’Iamreadytogo,’saidAnne,assoonashearrived。
Hepausedasiftakenabackbyherreadiness,andrepliedwithmuchuncertainty,’Wouldit——wouldn’titbebettertoputitofftillthereislesssun?’
Theveryslightestsymptomofsurprisearoseinherassherejoined,’Buttheweathermaychange;orhadwebetternotgoatall?’
’Ono!——itwasonlyathought。Wewillstartatonce。’
Andalongthevaletheywent,Johnkeepinghimselfaboutayardfromherrighthand。Whenthethirdfieldhadbeencrossedtheycameuponhalf-a-dozenlittleboysatplay。
’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’saidthebiggestandrudestboy。
’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’echoedalltherudesmallerboysinachorus。
Thetrumpet-majorturned,and,aftersomerunning,succeededinsmackingtwoofthemwithhisswitch,returningtoAnnebreathless。
’Iamashamedtheyshouldhaveinsultedyouso,’hesaid,blushingforher。
’Theysaidnoharm,poorboys,’sherepliedreproachfully。
PoorJohnwasdumbwithperception。Thegentlehintuponwhichhewouldhaveeagerlyspokenonlyoneshortdayagowasnowlikefiretohiswound。
Theypresentlycametosomestepping-stonesacrossabrook。Johncrossedfirstwithoutturninghishead,andAnne,justliftingtheskirtofherdress,crossedbehindhim。Whentheyhadreachedtheothersideavillagegirlandayoungshepherdapproachedthebrinktocross。Annestoppedandwatchedthem。Theshepherdtookahandoftheyounggirlineachofhisown,andwalkedbackwardoverthestones,facingher,andkeepingheruprightbyhisgrasp,bothofthemlaughingastheywent。
’Whatareyoustayingfor,MissGarland?’askedJohn。
’Iwasonlythinkinghowhappytheyare,’shesaidquietly;andwithdrawinghereyesfromthetenderpair,sheturnedandfollowedhim,notknowingthattheseemingsoundofapassingbumble-beewasasuppressedgroanfromJohn。
Whentheyreachedthehilltheyfoundfortynavviesatworkremovingthedarksodsoastolaybarethechalkbeneath。TheequestrianfigurethattheirshovelswereformingwasscarcelyintelligibletoJohnandAnnenowtheywereclose,andafterpacingfromthehorse’sheaddownhisbreasttohishoof,backbywayoftheking’sbridle-arm,pastthebridgeofhisnose,andintohiscocked-hat,Annesaidthatshehadhadenoughofit,andsteppedoutofthechalkclearinguponthegrass。Thetrumpet-majorhadremainedallthetimeinamelancholyattitudewithintherowelofhisMajesty’srightspur。
’Myshoesarecakedwithchalk,’shesaidastheywalkeddownwardsagain;andshedrewbackherdresstolookatthem。’HowcanIgetsomeofitclearedoff?’
’Ifyouwastowipetheminthelonggrassthere,’saidJohn,pointingtoaspotwherethebladeswererankanddense,’someofitwouldcomeoff。’Havingsaidthis,hewalkedonwithreligiousfirmness。
Annerakedherlittlefeetontherightside,ontheleftside,overthetoe,andbehindtheheel;butthetenaciouschalkhelditsown。
Pantingwithherexertion,shegaveitup,andatlengthovertookhim。
’Ihopeitisrightnow?’hesaid,lookinggingerlyoverhisshoulder。
’No,indeed!’saidshe。’Iwantedsomeassistance——someonetosteadyme。Itissohardtostandononefootandwipetheotherwithoutsupport。Iwasindangeroftopplingover,andsogaveitup。’
’Mercifulstars,whatanopportunity!’thoughtthepoorfellowwhileshewaitedforhimtoofferhelp。Buthislipsremainedclosed,andshewentonwithapoutingsmile——
’Youseeminsuchahurry!Whyareyouinsuchahurry?Afterallthefinethingsyouhavesaidabout——aboutcaringsomuchforme,andallthat,youwon’tstopforanything!’
ItwastoomuchforJohn。’Uponmyheartandlife,mydea——’hebegan。HereBob’slettercrackledwarninglyinhiswaistcoatpocketashelaidhishandasseveratinglyuponhisbreast,andhebecamesuddenlyscaleduptodumbnessandgloomasbefore。
WhentheyreachedhomeAnnesankuponastooloutsidethedoor,fatiguedwithherexcursion。Herfirstactwastotrytopulloffhershoe——itwasadifficultmatter;butJohnstoodbeatingwithhisswitchtheleavesofthecreeperonthewall。
’Mother——David——Molly,orsomebody——docomeandhelpmepulloffthesedirtyshoes!’shecriedaloudatlast。’Nobodyhelpsmeinanything!’
’Iamverysorry,’saidJohn,comingtowardsherwithincredibleslownessandanairofunutterabledepression。
’O,IcandowithoutYOU。Davidisbest,’shereturned,astheoldmanapproachedandremovedtheobnoxiousshoesinatrice。
Annewasamazedatthissuddenchangefromdevotiontocrassindifference。Onenteringherroomsheflewtotheglass,almostexpectingtolearnthatsomeextraordinarychangehadcomeoverherprettycountenance,renderingherintolerableforevermore。Butitwas,ifanything,fresherthanusual,onaccountoftheexercise。
’Well!’shesaidretrospectively。Forthefirsttimesincetheiracqaintanceshehadthisweekencouragedhim;andforthefirsttimehehadshownthatencouragementwasuseless。’Butperhapshedoesnotclearlyunderstand,’sheaddedserenely。
Whenhenextcameitwas,tohersurprise,tobringhernewspapers,nowforsometimediscontinued。Assoonasshesawthemshesaid,’Idonotcarefornewspapers。’
’Theshippingnewsisveryfullandlongto-day,thoughtheprintisrathersmall。’
’Itakenofurtherinterestintheshippingnews,’sherepliedwithcolddignity。
Shewassittingbythewindow,insidethetable,andhencewhen,inspiteofhernegations,hedeliberatelyunfoldedthepaperandbegantoreadabouttheRoyalNavyshecouldhardlyriseandgoaway。
Withastoicalmienhereadontotheendofthereport,bringingoutthenameofBob’sshipwithtremendousforce。
’No,’shesaidatlast,’I’llhearnomore!Letmereadtoyou。’
Thetrumpet-majorsatdown。Anneturnedtothemilitarynews,deliveringeverydetailwithmuchapparententhusiasm。’That’sthesubject_I_like!’shesaidfervently。
’But——butBobisinthenavynow,andwillmostlikelyrisetobeanofficer。Andthen——’
’Whatistherelikethearmy?’sheinterrupted。’Thereisnosmartnessaboutsailors。Theywaddlelikeducks,andtheyonlyfightstupidbattlesthatnoonecanformanyideaof。Thereisnosciencenorstratageminsea-fights——nothingmorethanwhatyouseewhentworamsruntheirheadstogetherinafieldtoknockeachotherdown。Butinmilitarybattlesthereissuchart,andsuchsplendour,andthemenaresosmart,particularlythehorse-soldiers。O,Ishallneverforgetwhatgallantmenyouallseemedwhenyoucameandpitchedyourtentsonthedowns!IlikethecavalrybetterthananythingIknow;andthedragoonsthebestofthecavalry——andthetrumpetersthebestofthedragoons!’
’O,ifithadbutcomealittlesooner!’moanedJohnwithinhim。Herepliedassoonashecouldregainself-command,’IamgladBobisinthenavyatlast——heissomuchmorefittedforthatthanthemerchant-service——sobravebynature,readyforanydaringdeed。I
haveheardeversomuchmoreabouthisdoingsonboardtheVictory。
CaptainHardytookspecialnoticethatwhenhe——’
’Idon’twanttoknowanythingmoreaboutit,’saidAnneimpatiently;’ofcoursesailorsfight;there’snothingelsetodoinaship,sinceyoucan’trunaway!Youmayaswellfightandbekilledasbekillednotfighting。’
’Stillitishischaractertobecarelessofhimselfwherethehonourofhiscountryisconcerned,’Johnpleaded。’Ifyouhadonlyknownhimasaboyyouwouldownit。Hewouldalwaysriskhisownlifetosaveanybodyelse’s。Oncewhenacottagewasafireupthelaneherushedinforababy,althoughhewasonlyaboyhimself,andhehadthenarrowestescape。Wehavegothishatnowwiththeholeburntinit。ShallIgetitandshowittoyou?’
’No——Idon’twishit。Ithasnothingtodowithme。’Butashepersistedinhiscoursetowardsthedoor,sheadded,’Ah!youareleavingbecauseIaminyourway。Youwanttobealonewhileyoureadthepaper——Iwillgoatonce。IdidnotseethatIwasinterruptingyou。’Andsheroseasiftoretreat。
’No,no!IwouldratherbeinterruptedbyYOUthan——O,MissGarland,excuseme!I’lljustspeaktofatherinthemill,nowIamhere。’
ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatAnnewhoseunquestionablegentilityamidsomewhathomelysurroundingshasbeenmanytimesinsistedoninthecourseofthishistorywasusuallythereverseofawomanwithacoming-ondisposition;but,whetherfrompiqueathismanner,orfromwilfuladherencetoacourserashlyresolvedon,orfromcoquettishmaliciousnessinreactionfromlongdepression,orfromanyotherthing,——soitwasthatshewouldnotlethimgo。
’Trumpet-major,’shesaid,recallinghim。
’Yes?’herepliedtimidly。
’Thebowofmycap-ribbonhascomeuntied,hasitnot?’Sheturnedandfixedherbewitchingglanceuponhim。
Thebowwasjustoverherforehead,or,moreprecisely,atthepointwheretheorganofcomparisonmergesinthatofbenevolence,accordingtothephrenologicaltheoryofGall。John,thusbroughtto,endeavouredtolookatthebowinaskimming,duck-and-drakefashion,soastoavoiddippinghisownglanceasfarastotheplaneofhisinterrogator’seyes。’Itisuntied,’hesaid,drawingbackalittle。
Shecamenearer,andasked,’Willyoutieitforme,please?’
Astherewasnohelpforit,henervedhimselfandassented。Asherheadonlyreachedtohisfourthbuttonshenecessarilylookedupforhisconvenience,andJohnbeganfumblingatthebow。Tryashewoulditwasimpossibletotouchtheribbonwithoutgettinghisfingertipsmixedwiththecurlsofherforehead。
’Yourhandshakes——ah!youhavebeenwalkingfast,’shesaid。
’Yes——yes。’
’Haveyoualmostdoneit?’Sheinquiringlydirectedhergazeupwardthroughhisfingers。
’No——notyet,’hefalteredinawarmsweatofemotion,hisheartgoinglikeaflail。
’Thenbequick,please。’
’Yes,Iwill,MissGarland!B——B——Bobisaverygoodfel——’
’Notthatman’snametome!’sheinterrupted。
Johnwassilentinstantly,andnothingwastobeheardbuttherustlingoftheribbon;tillhishandsoncemoreblunderedamongthecurls,andthentouchedherforehead。
’OgoodGod!’ejaculatedthetrumpet-majorinawhisper,turningawayhastilytothecorner-cupboard,andrestinghisfaceuponhishand。
’What’sthematter,John?’saidshe。
’Ican’tdoit!’
’What?’
’Tieyourcap-ribbon。’
’Whynot?’
’Becauseyouareso——BecauseIamclumsy,andnevercouldtieabow。’
’Youareclumsyindeed,’answeredAnne,andwentaway。
Afterthisshefeltinjured,foritseemedtoshowthatheratedherhappinessasofmeanervaluethanBob’s;sincehehadpersistedinhisideaofgivingBobanotherchancewhenshehadimpliedthatitwasherwishtodootherwise。CouldMissJohnsonhaveanythingtodowithhisfirmness?Anopportunityoftestinghiminthisdirectionoccurredsomedayslater。Shehadbeenupthevillage,andmetJohnatthemill-door。
’Haveyouheardthenews?MatildaJohnsonisgoingtobemarriedtoyoungDerriman。’
Annestoodwithherbacktothesun,andashefacedher,hisfeaturesweresearchinglyexhibited。Therewasnochangewhateverinthem,unlessitwerethatacertainlightofinterestkindledbyherquestionturnedtocompleteandblankindifference。’Well,astimesgo,itisnotabadmatchforher,’hesaid,withaphlegmwhichwashardlythatofalover。
Johnonhispartwasbeginningtofindthesetemptationsalmostmorethanhecouldbear。Butbeingquarteredsoneartohisfather’shouseitwasunnaturalnottovisithim,especiallywhenatanymomenttheregimentmightbeorderedabroad,andaseparationofyearsensue;andaslongashewenttherehecouldnothelpseeingher。