Theservingmanlookedatmeaskance,rememberinghisorders,stillheusheredusintothejusticeroomwheretheSquiresatdrinkingale。
  ’Goodmorrowtoyou,neighbour,’saidtheSquire;’youarewelcomehere,butyoubringonewithyouwhoisnotwelcome,thoughhebeyourson。’
  ’Ibringhimforthelasttime,friendBozard。
  Listentohisrequest,thengrantitorrefuseitasyouwill;butifyourefuseit,itwillnotbinduscloser。
  Theladridesto-nighttotakeshipforSpaintoseekthatmanwhomurderedhismother。
  Hegoesofhisownfreewillbecauseafterthedoingofthedeeditwashewhounwittinglysufferedthemurderertoescape,anditiswellthatheshouldgo。’
  ’Heisayounghoundtorunsuchaquarrytoearth,andinastrangecountry,’saidtheSquire。
  ’StillIlikehisspiritandwishhimwell。
  Whatwouldheofme?’
  ’Leavetobidfarewelltoyourdaughter。
  Iknowthathissuitdoesnotpleaseyouandcannotwonderatit,andformyownpartIthinkittooearlyforhimtosethisfancyinthewayofmarriage。
  Butifhewouldseethemaiditcandonoharm,forsuchharmasthereishasbeendonealready。
  Nowforyouranswer。’
  SquireBozardthoughtawhile,thensaid:
  ’Theladisabraveladthoughheshallbenoson-in-lawofmine。
  Heisgoingfar,andmayhapwillreturnnomore,andIdonotwishthatheshouldthinkunkindlyofmewhenIamdead。
  Gowithout,ThomasWingfield,andstandunderyonderbeech——Lilyshalljoinyouthereandyoumayspeakwithherforthehalfofanhour——nomore。
  Seetoitthatyoukeepwithinsightofthewindow。
  Nay,nothanks;gobeforeIchangemymind。’
  SoIwentandwaitedunderthebeechwithabeatingheart,andpresentlyLilyglideduptome,amorewelcomesighttomyeyesthananyangeloutofheaven。
  And,indeed,Idoubtifanangelcouldhavebeenmorefairthanshe,ormoregoodandgentle。
  ’Oh!Thomas,’shewhispered,whenIhadgreetedher,’isthistruethatyousailoverseatoseektheSpaniard?’
  ’IsailtoseektheSpaniard,andtofindhimandtokillhimwhenheisfound。
  Itwastocometoyou,Lily,thatIlethimgo,nowI
  mustletyougotocometohim。
  Nay,donotweep,Ihavesworntodoit,andwereItobreakmyoathIshouldbedishonoured。’
  ’AndbecauseofthisoathofyoursImustbewidowed,Thomas,beforeIamawife?
  YougoandIshallneverseeyoumore。’
  ’Whocansay,mysweet?
  Myfatherwentoverseasandcamebacksafe,havingpassedthroughmanyperils。’
  ’Yes,hecamebackand——notalone。
  Youareyoung,Thomas,andinfarcountriesthereareladiesgreatandfair,andhowshallIholdmyowninyourheartagainstthem,Ibeingsofaraway?’
  ’Isweartoyou,Lily——’
  ’Nay,Thomas,swearnooathslestyoushouldaddtoyoursinsbybreakingthem。
  Yet,love,forgetmenot,whoshallforgetyounever。
  Perhaps——oh!itwringsmyhearttosayit——thisisourlastmeetingontheearth。
  Ifso,thenwemusthopetomeetinheaven。
  Attheleastbesureofthis,whileIliveIwillbetruetoyou,andfatherornofather,IwilldiebeforeIbreakmytroth。
  Iamyoungtospeaksolargely,butitshallbeasIsay。
  Oh!thispartingismorecruelthandeath。
  Wouldthatwewereasleepandforgottenamongmen。
  Yetitisbestthatyoushouldgo,forifyoustayedwhatcouldwebetoeachotherwhilemyfatherlives,andmayhelivelong!’
  ’Sleepandforgetfulnesswillcomesoonenough,Lily;nonemustawaitthemforverylong。
  Meanwhilewehaveourlivestolive。
  Letuspraythatwemaylivethemtoeachother。
  Igotoseekfortuneaswellasfoes,andIwillwinitforyoursakethatwemaymarry。’
  Sheshookherheadsadly。
  ’Itweretoomuchhappiness,Thomas。
  Menandwomenmayseldomwedtheirtrueloves,oriftheydo,itisbuttolosethem。
  Attheleastwelove,andletusbethankfulthatwehavelearnedwhatlovecanbe,forhavinglovedhere,perchanceattheworstwemayloveotherwherewhentherearenonetosayusnay。’
  Thenwetalkedonawhile,babblingbrokenwordsofloveandhopeandsorrow,asyoungfolkssoplacedarewonttodo,tillatlengthLilylookedupwithasadsweetsmileandsaid:
  ’Itistimetogo,sweetheart。
  Myfatherbeckonsmefromthelattice。
  Allisfinished。’
  ’Letusgothen,’Iansweredhuskily,anddrewherbehindthetrunkoftheoldbeech。
  AndthereIcaughtherinmyarmsandkissedheragainandyetagain,norwassheashamedtokissmeback。
  AfterthisIrememberlittleofwhathappened,exceptthataswerodeawayIsawherbelovedface,wanandwistful,watchingmedepartingoutofherlife。
  Fortwentyyearsthatsadandbeautifulfacehauntedme,andithauntsmeyetathwartlifeanddeath。
  OtherwomenhavelovedmeandIhaveknownotherpartings,someofthemmoreterrible,butthememoryofthiswomanasshewasthen,andofherfarewelllook,overrunsthemall。
  WheneverIgazedownthepastIseethispictureframedinitandIknowthatitisonewhichcannotfade。
  Arethereanysorrowslikethesesorrowsofouryouth?
  Cananybitternessequalthebitternessofsuchgood-byes?
  IknowbutoneofwhichIwasfatedtotasteinafteryears,andthatshallbetoldofinitsplace。
  itisacommonjesttomockatearlylove,butifitbereal,ifitbesomethingmorethanthemerearisingofthepassions,earlyloveislatelovealso;itisloveforever,thebestandworsteventwhichcanbefallamanorwoman。
  Isayitwhoamoldandwhohavedonewitheverything,anditistrue。
  OnethingIhaveforgotten。
  Aswekissedandclunginourdespairbehindtheboleofthegreatbeech,Lilydrewaringfromherfingerandpresseditintomyhandsaying,’Lookonthiseachmorningwhenyouwake,andthinkofme。
  Ithadbeenhermother’s,andto-dayitstillissetuponmywitheredhand,gleaminginthewintersunlightasItracethesewords。
  Throughthelongyearsofwildadventure,throughallthetimeofafterpeace,inloveandwar,intheshineofthecampfire,intheglareofthesacrificialflame,inthelightoflonelystarsilluminingthelonelywilderness,thatringhasshoneuponmyhand,remindingmealwaysofherwhogaveit,andonthishanditshallgodownintothegrave。
  Itisaplaincircletofthickgold,somewhatwornnow,aposy-ring,andonitsinnersurfaceiscutthisquaintcouplet:
  Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart。
  Afittingmottoforusindeed,andonethathasitsmeaningtothishour。
  ThatsamedayofourfarewellIrodewithmyfathertoYarmouth。
  MybrotherGeoffreydidnotcomewithus,butwepartedwithkindlywords,andofthisIamglad,forweneversaweachotheragain。
  NomorewassaidbetweenusastoLilyBozardandourwooingofher,thoughIknewwellenoughthatsosoonasmybackwasturnedhewouldtrytotakemyplaceatherside,asindeedhappened。
  I
  forgiveittohim;intruthIcannotblamehimmuch,forwhatmanistherethatwouldnothavedesiredtowedLilywhoknewher?
  Onceweweredearfriends,GeoffreyandI,butwhenweripenedtowardsmanhood,ourloveofLilycamebetweenus,andwegrewmoreandmoreapart。
  Itisacommoncaseenough。
  Well,asitchancedhefailed,sowhyshouldIthinkunkindlyofhim?
  Letmeratherremembertheaffectionofourchildhoodandforgettherest。
  Godresthissoul。
  Mary,mysister,whoafterLilyBozardwasnowthefairestmaideninthecountryside,weptmuchatmygoing。
  Therewasbutayearbetweenus,andwelovedeachotherdearly,fornosuchshadowofjealousyhadfallenonouraffection。
  IcomfortedheraswellasI
  wasable,andtellingherallthathadpassedbetweenmeandLily,IprayedhertostandmyfriendandLily’s,shoulditeverbeinherpowertodoso。
  ThisMarypromisedtodoreadilyenough,andthoughshedidnotgivethereason,Icouldseethatshethoughtitpossiblethatshemightbeabletohelpus。
  AsIhavesaid,Lilyhadabrother,ayoungmanofsomepromise,whoatthistimewasawayatcollege,andheandmysisterMaryhadastrongfancyforeachother,thatmightormightnotripenintosomethingcloser。
  Sowekissedandbadefarewellwithtears。
  AndafterthatmyfatherandIrodeaway。
  ButwhenwehadpasseddownPirnhowStreet,andmountedthelittlehillbeyondWaingfordMillstotheleftofBungaytown,Ihaltedmyhorse,andlookedbackuponthepleasantvalleyoftheWaveneywhereIwasborn,andmyheartgrewfulltobursting。
  HadIknownallthatmustbefallme,beforemyeyesbeheldthatsceneagain,Ithinkindeedthatitwouldhaveburst。
  ButGod,whoinhiswisdomhaslaidmanyaburdenuponthebacksofmen,hassavedthemfromthis;forhadweforeknowledgeofthefuture,Ithinkthatofourownwillbutfewofuswouldlivetoseeit。
  SoIcastonelonglastlooktowardsthedistantmassofoaksthatmarkedthespotwhereLilylived,androdeon。
  OnthefollowingdayIembarkedonboardthe’Adventuress’andwesailed。
  BeforeIleft,myfather’sheartsoftenedmuchtowardsme,forherememberedthatIwasmymother’sbestbeloved,andfearedalsolestweshouldmeetnomore。
  Somuchdiditsoftenindeed,thatatthelasthourhechangedhismindandwishedtoholdmebackfromgoing。
  Buthavingputmyhandtotheploughandsufferedallthebitternessoffarewell,Iwouldnotreturntobemockedbymybrotherandmyneighbours。
  ’Youspeaktoolate,father,’I
  said。
  ’Youdesiredmetogotoworkthisvengeanceandstirredmetoitwithmanybitterwords,andnowIwouldgoifIknewthatI
  mustdiewithinaweek,forsuchoathscannotbelightlybroken,andtillmineisfulfilledthecurserestsonme。’
  ’Sobeit,son,’heansweredwithasigh。
  ’Yourmother’scrueldeathmaddenedmeandIsaidwhatImaylivetobesorryfor,thoughatthebestIshallnotlivelong,formyheartisbroken。
  PerhapsIshouldhaverememberedthatvengeanceisinthehandoftheLord,whowreaksitatHisowntimeandwithoutourhelp。
  Donotthinkunkindlyofme,myboy,ifweshouldchancetomeetnomore,forIloveyou,anditwasbutthedeeperlovethatIboretoyourmotherwhichmademedealharshlywithyou。’
  ’Iknowit,father,andbearnogrudge。
  Butifyouthinkthatyouowemeanything,payitbyholdingbackmybrotherfromworkingwrongtomeandLilyBozardwhileIamabsent。’
  ’Iwilldomybest,son,thoughwereitnotthatyouandshehavegrownsodeartoeachother,thematchwouldhavepleasedmewell。
  ButasIhavesaid,Ishallnotbelongheretowatchyourwelfareinthisoranyothermatter,andwhenIamgonethingsmustfollowtheirownfate。
  DonotforgetyourGodoryourhomewhereveryouchancetowander,Thomas:keepyourselffrombrawling,bewareofwomenthatarethesnareofyouth,andsetawatchuponyourtongueandyourtemperwhichisnotofthebest。
  Moreover,whereveryoumaybedonotspeakillofthereligionoftheland,ormakeamockofitbyyourwayoflife,lestyoushouldlearnhowcruelmencanbewhentheythinkthatitispleasingtotheirgods,asIhavelearntalready。’
  IsaidthatIwouldbearhiscounselinmind,andindeeditsavedmefrommanyasorrow。