TheTapestriedChamberbySirWalterScottandDeathoftheLaird’sJockINTRODUCTION。
ThisisanotherlittlestoryfromTheKeepsakeof1828。ItwastoldtomemanyyearsagobythelateMissAnnaSeward,who,amongotheraccomplishmentsthatrenderedheranamusinginmateinacountryhouse,hadthatofrecountingnarrativesofthissortwithveryconsiderableeffect——muchgreater,indeed,thananyonewouldbeapttoguessfromthestyleofherwrittenperformances。Therearehoursandmoodswhenmostpeoplearenotdispleasedtolistentosuchthings;andIhaveheardsomeofthegreatestandwisestofmycontemporariestaketheirshareintellingthem。
AUGUST1831
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THETAPESTRIEDCHAMBER;
OR,THELADYINTHESACQUE。
Thefollowingnarrativeisgivenfromthepen,sofarasmemorypermits,inthesamecharacterinwhichitwaspresentedtotheauthor’sear;norhasheclaimtofurtherpraise,ortobemoredeeplycensured,thaninproportiontothegoodorbadjudgmentwhichhehasemployedinselectinghismaterials,ashehasstudiouslyavoidedanyattemptatornamentwhichmightinterferewiththesimplicityofthetale。
Atthesametime,itmustbeadmittedthattheparticularclassofstorieswhichturnsonthemarvellouspossessesastrongerinfluencewhentoldthanwhencommittedtoprint。Thevolumetakenupatnoonday,thoughrehearsingthesameincidents,conveysamuchmorefeebleimpressionthanisachievedbythevoiceofthespeakeronacircleoffiresideauditors,whohanguponthenarrativeasthenarratordetailstheminuteincidentswhichservetogiveitauthenticity,andlowershisvoicewithanaffectationofmysterywhileheapproachesthefearfulandwonderfulpart。Itwaswithsuchadvantagesthatthepresentwriterheardthefollowingeventsrelated,morethantwentyyearssince,bythecelebratedMissSewardofLitchfield,who,tohernumerousaccomplishments,added,inaremarkabledegree,thepowerofnarrativeinprivateconversation。Initspresentformthetalemustnecessarilylosealltheinterestwhichwasattachedtoitbytheflexiblevoiceandintelligentfeaturesofthegiftednarrator。Yetstill,readaloudtoanundoubtingaudiencebythedoubtfullightoftheclosingevening,orinsilencebyadecayingtaper,andamidstthesolitudeofahalf—
lightedapartment,itmayredeemitscharacterasagoodghoststory。MissSewardalwaysaffirmedthatshehadderivedherinformationfromanauthenticsource,althoughshesuppressedthenamesofthetwopersonschieflyconcerned。IwillnotavailmyselfofanyparticularsImayhavesincereceivedconcerningthelocalitiesofthedetail,butsufferthemtorestunderthesamegeneraldescriptioninwhichtheywerefirstrelatedtome;
andforthesamereasonIwillnotaddtoordiminishthenarrativebyanycircumstance,whethermoreorlessmaterial,butsimplyrehearse,asIheardit,astoryofsupernaturalterror。
AbouttheendoftheAmericanwar,whentheofficersofLordCornwallis’sarmy,whichsurrenderedatYorktown,andothers,whohadbeenmadeprisonersduringtheimpoliticandill—fatedcontroversy,werereturningtotheirowncountry,torelatetheiradventures,andreposethemselvesaftertheirfatigues,therewasamongstthemageneralofficer,towhomMissS。gavethenameofBrowne,butmerely,asIunderstood,tosavetheinconvenienceofintroducinganamelessagentinthenarrative。Hewasanofficerofmerit,aswellasagentlemanofhighconsiderationforfamilyandattainments。
SomebusinesshadcarriedGeneralBrowneuponatourthroughthewesterncounties,when,intheconclusionofamorningstage,hefoundhimselfinthevicinityofasmallcountrytown,whichpresentedasceneofuncommonbeauty,andofacharacterpeculiarlyEnglish。
Thelittletown,withitsstatelyoldchurch,whosetowerboretestimonytothedevotionofageslongpast,layamidstpasturesandcornfieldsofsmallextent,butboundedanddividedwithhedgerowtimberofgreatageandsize。Therewerefewmarksofmodernimprovement。Theenvironsoftheplaceintimatedneitherthesolitudeofdecaynorthebustleofnovelty;thehouseswereold,butingoodrepair;andthebeautifullittlerivermurmuredfreelyonitswaytotheleftofthetown,neitherrestrainedbyadamnorborderedbyatowing—path。
Uponagentleeminence,nearlyamiletothesouthwardofthetown,wereseen,amongstmanyvenerableoaksandtangledthickets,theturretsofacastleasoldasthewallsofYorkandLancaster,butwhichseemedtohavereceivedimportantalterationsduringtheageofElizabethandhersuccessor,Ithadnotbeenaplaceofgreatsize;butwhateveraccommodationitformerlyaffordedwas,itmustbesupposed,stilltobeobtainedwithinitswalls。Atleast,suchwastheinferencewhichGeneralBrownedrewfromobservingthesmokearisemerrilyfromseveraloftheancientwreathedandcarvedchimney—stalks。Thewalloftheparkranalongsideofthehighwayfortwoorthreehundredyards;andthroughthedifferentpointsbywhichtheeyefoundglimpsesintothewoodlandscenery,itseemedtobewellstocked。
Otherpointsofviewopenedinsuccession——nowafulloneofthefrontoftheoldcastle,andnowasideglimpseatitsparticulartowers,theformerrichinallthebizarrerieoftheElizabethanschool,whilethesimpleandsolidstrengthofotherpartsofthebuildingseemedtoshowthattheyhadbeenraisedmorefordefencethanostentation。
Delightedwiththepartialglimpseswhichheobtainedofthecastlethroughthewoodsandgladesbywhichthisancientfeudalfortresswassurrounded,ourmilitarytravellerwasdeterminedtoinquirewhetheritmightnotdeserveanearerview,andwhetheritcontainedfamilypicturesorotherobjectsofcuriosityworthyofastranger’svisit,when,leavingthevicinityofthepark,herolledthroughacleanandwell—pavedstreet,andstoppedatthedoorofawell—frequentedinn。
Beforeorderinghorses,toproceedonhisjourney,GeneralBrownemadeinquiriesconcerningtheproprietorofthechateauwhichhadsoattractedhisadmiration,andwasequallysurprisedandpleasedathearinginreplyanoblemannamed,whomweshallcallLordWoodville。Howfortunate!MuchofBrowne’searlyrecollections,bothatschoolandatcollege,hadbeenconnectedwithyoungWoodville,whom,byafewquestions,henowascertainedtobethesamewiththeownerofthisfairdomain。
Hehadbeenraisedtothepeeragebythedeceaseofhisfatherafewmonthsbefore,and,astheGenerallearnedfromthelandlord,thetermofmourningbeingended,wasnowtakingpossessionofhispaternalestateinthejovialseasonofmerry,autumn,accompaniedbyaselectpartyoffriends,toenjoythesportsofacountryfamousforgame。
Thiswasdelightfulnewstoourtraveller。FrankWoodvillehadbeenRichardBrowne’sfagatEton,andhischosenintimateatChristChurch;theirpleasuresandtheirtaskshadbeenthesame;
andthehonestsoldier’sheartwarmedtofindhisearlyfriendinpossessionofsodelightfularesidence,andofanestate,asthelandlordassuredhimwithanodandawink,fullyadequatetomaintainandaddtohisdignity。Nothingwasmorenaturalthanthatthetravellershouldsuspendajourney,whichtherewasnothingtorenderhurried,topayavisittoanoldfriendundersuchagreeablecircumstances。
Thefreshhorses,therefore,hadonlythebrieftaskofconveyingtheGeneral’stravellingcarriagetoWoodvilleCastle。AporteradmittedthematamodernGothiclodge,builtinthatstyletocorrespondwiththecastleitself,andatthesametimerangabelltogivewarningoftheapproachofvisitors。Apparentlythesoundofthebellhadsuspendedtheseparationofthecompany,bentonthevariousamusementsofthemorning;for,onenteringthecourtofthechateau,severalyoungmenwereloungingaboutintheirsportingdresses,lookingatandcriticizingthedogswhichthekeepersheldinreadinesstoattendtheirpastime。AsGeneralBrownealighted,theyounglordcametothegateofthehall,andforaninstantgazed,asatastranger,uponthecountenanceofhisfriend,onwhichwar,withitsfatiguesanditswounds,hadmadeagreatalteration。Buttheuncertaintylastednolongerthantillthevisitorhadspoken,andtheheartygreetingwhichfollowedwassuchascanonlybeexchangedbetwixtthosewhohavepassedtogetherthemerrydaysofcarelessboyhoodorearlyyouth。
"IfIcouldhaveformedawish,mydearBrowne,"saidLordWoodville,"itwouldhavebeentohaveyouhere,ofallmen,uponthisoccasion,whichmyfriendsaregoodenoughtoholdasasortofholiday。Donotthinkyouhavebeenunwatchedduringtheyearsyouhavebeenabsentfromus。Ihavetracedyouthroughyourdangers,yourtriumphs,yourmisfortunes,andwasdelightedtoseethat,whetherinvictoryordefeat,thenameofmyoldfriendwasalwaysdistinguishedwithapplause。"
TheGeneralmadeasuitablereply,andcongratulatedhisfriendonhisnewdignities,andthepossessionofaplaceanddomainsobeautiful。
"Nay,youhaveseennothingofitasyet,"saidLordWoodville,"andItrustyoudonotmeantoleaveustillyouarebetteracquaintedwithit。Itistrue,Iconfess,thatmypresentpartyisprettylarge,andtheoldhouse,likeotherplacesofthekind,doesnotpossesssomuchaccommodationastheextentoftheoutwardwallsappearstopromise。Butwecangiveyouacomfortableold—fashionedroom,andIventuretosupposethatyourcampaignshavetaughtyoutobegladofworsequarters。"
TheGeneralshruggedhisshoulders,andlaughed。"Ipresume,"hesaid,"theworstapartmentinyourchateauisconsiderablysuperiortotheoldtobacco—caskinwhichIwasfaintotakeupmynight’slodgingwhenIwasintheBush,astheVirginianscallit,withthelightcorps。ThereIlay,likeDiogeneshimself,sodelightedwithmycoveringfromtheelements,thatImadeavainattempttohaveitrolledontomynextquarters;butmycommanderforthetimewouldgivewaytonosuchluxuriousprovision,andItookfarewellofmybelovedcaskwithtearsinmyeyes。"
"Well,then,sinceyoudonotfearyourquarters,"saidLordWoodville,"youwillstaywithmeaweekatleast。Ofguns,dogs,fishing—rods,flies,andmeansofsportbyseaandland,wehaveenoughandtospare——youcannotpitchonanamusementbutwewillfindthemeansofpursuingit。Butifyoupreferthegunandpointers,Iwillgowithyoumyself,andseewhetheryouhavemendedyourshootingsinceyouhavebeenamongsttheIndiansofthebacksettlements。"
TheGeneralgladlyacceptedhisfriendlyhost’sproposalinallitspoints。Afteramorningofmanlyexercise,thecompanymetatdinner,whereitwasthedelightofLordWoodvilletoconducetothedisplayofthehighpropertiesofhisrecoveredfriend,soastorecommendhimtohisguests,mostofwhomwerepersonsofdistinction。HeledGeneralBrownetospeakofthesceneshehadwitnessed;andaseverywordmarkedalikethebraveofficerandthesensibleman,whoretainedpossessionofhiscooljudgmentunderthemostimminentdangers,thecompanylookeduponthesoldierwithgeneralrespect,asononewhohadprovedhimselfpossessedofanuncommonportionofpersonalcourage——thatattributeofallothersofwhicheverybodydesirestobethoughtpossessed。
ThedayatWoodvilleCastleendedasusualinsuchmansions。Thehospitalitystoppedwithinthelimitsofgoodorder。Music,inwhichtheyounglordwasaproficient,succeededtothecirculationofthebottle;cardsandbilliards,forthosewhopreferredsuchamusements,wereinreadiness;buttheexerciseofthemorningrequiredearlyhours,andnotlongaftereleveno’clocktheguestsbegantoretiretotheirseveralapartments。
Theyounglordhimselfconductedhisfriend,GeneralBrowne,tothechamberdestinedforhim,whichansweredthedescriptionhehadgivenofit,beingcomfortable,butold—fashioned,Thebedwasofthemassiveformusedintheendoftheseventeenthcentury,andthecurtainsoffadedsilk,heavilytrimmedwithtarnishedgold。Butthenthesheets,pillows,andblanketslookeddelightfultothecampaigner,whenhethoughtofhis"mansion,thecask。"Therewasanairofgloominthetapestryhangings,which,withtheirworn—outgraces,curtainedthewallsofthelittlechamber,andgentlyundulatedastheautumnalbreezefounditswaythroughtheancientlatticewindow,whichpatteredandwhistledastheairgainedentrance。Thetoilet,too,withitsmirror,turbanedafterthemannerofthebeginningofthecentury,withacoiffureofmurrey—colouredsilk,anditshundredstrange—shapedboxes,providingforarrangementswhichhadbeenobsoleteformorethanfiftyyears,hadanantique,andinsofaramelancholy,aspect。Butnothingcouldblazemorebrightlyandcheerfullythanthetwolargewaxcandles;orifaughtcouldrivalthem,itwastheflaming,bickeringfagotsinthechimney,thatsentatoncetheirgleamandtheirwarmththroughthesnugapartment,which,notwithstandingthegeneralantiquityofitsappearance,wasnotwantingintheleastconveniencethatmodernhabitsrenderedeithernecessaryordesirable。
"Thisisanold—fashionedsleepingapartment,General,"saidtheyounglord;"butIhopeyoufindnothingthatmakesyouenvyyouroldtobacco—cask。"
"Iamnotparticularrespectingmylodgings,"repliedtheGeneral;"yetwereItomakeanychoice,Iwouldpreferthischamberbymanydegreestothegayerandmoremodernroomsofyourfamilymansion。Believemethat,whenIuniteitsmodernairofcomfortwithitsvenerableantiquity,andrecollectthatitisyourlordship’sproperty,IshallfeelinbetterquartersherethanifIwereinthebesthotelLondoncouldafford。"
"Itrust——Ihavenodoubt——thatyouwillfindyourselfascomfortableasIwishyou,mydearGeneral,"saidtheyoungnobleman;andoncemorebiddinghisguestgood—night,heshookhimbythehand,andwithdrew。
TheGeneraloncemorelookedroundhim,andinternallycongratulatinghimselfonhisreturntopeacefullife,thecomfortsofwhichwereendearedbytherecollectionofthehardshipsanddangershehadlatelysustained,undressedhimself,andpreparedforaluxuriousnight’srest。
Here,contrarytothecustomofthisspeciesoftale,weleavetheGeneralinpossessionofhisapartmentuntilthenextmorning。
Thecompanyassembledforbreakfastatanearlyhour,butwithouttheappearanceofGeneralBrowne,whoseemedtheguestthatLordWoodvillewasdesirousofhonouringaboveallwhomhishospitalityhadassembledaroundhim。HemorethanonceexpressedsurpriseattheGeneral’sabsence,andatlengthsentaservanttomakeinquiryafterhim。ThemanbroughtbackinformationthatGeneralBrownehadbeenwalkingabroadsinceanearlyhourofthemorning,indefianceoftheweather,whichwasmistyandungenial。
"Thecustomofasoldier,"saidtheyoungnoblemantohisfriends。"Manyofthemacquirehabitualvigilance,andcannotsleepaftertheearlyhouratwhichtheirdutyusuallycommandsthemtobealert。"
YettheexplanationwhichLordWoodvillethusofferedtothecompanyseemedhardlysatisfactorytohisownmind,anditwasinafitofsilenceandabstractionthathewaitedthereturnoftheGeneral。Ittookplacenearanhourafterthebreakfastbellhadrung。Helookedfatiguedandfeverish。Hishair,thepowderingandarrangementofwhichwasatthistimeoneofthemostimportantoccupationsofaman’swholeday,andmarkedhisfashionasmuchasinthepresenttimethetyingofacravat,orthewantofone,wasdishevelled,uncurled,voidofpowder,anddankwithdew。Hisclotheswerehuddledonwithacarelessnegligence,remarkableinamilitaryman,whoserealorsupposeddutiesareusuallyheldtoincludesomeattentiontothetoilet;
andhislookswerehaggardandghastlyinapeculiardegree。
"Soyouhavestolenamarchuponusthismorning,mydearGeneral,"saidLordWoodville;"oryouhavenotfoundyourbedsomuchtoyourmindasIhadhopedandyouseemedtoexpect。Howdidyourestlastnight?"
"Oh,excellentlywell!remarkablywell!neverbetterinmylife,"saidGeneralBrownerapidly,andyetwithanairofembarrassmentwhichwasobvioustohisfriend。Hethenhastilyswallowedacupoftea,andneglectingorrefusingwhateverelsewasoffered,seemedtofallintoafitofabstraction。
"Youwilltakethegunto—day,General?"saidhisfriendandhost,buthadtorepeatthequestiontwiceerehereceivedtheabruptanswer,"No,mylord;IamsorryIcannothavetheopportunityofspendinganotherdaywithyourlordship;myposthorsesareordered,andwillbeheredirectly。"
Allwhowerepresentshowedsurprise,andLordWoodvilleimmediatelyreplied"Posthorses,mygoodfriend!Whatcanyoupossiblywantwiththemwhenyoupromisedtostaywithmequietlyforatleastaweek?"
"Ibelieve,"saidtheGeneral,obviouslymuchembarrassed,"thatImight,inthepleasureofmyfirstmeetingwithyourlordship,havesaidsomethingaboutstoppinghereafewdays;butIhavesincefounditaltogetherimpossible。"
"Thatisveryextraordinary,"answeredtheyoungnobleman。"Youseemedquitedisengagedyesterday,andyoucannothavehadasummonsto—day,forourposthasnotcomeupfromthetown,andthereforeyoucannothavereceivedanyletters。"
GeneralBrowne,withoutgivinganyfurtherexplanation,mutteredsomethingaboutindispensablebusiness,andinsistedontheabsolutenecessityofhisdepartureinamannerwhichsilencedalloppositiononthepartofhishost,whosawthathisresolutionwastaken,andforboreallfurtherimportunity。
"Atleast,however,"hesaid,"permitme,mydearBrowne,sincegoyouwillormust,toshowyoutheviewfromtheterrace,whichthemist,thatisnowrising,willsoondisplay。"
Hethrewopenasash—window,andsteppeddownupontheterraceashespoke。TheGeneralfollowedhimmechanically,butseemedlittletoattendtowhathishostwassaying,as,lookingacrossanextendedandrichprospect,hepointedoutthedifferentobjectsworthyofobservation。ThustheymovedontillLordWoodvillehadattainedhispurposeofdrawinghisguestentirelyapartfromtherestofthecompany,when,turningrounduponhimwithanairofgreatsolemnity,headdressedhimthus:——
"RichardBrowne,myoldandverydearfriend,wearenowalone。
Letmeconjureyoutoanswermeuponthewordofafriend,andthehonourofasoldier。Howdidyouinrealityrestduringlastnight?"
"Mostwretchedlyindeed,mylord,"answeredtheGeneral,inthesametoneofsolemnity——"somiserably,thatIwouldnotruntheriskofsuchasecondnight,notonlyforallthelandsbelongingtothiscastle,butforallthecountrywhichIseefromthiselevatedpointofview。"
"Thisismostextraordinary,"saidtheyounglord,asifspeakingtohimself;"thentheremustbesomethinginthereportsconcerningthatapartment。"AgainturningtotheGeneral,hesaid,"ForGod’ssake,mydearfriend,becandidwithme,andletmeknowthedisagreeableparticularswhichhavebefallenyouunderaroof,where,withconsentoftheowner,youshouldhavemetnothingsavecomfort。"
TheGeneralseemeddistressedbythisappeal,andpausedamomentbeforehereplied。"Mydearlord,"heatlengthsaid,"whathappenedtomelastnightisofanaturesopeculiarandsounpleasant,thatIcouldhardlybringmyselftodetailiteventoyourlordship,wereitnotthat,independentofmywishtogratifyanyrequestofyours,Ithinkthatsincerityonmypartmayleadtosomeexplanationaboutacircumstanceequallypainfulandmysterious。Toothers,thecommunicationIamabouttomake,mightplacemeinthelightofaweak—minded,superstitiousfool,whosufferedhisownimaginationtodeludeandbewilderhim;butyouhaveknownmeinchildhoodandyouth,andwillnotsuspectmeofhavingadoptedinmanhoodthefeelingsandfrailtiesfromwhichmyearlyyearswerefree。"Herehepaused,andhisfriendreplied,——
"Donotdoubtmyperfectconfidenceinthetruthofyourcommunication,howeverstrangeitmaybe,"repliedLordWoodville。"Iknowyourfirmnessofdispositiontoowell,tosuspectyoucouldbemadetheobjectofimposition,andamawarethatyourhonourandyourfriendshipwillequallydeteryoufromexaggeratingwhateveryoumayhavewitnessed。"
"Well,then,"saidtheGeneral,"IwillproceedwithmystoryaswellasIcan,relyinguponyourcandour,andyetdistinctlyfeelingthatIwouldratherfaceabatterythanrecalltomymindtheodiousrecollectionsoflastnight。"
Hepausedasecondtime,andthenperceivingthatLordWoodvilleremainedsilentandinanattitudeofattention,hecommenced,thoughnotwithoutobviousreluctance,thehistoryofhisnight’sadventuresintheTapestriedChamber。
"Iundressedandwenttobedsosoonasyourlordshipleftmeyesterdayevening;butthewoodinthechimney,whichnearlyfrontedmybed,blazedbrightlyandcheerfully,and,aidedbyahundredexcitingrecollectionsofmychildhoodandyouth,whichhadbeenrecalledbytheunexpectedpleasureofmeetingyourlordship,preventedmefromfallingimmediatelyasleep。Iought,however,tosaythatthesereflectionswereallofapleasantandagreeablekind,groundedonasenseofhavingforatimeexchangedthelabour,fatigues,anddangersofmyprofessionfortheenjoymentsofapeacefullife,andthereunionofthosefriendlyandaffectionatetieswhichIhadtornasunderattherudesummonsofwar。
"Whilesuchpleasingreflectionswerestealingovermymind,andgraduallylullingmetoslumber,Iwassuddenlyarousedbyasoundlikethatoftherustlingofasilkengown,andthetappingofapairofhigh—heeledshoes,asifawomanwerewalkingintheapartment。EreIcoulddrawthecurtaintoseewhatthematterwas,thefigureofalittlewomanpassedbetweenthebedandthefire。Thebackofthisformwasturnedtome,andIcouldobserve,fromtheshouldersandneck,itwasthatofanoldwoman,whosedresswasanold—fashionedgown,whichIthinkladiescallasacque——thatis,asortofrobecompletelylooseinthebody,butgatheredintobroadplaitsupontheneckandshoulders,whichfalldowntotheground,andterminateinaspeciesoftrain。
"Ithoughttheintrusionsingularenough,butneverharbouredforamomenttheideathatwhatIsawwasanythingmorethanthemortalformofsomeoldwomanabouttheestablishment,whohadafancytodresslikehergrandmother,andwho,havingperhaps(asyourlordshipmentionedthatyouwereratherstraitenedforroom)
beendislodgedfromherchamberformyaccommodation,hadforgottenthecircumstance,andreturnedbytwelvetoheroldhaunt。UnderthispersuasionImovedmyselfinbedandcoughedalittle,tomaketheintrudersensibleofmybeinginpossessionofthepremises。Sheturnedslowlyround,but,graciousHeaven!
mylord,whatacountenancedidshedisplaytome!Therewasnolongeranyquestionwhatshewas,oranythoughtofherbeingalivingbeing。Uponafacewhichworethefixedfeaturesofacorpsewereimprintedthetracesofthevilestandmosthideouspassionswhichhadanimatedherwhileshelived。Thebodyofsomeatrociouscriminalseemedtohavebeengivenupfromthegrave,andthesoulrestoredfromthepenalfire,inordertoformforaspaceaunionwiththeancientaccompliceofitsguilt。Istartedupinbed,andsatupright,supportingmyselfonmypalms,asIgazedonthishorriblespectre。Thehagmade,asitseemed,asingleandswiftstridetothebedwhereIlay,andsquattedherselfdownuponit,inpreciselythesameattitudewhichIhadassumedintheextremityofhorror,advancingherdiabolicalcountenancewithinhalfayardofmine,withagrinwhichseemedtointimatethemaliceandthederisionofanincarnatefiend。"
HereGeneralBrownestopped,andwipedfromhisbrowthecoldperspirationwithwhichtherecollectionofhishorriblevisionhadcoveredit。
"Mylord,"hesaid,"Iamnocoward,Ihavebeeninallthemortaldangersincidentaltomyprofession,andImaytrulyboastthatnomaneverknewRichardBrownedishonourtheswordhewears;butinthesehorriblecircumstances,undertheeyes,and,asitseemed,almostinthegraspofanincarnationofanevilspirit,allfirmnessforsookme,allmanhoodmeltedfrommelikewaxinthefurnace,andIfeltmyhairindividuallybristle。Thecurrentofmylife—bloodceasedtoflow,andIsankbackinaswoon,asveryavictimtopanicterroraseverwasavillagegirl,orachildoftenyearsold。HowlongIlayinthisconditionIcannotpretendtoguess。