DuringthatmealBernalDiazspokeofourfirstmeetingonthecauseway,andofhowIhadgoneneartokillinghiminerror,thinkingthathewasSarceda,andthenheaskedmewhatwasmyquarrelwithSarceda。
  InasfewwordsaspossibleItoldhimthestoryofmylife,ofalltheevilthatdeGarciaorSarcedahadworkeduponmeandmine,andofhowitwasthroughhimthatIwasinthislandthatday。
  Helistenedamazed。
  ’HolyMother!’hesaidatlength,’Ialwaysknewhimforavillain,butthat,ifyoudonotlie,friendWingfield,hecouldbesuchamanasthis,Ididnotknow。
  Nowbymyword,hadIheardthistaleanhourago,Sarcedashouldnothaveleftthiscamptillhehadanswereditorclearedhimselfbycombatwithyou。
  ButIfearitistoolate;hewastoleaveforMexicoattherisingofthemoon,tostirupmischiefagainstmebecauseIgrantedyouterms——notthatIfearhimthere,wherehisreputeissmall。’
  ’Idonotlieindeed,’Ianswered。
  ’MuchofthistaleIcanproveifneedbe,andItellyouthatIwouldgivehalfthelifethatislefttometostandfacetofaceinopenfightwithhimagain。
  Everhehasescapedme,andthescorebetweenusislong。’
  NowasIspokethusitseemedtomethatacoldanddreadfulairplayeduponmyhandsandbrowandawarningsenseofpresentevilcreptintomysoul,overcomingmesothatIcouldnotstirorspeakforawhile。
  ’Letusgoandseeifhehasgone,’saidDiazpresently,andsummoningaguard,hewasabouttoleavethechamber。
  ItwasatthismomentthatIchancedtolookupandseeawomanstandinginthedoorway。
  Herhandrestedonthedoorpost;herhead,fromwhichthelonghairstreamed,wasthrownback,andonherfacewasalookofsuchanguishthatatfirst,somuchwasshechanged,IdidnotknowherforOtomie。
  WhenIknewher,Iknewall;onethingonlycouldconjureuptheterrorandagonythatshoneinherdeepeyes。
  ’Whathaschancedtoourson?’Iasked。
  ’DEAD,DEAD!’sheansweredinawhisperthatseemedtopiercemymarrow。
  Isaidnothing,formyhearttoldmewhathadhappened,butDiazasked,’Dead——why,whathaskilledhim?’
  ’DeGarcia!
  Isawhimgo,’repliedOtomie;thenshetossedherarmshigh,andwithoutanothersoundfellbackwardstotheearth。
  InthatmomentIthinkthatmyheartbroke——atleastIknowthatnothinghashadthepowertomovemegreatlysince,thoughthismemorymovesmedaybydayandhourbyhour,tillIdieandgotoseekmyson。
  ’Say,BernalDiaz,’Icried,withahoarselaugh,’didIlietoyouconcerningthiscomradeofyours?’
  Then,springingoverOtomie’sbodyIleftthechamber,followedbyBernalDiazandtheothers。
  WithoutthedoorIturnedtothelefttowardsthecamp。
  Ihadnotgoneahundredpaceswhen,inthemoonlight,Isawasmalltroopofhorsemenridingtowardsus。
  ItwasdeGarciaandhisservants,andtheyheadedtowardsthemountainpassontheirroadtoMexico。
  I
  wasnottoolate。
  ’Halt!’criedBernalDiaz。
  ’Whocommandsmetohalt?’saidthevoiceofdeGarcia。
  ’I,yourcaptain,’roaredDiaz。
  ’Halt,youdevil,youmurderer,oryoushallbecutdown。’
  Isawhimstartandturnpale。
  ’Thesearestrangemanners,senor,’hesaid。
  ’OfyourgraceIask——“
  AtthismomentdeGarciacaughtsightofmeforthefirsttime,forIhadbrokenfromtheholdofDiazwhoclutchedmyarm,andwasmovingtowardshim。
  Isaidnothing,buttherewassomethinginmyfacewhichtoldhimthatIknewall,andwarnedhimofhisdoom。
  Helookedpastme,butthenarrowroadwasblockedwithmen。
  I
  drewnear,buthedidnotwaitforme。
  Onceheputhishandonthehiltofthesword,thensuddenlyhewheeledhishorseroundandfleddownthestreetofXaca。
  DeGarciafled,andIfollowedafterhim,runningfastandlowlikeahound。
  Atfirsthegainedonme,butsoontheroadgrewrough,andhecouldnotgallopoverit。
  Wewereclearofthetownnow,orratherofitsruins,andtravellingalongalittlepathwhichtheIndiansusedtobringdownsnowfromXacainthehotweather。
  Perhapstherearesomefivemilesofthispathbeforethesnowlineisreached,beyondwhichnoIndiandaredtosethisfoot,forthegroundabovewasholy。
  Alongthispathhewent,andIwascontenttoseeit,forIknewwellthatthetravellercannotleaveit,sinceoneithersideliewater-coursesandcliffs。
  MileaftermiledeGarciafollowedit,lookingnowtotheleft,nowtotheright,andnowaheadatthegreatdomeofsnowcrownedwithfirethattoweredabovehim。
  Butheneverlookedbehindhim;heknewwhatwasthere——deathintheshapeofaman!
  Icameondoggedly,savingmystrength。
  IwassurethatImustcatchhimatlast,itdidnotmatterwhen。
  Atlengthhereachedthesnow-linewherethepathended,andforthefirsttimehelookedback。
  ThereIwassometwohundredpacesbehindhim。
  I,hisdeath,wasbehindhim,andinfrontofhimshonethesnow。
  Foramomenthehesitated,andIheardtheheavybreathingofhishorseinthegreatstillness。
  Thenheturnedandfacedtheslope,drivinghisspursintothebrute’ssides。
  Thesnowwashard,forherethefrostbitsharply,andforawhile,thoughitwassosteep,thehorsetravelledoveritbetterthanhehaddonealongthepathway。
  Now,asbefore,therewasonlyoneroadthathecouldtake,forwepassedupthecrestofaridge,apleatasitwereinthegarmentofthemountain,andoneithersideweresteepsofsnowonwhichneitherhorsenormanmightkeephisfooting。
  Fortwohoursormorewefollowedthatridge,andaswewentthroughthesilenceofthehauntedvolcan,andthelonelinessofitseternalsnows,itseemedtomethatmyspiritenteredintothespiritofmyquarry,andthatwithitseyesIsawallthatwaspassinginhisheart。
  Toamansowrongedthedreamwaspleasantevenifitwerenottrue,forIreadtheresuchagony,suchblackdespair,suchhauntingmemories,suchterrorofadvancingdeathandofwhatlaybeyondit,thatnorevengeofman’scouldsurpasstheirtorment。
  Anditwastrue——Iknewthatitwastrue;hesufferedallthisandmore,forifhehadnoconscience,atleasthehadfearandimaginationtoquickenandmultiplythefear。
  Nowthesnowgrewsteeper,andthehorsewasalmostspent,forhecouldscarcelybreatheatsogreataheight。
  InvaindiddeGarciadrivehisspursintoitssides,thegallantbeastcoulddonomore。
  Suddenlyitfelldown。
  Surely,Ithought,hewillawaitmenow。
  ButevenIhadnotfathomedthedepthofhisterrors,fordeGarciadisengagedhimselffromthefallenhorse,lookedtowardsme,thenfledforwardonhisfeet,castingawayhisarmourashewentthathemighttravelmorelightly。
  Bythistimewehadpassedthesnowandwerecometotheedgeoftheicecapthatismadebythemeltingofthesnowwiththeheatoftheinnerfires,orperhapsbythatofthesuninhotseasons,I
  knownot,anditsfreezinginthewintermonthsorinthecoldofthenights。
  AtleastthereissuchacaponXaca,measuringnearlyamileindepth,whichliesbetweenthesnowandtheblackrimofthecrater。
  UpthisiceclimbeddeGarcia,andthetaskisnotoftheeasiest,evenforoneofuntroubledmind,foramanmuststepfromcracktocrackorneedletoneedleofroughice,thatstanduponthesmoothsurfacelikethebristlesonahog’sback,andwoetohimifonebreakorifheslip,forthen,ashefalls,veryshortlythefleshwillbefiledfromhisbonesbythethousandsofsword-likepointsoverwhichhemustpassinhisdescenttowardsthesnow。
  Indeed,manytimesIfearedgreatlylestthisshouldchancetodeGarcia,forIdidnotdesiretolosemyvengeancethus。
  ThereforetwicewhenIsawhimindangerIshoutedtohim,tellinghimwheretoputhisfeet,fornowIwaswithintwentypacesofhim,and,strangetosay,heobeyedmewithoutquestion,forgettingeverythinginhisterrorofinstantdeath。
  ButformyselfIhadnofear,forIknewthatIshouldnotfall,thoughtheplacewasonewhichIhadsurelyshrunkfromclimbingatanyothertime。
  AllthiswhilewehadbeentravellingtowardsXaca’sfierycrestbythebrightmoonlight,butnowthedawnbrokesuddenlyonthemountaintop,andtheflamediedawayintheheartofthepillarofsmoke。
  Itwaswonderfultoseetheredglorythatshoneupontheice-cap,andonustwomenwhocreptlikefliesacrossit,whilethemountain’sbreastandtheworldbelowwereplungedintheshadowsofnight。
  ’Nowwehaveabetterlighttoclimbby,comrade!’IcalledtodeGarcia,andmyvoicerangstrangelyamongtheicecliffs,whereneveraman’svoicehadechoedbefore。
  AsIspokethemountainrumbledandbellowedbeneathus,shakinglikeawind-tossedtree,asthoughinwrathatthedesecrationofitssacredsolitudes。
  Withtherumblingcameashowerofgreyashesthatraineddownonus,andforalittlewhilehiddeGarciafrommysight。
  Iheardhimcalloutinfear,andwasafraidlesthehadfallen;butpresentlytheashesclearedaway,andIsawhimstandingsafelyonthelavarimthatsurroundsthecrater。
  Now,Ithought,hewillsurelymakeastand,forcouldhehavefoundcourageithadbeeneasyforhimtokillmewithhissword,whichhestillwore,asIclimbedfromtheicetothehotlava。
  Itseemedthathethoughtofit,forheturnedandglaredatmelikeadevil,thenwentonagain,leavingmewonderingwherehebelievedthathewouldfindrefuge。
  Somethreehundredpacesfromtheedgeoftheice,thesmokeandsteamofthecraterroseintotheair,andbetweenthetwowaslavasohotthatinplacesitwasdifficulttowalkuponit。
  Acrossthisbed,thattrembledasIpassedoverit,wentdeGarciasomewhatslowly,fornowhewasweary,andI
  followedhimatmyease,gettingmybreathagain。
  PresentlyIsawthathehadcometotheedgeofthecrater,forheleanedforwardandlookedover,andIthoughtthathewasabouttodestroyhimselfbyplungingintoit。
  Butifsuchthoughtshadbeeninhismind,heforgotthemwhenhehadseenwhatsortofnestthiswastosleepin,forturning,hecamebacktowardsme,swordup,andwemetwithinadozenpacesoftheedge。
  Isaymet,butintruthwedidnotmeet,forhestoppedagain,welloutofreachofmysword。
  Isatdownuponablockoflavaandlookedathim;itseemedtomethatIcouldnotfeastmyeyesenoughuponhisface。
  Andwhatafaceitwas;thatofamorethanmurdererabouttomeethisreward!
  WouldthatIcouldpainttoshowit,fornowordscantellthefearfulnessofthoseredandsunkeneyes,thosegrinningteethandquiveringlips。
  Ithinkthatwhentheenemyofmankindhascasthislastdieandwonhislastsoul,hetoowilllookthusashepassesintodoom。
  ’Atlength,deGarcia!’Isaid。
  ’Whydoyounotkillmeandmakeanend?’heaskedhoarsely。
  ’Whereisthehurry,cousin?
  ForhardontwentyyearsIhavesoughtyou,shallwethenpartsosoon?
  Letustalkawhile。
  Beforeweparttomeetnomore,perhapsofyourcourtesyyouwillanswermeaquestion,forIamcurious。
  Whyhaveyouwroughttheseevilsonmeandmine?
  Surelyyoumusthavesomereasonforwhatseemstobeanemptyandfoolishwickedness。’
  Ispoketohimthuscalmlyandcoldly,feelingnopassion,feelingnothing。
  ForinthatstrangehourIwasnolongerThomasWingfield,Iwasnolongerhuman,Iwasaforce,aninstrument;I
  couldthinkofmydeadsonwithoutsorrow,hedidnotseemdeadtome,forIpartookofthenaturethathehadputoninthischangeofdeath。
  IcouldeventhinkofdeGarciawithouthate,asthoughhealsowerenothingbutatoolinsomeotherhand。
  Moreover,I