Itmustbeconfessedthatwesometimeskeptverybad
companyatVersailles。
Theking,whoabhorreddegradingactions,
didnotliketheducdeFronsac,butwasfullofkindlyfeeling
towardstheducd’Aiguillon。
Thelatterexperiencedtheextent
ofhisfavorinhislongandobstinatestrugglewiththeparliament
ofBretagne。
Itmustbeowned,thatifhegainedthevictoryat
court,hedecidedlylostitinthecity,andIwaspublicly
insultedonthisaccountinthemostbrutalmanner。
However,
thefriendshipwhichhisfirstinterviewinspiredmewith,Ihave
alwayspreservedunaltered。
Theweekglidedaway,andeachdaymyfortuneseemedmorefully
assured。
Theloveofthekingincreased,heheapedpresentson
meperpetually,andseemedtothinkhenevercoulddoenoughfor
me。
ThebountiesofLouisXVwereknown,andinstantlyaroused
againstmethetwoenemieswithwhomIhadbeenthreatened——the
ducdeChoiseulandtheduchessedeGrammont,hissister。
Imust
say,however,that,atfirst,thebrothercontentedhimselfwith
despisingme,buttheduchessewasfurious;Ihadoffendedher
feminineself-love,andshecouldnotforgiveme。
Ihavetoldyou
thatsheobtainedpossessionofthekingbystratagem。
Thisis
fact。
Shewasinaplaceofconcealmentduringaregaldebauch,
andwhenLouisleftthetable,withhisheadheatedbywine,she
awaitedhiminhisbedtocommitasortofviolenceonhim。
What
curiousambition!
Assoonasthisnobleladylearnedmyposition,
shewasdesirousofknowingwhoIwas,andIhavebeentold
sinceallthemeasuresshetooktolearnthis。
Shedidnot
confinehersearchtothecircleofVersailles,buthastenedto
prosecuteherinquiriesinPariswithM。deSartines。
The
lieutenantofpolicenotsuspectingthefavorthatawaitedme,
aswellasthatwhichIalreadyenjoyed,andontheotherhand
persuadedofthatoftheChoiseulfamily,setallhisbloodhounds
onmytraces。
Theydidnotfailtobringhimbackathousand
horribletalesaboutme,withwhichhegratifiedtheduchesse,
who,thinkingtherebytodomeasevereinjury,spreadinthe
chateauamultitudeofprejudicialtalesagainstme,hopingthat
theywouldreachtheearsofthekinganddisgusthimwithhis
amour。
Itwasatthisjuncturethatappearedinthe““thoseinfamousarticles,collectedinwhattheycall
theCollectionofBachaumont。
Fromthesamesourceproceeded
thesongswhichfilledParis,andweresung
abouteverywhere。
Thesescandalsproducednoothereffectthan
increasingtheattachmentwhichthekinghadforme,andto
diminishthatwhichhefeltfortheducdeChoiseul。
Passionneverreasons;ifithadcommonsense,itwouldperceive
thatitcannotdisgustaloverbyvilifyinghismistress,but,on
thecontrary,interestshisself-loveinsupportingher。
Thus
alltheseintriguesscathedmenot;Ididnotmentiontomy
counsellorcomteJeananinsultwhichImetwithinthepark
atVersaillesfrommadamedeGrammont。
Ididnottellittothe
king,notwishingtocreateanydisturbanceatcourt。
Iavenged
myselfbymyself,andthinkIconductedmyselfremarkablywell
inthisadventure,whichwasasfollows:
IwaswalkinginthegardenwithHenriette,whohadgivenmeher
arm;itwasearlyinthemorning,andthewalksappearedsolitary。
WewalkedtowardsthesideoftheIled’Amour,whenwe
heardthestepsoftwopersonswhocamebehindus。
Henriette
turnedherheadandthensaidtome,“HerearemesdamesdeBrionne
anddeGrammont。“
Iknewthelatterbutveryslightly,andthe
formernotatall。
Certainlyshecouldnothavebeenthereby
chance;theyknewIshouldbethere,andwishedtoseemeclosely。
Notsuspectingwhatwastofollow,Iwasdelightedattherencontre。
Theypasseduswithheaderect,haughtyair;lookedatmewitha
disdainfulstare,laughedrudelyandwalkedaway。
Altho’such
behavioroffendedme,itdidnotputmeoutofhumor;Ithought
itverynaturalformadamedeGrammonttobeirritatedagainstme。
Henriettehadlessmagnanimity。
Sherepeatedsooftenhow
impertinentitwasthustoinsultafemalehonoredbythebounties
oftheking,andsofarexcitedmyfeelings,thatinsteadof
returningasprudencesuggested,Ifollowedthestepsofthese
ladies。
IdidnotproceedfarbeforeIrejoinedthem;theywere
seatedonabench,awaitingmyarrivalasitappeared。
Ipassed
closetothem,andatthatmomenttheduchessedeGrammont,
raisinghervoice,said,
“Itmustbeaprofitablebusinesstosleepwitheverybody。“
Iwasexcessivelynettled,andinstantlyretorted,“AtleastI
cannotbeaccusedofmakingaforcibleentryintoanyperson’s
bed。“
Thearrowwenttothemarkandpenetrateddeeply。
The
wholecountenanceoftheduchesseturnedpale,exceptherlips,
whichbecameblue。
Shewouldhavesaidsomethingfoolish,but
madamedeBrionne,morecoolbecausetouchedlessnearly,placed
herhandoverhercompanion’smouth。
Iinmyturnwalkedaway
withHenriette,laughingtilltearscameintomyeyesatthis
pleasingvictory。
TheduchessedeGrammont,whohadnofurtherinclinationtolaugh,
toldthewholetoherbrother。
He,wholovedherexcessively,too
muchsoperhaps,reprimandedher,nevertheless,andpointedout
toherthedisadvantageinanopenstrugglewithme。
Madamede
Brionnewasenjoinedtosecrecy,butthatdidnotpreventherfrom
confidingtheaffairtothedowagerduchessed’Aiguillon。
Thislatterwasaladyofmostsuperiormerit,unitingtomuch
witmoresolidacquirements。
ShespokeEnglishlikeanative。
Herdeath,whichhappenedin1772,wasagreatmisfortunetoher
son,towhomshegavethemostexcellentcounsel。
Shetoldmy
adventuretoherdaughter-in-law,who,excessivelyambitious,saw,
withoutanypain,theincreasingattachmentofherhusbandfor
me。
Imusttellyou,inaparenthesis,thatIalwayslivedonthe
besttermswithher,andthat,inmydisgrace,herfriendshipdid
notweaken。
Imustdoherthisjustice。
Allmy
havenotbeenequallyfaithfultowardsme。
Thesetwoladiesknowingthisoccurrence,theducd’Aiguillonwas
notlongkeptinignorancethatsomethinghadhappened。
Hecame
inhastetoseeme,andinquiredwhatitwas。
Butheaskedinvain,
Iwouldnottellhim。
Mysecrecyhurthim,andonhisreturnhome
hewrotetome。
AsIhavegreatpleasureintellingyouallthat
recallsthisamiablegentlemantomymind,Iwilltranscribehis
letter,whichwillgiveyouanopportunityofjudgingoftheturn
ofhismind。