“Youareaverydangerouswoman,“criedtheking,interrupting
mebyloudfitsoflaughter,“andyouarecunningenougheven
tosurprisethesecretsofthestate。“
“’Tisyou,rather,whocouldnotresisttheinclinationtoletme
seethatyouknewwhatthemarechalhaddeclaredyouignorantof。
Whichofustwoisthemoretoblame,Iwonder?“
“Myself,Ithink,“answeredtheking;“forafterall,youdidbut
actwiththecandorandcuriosityofyoursex:itwasformeto
haveemployedmoreoftheprudenceofakinginmyrepliesto
yourinterrogatories。“
“Well,but,“saidI,“sinceyoureallydoknowallaboutthisman
withtheironmask,youwilltellittome,willyounot?“
“IshouldbeverycarefulhowIgratifiedyourcuriosity,“said
he;“thisisapointofhistorywhichmustneverbeclearedup;
statereasonsrequirethatitshouldforeverremainamatterofdoubt。“
“Andmusthaveyoutellme,“returnedI;“dopraytell,andI
willloveyouwithallmyheart。“
“Itcannotbe。“
“Andwhynot?
Thisunfortunatepersonhasbeenlongdeadwithout
leavinganyposterity。“
“Areyouquitesureofthat?“
inquiredtheking,inaserioustone。
“Butwhatsignifies,“saidI,“whetherhebedeadoralive?
I
entreatofyoutobestowuponmethisproofofyourconfidence。
Whoofallthosewhohavespokenofhimhavetoldthetruth?“
“Nobody;butVoltairehasapproacheditmorenearlythanany
oneelse。“
Afterthispartialconfessionthekingimploredofmetochange
theconversation,whichIcouldeasilyperceivewasextremely
disagreeabletohim。
Nevertheless,itseemedtomequiteclear,
thatthiscelebratedpersonbelongedtotheroyalfamily,butby
whattitleIcouldnotdevise。
ItwasinvainthatIafterwards
revivedthesubject;notevenduringthemosttenderconfidences
couldIobtaintheinformationIdesired。
PossiblyhadIlived
withhimsomeyearsmoreImighthavesucceededindrawingfrom
himallheknewrespectingtheobjectofmycuriosity。
Oldmen,
likechildren,canconcealnothingfromthosetheylove,andwho
haveobtainedoverthemaninfluencetheywillinglysubmitto。
BeforeIproceedtomoreimportantevents,Iwouldfainspeakof
personswithwhomIlivedbeforemyelevation。
Mygodfather,
M。BillardduMonceau,wasstillliving,aswellasmadameLagarde,
withwhomIhadresidedascompanion。
Myinterviewwiththe
formeriswellknown;andtheauthorsof“AnecdotesofMyLife,“
publishedthirteenyearssince,havestrictlyadheredtothetruth,
withtheexceptionofsomevulgarismstheyhaveputintothe
mouthofthatexcellentmanwhichheneveruttered。
AstomadameLagarde,shewasstrangelysurprisedtoseemearrive
atherhouse;andtheevidentembarrassmentmypresenceoccasioned
herwasasufficientrevengeonmypartforthemanyunkindthings
shehadsaidanddonerespectingme。
Iwouldnotprolongher
uncomfortablesituation,butstudiedtoconductmyselfwiththe
sameunaffectedsimplicityofformerdays。
Italkedoverthe
past,inquiredafterherfamily,andofferedmybestservicesand
protectionwithoutmaliceforwhatwasgoneby,andwithperfect
sincerityforthefuture。
Butspiteofallmyendeavorstospare
herfeelings,itwasevidentthatrageandhumiliationatthe
advantagemyalteredfortunesgavemeoverher,struggledwithin
her,andtheconflictofhermindwasbuttooplainlydepictedin
hercountenance。
However,thatwastheleastofmytroubles;I
soonrestoredhertocomparativecalmness;andbeforeIquitted
her,madeherpromiseshewouldcomeandseeme。
Shewouldgladlyhaveevadedthisrequest;butherson,themaster
ofrequests,whosufficientlymisjudgedmetofearmyresentment,
andwhopossessedgreatinfluenceoverher,inducedhertopresent
herselfatmyhouse。
Sheaccordinglycametocalluponme,witha
mindburstingwithspiteandjealousy;yetshechokeddownher
angrypassions,andsofarhumbledherself,astoentreatmy
pardonforherownsakeandthatofherfamily,forallher
unkindnesstowardsme。
Iwouldnotallowhertofinish;“Madame,“
saidI,“Ionlyallowagreeablerecollectionstofindaplacein
mymemory;hadIentertainedtheslightestresentmentagainst
eitheryouoryours,youmaybequitecertainIshouldnothave
againenteredyourdwelling;andIagainrepeattheofferI
madetheotherday,ofgladlyseizingthefirstopportunity
ofbeingusefultoyou。“
Eachofthesewordsexpressiveofthekindestfeelingstowards
herwaslikethestabofaponiard。
She,however,extolledthem
withthemostexaggeratedpraise,imploringmetobelievehow
deeplysheregrettedherbehavior,andtalkedsolongandsomuch
aboutit,thatwhenshequittedme,itwaswiththemostcertain
impressiononmymind,thatinherIpossessedamostviolentand
implacableenemy,andinthisconclusionIwasquitecorrect。
M。
Dudelay,herson,hadtheeffronterytorequesttobepresentedto
me,andchargedtheexcellentM。deLabordetomakeknownhis
wishestome。
IbeggedhewouldinformM。Dudelay,thatIadmitted
intothecircleofmyacquaintanceonlysuchaswereknowntothe
king;andthatifhethoughtpropertoapplytohismajesty,I
shouldobeyhisroyalwillonthesubject,whateveritmightbe。
Hejustlyconsideredthisrepulseasabitingraillery,forwhich
heneverforgaveme。
Ientertainednoillwillagainsthimforhis
pastperfidy,butIconsidereditstrangethatheshouldpresumeto
approachmewithfamiliarity。
Ishouldnothaveadoptedthesame
lineofconducttowardsthefarmer-general,hisbrother,who,
lessassuming,contentedhimselfwithassuringmeofhisdevotion,
andthesincereregretwithwhichhecontemplatedthepast,without
everseekingtointroducehimselfintomypresence。
ThechevalierdelaMorliere——PortraitoftheducdeChoiseul——
TheducdeChoiseulandthecomtesseduBarry——No
reconciliationeffected——MadameduBarryandtheduc
d’Aiguillon——MadameduBarryandLouisXV
AboutthisperiodIreceivedapieceofattention,anythingbut
gratifyingifconsideredinastrictlyhonourablesense。
The
contemptiblechevalierdelaMorliere,whodetestedme,and
subsequentlypursuedmewithrage,presumedtodedicatetome
somewretchedcollectionofhiscompositions,andIhadthe
weaknesstoacceptthededication;Ihadeventhestillgreater
follytoreceiveitsauthoratmyhouse;thispieceofcondescension
injuredmegreatly。
UntilthatperiodIhadnot,likemadamede
Pompadour,shownmyselftheprotectressandpatronessofmenof
letters;andevenmywarmestfriendscouldnotdeny,thatin
steppingforwardsastheencouragerofliterature,Ihadmadea
veryunfortunatechoiceinselectingthechevalierdelaMorliere
asthefirstobjectofmypatronage。
ButhowcouldIhavedone
otherwise?
TheprincedeSoubise,whofoundthismanserviceable
uponmanyoccasions,wouldhavesacrificedanythingtopromote
hisadvancement;andIhavebeenassured,thathadthemarechal
takenhalfthepainsonthedayprevioustothebattleofRasbach,
weshouldnothaveleftitsodisgracefully。
Thekingwellknewtheunfortunatechevalierforamanasdestitute
ofmodestyasmerit;whenthereforehesawhisbookuponthe
mantel-pieceofmydrawing-room,hesaid,
’So!
youaretheinspiringmuseofthechevalierdelaMorliere;
Ionlywarnyou,whenthedaycomesforhimtobehanged,
nottoaskmetopardonhim。“
“Beassured,“repliedI,“thatIwillneverdeprivethePlacede
Greveofonesoformedtodohonourtoit。“
Infact,thechevalierwaswithinanaceofreachingitbefore
hisfriendsanticipated;for,veryshortlyafterthisconversation,
hewasguiltyofthemostdetestablepieceofknaveryIever
heardof。
Helearnedthatanunfortunateyoungmanfromthe
country,intowhoseconfidencehehadwormedhimself,wasto
receive15,000livresonhisfather’saccount;heinvitedhimto
supper,and,bytheaidoftwovillainslikehimself,strippedhim
ofhislastsous。
Notsatisfiedwiththis,hewrotethefather
suchanexaggeratedaccountofhisson’slossandgeneralbad
habits,thattheenragedandirritatedparentprocuredanorder
toconfinehissonatSaintLazare!
Didyoueverhearofamore
infamousandaccomplishedroguethanmyhonourable?
However,Ishallgivehimuptohisfate,beitgoodorbad,and
proceedwiththerelationofmyaffairwithducdeChoiseul。
Ihadnamedtomadamedel’HopitalthehouratwhichIcould
receivetheduke。
Shehadrequested,inpursuanceofherdirections,
nodoubt,thattheconversationbetweenusshouldtakeplace
eitheramidstthegrovesofVersaillesorinthelabyrinthof
Marly;——theself-loveofM。deChoiseulinducinghimtodesire
thatthisinterviewshouldbesocontrived,astoweartheairof
amerechancerencontre。
TothisIwouldnotconsent;saying,
thatitdidnotsuitmypleasuretoquitthehouse;andthatwhen
agentlemansolicitedthefavourofspeakingtoalady,itbecame
hisbusinesstowaituponher,withoutexpectingsheshouldcome
insearchofhim;and,spiteofalltheargumentsofmadamede
l’Hopital,Ipersistedinmydetermination:shehadnoalternative
buttosubmit,andIawaitedthecomingofM。deChoiseulonthe
followingday。
TheducdeChoiseulpossessedagreaterreputationthanhis
talentswereentitledto;andhisadvancementwasmoreattributable
tohisgoodfortunethanhismerit。
Hehadfoundwarmand
powerfulassistantsinbothphilosophersandwomen;hewasa
confirmedegotist,yetpassedforamanwhocaredlittleforself。
Hewasquickatmattersofbusiness,andheobtainedthecharacter
ofadeepandprofoundpolitician。
Itmust,however,beadmitted,
thathewaswitty,gallant,andgiftedwithmannerssoelegantand
fascinating,thattheyneverfailedtoremovethefirstunfavourable
impressioncausedbyhisexcessiveplainness。
Thetideofpublic