Inoddedandwenton。
  Iwentontoourchamber,forthereI
  thoughtthatIshouldfindOtomie。
  Shesatinitalone,coldandbeautifulasthoughshehadbeenfashionedinmarble。
  ’Ihaveburiedhimwiththebonesofhisbrethrenandhisforefathers,’shesaid,answeringthequestionthatmyeyesasked。
  ’Itseemedbestthatyoushouldseehimnomore,lestyourheartshouldbreak。’
  ’Itiswell,’Ianswered;’butmyheartisbrokenalready。’
  ’Isthemurdererdead?’shesaidpresentlyintheverywordsofDiaz。
  ’Heisdead。’
  ’How?’
  Itoldherinfewwords。
  ’Youshouldhaveslainhimyourself;ourson’sbloodisnotavenged。’
  ’Ishouldhaveslainhim,butinthathourIdidnotseekvengeance,Iwatcheditfallfromheaven,andwascontent。
  Perchanceitisbestso。
  Theseekingofvengeancehasbroughtallmysorrowsuponme;vengeancebelongstoGodandnottoman,asI
  havelearnedtoolate。’
  ’Idonotthinkso,’saidOtomie,andthelookuponherfacewasthatlookwhichIhadseenwhenshesmotetheTlascalan,whenshetauntedMarina,andwhenshedanceduponthepyramid,theleaderofthesacrifice。
  ’HadIbeeninyourplace,Iwouldhavekilledhimbyinches。
  WhenIhaddonewithhim,thenthedevilsmightbegin,notbefore。
  Butitisofnoaccount;everythingisdonewith,allaredead,andmyheartwiththem。
  Noweat,foryouareweary。’
  SoIate,andafterwardsIcastmyselfuponthebedandslept。
  InthedarknessIheardthevoiceofOtomiethatsaid,’Awake,I
  wouldspeakwithyou,’andtherewasthatabouthervoicewhichstirredmefrommyheavysleep。
  ’Speakon,’Isaid。
  ’Whereareyou,Otomie?’
  ’Seatedatyourside。
  Icannotrest,soIamseatedhere。
  Listen。
  Many,manyyearsagowemet,whenyouwerebroughtbyGuatemocfromTobasco。
  Ah!welldoIremembermyfirstsightofyou,theTeule,inthecourtofmyfatherMontezuma,atChapoltepec。
  IlovedyouthenasIhavelovedyoueversince。
  AtleastIhavenevergoneastrayafterstrangegods,’andshelaughedbitterly。
  ’Whydoyoutalkofthesethings,Otomie?’Iasked。
  ’Becauseitismyfancytodoso。
  Cannotyousparemeonehourfromyoursleep,whohavesparedyousomany?
  Yourememberhowyouscornedme——oh!IthoughtIshouldhavediedofshamewhen,afterI
  hadcausedmyselftobegiventoyouaswife,thewifeofTezcat,youtoldmeofthemaidacrosstheseas,thatLilymaidwhosetokenisstillsetuponyourfinger。
  ButIlivedthroughitandIlovedyouthebetterforyourhonesty,andthenyouknowtherest。
  IwonyoubecauseIwasbraveandlayatyoursideuponthestoneofsacrifice,whereyoukissedmeandtoldmethatyoulovedme。
  Butyouneverlovedme,nottruly,allthewhileyouwerethinkingoftheLilymaid。
  Iknewitthen,asIknowitnow,thoughItriedtodeceivemyself。
  Iwasbeautifulinthosedaysandthisissomethingwithaman。
  Iwasfaithfulandthatismore,andonceortwiceyouthoughtthatyoulovedme。
  NowIwishthatthoseTeuleshadcomeanhourlater,andwehaddiedtogetherthereuponthestone,thatisIwishitformyownsake,notforyours。
  Thenweescapedandthegreatstrugglecame。
  ItoldyouthenthatI
  understooditall。
  Youhadkissedmeonthestoneofsacrifice,butinthatmomentyouwereasonedead;whenyoucamebacktolife,itwasotherwise。
  Butfortunetookthegameoutofyourhandsandyoumarriedme,andsworeanoathtome,andthisoathyouhavekeptfaithfully。
  Youmarriedmebutyoudidnotknowwhomyoumarried;youthoughtmebeautiful,andsweet,andtrue,andallthesethingsIwas,butyoudidnotunderstandthatIwasfarapartfromyou,thatIwasstillasavageasmyforefathershadbeen。
  YouthoughtthatIhadlearnedyourways,perchanceevenyouthoughtthatIreverencedyourGod,asforyoursakeIhavestriventodo,butallthewhileIhavefollowedthewaysofmyownpeopleandIcouldnotquiteforgetmyowngods,orattheleasttheywouldnotsufferme,theirservant,toescapethem。
  ForyearsandyearsIputthemfromme,butatlasttheywereavengedandmyheartmasteredme,orrathertheymasteredme,forIknewnothingofwhatIdidsomefewnightssince,whenIcelebratedthesacrificetoHuitzelandyousawmeattheancientrites。
  ’AlltheseyearsyouhadbeentruetomeandIhadborneyouchildrenwhomyouloved;butyoulovedthemfortheirownsake,notformine,indeed,atheartyouhatedtheIndianbloodthatwasmixedintheirveinswithyours。
  Mealsoyoulovedinacertainfashionandthishalfloveofyoursdrovemewellnighmad;suchasitwas,itdiedwhenyousawmedistraughtandcelebratingtheritesofmyforefathersontheteocalliyonder,andyouknewmeforwhatIam,asavage。
  Andnowthechildrenwholinkedustogetheraredead——onebyonetheydiedinthiswayandinthat,forthecursewhichfollowsmyblooddescendeduponthem——andyourloveformeisdeadwiththem。
  Ialoneremainalive,amonumentofpastdays,andIdiealso。
  ’Nay,besilent;listentome,formytimeisshort。
  Whenyoubademecallyou“husband“nolonger,thenIknewthatitwasfinished。
  Iobeyyou,Iputyoufromme,youarenomoremyhusband,andsoonIshallceasetobeyourwife;still,Teule,Iprayyoulistentome。
  Nowitseemstoyouinyoursorrow,thatyourdaysaredoneandthatthereisnohappinessleftforyou。
  Thisisnotso。
  Youarestillbutamaninthebeginningofmiddleage,andyouareyetstrong。
  Youwillescapefromthisruinedland,andwhenyoushakethedustofitoffyourfeetitscurseshallfallfromyou;youwillreturntoyourownplace,andthereyouwillfindonewhohasawaitedyourcomingformanyyears。
  Therethesavagewomanwhomyoumatedwith,theprincessofafallenhouse,willbecomebutafantasticmemorytoyou,andallthesestrangeeventfulyearswillbeasamidnightdream。
  Onlyyourloveforthedeadchildrenwillalwaysremain,theseyoumustalwayslovebydayandbynight,andthedesireofthem,thatdesireforthedeadthanwhichthereisnothingmoreterrible,shallfollowyoutoyourgrave,andIamgladthatitshouldbeso,forIwastheirmotherandsomethoughtofmemustgowiththem。
  ThisalonetheLilymaidhaslefttome,andthereonlyIshallprevailagainsther,for,Teule,nochildofhersshalllivetorobyourheartofthememoryofthoseIgaveyou。
  ’Oh!Ihavewatchedyoubydayandbynight:Ihaveseenthelonginginyoureyesforafacewhichyouhavelostandforthelandofyouryouth。
  Behappy,youshallgainboth,forthestruggleisendedandtheLilymaidhasbeentoostrongforme。
  I
  growweakandIhavelittlemoretosay。
  Wepart,andperhapsforever,forwhatistherebetweenussavethesoulsofthosedeadsonsofours?
  Sinceyoudesiremenomore,thatImaymakeourseveranceperfect,nowinthehourofmydeathIrenounceyourgodsandIseekmyown,thoughIthinkthatIloveyoursandhatethoseofmypeople。
  Isthereanycommunionbetweenthem?
  Wepart,andperchanceforever,yetIprayofyoutothinkofmekindly,forI
  havelovedyouandIloveyou;Iwasthemotherofyourchildren,whombeingChristian,youwillmeetagain。
  Iloveyounowandforalways。
  Iamgladtohavelivedbecauseyoukissedmeonthestoneofsacrifice,andafterwardsIboreyousons。
  Theyareyoursandnotmine;itseemstomenowthatIonlycaredforthembecausetheywereyours,andtheylovedyouandnotme。
  Takethem——taketheirspiritsasyouhavetakeneverything。
  Yousworethatdeathaloneshouldseverus,andyouhavekeptyouroathintheletterandinthethought。
  ButnowIgototheHousesoftheSuntoseekmyownpeople,andtoyou,Teule,withwhomIhavelivedmanyyearsandseenmuchsorrow,butwhomIwillnolongercallhusband,sinceyouforbademesotodo,Isay,makenomockofmetotheLilymaid。
  Speakofmetoheraslittleasyoumay——behappyand——
  farewell!’
  Nowasshespokeevermorefaintly,andIlistenedbewildered,thelightofdawngrewslowlyinthechamber。
  ItgatheredonthewhiteshapeofOtomieseatedinachairhardbythebed,andIsawthatherarmshungdownandthatherheadwasrestingonthebackofthechair。
  NowIsprangupandpeeredintoherface。
  Itwaswhiteandcold,andIcouldfeelnobreathuponherlips。
  Iseizedherhand,thatalsowascold。
  Ispokeintoherear,Ikissedherbrow,butshedidnotmovenoranswer。
  Thelightgrewquickly,andnowIsawall。
  Otomiewasdead,andbyherownact。
  Thiswasthemannerofherdeath。
  ShehaddrunkofapoisonofwhichtheIndianshavethesecret,apoisonthatworksslowlyandwithoutpain,leavingtheminduncloudedtotheend。
  Itwaswhileherlifewasfadingfromherthatshehadspokentomethussadlyandbitterly。
  Isatuponthebedandgazedather。
  Ididnotweep,formytearsweredone,andasIhavesaid,whateverImightfeelnothingcouldbreakmycalmanymore。
  AndasIgazedagreattendernessandsorrowtookholdofme,andIlovedOtomiebetternowthatshewasdeadbeforemethaneverIhaddoneinherlifedays,andthisissayingmuch。
  Irememberedherinthegloryofheryouthasshewasinthecourtofherroyalfather,Irememberedthelookwhichshehadgivenmewhenshesteppedtomysideuponthestoneofsacrifice,andthatotherlookwhenshedefiedCuitlahuatheemperor,whowouldhaveslainme。
  OncemoreIseemedtohearhercryofbittersorrowassheuncoveredthebodyofthedeadbabeourfirstborn,andtoseeherswordinhandstandingovertheTlascalan。
  ManythingscamebacktomeinthatsadhourofdawnwhileI
  watchedbythecorpseofOtomie。
  Therewastruthinherwords,I
  hadneverforgottenmyfirstloveandoftenIdesiredtoseeherface。
  ButitwasnottruetosaythatIhadnoloveforOtomie。