withasubtleandpenetratingspirit——thattalentwhichprocures
advancementatcourt,shesaw,withpain,thatIsoughttoattract
otherfemalesaboutme:shewouldfainhaveremainedmyonly
friend,thatshemight,unopposed,influencemeinallIdid。
She
saw,therefore,theappearanceofmadamedeMirepoixinmy
drawing-roomwithuneasiness:herbadhumorwassufficiently
apparenttoattractthenoticeofthemarechale,wholaughedatit:
hersocialpositionasatitledwoman,andtheking’sfriendship,
givingherconfidencethathercreditwouldalwaysexceedthatof
mygodmother。
MadamedeBearnwascompelledtosubmittotheascendancyofthe
marechale,butyetdidnotthelessrelaxinhereffortstokeep
frommeallotherfemalesociety,shehopedthatatlasttheking
woulddistinguishher,andcallherintohisintimacyasmyfriend;
shewasnotmorefondofthecomtessed’Aloigny,altho’thenullity
ofthisladyneednothavealarmedhermuch。
Forme,Ibeganto
resenttheirksomenessofhavingincessantlyatmysideaperson
whomanifestedtooopenlyherdesiretocompelmetosubmitto
herwishes,andIwaited,tosecuremyfreedom,onlyuntilthe
circleoffemalesIcouldadmittomysocietyshouldbeextended。
SuchwereourreciprocalfeelingsduringourstayatMarly。
The
madamedeBearnwatchedmewithmorecarethanatVersailles,
fearing,nodoubt,thatthefreedomofthecountrymightfacilitate
connectionsprejudicialtoherinterests。
Littledidsheanticipate
onthisdaythestrokewhichwasinpreparationforher。
Iasked
herspitefullytotakeaturnwithmeintothepark,andItook
carenottoannouncethemeetingwhichwehadarranged。
Beholdusthenwalkingthiswayandthat,quitebychance,without
howevergoinganydistancefromthepavilion。
MadamedeBearn,
notlikingthevicinityofthechateau,wasdesiroustogointothe
wood。
Ideclinedthisundervainexcuses,whensuddenlymadame
deMirepoixandmadamedeFlaracourtappearedattheendof
averyshortwalk。
“Letusturnthisway,“saidthecountesstome,“herecomesone
ofourenemies,whomitwouldbeaswelltoavoid。“
“Whyturnaway?“
Ireplied;“sheisalone,wearetwo,andthen
themarechaledeMirepoixisnotopposedtous。“
Sayingthis,Iadvancedtowardsthem。
MadamedeFlaracourtappeared
verygracious:Irepliedtoheradvanceswithduepoliteness,and
insteadofseparating,wecontinuedtowalkabouttogether。
Madame
deBearnsawclearlythatchancewasnotthesolecauseofthis
meeting:shedissembledaswellasshecould。
Iafterwardslearnt
thatsheowedmeaspite,particularlyforthemysterywhichIhad
madeofthisoccurrence。
Themarkedsilence,andthesullenair
sheassumedduringthisinterview,andwhichhersenseand
knowledgeoftheworldshouldhavepreventedherfrommanifesting,
provedtome,onthisoccasion,asonmanyotherothers,that
tempercannotalwaysbeconquered,andthatattimesitwillburst
forthinspiteoftheexperienceandcautionofthecourtier。
Ididnotgivemyselfmuchtroubleonthissubject:Ihadwell
recompensedthegoodofficesofthecountess:Ihadampleproof
thatinservingmeshehadactedontheimpulseofself-interest:
wewerequits,Ithought,andIsawnoreasonwhyIshould
remainisolatedjusttoserveherpleasure。
WhenwereturnedtomyapartmentsIsawplainly,byhermutterings,
hersighs,andtheshruggingofhershoulders,thatshewasdeeply
irritatedatwhathadjusttakenplace。
Shewasdesirousof
provokinganexplanation,butasthatcouldonlytendtoher
disadvantage,shecontentedherselfwithleavingmeearlierthan
herusualwant,withoutsayinganythingdisagreeable。
Hercustom
wasnottoleavemealone,andherabruptdepartureconfirmedme
intheideaIhadimbibed,thatthissortofcomedyhadmuch
thwartedher。
InthecourseofthesamedayIreceivedavisitfromthecomtesse
deFlaracourt。
Thislady,whosesparklingeyesshonewithanair
ofmischief,presentedherselftomewithanappearanceof
opennessandconfidencewhichcompletelycloakedthemalignity
andtreacheryofhercharacter。
Shethrewherarmsroundmyneck
withasmuchgraceastenderness,andtakingmyhand,asifto
arrestmyattention,said:
“Iought,madame,toexplaintoyouthedelaythatIhavemade
beforeIintroducemyselftoyou,aswellasthepromptitudeof
thismyfirstvisit。
Iwasprejudicedagainstyou,andhadformed
afalseestimateofyou。
Mywithmesdamesd’Egmont,
deBrionne,anddeGrammontnaturallyplacedmeintherank
opposedtoyou:somuchforwhathaspassed。
ButIhaveseen
you:Ihavestudiedyouatadistance,aswellasclose,andI
haverecognised,withoutdifficulty,theinjusticeofyourenemies。
Ihavebeenenragedwithmyselfforhavingbeendeceivedregarding
you:Iwishtorepairmywrongs。
Enlightenedbytheopinionof
themarechaledeMirepoix,Ihavenothesitatedtoapproachyou
underherauspices,andourfirstmeetinghassohappilyfurnished
mewithanopportunityofappreciatingyou,thatIwouldnotdelay
anylongerthepleasureofmakingyouapersonalavowalofmy
pastsentiments,andofthosewithwhichyounowinspireme。“
ThetoneinwhichmadamedeFlaracourtutteredthesewordswasso
graciousandsopersuasive,thatIcouldnotresistthepleasureof
embracingher。
Shereturnedmykisswiththesameeagerness,
andwouldnotlistentomythanks。
“Allisexplainedbetweenus,“shecontinued,“letusforgetthe
past,andletusdoasifmeetingforthefirsttimeto-day;we
henceforwarddatethisasthefirstofouracquaintance。“
“Theaffabilitywithwhichyouhavepresentedyourselftome,“I
replied,“doesnotpermitmetobelievethatIhaveonlyknown
youfromthismorning;Iaminanillusionwhichwillonlyallow
metolookonourrecentallianceasanancientfriendship。“
Afterhavingexchangedsomeconversationofthesametenor,we
talkedofmysituationasregardedtheotherfemalesofthecourt。
“Theyhateyoufortworeasons,“saidthecountess:“inthefirst
place,becauseyouhavemadeaconquestwhichalltheworldenvies
you;secondlybecauseyouarenotoneofus。
Thereisnotone
familywhocanleanonyouinvirtueoftherightsofblood,or
allianceswhichstandinsteadofit。
Youhavesupersededawoman
whomorethananyothercouldhaveaclaimtoyourgoodfortune:
sheissistertotheprimeminister,whohasinhertrain,like
Lucifer,morethanathirdpartofheaven,forallthecourtiers
hangonherbrother。
“Ontheotherhand,wearenotaccustomedtoremainsolongin
oppositiontothewilloftheking。
Sucharesistanceisnotnatural
tous;itweighsuponus,itharmsus,thefavorofourmaster
beingourchiefgood。
Weareonlysomethingthro’him,andwhen
combattingagainsthimwehaveneitherthecouragenorthe
perseverance。
Thusyoumaybeverycertainthatthemajority
ofwomenwhoopposeyoudoitagainstthegrain:andifyouadd
tothisthattheyareincessantlyexposedtothemurmursand
complaintsoftheirhusbands,sons,brothers,andlovers,you
willeasilybeconvincedthattheyonlyaspiretofindingameans
ofreconcilingtheregardtheyowetotheChoiseulsandtheterror
whichtheyinspire,withthedesiretheyhavetoseekyour
protectionandthefriendshipoftheking。
Thecabalonlyflies
ononewing,andIcannotdivineitssituationatthecommencement
ofthenextwinter。
Donotdisquietyourselfanymorewithwhat
itcando:keepyourselfquiet;continuetopleasethe’master,’
andyouwilltriumphoverthemultitudeaseasilyasyouhave
conqueredtheresistanceofmesdames。“
SuchwasthelanguageofthecomtessedeFlaracourt:itagreed,
asyouwillperceive,withthatofmadamedeMirepoix,andI
oughtthemoretobelieveit,asitwasthefruitoftheir
experienceandprofoundknowledgeofcourtmanners。
Their
exampleprovedtome,aswellastheirwords,thatallthosewho
approachedthekingcouldnotbearforalongtimethepositionin
whichheplacedthosewhomhedidnotlookuponwithpleasure。
However,LouisXVevincedmoreplainlyfromdaytodaythe
ascendancyIhadoverhismind。
Heassistedpubliclyatmytoilet*,
hewalkedoutwithme,leftmeaslittleaspossible,andsought
byeveryattentiontoconsolemefortheimpertinenceswithwhich
myenemiesbespatteredme。
Thefollowinganecdotewillproveto
youhowlittleconsiderationhehadforthosepersonswhodaredto
insultmeopenly。
OnedayatMarly,Ienteredthedrawing-room;therewasavacant
seatneartheprincessedeGuemenee,Iwenttoit,andscarcely
wasseatedwhenmyneighborgotup,saying,“Whathorror!“
and
betookherselftothefurtherendoftheroom。
Iwasmuchconfused:
theoffencewastoopublicformetorestrainmyresentment,and
evenwhenIwishedtodosothethingwasscarcelypossible。
The
comteJean,whohadwitnessedit,andmysisters-in-law,who
learntitfromhim,wereenraged。
Iwascompelledtocomplainto
theking,whoinstantlysenttheprincessedeGuemeneeanorder
toquitMarlyforthwith,andbetakeherselftotheprincessede
Marsan,ofthechildrenoftheroyalfamilyofFrance,
ofwhosepostshehadthereversion。
Neverdidajustchastisementproduceagreatereffect。