presentedhertotheking,saying,
“Sire,Inowdoforthislady,inmyowndrawing-room,whatshe
willhavethekindnesstodoformeatthestate-chamber。“
“Ah,“repliedtheking,“isitmadamedeBearnthatyoupresent
tome?
Iamindeeddelighted。
Herhusbandwasoneofmyfaithful
servants:Iwasmuchpleasedwithhersonwhenhewasoneof
pages,andIperceivethatsheherselfisdesirousoftestifying
tomeherattachmenttomyperson。
Ithankyou,madame;you
cannotconferagreaterfavoronme,andIshallembraceevery
opportunityofprovingtoyouhowmuchsatisfactionyourconduct
affordsme。“
Eachwordthatthekingutteredwenttotheheartofthecountess。
However,makingavirtueofnecessity,shereplied,thatshewas
proudandhappyatwhatthekinghadsaidtoher,andthatit
wouldbeherconstantaimtopleasehismajesty,flattering
herselfthatthekingwouldremembertheservicesoftheBearn
family,andwouldthinkofherinthedispensationofhisbounties。
“Youmayrelyonit,madame,“repliedLouisXV,“especiallyif
thecomtesseduBarryappliestomeinyourbehalf。“
Then,turningtowardsme,“When,then,isthisredoubtable
presentationtotakeplace?“
“Ontheday,sire,whenyourmajestyshallthinkproper,“Ireplied。
“Well!
IwillsendtheducdeRichelieutoyou,whowillarrange
thewhole。“
Thissettled,thesubjectwasturned,butmadamedeBearnlost
hertongueentirely。
Inspiteofallherendeavors,herforehead
becamecontractedeverymoment,andIamsureshewentaway
vexedanddisappointed。
Thefollowingmorning,thecomteJeanandmysister-in-lawwent
toherhouse。
Theytestifiedtheirregretforwhathadoccurred
thepreviousevening;theyassuredherthatwewouldnottake
anyadvantageoftheconditionlessengagementwhichshehadmade
topresentme,andthataltho’itwasimpossibletoaskthe
requiredguaranteesfromtheking,stillweshouldmostundeviatingly
adheretotheclausesofthetreaty:theyadded,thattheycame
toenquirewhensheshouldchoosetoreceivethehundredthousand
livres。
Thecountessreplied,thatinspiteoftherealdisadvantage
whichshemusthenceforwardlaborunderinthisaffair,shefelt
greatfriendshipforme,andwouldnotrefusetoobligeme,and
sheflatteredherselfthatIwouldespousehercausewiththe
king。
ThecomteJeanassuredherofthis,andsettledwithher
theperiodofthepaymentofthehundredthousandlivres,which
weretobepaidatsightonherdrawingonM。delaBorde,the
court-banker。
Thusthenmypresentationwasanassuredmatter:nothingnow
couldpreventit,atleastIfanciedsotomyself。
Ireckoned
withoutmyhost;Ididnotknowyetallthemaliceofacourtier
ladyorgentleman。
Asitwas,however,M。deChoiseulandhis
vilesisterhadgainedoveroneofmyservants,fortheyknewall
thathadpassed。
TheysoonlearnedthatmadamedeBearnhadcome
tosupperwithme,andthataftersupperavisitoftheking’shad
decidedthisladyonmypresentation:thistheydeterminedtoprevent。
Forthisend,theydespatchedasambassadorthechevalierde
CoignytothehouseofmadamedeBearn。
He,followingthe
instruction,soughtbyturnstoseduceandintimidatethecountess,
butallwentfornothing。
MadamedeBearntoldthechevalierde
Coigny,thatshehadbeenwithmetoaskmyinfluencewiththe
chancellor。
Thechevalierleftherwithoutbeingabletoobtain
anyotherinformation。
ThisbadsuccessdidnotdisheartentheChoiseuls。
Theysent
thistimetomadamedeBearn,M。deRoquelaure,bishopofSenlis,
andgrandalmonertotheking。
Thisprelatewasmuchlikedat
court,andinhighfavorwithmesdamestheking’sdaughters。
We
weregoodfriendstogetheratlast,butinthisparticularhewas
veryneardoingmegreatwrong。
M。deRoquelaurehavingcalled
onmadamedeBearn,toldherthathewellknewthenatureofher
communicationswithme。
“Donotflatteryourself,“saidhe,“thatyouwillobtainthro’
theinfluenceofthecomtesseduBarry,allthathasbeenpromised
you。
Youwillhaveopposedtoyouthemostpowerfuladversaries
andmostaugustpersonages。
Itcannotbeconcealedfromyou,
thatmesdamescontemplatethepresentationofthiscreaturewith
theutmostdispleasure。
Theywillnotfailtoobtaingreatinfluence
overthefuturedauphin,andwilldoyoumischiefwithhim;so
that,whetherintheactualstateofthings,orinthatwhichthe
ageandhealthofthekingmustleadustoanticipate,youwill
beinamostunfortunatesituationatcourt。“
Theoldbishop,withhismischievousfrankness,catechisedmadame
deBearnsoclosely,thatatlengthshereplied,thatsomuch
respectanddeferencedidsheentertaintowardstheprincesses,
thatshewouldnotpresentmeuntiltheyshouldaccordtheir
permissionformetoappear。
M。deRoquelauretookthisreply
totheChoiseuls。
MadamedeGrammont,enchanted,thinkingthe
pointalreadygained,sentmadamedeBearnaninvitationtosupper
thenextday,butthiswasnotthecountess’sgame。
Shewas
compelledtodecidepromptly,andshethoughttopreserveastrict
neutralityuntilfreshordersshouldissue。
Whatdoyousuppose
shedid?
Shewrotetous,madamedeGrammontandmyself,that
shehadscaldedherfoot,andthatitwasimpossibleforhertogo
fromhome。
OnreceivinghernoteIbelievedmyselfbetrayed,forsaken。
Comte
JeanandIsuspectedthatthiswasafeint,andwentwithall
speedtocallonthecomtessedeBearn。
Shereceiveduswithher
usualcourtesy,complainedthatwehadarrivedattheverymoment
ofthedressingofherwound,andtoldusshewoulddeferit;but
Iwouldnotagreetothis。
Mybrother-in-lawwentintoanother
room,andmadamedeBearnbegantounswatheherfootinmy
presencewiththeutmostcautionandtenderness。
Iawaitedthe
evidenceofherfalsehood,when,tomyastonishment,Isawa
horribleburn!
Ididnotforamomentdoubt,whatwasafterwards
confirmed,namely,thatmadamedeBearnhadactuallyperpetrated
this,andmaimedherselfwithherownfreewill。
Imentallycursed
herRomancourage,andwouldhavesentmyheroicgodmothertothe
devilwithallmyheart。
Thusthenwasmypresentationstoppedbythefootofmadamede
Bearn。
Thismischancedidnotdampenthezealofmyfriends。
On
theonehand,comteJean,afterhavingstirredheavenandearth,
metwiththecomtessed’Aloigny。
Sheconsentedtobecomemy
godmotherimmediatelyafterherownpresentation,foreighty
thousandlivresandtheexpensesoftheceremony。
Butmesdames
receivedhersounsatisfactorily,thatmyownfeelingstoldme,I
oughtnottobepresentedatcourtunderherauspices。
Wethankedthecomtessed’Aloignytherefore,andsenther,asa
remuneration,twentythousandlivresfromtheking。
WhilstcomteJeanfailedononeside,theducd’Aiguillon
succeededonanother。
HewassomewayrelatedtomadamedeBearn。
Hewenttovisither,andmadeherunderstandthat,astheChoiseuls
neithergavenorpromisedheranything,shewouldbewrongin
declaringforthem:that,ontheotherhand,ifshedeclaredfor
me,Icouldprocureforherthefavoroftheking。
Madamede
Bearnyieldedtohispersuasions,andchargedtheducd’Aiguillon
tosaytome,andevenherselfwrote,thatsheputherself
entirelyintomyhands;andthat,assoonasshewaswell,I
mightrelyonher。
What,Ibelieve,finallydecidedthislady
was,thefearthatifshedidnotcomplywithwhatIrequired,
Ishouldcontentmyselfwiththecomtessed’Aloigny。
Nowassuredofmyintroductress,Ionlydirectedmyattentionto
thefinalobstacleofmypresentation;Imeanthedispleasureof
mesdames。
IdonotspeakofmadameLouise,ofwhomIcanonly
writeintermsofcommendation;butIhadopposedtomemesdames
VictoireandSophie,andespeciallymadameAdelaide,who,asthe
eldest,gavethemtheirplanofconduct。
Thislatter,whohad
giventoomuchcausetobespokenofherselftohaveanyrightto
talkofothers,neverceasedharanguingaboutthescandalofmy
life;andIhadrecently,unknowntomyself,fallenintocomplete
disgracewithher。
Thisisthecase。
TheapartmentfromwhichIhaddislodgedM。deNoailleshad
beenrequestedofthekingbymadameAdelaide。
Ignorantofthis
Ihadinstalledmyselfthere。
IsoonlearnedthatIhadoffended
theprincess,andinstantlyhastenedtoofferhertheapartments
shewishedtohave。
Shecameintothem;butasitwasnecessary
formetobeaccommodatedsomewhere,thekinggavemetheformer
apartmentsofhisdaughter。
ThiswaswhatmadameAdelaidecalled
anactoftyranny;shemadethechateauechowithhercomplaints:
shesaidIhaddrivenherout,thatIwishedtoseparateherfrom
hersisters;thatIshouldweanherfather’saffectionentirely
fromher。
Suchinjusticedistressedmeexcessively。