byWilliamDeanHowellsWehadexpectedtostayinBostononlyuntilwecouldfindahouseinOldCambridge。Thiswasnotsosimpleamatterasitmightseem;fortheancienttownhadnotyetquickeneditsscholarlypacetothemodernstep。
Indeed,inthespringof1866theimpulseofexpansionwasnotyetvisiblyfeltanywhere;theenormousmaterialgrowththatfollowedthecivilwarhadnotyetbegun。InCambridgethehousestobeletwerefew,andsuchastherewerefelleitherbelowourprideorroseaboveourpurse。IwishImighttellhowatlastweboughtahouse;wehadnomoney,butwewererichinfriends,whoarestillalivetoshrinkfromthestoryoftheirconstantfaithinafinancialfuturewhichwesometimesdoubted,andwhobackedtheircredulitywiththeircredit。
Itissufficientforthepresentrecord,whichprofessestobestrictlyliterary,tonotifythefactthatonthefirstdayofMay,1866,wewentouttoCambridgeandbegantoliveinahousewhichweownedinfeeifnotindeed,andwhichwasnonethelessvaluableforbeingcoveredwithmortgages。Physically,itwasacarpenter’sbox,ofasortwhichisreadilyimaginedbytheAnglo—Americangeniusforugliness,butwhichitisnotsoeasytoimpartajustconceptionof。Atrimhedgeofarbor—
vita;triedtohideitfromtheworldinfront,andatallboardfencebehind;thelittlelotwaswellplanted(perhapstoowellplanted)withpears,grapes,andcurrants,andtherewasasmallopenspacewhichI
lostnotimeindiggingupforakitchen—garden。Ononesideofusweretheopenfields;ontheotherabrieflineofneighbor—houses;acrossthestreetbeforeuswasagroveofstatelyoaks,whichInevercouldpersuadeAldrichhadpaintedleavesontheminthefall。Wewerereallyinapoorsuburbofasuburb;butsuchisthefascinationofownership,eventheownershipofafullymortgagedproperty,thatwecalculatedthelatitudeandlongitudeofthewholeearthfromthespotwecalledours。
InourwalksaboutCambridgewesawotherplaceswherewemighthavebeenwillingtolive;only,wesaid,theyweretoofaroff:Weevenprizedthearchitectureofourlittlebox,thoughwehadbutsolatelylivedinaGothicpalaceontheGrandCanalinVenice,andwerenotuncriticalofbeautyinthepossessionsofothers。Positivebeautywecouldnothavehonestlysaidwethoughtourcottagehadasawhole,thoughwemighthaveheldoutforsomethingofthekindinthebracketsofturnedwoodunderitseaves。Butwewererichlycontentwithit;andwithlifeinCambridge,asitbegantoopenitselftous,wewereinfinitelymorethancontent。Thislife,sorefined,sointelligent,sogracefullysimple,I
donotsupposehasanywhereelsehaditsparallel。
I。
ItwasthemomentbeforetheoldAmericancustomshadbeenchangedbyEuropeaninfluencesamongpeopleofeasiercircumstances;andinCambridgesocietykeptwhatwasbestofitsvillagetraditions,andchosetokeeptheminthefullknowledgeofdifferentthings。Nearlyeveryonehadbeenabroad;andnearlyeveryonehadacquiredthetasteforoliveswithoutlosingarelishfornativesauces;throughtheintellectuallifetherewasanentiredemocracy,andIdonotbelievethatsincethecapitalisticerabegantherewaseveracommunityinwhichmoneycountedforless。Therewaslittleshowofwhatmoneycouldbuy;Irememberbutoneprivatecarriage(naturally,apublisher’s);andtherewasnotonelivery,exceptaliveryinthelargersensekeptbythestablemanPike,whomadeuspaynowaquarterandnowahalfdollarforaseatinhiscarriages,accordingashelostorgatheredcourageforthecharge。Wethoughthimextortionate,andwemostlywalkedthroughsnowandmudofamazingdepthandthickness。
Thereaderwillimaginehowacceptablethiscircumstancewastoayoungliterarymanbeginninglifewithafullymortgagedhouseandasalaryofuntriedelasticity。IfthereweredistinctionsmadeinCambridgetheywerenotagainstliterature,andwefoundourselvesinthemidstofacharmingsociety,indifferent,apparently,toallquestionsbutthoseofthehighereducationwhichcomessolargelybynature。Thatistosay,intheCambridgeofthatday(and,Idaresay,ofthis)amindcultivatedinsomesortwasessential,andafterthatcamecivilmanners,andthewillingnessandabilitytobeagreeableandinteresting;butthequestionofrichesorpovertydidnotenter。Eventhequestionoffamily,whichisofsogreatconcerninNewEngland,wasinabeyance。PerhapsitwastakenforgrantedthateveryoneinOldCambridgesocietymustbeofgoodfamily,orhecouldnotbethere;perhapshismereresidencetacitlyennobledhim;certainlyhisacceptancewasaninformalpatentofgentility。Tomymind,thestructureofsocietywasalmostideal,anduntilwehaveaperfectlysocializedconditionofthingsIdonotbelieveweshalleverhaveamoreperfectsociety。Theinstinctswhichgoverneditwerenotsuchascanarisefromthesordidcompetitionofinterests;
theyflowedfromadevotiontoletters,andfromaself—sacrificeinmaterialthingswhichIcangivenobetternotionofthanbysayingthattheoutlayoftherichestcollegemagnateseemedtobegraduatedtotheincomeofthepoorest。
Inthosedays,themenwhosenameshavegivensplendortoCambridgewerestilllivingthere。IshallforgetsomeoftheminthealphabeticalenumerationofLouisAgassiz,FrancisJ。Child,RichardHenryDana,Jun。,JohnFiske,Dr。AsaGray,thefamilyoftheJameses,fatherandsons,Lowell,Longfellow,CharlesEliotNorton,Dr。JohnG。Palfrey,JamesPierce,Dr。Peabody,ProfessorParsons,ProfessorSophocles。ThevarietyoftalentsandofachievementswasindeedsogreatthatMr。BretHarte,whenfreshfromhisPacificslope,justlysaid,afterlisteningtoapartialrehearsalofthem,"Why,youcouldn’tfirearevolverfromyourfrontporchanywherewithoutbringingdownatwo—volumer!"Everybodyhadwrittenabook,oranarticle,orapoem;orwasintheprocessorexpectationofdoingit,anddoubtlessthosewhosenamesescapemewillhavegreaterdifficultyineludingfame。Thesekindly,thesegiftedfolkeachcametoseeusandtomakeusathomeamongthem;andmyhomeisstillamongthem,onthissideandonthatsideofthelinebetweenthelivingandthedeadwhichinvisiblypassesthroughallthestreetsofthecitiesofmen。
II。
WehadthewholesummerfortheexplorationofCambridgebeforesocietyreturnedfromthemountainsandthesea—shore,anditwasnottillOctoberthatIsawLongfellow。Iheardagain,asIheardwhenIfirstcametoBoston,thathewasatNahant,andthoughNahantwasnolongersofaraway,now,asitwasthen,Ididnotthinkofseekinghimoutevenwhenwewentforadaytoexplorethatcoastduringthesummer。ItseemsstrangethatIcannotrecalljustwhenandwhereIsawhim,butearlyafterhisreturntoCambridgeIhadamessagefromhimaskingmetocometoameetingoftheDanteClubatCraigieHouse。
Longfellowwasthatwinter(1866—7)revisinghistranslationofthe’Paradiso’,andtheDanteClubwasthecircleofItalianatefriendsandscholarswhomheinvitedtofollowhimandcriticisehisworkfromtheoriginal,whilehereadhisversionaloud。ThosewhoweremostconstantlypresentwereLowellandProfessorNorton,butfromtimetotimeotherscamein,andweseldomsatdownatthenine—o’clocksupperthatfollowedthereadingofthecantoinlessnumberthantenortwelve。
Thecriticism,especiallyfromtheaccomplishedDanteistsIhavenamed,wasfrankandfrequent。IbelievetheyneitherofthemquiteagreedwithLongfellowastotheformofversionhehadchosen,but,waivingthat,thequestionwashowperfectlyhehaddonehisworkuponthegivenlines:
Imyself,withwhateverright,greatorlittle,Imayhavetoanopinion,believethoroughlyinLongfellow’splan。WhenIreadhisversionmysenseachesfortherhymewhichherejected,butmyadmirationforhisfidelitytoDanteotherwiseisimmeasurable。Irememberwithequaladmirationthesubtleandsympatheticscholarshipofhiscritics,whoscrutinizedeveryshadeofmeaninginawordorphrasethatgavethempause,anddidnotletitpasstillallthereasonsandfactshadbeenconsidered。Sometimes,andevenoften,Longfellowyieldedtotheircensure,butforthemostpart,whenhewasofanothermind,heheldtohismind,andthepassagehadtogoashesaid。ImakealittlehastetosaythatinallthemeetingsoftheClub,duringawholewinterofWednesdayevenings,Imyself,thoughIfaithfullyfollowedinanItalianDantewiththerest,venturedupononesuggestiononly。Thiswaskindly,evenseriously,consideredbythepoet,andgentlyrejected。Hecouldnotdoanythingotherwisethangently,andIwasnotsufferedtofeelthatIhaddoneapresumptuousthing。Icanseehimnow,ashelookedupfromtheproof—sheetsontheroundtablebeforehim,andoveratme,growingconsciouslysmallerandsmaller,likesomethingthroughareversedopera—glass。Hehadashadeddrop—lightinfrontofhim,andinitsglowhisbeautifulandbenignlynobleheadhadadignitypeculiartohim。
AlltheportraitsofLongfellowarelikenessesmoreorlessbadandgood,fortherewassomethingassimpleinthephysiognomyasinthenatureoftheman。Hishead,afterheallowedhisbeardtogrowandworehishairlonginthemannerofelderlymen,wasleonine,butmildlyleonine,astheoldpaintersconceivedthelionofSt。Mark。OnceSophocles,theex—
monkofMountAthos,solongaGreekprofessoratHarvard,cameinforsupper,afterthereadingwasover,andhewasleoninetoo,butofafiercenessthatcontrastedfinelywithLongfellow’smildness。Irememberthepoet’saskinghimsomethingaboutthepunishmentofimpaling,inTurkey,andhisanswering,withanironicalgleamofhisfieryeyes,"Unhappily,itisobsolete。"Idaresayhewasnotsoleonine,either,ashelooked。
WhenLongfellowreadverse,itwaswithahollow,withamellowresonantmurmur,likethenoteofsomedeep—throatedhorn。Hisvoicewasverylullinginquality,andattheDanteClubitusedtohaveearlyeffectwithanoldscholarwhosatinacavernousarmchairatthecornerofthefire,andwhodrowsedaudiblyinthesofttoneandthegentleheat。ThepoethadafatterrierwhowishedalwaystobepresentatthemeetingsoftheClub,andhecommonlyfellasleepatthesamemomentwiththatdearoldscholar,sothatwhentheybegantomakethemselvesheardinconcert,onecouldnottellwhichitwasthatmosttookourthoughtsfromthetextoftheParadiso。Whentheduetopened,Longfellowwouldlookupwithanarchrecognitionofthefact,andthengogravelyontotheendofthecanto。Attheclosehewouldspeaktohisfriendandleadhimouttosupperasifhehadnotseenorheardanythingamiss。
III。
InthatelectcompanyIwassilent,partlybecauseIwasconsciousofmyyouthfulinadequacy,andpartlybecauseIpreferredtolisten。ButLongfellowalwaysbehavedasifIweresayingasuccessionofedifyinganddelightfulthings,andfromtimetotimeheaddressedhimselftome,sothatIshouldnotfeelleftout。Hedidnottalkmuchhimself,andI
recallnothingthathesaid。Buthealwaysspokebothwiselyandsimply,withouttheleasttouchofpose,andwithnointentionofeffect,butwithsomethingthatImustcallqualityforwantofabetterword;sothatatatablewhereHolmessparkled,andLowellglowed,andAgassizbeamed,hecastthelightofagentlegaiety,whichseemedtodimallthesevividerluminaries。WhilehespokeyoudidnotmissFields’sstoryorTomAppleton’swit,oreventhegraciousamityofMr。Norton,withhisunequalledintuitions。
Thesupperwasveryplain:acoldturkey,whichthehostcarved,orahaunchofvenison,orsomebracesofgrouse,oraplatterofquails,withadeepbowlofsalad,andthesympatheticcompanionshipofthoseelectvintageswhichLongfellowloved,andwhichhechosewiththeinspirationofaffection。Weusuallybeganwithoysters,andwhensomeonewhowasexpecteddidnotcomepromptly,Longfellowinvitedustoraidhisplate,asajustpunishmentofhisdelay。OneeveningLowellremarked,withthecayennepoisedabovehisbluepoints,"It’sastonishinghowfondthesefellowsareofpepper。"
Theoldfriendofthecavernousarm—chairwasperhapsnotwideenoughawaketorepressan"Ah?"ofdeepinterestinthisfactofnaturalhistory,andLowellwasprovokedtogoon。"Yes,I’vedroppedaredpepperpodintoabarrelofthem,beforenow,andthentakenthemoutinasolidmass,clingingtoitlikeaswarmofbeestotheirqueen。"
"Isitpossible?"criedtheoldfriend;andthenLongfellowintervenedtosavehimfromworse,andturnedthetalk。
IreproachmyselfthatImadenorecordofthetalk,forIfindthatonlyafewfragmentsofithavecaughtinmymemory,andthatthesievewhichshouldhavekeptthegoldhasletitwashawaywiththegravel。
IrememberonceDoctorHolmes’stalkingofthephysicianasthetrueseer,whoseawfulgiftitwastobeholdwiththefatalsecondsightofsciencetheshroudgatheringtothethroatofmanyadoomedmanapparentlyinperfecthealth,andhappyinthepromiseofunnumbereddays。Thethoughtmayhavebeensuggestedbysomeofthetoysofsuperstitionwhichintellectualpeopleliketoplaywith。
InevercouldbequitesureatfirstthatLongfellow’sbrother—in—law,Appleton,wasseriouslyaspiritualist,evenwhenhedisputedthemoststrenuouslywiththeunbelievingAutocrat。Buthereallywasinearnestaboutit,thoughherelishedajokeattheexpenseofhisdoctrine,likesomeclericswhentheyareinthesafecompanyofotherclerics。HetoldmeonceofhavingrecountedtoAgassizthefactsofaveryremarkableseance,wherethesoulsofthedepartedoutdidthemselvesintheathleticsandacrobaticstheyseemsofondofoverthere,throwinglargestonesacrosstheroom,movingpianos,andliftingdinner—tablesandsettingthema—twirlunderthechandelier。"Andnow,"hedemanded,"whatdoyousaytothat?""Well,Mr。Appleton,"Agassizanswered,toAppleton’sinfinitedelight,"Isaythatitdidnothappen。"
OnenighttheybegantospeakattheDantesupperoftheunhappymanwhosecrimeisaredstainintheCambridgeannals,andoneandanotherrecalledtheirimpressionsofProfessorWebster。Itwaspossiblywitharetroactivesensethattheyhadallfeltsomethinguncannyinhim,but,aproposofthedeepsalad—bowlinthecentreofthetable,LongfellowrememberedasupperWebsterwasat,wherehelightedsomechemicalinsuchadishandheldhisheadoverit,withahandkerchiefnoosedabouthisthroatandliftedaboveitwithonehand,whilehisface,inthepalelight,tookonthelividghastlinessofthatofamanhangedbytheneck。
AnothernightthetalkwanderedtothevisitwhichanEnglishauthor(nowwithGod)paidAmericaattheheightofapopularitylongsincetoppledtotheground,withmanyanother。Hewasinverygoodhumorwithourwholecontinent,andatLongfellow’stablehefoundthechampagneevensurprisinglyfine。"But,"hesaidtohishost,whonowtoldthestory,"itcawn’tbegenuine,youknow!"
Manyyearsafterwardsthisauthorrevisitedourshores,andIdinedwithhimatLongfellow’s,wherehewasanxioustoconstitutehimselfaguestduringhissojourninourneighborhood。Longfellowwasequallyanxiousthatheshouldnotdoso,andhetookaharmlesspleasureinout—
manoeuvringhim。Heseizedachancetospeakwithmealone,andplottedtodeliverhimovertomewithoutapparentunkindness,whenthelatesthorse—carshouldbegoingintoBoston,andbeggedmetowalkhimtoHarvardSquareandputhimaboard。"Puthimaboard,anddon’tleavehimtillthecarstarts,andthenwatchthathedoesn’tgetoff。"
Theseinstructionsheaccompaniedwithaliftingoftheeyebrows,andapursingofthemouth,inananxietynotaltogetherburlesque。Heknewhimselfthepreyofanyonewhochosetobattenonhim,andhishospitalitywassubjecttofrightfulabuse。PerhapsMr。Nortonhassomewheretoldhow,whenheaskedifacertainpersonwhohadbeenoutstayinghistimewasnotadreadfulbore,Longfellowanswered,withangelicpatience,"Yes;butthenyouknowIhavebeenboredsooften!"
TherewasonefatalEnglishmanwhomIsharedwithhimduringthegreatpartofaseason:apoorsoul,notwithoutgifts,butalwaysreadyformore,especiallyiftheytooktheformofmeatanddrink。HehadbroughtlettersfromoneofthebestEnglishmenalive,whowithdrewthemtoolatetosavehisAmericanfriendsfromthesadconsequencesofwelcominghim。SoheestablishedhimselfimpregnablyinaBostonclub,andcameouteverydaytodinewithLongfellowinCambridge,beginningwithhisreturnfromNahantinOctoberandcontinuingfarintoDecember。Thatwastheyearofthegreathorse—distemper,whentheplaguedisabledthetransportationinBoston,andcutoffallintercoursebetweenthesuburbandthecityonthestreetrailways。"Ididthink,"Longfellowpatheticallylamented,"thatwhenthehorse—carsstoppedrunning,I
shouldhavealittlerespitefromL。,buthewalksout。"
InthemidstofhisownsufferinghewaswillingtoadvisewithmeconcerningsomepoemsL。hadofferedtotheAtlanticMonthly,andafterwehaddesperatelyreadthemtogetherhesaid,withinspiration,"Ithinkthesethingsaremoreadaptedtomusicthanthemagazine,"andthisseemedsogoodanotionthatwhenL。cametoknowtheirfatefromme,Ianswered,confidently,"Ithinktheyarerathermoreadaptedtomusic。"
Hecalmlyasked,"Why?"andasthiswasanexigencywhichLongfellowhadnotforecastforme,Iwascaughtinitwithouthopeofescape。IreallydonotknowwhatIsaid,butIknowthatIdidnottakethepoems,suchwasmyliteraryconscienceinthosedays;IamafraidIshouldbeweakernow。
IV。
ThesuppersoftheDanteClubwerearelaxationfromtheseverityoftheirtoilsoncriticism,andIwillnotpretendthattheirtable—talkwasofthatseriousnesswhichdullerwitsmighthavegiventhemselvesupto。Thepassingstranger,especiallyifalightorjovialperson,wasalwayswelcome,andIneverknewoftheenforcementoftheruleIheardof,thatifyoucameinwithoutquestionontheClubnights,youwereaguest;butifyourangorknocked,youcouldnotgetin。
Anysortofdiversionwashailed,andonceAppletonproposedthatLongfellowshouldshowushiswine—cellar。Hetookupthecandleburningonthetableforthecigars,andledthewayintothebasementofthebeautifuloldColonialmansion,doublymemorableasWashington’sheadquarterswhilehewasinCambridge,andasthehomeofLongfellowforsomanyyears。Thetapercastjusttherightgleamsonthedarkness,bringingintoreliefthemassivepiersofbrick,andthesolidwallsofstone,whichgavethecellartheeffectofacasemateinsomefortress,andleavingthecornersanddistancestoaromanticgloom。Thisbasementwasaworkofthedayswhenmenbuiltmoreheavilyifnotmoresubstantiallythannow,butIforget,ifIeverknew,whatdatethewine—
cellarwasof。Itwaswellstoredwithpreciousvintages,aptlycobwebbedanddusty;butIcouldnotfindthatithadanymorecharmthantheshelvesofalibrary:itistheinsideofbottlesandofbooksthatmakesitsappeal。Thewholeplacewitnessedabygonestateandluxury,whichotherwiselingeredinadimlegendortwo。Longfellowoncespokeofcertainoldlove—letterswhichdroppeddownonthebasementstairsfromsomeplaceoverhead;andtherewasthefableorthefactofasubterraneanpassageunderthestreetfromCraigieHousetotheoldBatchelderHouse,whichIrelatetotheseletterswithnoauthorityIcanallege。ButinCraigieHousedwelttheproudfairladywhowasburiedintheCambridgechurch—yardwithaslaveatherheadandaslaveatherfeet。
"Dustisinherbeautifuleyes,"
andwhetheritwastheythatsmiledorweptintheirtimeoverthoselove—letters,Iwillleavethereadertosay。ThefortunesofherToryfamilyfellwiththoseoftheirparty,andthelastVassalendedhisdaysaprisonerfromhiscreditorsinhisownhouse,withaweeklyenlargementonSundays,whenthelawcouldnotreachhim。ItisknownhowtheplacetookLongfellow’sfancywhenhefirstcametobeprofessorinHarvard,andhowhewasalodgerofthelastMistressCraigiethere,longbeforehebecameitsowner。Thehouseissquare,withLongfellow’sstudywherehereadandwroteontherightofthedoor,andastatelierlibrarybehindit;ontheleftisthedrawing—room,withthedining—roominitsrear;fromitssquarehallclimbsabeautifulstairwaywithtwistedbanisters,andatallclockintheirangle。
ThestudywheretheDanteClubmet,andwhereImostlysawLongfellow,wasaplain,pleasantroom,withbroadpanellinginwhitepaintedpine;
inthecentrebeforethefireplacestoodhisroundtable,ladenwithbooks,papers,andproofs;inthefarthestcornerbythewindowwasahighdeskwhichhesometimesstoodattowrite。InthisroomWashingtonheldhiscouncilsandtransactedhisbusinesswithallcomers;inthechamberoverheadheslept。IdonotthinkLongfellowassociatedtheplacemuchwithhim,andIneverheardhimspeakofWashingtoninrelationtoitexceptonce,whenhetoldmewithpeculiarrelishwhathecalledthetrueversionofapiousstoryconcerningtheaide—de—campwhoblunderedinuponhimwhilehekneltinprayer。Thefatherofhiscountryroseandrebukedtheyoungmanseverely,andthenresumedhisdevotions。"Herebukedhim,"saidLongfellow,liftinghisbrowsandmakingringsroundthepupilsofhiseyes,"bythrowinghisscabbardathishead。"
AllthefrontwindowsofCraigieHouselook,outovertheopenfieldsacrosstheCharles,whichisnowtheLongfellowMemorialGarden。Thepoetusedtobeamusedwiththepopularsuperstitionthathewasholdingthisvacantgroundwithaviewtoariseinthepriceoflots,whileallhewantedwastokeepafeatureofhisbelovedlandscapeunchanged。
Loftyelmsdroopedatthecornersofthehouse;onthelawnbillowedclumpsofthelilac,whichformedathickhedgealongthefence。Therewasaterracepartwaydownthislawn,andwhenawhite—paintedbalustradewassetsomefifteenyearsagouponitsbrink,itseemedalwaystohavebeenthere。Longverandasstretchedoneithersideofthemansion;andbehindwasanold—fashionedgardenwithbedsprimlyedgedwithboxafteradesignofthepoet’sown。Longfellowhadaghoststoryofthisquaintplaisance,whichheusedtotellwithanartfulreserveofthecatastrophe。Hewascominghomeonewinternight,andashecrossedthegardenhewasstartledbyawhitefigureswayingbeforehim。Butheknewthattheonlywaywastoadvanceuponit。Hepushedboldlyforward,andwassuddenlycaughtunderthethroat—bytheclothes—linewithalongnight—gownonit。
PerhapsitwasattheendofalongnightoftheDanteClubthatIheardhimtellthisstory。Theeveningsweresometimesmorningsbeforethereluctantbreak—upcame,buttheywereneverhalflongenoughforme。
IhavegivennoideaofthehighreasoningofvitalthingswhichImustoftenhaveheardatthattable,andthatIhaveforgottenitisnoproofthatIdidnothearit。Thememorywillnotberuledastowhatitshallbindandwhatitshallloose,andIshouldentreatmineinvainforrecordofthosemeetingsotherthanwhatIhavegiven。Perhapsitwouldbewell,intheinterestofsomepopularconceptionsofwhatthesocialintercourseofgreatwitsmustbe,formetoinventsomeennoblingandelevatingpassagesofconversationatLongfellow’s;perhapsIoughttodoitforthesakeofmyownreputeasaseriousandadequatewitness。ButIamratherhelplessinthematter;ImustsetdownwhatIremember,andsurelyifIcanremembernophrasefromHolmesthatareadercouldliveordieby,itissomethingtorecallhow,whenacertainpotentcheesewaspassing,heleanedovertogazeatit,andasked:"Doesitkick?
Doesitkick?"NostrainofhighpoeticthinkingremainstomefromLowell,buthemademelaughunforgettablywithhispassiveadventureonenightgoinghomelate,whenamansuddenlyleapedfromthetopofahighfenceuponthesidewalkathisfeet,andaftergivinghimtheworstfrightofhislife,disappearedpeaceablyintothedarkness。Tobesure,therewasonemostmemorablesupper,whenhereadthe"BigelowPaper"
hehadfinishedthatday,andenrichedthemeaningofhisversewiththebeautyofhisvoice。TherelingersyetinmysensehisverytoneingivingthelastlineofthepassagelamentingthewasteoftheheroicliveswhichinthosedarkhoursofJohnson’stimeseemedtohavebeen"Butcheredtomakeablindman’sholiday。"
Thehushthatfolloweduponhisceasingwasofthatfinestqualitywhichspokenpraisealwayslacks;andIsupposethatIcouldnotgiveajustnotionoftheseDanteClubeveningswithoutimpartingtheeffectofsuchsilences。ThisIcouldnothopefullyundertaketodo;butIamtemptedtosomeeffortofthekindbymyremembranceofLongfellow’soldfriendGeorgeWashingtonGreene,whooftencameupfromhishomeinRhodeIsland,tobeatthosesessions,andwhowasamostinterestingandamiablefactofthosedelicatesilences。AfullhalfofhisearlierlifehadbeenpassedinItaly,whereheandLongfellowmetandlovedeachotherintheiryouthwithanaffectionwhichthepoetwasconstanttoinhisage,aftermanyvicissitudes,withthebeautifulfidelityofhisnature。GreenewaslikeanoldItalianhouse—priestinmanner,gentle,suave,verysuave,smoothascreamycurds,cultivatedintheeleganciesofliterarytaste,andwithacertainmeekabeyance。IthinkIneverheardhimspeak,inallthoseevenings,exceptwhenLongfellowaddressedhim,thoughhemusthavehadtheDantescholarshipforanoccasionalcriticism。Itwasatmorerecentdinners,whereImethimwiththeLongfellowfamilyalone,thathebrokenowandthenintoaquotationfromsomeofthemodernItalianpoetsheknewbyheart(preferablyGiusti),andsyllabledtheirversewithanexquisiteRomanaccentandabewitchingFlorentinerhythm。NowandthenatthesetimeshebroughtoutafadedItaliananecdote,faintlysmellingofcivet,andthreadbareinitsancienttexture。HelikedtospeakofGoldoniandofNota,ofNiccoliniandManzoni,ofMontiandLeopardi;andifyoucametoAmerica,oftheRevolutionandhisgrandfather,theQuakerGeneralNathanielGreene,whoselifehewrote(andIread)inthreevolumes:HeworshippedLongfellow,andtheirfriendshipcontinuedwhiletheylived,buttowardsthelastofhisvisitsatCraigieHouseithadapathosforthewitnesswhichIshouldgrievetowrong。Greenewasthenaquiveringparalytic,andheclungtremulouslytoLongfellow’sarmingoingouttodinner,whereeventhemodernItalianpoetsweresilentuponhislips。Whenwerosefromtable,Longfellowliftedhimoutofhischair,andtookhimuponhisarmagainfortheirreturntothestudy。
HewasoflightermetalthanmostothermembersoftheDanteClub,andhewasnotoftheirimmediateintimacy,livingawayfromCambridge,ashedid,andIsharedhissilenceintheirpresencewithfullsympathy。
Iwasbyfartheyoungestoftheirnumber,andIcannotyetquitemakeoutwhyIwasofitatall。ButateverymomentIwasassensibleofmygoodfortuneasofmyilldesert。TheywerethemenwhomofallmenlivingImosthonored,anditseemedtobeimpossiblethatIatmyageshouldbesoperfectlyfulfillingthedreamofmylifeintheircompany。