Stillitwasbinding,morebindingindeedthaninthiscountry,beingamarriageinallexceptinfact。
Butthosewomenwhoarethusboundforthemostpartbearnowife’sloveintheirhearts,andsoitwaswithyourmother。
IndeedshebothhatedandfearedhercousinJuan,thoughI
thinkthathelovedhermorethananythingonearth,andbyonepretextandanothershecontrivedtobringhimtoanagreementthatnomarriageshouldbecelebratedtillshewasfulltwentyyearsofage。
Butthecoldershewastohim,themorewasheinflamedwithdesiretowinherandalsoherpossessions,whichwerenotsmall,forlikeallSpaniardshewaspassionate,andlikemostgamestersandmenofevillife,muchinwantofmoney。
’Nowtobebrief,fromthefirstmomentthatyourmotherandIseteyesoneachotherwelovedoneanother,anditwasouronedesiretomeetasoftenasmightbe;andinthiswehadnogreatdifficulty,forhermotheralsofearedandhatedJuandeGarcia,hernephewbymarriage,andwouldhaveseenherdaughterclearofhimifpossible。
TheendofitwasthatItoldmylove,andaplotwasmadebetweenusthatweshouldflytoEngland。
ButallthishadnotescapedtheearsofJuan,whohadspiesinthehousehold,andwasjealousandrevengefulasonlyaSpaniardcanbe。
Firsthetriedtoberidofmebychallengingmetoaduel,butwewerepartedbeforewecoulddrawswords。
ThenhehiredbravostomurdermeasIwalkedthestreetsatnight,butIworeachainshirtbeneathmydoubletandtheirdaggersbrokeuponit,andinplaceofbeingslainIslewoneofthem。
Twicebaffled,deGarciawasnotdefeated。
Fightandmurderhadfailed,butanotherandsurermeansremained。
Iknownothow,buthehadwonsomecluetothehistoryofmylife,andofhowIhadbrokenoutfromthemonastery。
Itwaslefttohim,therefore,todenouncemetotheHolyOfficeasarenegadeandaninfidel,andthishedidonenight;itwasthenightbeforethedaywhenweshouldhavetakenship。
IwassittingwithyourmotherandhermotherintheirhouseatSeville,whensixcowledmenenteredandseizedmewithoutaword。
WhenIprayedtoknowtheirpurposetheygavenootheranswerthantoholdacrucifixbeforemyeyes。
ThenIknewwhyIwastaken,andthewomenceasedclingingtomeandfellbacksobbing。
SecretlyandsilentlyIwashurriedawaytothedungeonsoftheHolyOffice,butofallthatbefellmethereIwillnotstoptotell。
’TwiceIwasracked,onceIwassearedwithhotirons,thriceIwasfloggedwithwirewhips,andallthiswhileIwasfedonfoodsuchasweshouldscarcelyoffertoadoghereinEngland。
Atlengthmyoffenceofhavingescapedfromamonasteryandsundryblasphemies,so-called,beingprovedagainstme,Iwascondemnedtodeathbyfire。
’Thenatlast,whenafteralongyearoftormentandofhorror,I
hadabandonedhopeandresignedmyselftodie,helpcame。
OntheeveofthedayuponwhichIwastobeconsumedbyflame,thechiefofmytormentorsenteredthedungeonwhereIlayonstraw,andembracingmebademebeofgoodcheer,forthechurchhadtakenpityonmyyouthandgivenmemyfreedom。
AtfirstIlaughedwildly,forIthoughtthatthiswasbutanothertorment,andnottillIwasfreedofmyfetters,clothedindecentgarments,andsetatmidnightwithouttheprisongates,wouldIbelievethatsogoodathinghadbefallenmethroughthehandofGod。
Istoodweakandwonderingoutsidethegates,notknowingwheretofly,andasI
stoodawomanglideduptomewrappedinadarkcloak,whowhispered“Come。“
Thatwomanwasyourmother。
ShehadlearnedofmyfatefromtheboastingofdeGarciaandsetherselftosaveme。
Thriceherplansfailed,butatlengththroughthehelpofsomecunningagent,goldwonwhatwasdeniedtojusticeandtomercy,andmylifeandlibertywereboughtwithaverygreatsum。
’ThatsamenightweweremarriedandfledforCadiz,yourmotherandI,butnothermother,whowasbedriddenwithasickness。
Formysakeyourbelovedmotherabandonedherpeople,whatremainedtoherofherfortuneafterpayingthepriceofmylife,andhercountry,sostrongistheloveofwoman。
Allhadbeenmadeready,foratCadizlayanEnglishship,the“Mary“ofBristol,inwhichpassagewastakenforus。
Butthe“Mary“wasdelayedinportbyacontrarywindwhichblewsostronglythatnotwithstandinghisdesiretosaveus,hermasterdarednottakethesea。
Twodaysandanightwelayintheharbour,fearingallthingsnotwithoutcause,andyetmosthappyineachother’slove。
NowthosewhohadchargeofmeinthedungeonhadgivenoutthatIhadescapedbythehelpofmymastertheDevil,andIwassearchedforthroughoutthecountryside。
DeGarciaalso,findingthathiscousinandaffiancedwifewasmissing,guessedthatwetwowerenotfarapart。
Itwashiscunning,sharpenedbyjealousyandhate,thatdoggedusdownstepbysteptillatlengthhefoundus。
’Onthemorningofthethirdday,thegalehavingabated,theanchorofthe“Mary“wasgothomeandsheswungoutintothetideway。
Asshecameroundandwhiletheseamenweremakingreadytohoistthesails,aboatcarryingsometwentysoldiers,andfollowedbytwoothers,shotalongsideandsummonedthecaptaintoheaveto,thathisshipmightbeboardedandsearchedunderwarrantfromtheHolyOffice。
ItchancedthatIwasondeckatthetime,andsuddenly,asIpreparedtohidemyselfbelow,aman,inwhomI
knewdeGarciahimself,stoodupandcalledoutthatIwastheescapedhereticwhomtheysought。
Fearinglesthisshipshouldbeboardedandhehimselfthrownintoprisonwiththerestofhiscrew,thecaptainwouldthenhavesurrenderedme。
ButI,desperatewithfear,toremyclothesfrommybodyandshowedthecruelscarsthatmarkedit。
“’YouareEnglishmen,“Icriedtothesailors,“andwillyoudelivermetotheseforeigndevils,whoamofyourblood?
Lookattheirhandiwork,“andIpointedtothehalf-healedscarsleftbythered-hotpincers;“ifyougivemeup,yousendmebacktomoreofthistormentandtodeathbyburning。
Pitymywifeifyouwillnotpityme,orifyouwillpityneither,thenlendmeaswordthatbydeathImaysavemyselffromtorture。“
’Thenoneoftheseamen,aSouthwoldmanwhohadknownmyfather,calledout:“ByGod!Iforonewillstandbyyou,ThomasWingfield。
Iftheywantyouandyoursweetladytheymustkillmefirst,“andseizingabowfromtherackhedrewitoutofitscaseandstrungit,andsettinganarrowonthestringhepointeditattheSpaniardsintheboat。
’Thentheothersbrokeintoshoutsof:
’“Ifyouwantanymanfromamongus,comeaboardandtakehim,youtorturingdevils,“andthelike。
’Seeingwheretheheartofthecrewlay,thecaptainfoundcourageinhisturn。
HemadenoanswertotheSpaniards,butbadehalfofthemenhoistthesailswithallspeed,andtherestmakereadytokeepoffthesoldiersshouldtheyseektoboardus。
’Bynowtheothertwoboatshadcomeupandfastenedontouswiththeirhooks。
Onemanclimbedintothechainsandthencetothedeck,andIknewhimforapriestoftheHolyOffice,oneofthosewhohadstoodbywhileIwastormented。
ThenIgrewmadatthethoughtofallthatIhadsuffered,whilethatdevilwatched,biddingthemlayonfortheloveofGod。
SnatchingthebowfromthehandoftheSouthwoldseaman,Idrewthearrowtoitsheadandloosed。
Itdidnotmissitsmark,forlikeyou,Thomas,Iwasskilledwiththebow,andhedivedbackintotheseawithanEnglishyardshaftinhisheart。
’Afterthattheytriedtoboardusnomore,thoughtheyshotatuswitharrows,woundingoneman。
Thecaptaincalledtoustolaydownourbowsandtakecoverbehindthebulwarks,forbynowthesailsbegantodraw。
ThendeGarciastoodupintheboatandcursedmeandmywife。
’“Iwillfindyouyet,“hescreamed,withmanySpanishoathsandfoulwords。
“IfImustwaitfortwentyyearsIwillbeavengeduponyouandallyoulove。
Beassuredofthis,LuisadeGarcia,hidewhereyouwill,Ishallfindyou,andwhenwemeet,youshallcomewithmeforsolongasIwillkeepyouorthatshallbethehourofyourdeath。“
’ThenwesailedawayforEngland,andtheboatsfellastern。
’Mysons,thisisthestoryofmyyouth,andofhowIcametowedyourmotherwhomIhaveburiedto-day。
JuandeGarciahaskepthisword。’
’Yetitseemsstrange,’saidmybrother,’thatafteralltheseyearsheshouldhavemurderedherthus,whomyousayheloved。
Surelyeventheevilestofmenhadshrunkfromsuchadeed!’
’Thereislittlethatisstrangeaboutit,’answeredmyfather。
’Howcanweknowwhatwordswerespokenbetweenthembeforehestabbedher?
DoubtlesshetoldofsomeofthemwhenhecriedtoThomasthatnowtheywouldseewhattruththerewasinprophecies。
WhatdiddeGarciaswearyearssince?——thatsheshouldcomewithhimorhewouldkillher。
Yourmotherwasstillbeautiful,Geoffrey,andhemayhavegivenherchoicebetweenflightanddeath。
Seektoknownomore,son’——andsuddenlymyfatherhidhisfaceinhishandsandbrokeintosobsthatweredreadfultohear。
’Wouldthatyouhadtoldusthistalebefore,father,’IsaidsosoonasIcouldspeak。
’Thentherewouldhavelivedadevilthelessintheworldto-day,andIshouldhavebeensparedalongjourney。’
LittledidIknowhowlongthatjourneywouldbe!
Withintwelvedaysoftheburialofmymotherandthetellingofthestoryofhismarriagetoherbymyfather,Iwasreadytostartuponmysearch。
AsitchancedavesselwasabouttosailfromYarmouthtoCadiz。
Shewasnamedthe’Adventuress,’ofonehundredtonsburden,andcarriedwoolandothergoodsoutwards,purposingtoreturnwithacargoofwineandyewstavesforbows。
Inthisvesselmyfatherboughtmeapassage。
Moreover,hegavemefiftypoundsingold,whichwasasmuchasIwouldriskuponmyperson,andobtainedlettersfromtheYarmouthfirmofmerchantstotheiragentsinCadiz,inwhichtheywereadvisedtoadvancemesuchsumsasImightneeduptoatotalofonehundredandfiftyEnglishpounds,andfurthertoassistmeinanywaythatwaspossible。
Nowtheship’Adventuress’wastosailonthethirddayofJune。
Alreadyitwasthefirstofthatmonth,andthateveningImustridetoYarmouth,whithermybaggagehadgonealready。
Exceptonemyfarewellsweremade,andyetthatwastheoneImostwishedtomake。
SincethedaywhenwehadswornourtrothIhadgainednosightofLilyexceptonceatmymother’sburial,andthenwehadnotspoken。
NowitseemedthatImustgowithoutanypartingword,forherfatherhadsentmenoticethatifIcameneartheHallhisservingmenhadorderstothrustmefromthedoor,andthiswasashamethatIwouldnotrisk。
YetitwashardthatImustgouponsolongajourney,whenceitwellmightchanceIshouldnotreturn,andbidhernogoodbye。
InmygriefandperplexityIspoketomyfather,tellinghimhowthematterstoodandaskinghishelp。
’Igohence,’Isaid,’toavengeourcommonloss,andifneedbetogivemylifeforthehonourofourname。
Aidmetheninthis。’
’MyneighbourBozardmeanshisdaughterforyourbrotherGeoffrey,andnotforyou,Thomas,’heanswered;’andamanmaydowhathewillswithhisown。
StillIwillhelpyouifIcan,attheleasthecannotdrivemefromhisdoor。
Bidthembringhorses,andwewillridetotheHall。’
Withinthehalfofanhourwewerethere,andmyfatheraskedforspeechwithitsmaster。