Stillitwasbinding,morebindingindeedthaninthiscountry,beingamarriageinallexceptinfact。
  Butthosewomenwhoarethusboundforthemostpartbearnowife’sloveintheirhearts,andsoitwaswithyourmother。
  IndeedshebothhatedandfearedhercousinJuan,thoughI
  thinkthathelovedhermorethananythingonearth,andbyonepretextandanothershecontrivedtobringhimtoanagreementthatnomarriageshouldbecelebratedtillshewasfulltwentyyearsofage。
  Butthecoldershewastohim,themorewasheinflamedwithdesiretowinherandalsoherpossessions,whichwerenotsmall,forlikeallSpaniardshewaspassionate,andlikemostgamestersandmenofevillife,muchinwantofmoney。
  ’Nowtobebrief,fromthefirstmomentthatyourmotherandIseteyesoneachotherwelovedoneanother,anditwasouronedesiretomeetasoftenasmightbe;andinthiswehadnogreatdifficulty,forhermotheralsofearedandhatedJuandeGarcia,hernephewbymarriage,andwouldhaveseenherdaughterclearofhimifpossible。
  TheendofitwasthatItoldmylove,andaplotwasmadebetweenusthatweshouldflytoEngland。
  ButallthishadnotescapedtheearsofJuan,whohadspiesinthehousehold,andwasjealousandrevengefulasonlyaSpaniardcanbe。
  Firsthetriedtoberidofmebychallengingmetoaduel,butwewerepartedbeforewecoulddrawswords。
  ThenhehiredbravostomurdermeasIwalkedthestreetsatnight,butIworeachainshirtbeneathmydoubletandtheirdaggersbrokeuponit,andinplaceofbeingslainIslewoneofthem。
  Twicebaffled,deGarciawasnotdefeated。
  Fightandmurderhadfailed,butanotherandsurermeansremained。
  Iknownothow,buthehadwonsomecluetothehistoryofmylife,andofhowIhadbrokenoutfromthemonastery。
  Itwaslefttohim,therefore,todenouncemetotheHolyOfficeasarenegadeandaninfidel,andthishedidonenight;itwasthenightbeforethedaywhenweshouldhavetakenship。
  IwassittingwithyourmotherandhermotherintheirhouseatSeville,whensixcowledmenenteredandseizedmewithoutaword。
  WhenIprayedtoknowtheirpurposetheygavenootheranswerthantoholdacrucifixbeforemyeyes。
  ThenIknewwhyIwastaken,andthewomenceasedclingingtomeandfellbacksobbing。
  SecretlyandsilentlyIwashurriedawaytothedungeonsoftheHolyOffice,butofallthatbefellmethereIwillnotstoptotell。
  ’TwiceIwasracked,onceIwassearedwithhotirons,thriceIwasfloggedwithwirewhips,andallthiswhileIwasfedonfoodsuchasweshouldscarcelyoffertoadoghereinEngland。
  Atlengthmyoffenceofhavingescapedfromamonasteryandsundryblasphemies,so-called,beingprovedagainstme,Iwascondemnedtodeathbyfire。
  ’Thenatlast,whenafteralongyearoftormentandofhorror,I
  hadabandonedhopeandresignedmyselftodie,helpcame。
  OntheeveofthedayuponwhichIwastobeconsumedbyflame,thechiefofmytormentorsenteredthedungeonwhereIlayonstraw,andembracingmebademebeofgoodcheer,forthechurchhadtakenpityonmyyouthandgivenmemyfreedom。
  AtfirstIlaughedwildly,forIthoughtthatthiswasbutanothertorment,andnottillIwasfreedofmyfetters,clothedindecentgarments,andsetatmidnightwithouttheprisongates,wouldIbelievethatsogoodathinghadbefallenmethroughthehandofGod。
  Istoodweakandwonderingoutsidethegates,notknowingwheretofly,andasI
  stoodawomanglideduptomewrappedinadarkcloak,whowhispered“Come。“
  Thatwomanwasyourmother。
  ShehadlearnedofmyfatefromtheboastingofdeGarciaandsetherselftosaveme。
  Thriceherplansfailed,butatlengththroughthehelpofsomecunningagent,goldwonwhatwasdeniedtojusticeandtomercy,andmylifeandlibertywereboughtwithaverygreatsum。
  ’ThatsamenightweweremarriedandfledforCadiz,yourmotherandI,butnothermother,whowasbedriddenwithasickness。
  Formysakeyourbelovedmotherabandonedherpeople,whatremainedtoherofherfortuneafterpayingthepriceofmylife,andhercountry,sostrongistheloveofwoman。
  Allhadbeenmadeready,foratCadizlayanEnglishship,the“Mary“ofBristol,inwhichpassagewastakenforus。
  Butthe“Mary“wasdelayedinportbyacontrarywindwhichblewsostronglythatnotwithstandinghisdesiretosaveus,hermasterdarednottakethesea。
  Twodaysandanightwelayintheharbour,fearingallthingsnotwithoutcause,andyetmosthappyineachother’slove。
  NowthosewhohadchargeofmeinthedungeonhadgivenoutthatIhadescapedbythehelpofmymastertheDevil,andIwassearchedforthroughoutthecountryside。
  DeGarciaalso,findingthathiscousinandaffiancedwifewasmissing,guessedthatwetwowerenotfarapart。
  Itwashiscunning,sharpenedbyjealousyandhate,thatdoggedusdownstepbysteptillatlengthhefoundus。
  ’Onthemorningofthethirdday,thegalehavingabated,theanchorofthe“Mary“wasgothomeandsheswungoutintothetideway。
  Asshecameroundandwhiletheseamenweremakingreadytohoistthesails,aboatcarryingsometwentysoldiers,andfollowedbytwoothers,shotalongsideandsummonedthecaptaintoheaveto,thathisshipmightbeboardedandsearchedunderwarrantfromtheHolyOffice。
  ItchancedthatIwasondeckatthetime,andsuddenly,asIpreparedtohidemyselfbelow,aman,inwhomI
  knewdeGarciahimself,stoodupandcalledoutthatIwastheescapedhereticwhomtheysought。
  Fearinglesthisshipshouldbeboardedandhehimselfthrownintoprisonwiththerestofhiscrew,thecaptainwouldthenhavesurrenderedme。
  ButI,desperatewithfear,toremyclothesfrommybodyandshowedthecruelscarsthatmarkedit。
  “’YouareEnglishmen,“Icriedtothesailors,“andwillyoudelivermetotheseforeigndevils,whoamofyourblood?
  Lookattheirhandiwork,“andIpointedtothehalf-healedscarsleftbythered-hotpincers;“ifyougivemeup,yousendmebacktomoreofthistormentandtodeathbyburning。
  Pitymywifeifyouwillnotpityme,orifyouwillpityneither,thenlendmeaswordthatbydeathImaysavemyselffromtorture。“
  ’Thenoneoftheseamen,aSouthwoldmanwhohadknownmyfather,calledout:“ByGod!Iforonewillstandbyyou,ThomasWingfield。
  Iftheywantyouandyoursweetladytheymustkillmefirst,“andseizingabowfromtherackhedrewitoutofitscaseandstrungit,andsettinganarrowonthestringhepointeditattheSpaniardsintheboat。
  ’Thentheothersbrokeintoshoutsof:
  ’“Ifyouwantanymanfromamongus,comeaboardandtakehim,youtorturingdevils,“andthelike。
  ’Seeingwheretheheartofthecrewlay,thecaptainfoundcourageinhisturn。
  HemadenoanswertotheSpaniards,butbadehalfofthemenhoistthesailswithallspeed,andtherestmakereadytokeepoffthesoldiersshouldtheyseektoboardus。
  ’Bynowtheothertwoboatshadcomeupandfastenedontouswiththeirhooks。
  Onemanclimbedintothechainsandthencetothedeck,andIknewhimforapriestoftheHolyOffice,oneofthosewhohadstoodbywhileIwastormented。
  ThenIgrewmadatthethoughtofallthatIhadsuffered,whilethatdevilwatched,biddingthemlayonfortheloveofGod。
  SnatchingthebowfromthehandoftheSouthwoldseaman,Idrewthearrowtoitsheadandloosed。
  Itdidnotmissitsmark,forlikeyou,Thomas,Iwasskilledwiththebow,andhedivedbackintotheseawithanEnglishyardshaftinhisheart。
  ’Afterthattheytriedtoboardusnomore,thoughtheyshotatuswitharrows,woundingoneman。
  Thecaptaincalledtoustolaydownourbowsandtakecoverbehindthebulwarks,forbynowthesailsbegantodraw。
  ThendeGarciastoodupintheboatandcursedmeandmywife。
  ’“Iwillfindyouyet,“hescreamed,withmanySpanishoathsandfoulwords。
  “IfImustwaitfortwentyyearsIwillbeavengeduponyouandallyoulove。
  Beassuredofthis,LuisadeGarcia,hidewhereyouwill,Ishallfindyou,andwhenwemeet,youshallcomewithmeforsolongasIwillkeepyouorthatshallbethehourofyourdeath。“
  ’ThenwesailedawayforEngland,andtheboatsfellastern。
  ’Mysons,thisisthestoryofmyyouth,andofhowIcametowedyourmotherwhomIhaveburiedto-day。
  JuandeGarciahaskepthisword。’
  ’Yetitseemsstrange,’saidmybrother,’thatafteralltheseyearsheshouldhavemurderedherthus,whomyousayheloved。
  Surelyeventheevilestofmenhadshrunkfromsuchadeed!’
  ’Thereislittlethatisstrangeaboutit,’answeredmyfather。
  ’Howcanweknowwhatwordswerespokenbetweenthembeforehestabbedher?
  DoubtlesshetoldofsomeofthemwhenhecriedtoThomasthatnowtheywouldseewhattruththerewasinprophecies。
  WhatdiddeGarciaswearyearssince?——thatsheshouldcomewithhimorhewouldkillher。
  Yourmotherwasstillbeautiful,Geoffrey,andhemayhavegivenherchoicebetweenflightanddeath。
  Seektoknownomore,son’——andsuddenlymyfatherhidhisfaceinhishandsandbrokeintosobsthatweredreadfultohear。
  ’Wouldthatyouhadtoldusthistalebefore,father,’IsaidsosoonasIcouldspeak。
  ’Thentherewouldhavelivedadevilthelessintheworldto-day,andIshouldhavebeensparedalongjourney。’
  LittledidIknowhowlongthatjourneywouldbe!
  Withintwelvedaysoftheburialofmymotherandthetellingofthestoryofhismarriagetoherbymyfather,Iwasreadytostartuponmysearch。
  AsitchancedavesselwasabouttosailfromYarmouthtoCadiz。
  Shewasnamedthe’Adventuress,’ofonehundredtonsburden,andcarriedwoolandothergoodsoutwards,purposingtoreturnwithacargoofwineandyewstavesforbows。
  Inthisvesselmyfatherboughtmeapassage。
  Moreover,hegavemefiftypoundsingold,whichwasasmuchasIwouldriskuponmyperson,andobtainedlettersfromtheYarmouthfirmofmerchantstotheiragentsinCadiz,inwhichtheywereadvisedtoadvancemesuchsumsasImightneeduptoatotalofonehundredandfiftyEnglishpounds,andfurthertoassistmeinanywaythatwaspossible。
  Nowtheship’Adventuress’wastosailonthethirddayofJune。
  Alreadyitwasthefirstofthatmonth,andthateveningImustridetoYarmouth,whithermybaggagehadgonealready。
  Exceptonemyfarewellsweremade,andyetthatwastheoneImostwishedtomake。
  SincethedaywhenwehadswornourtrothIhadgainednosightofLilyexceptonceatmymother’sburial,andthenwehadnotspoken。
  NowitseemedthatImustgowithoutanypartingword,forherfatherhadsentmenoticethatifIcameneartheHallhisservingmenhadorderstothrustmefromthedoor,andthiswasashamethatIwouldnotrisk。
  YetitwashardthatImustgouponsolongajourney,whenceitwellmightchanceIshouldnotreturn,andbidhernogoodbye。
  InmygriefandperplexityIspoketomyfather,tellinghimhowthematterstoodandaskinghishelp。
  ’Igohence,’Isaid,’toavengeourcommonloss,andifneedbetogivemylifeforthehonourofourname。
  Aidmetheninthis。’
  ’MyneighbourBozardmeanshisdaughterforyourbrotherGeoffrey,andnotforyou,Thomas,’heanswered;’andamanmaydowhathewillswithhisown。
  StillIwillhelpyouifIcan,attheleasthecannotdrivemefromhisdoor。
  Bidthembringhorses,andwewillridetotheHall。’
  Withinthehalfofanhourwewerethere,andmyfatheraskedforspeechwithitsmaster。