’No,Icannotletyouin,’shemurmured,afterapause。
’Dashmywig,then,’hecried,hisfaceflamingup,’I’llfindawaytogetin!Now,don’tyouprovokeme!Youdon’tknowwhatIamcapableof。Iaskyouagain,willyouopenthedoor?’
’Whydoyouwishit?’shesaidfaintly。
’IhavetoldyouIwanttositdown;andIwanttoaskyouaquestion。’
’Youcanaskmefromwhereyouare。’
’Icannotaskyouproperly。Itisaboutaseriousmatter:whetheryouwillacceptmyheartandhand。Iamnotgoingtothrowmyselfatyourfeet;butIaskyoutodoyourdutyasawoman,namely,giveyoursolemnwordtotakemynameassoonasthewarisoverandI
havetimetoattendtoyou。Iscorntoaskitofahaughtyhussywhowillonlyspeaktomethroughawindow;however,Iputittoyouforthelasttime,madam。’
Therewasnosignonthedownofanybody’sreturn,andshesaid,’I’llthinkofit,sir。’
’Youhavethoughtofitlongenough;Iwanttoknow。Willyouorwon’tyou?’
’Verywell;IthinkIwill。’Andthenshefeltthatshemightbebuyingpersonalsafetytoodearlybyshufflingthus,sincehewouldspreadthereportthatshehadacceptedhim,andcauseendlesscomplication。’No,’shesaid,’Ihavechangedmymind。Icannotacceptyou,Mr。Derriman。’
’That’showyouplaywithme!’heexclaimed,stamping。’“Yes,“onemoment;“No,“thenext。Come,youdon’tknowwhatyourefuse。Thatoldhallismyuncle’sown,andhehasnobodyelsetoleaveitto。
Assoonashe’sdeadIshallthrowupfarmingandstartasasquire。
Andnow,’headdedwithabittersneer,’whatafoolyouaretohangbackfromsuchachance!’
’Thankyou,Idon’tvalueit,’saidAnne。
’Becauseyouhatehimwhowouldmakeityours?’
’Itmaynotlieinyourpowertodothat。’
’What——hastheoldfellowbeentellingyouhisaffairs?’
’No。’
’Thenwhydoyoumistrustme?Now,afterthiswillyouopenthedoor,andshowthatyoutreatmeasafriendifyouwon’tacceptmeasalover?Ionlywanttositandtalktoyou。’
Annethoughtshewouldtrusthim;itseemedalmostimpossiblethathecouldharmher。Sheretiredfromthewindowandwentdownstairs。
Whenherhandwasupontheboltofthedoor,hermindmisgaveher。
Insteadofwithdrawingitsheremainedinsilencewhereshewas,andhebeganagain——
’Areyougoingtounfastenit?’
Annedidnotspeak。
’Now,dashmywig,Iwillgetatyou!You’vetriedmebeyondendurance。Onekisswouldhavebeenenoughthatdayinthemead;
nowI’llhaveforty,whetheryouwillorno!’
Heflunghimselfagainstthedoor;butasitwasbolted,andhadinadditionagreatwoodenbaracrossit,thisproducednoeffect。Hewassilentforamoment,andthentheterrifiedgirlheardhimattempttheshutteredwindow。Sheranupstairsandagainscannedthedown。Theyellowgigstilllayintheblazingsunshine,andthehorseofFestusstoodbythecornerofthegarden——nothingelsewastobeseen。Atthismomenttherecametoherearthenoiseofasworddrawnfromitsscabbard;and,peepingoverthewindow-sill,shesawhertormentordrivehisswordbetweenthejointsoftheshutters,inanattempttoripthemopen。Theswordsnappedoffinhishand。Withanimprecationhepulledoutthepiece,andreturnedthetwohalvestothescabbard。
’Ha!ha!’hecried,catchingsightofthetopofherhead。’’Tisonlyajoke,youknow;butI’llgetinallthesame。Allforakiss!Butnevermind,we’lldoityet!’Hespokeinanaffectedlylighttone,asifashamedofhispreviousresentfultemper;butshecouldseebythelividbackofhisneckthathewasbrimfulofsuppressedpassion。’Onlyajest,youknow,’hewenton。’Howarewegoingtodoitnow?Why,inthisway。Igoandgetaladder,andenterattheupperwindowwheremyloveis。Andthere’stheladderlyingunderthatcorn-rickinthefirstenclosedfield。Backintwominutes,dear!’
Heranoff,andwaslosttoherview。
Annefearfullysurveyedherposition。Theupperwindowsofthecottagewereofflimsiestlead-work,andtokeephimoutwouldbehopeless。Shefeltthatnotamomentwastobelostingettingaway。Runningdownstairssheopenedthedoor,andthenitoccurredtoherterrifiedunderstandingthattherewouldbenochanceofescapinghimbyflightafootacrosssuchanextensivedown,sincehemightmounthishorseandeasilyrideafterher。Theanimalstillremainedtetheredatthecornerofthegarden;ifshecouldreleasehimandfrightenhimawaybeforeFestusreturned,therewouldnotbequitesuchoddsagainsther。Sheaccordinglyunhookedthehorsebyreachingoverthebank,andthen,pullingoffhermuslinneckerchief,flappeditinhiseyestostartlehim。Butthegallantsteeddidnotmoveorflinch;shetriedagain,andheseemedratherpleasedthanotherwise。Atthismomentsheheardacryfromthecottage,andturning,beheldheradversaryapproachingroundthecornerofthebuilding。
’IthoughtIshouldtoleoutthemousebythattrick!’criedFestusexultingly。Insteadofgoingforaladder,hehadsimplyhiddenhimselfatthebacktotemptherdown。
PoorAnnewasnowdesperate。Thebankonwhichshestoodwaslevelwiththehorse’sback,andthecreatureseemedquietasalamb。
Withadeterminationofwhichshewascapableinemergencies,sheseizedtherein,flungherselfuponthesheepskin,andheldonbythemane。Theamazedchargerliftedhishead,sniffed,wrenchedhisearshitherandthither,andstartedoffatafrightfulspeedacrossthedown。
’O,myheartandlimbs!’saidFestusunderhisbreath,as,thoroughlyalarmed,hegazedafterher。’SheonChampion!She’llbreakherneck,andIshallbetriedformanslaughter,anddisgracewillbebroughtuponthenameofDerriman!’
Championcontinuedtogoatastretch-gallop,buthedidnothingworse。Hadheplungedorreared,Derriman’sfearsmighthavebeenverified,andAnnehavecomewithdeadlyforcetotheground。Butthecoursewasgood,andinthehorse’sspeedlayacomparativesecurity。Shewasscarcelyshakeninherprecarioushalf-horizontalposition,thoughshewasawedtoseethegrass,loosestones,andotherobjectspasshereyeslikestrokeswheneversheopenedthem,whichwasonlyjustforasecondatintervalsofhalfaminute;andtofeelhowwildlythestirrupsswung,andthatwhatstruckherkneewasthebucketofthecarbine,andthatitwasapistol-holsterwhichhurtherarm。
Theyquicklyclearedthedown,andAnnebecameconsciousthatthecourseofthehorsewashomeward。Assoonasthegroundbegantorisetowardstheouterbeltofuplandwhichlaybetweenherandthecoast,Champion,nowpantingandreekingwithmoisture,lessenedhisspeedinsheerweariness,andproceededatarapidjoltingtrot。
Annefeltthatshecouldnotholdonhalfsowell;thegallophadbeenchild’splaycomparedwiththis。Theywereinalane,ascendingtoaridge,andshemadeuphermindforafall。Overtheridgeroseananimatedspot,higherandhigher;itturnedouttobetheupperpartofaman,andthemantobeasoldier。SuchwasAnne’sattitudethatsheonlygotanoccasionalglimpseofhim;and,thoughshefearedthathemightbeaFrenchman,shefearedthehorsemorethantheenemy,asshehadfearedFestusmorethanthehorse。
Annehadenergyenoughlefttocry,’Stophim;stophim!’asthesoldierdrewnear。
He,astonishedatthesightofamilitaryhorsewithabundleofdraperyacrosshisback,hadalreadyplacedhimselfinthemiddleofthelane,andhenowheldouthisarmstillhisfigureassumedtheformofaLatincrossplantedintheroadway。Championdrewnear,swerved,andstoodstillalmostsuddenly,achecksufficienttosendAnneslippingdownhisflanktotheground。Thetimelyfriendsteppedforwardandhelpedhertoherfeet,whenshesawthathewasJohnLoveday。
’Areyouhurt?’hesaidhastily,havingturnedquitepaleatseeingherfall。
’Ono;notabit,’saidAnne,gatheringherselfupwithforcedbriskness,tomakelightofthemisadventure。
’Buthowdidyougetinsuchaplace?’
’There,he’sgone!’sheexclaimed,insteadofreplying,asChampionsweptroundJohnLovedayandcanteredofftriumphantlyinthedirectionofOxwell,aperformancewhichshefollowedwithhereyes。
’Buthowdidyoucomeuponhisback,andwhosehorseisit?’
’Iwilltellyou。’
’Well?’
’I——cannottellyou。’
Johnlookedsteadilyather,sayingnothing。
’Howdidyoucomehere?’sheasked。’IsittruethattheFrenchhavenotlandedatall?’
’Quitetrue;thealarmwasgroundless。I’lltellyouallaboutit。
Youlookverytired。Youhadbettersitdownafewminutes。Letussitonthisbank。’
Hehelpedhertotheslopeindicated,andcontinued,stillasifhisthoughtsweremoreoccupiedwiththemysteryofherrecentsituationthanwithwhathewassaying:’WearrivedatBudmouthBarracksthismorning,andaretoliethereallthesummer。Icouldnotwritetotellfatherwewerecoming。ItwasnotbecauseofanyrumouroftheFrench,forweknewnothingofthattillwemetthepeopleontheroad,andthecolonelsaidinamomentthenewswasfalse。
BuonaparteisnotevenatBoulognejustnow。Iwasanxioustoknowhowyouhadbornethefright,soIhastenedtoOvercombeatonce,assoonasIcouldgetoutofbarracks。’
Anne,whohadnotbeenatallresponsivetohisdiscourse,nowswayedheavilyagainsthim,andlookingquicklydownhefoundthatshehadsilentlyfainted。Tosupportherinhisarmswasofcoursetheimpulseofamoment。Therewasnowatertobehad,andhecouldthinkofnothingelsebuttoholdhertenderlytillshecameroundagain。Certainlyhedesirednothingmore。
Againheaskedhimself,whatdiditallmean?
Hewaited,lookingdownuponhertiredeyelids,andattherowoflasheslyinguponeachcheek,whosenaturalroundnessshoweditselfinsingularperfectionnowthatthecustomarypinkhadgivenplacetoapaleluminousnesscaughtfromthesurroundingatmosphere。Thedumpyringletsaboutherforeheadandbehindherpoll,whichwereusuallyastightassprings,hadbeenpartiallyuncoiledbythewildnessofherride,andhunginsplitlocksoverherforeheadandneck。John,who,duringthelongmonthsofhisabsence,hadlivedonlytomeetheragain,wasinastateofecstaticreverence,andbendingdownhegentlykissedher。
Annewasjustbecomingconscious。
’O,Mr。Derriman,never,never!’shemurmured,sweepingherfacewithherhand。
’Ithoughthewasatthebottomofit,’saidJohn。
Anneopenedhereyes,andstartedbackfromhim。’Whatisit?’shesaidwildly。
’Youareill,mydearMissGarland,’repliedJohnintremblinganxiety,andtakingherhand。
’Iamnotill,Iamweariedout!’shesaid。’Can’twewalkon?HowfararewefromOvercombe?’
’Aboutamile。Buttellme,somebodyhasbeenhurtingyou——
frighteningyou。Iknowwhoitwas;itwasDerriman,andthatwashishorse。Nowdoyoutellmeall。’
Annereflected。’ThenifItellyou,’shesaid,’willyoudiscusswithmewhatIhadbetterdo,andnotforthepresentletmymotherandyourfatherknow?Idon’twanttoalarmthem,andImustnotletmyaffairsinterruptthebusinessconnexionbetweenthemillandthehallthathasgoneonforsomanyyears。’
Thetrumpet-majorpromised,andAnnetoldtheadventure。Hisbrowreddenedasshewenton,andwhenshehaddoneshesaid,’Nowyouareangry。Don’tdoanythingdreadful,willyou?RememberthatthisFestuswillmostlikelysucceedhisuncleatOxwell,inspiteofpresentappearances,andifBobsucceedsatthemillthereshouldbenoenmitybetweenthem。’
’That’strue。Iwon’ttellBob。Leavehimtome。WhereisDerrimannow?Onhiswayhome,Isuppose。WhenIhaveseenyouintothehouseIwilldealwithhim——quitequietly,sothatheshallsaynothingaboutit。’
’Yes,appealtohim,do!Perhapshewillbebetterthen。’
Theywalkedontogether,Lovedayseemingtoexperiencemuchquietbliss。
’Icametolookforyou,’hesaid,’becauseofthatdear,sweetletteryouwrote。’
’Yes,Ididwriteyoualetter,’sheadmitted,withmisgiving,nowbeginningtoseehermistake。’ItwasbecauseIwassorryIhadblamedyou。’
’Iamalmostgladyoudidblameme,’saidJohncheerfully,’since,ifyouhadnot,theletterwouldnothavecome。Ihavereaditfiftytimesaday。’
ThisputAnneintoanunhappymood,andtheyproceededwithoutmuchfurthertalktillthemillchimneyswerevisiblebelowthem。Johnthensaidthathewouldleavehertogoinbyherself。
’Ah,youaregoingbacktogetintosomedangeronmyaccount?’
’Ican’tgetintomuchdangerwithsuchafellowashe,canI?’saidJohn,smiling。