“Poorlittlechap,“saidKatharine,andhertonewasatriflehuskierthanusual。“HowfondpeoplehavealwaysbeenofAdriance!Nowtellmethelatestnewsofhim。Ihaven’theard,exceptthroughthepress,forayearormore。HewasinAlgeriathen,inthevalleyoftheChelif,ridinghorsebacknightanddayinanArabiancostume,andinhisusualenthusiasticfashionhehadquitemadeuphismindtoadopttheMohammedanfaithandbecomeasnearlyanArabaspossible。Howmanycountriesandfaithshasbeadopted,Iwonder?ProbablyhewasplayingArabtohimselfallthetime。Irememberhewasasixteenth-centurydukeinFlorenceonceforweekstogether。“
“Oh,that’sAdriance,“chuckledEverett。“Heishimselfbarelylongenoughtowritechecksandbemeasuredforhisclothes。Ididn’thearfromhimwhilehewasanArab;Imissedthat。“
“HewaswritinganAlgeriansuiteforthepianothen;itmustbeinthepublisher’shandsbythistime。Ihavebeentooilltoanswerhisletter,andhavelosttouchwithhim。“
Everettdrewaletterfromhispocket。“Thiscameaboutamonthago。It’schieflyabouthisnewopera,whichistobebroughtoutinLondonnextwinter。Readitatyourleisure。“
“IthinkIshallkeepitasahostage,sothatImaybesureyouwillcomeagain。NowIwantyoutoplayforme。Whateveryoulike;butifthereisanythingnewintheworld,inmercyletmehearit。ForninemonthsIhaveheardnothingbut’TheBaggageCoachAhead’and’SheIsMyBaby’sMother。’“
Hesatdownatthepiano,andKatharinesatnearhim,absorbedinhisremarkablephysicallikenesstohisbrotherandtryingtodiscoverinjustwhatitconsisted。Shetoldherselfthatitwasverymuchasthoughasculptor’sfinishedworkhadbeenrudelycopiedinwood。HewasofalargerbuildthanAdriance,andhisshoulderswerebroadandheavy,whilethoseofhisbrotherwereslenderandrathergirlish。Hisfacewasofthesameovalmold,butitwasgrayanddarkenedaboutthemouthbycontinualshaving。HiseyeswereofthesameinconstantAprilcolor,buttheywerereflectiveandratherdull;whileAdriance’swerealwayspointsofhighlight,andalwaysmeaninganotherthingthanthethingtheymeantyesterday。Butitwashardtoseewhythisearnestmanshouldsocontinuallysuggestthatlyric,youthfulfacethatwasasgayashiswasgrave。ForAdriance,thoughhewastenyearstheelder,andthoughhishairwasstreakedwithsilver,hadthefaceofaboyoftwenty,somobilethatittoldhisthoughtsbeforehecouldputthemintowords。
Acontralto,famousfortheextravaganceofhervocalmethodsandofheraffections,hadoncesaidtohimthattheshepherdboyswhosangintheValeofTempemustcertainlyhavelookedlikeyoungHilgarde;andthecomparisonhadbeenappropriatedbyahundredshyerwomenwhopreferredtoquote。
AsEverettsatsmokingontheverandaoftheInterOceanHousethatnight,hewasavictimtorandomrecollections。HisinfatuationforKatharineGaylord,visionaryasitwas,hadbeenthemostseriousofhisboyishloveaffairs,andhadlongdisturbedhisbachelordreams。Hewaspainfullytimidineverythingrelatingtotheemotions,andhishurthadwithdrawnhimfromthesocietyofwomen。Thefactthatitwasallsodoneanddeadandfarbehindhim,andthatthewomanhadlivedherlifeoutsincethen,gavehimanoppressivesenseofageandloss。Hebethoughthimselfofsomethinghehadreadabout“sittingbythehearthandrememberingthefacesofwomenwithoutdesire,“andfelthimselfanoctogenarian。
Herememberedhowbitterandmorosehehadgrownduringhisstayathisbrother’sstudiowhenKatharineGaylordwasworkingthere,andhowhehadwoundedAdrianceonthenightofhislastconcertinNewYork。HehadsatthereintheboxwhilehisbrotherandKatharinewerecalledbackagainandagainafterthelastnumber,watchingtherosesgoupoverthefootlightsuntiltheywerestackedhalfashighasthepiano,brooding,inhissullenboy’sheart,uponthepridethosetwofeltineachother’swork——spurringeachothertotheirbestandbeautifullycontendinginsong。Thefootlightshadseemedahard,glitteringlinedrawnsharplybetweentheirlifeandhis;acircleofflamesetaboutthosesplendidchildrenofgenius。HewalkedbacktohishotelaloneandsatinhiswindowstaringoutonMadisonSquareuntillongaftermidnight,resolvingtobeatnomoreatdoorsthathecouldneverenterandrealizingmorekeenlythaneverbeforehowfarthisgloriousworldofbeautifulcreationslayfromthepathsofmenlikehimself。Hetoldhimselfthathehadincommonwiththiswomanonlythebaserusesoflife。
Everett’sweekinCheyennestretchedtothree,andhesawnoprospectofreleaseexceptthroughthethinghedreaded。Thebright,windydaysoftheWyomingautumnpassedswiftly。Lettersandtelegramscameurginghimtohastenhistriptothecoast,butheresolutelypostponedhisbusinessengagements。ThemorningshespentononeofCharleyGaylord’sponies,orfishinginthemountains,andintheeveningshesatinhisroomwritinglettersorreading。Intheafternoonhewasusuallyathispostofduty。Destiny,hereflected,seemstohaveverypositivenotionsaboutthesortofpartswearefittedtoplay。Thescenechangesandthecompensationvaries,butintheendweusuallyfindthatwehaveplayedthesameclassofbusinessfromfirsttolast。Everetthadbeenastopgapallhislife。Herememberedgoingthroughalookingglasslabyrinthwhenhewasaboyandtryinggalleryaftergallery,onlyateveryturntobumphisnoseagainsthisownface——which,indeed,wasnothisown,buthisbrother’s。Nomatterwhathismission,eastorwest,bylandorsea,hewassuretofindhimselfemployedinhisbrother’sbusiness,oneofthetributaryliveswhichhelpedtoswelltheshiningcurrentofAdrianceHilgarde’s。Itwasnotthefirsttimethathisdutyhadbeentocomfort,asbesthecould,oneofthebrokenthingshisbrother’simperiousspeedhadcastasideandforgotten。Hemadenoattempttoanalyzethesituationortostateitinexactterms;buthefeltKatharineGaylord’sneedforhim,andheaccepteditasacommissionfromhisbrothertohelpthiswomantodie。Daybydayhefeltherdemandsonhimgrowmoreimperious,herneedforhimgrowmoreacuteandpositive;
anddaybydayhefeltthatinhispeculiarrelationtoherhisownindividualityplayedasmallerandsmallerpart。Hispowertoministertohercomfort,hesaw,laysolelyinhislinkwithhisbrother’slife。Heunderstoodallthathisphysicalresemblancemeanttoher。Heknewthatshesatbyhimalwayswatchingforsomecommontrickofgesture,somefamiliarplayofexpression,someillusionoflightandshadow,inwhichheshouldseemwhollyAdriance。Heknewthatsheliveduponthisandthatherdiseasefeduponit;thatitsentshuddersofremembrancethroughherandthatintheexhaustionwhichfollowedthisturmoilofherdyingsenses,shesleptdeepandsweetanddreamedofyouthandartanddaysinacertainoldFlorentinegarden,andnotofbitternessanddeath。
Thequestionwhichmostperplexedhimwas,“HowmuchshallI
know?Howmuchdoesshewishmetoknow?“AfewdaysafterhisfirstmeetingwithKatharineGaylord,hehadcabledhisbrothertowriteher。Hehadmerelysaidthatshewasmortallyill;hecoulddependonAdriancetosaytherightthing——thatwasapartofhisgift。Adriancealwayssaidnotonlytherightthing,buttheopportune,graceful,exquisitething。Hisphrasestookthecolorofthemomentandthethen-presentcondition,sothattheyneversavoredofperfunctorycomplimentorfrequentusage。Healwayscaughtthelyricessenceofthemoment,thepoeticsuggestionofeverysituation。Moreover,heusuallydidtherightthing,theopportune,graceful,exquisitething——except,whenhedidverycruelthings——bentuponmakingpeoplehappywhentheirexistencetouchedhis,justasheinsistedthathismaterialenvironmentshouldbebeautiful;lavishinguponthosenearhimallthewarmthandradianceofhisrichnature,allthehomageofthepoetandtroubadour,and,whentheywerenolongernear,forgetting——forthatalsowasapartofAdriance’sgift。
ThreeweeksafterEveretthadsenthiscable,whenhemadehisdailycallatthegailypaintedranchhouse,hefoundKatharinelaughinglikeaschoolgirl。“Haveyoueverthought,“
shesaid,asheenteredthemusicroom,“howmuchtheseseancesofoursarelikeHeine’s’FlorentineNights,’exceptthatIdon’tgiveyouanopportunitytomonopolizetheconversationasHeinedid?“Sheheldhishandlongerthanusual,asshegreetedhim,andlookedsearchinglyupintohisface。“Youarethekindestmanliving;thekindest,“sheadded,softly。
Everett’sgrayfacecoloredfaintlyashedrewhishandaway,forhefeltthatthistimeshewaslookingathimandnotatawhimsicalcaricatureofhisbrother。“Why,whathaveIdonenow?“heasked,lamely。“Ican’trememberhavingsentyouanystalecandyorchampagnesinceyesterday。“
Shedrewaletterwithaforeignpostmarkfrombetweentheleavesofabookandhelditout,smiling。“Yougothimtowriteit。Don’tsayyoudidn’t,foritcamedirect,yousee,andthelastaddressIgavehimwasaplaceinFlorida。ThisdeedshallberememberedofyouwhenIamwiththejustinParadise。
Butonethingyoudidnotaskhimtodo,foryoudidn’tknowaboutit。Hehassentmehislatestwork,thenewsonata,themostambitiousthinghehaseverdone,andyouaretoplayitformedirectly,thoughitlookshorriblyintricate。Butfirstfortheletter;Ithinkyouwouldbetterreaditaloudtome。“
Everettsatdowninalowchairfacingthewindowseatinwhichshereclinedwithabarricadeofpillowsbehindher。Heopenedtheletter,hislasheshalf-veilinghiskindeyes,andsawtohissatisfactionthatitwasalongone——wonderfullytactfulandtender,evenforAdriance,whowastenderwithhisvaletandhisstableboy,withhisoldgondolierandthebeggar-womenwhoprayedtothesaintsforhim。
TheletterwasfromGranada,writtenintheAlhambra,ashesatbythefountainofthePatiodiLindaraxa。Theairwasheavy,withthewarmfragranceoftheSouthandfullofthesoundofsplashing,runningwater,asithadbeeninacertainoldgardeninFlorence,longago。Theskywasonegreatturquoise,heateduntilitglowed。ThewonderfulMoorisharchesthrewgracefulblueshadowsallabouthim。Hehadsketchedanoutlineofthemonthemarginofhisnotepaper。ThesubtletiesofArabicdecorationhadcastanunholyspelloverhim,andthebrutalexaggerationsofGothicartwereabaddream,easilyforgotten。
TheAlhambraitselfhad,fromthefirst,seemedperfectlyfamiliartohim,andheknewthathemusthavetrodthatcourt,sleekandbrownandobsequious,centuriesbeforeFerdinandrodeintoAndalusia。Theletterwasfullofconfidencesabouthiswork,anddelicateallusionstotheiroldhappydaysofstudyandcomradeship,andofherownwork,stillsowarmlyrememberedandappreciativelydiscussedeverywherehewent。
AsEverettfoldedtheletterhefeltthatAdriancehaddivinedthethingneededandhadrisentoitinhisownwonderfulway。Theletterwasconsistentlyegotisticalandseemedtohimevenatriflepatronizing,yetitwasjustwhatshehadwanted。Astrongrealizationofhisbrother’scharmandintensityandpowercameoverhim;hefeltthebreathofthatwhirlwindofflameinwhichAdriancepassed,consumingallinhispath,andhimselfevenmoreresolutelythanheconsumedothers。Thenhelookeddownatthiswhite,burnt-outbrandthatlaybeforehim。
“Likehim,isn’tit?“shesaid,quietly。
“IthinkIcanscarcelyanswerhisletter,butwhenyouseehimnextyoucandothatforme。Iwantyoutotellhimmanythingsforme,yettheycanallbesummedupinthis:Iwanthimtogrowwhollyintohisbestandgreatestself,evenatthecostofthedearboyishnessthatishalfhischarmtoyouandme。Doyouunderstandme?“