Isuppose
  itwas,forIdidnothearitsoastounderstandit,whichwas
  thegentlewomanthatsenthim;forthemessengersaid,’There
  sheis,sir’;atwhichhecomesdirectlyuptome,kissesme,
  tookmeinhisarms,andembracedmewithsomuchpassion
  thathecouldnotspeak,butIcouldfeelhisbreastheaveand
  throblikeachild,thatcries,butsobs,andcannotcryitout。
  Icanneitherexpressnordescribethejoythattouchedmyvery
  soulwhenIfound,foritwaseasytodiscoverthatpart,that
  hecamenotasastranger,butasasontoamother,andindeed
  asasonwhohadneverbeforeknownwhatamotherofhis
  ownwas;inshort,wecriedoveroneanotheraconsiderable
  while,whenatlasthebrokeoutfirst。
  ’Mydearmother,’says
  he,’areyoustillalive?
  Ineverexpectedtohaveseenyour
  face。’
  Asforme,Icouldsaynothingagreatwhile。
  Afterwehadbothrecoveredourselvesalittle,andwereable
  totalk,hetoldmehowthingsstood。AstowhatIhadwritten
  tohisfather,hetoldmehehadnotshowedmylettertohis
  father,ortoldhimanythingaboutit;thatwhathisgrandmother
  leftmewasinhishands,andthathewoulddomejusticeto
  myfullsatisfaction;thatastohisfather,hewasoldandinfirm
  bothinbodyandmind;thathewasveryfretfulandpassionate,
  almostblind,andcapableofnothing;andhequestioned
  whetherhewouldknowhowtoactinanaffairwhichwasof
  soniceanatureasthis;andthatthereforehehadcomehimself,
  aswelltosatisfyhimselfinseeingme,whichhecouldnot
  restrainhimselffrom,asalsotoputitintomypowertomake
  ajudgment,afterIhadseenhowthingswere,whetherIwould
  discovermyselftohisfatherorno。
  Thiswasreallysoprudentlyandwiselymanaged,thatIfound
  mysonwasamanofsense,andneedednodirectionfromme。
  ItoldhimIdidnotwonderthathisfatherwasashehad
  describedhim,forthathisheadwasalittletouchedbeforeI
  wentaway;andprincipallyhisdisturbancewasbecauseI
  couldnotbepersuadedtoconcealourrelationandtolivewith
  himasmyhusband,afterIknewthathewasmybrother;that
  asheknewbetterthanIwhathisfather’spresentcondition
  was,Ishouldreadilyjoinwithhiminsuchmeasureashe
  woulddirect;thatIwasindifferentastoseeinghisfather,
  sinceIhadseenhimfirst,andhecouldnothavetoldmebetter
  newsthantotellmethatwhathisgrandmotherhadleftme
  wasentrustedinhishands,who,Idoubtednot,nowheknew
  whoIwas,would,ashesaid,domejustice。
  Iinquiredthen
  howlongmymotherhadbeendead,andwhereshedied,and
  toldsomanyparticularsofthefamily,thatIlefthimnoroom
  todoubtthetruthofmybeingreallyandtrulyhismother。
  MysontheninquiredwhereIwas,andhowIhaddisposed
  myself。
  ItoldhimIwasontheMarylandsideofthebay,at
  theplantationofaparticularfriendwhocamefromEngland
  inthesameshipwithme;thatasforthatsideofthebaywhere
  hewas,Ihadnohabitation。
  HetoldmeIshouldgohome
  withhim,andlivewithhim,ifIpleased,aslongasIlived;
  thatastohisfather,heknewnobody,andwouldneverso
  muchasguessatme。
  Iconsideredofthatalittle,andtold
  him,thatthoughitwasreallynoconcerntometoliveata
  distancefromhim,yetIcouldnotsayitwouldbethemost
  comfortablethingintheworldtometoliveinthehousewith
  him,andtohavethatunhappyobjectalwaysbeforeme,which
  hadbeensuchablowtomypeacebefore;thatthoughIshould
  begladtohavehiscompanymyson,ortobeasnearhimas
  possiblewhileIstayed,yetIcouldnotthinkofbeinginthe
  housewhereIshouldbealsounderconstantrestraintforfear
  ofbetrayingmyselfinmydiscourse,norshouldIbeableto
  refrainsomeexpressionsinmyconversingwithhimasmy
  son,thatmightdiscoverthewholeaffair,whichwouldbyno
  meansbeconvenient。
  HeacknowledgedthatIwasrightinallthis。
  ’Butthen,dear
  mother,’sayshe,’youshallbeasnearmeasyoucan。’
  Sohe
  tookmewithhimonhorsebacktoaplantationnexttohisown,
  andwhereIwasaswellentertainedasIcouldhavebeeninhis
  own。
  Havingleftmetherehewentawayhome,tellingmewe
  wouldtalkofthemainbusinessthenextday;andhavingfirst
  calledmehisaunt,andgivenachargetothepeople,whoit
  seemswerehistenants,totreatmewithallpossiblerespect。
  Abouttwohoursafterhewasgone,hesentmeamaid-servant
  andaNegroboytowaitonme,andprovisionsreadydressed
  formysupper;andthusIwasasifIhadbeeninanewworld,
  andbegansecretlynowtowishthatIhadnotbroughtmy
  LancashirehusbandfromEnglandatall。
  However,thatwishwasnotheartyneither,forIlivedmy
  Lancashirehusbandentirely,asindeedIhadeverdonefrom
  thebeginning;andhemeritedfrommeasmuchasitwas
  possibleforamantodo;butthatbytheway。
  Thenextmorningmysoncametovisitmeagainalmostas
  soonasIwasup。
  Afteralittlediscourse,hefirstofallpulled
  outadeerskinbag,andgaveitme,withfive-and-fiftySpanish
  pistolesinit,andtoldmethatwastosupplymyexpensesfrom
  England,forthoughitwasnothisbusinesstoinquire,yethe
  oughttothinkIdidnotbringagreatdealofmoneyoutwith
  me,itnotbeingusualtobringmuchmoneyintothatcountry。
  Thenhepulledouthisgrandmother’swill,andreaditoverto
  me,wherebyitappearedthatshehadleftasmallplantation,
  ashecalledit,onYorkRiver,thatis,wheremymotherlived,
  tome,withthestockofservantsandcattleuponit,andgiven
  itintrusttothissonofmineformyuse,wheneverheshould
  hearofmybeingalive,andtomyheirs,ifIhadanychildren,
  andindefaultofheirs,towhomsoeverIshouldbywilldispose
  ofit;butgavetheincomeofit,tillIshouldbeheardof,or
  found,tomysaidson;andifIshouldnotbeliving,thenitwas
  tohim,andhisheirs。
  Thisplantation,thoughremotefromhim,hesaidhedidnot
  letout,butmanageditbyahead-clerksteward,ashedid
  anotherthatwashisfather’s,thatlayhardbyit,andwentover
  himselfthreeorfourtimesayeartolookafterit。
  Iaskedhim
  whathethoughttheplantationmightbeworth。
  Hesaid,ifI
  wouldletitout,hewouldgivemeabout60ayearforit;but
  ifIwouldliveonit,thenitwouldbeworthmuchmore,and,
  hebelieved,wouldbringmeinabout#150ayear。
  Butseeing
  Iwaslikelyeithertosettleontheothersideofthebay,or
  mightperhapshaveamindtogobacktoEnglandagain,ifI
  wouldlethimbemystewardhewouldmanageitforme,as
  hehaddoneforhimself,andthathebelievedheshouldbe
  abletosendmeasmuchtobaccotoEnglandfromitaswould
  yieldmeabout#100ayear,sometimesmore。
  Thiswasallstrangenewstome,andthingsIhadnotbeen
  usedto;andreallymyheartbegantolookupmoreseriously
  thanIthinkiteverdidbefore,andtolookwithgreatthankfulness
  tothehandofProvidence,whichhaddonesuchwondersfor
  me,whohadbeenmyselfthegreatestwonderofwickedness
  perhapsthathadbeensufferedtoliveintheworld。
  AndImust
  againobserve,thatnotonthisoccasiononly,butevenonall
  otheroccasionsofthankfulness,mypastwickedandabominable
  lifeneverlookedsomonstroustome,andIneversocompletely
  abhorredit,andreproachedmyselfwithit,aswhenIhada
  senseuponmeofProvidencedoinggoodtome,whileIhad
  beenmakingthosevilereturnsonmypart。
  ButIleavethereadertoimprovethesethoughts,asnodoubt
  theywillseecause,andIgoontothefact。
  Myson’stender
  carriageandkindoffersfetchedtearsfromme,almostallthe
  whilehetalkedwithme。
  Indeed,Icouldscarcediscourse
  withhimbutintheintervalsofmypassion;however,atlength
  Ibegan,andexpressingmyselfwithwonderatmybeingso
  happytohavethetrustofwhatIhadleft,putintothehands
  ofmyownchild,Itoldhim,thatastotheinheritanceofit,I
  hadnochildbuthimintheworld,andwasnowpasthaving
  anyifIshouldmarry,andthereforewoulddesirehimtoget
  awritingdrawn,whichIwasreadytoexecute,bywhichI
  would,afterme,giveitwhollytohimandtohisheirs。
  And
  inthemeantime,smiling,Iaskedhimwhatmadehimcontinue
  abachelorsolong。
  Hisanswerwaskindandready,that
  Virginiadidnotyieldanygreatplentyofwives,andthatsince
  ItalkedofgoingbacktoEngland,Ishouldsendhimawife
  fromLondon。
  Thiswasthesubstanceofourfirstday’sconversation,the
  pleasantestdaythateverpassedovermyheadinmylife,and
  whichgavemethetruestsatisfaction。
  Hecameeveryday
  afterthis,andspentgreatpartofhistimewithme,andcarried
  meabouttoseveralofhisfriends’houses,whereIwas
  entertainedwithgreatrespect。
  AlsoIdinesseveraltimesat
  hisownhouse,whenhetookcarealwaystoseehishalf-dead
  fathersooutofthewaythatIneversawhim,orheme。
  I
  madehimonepresent,anditwasallIhadofvalue,andthat
  wasoneofthegoldwatches,ofwhichImentionedabove,
  thatIhadtwoinmychest,andthisIhappenedtohavewith
  me,andIgaveithimathisthirdvisit。
  ItoldhimIhadnothing
  ofanyvaluetobestowbutthat,andIdesiredhewouldnow
  andthenkissitformysake。
  IdidnotindeedtellhimthatI
  hadstoleitfromagentlewoman’sside,atameeting-housein
  London。
  That’sbytheway。