Thenextstroketookhimonthelips,knockingoutatoothandsendinghimbackwards。
  ThenIcaughthimbythelegandbeathimmostunmercifully,notupontheheadindeed,fornowthatIwasvictorIdidnotwishtokillonewhomIthoughtamadmanasIwouldthatIhaddone,butoneveryotherpartofhim。
  IndeedIthrashedhimtillmyarmswerewearyandthenIfelltokickinghim,andallthewhilehewrithedlikeawoundedsnakeandcursedhorribly,thoughhenevercriedoutoraskedformercy。
  AtlastIceasedandlookedathim,andhewasnoprettysighttosee——
  indeed,whatwithhiscutsandbruisesandthemireoftheroadway,itwouldhavebeenhardtoknowhimforthegallantcavalierwhomIhadmetnotfiveminutesbefore。
  Butuglierthanallhishurtswasthelookinhiswickedeyesashelaythereonhisbackinthepathwayandglaredupatme。
  ’Now,friendSpaniard,’Isaid,’youhavelearnedalesson;andwhatistheretohindermefromtreatingyouasyouwouldhavedealtwithmewhohadneverharmedyou?’andItookuphisswordandheldittohisthroat。
  ’Strikehome,youaccursedwhelp!’heansweredinabrokenvoice;
  ’itisbettertodiethantolivetoremembersuchshameasthis。’
  ’No,’Isaid,’Iamnoforeignmurderertokilladefencelessman。
  Youshallawaytothejusticetoanswerforyourself。
  Thehangmanhasaropeforsuchasyou。’
  ’Thenyoumustdragmethither,’hegroaned,andshuthiseyesasthoughwithfaintness,anddoubtlesshewassomewhatfaint。
  NowasIponderedonwhatshouldbedonewiththevillain,itchancedthatIlookedupthroughagapinthefence,andthere,amongtheGrubswellOaksthreehundredyardsormoreaway,IcaughtsightoftheflutterofawhiterobethatIknewwell,anditseemedtomethatthewearerofthatrobewasmovingtowardsthebridgeofthe’watering’asthoughshewerewearyofwaitingforonewhodidnotcome。
  ThenIthoughttomyselfthatifIstayedtodragthismantothevillagestocksorsomeothersafeplace,therewouldbeanendofmeetingwithmylovethatday,andIdidnotknowwhenImightfindanotherchance。
  NowIwouldnothavemissedthathour’stalkwithLilytobringascoreofmurderous-mindedforeignerstotheirdeserts,and,moreover,thisonehadearnedgoodpaymentforhisbehaviour。
  SurelythoughtI,hemightwaitawhiletillIhaddonemylove-making,andifhewouldnotwaitIcouldfindameanstomakehimdoso。
  Nottwentypacesfromusthehorsestoodcroppingthegrass。
  Iwenttohimandundidhisbridlerein,andwithitfastenedtheSpaniardtoasmallwaysidetreeasbestIwasable。
  ’Now,hereyoustay,’Isaid,’tillIamreadytofetchyou;’andI
  turnedtogo。
  ButasIwentagreatdoubttookme,andoncemoreIrememberedmymother’sfear,andhowmyfatherhadriddeninhastetoYarmouthonbusinessaboutaSpaniard。
  Nowto-dayaSpaniardhadwanderedtoDitchingham,andwhenhelearnedmynamehadfallenuponmemadlytryingtokillme。
  Wasnotthisthemanwhommymotherfeared,andwasitrightthatIshouldleavehimthusthatImightgomayingwithmydear?
  Iknewinmybreastthatitwasnotright,butIwassosetuponmydesireandsostronglydidmyheartstringspullmetowardsherwhosewhiterobenowflutteredontheslopeoftheParkHill,thatIneverheededthewarning。
  WellhaditbeenformeifIhaddoneso,andwellforsomewhowereyetunborn。
  Thentheyhadneverknowndeath,norIthelandofexile,thetasteofslavery,andthealtarofsacrifice。
  HavingmadetheSpaniardasfastasIcould,hisarmsbeingboundtothetreebehindhim,andtakinghisswordwithme,IbegantorunhardafterLilyandcaughthernottoosoon,forinonemoreminuteshewouldhaveturnedalongtheroadthatrunstothewateringandoverthebridgebytheParkHillpathtotheHall。
  Hearingmyfootsteps,shefacedabouttogreetme,orratherasthoughtoseewhoitwasthatfollowedher。
  Thereshestoodintheeveninglight,aboughofhawthornbloominherhand,andmyheartbeatyetmorewildlyatthesightofher。
  Neverhadsheseemedfairerthanasshestoodthusinherwhiterobe,alookofamazeuponherfaceandinhergreyeyes,thatwashalfrealhalffeigned,andwiththesunlightshiftingonherauburnhairthatshowedbeneathherlittlebonnet。
  Lilywasnoround-checkedcountrymaidwithfewbeautiessavethoseofhealthandyouth,butatallandshapelyladywhohadripenedearlytoherfullgraceandsweetness,andsoitcameaboutthatthoughwewerealmostofanage,yetinherpresenceIfeltalwaysasthoughIweretheyounger。
  Thusinmyloveforherwasmingledsometouchofreverence。
  ’Oh!itisyou,Thomas,’shesaid,blushingasshespoke。
  ’I
  thoughtyouwerenot——ImeanthatIamgoinghomeasitgrowslate。
  Butsay,whydoyourunsofast,andwhathashappenedtoyou,Thomas,thatyourarmisbloodyandyoucarryaswordinyourhand?’
  ’Ihavenobreathtospeakyet,’Ianswered。
  ’ComebacktothehawthornsandIwilltellyou。’
  ’No,Imustbewendinghomewards。
  Ihavebeenamongthetreesformorethananhour,andthereislittlebloomuponthem。’
  ’Icouldnotcomebefore,Lily。
  Iwaskept,andinastrangemanner。
  AlsoIsawbloomasIran。’
  ’Indeed,Ineverthoughtthatyouwouldcome,Thomas,’sheanswered,lookingdown,’whohaveotherthingstodothantogooutmayinglikeagirl。
  ButIwishtohearyourstory,ifitisshort,andIwillwalkalittlewaywithyou。’
  Soweturnedandwalkedsidebysidetowardsthegreatpollardoaks,andbythetimethatwereachedthem,IhadtoldherthetaleoftheSpaniard,andhowhestrovetokillme,andhowIhadbeatenhimwithmystaff。
  NowLilylistenedeagerlyenough,andsighedwithfearwhenshelearnedhowcloseIhadbeentodeath。
  ’Butyouarewounded,Thomas,’shebrokein;’see,thebloodrunsfastfromyourarm。
  Isthethrustdeep?’
  ’Ihavenotlookedtosee。
  Ihavehadnotimetolook。’
  ’Takeoffyourcoat,Thomas,thatImaydressthewound。
  Nay,I
  willhaveitso。’
  SoIdrewoffthegarment,notwithoutpain,androlleduptheshirtbeneath,andtherewasthehurt,acleanthrustthroughthefleshypartofthelowerarm。
  Lilywasheditwithwaterfromthebrook,andbounditwithherkerchief,murmuringwordsofpityallthewhile。
  Tosaytruth,Iwouldhavesufferedaworseharmgladly,ifonlyIcouldfindhertotendit。
  Indeed,hergentlecarebrokedownthefenceofmydoubtsandgavemeacouragethatotherwisemighthavefailedmeinherpresence。
  Atfirst,indeed,Icouldfindnowords,butassheboundmywound,Ibentdownandkissedherministeringhand。
  Sheflushedredastheeveningsky,thefloodofcrimsonlosingitselfatlastbeneathherauburnhair,butitburneddeepestuponthewhitehandwhichIhadkissed。
  ’Whydidyoudothat,Thomas?’shesaid,inalowvoice。
  ThenIspoke。
  ’IdiditbecauseIloveyou,Lily,anddonotknowhowtobeginthetellingofmylove。
  Iloveyou,dear,andhavealwayslovedasIalwaysshallloveyou。’
  ’Areyousosureofthat,Thomas?’shesaid,again。
  ’ThereisnothingelseintheworldofwhichIamsosure,Lily。
  WhatIwishtobeassureofisthatyoulovemeasIloveyou。’
  Foramomentshestoodquiet,herheadsunkalmosttoherbreast,thenshelifteditandhereyesshoneasIhadneverseenthemshinebefore。
  ’Canyoudoubtit,Thomas?’shesaid。
  AndnowItookherinmyarmsandkissedheronthelips,andthememoryofthatkisshasgonewithmethroughmylonglife,andiswithmeyet,when,oldandwithered,Istanduponthebordersofthegrave。
  Itwasthegreatestjoythathasbeengiventomeinallmydays。
  Toosoon,alas!itwasdone,thatfirstpurekissofyouthfullove——andIspokeagainsomewhataimlessly。
  ’Itseemsthenthatyoudolovemewholoveyousowell。’
  ’Ifyoudoubteditbefore,canyoudoubtitNOW?’sheansweredverysoftly。
  ’Butlisten,Thomas。
  Itiswellthatweshouldloveeachother,forwewereborntoit,andhavenohelpinthematter,evenifwewishedtofindit。
  Still,thoughlovebesweetandholy,itisnotall,forthereisdutytobethoughtof,andwhatwillmyfathersaytothis,Thomas?’
  ’Idonotknow,Lily,andyetIcanguess。
  Iamsure,sweet,thathewishesyoutotakemybrotherGeoffrey,andleavemeononeside。’
  ’Thenhiswishesarenotmine,Thomas。
  Also,thoughdutybestrong,itisnotstrongenoughtoforceawomantoamarriageforwhichshehasnoliking。
  Yetitmayprovestrongenoughtokeepawomanfromamarriageforwhichherheartpleads——perhaps,also,itshouldhavebeenstrongenoughtoholdmebackfromthetellingofmylove。’
  ’No,Lily,theloveitselfismuch,andthoughitshouldbringnofruit,stillitissomethingtohavewonitforeverandaday。’
  ’Youareveryyoungtotalkthus,Thomas。
  Iamalsoyoung,Iknow,butwewomenripenquicker。
  Perhapsallthisisbutaboy’sfancy,topasswithboyhood。’
  ’Itwillneverpass,Lily。
  Theysaythatourfirstlovesarethelongest,andthatwhichissowninyouthwillflourishinourage。
  Listen,Lily;Ihavemyplacetomakeintheworld,anditmaytakeatimeinthemaking,andIaskonepromiseofyou,thoughperhapsitisaselfishthingtoseek。
  Iaskofyouthatyouwillbefaithfultome,andcomefairweatherorfoul,willwednoothermantillyouknowmedead。’
  ’Itissomethingtopromise,Thomas,forwithtimecomechanges。
  StillIamsosureofmyselfthatIpromise——nayIswearit。
  OfyouIcannotbesure,butthingsaresowithuswomenthatwemustriskalluponathrow,andifwelose,good-byetohappiness。’
  Thenwetalkedon,andIcannotrememberwhatwesaid,thoughthesewordsthatIhavewrittendownremaininmymind,partlybecauseoftheirownweight,andinpartbecauseofallthatcameaboutintheafteryears。
  AndatlastIknewthatImustgo,thoughweweresadenoughatparting。
  SoItookherinmyarmsandkissedhersocloselythatsomebloodfrommywoundrandownherwhiteattire。
  ButasweembracedIchancedtolookup,andsawasightthatfrightenedmeenough。
  Forthere,notfivepacesfromus,stoodSquireBozard,Lily’sfather,watchingall,andhisfaceworenosmile。
  Hehadbeenridingbyabridle-pathtothewateringford,andseeingacoupletrespassingbeneaththeoaks,dismountedfromhishorsetohuntthemaway。
  Nottillhewasquiteneardidheknowwhomhecametohunt,andthenhestoodstillinastonishment。
  LilyandIdrewslowlyapartandlookedathim。
  Hewasashortstoutman,witharedfaceandsterngreyeyes,thatseemedtobestartingfromhisheadwithanger。
  Forawhilehecouldnotspeak,butwhenhebeganatlengththewordscamefastenough。
  AllthathesaidIforget,buttheupshotofitwasthathedesiredtoknowwhatmybusinesswaswithhisdaughter。
  Iwaitedtillhewasoutofbreath,thenansweredhimthatLilyandIlovedeachotherwell,andwereplightingourtroth。
  ’Isthisso,daughter?’heasked。
  ’Itisso,myfather,’sheansweredboldly。
  Thenhebrokeoutswearing。
  ’Youlightminx,’hesaid,’youshallbewhippedandkeptcoolonbreadandwaterinyourchamber。
  Andforyou,myhalf-bredSpanishcockerel,knowonceandforallthatthismaidisforyourbetters。
  Howdareyoucomewooingmydaughter,youemptypill-box,whohavenottwosilverpenniestorattleinyourpouch!
  Gowinfortuneandanamebeforeyoudaretolookuptosuchasshe。’
  ’Thatismydesire,andIwilldoit,sir,’Ianswered。
  ’So,youapothecary’sdrudge,youwillwinnameandplace,willyou!
  Well,longbeforethatdeedisdonethemaidshallbesafelyweddedtoonewhohasthemandwhoisnotunknowntoyou。
  Daughter,saynowthatyouhavefinishedwithhim。’
  ’Icannotsaythat,father,’shereplied,pluckingatherrobe。
  ’IfitisnotyourwillthatIshouldmarryThomashere,mydutyisplainandImaynotwedhim。
  ButIammyownandnodutycanmakememarrywhereIwillnot。
  WhileThomaslivesIamsworntohimandtonootherman。’
  ’Attheleastyouhavecourage,hussey,’saidherfather。
  ’Butlistennow,eitheryouwillmarrywhereandwhenIwish,ortrampitforyourbread。
  Ungratefulgirl,didIbreedyoutoflauntmetomyface?
  Nowforyou,pill-box。