staredherintheface,andunabashedbyherpresencemaderemarksaboutherasthoughsheweresomeprodigyonshowandnotahumanbeingabletohearorunderstandwhatwassaidabouther。
  "Arinka!Look,shesitssideways!Thereshesitsandherskirtdangles……See,she’sgotalittlehuntinghorn!"
  "Goodnessgracious!Seeherknife?……"
  "Isn’tsheaTartar!"
  "Howisityoudidn’tgoheadoverheels?"askedtheboldestofall,addressingNatashadirectly。
  "Uncle"dismountedattheporchofhislittlewoodenhousewhichstoodinthemidstofanovergrowngardenand,afteraglanceathisretainers,shoutedauthoritativelythatthesuperfluousonesshouldtakethemselvesoffandthatallnecessarypreparationsshouldbemadetoreceivetheguestsandthevisitors。
  Theserfsalldispersed。"Uncle"liftedNatashaoffherhorseandtakingherhandledherupthericketywoodenstepsoftheporch。
  Thehouse,withitsbare,unplasteredlogwalls,wasnotoverclean—itdidnotseemthatthoselivinginitaimedatkeepingitspotless—butneitherwasitnoticeablyneglected。Intheentrytherewasasmelloffreshapples,andwolfandfoxskinshungabout。
  "Uncle"ledthevisitorsthroughtheanteroomintoasmallhallwithafoldingtableandredchairs,thenintothedrawingroomwitharoundbirchwoodtableandasofa,andfinallyintohisprivateroomwheretherewasatatteredsofa,aworncarpet,andportraitsofSuvorov,ofthehost’sfatherandmother,andofhimselfinmilitaryuniform。Thestudysmeltstronglyoftobaccoanddogs。"Uncle"askedhisvisitorstositdownandmakethemselvesathome,andthenwentoutoftheroom。Rugay,hisbackstillmuddy,cameintotheroomandlaydownonthesofa,cleaninghimselfwithhistongueandteeth。
  Leadingfromthestudywasapassageinwhichapartitionwithraggedcurtainscouldbeseen。Frombehindthiscamewomen’slaughterandwhispers。Natasha,Nicholas,andPetyatookofftheirwrapsandsatdownonthesofa。Petya,leaningonhiselbow,fellasleepatonce。NatashaandNicholasweresilent。Theirfacesglowed,theywerehungryandverycheerful。Theylookedatoneanothernowthatthehuntwasoverandtheywereinthehouse,Nicholasnolongerconsidereditnecessarytoshowhismanlysuperiorityoverhissister,Natashagavehimawink,andneitherrefrainedlongfromburstingintoapealofringinglaughterevenbeforetheyhadapretextreadytoaccountforit。
  Afterawhile"Uncle"camein,inaCossackcoat,bluetrousers,andsmalltopboots。AndNatashafeltthatthiscostume,theveryoneshehadregardedwithsurpriseandamusementatOtradnoe,wasjusttherightthingandnotatallworsethanaswallow—tailorfrockcoat。
  "Uncle"toowasinhighspiritsandfarfrombeingoffendedbythebrother’sandsister’slaughteritcouldneverenterhisheadthattheymightbelaughingathiswayoflifehehimselfjoinedinthemerriment。
  "That’sright,youngcountess,that’sit,comeon!Ineversawanyonelikeher!"saidhe,offeringNicholasapipewithalongstemand,withapracticedmotionofthreefingers,takingdownanotherthathadbeencutshort。"She’sriddenalldaylikeaman,andisasfreshasever!
  Soonafter"Uncle’s"reappearancethedoorwasopened,evidentlyfromthesoundbyabarefootedgirl,andastout,rosy,good—lookingwomanofaboutforty,withadoublechinandfullredlips,enteredcarryingalargeloadedtray。Withhospitabledignityandcordialityinherglanceandineverymotion,shelookedatthevisitorsand,withapleasantsmile,bowedrespectfully。Inspiteofherexceptionalstoutness,whichcausedhertoprotrudeherchestandstomachandthrowbackherhead,thiswomanwhowas"Uncle’s"housekeepertrodverylightly。Shewenttothetable,setdownthetray,andwithherplumpwhitehandsdeftlytookfromitthebottlesandvarioushorsd’oeuvresanddishesandarrangedthemonthetable。Whenshehadfinished,shesteppedasideandstoppedatthedoorwithasmileonherface。"HereIam。Iamshe!Nowdoyouunderstand’Uncle’?"herexpressionsaidtoRostov。Howcouldonehelpunderstanding?NotonlyNicholas,butevenNatashaunderstoodthemeaningofhispuckeredbrowandthehappycomplacentsmilethatslightlypuckeredhislipswhenAnisyaFedorovnaentered。Onthetraywasabottleofherbwine,differentkindsofvodka,pickledmushrooms,ryecakesmadewithbuttermilk,honeyinthecomb,stillmeadandsparklingmead,apples,nutsrawandroasted,andnut—and—honeysweets。Afterwardsshebroughtafreshlyroastedchicken,ham,preservesmadewithhoney,andpreservesmadewithsugar。
  AllthiswasthefruitofAnisyaFedorovna’shousekeeping,gatheredandpreparedbyher。ThesmellandtasteofitallhadasmackofAnisyaFedorovnaherself:asavorofjuiciness,cleanliness,whiteness,andpleasantsmiles。
  "Takethis,littleLady—Countess!"shekeptsaying,assheofferedNatashafirstonethingandthenanother。
  Natashaateofeverythingandthoughtshehadneverseenoreatensuchbuttermilkcakes,sucharomaticjam,suchhoney—and—nutsweets,orsuchachickenanywhere。AnisyaFedorovnalefttheroom。
  Aftersupper,overtheircherrybrandy,Rostovand"Uncle"talkedofpastandfuturehunts,ofRugayandIlagin’sdogs,whileNatashasatuprightonthesofaandlistenedwithsparklingeyes。ShetriedseveraltimestowakePetyathathemighteatsomething,butheonlymutteredincoherentwordswithoutwakingup。Natashafeltsolightheartedandhappyinthesenovelsurroundingsthatsheonlyfearedthetrapwouldcomeforhertoosoon。Afteracasualpause,suchasoftenoccurswhenreceivingfriendsforthefirsttimeinone’sownhouse,"Uncle,"answeringathoughtthatwasinhisvisitors’mind,said:
  "This,yousee,ishowIamfinishingmydays……Deathwillcome。
  That’sit,comeon!Nothingwillremain。Thenwhyharmanyone?"
  "Uncle’s"facewasverysignificantandevenhandsomeashesaidthis。InvoluntarilyRostovrecalledallthegoodhehadheardabouthimfromhisfatherandtheneighbors。Throughoutthewholeprovince"Uncle"hadthereputationofbeingthemosthonorableanddisinterestedofcranks。Theycalledhimintodecidefamilydisputes,chosehimasexecutor,confidedsecretstohim,electedhimtobeajusticeandtootherposts;buthealwayspersistentlyrefusedpublicappointments,passingtheautumnandspringinthefieldsonhisbaygelding,sittingathomeinwinter,andlyinginhisovergrowngardeninsummer。
  "Whydon’tyouentertheservice,Uncle?"
  "Ididonce,butgaveitup。Iamnotfitforit。That’sit,comeon!Ican’tmakeheadortailofit。That’sforyou—Ihaven’tbrainsenough。Now,huntingisanothermatter—that’sit,comeon!
  Openthedoor,there!"heshouted。"Whyhaveyoushutit?"
  Thedoorattheendofthepassageledtothehuntsmen’sroom,astheycalledtheroomforthehuntservants。
  Therewasarapidpatterofbarefeet,andanunseenhandopenedthedoorintothehuntsmen’sroom,fromwhichcametheclearsoundsofabalalaykaonwhichsomeone,whowasevidentlyamasteroftheart,wasplaying。Natashahadbeenlisteningtothosestrainsforsometimeandnowwentoutintothepassagetohearbetter。
  "That’sMitka,mycoachman……Ihavegothimagoodbalalayka。
  I’mfondofit,"said"Uncle。"
  ItwasthecustomforMitkatoplaythebalalaykainthehuntsmen’sroomwhen"Uncle"returnedfromthechase。"Uncle"wasfondofsuchmusic。
  "Howgood!Reallyverygood!"saidNicholaswithsomeunintentionalsuperciliousness,asifashamedtoconfessthatthesoundspleasedhimverymuch。
  "Verygood?"saidNatashareproachfully,noticingherbrother’stone。"Not’verygood’it’ssimplydelicious!"
  Justas"Uncle’s"pickledmushrooms,honey,andcherrybrandyhadseemedtoherthebestintheworld,soalsothatsong,atthatmoment,seemedtohertheacmeofmusicaldelight。
  "More,please,more!"criedNatashaatthedoorassoonasthebalalaykaceased。Mitkatunedupafresh,andrecommencedthrummingthebalalaykatotheairofMyLady,withtrillsandvariations。"Uncle"
  satlistening,slightlysmiling,withhisheadononeside。Theairwasrepeatedahundredtimes。Thebalalaykawasretunedseveraltimesandthesamenoteswerethrummedagain,butthelistenersdidnotgrowwearyofitandwishedtohearitagainandagain。AnisyaFedorovnacameinandleanedherportlypersonagainstthedoorpost。
  "Youlikelistening?"shesaidtoNatasha,withasmileextremelylike"Uncle’s。""That’sagoodplayerofours,"sheadded。
  "Hedoesn’tplaythatpartright!"said"Uncle"suddenly,withanenergeticgesture。"Hereheoughttoburstout—that’sit,comeon!—
  oughttoburstout。"
  "Doyouplaythen?"askedNatasha。
  "Uncle"didnotanswer,butsmiled。
  "Anisya,goandseeifthestringsofmyguitarareallright。I
  haven’ttoucheditforalongtime。That’sit—comeon!I’vegivenitup。"
  AnisyaFedorovna,withherlightstep,willinglywenttofulfillhererrandandbroughtbacktheguitar。
  Withoutlookingatanyone,"Uncle"blewthedustoffitand,tappingthecasewithhisbonyfingers,tunedtheguitarandsettledhimselfinhisarmchair。Hetooktheguitaralittleabovethefingerboard,archinghisleftelbowwithasomewhattheatricalgesture,and,withawinkatAnisyaFedorovna,struckasinglechord,pureandsonorous,andthenquietly,smoothly,andconfidentlybeganplayinginveryslowtime,notMyLady,butthewell—knownsong:Cameamaidendownthestreet。Thetune,playedwithprecisionandinexacttime,begantothrillintheheartsofNicholasandNatasha,arousinginthemthesamekindofsobermirthasradiatedfromAnisyaFedorovna’swholebeing。AnisyaFedorovnaflushed,anddrawingherkerchiefoverherfacewentlaughingoutoftheroom。"Uncle"continuedtoplaycorrectly,carefully,withenergeticfirmness,lookingwithachangedandinspiredexpressionatthespotwhereAnisyaFedorovnahadjuststood。Somethingseemedtobelaughingalittleononesideofhisfaceunderhisgraymustaches,especiallyasthesonggrewbriskerandthetimequickerandwhen,hereandthere,asheranhisfingersoverthestrings,somethingseemedtosnap。
  "Lovely,lovely!Goon,Uncle,goon!"shoutedNatashaassoonashehadfinished。Shejumpedupandhuggedandkissedhim。"Nicholas,Nicholas!"shesaid,turningtoherbrother,asifaskinghim:"Whatisitmovesmeso?"
  Nicholastoowasgreatlypleasedby"Uncle’s"playing,and"Uncle"
  playedthepieceoveragain。AnisyaFedorovna’ssmilingfacereappearedinthedoorwayandbehindhersotherfaces……
  Fetchingwaterclearandsweet,Stop,dearmaiden,Ientreat—
  played"Uncle"oncemore,runninghisfingersskillfullyoverthestrings,andthenhestoppedshortandjerkedhisshoulders。
  "Goon,Uncledear,"Natashawailedinanimploringtoneasifherlifedependedonit。
  "Uncle"rose,anditwasasifthereweretwomeninhim:oneofthemsmiledseriouslyatthemerryfellow,whilethemerryfellowstruckanaiveandpreciseattitudepreparatorytoafolkdance。
  "Nowthen,niece!"heexclaimed,wavingtoNatashathehandthathadjuststruckachord。
  Natashathrewofftheshawlfromhershoulders,ranforwardtoface"Uncle,"andsettingherarmsakimboalsomadeamotionwithhershouldersandstruckanattitude。
  Where,how,andwhenhadthisyoungcountess,educatedbyanemigreeFrenchgoverness,imbibedfromtheRussianairshebreathedthatspiritandobtainedthatmannerwhichthepasdechale*would,onewouldhavesupposed,longagohaveeffaced?ButthespiritandthemovementswerethoseinimitableandunteachableRussianonesthat"Uncle"hadexpectedofher。Assoonasshehadstruckherpose,andsmiledtriumphantly,proudly,andwithslymerriment,thefearthathadatfirstseizedNicholasandtheothersthatshemightnotdotherightthingwasatanend,andtheywerealreadyadmiringher。
  *TheFrenchshawldance。
  Shedidtherightthingwithsuchprecision,suchcompleteprecision,thatAnisyaFedorovna,whohadatoncehandedherthehandkerchiefsheneededforthedance,hadtearsinhereyes,thoughshelaughedasshewatchedthisslim,gracefulcountess,rearedinsilksandvelvetsandsodifferentfromherself,whoyetwasabletounderstandallthatwasinAnisyaandinAnisya’sfatherandmotherandaunt,andineveryRussianmanandwoman。
  "Well,littlecountess;that’sit—comeon!"cried"Uncle,"withajoyouslaugh,havingfinishedthedance。"Welldone,niece!Nowafineyoungfellowmustbefoundashusbandforyou。That’sit—comeon!"
  "He’schosenalready,"saidNicholassmiling。
  "Oh?"said"Uncle"insurprise,lookinginquiringlyatNatasha,whonoddedherheadwithahappysmile。
  "Andsuchaone!"shesaid。Butassoonasshehadsaiditanewtrainofthoughtsandfeelingsaroseinher。"WhatdidNicholas’smilemeanwhenhesaid’chosenalready’?Ishegladofitornot?ItisasifhethoughtmyBolkonskiwouldnotapproveoforunderstandourgaiety。Buthewouldunderstanditall。Whereishenow?"shethought,andherfacesuddenlybecameserious。Butthislastedonlyasecond。
  "Don’tdaretothinkaboutit,"shesaidtoherself,andsatdownagainsmilinglybeside"Uncle,"begginghimtoplaysomethingmore。
  "Uncle"playedanothersongandavalse;thenafterapauseheclearedhisthroatandsanghisfavoritehuntingsong:
  As’twasgrowingdarklastnightFellthesnowsosoftandlight……
  "Uncle"sangaspeasantssing,withfullandnaiveconvictionthatthewholemeaningofasongliesinthewordsandthatthetunecomesofitself,andthatapartfromthewordsthereisnotune,whichexistsonlytogivemeasuretothewords。Asaresultofthistheunconsideredtune,likethesongofabird,wasextraordinarilygood。Natashawasinecstasiesover"Uncle’s"singing。Sheresolvedtogiveuplearningtheharpandtoplayonlytheguitar。Sheasked"Uncle"forhisguitarandatoncefoundthechordsofthesong。
  Afternineo’clocktwotrapsandthreemountedmen,whohadbeensenttolookforthem,arrivedtofetchNatashaandPetya。Thecountandcountessdidnotknowwheretheywereandwereveryanxious,saidoneofthemen。
  Petyawascarriedoutlikealogandlaidinthelargerofthetwotraps。NatashaandNicholasgotintotheother。"Uncle"wrappedNatashaupwarmlyandtookleaveofherwithquiteanewtenderness。
  Heaccompaniedthemonfootasfarasthebridgethatcouldnotbecrossed,sothattheyhadtogoroundbytheford,andhesenthuntsmentorideinfrontwithlanterns。
  "Good—by,dearniece,"hisvoicecalledoutofthedarkness—notthevoiceNatashahadknownpreviously,buttheonethathadsungAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight。
  Inthevillagethroughwhichtheypassedtherewereredlightsandacheerfulsmellofsmoke。
  "WhatadarlingUncleis!"saidNatasha,whentheyhadcomeoutontothehighroad。
  "Yes,"returnedNicholas。"You’renotcold?"
  "No。I’mquite,quiteallright。Ifeelsocomfortable!"answeredNatasha,almostperplexedbyherfeelings。Theyremainedsilentalongwhile。Thenightwasdarkanddamp。Theycouldnotseethehorses,butonlyheardthemsplashingthroughtheunseenmud。
  Whatwaspassinginthatreceptivechildlikesoulthatsoeagerlycaughtandassimilatedallthediverseimpressionsoflife?Howdidtheyallfindplaceinher?Butshewasveryhappy。AstheywerenearinghomeshesuddenlystruckuptheairofAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight—thetuneofwhichshehadallthewaybeentryingtogetandhadatlastcaught。
  "Gotit?"saidNicholas。
  "Whatwereyouthinkingaboutjustnow,Nicholas?"inquiredNatasha。
  Theywerefondofaskingoneanotherthatquestion。
  "I?"saidNicholas,tryingtoremember。"Well,yousee,firstI
  thoughtthatRugay,theredhound,waslikeUncle,andthatifhewereamanhewouldalwayskeepUnclenearhim,ifnotforhisriding,thenforhismanner。WhatagoodfellowUncleis!Don’tyouthinkso?……
  Well,andyou?"
  "I?Waitabit,wait……Yes,firstIthoughtthatwearedrivingalongandimaginingthatwearegoinghome,butthatheavenknowswherewearereallygoinginthedarkness,andthatweshallarriveandsuddenlyfindthatwearenotinOtradnoe,butinFairyland。AndthenIthought……No,nothingelse。"
  "Iknow,Iexpectyouthoughtofhim,"saidNicholas,smilingasNatashaknewbythesoundofhisvoice。
  "No,"saidNatasha,thoughshehadinrealitybeenthinkingaboutPrinceAndrewatthesametimeasoftherest,andofhowhewouldhaveliked"Uncle。""AndthenIwassayingtomyselfalltheway,’HowwellAnisyacarriedherself,howwell!’"AndNicholasheardherspontaneous,happy,ringinglaughter。"Anddoyouknow,"shesuddenlysaid,"IknowthatIshallneveragainbeashappyandtranquilasIamnow。"
  "Rubbish,nonsense,humbug!"exclaimedNicholas,andhethought:
  "HowcharmingthisNatashaofmineis!Ihavenootherfriendlikeherandnevershallhave。Whyshouldshemarry?Wemightalwaysdriveabouttogether!
  "WhatadarlingthisNicholasofmineis!"thoughtNatasha。
  "Ah,therearestilllightsinthedrawingroom!"shesaid,pointingtothewindowsofthehousethatgleamedinvitinglyinthemoistvelvetydarknessofthenight。
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  CHAPTERVIII
  CountIlyaRostovhadresignedthepositionofMarshaloftheNobilitybecauseitinvolvedhimintoomuchexpense,butstillhisaffairsdidnotimprove。NatashaandNicholasoftennoticedtheirparentsconferringtogetheranxiouslyandprivatelyandheardsuggestionsofsellingthefineancestralRostovhouseandestatenearMoscow。ItwasnotnecessarytoentertainsofreelyaswhenthecounthadbeenMarshal,andlifeatOtradnoewasquieterthaninformeryears,butstilltheenormoushouseanditslodgeswerefullofpeopleandmorethantwentysatdowntotableeveryday。Thesewerealltheirownpeoplewhohadsettleddowninthehousealmostasmembersofthefamily,orpersonswhowere,itseemed,obligedtoliveinthecount’shouse。SuchwereDimmlerthemusicianandhiswife,Vogelthedancingmasterandhisfamily,Belova,anoldmaidenlady,aninmateofthehouse,andmanyotherssuchasPetya’stutors,thegirls’formergoverness,andotherpeoplewhosimplyfounditpreferableandmoreadvantageoustoliveinthecount’shousethanathome。Theyhadnotasmanyvisitorsasbefore,buttheoldhabitsoflifewithoutwhichthecountandcountesscouldnotconceiveofexistenceremainedunchanged。TherewasstillthehuntingestablishmentwhichNicholashadevenenlarged,thesamefiftyhorsesandfifteengroomsinthestables,thesameexpensivepresentsanddinnerpartiestothewholedistrictonnamedays;
  therewerestillthecount’sgamesofwhistandboston,atwhich—
  spreadingouthiscardssothateverybodycouldseethem—helethimselfbeplunderedofhundredsofrubleseverydaybyhisneighbors,wholookeduponanopportunitytoplayarubberwithCountRostovasamostprofitablesourceofincome。
  Thecountmovedinhisaffairsasinahugenet,tryingnottobelievethathewasentangledbutbecomingmoreandmoresoateverystep,andfeelingtoofeebletobreakthemeshesortosettoworkcarefullyandpatientlytodisentanglethem。Thecountess,withherlovingheart,feltthatherchildrenwerebeingruined,thatitwasnotthecount’sfaultforhecouldnothelpbeingwhathewas—thatthoughhetriedtohideithehimselfsufferedfromtheconsciousnessofhisownandhischildren’sruin,andshetriedtofindmeansofremedyingtheposition。Fromherfemininepointofviewshecouldseeonlyonesolution,namely,forNicholastomarryarichheiress。ShefeltthistobetheirlasthopeandthatifNicholasrefusedthematchshehadfoundforhim,shewouldhavetoabandonthehopeofevergettingmattersright。ThismatchwaswithJulieKaragina,thedaughterofexcellentandvirtuousparents,agirltheRostovshadknownfromchildhood,andwhohadnowbecomeawealthyheiressthroughthedeathofthelastofherbrothers。
  ThecountesshadwrittendirecttoJulie’smotherinMoscowsuggestingamarriagebetweentheirchildrenandhadreceivedafavorableanswerfromher。Karaginahadrepliedthatforherpartshewasagreeable,andeverythingdependonherdaughter’sinclination。SheinvitedNicholastocometoMoscow。
  Severaltimesthecountess,withtearsinhereyes,toldhersonthatnowbothherdaughtersweresettled,heronlywishwastoseehimmarried。Shesaidshecouldliedowninhergravepeacefullyifthatwereaccomplished。Thenshetoldhimthatsheknewofasplendidgirlandtriedtodiscoverwhathethoughtaboutmarriage。
  AtothertimesshepraisedJulietohimandadvisedhimtogotoMoscowduringtheholidaystoamusehimself。Nicholasguessedwhathismother’sremarkswereleadingtoandduringoneoftheseconversationsinducedhertospeakquitefrankly。ShetoldhimthatheronlyhopeofgettingtheiraffairsdisentanglednowlayinhismarryingJulieKaragina。
  "But,Mamma,supposeIlovedagirlwhohasnofortune,wouldyouexpectmetosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorforthesakeofmoney?"heaskedhismother,notrealizingthecrueltyofhisquestionandonlywishingtoshowhisnoble—mindedness。
  "No,youhavenotunderstoodme,"saidhismother,notknowinghowtojustifyherself。"Youhavenotunderstoodme,Nikolenka。ItisyourhappinessIwishfor,"sheadded,feelingthatshewastellinganuntruthandwasbecomingentangled。Shebegantocry。
  "Mamma,don’tcry!Onlytellmethatyouwishit,andyouknowI
  willgivemylife,anything,toputyouatease,"saidNicholas。"I
  wouldsacrificeanythingforyou—evenmyfeelings。"
  Butthecountessdidnotwantthequestionputlikethat:shedidnotwantasacrificefromherson,sheherselfwishedtomakeasacrificeforhim。
  "No,youhavenotunderstoodme,don’tletustalkaboutit,"shereplied,wipingawayhertears。
  "MaybeIdoloveapoorgirl,"saidNicholastohimself。"AmItosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorformoney?IwonderhowMammacouldspeaksotome。BecauseSonyaispoorImustnotloveher,"hethought,"mustnotrespondtoherfaithful,devotedlove?YetIshouldcertainlybehappierwithherthanwithsomedoll—likeJulie。Icanalwayssacrificemyfeelingsformyfamily’swelfare,"hesaidtohimself,"butIcan’tcoercemyfeelings。IfIloveSonya,thatfeelingisformestrongerandhigherthanallelse。"
  NicholasdidnotgotoMoscow,andthecountessdidnotrenewtheconversationwithhimaboutmarriage。Shesawwithsorrow,andsometimeswithexasperation,symptomsofagrowingattachmentbetweenhersonandtheportionlessSonya。Thoughsheblamedherselfforit,shecouldnotrefrainfromgrumblingatandworryingSonya,oftenpullingherupwithoutreason,addressingherstifflyas"mydear,"andusingtheformal"you"insteadoftheintimate"thou"inspeakingtoher。ThekindheartedcountesswasthemorevexedwithSonyabecausethatpoor,dark—eyednieceofherswassomeek,sokind,sodevotedlygratefultoherbenefactors,andsofaithfully,unchangingly,andunselfishlyinlovewithNicholas,thattherewerenogroundsforfindingfaultwithher。
  Nicholaswasspendingthelastofhisleaveathome。AfourthletterhadcomefromPrinceAndrew,fromRome,inwhichhewrotethathewouldhavebeenonhiswaybacktoRussialongagohadnothiswoundunexpectedlyreopenedinthewarmclimate,whichobligedhimtodeferhisreturntillthebeginningofthenewyear。Natashawasstillasmuchinlovewithherbetrothed,foundthesamecomfortinthatlove,andwasstillasreadytothrowherselfintoallthepleasuresoflifeasbefore;butattheendofthefourthmonthoftheirseparationshebegantohavefitsofdepressionwhichshecouldnotmaster。Shefeltsorryforherself:sorrythatshewasbeingwastedallthistimeandofnousetoanyone—whileshefeltherselfsocapableoflovingandbeingloved。
  ThingswerenotcheerfulintheRostovs’home。
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  CHAPTERIX
  ChristmascameandexceptfortheceremonialMass,thesolemnandwearisomeChristmascongratulationsfromneighborsandservants,andthenewdresseseveryoneputon,therewerenospecialfestivities,thoughthecalmfrostoftwentydegreesReaumur,thedazzlingsunshinebyday,andthestarlightofthewinternightsseemedtocallforsomespecialcelebrationoftheseason。
  OnthethirddayofChristmasweek,afterthemiddaydinner,alltheinmatesofthehousedispersedtovariousrooms。Itwasthedullesttimeoftheday。Nicholas,whohadbeenvisitingsomeneighborsthatmorning,wasasleeponthesitting—roomsofa。Theoldcountwasrestinginhisstudy。Sonyasatinthedrawingroomattheroundtable,copyingadesignforembroidery。Thecountesswasplayingpatience。NastasyaIvanovnathebuffoonsatwithasadfaceatthewindowwithtwooldladies。Natashacameintotheroom,wentuptoSonya,glancedatwhatshewasdoing,andthenwentuptohermotherandstoodwithoutspeaking。
  "Whyareyouwanderingaboutlikeanoutcast?"askedhermother。
  "Whatdoyouwant?"
  "Him……Iwanthim……now,thisminute!Iwanthim!"saidNatasha,withglitteringeyesandnosignofasmile。
  Thecountessliftedherheadandlookedattentivelyatherdaughter。
  "Don’tlookatme,Mamma!Don’tlook;Ishallcrydirectly。"
  "Sitdownwithmealittle,"saidthecountess。
  "Mamma,Iwanthim。WhyshouldIbewastedlikethis,Mamma?"
  Hervoicebroke,tearsgushedfromhereyes,andsheturnedquicklytohidethemandlefttheroom。
  Shepassedintothesittingroom,stoodtherethinkingawhile,andthenwentintothemaids’room。Thereanoldmaidservantwasgrumblingatayounggirlwhostoodpanting,havingjustruninthroughthecoldfromtheserfs’quarters。
  "Stopplaying—there’satimeforeverything,"saidtheoldwoman。
  "Letheralone,Kondratevna,"saidNatasha。"Go,Mavrushka,go。"
  HavingreleasedMavrushka,Natashacrossedthedancinghallandwenttothevestibule。Thereanoldfootmanandtwoyoungoneswereplayingcards。Theybrokeoffandroseassheentered。
  "WhatcanIdowiththem?"thoughtNatasha。
  "Oh,Nikita,pleasego……wherecanIsendhim?……Yes,gototheyardandfetchafowl,please,acock,andyou,Misha,bringmesomeoats。"
  "Justafewoats?"saidMisha,cheerfullyandreadily。
  "Go,goquickly,"theoldmanurgedhim。
  "Andyou,Theodore,getmeapieceofchalk。"
  Onherwaypastthebutler’spantryshetoldthemtosetasamovar,thoughitwasnotatallthetimefortea。
  Foka,thebutler,wasthemostill—temperedpersoninthehouse。
  Natashalikedtotestherpoweroverhim。Hedistrustedtheorderandaskedwhetherthesamovarwasreallywanted。
  "Ohdear,whatayounglady!"saidFoka,pretendingtofrownatNatasha。
  NooneinthehousesentpeopleaboutorgavethemasmuchtroubleasNatashadid。Shecouldnotseepeopleunconcernedly,buthadtosendthemonsomeerrand。Sheseemedtobetryingwhetheranyofthemwouldgetangryorsulkywithher;buttheserfsfulfillednoone’sorderssoreadilyastheydidhers。"WhatcanIdo,wherecanIgo?"thoughtshe,asshewentslowlyalongthepassage。
  "NastasyaIvanovna,whatsortofchildrenshallIhave?"sheaskedthebuffoon,whowascomingtowardherinawoman’sjacket。
  "Why,fleas,crickets,grasshoppers,"answeredthebuffoon。
  "OLord,OLord,it’salwaysthesame!Oh,whereamItogo?WhatamItodowithmyself?"Andtappingwithherheels,sheranquicklyupstairstoseeVogelandhiswifewholivedontheupperstory。
  TwogovernessesweresittingwiththeVogelsatatable,onwhichwereplatesofraisins,walnuts,andalmonds。ThegovernesseswerediscussingwhetheritwascheapertoliveinMoscoworOdessa。Natashasatdown,listenedtotheirtalkwithaseriousandthoughtfulair,andthengotupagain。
  "TheislandofMadagascar,"shesaid,"Ma—da—gas—car,"sherepeated,articulatingeachsyllabledistinctly,and,notreplyingtoMadameSchosswhoaskedherwhatshewassaying,shewentoutoftheroom。
  HerbrotherPetyawasupstairstoo;withthemaninattendanceonhimhewaspreparingfireworkstoletoffthatnight。
  "Petya!Petya!"shecalledtohim。"Carrymedownstairs。"
  Petyaranupandofferedherhisback。Shejumpedonit,puttingherarmsroundhisneck,andheprancedalongwithher。
  "No,don’t……theislandofMadagascar!"shesaid,andjumpingoffhisbackshewentdownstairs。
  Havingasitwerereviewedherkingdom,testedherpower,andmadesurethateveryonewassubmissive,butthatallthesameitwasdull,Natashabetookherselftotheballroom,pickedupherguitar,satdowninadarkcornerbehindabookcase,andbegantorunherfingersoverthestringsinthebass,pickingoutapassagesherecalledfromanoperashehadheardinPetersburgwithPrinceAndrew。
  Whatshedrewfromtheguitarwouldhavehadnomeaningforotherlisteners,butinherimaginationawholeseriesofreminiscencesarosefromthosesounds。Shesatbehindthebookcasewithhereyesfixedonastreakoflightescapingfromthepantrydoorandlistenedtoherselfandpondered。Shewasinamoodforbroodingonthepast。
  Sonyapassedtothepantrywithaglassinherhand。Natashaglancedatherandatthecrackinthepantrydoor,anditseemedtoherthatsherememberedthelightfailingthroughthatcrackoncebeforeandSonyapassingwithaglassinherhand。"Yesitwasexactlythesame,"thoughtNatasha。
  "Sonya,whatisthis?"shecried,twangingathickstring。
  "Oh,youarethere!"saidSonyawithastart,andcamenearandlistened。"Idon’tknow。Astorm?"sheventuredtimidly,afraidofbeingwrong。
  "There!That’sjusthowshestartedandjusthowshecameupsmilingtimidlywhenallthishappenedbefore,"thoughtNatasha,"andinjustthesamewayIthoughttherewassomethinglackinginher。"
  "No,it’sthechorusfromTheWater—Carrier,listen!"andNatashasangtheairofthechorussothatSonyashouldcatchit。"Wherewereyougoing?"sheasked。
  "Tochangethewaterinthisglass。Iamjustfinishingthedesign。"
  "Youalwaysfindsomethingtodo,butIcan’t,"saidNatasha。"Andwhere’sNicholas?"
  "Asleep,Ithink。"
  "Sonya,goandwakehim,"saidNatasha。"TellhimIwanthimtocomeandsing。"
  Shesatawhile,wonderingwhatthemeaningofitallhavinghappenedbeforecouldbe,andwithoutsolvingthisproblem,oratallregrettingnothavingdoneso,sheagainpassedinfancytothetimewhenshewaswithhimandhewaslookingatherwithalover’seyes。
  "Oh,ifonlyhewouldcomequicker!Iamsoafraiditwillneverbe!
  And,worstofall,Iamgrowingold—that’sthething!Therewon’tthenbeinmewhatthereisnow。Butperhapshe’llcometoday,willcomeimmediately。Perhapshehascomeandissittinginthedrawingroom。PerhapshecameyesterdayandIhaveforgottenit。"Sherose,putdowntheguitar,andwenttothedrawingroom。
  Allthedomesticcircle,tutors,governesses,andguests,werealreadyattheteatable。Theservantsstoodroundthetable—butPrinceAndrewwasnotthereandlifewasgoingonasbefore。
  "Ah,heresheis!"saidtheoldcount,whenhesawNatashaenter。
  "Well,sitdownbyme。"ButNatashastayedbyhermotherandglancedroundasiflookingforsomething。
  "Mamma!"shemuttered,"givehimtome,givehim,Mamma,quickly,quickly!"andsheagainhaddifficultyinrepressinghersobs。
  ShesatdownatthetableandlistenedtotheconversationbetweentheeldersandNicholas,whohadalsocometothetable。"MyGod,myGod!Thesamefaces,thesametalk,Papaholdinghiscupandblowinginthesameway!"thoughtNatasha,feelingwithhorrorasenseofrepulsionrisingupinherforthewholehousehold,becausetheywerealwaysthesame。
  Aftertea,Nicholas,Sonya,andNatashawenttothesittingroom,totheirfavoritecornerwheretheirmostintimatetalksalwaysbegan。
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  CHAPTERX
  Doesiteverhappentoyou,"saidNatashatoherbrother,whentheysettleddowninthesittingroom,"doesiteverhappentoyoutofeelasiftherewerenothingmoretocome—nothing;thateverythinggoodispast?Andtofeelnotexactlydull,butsad?"
  "Ishouldthinkso!"hereplied。"Ihavefeltlikethatwheneverythingwasallrightandeveryonewascheerful。ThethoughthascomeintomymindthatIwasalreadytiredofitall,andthatwemustalldie。OnceintheregimentIhadnotgonetosomemerrymakingwheretherewasmusic……andsuddenlyIfeltsodepressed……"
  "Ohyes,Iknow,Iknow,Iknow!"Natashainterruptedhim。"WhenI
  wasquitelittlethatusedtobesowithme。DoyourememberwhenI
  waspunishedonceaboutsomeplums?Youwerealldancing,andIsatsobbingintheschoolroom?Ishallneverforgetit:Ifeltsadandsorryforeveryone,formyself,andforeveryone。AndIwasinnocent—thatwasthechiefthing,"saidNatasha。"Doyouremember?"
  "Iremember,"answeredNicholas。"IrememberthatIcametoyouafterwardsandwantedtocomfortyou,butdoyouknow,Ifeltashamedto。Wewereterriblyabsurd。Ihadafunnydollthenandwantedtogiveittoyou。Doyouremember?"
  "Anddoyouremember,"Natashaaskedwithapensivesmile,"howonce,long,longago,whenwewerequitelittle,Unclecalledusintothestudy—thatwasintheoldhouse—anditwasdark—wewentinandsuddenlytherestood……"
  "ANegro,"chimedinNicholaswithasmileofdelight。"OfcourseIremember。EvennowIdon’tknowwhethertherereallywasaNegro,orifweonlydreameditorweretoldabouthim。"
  "Hewasgray,youremember,andhadwhiteteeth,andstoodandlookedatus……"
  "Sonya,doyouremember?"askedNicholas。
  "Yes,yes,Idoremembersomethingtoo,"Sonyaansweredtimidly。
  "YouknowIhaveaskedPapaandMammaaboutthatNegro,"saidNatasha,"andtheysaytherewasnoNegroatall。Butyousee,youremember!"
  "OfcourseIdo,IrememberhisteethasifIhadjustseenthem。"
  "Howstrangeitis!It’sasifitwereadream!Ilikethat。"
  "Anddoyourememberhowwerolledhard—boiledeggsintheballroom,andsuddenlytwooldwomenbeganspinningroundonthecarpet?Wasthatrealornot?Doyourememberwhatfunitwas?"
  "Yes,andyourememberhowPapainhisblueovercoatfiredagunintheporch?"
  Sotheywentthroughtheirmemories,smilingwithpleasure:notthesadmemoriesofoldage,butpoetic,youthfulones—thoseimpressionsofone’smostdistantpastinwhichdreamsandrealitiesblend—andtheylaughedwithquietenjoyment。
  Sonya,asalways,didnotquitekeeppacewiththem,thoughtheysharedthesamereminiscences。
  Muchthattheyrememberedhadslippedfromhermind,andwhatsherecalleddidnotarousethesamepoeticfeelingastheyexperienced。
  Shesimplyenjoyedtheirpleasureandtriedtofitinwithit。
  SheonlyreallytookpartwhentheyrecalledSonya’sfirstarrival。ShetoldthemhowafraidshehadbeenofNicholasbecausehehadonacordedjacketandhernursehadtoldherthatshe,too,wouldbesewnupwithcords。
  "AndIremembertheirtellingmethatyouhadbeenbornunderacabbage,"saidNatasha,andIrememberthatIdarednotdisbelieveitthen,butknewthatitwasnottrue,andIfeltsouncomfortable。"
  Whiletheyweretalkingamaidthrustherheadinattheotherdoorofthesittingroom。
  "Theyhavebroughtthecock,Miss,"shesaidinawhisper。
  "Itisn’twanted,Petya。Tellthemtotakeitaway,"repliedNatasha。
  Inthemiddleoftheirtalkinthesittingroom,Dimmlercameinandwentuptotheharpthatstoodthereinacorner。Hetookoffitsclothcovering,andtheharpgaveoutajarringsound。
  "Mr。Dimmler,pleaseplaymyfavoritenocturnebyField,"cametheoldcountess’voicefromthedrawingroom。
  Dimmlerstruckachordand,turningtoNatasha,Nicholas,andSonya,remarked:"Howquietyouyoungpeopleare!"
  "Yes,we’rephilosophizing,"saidNatasha,glancingroundforamomentandthencontinuingtheconversation。Theywerenowdiscussingdreams。
  Dimmlerbegantoplay;Natashawentontiptoenoiselesslytothetable,tookupacandle,carrieditout,andreturned,seatingherselfquietlyinherformerplace。Itwasdarkintheroomespeciallywheretheyweresittingonthesofa,butthroughthebigwindowsthesilverylightofthefullmoonfellonthefloor。Dimmlerhadfinishedthepiecebutstillsatsoftlyrunninghisfingersoverthestrings,evidentlyuncertainwhethertostoportoplaysomethingelse。
  "Doyouknow,"saidNatashainawhisper,movingclosertoNicholasandSonya,"thatwhenonegoesonandonrecallingmemories,oneatlastbeginstorememberwhathappenedbeforeonewasintheworld……"
  "Thatismetempsychosis,"saidSonya,whohadalwayslearnedwell,andrememberedeverything。"TheEgyptiansbelievedthatoursoulshavelivedinanimals,andwillgobackintoanimalsagain。"
  "No,Idon’tbelieveweeverwereinanimals,"saidNatasha,stillinawhisperthoughthemusichadceased。"ButIamcertainthatwewereangelssomewherethere,andhavebeenhere,andthatiswhyweremember……"
  "MayIjoinyou?"saidDimmlerwhohadcomeupquietly,andhesatdownbythem。
  "Ifwehavebeenangels,whyhavewefallenlower?"saidNicholas。
  "No,thatcan’tbe!"
  "Notlower,whosaidwewerelower?……HowdoIknowwhatIwasbefore?"Natasharejoinedwithconviction。"Thesoulisimmortal—wellthen,ifIshallalwaysliveImusthavelivedbefore,livedforawholeeternity。"
  "Yes,butitishardforustoimagineeternity,"remarkedDimmler,whohadjoinedtheyoungfolkwithamildlycondescendingsmilebutnowspokeasquietlyandseriouslyasthey。
  "Whyisithardtoimagineeternity?"saidNatasha。"Itisnowtoday,anditwillbetomorrow,andalways;andtherewasyesterday,andthedaybefore……"
  "Natasha!Nowit’syourturn。Singmesomething,"theyheardthecountesssay。"Whyareyousittingtherelikeconspirators?"
  "Mamma,Idon’tatallwantto,"repliedNatasha,butallthesamesherose。
  Noneofthem,noteventhemiddle—agedDimmler,wantedtobreakofftheirconversationandquitthatcornerinthesittingroom,butNatashagotupandNicholassatdownattheclavichord。Standingasusualinthemiddleofthehallandchoosingtheplacewheretheresonancewasbest,Natashabegantosinghermother’sfavoritesong。
  Shehadsaidshedidnotwanttosing,butitwaslongsinceshehadsung,andlongbeforesheagainsang,asshedidthatevening。Thecount,fromhisstudywherehewastalkingtoMitenka,heardherand,likeaschoolboyinahurrytorunouttoplay,blunderedinhistalkwhilegivingorderstothesteward,andatlaststopped,whileMitenkastoodinfrontofhimalsolisteningandsmiling。
  Nicholasdidnottakehiseyesoffhissisteranddrewbreathintimewithher。Sonya,asshelistened,thoughtoftheimmensedifferencetherewasbetweenherselfandherfriend,andhowimpossibleitwasforhertobeanythinglikeasbewitchingashercousin。Theoldcountesssatwithablissfulyetsadsmileandwithtearsinhereyes,occasionallyshakingherhead。ShethoughtofNatashaandofherownyouth,andofhowtherewassomethingunnaturalanddreadfulinthisimpendingmarriageofNatashaandPrinceAndrew。
  Dimmler,whohadseatedhimselfbesidethecountess,listenedwithclosedeyes。
  "Ah,Countess,"hesaidatlast,"that’saEuropeantalent,shehasnothingtolearn—whatsoftness,tenderness,andstrength……"
  "Ah,howafraidIamforher,howafraidIam!"saidthecountess,notrealizingtowhomshewasspeaking。HermaternalinstincttoldherthatNatashahadtoomuchofsomething,andthatbecauseofthisshewouldnotbehappy。BeforeNatashahadfinishedsinging,fourteen—year—oldPetyarushedindelightedly,tosaythatsomemummershadarrived。
  Natashastoppedabruptly。
  "Idiot!"shescreamedatherbrotherand,runningtoachair,threwherselfonit,sobbingsoviolentlythatshecouldnotstopforalongtime。
  "It’snothing,Mamma,reallyit’snothing;onlyPetyastartledme,"shesaid,tryingtosmile,buthertearsstillflowedandsobsstillchokedher。
  Themummerssomeofthehouseserfsdressedupasbears,Turks,innkeepers,andladies—frighteningandfunny—bringinginwiththemthecoldfromoutsideandafeelingofgaiety,crowded,atfirsttimidly,intotheanteroom,thenhidingbehindoneanothertheypushedintotheballroomwhere,shylyatfirstandthenmoreandmoremerrilyandheartily,theystartedsinging,dancing,andplayingChristmasgames。Thecountess,whenshehadidentifiedthemandlaughedattheircostumes,wentintothedrawingroom。Thecountsatintheballroom,smilingradiantlyandapplaudingtheplayers。Theyoungpeoplehaddisappeared。
  Halfanhourlaterthereappearedamongtheothermummersintheballroomanoldladyinahoopedskirt—thiswasNicholas。ATurkishgirlwasPetya。AclownwasDimmler。AnhussarwasNatasha,andaCircassianwasSonyawithburnt—corkmustacheandeyebrows。
  Afterthecondescendingsurprise,nonrecognition,andpraise,fromthosewhowerenotthemselvesdressedup,theyoungpeopledecidedthattheircostumesweresogoodthattheyoughttobeshownelsewhere。
  Nicholas,who,astheroadswereinsplendidcondition,wantedtotakethemallforadriveinhistroyka,proposedtotakewiththemaboutadozenoftheserfmummersanddriveto"Uncle’s。"
  "No,whydisturbtheoldfellow?"saidthecountess。"Besides,youwouldn’thaveroomtoturnroundthere。Ifyoumustgo,gototheMelyukovs’"
  Melyukovawasawidow,who,withherfamilyandtheirtutorsandgovernesses,livedthreemilesfromtheRostovs。
  "That’sright,mydear,"chimedintheoldcount,thoroughlyaroused。"I’lldressupatonceandgowiththem。I’llmakePashetteopenhereyes。"
  Butthecountesswouldnotagreetohisgoing;hehadhadabadlegalltheselastdays。Itwasdecidedthatthecountmustnotgo,butthatifLouisaIvanovnaMadameSchosswouldgowiththem,theyoungladiesmightgototheMelyukovs’,Sonya,generallysotimidandshy,moreurgentlythananyonebeggingLouisaIvanovnanottorefuse。
  Sonya’scostumewasthebestofall。Hermustacheandeyebrowswereextraordinarilybecoming。Everyonetoldhershelookedveryhandsome,andshewasinaspiritedandenergeticmoodunusualwithher。Someinnervoicetoldherthatnoworneverherfatewouldbedecided,andinhermaleattiresheseemedquiteadifferentperson。
  LouisaIvanovnaconsentedtogo,andinhalfanhourfourtroykasleighswithlargeandsmallbells,theirrunnerssqueakingandwhistlingoverthefrozensnow,droveuptotheporch。
  Natashawasforemostinsettingamerryholidaytone,which,passingfromonetoanother,grewstrongerandstrongerandreacheditsclimaxwhentheyallcameoutintothefrostandgotintothesleighs,talking,callingtooneanother,laughing,andshouting。
  Twoofthetroykasweretheusualhouseholdsleighs,thethirdwastheoldcount’swithatrotterfromtheOrlovstudasshafthorse,thefourthwasNicholas’ownwithashortshaggyblackshafthorse。
  Nicholas,inhisoldlady’sdressoverwhichhehadbeltedhishussarovercoat,stoodinthemiddleofthesleigh,reinsinhand。
  Itwassolightthathecouldseethemoonlightreflectedfromthemetalharnessdisksandfromtheeyesofthehorses,wholookedroundinalarmatthenoisypartyundertheshadowoftheporchroof。
  Natasha,Sonya,MadameSchoss,andtwomaidsgotintoNicholas’
  sleigh;Dimmler,hiswife,andPetya,intotheoldcount’s,andtherestofthemummersseatedthemselvesintheothertwosleighs。
  "Yougoahead,Zakhar!"shoutedNicholastohisfather’scoachman,wishingforachancetoracepasthim。
  Theoldcount’stroyka,withDimmlerandhisparty,startedforward,squeakingonitsrunnersasthoughfreezingtothesnow,itsdeep—tonedbellclanging。Thesidehorses,pressingagainsttheshaftsofthemiddlehorse,sankinthesnow,whichwasdryandglitteredlikesugar,andthrewitup。
  Nicholassetoff,followingthefirstsleigh;behindhimtheothersmovednoisily,theirrunnerssqueaking。Atfirsttheydroveatasteadytrotalongthenarrowroad。Whiletheydrovepastthegardentheshadowsofthebaretreesoftenfellacrosstheroadandhidthebrilliantmoonlight,butassoonastheywerepastthefence,thesnowyplainbathedinmoonlightandmotionlessspreadoutbeforethemglitteringlikediamondsanddappledwithbluishshadows。Bang,bang!wentthefirstsleighoveracradleholeinthesnowoftheroad,andeachoftheothersleighsjoltedinthesameway,andrudelybreakingthefrost—boundstillness,thetroykasbegantospeedalongtheroad,oneaftertheother。
  "Ahare’strack,alotoftracks!"rangoutNatasha’svoicethroughthefrost—boundair。
  "Howlightitis,Nicholas!"cameSonya’svoice。
  NicholasglancedroundatSonya,andbentdowntoseeherfacecloser。Quiteanew,sweetfacewithblackeyebrowsandmustachespeepedupathimfromhersablefurs—socloseandyetsodistant—
  inthemoonlight。
  "ThatusedtobeSonya,"thoughthe,andlookedathercloserandsmiled。
  "Whatisit,Nicholas?"
  "Nothing,"saidheandturnedagaintothehorses。
  Whentheycameoutontothebeatenhighroad—polishedbysleighrunnersandcutupbyrough—shodhoofs,themarksofwhichwerevisibleinthemoonlight—thehorsesbegantotugatthereinsoftheirownaccordandincreasedtheirpace。Thenearsidehorse,archinghisheadandbreakingintoashortcanter,tuggedathistraces。Theshafthorseswayedfromsidetoside,movinghisearsasifasking:"Isn’tittimetobeginnow?"Infront,alreadyfaraheadthedeepbellofthesleighringingfartherandfartheroff,theblackhorsesdrivenbyZakharcouldbeclearlyseenagainstthewhitesnow。Fromthatsleighonecouldheartheshouts,laughter,andvoicesofthemummers。
  "Geeup,mydarlings!"shoutedNicholas,pullingthereinstoonesideandflourishingthewhip。
  Itwasonlybythekeenerwindthatmetthemandthejerksgivenbythesidehorseswhopulledharder—everincreasingtheirgallop—
  thatonenoticedhowfastthetroykawasflying。Nicholaslookedback。
  Withscreamssqueals,andwavingofwhipsthatcausedeventheshafthorsestogallop—theothersleighsfollowed。Theshafthorseswungsteadilybeneaththebowoveritshead,withnothoughtofslackeningpaceandreadytoputonspeedwhenrequired。
  Nicholasovertookthefirstsleigh。Theyweredrivingdownhillandcomingoutuponabroadtroddentrackacrossameadow,nearariver。
  "Wherearewe?"thoughthe。"It’stheKosoymeadow,Isuppose。Butno—thisissomethingnewI’veneverseenbefore。Thisisn’ttheKosoymeadownortheDemkinhill,andheavenonlyknowswhatitis!Itissomethingnewandenchanted。Well,whateveritmaybe……"Andshoutingtohishorses,hebegantopassthefirstsleigh。
  Zakharheldbackhishorsesandturnedhisface,whichwasalreadycoveredwithhoarfrosttohiseyebrows。
  Nicholasgavethehorsestherein,andZakhar,stretchingouthisarms,cluckedhistongueandlethishorsesgo。
  "Now,lookout,master!"hecried。
  Fasterstillthetwotroykasflewsidebyside,andfastermovedthefeetofthegallopingsidehorses。Nicholasbegantodrawahead。
  Zakhar,whilestillkeepinghisarmsextended,raisedonehandwiththereins。
  "Noyouwon’t,master!"heshouted。
  NicholasputallhishorsestoagallopandpassedZakhar。Thehorsesshoweredthefinedrysnowonthefacesofthoseinthesleigh—
  besidethemsoundedquickringingbellsandtheycaughtconfusedglimpsesofswiftlymovinglegsandtheshadowsofthetroykatheywerepassing。Thewhistlingsoundoftherunnersonthesnowandthevoicesofgirlsshriekingwereheardfromdifferentsides。
  Againcheckinghishorses,Nicholaslookedaroundhim。Theywerestillsurroundedbythemagicplainbathedinmoonlightandspangledwithstars。
  "ZakharisshoutingthatIshouldturntotheleft,butwhytotheleft?"thoughtNicholas。"ArewegettingtotheMelyukovs’?IsthisMelyukovka?Heavenonlyknowswherewearegoing,andheavenknowswhatishappeningtous—butitisverystrangeandpleasantwhateveritis。"Andhelookedroundinthesleigh。
  "Look,hismustacheandeyelashesareallwhite!"saidoneofthestrange,pretty,unfamiliarpeople—theonewithfineeyebrowsandmustache。
  "IthinkthisusedtobeNatasha,"thoughtNicholas,"andthatwasMadameSchoss,butperhapsit’snot,andthisCircassianwiththemustacheIdon’tknow,butIloveher。"
  "Aren’tyoucold?"heasked。
  Theydidnotanswerbutbegantolaugh。Dimmlerfromthesleighbehindshoutedsomething—probablysomethingfunny—buttheycouldnotmakeoutwhathesaid。
  "Yes,yes!"somevoicesanswered,laughing。
  "Butherewasafairyforestwithblackmovingshadows,andaglitterofdiamondsandaflightofmarblestepsandthesilverroofsoffairybuildingsandtheshrillyellsofsomeanimals。AndifthisisreallyMelyukovka,itisstillstrangerthatwedroveheavenknowswhereandhavecometoMelyukovka,"thoughtNicholas。
  ItreallywasMelyukovka,andmaidsandfootmenwithmerryfacescamerunning,outtotheporchcarryingcandles。
  "Whoisit?"askedsomeoneintheporch。
  "Themummersfromthecount’s。Iknowbythehorses,"repliedsomevoices。
  BK7CH11
  CHAPTERXI
  PelageyaDanilovnaMelyukova,abroadlybuilt,energeticwomanwearingspectacles,satinthedrawingroominaloosedress,surroundedbyherdaughterswhomshewastryingtokeepfromfeelingdull。Theywerequietlydroppingmeltedwaxintosnowandlookingattheshadowsthewaxfigureswouldthrowonthewall,whentheyheardthestepsandvoicesofnewarrivalsinthevestibule。
  Hussars,ladies,witches,clowns,andbears,afterclearingtheirthroatsandwipingthehoarfrostfromtheirfacesinthevestibule,cameintotheballroomwherecandleswerehurriedlylighted。Theclown—Dimmler—andthelady—Nicholas—startedadance。Surroundedbythescreamingchildrenthemummers,coveringtheirfacesanddisguisingtheirvoices,bowedtotheirhostessandarrangedthemselvesabouttheroom。
  "Dearme!there’snorecognizingthem!AndNatasha!Seewhomshelookslike!Shereallyremindsmeofsomebody。ButHerrDimmler—isn’thegood!Ididn’tknowhim!Andhowhedances。Dearme,there’saCircassian。Really,howbecomingitistodearSonya。Andwhoisthat?
  Well,youhavecheeredusup!NikitaandVanya—clearawaythetables!
  Andweweresittingsoquietly。Ha,ha,ha!……Thehussar,thehussar!
  Justlikeaboy!Andthelegs!……Ican’tlookathim……"differentvoicesweresaying。
  Natasha,theyoungMelyukovs’favorite,disappearedwiththemintothebackroomswhereacorkandvariousdressinggownsandmalegarmentswerecalledforandreceivedfromthefootmanbybaregirlisharmsfrombehindthedoor。Tenminuteslater,alltheyoungMelyukovsjoinedthemummers。
  PelageyaDanilovna,havinggivenorderstocleartheroomsforthevisitorsandarrangedaboutrefreshmentsforthegentryandtheserfs,wentaboutamongthemummerswithoutremovingherspectacles,peeringintotheirfaceswithasuppressedsmileandfailingtorecognizeanyofthem。ItwasnotmerelyDimmlerandtheRostovsshefailedtorecognize,shedidnotevenrecognizeherowndaughters,orherlatehusband’s,dressinggownsanduniforms,whichtheyhadputon。
  "Andwhoisisthis?"sheaskedhergoverness,peeringintothefaceofherowndaughterdressedupasaKazan—Tartar。"IsupposeitisoneoftheRostovs!Well,Mr。Hussar,andwhatregimentdoyouservein?"sheaskedNatasha。"Here,handsomefruitjellytotheTurk!"sheorderedthebutlerwhowashandingthingsround。"That’snotforbiddenbyhislaw。"
  Sometimes,asshelookedatthestrangebutamusingcaperscutbythedancers,who—havingdecidedonceforallthatbeingdisguised,noonewouldrecognizethem—werenotatallshy,PelageyaDanilovnahidherfaceinherhandkerchief,andherwholestoutbodyshookwithirrepressible,kindly,elderlylaughter。
  "MylittleSasha!LookatSasha!"shesaid。
  AfterRussiancountrydancesandchorusdances,PelageyaDanilovnamadetheserfsandgentryjoininonelargecircle:aring,astring,andasilverrublewerefetchedandtheyallplayedgamestogether。
  Inanhour,allthecostumeswerecrumpledanddisordered。Thecorkedeyebrowsandmustachesweresmearedovertheperspiring,flushed,andmerryfaces。PelageyaDanilovnabegantorecognizethemummers,admiredtheircleverlycontrivedcostumes,andparticularlyhowtheysuitedtheyoungladies,andshethankedthemallforhavingentertainedhersowell。Thevisitorswereinvitedtosupperinthedrawingroom,andtheserfshadsomethingservedtothemintheballroom。
  "Nowtotellone’sfortuneintheemptybathhouseisfrightening!"
  saidanoldmaidwholivedwiththeMelyukovs,duringsupper。
  "Why?"saidtheeldestMelyukovgirl。
  "Youwouldn’tgo,ittakescourage……"
  "I’llgo,"saidSonya。
  "Tellwhathappenedtotheyounglady!"saidthesecondMelyukovgirl。
  "Well,"begantheoldmaid,"ayoungladyoncewentout,tookacock,laidthetablefortwo,allproperly,andsatdown。Aftersittingawhile,shesuddenlyhearssomeonecoming……asleighdrivesupwithharnessbells;shehearshimcoming!Hecomesin,justintheshapeofaman,likeanofficer—comesinandsitsdowntotablewithher。"
  "Ah!ah!"screamedNatasha,rollinghereyeswithhorror。