Often,thenightswereverycold,andasIreturnedhomefromCraigieHousetothecarpenter’sboxonSacramentoStreet,amileortwoaway,Iwasasifsoul—bornethroughtheairbymyprideandjoy,whilethefrozenblocksofsnowclinkedandtinkledbeforemyfeetstumblingalongthemiddleoftheroad。Istillthinkthatwastherichestmomentofmylife,andIlookbackatitasthemoment,inalifenotunblessedbychance,whichIwouldmostliketoliveoveragain——ifImustliveany。
ThenextwinterthesessionsoftheDanteClubweretransferredtothehouseofMr。Norton,whowasthencompletinghisversionofthe’VitaNuova’。ThishasalwaysseemedtomeaworkofnotlessgracefulartthanLongfellow’stranslationofthe’Commedia’。Infact,itjoinstheeffectofasympathyalmostmountingtodivinationwithapatientscholarshipandadelicateskillunknowntomeelsewhereinsuchwork。
IdonotknowwhetherMr。Nortonhassatisfiedhimselfbetterinhisproseversionofthe’Commedia’thaninthisofthe’VitaNuova’,butI
donotbelievehecouldhavesatisfiedDantebetter,unlesshehadrhymedhissonnetsandcanzonets。Iamsurehemighthavedonethisifhehadchosen。Hehasalwayspretendedthatitwasimpossible,butmiraclesareneverimpossibleintherighthands。
V。
Afterthreeorfouryearswesoldthecarpenter’sboxonSacramentoStreet,andremovedtoalargerhousenearHarvardSquare,andintheimmediateneighborhoodofLongfellow。Hegavemeaneasementacrossthatoldgardenbehindhishouse,throughanopeninginthehighboardfencewhichenclosedit,andIsawhimoftenerthanever,thoughthemeetingsoftheDanteClubhadcometoanend。Atthelastofthem,Lowellhadaskedhim,withfondregretinhisjest,"Longfellow,whydon’tyoudothatIndianpoeminfortythousandverses?"Thedemandbutfeeblyexpressedthereluctanceinusall,thoughIsuspecttheIndianpoemexistedonlybythechallenger’sinvention。BeforeIleavemyfaintandunworthyrecordofthesegreattimesIamtemptedtomentionanincidentpoignantwithtragicalassociations。ThefirstnightafterChristmasthehollyandthepinewreathedaboutthechandelierabovethesupper—tabletookfirefromthegas,justaswecameoutfromthereading,andLongfellowranforwardandcaughttheburninggarlandsdownandborethemout。Noonecouldspeakforthinkingwhathemustbethinkingofwhentheineffablecalamityofhishomebefellit。CurtisoncetoldmethatalittlewhilebeforeMrs。Longfellow’sdeathhewasdrivingbyCraigieHousewithHolmes,whosaidbetrembledtolookatit,forthosewholivedtherehadtheirhappinesssoperfectthatnochange,ofallthechangeswhichmustcometothem,couldfailtobefortheworse。
IdidnotknowLongfellowbeforethatfataltime,andIshallnotsaythathispresenceborerecordofitexceptinmyfancy。Hemayalwayshavehadthatlookofonewhohadexperiencedtheutmostharmthatfatecando,andhenceforthcouldpossesshimselfofwhatwasleftoflifeinpeace。Hecouldneverhavebeenamanoftheflowingeasethatmakesallcomersathome;somepeoplecomplainedofacertain’gene’inhim;andhehadareservewithstrangers,whichneverquitelostitselfintheabandonoffriendship,asLowell’sdid。HewasthemostperfectlymodestmanIeversaw,everimagined,buthehadagentledignitywhichIdonotbelieveanyone,thecoarsest,theobtusest,couldtrespassupon。IntheyearswhenIbegantoknowhim,hislonghairandthebeautifulbeardwhichmixedwithitwereofoneiron—gray,whichIsawblanchtoaperfectsilver,whilethatpearlytoneofhiscomplexion,whichAppletonsoadmired,lostitselfinthewannessofageandpain。Whenhewalked,hehadakindofspringinhisgait,asifnowandagainabuoyantthoughtliftedhimfromtheground。ItwasfinetomeethimcomingdownaCambridgestreet;youfeltthattheencountermadeyouapartofliteraryhistory,andsetyouapartwithhimforthemomentfromthepoorandmean。WhenheappearedinHarvardSquare,hebeatifiedifnotbeautifiedtheugliestandvulgarestlookingspotontheplanetoutsideofNewYork。Youcouldmeethimsometimesatthemarket,ifyouwereofthesameprovision—manashe;andLongfellowremainedasconstanttohistradespeopleastoanyotherfriends。Heratherlikedtobringhisproofsbacktotheprinter’shimself,andweoftenfoundourselvestogetherattheUniversityPress,wheretheAtlanticMonthlyusedtobeprinted。ButoutsideofhisownhouseLongfellowseemedtowantafitatmosphere,andIlovebesttothinkofhiminhisstudy,wherehewroughtathislovelyartwithaserenityexpressedinhissmooth,regular,andscrupulouslyperfecthandwriting。Itwasquitevertical,androunded,withaslopeneithertotherightnorleft,andatthetimeIknewhimfirst,hewasfondofusingasoftpencilonprintingpaper,thoughcommonlyhewrotewithaquill。Eachletterwasdistinctinshape,andbetweentheverseswasalwaystheexactspaceofhalfaninch。
Ihaveagoodmanyofhispoemswritteninthisfashion,butwhethertheywerethefirstdraftsornotIcannotsay;verylikelynot。Towardsthelasthenolongersenthispoemstothemagazinesinhisownhand;buttheywerealwayssignedinautograph。
Ionceaskedhimifhewerenotagreatdealinterrupted,andhesaid,withafaintsigh,Notmorethanwasgoodforhim,hefancied;ifitwerenotfortheinterruptions,hemightoverwork。Hewasnotafriendtostatedexercise,Ibelieve,norfondofwalking,asLowellwas;hehadnot,indeed,thechildishassociationsoftheyoungerpoetwiththeCambridgeneighborhoods;andIneversawhimwalkingforpleasureexceptontheeastverandaofhishouse,thoughIwastoldhelovedwalkinginhisyouth。InthisandinsomeotherthingsLongfellowwasmoreEuropeanthanAmerican,moreLatinthanSaxon。Heoncesaidquaintlythatonegotagreatdealofexerciseinputtingonandoffone’sovercoatandovershoes。
Isupposenoonewhoaskeddecentlyathisdoorwasdeniedaccesstohim,andtheremusthavebeentimeswhenhewasoverrunwithvolunteervisitors;butIneverheardhimcomplainofthem。HewasverycharitableintheimmediatesortwhichChristseemstohavemeant;buthehadhispreferences;humorouslyowned,amongbeggars。HelikedtheGermanbeggarsleast,andtheItalianbeggarsmost,ashavingmostsavair—faire;
infact,wealllovedtheItaliansinCambridge。HewaspleasedwiththeaccountsIcouldgivehimoftheloveandhonorIhadknownforhiminItaly,andonedaytherecamealetterfromanItalianadmirer,addressedto"Mr。GreatestPoetLongfellow,"whichhesaidwastheverymostamusingsuperscriptionhehadeverseen。
ItisknownthattheKingofItalyofferedLongfellowthecrossofSanLazzaro,whichistheItalianliterarydecoration。ItcamethroughthegoodofficesofmyoldacquaintanceProfessorMessadaglia,thenadeputyintheItalianParliament,whom,forsomereasonIcannotremember,IhadputincorrespondencewithLongfellow。Thehonorwaswhollyunexpected,anditbroughtLongfellowadistresswhichwaschieflyforthegentlemanwhohadprocuredhimtheimpossibledistinction。Heshowedmetheprettycollarandcross,not,Ithink,withoutanaturalpleasureinit。Nomanwaseverlessabigotinthingscivilorreligiousthanhe,buthesaid,firmly,"Ofcourse,asarepublicanandaProtestant,Ican’tacceptadecorationfromaCatholicprince。"Hisdecisionwasfromhisconscience,andIthinkthatallAmericanswhothinkdulyaboutitwillapprovehisdecision。
VI。
Suchhonorsashecouldfitlypermithimselfhedidnotrefuse,andI
recallwhatzesthehadinhiselectiontotheArcadianAcademy,whichhadmadehimashepherdofitsRomanFold,withthetitle,ashesaid,of"Olimipicosomething。"ButIfancyhissweetestpleasureinhisvastrenowncamefromhispopularrecognitioneverywhere。Fewwerethelands,fewthelanguageshewasunknownto:heshowedmeaversionofthe"PsalmofLife"inChinese。Apparentlyeventhepoorlostautograph—seekerwasnotdeniedbyhisuniversalkindness;Iknowthathekeptastoreofautographsreadywrittenonsmallsquaresofpaperforallwhoappliedbyletterorinperson;hesaiditwasnotrouble;butperhapshewastobeexcusedforrefusingtherequestofaladyforfiftyautographs,whichshewishedtoofferasanovelattractiontoherguestsatalunchparty。
Foreignersofallkindsthrongeduponhimattheirpleasure,apparently,andwithperfectimpunity。Sometimeshegotalittlefun,very,verykindly,outoftheirexcusesandreasons;andtheEnglishmanwhocametoseehimbecausetherewerenoruinstovisitinAmericawasnofable,asIcantestifyfromthepoethimself。ButhehadnoprejudiceagainstEnglishmen,andevenatacertaintimewhenthecoarse—handedBritishcriticismbegantoblamehisdelicateartfortheuniversalacceptanceofhisverse,andtotrytosneerhimintotherankofinferiorpoets,hewaswithoutrancorfortheclumsymislikingthathefelt。Hecouldnotunderstandrudeness;hewastoofinelyframedforthat;hecouldknowitonlyasSwedenborg’smostcelestialangelsperceivedevil,assomethingdistressful,angular。Theill—willthatseemednearlyalwaystogowithadversecriticismmadehimdistrustcriticism,andthediscomfortwhichmistakenorblunderingpraisegivesprobablymadehimshyofallcriticism。Hesaidthatinhisearlylifeasanauthorheusedtoseekoutandsaveallthenoticesofhispoems,butinhislatterdayshereadonlythosethathappenedtofallinhisway;thesehecutoutandamusedhisleisurebyputtingtogetherinscrapbooks。Hewasreluctanttomakeanycriticismofotherpoets;Idonotrememberevertohaveheardhimmakeone;andhiswritingsshownotraceoftheliterarydislikesorcontemptswhichwesooftenmistakeinourselvesforrighteousjudgments。
Nodoubthehadhisresentments,buthehushedtheminhisheart,whichhedidnotsufferthemtoembitter。WhilePoewaswritingof"LongfellowandotherPlagiarists,"LongfellowwashelpingtokeepPoealivebytheloanswhichalwaysmadethemselvesgiftsinPoe’scase。Hevery,veryrarelyspokeofhimselfatall,andalmostneverofthegrievanceswhichhedidnotfailtosharewithallwholive。
Hewaspatient,asIsaid,ofallthings,andgentlebeyondallmeregentlemanliness。Butitwouldhavebeenagreatmistaketomistakehismildnessforsoftness。Itwasmostmanlyandfirm;andofcourseitwasbracedwiththeNewEnglandconsciencehewasbornto。Ifhedidnotfinditwelltoasserthimself,hewaspromptinbehalfofhisfriends,andoneofthofinethingstoldofhimwashisresentingsomecensuresofSumneratadinnerinBostonduringtheoldpro—slaverytimes:hesaidtothegentlemenpresentthatSumnerwashisfriend,andhemustleavetheircompanyiftheycontinuedtoassailhim。
Buthespokealmostasrarelyofhisfriendsasofhimself。Helikedthelarge,impersonaltopicswhichcouldbedealtwithontheirhumanside,andinvolvedcharactersratherthanindividuals。ThiswasratherstrangeinCambridge,wherewewereapttotakeourinstancesfromtheenvironment。Itwasnottheonlythinghewasstrangeinthere;hewasnottothatmannerborn;helackedthefinalintimacieswhichcancomeonlyofbirthandlifelongassociation,andwhichmakethemenoftheBostonbreedseemexclusivewhentheyleastfeelso;hewasLongfellowtothefriendswhowereJames,andCharles,andWendelltooneanother。HeandHawthornewereclassmatesatcollege,butIneverheardhimmentionHawthorne;IneverheardhimmentionWhittierorEmerson。Ithinkhisreticenceabouthiscontemporarieswaslargelyduetohisreluctancefromcriticism:hewasthefinestartistofthemall,andifhepraisedhemusthavepraisedwiththereservationsofanhonestman。Ofyoungerwritershewaswillingenoughtospeak。Nonewcontributormadehismarkinthemagazineunnotedbyhim,andsometimesIshowedhimverseinmanuscriptwhichgavemepeculiarpleasure。IrememberhislikingforthefirstpiecethatMr。MauriceThompsonsentme,andhowhetastedthefreshflavorofit,andinhaleditswildnewfragrance。Headmiredtheskillofsomeoftheyoungstory—tellers;hepraisedthesubtletyofoneinworkingoutanintricatecharacter,andsaidmodestlythathecouldneverhavedonethatsortofthinghimself。Itwasentirelysafetoinvitehisjudgmentwhenindoubt,forheneversufferedittobecomeaggressive,orusedittourgeuponmethemanuscriptsthatmustoftenhavebeenurgeduponhim。
LongfellowhadahouseatNahantwherehewenteverysummerformorethanaquarterofacentury。HefoundtheslighttransitionchangeenoughfromCambridge,andlikeditperhapsbecauseitdidnottakehimbeyondtherangeofthefriendsandstrangerswhosecompanyheliked。Agassizwasthere,andAppleton;Sumnercametosojournwithhim;andthetouristsofallnationsfoundhimthereinhalfanhouraftertheyreachedBoston。Hiscottagewasveryplainandsimple,butwasrichinthesightoftheillimitable,sea,andithadaluxuryofrocksatthefootofitsgarden,drapedwithsea—weed,andwashedwiththeindefatigabletides。AshegrewolderandfeeblerheceasedtogotoNahant;heremainedthewholeyearroundatCambridge;heprofessedtolikethesummerwhichhesaidwarmedhimthroughthere,betterthanthecoldspectacleofsummerwhichhadnosucheffectatNahant。
Thehospitalitywhichwasconstantateitherhousewasnotmerelyoftheworldlysort。Longfellowlovedgoodcheer;hetastedhistoryandpoetryinapreciouswine;andhelikedpeoplewhowereacquaintedwithmannersandmen,andbroughttheairofcapitalswiththem。ButoftenthemanwhodinedwithLongfellowwasthemanwhoneededadinner;andfromwhatIhaveseenofthesweetcourtesythatgovernedatthatboard,Iamsurethatsuchamancouldneverhavefelthimselftheleasthonoredguest。
Thepoet’sheartwasopentoallthehomelessnessoftheworld;andI
rememberhowoncewhenwesatathistableandIspokeofhispoemof"TheChallenge,"thenanewpoem,andsaidhowIhadbeentouchedbythefancyof"Thepoverty—strickenmillionsWhochallengeourwineandbread,Andimpeachusallastraitors,Boththelivingandthedead,"
hisvoicesankingravehumilityasheanswered,"Yes,Ioftenthinkofthosethings。"Hehadthoughtoftheminthedaysoftheslave,whenhehadtakenhisplacewiththefriendsofthehopelessandhapless,andaslongashelivedhecontinuedofthepartywhichhadfreedtheslave。
Hedidnotoftenspeakofpolitics,butwhenthemovementofsomeofthebestRepublicansawayfromtheirpartybegan,hesaidthathecouldnotseethewisdomoftheircourse。Butthiswassaidwithoutcensureorcriticismofthem,andsofarasIknowheneverpermittedhimselfanythinglikedenunciationofthosewhoinanywisedifferedfromhim。
Onamatterofyetdeeperinterest,Idonotfeelauthorizedtospeakforhim,butIthinkthatashegrewolder,hisholduponanythinglikeacreedweakened,thoughheremainedoftheUnitarianphilosophyconcerningChrist。Hedidnotlatterlygotochurch,Ibelieve;butthen,veryfewofhiscirclewerechurch—goers。OncehesaidsomethingveryvagueanduncertainconcerningthedoctrineofanotherlifewhenIaffirmedmyhopeofit,totheeffectthathewishedhecouldbesure,withthesighthatsooftenclothedtheexpressionofamisgivingwithhim。
VII。
WhenmyacquaintancewithLongfellowbeganhehadwrittenthethingsthatmadehisfame,andthatitwillprobablyrestupon:"Evangeline,"
"Hiawatha,"andthe"CourtshipofMilesStandish"werebythattimeoldstories。ButduringtheeighteenyearsthatIknewhimheproducedthebestofhisminorpoems,thegreatestofhissonnets,thesweetestofhislyrics。Hisartripenedtothelast,itgrewricherandfiner,anditneverknewdecay。Herarelyreadanythingofhisownaloud,butinthreeorfourcaseshereadtomepoemshehadjustfinished,asiftogivehimselfthepleasureofhearingthemwiththesympatheticsenseofanother。Thehexameterpiece,"Elizabeth,"inthethirdpartof"TalesofaWaysideInn,"wasoneofthese,andhelikedmylikingitsrhythmicalform,whichIbelievedoneofthemeasuresbestadaptedtotheEnglishspeech,andwhichhehadusedhimselfwithsomuchpleasureandsuccess。
AboutthistimehewasgreatlyinterestedintheslightexperimentsIwasbeginningtomakeindramaticform,andhesaidthatifhewerehimselfayoungmanheshouldwritealtogetherforthestage;hethoughtthedramahadagreaterfuturewithus。Hewaspleasedwhenapopularsingerwishedtoproducehis"MasqueofPandora,"withmusic,andhewaspatientwhenitfailedoftheeffecthopedforitasanopera。WhenthelateLawrenceBarrett,intheenthusiasmwhichwasoneofthefinetraitsofhisgenerouscharacter,hadtakenmyplayof"ACounterfeitPresentment,"
andcametotheBostonMuseumwithit,Longfellowcouldnotapparentlyhavebeenmorezealousforitspopularacceptanceifithadbeenhisownwork。Heinvitedhimselftooneoftherehearsalswithme,andhesatwithmeonthestagethroughthefouractswithafortitudewhichIstillwonderat,andwiththekeenestzestforallthedetailsoftheperformance。Nofinertestimonytotheloveandhonorwhichallkindsofpeoplehadforhimcouldhavebeengiventhanthatshownbytheactorsandemployeesofthetheatre,highandlow。Theythrongedthescenery,thosewhowerenotuponthestage,andattheedgeofeverywingwerefacespeeringroundatthepoet,whosatunconsciousoftheiradoration,intentupontheplay。Hewasinterceptedateverystepingoingout,andmadetoputhisnametothephotographsofhimselfwhichhisworshippersproducedfromtheirpersons。
Hecametothefirstnightofthepiece,andwhenitseemedtobefindingfavorwiththepublic,heleanedforwardoutofhislinetonodandsmileattheauthor;whenthey,hadtheauthorup,itwasthesweetestflatteryoftheapplausewhichabusedhisfondnessthatLongfellowclappedfirstandloudest。
Whereoncehehadgivenhiskindnesshecouldnotagainwithholdit,andhewasanxiousnofactshouldbeinterpretedaswithdrawal。WhentheEmperorDomPedroofBrazil,whowassogreataloverofLongfellow,cametoBoston,heaskedhimselfouttodinewiththepoet,whohadexpectedtoofferhimsomesuchhospitality。Soonafter,Longfellowmetme,andasifeagertoforestallapossiblefeelinginme,said,"IwantedtoaskyoutodinnerwiththeEmperor,buthenotonlysentwordhewascoming,henamedhisfellow—guests!"IansweredthatthoughIshouldprobablynevercomesoneardiningwithanemperoragain,I
prizedhiswishtoaskmemuchmorethanthechanceIhadmissed;andwiththismygreatandgoodfriendseemedalittleconsoled。IbelievethatIdonotspeaktooconfidentlyofourrelation。Hewastrulythefriendofallmen,butIhadcertainlytheadvantageofmypropinquity。
Wewerenearneighbors,asthepleonasmhasit,bothwhenIlivedonBerkeleyStreetandafterIhadbuiltmyownhouseonConcordAvenue;
andIsupposehefoundmyyouthfulinformalityconvenient。HealwaysaskedmetodinnerwhenhisoldfriendGreenecametovisithim,andthenwehadanItaliantimetogether,withmoreorlessrepetitioninourtalk,ofwhatwehadsaidbeforeofItalianpoetryandItaliancharacter。
Onedaytherecameanotefromhimsaying,ineffect,"Salviniiscomingouttodinewithmetomorrownight,andIwantyoutocometoo。TherewillbenooneelsebutGreeneandmyself,andwewillhaveanItaliandinner。"
UnhappilyIhadacceptedadinnerinBostonforthatnight,andthisinvitationputmeingreatmisery。Imustkeepmyengagement,buthowcouldIbeartomissmeetingSalviniatLongfellow’stableontermslikethese?WeconsultedathometogetherandquestionedwhetherImightnotrushintoBoston,seekoutmyhostthere,possesshimofthefacts,andfranklythrowmyselfonhismercy。Thenasuddenthoughtstruckus:
GotoLongfellow,andsubmitthecasetohim!Iwent,andheenteredwithdelicatesympathyintotheaffair。Buthedecidedthat,takingthelargeviewofit,Imustkeepmyengagement,lestIshouldrunevenaremoteriskofwoundingmyfriend’ssusceptibilities。Iobeyed,andI
hadaverygoodtime,butIstillfeelthatImissedthebesttimeofmylife,andthatIoughttoberewardedformysacrifice,somewhere。
Longfellowsorarelyspokeofhimselfinanywaythatoneheardfromhimfewofthoseexperiencesofthedistinguishedmanincontactwiththeundistinguished,whichhemusthavehadsoabundantly。Buthetold,whileitwasfreshinhismind,anincidentthathappenedtohimonedayinBostonatatobacconist’s,whereacertainbrandofcigarswasrecommendedtohimasthekindLongfellowsmoked。"Ah,thenImusthavesomeofthem;andIwillaskyoutosendmeabox,"saidLongfellow,andhewrotedownhisnameandaddress。Thecigar—dealerreaditwiththesmileofaworstedchampion,andsaid,"Well,Iguessyouhadme,thattime。"Atafuneralamournerwishedtoopenconversation,andbywayofsuggestingathemeofcommoninterest,began,"You’veburied,Ibelieve?"
SometimespeoplewereshownbythepoetthroughCraigieHousewhohadnoknowledgeofitexceptthatithadbeenWashington’sheadquarters。OfcourseLongfellowwasknownbysighttoeveryoneinCambridge。Hewasdailyinthestreets,whilehishealthendured,andashekeptnocarriage,hewasoftentobemetinthehorse—cars,whichweresuchcommongroundinCambridgethattheywereoftenlikesmallinvitedpartiesoffriendswhentheyleftHarvardSquare,sothatyouexpectedthegentlementojumpupandasktheladieswhethertheywouldhavechickensalad。Incivicandpoliticalmattershemingledsofarastovoteregularly,andhevotedwithhisparty,trustingitforageneralregardtothepublicwelfare。
Ifancyhewassomewhatshyofhisfellow—men,asthescholarseemsalwaystobe,fromthesequesteredhabitofhislife;butIthinkLongfellowwasincapableofmarkinganydifferencebetweenhimselfandthem。Ineverheardfromhimanythingthatwas’dehautenbas’,whenhespokeofpeople,andinCambridge,wheretherewasagooddealofcontemptforthelesslettered,andwelikedtosmilethoughwedidnotliketosneer,andtoanalyzeifwedidnotcensure,LongfellowandLongfellow’shousewerefreeofallthat。Whateverhisfeelingmayhavebeentowardsothersortsandconditionsofmen,hiseffectwasofanentiredemocracy。Hewasalwaysthemostunassumingpersoninanycompany,andatsomelargepublicdinnerswhereIsawhimIfoundhimpatientofthegreaterattentionthatmorepublicmenpaidthemselvesandoneanother。Hewasnotaspeaker,andIneversawhimonhisfeetatdinner,exceptonce,whenhereadapoemforWhittier,whowasabsent。
Hedislikedafter—dinnerspeaking,andmadeconditionsforhisownexemptionfromit。
VIII。
Onceyourfriend,Longfellowwasalwaysyourfriend;hewouldnotthinkevilofyou,andifheknewevilofyou,hewouldbethelastofallthatknewittojudgeyouforit。Thismayhavebeenfromtheimpersonalhabitofhismind,butIbelieveitwasalsotheeffectofprinciple,forhewoulddowhathecouldtoarrestthedeliveryofjudgmentfromothers,andwouldsoftenthesentencespassedinhispresence。Naturallythisbroughthimundersomecondemnationwiththoseofaseverercast;andI
haveheardhimcriticisedforhisbenevolencetowardsall,andhisconstancytosomewhowerenotquitesotruetothemselves,perhaps。
ButthisleniencyofLongfellow’swaswhatconstitutedhimgreataswellasgood,foritisnotourwisdomthatcensuresothers。Asforhisgoodness,Ineversawafaultinhim。Idonotmeantosaythathehadnofaults,orthattherewerenobettermen,butonlytogivethewitnessofmyknowledgeconcerninghim。Iclaiminnowisetohavebeenhisintimate;suchathingwasnotpossibleinmycaseforquiteapparentreasons;andIdoubtifLongfellowwascapableofintimacyinthesensewemostlyattachtotheword。SomethingmoreofegotismthanIeverfoundinhimmustgotothemakingofanyintimacywhichdidnotcomefromthetenderestaffectionsofhisheart。Butasamanshowshimselftothoseoftenwithhim,andinhisnotedrelationswithothermen,heshowedhimselfwithoutblame。AllmenthatIhaveknown,besides,havehadsomefoible(itoftenendearedthemthemore),orsomemeanness,orpettiness,orbitterness;butLongfellowhadnone,northesuggestionofany。Nobreathofevilevertouchedhisname;hewentinandoutamonghisfellow—menwithoutthereproachthatfollowswrong;theworstthingI
everheardsaidofhimwasthathehad’gene’,andthiswassaidbyoneofthosedifficultCambridgemenwhowouldhavefound’gene’inacelestialangel。SomethingthatBjornstjerneBjornsonwrotetomewhenhewasleavingAmericaafterawinterinCambridge,comesnearersuggestingLongfellowthanallmytalk。TheNorsemen,inthedaysoftheirstormyandreluctantconversion,usedalwaystospeakofChristastheWhiteChrist,andBjornsonsaidinhisletter,"GivemylovetotheWhiteMr。Longfellow。"
Agoodmany,yearsbeforeLongfellow’sdeathhebegantobesleepless,andhesufferedgreatly。Hesaidtomeoncethathefeltasifheweregoingaboutwithhisheartinakindofmist。Thewholenightthroughhewouldnotbeawareofhavingslept。"But,"hewouldadd,withhisheavenlypatience,"Ialwaysgetagooddealofrestfromlyingdownsolong。"Icannotsaywhethertheseconditionspersisted,orhowmuchhisinsomniahadtodowithhisbreakinghealth;threeorfouryearsbeforetheendcame,weleftCambridgeforahousefartherinthecountry,andI
sawhimlessfrequentlythanbefore。Hedidnotallowourmeetingstocease;heaskedmetodinnerfromtimetotime,asiftokeepthemup,butitcouldnotbewiththeoldfrequency。OncehemadeapointofcomingtoseeusinourcottageonthehillwestofCambridge,butitwaswithaneffortnotvisibleinthedayswhenhecouldendoneofhisbriefwalksatourhouseonConcordAvenue;henevercamebutheleftourhousemoreluminousforhishavingbeenthere。OncehecametosuppertheretomeetGarfield(anoldfamilyfriendofmineinOhio),andthoughhewassufferingfromaheavycold,hewouldnotscantusinhisstay。Ihadsomeverybadsherrywhichhedrankwiththeserenityofamartyr,andI
shuddertothisdaytothinkwhathiskindnessmusthavecosthim。Hetoldhisstoryoftheclothes—lineghost,andGarfieldmatcheditwiththestoryofanumbrellaghostwhoshelteredafriendofhisthroughamidnightstorm,butwasnotcheerfulcompanytohisbeneficiary,whopassedhishandthroughhimatonepointintheefforttotakehisarm。
AftertheendoffouryearsIcametoCambridgetobetreatedforalongsickness,whichhadnearlybeenmylast,andwhenIcouldgetaboutI
returnedthevisitLongfellowhadnotfailedtopayme。ButIdidnotfindhim,andIneversawhimagaininlife。IwentintoBostontofinishthewinterof1881—2,andfromtimetotimeIheardthatthepoetwasfailinginhealth。AssoonasIfeltabletobearthehorse—carjourneyIwentouttoCambridgetoseehim。Ihadknockedonceathisdoor,thefriendlydoorthathadsooftenopenedtohiswelcome,andstoodwiththeknockerinmyhandwhenthedoorwassuddenlysetajar,andamaidshowedherfacewetwithtears。"HowisMr。Longfellow?"
Ipalpitated,andwithaburstofgriefsheanswered,"Oh,thepoorgentlemanhasjustdeparted!"Iturnedawayasiffromahelplessintrusionatadeath—bed。
Attheservicesheldinthehousebeforetheobsequiesatthecemetery,I
sawthepoetforthelasttime,where"Deadhelayamonghisbooks,"
inthelibrarybehindhisstudy。Deathseldomfailstobringserenitytoall,andIwillnotpretendthattherewasapeculiarpeacefulnessinLongfellow’snoblemask,asIsawitthen。Itwascalmandbenignasithadbeeninlife;hecouldnothavewornagentleraspectingoingoutoftheworldthanhehadalwaysworninit;hehadnottowaitfordeathtodignifyitwith"thepeaceofGod。"AllwhowereleftofhisoldCambridgewerepresent,andamongthosewhohadcomefartherwasEmerson。
Hewentuptothebier,andwithhisarmscrossedonhisbreast,andhiselbowsheldineitherhand,stoodwithhisheadpatheticallyfallenforward,lookingdownatthedeadface。Thosewhoknewhowhismemorywasamereblank,withfaintgleamsofrecognitioncapriciouslycomingandgoinginit,musthavefeltthathewasstruggling,torememberwhoitwaslaytherebeforehim;andformetheelectlysimplewordsconfessinghisfailurewillalwaysbepatheticwithhisrememberedaspect:"Thegentlemanwehavejustbeenburying,"hesaid,tothefriendwhohadcomewithhim,"wasasweetandbeautifulsoul;butIforgethisname。"
IhadtheprivilegeandhonoroflookingovertheunprintedpoemsLongfellowleftbehindhim,andofhelpingtodecidewhichofthemshouldbepublished。
Therewerenotmanyofthem,andsomeofthesefewwerequitefragmentary。Igavemyvoiceforthepublicationofallthathadanysortofcompleteness,forineveryonetherewasatouchofhisexquisiteart,thegraceofhismostlovelyspirit。Wehavesofarhadtwomenonlywhofelttheclaimoftheirgifttotheverybestthatthemostpatientskillcouldgiveitsutterance:onewasHawthorneandtheotherwasLongfellow。Ishallnotundertaketosaywhichwasthegreaterartistofthesetwo;butIamsurethateveryonewhohasstudieditmustfeelwithmethattheartofLongfellowheldouttotheendwithnotouchofdecayinit,andthatitequalledtheartofanyotherpoetofhistime。Itknewwhentogiveitself,andmoreandmoreitknewwhentowithholditself。
WhatLongfellow’splaceinliteraturewillbe,Ishallnotoffertosay;
thatisTime’saffair,notmine;butIamsurethatwithTennysonandBrowninghefullysharedintheexpressionofanagewhichmorecompletelythananyformeragegotitselfsaidbyitspoets。