nay,thoughIseveraltimeswenthomewithhimtohislodgings,
accordingasourbusinessdirected,andfourorfivetimeslay
withhimallnight。
Butourdesignlayanotherway,anditwas
absolutelynecessarytometoconcealmysexfromhim,as
appearedafterwards。
Thecircumstancesofourliving,coming
inlate,andhavingsuchandsuchbusinesstodoasrequired
thatnobodyshouldbetrustedwiththecomingintoourlodgings,
weresuchasmadeitimpossibletometorefuselyingwithhim,
unlessIwouldhaveownedmysex;andasitwas,Ieffectually
concealedmyself。
Buthisill,andmygoodfortune,soonput
anendtothislife,whichImustownIwassickoftoo,on
severalotheraccounts。
Wehadmadeseveralprizesinthis
newwayofbusiness,butthelastwouldbeextraordinary。
Therewasashopinacertainstreetwhichhadawarehouse
behinditthatlookedintoanotherstreet,thehousemakingthe
corneroftheturning。
Throughthewindowofthewarehousewesay,lyingonthe
counterorshowboard,whichwasjustbeforeit,fivepiecesof
silks,besidesotherstuffs,andthoughitwasalmostdark,yet
thepeople,beingbusyinthefore-shopwithcustomers,had
nothadtimetoshutupthosewindows,orelsehadforgotit。
Thistheyoungfellowwassooverjoyedwith,thathecould
notrestrainhimself。
Itlayallwithinhisreachhesaid,andhe
sworeviolentlytomethathewouldhaveit,ifhebrokedown
thehouseforit。
Idissuadedhimalittle,butsawtherewasno
remedy;soheranrashlyuponit,slippedoutasquareofthe
sashwindowdexterouslyenough,andwithoutnoise,andgot
outfourpiecesofthesilks,andcamewiththemtowardsme,
butwasimmediatelypursuedwithaterribleclutterandnoise。
Wewerestandingtogetherindeed,butIhadnottakenanyof
thegoodsoutofhishand,whenIsaidtohimhastily,’Youare
undone,fly,forGod’ssake!’
Heranlikelightning,andItoo,
butthepursuitwashotterafterhimbecausehehadthegoods,
thanafterme。
Hedroppedtwoofthepieces,whichstopped
themalittle,butthecrowdincreasedandpursuedusboth。
Theytookhimsoonafterwiththeothertwopiecesuponhim,
andthentherestfollowedme。
Iranforitandgotintomy
governess’shousewhithersomequick-eyedpeoplefollowed
metowarmlyastofixmethere。
Theydidnotimmediately
knock,atthedoor,bywhichIgottimetothrowoffmydisguise
anddressmeinmyownclothes;besides,whentheycamethere,
mygoverness,whohadhertaleready,keptherdoorshut,and
calledouttothemandtoldthemtherewasnomancomein
there。
Thepeopleaffirmedtheredidamancomeinthere,and
sworetheywouldbreakopenthedoor。
Mygoverness,notatallsurprised,spokecalmlytothem,told
themtheyshouldveryfreelycomeandsearchherhouse,if
theyshouldbringaconstable,andletinnonebutsuchasthe
constablewouldadmit,foritwasunreasonabletoletinawhole
crowd。
Thistheycouldnotrefuse,thoughtheywereacrowd。
Soaconstablewasfetchedimmediately,andsheveryfreely
openedthedoor;theconstablekeptthedoor,andthemenhe
appointedsearchedthehouse,mygovernessgoingwiththem
fromroomtoroom。
Whenshecametomyroomshecalled
tome,andsaidaloud,’Cousin,prayopenthedoor;here’s
somegentlementhatmustcomeandlookintoyourroom。’
Ihadalittlegirlwithme,whichwasmygoverness’sgrandchild,
asshecalledher;andIbadeheropenthedoor,andtheresat
Iatworkwithagreatlitterofthingsaboutme,asifIhadbeen
atworkallday,beingmyselfquiteundressed,withonly
night-clothesonmyhead,andaloosemorning-gownwrapped
aboutme。
Mygovernessmadeakindofexcusefortheir
disturbingme,tellingmepartlytheoccasionofit,andthatshe
hadnoremedybuttoopenthedoorstothem,andletthem
satisfythemselves,forallshecouldsaytothemwouldnot
satisfythem。
Isatstill,andbidthemsearchtheroomifthey
pleased,foriftherewasanybodyinthehouse,Iwassurethey
werenotinmyroom;andasfortherestofthehouse,Ihad
nothingtosaytothat,Ididnotunderstandwhattheylookedfor。
Everythinglookedsoinnocentandtohonestaboutme,that
theytreatedmecivillerthanIexpected,butitwasnottillthey
hadsearchedtheroomtoanicety,evenunderthebed,inthe
bed,andeverywhereelsewhereitwaspossibleanythingcould
behid。
Whentheyhaddonethis,andcouldfindnothing,they
askedmypardonfortroublingme,andwentdown。
Whentheyhadthussearchedthehousefrombottomtotop,
andthentoptobottom,andcouldfindnothing,they
appeasedthemobprettywell;buttheycarriedmygoverness
beforethejustice。
Twomensworethattheysawtheman
whomtheypursuedgointoherhouse。
Mygovernessrattled
andmadeagreatnoisethatherhouseshouldbeinsulted,and
thatsheshouldbeusedthusfornothing;thatifamandid
comein,hemightgooutagainpresentlyforaughtsheknew,
forshewasreadytomakeoaththatnomanhadbeenwithin
herdoorsallthatdayassheknewofandthatwasverytrue
indeed;thatismightbeindeedthatasshewasabovestairs,
anyfellowinafrightmightfindthedooropenandruninfor
shelterwhenhewaspursued,butthatsheknewnothingofit;
andifithadbeenso,hecertainlywentoutagain,perhapsat
theotherdoor,forshehadanotherdoorintoanalley,andso
hadmadehisescapeandcheatedthemall。
Thiswasindeedprobableenough,andthejusticesatisfied
himselfwithgivingheranoaththatshehadnotreceivedor
admittedanymanintoherhousetoconcealhim,orprotector
hidehimfromjustice。
Thisoathshemightjustlytake,and
didso,andsoshewasdismissed。
ItiseasytojudgewhatafrightIwasinuponthisoccasion,
anditwasimpossibleformygovernessevertobringmeto
dressinthatdisguiseagain;for,asItoldher,Ishouldcertainly
betraymyself。
Mypoorpartnerinthismischiefwasnowinabadcase,for
hewascarriedawaybeforemyLordMayor,andbyhisworship
committedtoNewgate,andthepeoplethattookhimwereso
willing,aswellasable,toprosecutehim,thattheyoffered
themselvestoenterintorecognisancestoappearatthesessions
andpursuethechargeagainsthim。
However,hegothisindictmentdeferred,uponpromiseto
discoverhisaccomplices,andparticularlythemanthatwas
concernedwithhiminhisrobbery;andhefailednottodohis
endeavour,forhegaveinmyname,whomhecalledGabriel
Spencer,whichwasthenameIwentbytohim;andhere
appearedthewisdomofmyconcealingmynameandsexfrom
him,which,ifhehadeverknownIhadbeenundone。
HedidallhecouldtodiscoverthisGabrielSpencer;he
describedme,hediscoveredtheplacewherehesaidIlodged,
and,inaword,alltheparticularsthathecouldofmydwelling;
buthavingconcealedthemaincircumstancesofmysexfrom
him,Ihadavastadvantage,andhenevercouldhearofme。
He
broughttwoorthreefamiliesintotroublebyhisendeavouring
tofindmeout,buttheyknewnothingofme,anymorethan
thatIhadafellowwithmethattheyhadseen,butknewnothing
of。
Andasformygoverness,thoughshewasthemeansofhis
comingtome,yetitwasdoneatsecond-hand,andheknew
nothingofher。
Thisturnedtohisdisadvantage;forhavingpromiseddiscoveries,
butnotbeingabletomakeitgood,itwaslookeduponas
triflingwiththejusticeofthecity,andhewasthemorefiercely
pursuedbytheshopkeeperswhotookhim。
Iwas,however,terriblyuneasyallthiswhile,andthatImight
bequiteoutoftheway,Iwentawayfrommygoverness’s
forawhile;butnotknowingwithertowander,Itooka
maid-servantwithme,andtookthestage-coachtoDunstable,
tomyoldlandlordandlandlady,whereIhadlivedso
handsomelywithmyLancashirehusband。
HereItoldhera
formalstory,thatIexpectedmyhusbandeverydayfrom
Ireland,andthatIhadsentalettertohimthatIwouldmeet
himatDunstableatherhouse,andthathewouldcertainly
land,ifthewindwasfair,inafewdays,sothatIwascometo
spendafewdayswiththemtillheshouldcome,forhewas
eithercomepost,orintheWestChestercoach,Iknewnot
which;butwhichsoeveritwas,hewouldbesuretocometo
thathousetomeetme。
Mylandladywasmightygladtoseeme,andmylandlordmade
suchastirwithme,thatifIhadbeenaprincessIcouldnot
havebeenbetterused,andhereImighthavebeenwelcome
amonthortwoifIhadthoughtfit。
Butmybusinesswasofanothernature。
Iwasveryuneasy
thoughsowelldisguisedthatitwasscarcepossibletodetect
melestthisfellowshouldsomehoworotherfindmeout;and
thoughhecouldnotchargemewiththisrobbery,having
persuadedhimnottoventure,andhavingalsodonenothing
initmyselfbutrunaway,yethemighthavechargedmewith
otherthings,andhaveboughthisownlifeattheexpenseof
mine。
Thisfilledmewithhorribleapprehensions。
Ihadnorecourse,
nofriend,noconfidantebutmyoldgoverness,andIknewno
remedybuttoputmylifeinherhands,andsoIdid,forIlet
herknowwheretosendtome,andhadseverallettersfrom
herwhileIstayedhere。
Someofthemalmostscaredmeout
mywitsbutatlastshesentmethejoyfulnewsthathewas
hanged,whichwasthebestnewstomethatIhadhearda
greatwhile。
Ihadstayedherefiveweeks,andlivedverycomfortablyindeed
thesecretanxietyofmymindexcepted;butwhenIreceived
thisletterIlookedpleasantlyagain,antoldmylandladythat
IhadreceivedaletterfrommyspouseinIreland,thatIhad