Whenthefeastwasdoneandwehaddrunkofthecocoaorchocolate,andsmokedtobaccoinpipes,astrangebutmostsoothingcustomthatIlearnedinTobascoandofwhichIhaveneverbeenabletobreakmyself,thoughtheweedisstillhardtocomebyhereinEngland,Iwasledtomysleepingplace,asmallchamberpanelledwithcedarboards。
  ForawhileIcouldnotsleep,forIwasovercomebythememoryofallthestrangesightsthatIhadseeninthiswonderfulnewlandwhichwassocivilisedandyetsobarbarous。
  Ithoughtofthatsad-facedking,theabsolutelordofmillions,surroundedbyallthattheheartofmancandesire,byvastwealth,byhundredsoflovelywives,bylovingchildren,bycountlessarmies,byallthegloryofthearts,rulingoverthefairestempireontheearth,witheverypleasuretohishand,agodinallthingssavehismortality,andworshippedasagod,andyetavictimtofearandsuperstition,andmoreheavyheartedthanthemeanestslaveabouthispalaces。
  HerewasalessonsuchasSolomonwouldhavelovedtoshow,forwithSolomonthisMontezumamightcry:
  ’Igatheredmealsosilverandgold,andthepeculiartreasureofkingsandoftheprovinces:Igatmemensingersandwomensingers,andthedelightsofthesonsofmen,andmusicalinstruments,andthatofallsorts。
  AndwhatsoevermyeyesdesiredIkeptnotfromthem,Iwithheldnotmyheartfromanyjoy。
  Andbehold,allwasvanityandvexationofspirit,andtherewasnoprofitunderthesun。’
  Sohemighthavecried,so,indeed,hedidcryinotherwords,for,asthepaintingoftheskeletonsandthethreemonarchsthatisuponthenorthwalloftheaisleofDitchinghamChurchshowsforthsoaptly,kingshavetheirfatesandhappinessisnottothemmorethantoanyotherofthesonsofmen。
  Indeed,itisnotatall,asmybenefactorFonsecaoncesaidtome;truehappinessisbutadreamfromwhichweawakecontinuallytothesorrowsofourshortlaboriousday。
  Thenmythoughtsflewtothevisionofthatmostlovelymaid,theprincessOtomie,who,asIbelieved,hadlookedonmesokindly,andIfoundthatvisionsweet,forIwasyoung,andtheEnglishLily,myownlove,wasfarawayandlosttomeforever。
  WasitthenwonderfulthatIshouldfindthisIndianpoppyfair?
  Indeed,whereisthemanwhowouldnothavebeenovercomebyhersweetness,herbeauty,andthatstampofroyalgracewhichcomeswithkinglybloodandthedailyexerciseofpower?
  Liketherichwondersoftherobeshewore,herverybarbarism,ofwhichnowIsawbutthebetterside,drewanddazzledmymind’seye,givingherwoman’stendernesssomenewquality,sombreandstrange,aneasternrichnesswhichislackinginourwellschooledEnglishwomen,thatatoneandthesamestroketouchedboththeimaginationandthesenses,andthroughthementhralledtheheart。
  ForOtomieseemedsuchwomanasmendreamofbutveryrarelywin,seeingthattheworldhasfewsuchnaturesandfewernurserieswheretheycanbereared。
  Atoncepureandpassionate,ofroyalbloodandheart,richnaturedandmostwomanly,yetbraveasamanandbeautifulasthenight,withamindathirstforknowledgeandaspiritthatnosorrowscouldavailtoquell,everchanginginheroutermoods,andyetmostfaithfulandwiththehonourofaman,suchwasOtomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,princessoftheOtomie。
  WasitwonderfulthenthatIfoundherfair,or,whenfategavemeherlove,thatatlastIlovedherinturn?
  AndyettherewasthatinhernaturewhichshouldhaveheldmebackhadIbutknownofit,forwithallhercharm,herbeautyandhervirtues,atheartshewasstillasavage,andstriveasshewouldtohideit,attimesherbloodwouldmasterher。
  ButasIlayinthechamberofthepalaceofChapoltepec,thetrampoftheguardswithoutmydoorremindedmethatIhadlittlenowtodowithloveandotherdelights,Iwhoselifehungfromdaytodayuponahair。
  To-morrowthepriestswoulddecidemyfate,andwhenthepriestswerejudges,theprisonermightknowthesentencebeforeitwasspoken。
  Iwasastrangerandawhiteman,surelysuchaonewouldproveanofferingmoreacceptabletothegodsthanthatfurnishedbyathousandIndianhearts。
  IhadbeensnatchedfromthealtarsofTobascothatImightgracethehigheraltarsofTenoctitlan,andthatwasall。
  Myfatewouldbetoperishmiserablyfarfrommyhome,andinthisworldnevertobeheardofmore。
  MusingthussadlyatlastIslept。
  WhenIwokethesunwasup。
  RisingfrommymatIwenttothewood-barredwindowplaceandlookedthrough。
  ThepalacewhenceIgazedwasplacedonthecrestofarockyhill。
  OnonesidethishillwasbathedbythebluewatersofTezcuco,ontheother,amileormoreaway,rosethetempletowersofMexico。
  Alongtheslopesofthehill,andinsomedirectionsforamilefromitsbase,grewhugecedartreesfromtheboughsofwhichhungagreyandghostly-lookingmoss。
  ThesetreesaresolargethatthesmallestofthemisbiggerthanthebestoakinthisparishofDitchingham,whilethegreatestmeasurestwenty-
  twopacesroundthebase。
  BeyondandbetweenthesemarvellousandancienttreeswerethegardensofMontezuma,thatwiththeirstrangeandgorgeousflowers,theirmarblebaths,theiraviariesandwildbeastdens,were,asIbelieve,themostwonderfulinthewholeworld。*
  ’Attheleast,’Ithoughttomyself,’evenifImustdie,itissomethingtohaveseenthiscountryofAnahuac,itsking,itscustoms,anditspeople。’
  *ThegardensofMontezumahavebeenlongdestroyed,butsomeofthecedarsstillflourishatChapoltepec,thoughtheSpaniardscutdownmany。
  Oneofthem,whichtraditionsayswasafavouritetreeofthegreatemperor’s,measuresaccordingtoaroughcalculationtheauthorofthisbookmadeuponthespotaboutsixtyfeetroundthebole。
  ItisstrangetothinkthatafewancientconifersshouldalonesurviveofallthegloriesofMontezuma’swealthandstate——AUTHOR。
  CHAPTERXVI
  THOMASBECOMESAGOD
  LittledidI,plainThomasWingfield,gentleman,know,whenIrosethatmorning,thatbeforesunsetIshouldbeagod,andafterMontezumatheEmperor,themosthonouredman,orrathergod,inthecityofMexico。
  Itcameaboutthus。
  WhenIhadbreakfastedwiththehouseholdoftheprinceGuatemoc,Iwasledtothehallofjustice,whichwasnamedthe’tribunalofgod。’
  HereonagoldenthronesatMontezuma,administeringjusticeinsuchpompasIcannotdescribe。
  Abouthimwerehiscounsellorsandgreatlords,andbeforehimwasplacedahumanskullcrownedwithemeraldssolargethatablazeoflightwentupfromthem。
  Inhishandalsoheheldanarrowforasceptre。
  Certainchiefsorcaciqueswereontheirtrialfortreason,norweretheyleftlongindoubtastotheirfate。
  Forwhensomeevidencehadbeenheardtheywereaskedwhattheyhadtosayintheirdefence。
  Eachofthemtoldhistaleinfewwordsandshort。
  ThenMontezuma,whotillnowhadsaidanddonenothing,tookthepaintedscrolloftheirindictmentsandprickeditwiththearrowinhishandwherethepictureofeachprisonerappeareduponthescroll。
  Thentheywereledawaytodeath,buthowtheydiedIdonotknow。
  Whenthistrialwasfinishedcertainpriestsenteredthehallclothedinsablerobes,theirmattedhairhangingdowntheirbacks。
  Theywerefierce,wild-eyedmenofgreatdignity,andIshiveredwhenIsawthem。
  InoticedalsothattheyalonemadesmallreverencetothemajestyofMontezuma。
  Thecounsellorsandnobleshavingfallenback,thesepriestsenteredintotalkwiththeemperor,andpresentlytwoofthemcameforwardandtakingmefromthecustodyoftheguards,ledmeforwardbeforethethrone。
  ThenofasuddenIwascommandedtostripmyselfofmygarments,andthisIdidwithnolittleshame,tillIstoodnakedbeforethemall。
  Nowthepriestscameforwardandexaminedeverypartofmeclosely。
  OnmyarmswerethescarsleftbydeGarcia’ssword,andonmybreastthescarcelyhealedmarksofthepuma’steethandclaws。
  Thesewoundstheyscanned,askinghowIhadcomebythem。
  Itoldthem,andthereupontheycarriedonadiscussionamongthemselves,andoutofmyhearing,whichgrewsowarmthatatlengththeyappealedtotheemperortodecidethepoint。
  Hethoughtawhile,andIheardhimsay:
  ’Theblemishesdonotcomefromwithinthebody,norweretheyuponitatbirth,buthavebeeninflictedbytheviolenceofmanandbeast。’
  Thenthepriestsconsultedtogetheragain,andpresentlytheirleaderspokesomewordsintotheearofMontezuma。
  Henodded,andrisingfromhisthrone,cametowardsmewhostoodnakedandshiveringbeforehim,fortheairofMexicoiskeen。
  Asheadvancedheloosedachainofemeraldsandgoldthathungabouthisneck,andunclaspedtheroyalcloakfromhisshoulders。
  Thenwithhisownhand,heputthechainaboutmythroat,andthecloakuponmyshoulders,andhavinghumblybentthekneebeforemeasthoughinadoration,hecasthisarmsaboutmeandembracedme。
  ’Hail!mostblessed,’hesaid,’divinesonofQuetzal,holderofthespiritofTezcat,SouloftheWorld,CreatoroftheWorld。
  Whathavewedonethatyoushouldhonourusthuswithyourpresenceforaseason?
  Whatcanwedotopaythehonourback?
  Youcreatedusandallthiscountry;behold!whileyoutarrywithus,itisyoursandwearenothingbutyourservants。
  Orderandyourcommandsshallbeobeyed,thinkandyourthoughtshallbeexecutedbeforeitcanpassyourlips。
  OTezcat,I,Montezumayourservant,offeryoumyadoration,andthroughmetheadorationofallmypeople,’andagainhebowedtheknee。
  ’Weadoreyou,OTezcat!’chimedinthepriests。
  NowIremainedsilentandbewildered,forofallthisfooleryI
  couldunderstandnothing,andwhileIstoodthusMontezumaclappedhishandsandwomenenteredbearingbeautifulclothingwiththem,andawreathofflowers。
  Theclothingtheyputuponmybodyandthewreathofflowersonmyhead,worshippingmethewhileandsaying,’Tezcatwhodiedyesterdayiscomeagain。
  Bejoyful,TezcathascomeagaininthebodyofthecaptiveTeule。’
  ThenIunderstoodthatIwasnowagodandthegreatestofgods,thoughatthatmomentwithinmyselfIfeltmoreofafoolthanI
  hadeverbeenbefore。
  Andnowmenappeared,graveandreverendinappearance,bearinglutesintheirhands。
  Iwastoldthattheseweremytutors,andwiththematrainofroyalpageswhoweretobemyservants。
  Theyledmeforthfromthehallmakingmusicastheywent,andbeforememarchedaherald,callingoutthatthiswasthegodTezcat,SouloftheWorld,CreatoroftheWorld,whohadcomeagaintovisithispeople。
  Theyledmethroughallthecourtsandendlesschambersofthepalace,andwhereverIwent,manwomanandchildbowedthemselvestotheearthbeforeme,andworshippedme,ThomasWingfieldofDitchingham,inthecountyofNorfolk,tillIthoughtthatImustbemad。
  ThentheyplacedmeinalitterandcarriedmedownthehillChapoltepec,andalongcausewaysandthroughstreets,tillwecametothegreatsquareofthetemple。
  Beforemewentheraldsandpriests,aftermefollowedpagesandnobles,andeveraswepassedthemultitudesprostratedthemselvestillIbegantounderstandhowwearisomeathingitistobeagod。
  Nexttheycarriedmethroughthewallofserpentsandupthewindingpathsofthemightyteocallitillwereachedthesummit,wherethetemplesandidolsstood,andhereagreatdrumbeat,andthepriestssacrificedvictimaftervictiminmyhonourandIgrewsickwiththesightofwickednessandblood。
  Presentlytheyinvitedmetodescendfromthelitter,layingrichcarpetsandflowersformyfeettotreadon,andIwasmuchafraid,forIthoughtthattheywereabouttosacrificemetomyselforsomeotherdivinity。
  Butthiswasnotso。